#sure max is in the middle
Explore tagged Tumblr posts
Text
rbr sandwich is going to look very pretty with that blue suit god bless
#sure max is in the middle#but lbr charles could easily end up in the middle of the photo and no one would stop him#sprint
11 notes
·
View notes
Text
This is so fucking funny. Like do you think he wrote this himself
#âYep thatâs itâ Cody#you are so mentally ill that you gaslit your therapist into thinking that you had a clean bill of health and then cried in the alleyway#Pnat#Paranatural#tag#a likable kid in Maxâs class. Yep. Thatâs it.#God. Funniest character in the comic.#Cody#The âIâm normalâ doodleâs energy is really coming back strong. Like yeah sure kiddo#*Guy who lives in hell* Iâm just a likable kid in middle school hahahah#you know he was gripping the sink edge with enough force to crack it#Letâs get you some seroquel girl on god#cody jones#<- bc eye forgort the 1st time<3
81 notes
·
View notes
Text
was playing the new TF2 halloween event, and someone noticed that my avatar was a flamingo and complimented me on it. things are perhaps good, i think.
#been playing for like... 8+ hours? i like a lot of the maps#freaky fair is probably the map i spent the most time on today. like god damn#dynamite. i only played one/two rounds of. it's a neat concept. ive played a map similar to it before#toxic seemed neat. only time i played was with like 6 people max. haven't queued for it again yet#circus is fine. player destruction isn't usually my thing. due to my ability to die constantly#outburst. its versus saxton hale. i can't really say much more than that. it's fine#blazehatten. really really messy. brushes you can stand inside. invisible clipping where railing use to be. missing textures.#iirc it was like that before zombie infection was added. like all of those problems (if not most). im sure they'll get sorted out soon.#dont really have much thought on it's gameplay though#darkmarsh. havent played yet. it looks neat from the screenshots ive seen.#happy to be doing contracts again. freaky fair has been really distracting me from doing more of them.#MVM upgrades in a normal match is weirdly addicting. i kinda wish the map was 5cp instead of 3cp.#mostly due to how sometimes we'll get steamrolled to the middle point and have to struggle getting currency if they have it locked down#since the only ways you make money are: killing enemies and capturing mid#wanted to play with a friend to do the contracts but they were busy all night and i got kinda lonely just playing on my own#normally its not something i think about#but yeah. updates good. messy in places. but not unplayable.
18 notes
·
View notes
Note
alright youâve been extremely extremely kind and indulgent to me about my oc and i cannot possibly thank you enough <333333 so MY turn now to ask YOU about YOURS. please tell me about maglorâs distant granddaughter who is also your bbeg?? .w. or about the chatty hobbits i would very VERY much love to hear about both!!!
~ @nelyoslegalteam, reporting from main <3
(long post, sorry for the random people stumbling upon this lol)
so I'm the dm for the chatty hobbits campaign and essentially it's set in a beleriand-adjacent continent, but with a few extra races and stuff. of the founders of the original settlements, the king of elende (the elf kingdom) is Gil-galad's (invented for the campaign) twin brother Finellach/Finwain. originally he was inspired by the fact that gil galad has a ton of names but only uses ereinion/gil, so I just invented a new character and gave him half the names. I headcanon gil galad as maglor's son, so finwain is in universe maglor's son (left at the havens with gil bc his wife divorced him for kinslaying and his kingdom, being next door neighbors with morgoth, is far too dangerous for small children).
Anyways, his descendant Elinyel (also known as aramire or elinnor) is the current queen of Elende! she's an evil fire-themed bard who is extremely feanorian in all the worst ways - her actual kingdom prospered under her reign, but she just does not care about everyone else as long as she's protecting her people. There were some tensions with one of the major kingdoms to the north (conflict over unclaimed territory between the kingdoms and some tariff stuff), so instead of risking the other kingdom starting a war and hurting her people, she just preemptively invaded it and started burned all the border territories to the ground.
her actual coronation was pretty weird- so she's the second child, but her older sister was born in wartime and there's a general belief in elende that children of peacetime make better rulers, so Elinyel was chosen as her family's heir. her grandfather (the crown prince of his generation) died defending Elende in one of the major wars, but his younger brother and two young kids survived. there's a whole feud between their houses because the brother chose to retain the kingship even after the kids were old enough to take the throne. anyways, two generations later Elinyel killed her cousin Arendil (the previous king of Elende) over a dispute about the legitimacy of his house (and what she believed to be a dishonoring of her grandparents' sacrifice) and took the throne.
obviously she has many Issues. arendil also has two surviving kids who are now essentially trying to stop her from murdering all their neighbors in proactive defense of her people.
however, when she first ascended she recruited her friend group as her elite guard/vassals of the kingdom. (aka the other bosses in the storyline). so it escalated to a war between her forces and the children of arendil, which ultimately culminated in her beloved sister being killed by one of arendil's children. this in turn led to her having basically a massive mental breakdown and feeling like she failed to protect her loved ones (exacerbated by some of her other friends being killed in battles she led). a normal person might decide this is was kind of her fault for starting a war and putting her friends in charge of the army. instead she decided she needed to destroy everyone who could ever potentially pose a threat. which is, in her eyes, literally everyone on the continent (except for her kingdom, of course).
so now she is at war with absolutely everyone of all factions! She is also somehow winning by virtue of Song almost on the level of maglor himself, and ten (now six) also incredibly powerful friends. Anyways, she has decided that the best way to wipe out the continent (except her kingdom) and start fresh is to literally find an ancient lost stone that can break the Doors of Night, summon Morgoth himself, and start the Dagorath. obviously this will Not go well for anyone at all if she succeeds, but she is on a full-on rampage and genuinely believes she (plus friends) can protect her kingdom from Morgoth's army while he wipes out everyone else.
Here's some old art of her btw!
And some slightly more recent unfinished art of her and the Evil Friend Group from when they were younger:
and here's (L-R) her cousin who is the 3rd boss, Elinyel, and her sister from before the war!
#asks#THANK YOU FOR THIS BTW#i only have 1 friend irl who plays dnd and is also not affiliated with the campaign#and they aren't a silm person#so i cannot talk w anyone irl about the Lore#one of the few kingdoms who could really oppose her is the magic one#bc max level wizards might as well be ainur and the monarch of the magic kingdom is Very Powerful#however. said monarch is also the twin sibling of one of elinyel's friends#(who is also an evil lich now and also maybe dating a diff friend who is an evil sorceror? not sure of details yet)#so the super powerful battlemage monarch is remaining Politically Neutral so they don't have to fight their literal evil twin#currently the party is level 6 and just defeated the very-weakened wraith of one of the friends#she was a druid but sort of decayed when she was corrupted and was kidnapping untrained/low level sorcs as servants to siphon power from#and also living in the Grove of Resurrection in order to stay intact#i forgot her dialogue while running the battle so while i looked through my docs i just had her say 'loading please wait' lol#also more chatty hobbit stuff#the grove is a huge grassy area with a walking tree in the middle#so the whole thing is constantly roaming aroudn#the wraith-druid had her castle built on it so she could have a moving castle that also heals her#the grassy part will resurrect any dead thing put on it#for the battle they had to drag her off the grass in order to kill her#technically shes been dead for some years but is surviving via constant contact w the grove#the hobbit (Shade) is from the Alder family who has historically been the guardians of the grove#he discovered he could talk to the tree in the middle and immediately started trying to figure out a way he could use the grove to#clone one of the party members#the tree does not approve of intentionally cutting off people's arms to see if it regenerates into a clone lol#oh! and they found anglachel in the grove. the dragonborn monk wants to keep it
12 notes
·
View notes
Text
Authentic Story of the Shining Force - Saint Fencer Max - Chapter 4
Translation notes:
This is the last boob joke. We're free at last.
Here's the retranslation of every scene with the Spring of Recollection in the game. Overall, her speech here is fairly close to what she says in Waral in-game, with a few details from her final appearance sprinkled in, like her care for Cain. It does misses a few nuances though, like the Legacy being more than just Dark Dragon.
I don't think I've ever seen art of the Spring, but notably, she gets a portrait in the GBA version, and it looks a lot like the manga design, with the slightly wavy hair and especially the blank eyes.
Obviously, the manga rushes through the plot since it's short, thus a lot of places are skipped. I didn't even feel like pointing them out before. However I will point out Waral not being here this time, because Waral happens to not be in the beta map either, and it has very contradicting lore between the ASCII guide and the World Book, meaning it might have not been well developed. Besides, Chapter 5 is very weirdly structured. You get two ship battles that are basically the same, you get to Waral by accident, you advance the plot by going to Ring Reef for no reason and everyone telling you it's off-limits while letting you waltz in anyway, and hardly anything happens in the shrine besides you hearing about the Manual, which is not even a big deal because you get to Rudo by accident later (two ship accidents!! why repeat this plot point!!) and would go to Dragonia anyway to help Bleu. Basically, I obviously can't prove it, but it wouldn't surprise me if the ocean shrine was initially thought off as only a plot scene, and the battles/town added much later for gameplay reasons.
Perhaps worth mentioning, the GBA version also makes a point to mention that Max got lost in the shrine alone, and everyone was worried about him, which does remind me a lot of the ship scene here.
uh oh. i hit image limit for the first time and i don't wanna remove either of these pics. more notes on a reblog later.
#shining series#shining force#saint fencer max#saint fencer max translation#sfm max#sf cain#so. gamers. fans. friends and followers. are we good? are we normal? are we normal about the last pages? i'm not#unfortunately my typesetting does not do it justice but at least i put up a fight#those unending creaking noises mess me up so good#it's just. so good. all of this#why did the gba version wasted time with boring villain epilogues#when it could be giving me the Good Stuff (angst of a long haired anime man)#also is his hair dyed? the eyebrows kinda imply that. i'm not sure i like that but i'm not sure i dislike that either#his hair is so good tho#anyway i could talk about him forever and i will but i gotta talk about the spring too#i really like the sword of light being here. it works aesthetically at least. the mishaela plot is very dumb#i had a whole thing about the sword of light typed but i took it out for later cause it doesn't have much to do with the manga#will probably come though! the three max cain plots are the same basically but there have some difference in the details#that has mashed together in my brain#so i wanna pick that apart at some point#anyway back to the mango. i dearly miss the nuance about the legacy even though it took me a while to notice it in the game#between this and the pseudo-magic introduction the manga does suck a bit at portraying the ancients#but i like how despite the weird pacing of the manga this part kinda flows better#with the spring's revelations all here in the middle#instead of popping in manarina like 'yeah boy you're hero of fate wait three chapter until we elaborate on that though'#naturally the game has good battle content to keep you happy through it#but the manarina scene feels kinda useless to me#anyway i probably had more to say about this while translating but i'm very sleepy#i will never shut up about this chapter though. mark my words
9 notes
·
View notes
Text
Longest night of my life but uhm heres some quarry headcannon stuff in the format of the rw relationship webs bc i love those (theyre all slugcats because of it but theyre labeled lol) and my friend questioned my hcs
Individuals v
Ryan
Dyl
Kait
Jacob
Nick
Abi
Em
Max
Laura
(I'll have to reblog for Sarah but its pretty simple anyway--)
#hehehehe#i said hear me out and she proceeded to look at me like id said something incomprehensible instead#so here you go#it all comes to me in prophecy#i think kait and dyl would sleep on top of each other like stray cats#and nick and dyl 100% cried at each other in the middle of the night in their shared cabin#also#max and dylan are like...#like#âthis is my boyfriend max and his boyfriend dylanâ#yk?#and ofc ryan is great friends w laura and max because i said so#and theyre all friends either way#the quarry#hhh should i tag them all?#sure...#ryan erzahler#dylan lenivy#kaitlyn ka#jacob custos#nick furcillo#abigail blyg#emma mountebank#max brinly#laura kearney#sarah erzahler#sigh#my art
9 notes
·
View notes
Text
Photos I took of my pets as a child in the 90s
#itâs so hard to look at these photos#Iâm hoping maybe putting them here will help me face the pain and trauma associated with them#I think itâs especially painful because they were all such sweethearts#actual angels who were so gentle and patient with baby me#if i could go back in time and save all of them I fucking would đ#max the malamute đ€#best boy in the world he was such a good dog#my cousins family gave me him as a puppy#the torties were named Romeo and Juliet (even tho they were both boys đ€Ł)#(yeah boy torties are from the same litter! idk what happened! đ€Ł)#Garfield was the orange cat (and mama to the torties)#best girl in the world so sweet. she was almost completely deaf and blind#German shepherd was buddy#sweet playful boy đ€#I didnât get to know him very well because he (all my pets did) lived with my dad and at that point I stopped going to his house a lot#bear was the rottie#sweet boy he died really tragically my dad loved animals but was fucking stupid sometimes#and the black puppy⊠also died really tragically. never even lived long enough to get a name.#some of these might be pushing into 00-4 maybe#the ones of buddy are probably from then because Iâm pretty sure we got him while I was in middle school#I drafted this post a few months ago and honestly doing this + writing about them really did help me process my feelings towards them#so now Iâm ready to share :)#I just love the idea of seeing the world through a childâs eyes#this is what little me thought was important! lol
14 notes
·
View notes
Photo
Sick threads whereâd you get âem (Patreon)
#Doodles#Helix#Max Vyer#Dexter Favin#RespectAWoman#Mousey#Don't ask where Mousey got 'em the answer is probably sad :')#Cured AU ladies coming across a busted Vyer estate and Mousey is Max's size??? Or well - baggy-long but they're both slight haha#Always living in my own little timeline of everything going fine and no one being hurt or taken over hahaha ;;#But then how did Mousey get her scars....#The timeline matters not it's all about making sure they have the same outfit lol#And I mean - there Has been an instance now where ''they'' have met! Which is very fun :D I love a good crossover âȘ#Though Max was ZEX at the time and thus in his uniform and also mostly dead but pfsh details#They Could contemporize is what I'm saying lol - I wonder where in time she was pulled from... Love that lad#Anyway lol âȘ#Helix! The Helix lads!! BeFore everything else! Wow what a coincidence to meet you out here hahaha#Though this outfit for Max feels more like house clothes? Like his t-shirts and sweatpants surely he has some Going Out clothes#Fancy lad â„#I always wonder about Max's ability to make friends âȘ He seems sociable and fairly outgoing but also a shut-in once he's home??#Maybe we just never see his outings - where even is he if Dex isn't glued to his hip lol#Independence testing went out to the library or something haha#Makes him do text check-ins with pictures every half an hour to make sure he's not dead lol that's definitely why haha#Also managed to sneak in a 1/13 reference hehehe - and Mousey's scar's and Max's hair part are mirrored on purpose!#Do phones still do that? Well Helix is set in like 2008/9 anyway it's fine#Would definitely have smartphones then lol - Max probably would have the newest sparkliest toys to choose from#Especially if they kept him on his leash - it's a safety precaution you see very necessary#Texts Dex in the middle of the night instead of going to his room to wake him up and Dex puts him on Do Not Disturb#Sets it back every morning in case he Actually needs something but then oh no the one morning he forgets....#Tragedy tragedy
2 notes
·
View notes
Text
The fucking disconnect is so real.
#theo's thoughts#Story time for the people who love reading tags bc I love sharing things in the tags#So I work at a therapeutic day school and this past school year like four school days before Thanksgiving break I was asked a question#The question was if I would be willing to step up and be a long term sub in a middle school classroom#To me this was less of a question and more of a hey we need someone to do this and you're who the assistant teacher asked for#Which cool yeah fine I'll give it a go I really like that person (the assistant teacher who asked for me) and I trust her judgement on this#I was asked and accepted on Thursday. Fridayâ Mondayâ and Tuesday happen. Then three day Thanksgiving break#When we got back from break I was the teacher and it was rough at first and it sure as hell was never easy but I enjoyed it#My formal teacher observation was my boss basically going like so I see you doing all the things and the basis is there#But it's not being followed through on because of behaviors from the most unmedicated classroom I've seen in all my years working education#And now for the summer they're changing 2/3 staff that were in the room and who even knows who the teacher will be (a new hire? Maybe?)#If there truly is a new hire coming in (fed to the wolves immediately btw what a dick move) but that new hire will be the fourth teacher#These kids have had in a year? A year and a half max. The fourth. After the only thing I've been repeatedly told by admin for months#Is that we need to be stable and consistent because we may be these kids' only reliable source of that consistency and stability?#So you're going to have me come in and tell me I've done such a great job and then tell me you're moving me to 'give me a break'#Trauma informed care my fucking ass. I hope those kids raise fucking hell over it.#The brutal satisfaction of watching your own crops burn and knowing that the invaders will starve is great and all but these are kids!#They're barely just about to be teenagers (11 at the youngest and 14 at the oldest) and this is what you're going to do to them?#Yes they can be complete assholes and are often dicks to one another but they're in our school for a fucking reason? I don't get it.#Then two hours later after being told abt the changeâ the clinical director puts me as one of the three main recipients in an email#Saying that there's going to be a new student starting in that room in the summer and the real icing on the cake?#This all happens on last day before summer break. we're out of session for two weeks now and you're just dropping these changes on us now?#God I'm so fucking tired
5 notes
·
View notes
Text
seeing another transmasc named max reblog a camp camp post of mine i felt such an indescribable and strong kinship in that moment and now i'm very much wondering just how many of us are out there
#camp camp#cc max#my middle name is 'maxwell' after him#the most common hc I see for max is trans bisexual which means either he just strongly gives those vibes#or a very specific kind of person relates to him#and being a trans bisexual myself I'm inclined to believe the latter#how many trans men did this character indirectly name?#fuck I'm p sure it was me writing stuff abt max being trans that made me realize I was#grumpy hoodie child made me a man lmao
10 notes
·
View notes
Text
while we're rolling our eyes at the verstappen fans in the notes of this point i will fruitlessly vent my spleen for the one billionth time about how. beyond tedious. that whole standom is.
like i could quote you a million well-respected thinkers looking at a million different instances of abuse of power â all mainstream too, like, bell hooks â who all still return to this abuser's fallacy that harm experienced outweighs harm done. especially absolute blindness, denial, entitlement to harm done. it's incel logic, occupier logic, beat-your-wife-and-kids logic.
but suddenly we're talking about max fucking verstappen and all that goes out the window. the man was and remains a literal, physical risk to the safety of those around him. and no one cares. no one cares because it's their blorbo. which to me says pretty clearly that you do not actually care about abuse or sport or masculinity or anything going on with him, on top of absolutely clearly not caring at all about anyone else's safety or dignity, either with, again, the literal other human beings he works around that have to just absorb his bullshit or the other fans who have to bear witness to it all. it's just sad. it's just sad that this thing happened but now we can talk about it whenever we want a bit of cathartic sympathy going.
maybe it's sympathy. maybe it's a genuine, deep connection with his experiences, and that still does not justify the objectification of his abuse, nor how its aftereffects continue to radiate outward from him. like. that's the whole fucking thing about having any awareness about abuse! that it does not just affect you! but who gives a fuck! blorbo sad!!!
i saw a post the other day being grateful that verstappen hate has cooled and it so. enraging. that they all have no fucking clue that they've just worn down people who care about racism and violence. you proved a lot of people's fears about their own vulnerability and the apathy of those around them true. like. congratulations. fuck you all. goddamn.
-----
and yeah that's before we get into the whole This Is An NBA RPF Post of it all. it's been well established that most of y'all couldn't be paid to care about the lives or wellbeing of black people but again just like. cringe levels of obvious about it. tbh.
Something i find so fascinating about sports is when a guy is like my dad was actually legit abusive but it made me the player i am today so i really respect his decision to abuse me. Like well ok do u want to talk abt anything
#also mad forever that the people who actively established this fandom environment get to dodge anyyy accountability for the shit they pulled#even the people who have a grasp on The Verstappen Situation can't quite bring themselves to really grasp What His Fans Did. its effects#like it's just the same as yankees versus mets fans or any other fundamentally harmless sports rivalry out there#we can all just quietly move on and i'll keep making it awkward every time i say out loud that i was meaningfully hurt#because lord knows. surely the nice middle class+ fandom ladies would never do anything viciously racist. they're just so nice and talented#surely. surely no Dynamics at play there. none at all. there is no need for higher analysis of a situation if A White Person Is Sad#f1#literally locking jalen brunson and lewis hamilton in a room to Talk Abt their daddy issues would be. something. but no! just max! forever!#sorry mateo you now have a verstappen essay on ur post
1K notes
·
View notes
Text
Got the results of the MRI.
No signs of anything bad.
Hmm...
#doctor continued to push for me switching to a different kind of pill. so fine. we'll give it a shot#currently i'm doing yoga-exercises every morning and evening. and i still very much enjoy my microwaved pillow on my back#when i wake up in the morning. like. do i NEED it? not really. but it's very nice. and this is with my half-dose (only evening)#of my regular pills on top of that. so. i'm marking this in the calendar as the day i stop taking those pills#and start taking the recommended pills instead. she says it's better that i take 3-4 of those per day than the dosage i've been on#but the box says that i'm allowed a max of 8/day. so if the pain starts up again (it's winter. so it should bother me less)#we'll start off with 2pills/dose morning-and-evening. and add another 2pill-dose somewhere in the middle if it doesn't work.#(dunno how long i'd be able to survive this. but current thoughts are to experiment with it for a week-ish)#and then. if it gets too bad? i break out my old pills (i still have them) and send her a message that her idea didn't work. at all.#not sure what results i'm hoping for but being able to say ''i told you so'' is at least a nice feeling?#though i'd prefer to just do maybe a few more yoga-exercises and not have to bother with the pills.#personal stuff#also. like. i get that my health is kind of shit. but normal people can sleep without waking up in pain.#normal people can wake up in the morning and pull their covers over their heads and laze about without gritting their teeth.#so i don't feel like this is a ''normal'' problem? which i feel like something like ''lack of exercise'' should be?#as in. if it was simply that i didn't do a specific and weird exercise every morning? then my pain should probably be the norm?
1 note
·
View note
Text
anxiety about something in the near future is so annoying bc at least when i get worried about nothing i can logic myself out of it eventually. being worried about starting college in about a week is a whole different story. i cant calm myself down about it because its still there!! its always looming in the distance!! no matter how much i reassure myself that it probably wont be that bad, its still there.
i think its the anticipation of it all, and the only thing that'll make it go away is just. getting it over with. which sucks bc i cant just get it over with because i still have 9 days to go! so im just left worrying about it for the time being
#its the worst kind of anxiety bc you just have to wait it out. ughhh#its not even college itself im that worried about its mostly that i have to drive by myself to get there#like starting college is almost an afterthought compared to the driving worry#well whatever. driving myself there would probably only take like 15 minutes max. and then i only have one class to go to and i can leave#i have to be at college for less than 2 hours it is quite literally going to be a much easier first day than middle or high school#if 11 year old me could handle going to 7 classes in one day on a unfamiliar campus surely i can handle 1. right.
0 notes
Text
i think i'm gonna try and finish da2 as fast as I can...just to begin playing it again right after to try and not fumble the romance this time
#cause i know what the root of the problem is now#it's the dman friendship/rivalry system#cause like ok i was TRYING to romance fenris#and what happens is#sure i am on the side of the mages....but blood mages can also fuck off#so i keep being in the middle#so i keep getting both too much friendhsip and too mcuh rivalry with him#that it never actually maxes out to one side or the other#god i fucking miss how easy the romance in dao was#bribe them with some gifts#talk to them in camp#and you're practically set#WHY IS THIS SHIT SO HARD#like i'll be reading the romance guides and i'm like what in the seven hells
0 notes
Text
surprise panic of '29 pic
#i'm like 99% sure anyways. jimmy armstrongesque outfit w/a striped vest at least very close to one photographed#leftmost actor was also definitely in the production. pj in the middle? i suppose was as well. alternate or ensemble maybe?#not as many helpful texts or images about this production#checking in on max friedman's site which actually had many pics for many relevant productions#only the domain subscription expired before it was ever updated so like that was a bust (panic of '29 relevant phrasing)#can look at a site from a Different max b friedman. or maxwell friedman#the panic of '29#will roland#jimmy armstrong
1 note
·
View note
Text
NEED ME? â L.N
in which youâre on vacation with your ex boyfriend, the only man whoâs been able to make you cum in recent times.
warnings; smut, unprotected sex, eavesdropping, cocky lando, ex lovers, conversations of masturbation and inability to orgasm, hair pulling, oral both receiving, overstimulation, praise, slight degradation, choking ect.
it was a throw away question. one lando probably shouldnât have brushed off.
âyouâre sure youâre fine with her coming?â max had asked so casually despite it being on this tip of his tongue for the last hour, eyes not lifting from his phone to see the way lando looked at him with raised eyebrows.
the driver said your name in confusion, even chuckled. âof course. why wouldnât i be?â lando followed; a rhetorical question. he knew why max was asking such thing.
he watched as max shrugged, hummed mindlessly as if he didnât have a response prepared.
âwouldnât catch me wanting to share a roof with my ex,â max mused; putting his phone down and finally meeting landoâs eyes, glare more so, quick to put his hands up in defence. âjust saying. something to think about,â max quickly added.
he had his best friends best interest at heart.
âso what? we tell her she canât come?â lando scoffed, shaking his head as he leant back into the seat he was occupying. âweâre friends. hasnât been an issue before.â lando dismissed.
and he wasnât lying. youâd broken up almost a year ago, which was concerning at first considering you shared the same friend group. were friends before lovers.
but it worked, youâd remained friends. saw each other every now and then, in a group setting. you werenât as close, obviously, but it wasnât awkward.
âno i know,â max huffed; even rolling his eyes. âmaybe two villaâs is something to think about, thatâs all.â max shrugged once more. he wasnât just thinking of lando, but you as well, his other dear friend.
the brit shook his head, not giving in to the worry max seemed to hold. ânot necessary. no different than being at the same hotel.â lando concluded.
heâd seen you on nights out, had conversations with you on boats; you still got an invite and paddock pass to his home race.
there was nothing to worry about. if you two werenât capable of being friends, such thing wouldâve been exposed.
thatâs what lando thought anyways.
standing on the deck of a ten bedroom villa in the south of france however, he realised maybe he shouldâve considered maxâs words more carefully.
small doses of you seemed to differ from your constant presence.
the break up was civil, lando was grateful for such thing. itâd been him who ended things, purely because he felt as if he couldnât give you the time you deserve. it was a cop out, he feared, realising things were almost too good between the pair of you.
he wasnât sure he could commit to putting you through a relationship where you wouldnât get the time and treatment you deserved.
you took it well, an angel in fact; you wanted to hate him for it. but you couldnât bring yourself too. selfless enough to put the peace of your mutual friends and him first. plus, losing him entirely left a bitter taste in your mouth.
youâd mourned the relationship, cried in private and cursed him to your best friend; and moved on. well, appeared to have.
it went unspoken, amongst the group; in front of you two at least, and between you two as well. not exactly something you were ready to laugh at yet. it just seemed to go⊠unaddressed.
until it was night two, dinner at a fancy restaurant with maybe a few too many bottles of wine meant piling into ubers to get back to the villa.
it sort of just happened, lando shuffling into the car behind you; leaving you in the middle of him and max; pietra on maxâs lap and tom in the front.
your senses were consumed of him immediately, not able to avoid him considering you were practically pressed into his side in an attempt to give pietra enough room.
you glanced up at him once, smiling sheepishly to see his eyes already on you.
âyou still wear it,â lando hummed casually, pinky finger reaching to brush over the bracelet heâd bought you a few months into your relationship, grazing your wrist as he did so.
your cheeks went a shade of pink at the observation, and if it werenât for the fact you were wine drunk you probably wouldâve made up an excuse as to why the piece of metal still found itâs way onto your wrist everyday.
âitâs my favourite,â you replied; glancing down at the piece as your hand moved to fiddle with it, small smile playing on your lips.
you missed the grin spread on landoâs face, a sense of pride fulfilling him as he recounted the stress it had caused him just picking out the damn bracelet. he was relieved to see you still wearing it, for some reason.
âiâve got good taste.â lando bragged, eyes practically begging for yours to meet his again; smiling in amusement when they did as you nudged him.
you were suddenly even more aware of the closeness, the way your knees were touching, how his arm had stretched to rest over the headrest behind you. it was forced proximity sure, but an odd sense of familiarity that you hadnât felt in a while was accompanying it.
âmost of the time,â you mused, earning a nudge back â which had a giggle escaping you, one you attempted to hush; not wanting to draw attention to you and landoâs conversation.
if it did, the others in the car wouldâve seen the way landoâs face lit up at the sound. he hadnât made you laugh like that in months, heâd forgotten how good it felt to do so.
heâd almost forgotten how easy you were to be around. how easy it was to fall for you in the first place.
it was as if the universe was punishing him for such thing, because suddenly you were all he could think about once more.
that night, he was simply relaxing in his room; when you came waltzing in.
âp,â your voice hummed as you knocked; pushing the door open before lando could muster a response from inside. âdo you have my topâ oh shit, sorry!â youâd cut yourself short when you found yourself standing in landoâs room. not pietra and maxâs.
who was luckily just lounging on the bed in his joggers, not far from switching the lamp off and going to sleep.
but he had been shocked to see you enter his room in just a towel.
âyouâre fine,â lando chuckled; having sit up. âwe swapped rooms this morning⊠figured they should have a private bathroom,â lando explained; watching as your face softened in some sort of relief.
you hadnât been crazy. regardless, still embarrassed; the redness on your cheeks clear as you nodded, cringing ever so slightly.
âright; my bad, sorry,â you repeated; not even wanting to imagine what else you couldâve walked in on.
lando simply chuckled, shaking his head as his eyes glanced over your figure just once; unable to help himself. having to swallow to not let himself think back to what he knows is underneath the towel keeping you modest.
âiâm gonna go,â you declared; sheepishly smiling as you turned on your heel; cringing once more now that you were out of sight, not hiding the urgency as you practically fled his room and slammed the door behind you.
lando hadnât realised he was holding his breath until you left, body relaxing as he flopped back onto the mattress; a curse leaving his lips.
the next morning, you were there again. obviously. yet he couldnât see you, nor could you see him. so technically he was eavesdropping; but it hadnât been on purpose.
lando was out on his balcony first, which was above yours it appeared; mindlessly scrolling through his phone before arabellaâs voice became audible, who you were rooming with this trip.
âsince when did nicolas get ripped,â sheâd posed to you, peering at the man who was dipping in the pool; your eyes following her gaze from where you both sat in deck chairs; smoothies in hand.
âheâs always been cute,â you pointed out; shrugging ever so slightly as you adjusted the sunglasses atop your head, rolling your eyes the moment you caught glance of arabellaâs grin.
âand heâs always been into you.â arabella chimed, and you shouldâve expected her to steer the conversation in such direction.
lando whoever, who hadnât scrolled past the tik tok which was playing for the fourth time now, had not expected such words.
his eyebrows furrowed in confusion. you and nicolas? yeah right. you two were close friends, he knew that much. but nothing more. surely not.
âweâre friends bella,â you dismissed; shaking your head. slightly flirty friends as of recent, youâd admit. but just friends.
âso? doesnât have to stay that way,â arabella had grinned â and lando felt betrayed; as if it should be him the pair of you were talking about. not nicolas.
âyes it does.â you laughed. âiâm not dating within the friend group ever again,â you spoke in such certainty it had lando confused, he didnât think it faired that bad the first time.
but he also wasnât opposed to your declaration. not that he was close to nicolas, in fact he probably knew him the least. but he was a brother of a childhood friend, whoâd tagged along the last few trips. and lando had no complaints of the guy.
âdonât be silly,â arabella huffed. âiâm not saying fall in love with him. just that he could end the sex drought youâre stuck in.â arabella hummed, your eyes widening as you hit her softly.
âwhat? no one can hear us!â arabella spoke dramatically, and you rolled your eyes; no argument because you figured she was right.
however she wasnât, because lando was still listening. and his interest had suddenly spiked.
âi am not⊠stuck in a sex drought,â you huffed; not sounding one bit convincing as you glanced at the pool. âmen just suck. iâve given up on having an orgasm.â your words were dramatic, and playful, but still a bit of truth to them.
suddenly lando felt guilty for overhearing, or purposefully listening, but he couldnât help but be intrigued.
your words made no sense to him; considering nights with you would always lead to multiple orgasms for both of you.
and it wasnât as if you were short on options.
âgotta do everything yourself these days,â arabella sighed out dramtically in agreement; but she had a boyfriend, and your friendship with the girl wasnât one for many secrets; you knew she was only ârelatingâ out of sympathy.
truth was; since lando, nothing or no one could compare. not even your own damn fingers.
âcanât even get myself off.â you huffed out almost ashamed, and you only whined when you met arabellaâs shocked eyes and slack jaw.
lando suddenly felt intrusive, and flustered from the idea of you touching yourself; one heâd grown familiar with due to long distance. suddenly he was standing and ready to walk himself inside in his room.
âis your body like⊠broken?â arabella sounded bewildered, and you could only huff.
youâd blame it on stress, or any of your medication if it was possible; youâve heard stories, knew there could be many reasons as to why your sex drive and urges have suddenly changed. none aligned with your circumstances however.
âjust deprived i think,â you sighed.
lando needed to get his mind off your sexual needâs immediately, deciding to go on a run with max to occupy himself. to get you off his mind.
and it worked, until he got back to the villa. hot and out of breath, he found himself in the kitchen â pouring a glass of water with ice, eyes wandering out the fold out doors that exposed the luxurious back yard. decking, sun lounges, a pool; and his closest friends.
and his ex girlfriend. in a little bikini. with another manâs hands on her.
he couldnât help but scoff at the sight, you resting on your stomach as nicolas rubbed sunscreen into your back â watching as you grinned and spoke up to him momentarily. you were flirting, he knew that look.
his takeaways from his⊠eavesdropping, was that you didnât plan to pursue nicolas. so what the fuck was this?
he wanted to laugh, you were going to seek answers to your problems in nicolas? he almost felt offended; if you needed good sex so badly he felt as if he was the obvious candidate.
âcareful mate, youâre staring,â maxâs words snapped lando out of his thoughts; causing him to glare at the man quickly, bringing his glass to his lips, unaware that his grip was so tight his knuckles were white.
maxâs amusement only escalated, eyebrows raising as he chuckled quietly.
âi wasnât.â lando murmured, leaning back against the counter. âjust didnât know that was a thing,â he tried to shrug off; eyes returning to where you now sat up, rubbing sunscreen into nicolasâs back now.
had he been oblivious to the pair of you?
âi donât think it is.â max shrugged, following landoâs gaze momentarily, not overanalysing the sight. everyone was friends here.
lando looked to max in doubt, to check if he was being serious.
âdoes it matter if it is?â max questioned, sassily too, almost a challenge; and lando was quick to scoff â mustering up the best chuckle he could to appear as unbothered as he wanted to be.
âno,â the mclaren driver answered almost too quickly, clearing his throat slightly. âi hope it is. would be a good match,â he overcompensated; left to only flip max off as he chuckled and hummed unconvincingly.
âwhatever you say,â max mused.
lando wished he was being honest, but as time passed by it became quite clear he was lying.
dinner that night you were sat at opposite ends of the long table, like usual; regardless, landoâs eyes were trained on you for the majority of the night.
you and nicolas of course. whoâd snagged the seat next to you.
forced to watch as you shared food, laughed and chattered away in your own little world.
lando felt sick from the sight; that used to be him. should be him. and while he could only blame himself for it not being him, it was a cruel reminder of what heâd lost.
he felt utterly helpless however, because there was nothing he could do.
he couldnât even express his dismay to anyone as he watched nicolas help you in the car. left to watch as you both giggled and stumbled up to the villa ahead of the group.
he wanted to intervene, to make his presence known to hopefully at least make it awkward. but he couldnât bring himself too.
not when youâd been such an angel in the breakup, made things so easy for him from the start of the relationship to now. it just wouldnât be fair to ruin this for you.
even though it was all he wanted to do.
he noted how you two were first off to go âsleepâ that night, halfway through the movie that had been put on. and he suddenly wished heâd downed a few more glasses of red at the restaurant, maybe then he wouldnât have the capacity to brainstorm up everything and anything you and nicolas could be doing tonight.
he wasnât going to say it was what kept him up, tossing and turning and unable to fall asleep; but it definitely played on his mind.
it was starting to make sense to him at least; he hadnât been around you without distractions since the breakup. it suddenly became clear how helpful those distractions are.
3:42 the clock read.
lando hadnât gotten a second of shut eye, and after two hours of laying there; he conceded. deciding to get a glass of water as if that would be the solution to all his problems.
instead he was just met with the problem itself; you.
surprise, surprise. nicolas was not the answer to your prayers.
you were already keen to tell arabella âi told you soâ when you returned to your room. having spent the night in nicolasâ.
he was a nice guy, until the clothes came off.
it was nothing new, you on top; he came. you didnât. he then tried to get you to finish with his fingers, and you faked an orgasm when it became clear he wasnât finding your clit any time soon.
your frustrations had now multiplied, it felt pathetic. you were ready to give up.
you snuck out the moment he fell asleep, in the kitchen to get a glass of water and for a few moments to yourself.
âshouldnât be surprised youâre up,â lando made his presence known, having debated running back to his room when he noticed you occupying the kitchen.
typical.
âneeded a drink,â you hummed sheepishly; and for some reason when your eyes met his you felt intimidated; as if you needed refuge, turning back around to the fridge to fill your cup up with ice.
maybe it was because you were already sexually frustrated. or the fact you were stood with your ex boyfriend after sneaking out of another guys room.
âsame,â lando hummed; moving behind you to grab a glass for himself, and you could feel him waiting behind you as you poured water into the glass.
ânice night?â lando asked when you moved aside so he too could fill his glass, not looking at you for the time being so you wouldnât decipher the motives in the question. he didnât need you to know how concerned he was with your night.
you nodded quickly, humming as you still had a mouth full of water, leaning against the counter now.
âyeah, yeah,â you spoke; pursing your lips. it had been. until it wasnât. ârestaurant was lovely,â you smiled; shifting on your feet slightly as you took in his appearance, even in the dull lightly.
his messy curls that look slept on, slightly tired eyes. he looked cozy.
lando nodded, so much on the tip of his tongue. maybe if it was a different hour of the day heâd have the common sense to not speak his mind, but he was slightly sleep deprived and going insane from his own thoughts.
âyou know my balcony is above yours,â lando told you; randomly, your eyebrows furrowing â coughing out a slight laugh. you werenât sure where this conversation was going to lead, your guess was awkward silence. not him blurting out something⊠irrelevant.
it took a few moments for it to dawn on you, the slight curve of landoâs lips into a smirk causing your eyes to widen in realisation.
youâd only been out on the balcony once today.
âoh my god,â you mumbled; cringing as he chuckled, shaking his head ever so slightly. âshut up!â you whisper yelled, leaning forward to whack his arm, which only had him laughing once more as his hands flew up in defence.
âi wasnât eavesdropping! i swear,â lando mused, shaking his head as your eyebrows raised.
âgreat, so you just happened to hear all about my sad sex life,â you huffed, and lando couldnât help the small smile that was refusing to leave his lips; always having adored the sight of you flustered and sheepish.
it didnât help, the sight of you wearing what seemed to be just an oversized shirt. reminiscent of how his shirts would drape over your body.
âyeah,â lando confirmed sympathetically, causing you to whack him again; no force in your actions as you groaned audibly.
you couldnât think of anyone youâd rather not hear that conversation; ever so grateful you hadnât been completely honest with arabella.
you would die of humiliation if youâd told her how you compared every man to lando, how you found no one was able to make you feel anywhere near as good.
but regardless, there was a level of comfort. you trusted the man in front of you.
ânicolas though hm?â lando spoke light heartedly, reminding you of the man youâd just been in bed with.
was it bad heâd slipped your mind completely? having forgotten that he was who sparked such conversation this morning.
âdid he make you cum?â his follow up question had you dumbfounded, having not expected such blunt words as your lips parted. âcan i ask that?â lando added with a reassuring laugh. but you knew that look in his eyes.
they were darker than usual, he was staring at you intently; practically begging you to step closer.
âno,â you cleared your throat, opting for honesty. âhe didnât.â you huffed, eyes avoiding his for a moment as if you were ashamed. as if it was your fault.
the relief lando felt was pathetic, not that he wished a bad time upon you. or anyone for that matter. but god it felt like the door had been swung right open for him.
he was right; of course nicolas wasnât going to do it for you.
âi know you can make yourself cum.â lando chimed, pushing himself off the counter and taking a couple steps towards you; ridding any distance as he stood in front of you. âused to be able to at least, seen it myself,â he told you as if you could forget.
you swallowed intently, the tension now almost suffocating. sleeping with an ex was something you swore against; recipe for disaster. but it seemed awfully appealing when it looked like lando did right now.
your cheeks were pink, thinking about the countless times youâd gotten yourself off on facetime calls with the driver, purely because neither of you could wait any longer to see one another again.
ânot the same anymore.â your voice was barely above a whisper, it didnât need to be; not when he was only centimetres away, looking down at you as if he was ready to ravish you.
landoâs eyebrow raised at that, eyes flickering across your face.
it wasnât the same, youâd worked out the hard way. you only relied on your own devices when you had no other choice; and with that would be lando on the of phone with words of encouragement and direction.
âwhat, need me to talk you through it again?â his words were teasing as his hand moved to cup your cheek; your stomach turning at the thought. at the fact he seemed like he knew that would do it for you.
you let out a slight breath, shaking your head but you held little confidence in doing so.
âneed me to touch you?â he added on, offer sounding almost like a request; words so hushed you couldâve missed them. but you didnât, you heard him loud and clear.
his eyes were pouring into yours as if he pitied you, but the smirk on his face showed he wanted nothing more than to be the one to solve your problems.
you didnât even need to think about it, no ifs or buts entering your mind; nothing could make the idea of him seem unappealing.
âplease,â you mumbled; eyes pouring up into his, watching as a wicked grin spread on his features; one that made your knees weak.
it was all lando needed to hear, lips pressing against yours in an instant; it coming back to the pair of you quickly. feeling so natural, the way your body melted into his touch; the way your lips moved against each other.
your hands finding a grip on his shirt as his spread across your hips.
lando didnât waste any time; he wanted to make you cum.
he wasnât sure if it was because it seemed like a challenge, or because he missed you; but god did he want nothing more than to make you feel good:
his knee pushed between your thighs first, your legs spreading; immediately aware of the finger he was tracing up your inner thigh.
as much as lando missed the feeling of your lips against his, he loved watching you react to every touch and feeling. pulling away but not creating much distance as his fingers brushed over your clothed folds.
you took a sharp breath, shifting your weight to lean against the counter as the anticipation built within, eyes locked on his as he teasingly brushed your clothed clit as well.
he could feel your soaked panties, a wet patch that you knew wasnât there when you first entered the kitchen.
âyou know it doesnât make sense,â lando started speaking through a breath; his fingers pushing your panties aside with ease, swiping through your folds; spreading your wetness to your clit. âbecause youâre always so easy for me baby,â he practically cooed as he slipped two fingers inside you.
your jaw fell slack, hips pushing against his hand lightly as you whimpered; cheeks hinting at his taunting words which youâd almost forgotten about and how crazy they drove you.
his free hand returned to your cheek, cupping the side of your face and adjusting your head to ensure you were looking up at him; his head tilting ever so slightly as he gazed down at you.
âso responsive,â he added in a hum; looking incredibly smug, thumb settling on your clit â and the moan that escaped you as he circled your sensitive bud had landoâs jaw clenching. heâd missed your pretty sounds.
he was toying with you, teasing. his fingers moving slowly, thumb only lightly circling your clit. yet you hadnât felt this good in fucking forever, face contorting in pleasure proving such thing.
lando could get lost in the sight, not able to help himself from wanting to give you more.
his fingers gradually picked up the pace, thumb applying more pressure now; but it was when he curled his fingers, grazing that spot he never failed to miss, that you hadnât been able to find, that a slightly louder moan escaped you.
âah, ah,â lando hushed you; tapping your cheek lightly. âgotta be quiet baby,â lando hummed through heavy breaths, hating that he had to ask such thing of you.
he wanted to hear you lose control, hear you scream his name like you had countless of times. but heâd hate to be interrupted and have the current sight cut short.
you whined quietly at the request, biting down on your bottom lip as you tried to keep any noise at bay; knowing you had no choice. waking anyone up would be less than ideal.
but somehow, the thought of being caught was the least of your concerns.
your back arched when he added a third, thumb still expertly playing with your clit; your quiet whimpers and moans were growing in volume once more.
lando took matters into his own hands, the hand cupping your cheek shifting so he could tap his pointer finger on your bottom lip; and he had to shut himself up this time as you invited two digits past your lips without second thought.
âfuck,â he mumbled out; eyes fixated on the way you looked up at him with his fingers in your mouth; so similar to the sight of when youâd suck him off. his hard on was almost painful.
your moans were muffled now, thankfully, as your hips pushed forward once more; slowly losing control over your body as the pleasure continued to build.
youâd made a mess on your thighs, his fingers working in and out of you perfectly; beginning to curl his fingers repeatedly had your eyes rolling back.
âyeah, right there baby?â lando mumbled; despite you unable to respond. âgonna make a mess on my fingers yeah? think you deserve to cum,â he smirked â and if you couldâve you wouldâve cried out, nodding quickly at his words.
your stomach tightened, it was sudden; more sudden than you remembered, lando having caught on to the fact you were cumming before you did; squeezing his fingers as you came undone.
his body was practically holding you up against the counter, vision going white for a moment as your muffled moans filled the air, hips bucking involuntarily once more.
lando wanted to curse himself for ever depriving himself of such thing, watching as you shook in front of him; fingers moving to let you ride out your high, until he was pulling them from your panties, and mouth respectively.
your eyes fluttered open, nothing but awe as you gazed up at him through hooded eyes; panting ever so lightly.
he was smiling cockily, if he didnât know the root of your issue before, he did now. the way you needed him.
you couldnât even crush his inflating ego, not when heâd made you cum so hard in a matter of minutes; giving you what youâd been chasing the past few months.
he was about to kiss you again, after moments of admiring your face; but the sound of a door shutting had the moment ruined, reminding both you and him of where you are and what youâre meant to be.
definitely not meant to be caught having a moment at 4 in the morning.
lando was quick in taking a few large strides across the kitchen, positioning himself on the other side of the island as you quickly tugged your shirt down and ran your hand through your hair.
when pietra walked in, it was an innocent sight. plenty of distance between the pair of you, not enough lights on to expose your flushed cheeks or landoâs glistening fingers.
you pretended to be surprised as you brought your glass to your lips, leaning against the counter because your legs were still shaky, lando nodding towards the blonde.
âcanât sleep?â lando hummed in question.
âneed to fill my water up.â pietra nodded with a smile, eyes flickering between you in suspicion for a brief moment as she realised this was almost an awkward thing to walk in on. you and him.
if only she knew.
you nodded in agreement, raising your glass of water as lando let out a small chuckle.
âif you need a late night snack, the donuts are great,â lando spoke again; your eyes falling onto him, and you were sure your face was bright red as you watched him bring his fingers to his lips; licking them clean.
you coughed on air, playing it off as if your water went down the wrong way; pietra oblivious as she nodded with a smile.
âiâll keep that in mind.â
the smirk heâd sent you was sickening, and with that he was saying good night and excusing himself.
lando ended up needing a cold shower that night, with his own hand and images of you burned into his mind.
you were hoping your head would be clear when you woke up, but it was only more scrambled.
youâd gotten what you wanted, was it greedy to only want more?
âgood night?â arabella had questioned you, sitting next to you on the long dining table; bowls of cereal in front of pair of you; and the smirk on her face was quite telling.
except she didnât know the half of it.
âyeah, yeah it was good,â you hummed; eyes shifting to the other end of the table; where lando sat, already staring at you. the mischievous glint in his eye had you looking away quickly, the sly smirk not helping you in trying to play it cool to arabella.
you knew he was listening.
âdid your⊠problem get solved?â arabella attempted to ask without outing you, so oblivious to the fact lando could easily piece together her words.
your eyes narrowed towards her, as if to say âshut up.â which she only looked back at you with wide eyes, finding herself quite discrete.
âwell?â arabella pushed, whisper yelling.
âyes,â you huffed; in hopes she would shut up, you could feel landoâs eyes burning into you. the man who solved your problem, unbeknownst to arabella who thought it was nicolas who was responsible.
âah! how exciting,â arabella grinned; standing up and taking her bowel to the kitchen, only then did you let your eyes fall back on the british driver.
who looked oh so amused, you had to flee; following in the girls steps.
it set the tone for the next few days; longing looks, tempting smirks and lingering touches.
you couldnât bring yourself to go out of your way and seek more of him; despite how much you wanted it. nicolas had been forgotten about, failing to explain your sudden interest and now lack of in the guy.
lando was all you could think about. how couldnât you? heâd fingered you in the kitchen, bringing you to a mind blowing orgasm youâd been craving; one you hadnât experienced since him. and once again, it had gone unaddressed.
the tension was clear; you got peace from the fact he was in the same boat as you.
you hated that heâd walked off so smug that night and you yourself had nothing to brag about, left to accept the fact that you needed him. had missed him.
and he knew it.
so maybe you were tactical, every day the dresses got shorter. bikiniâs got smaller. you wanted to see him squirm.
which was easy.
it was ridiculous, how often you felt his gaze burning into you; feeling the heat on your skin from such thing. youâd blame the hot summer sun for the the constant blush on your cheeks but in reality it was him.
made to feel better by the way his jaw was constantly clenched. hands fiddling with one another. leg bouncing impatiently because he was furious with the fact you were no longer his, he couldnât whisk you away and tear your clothes off like he wanted too.
left to simply stare. dwell on the facts. wish that he somehow gets a moment alone with you again.
there were sliding doors.
two minutes alone underneath the cabin on a boat, both trying to find something to drink. he swore you were about to kiss him before max came bouncing down the stairs.
youâd all gone out one night, somehow it was only you two left at the bar. lando was convinced this was it, he was going to drag you off to the bathroom.
but then arabella appeared, demanding shots.
youâd never admit that you went out to the kitchen most nights, hoping he too would be awake at such ridiculous hour again.
you tried not to get frustrated, even with the knowledge there was only a couple days till youâd be flying back home to reality.
finally however, you got lucky.
lando had gone on a run; unbeknownst to you, who had slept in.
you rejected plans of going to a winery, choosing for a day by the pool to save energy to go out tonight like planned.
your group of friends had attempted to protest your decision, but you insisted. bribed them with a promise you would do some baking while they were out.
thatâs where lando found you.
stood in the kitchen. of course.
tiny bikini. typical.
and no one else in sight. lovely.
âsmells fucking amazing.â lando hummed; slightly breathless as he sauntered into the kitchen, moving to stand against the island â a safe distance between the pair of you.
the voice had startled you, jumping slightly as you turned around.
you smiled appreciatively at his words, attempting to not stare at his exposed torso. tanned skin, beads of sweat decorating it. his muscles only more prominent as he crossed his arms, flexing invitingly.
âwould feel bad letting such a big kitchen go to waste,â you explained; shrugging ever so slightly as your eyes returned to the chocolate chip cookies you were currently making. refuge from the sight of him.
he chuckled, and nodded; not that you saw. but his eyes didnât leave you.
he should go up to his room.
âwhoâs home?â he couldnât help but ask, feet planted. he wasnât going anywhere.
the question had you facing what you were trying to ignore; the fact it was just the pair of you. it was dangerous knowledge.
âjust us,â you spoke through a breath. if the tension wasnât clear before, those two words had it falling upon the pair of you like bricks.
lando nodded once more, lips pursing. you were so tempting. this was what heâd been hoping for. he was impressed he even had the mental strength to consider running off. hiding in his room till your friends returned.
that idea didnât last long though. moving towards you, you heard him approaching; his presence was demanding.
he was behind you, causing you to freeze. breath stuck in your throat.
âyouâre driving me crazy.â heâd whispered, despite no fear of anyone overhearing; and you had to shut your eyes for a brief moment when his lips grazed your ear, ensuring you knew just how in reach he was.
you found some solace in his words, confirming your suspicions. reassuring to know you werenât the only one going crazy. the only one feeling nostalgic.
âhow so?â you played dumb, bottom lip rolling through your teeth â regardless your head tilted aside as his lips grazed your skin again, his breath fanning your skin.
you heard him grunt, and it wouldâve made you giggle if you werenât fighting off the urge to jump his bones.
âdonât act like itâs not on purpose.â lando huffed, hands moving to play with the fiddling strings of your bikini, fingertips only just brushing your skin.
you had to draw in another breath, suddenly feeling exposed and vulnerable. you needed some sort of power, just a physical reminder that he too was struggling despite his admission.
so you turned on your feet, eyes flickering up to his as you shrugged your shoulders; breaths slightly irregular from the closeness. right in front of you. trapping you against the counter.
âknow you havenât forgotten that all you need to do is use your words if you want me to fuck you,â lando spoke before you could, oozing cockiness despite his wandering eyes and tense jaw; his patience wearing thin.
once more you were cornered in the kitchen by his attractive frame and blunt words that had your thighs squeezing together.
âgoes both ways,â you chimed; worried if you didnât speak now you wouldnât get a word in. you knew how this went; it was only a matter of time till you were a mess in his hands.
his eyebrows raised, he even scoffed; if he wasnât so eager for you to go on he wouldâve reminded you it didnât.
lando always had a kink for making you beg.
âi already got what i wanted,â you hummed; hands moving to rest on his toned abdomen, running down and across the muscles before finding the waistband of his joggers. âsomething you want?â
your teasing tone had lando remembering just how worked up you got him, how frustrating and almost annoying you were. how annoying it was to deal with your antics that was.
âthe other night was more than enough for me baby,â lando mused; not cracking, even with your hands on his body. âalways look so pretty when you cum.â
you wish his words didnât have such a visible effect on you. how flustered you got clear by the way the blood rushed to your cheeks, even while you stood here playing with the waistband of his pants.
it was pathetic; neither of you wanting to crack first, wasting precious time because you both really thought you were above this.
able to be friends. exes who wouldnât go back to each other.
you knew he wasnât entirely lying; of course you could remember how you were gifted a man who got off from getting you off. how heâd spent nights with his head just buried between your thighs. making you cum countless of times before he got his dick wet.
âcold shower treat you well?â you huffed; not letting him get away with such thing. as if he wasnât standing here with the need to fuck you.
he smirked at your words, your attitude more so; the playful banter having been something heâd missed. something that wasnât the same since things became platonic.
âdid the job.â he laughed, hands still ghosting over your hips. âjealous i can still get myself off?â he couldnât help but chuckle; and your jaw dropped at him using confidential information against you.
your hands still on his stomach, whacking lightly which he only chuckled harder at; and if you werenât embarrassed youâd be taking in the way the smile was lighting up his face.
âthat was not something youâre meant to use against me,â you practically grumbled; eyes narrowing up at him and he practically awed at the sight, adoring eyes and all as his hand moved to cup your cheek. his grin not matching the sympathetic eyes.
âiâm sorry,â he mumbled jokingly as he leant forward; not giving you time to reply as he put the both of you out of your misery, lips connecting with yours.
it wasnât what youâd both expected, the kiss to finally ease the tension that had been building ever since a few nights ago in the same spot; the kiss was slow. passionate and deep, but not rushed.
it didnât last long; but was nice in the moment however. to feel him.
the urge to feel more however was soon too prominent.
your hands that had linked behind his neck soon tangled in his hair. the grip he had on your waist soon moved to your ass, squeezing the flesh within his hold which had you leaning into him.
he lazily dragged you back with him, his back hitting the kitchen island as he practically held you against his body; lips moving in sync.
you felt his hard on with the movement, contained by his joggers; your own excitement jumping as your hands left his hair to snake down between your bodies; palming him.
the groan against your lips only motivated you; and while you wish you could do what he does, stand here and tease him; you were too keen to get your hands on him. to hear more of those pretty sounds he makes.
so you simply smiled up at him as you pulled away; bending down and settling on your knees; hands tugging his pants and underwear down with you; revealing his cock.
his breaths were a lot heavier as he watched you, leaning back against the counter ever so slightly, gaze fixed downwards as a small smirk tugged on the corner of his mouth.
he hissed as your small hand wrapped around him; thumb swirling the precum â you loving every bit of knowing how turned you got him from just a few words and the sight of you.
he wouldnât ever deny it either; no one did it for him like you did.
âlook so pretty on your knees,â lando praised; eager to gain back some control, despite knowing heâd do anything you asked of him right now; your hand feeling much than his did the other night.
you were eager to continue to please, so you didnât waste any time in taking him in your mouth. it was as if he knew such thing, by the way his eyes were peering down at you.
his head fell back at the sensation, one heâd missed â arms flexing as he gripped the counter; a few curses strung together tumbling from his lips as you practically took him in whole first go.
his tip hitting the back of your throat did little to deter you. it was natural, as if youâd done such thing only a few days ago; not months â second nature as your tongue swirled his cock.
your eyes remained up, looking through your lashes as your head bobbed â knees uncomfortably shifting against the tiles but it was the last thing on your mind with the beautiful man above you.
taking in the way his abs flexed, neck strained and lips parted as you sucked him off â gagging occasionally but both of you knew that was no issue.
âmissed this fucking mouth,â lando grunted, hand moving to tangle in your hair; both to keep it out of your way and to just have some sort of hold on you.
he was blindsided with pleasure, more than he remembered heâd be. your bikini did little to leave much to the imagination from his angle, watching as your breasts bounced with every movement. matched with your doe eyes, his jaw was slack.
you hummed as he tugged your hair lightly, the sensation one you always welcomed; and he too was reminded of such as he felt the vibrations around him. tugging again with a little more force.
his groans were gradually becoming more regular, hips bucking once or twice â pushing his cock further down your throat each time.
âjust like that baby, always so good for me,â lando breathed, eyes screwing such momentarily as his head fell back once more.
you almost whined at the vision, wanting to scramble to your feet and kiss at his skin, feel all over him.
and heâd be happy to let you, he was hesitant in having you get him off first regardless; you hadnât left much room for argument with good reason.
but right now he had no complaints, moans growing slightly louder in volume â grip tightening on the strands of your hair. he didnât give you any warning as he came, but you didnât need any.
the way he twitched in your mouth, you didnât miss a beat â swallowing all you could; revelling in the way your name left his lips.
your mouth left him with a pop, gazing up at him to meet his adoring eyes, staring down at you as if you were the greatest thing to grace the earth.
because he did think of you as such. you continued to amaze him, he didnât grow immune to such thing; just had managed to avoid the fact for a while now.
you stood to your feet, relieving your knees of the discomfort; a coy smile plastered on your lips at him panting and flustered.
you felt even, for the other night; reassured you werenât the only one in need.
lando couldnât complain either, couldnât throw a playful comment towards you â not when you stood there with messy hair and swollen lips. all he could think about was turning you into a whiny mess, desperate to have you at his mercy again.
it was clear neither of you knew what to say in the few moments of silence; shamelessly admiring the other, catching your breaths. it wasnât awkward however.
you were happy to feel his lips on yours once more â his hands not shy in wandering your body this time, sliding down to your thighs and hoisting you up immediately.
he was swift in turning around and placing you on the counter, stood between your legs as he hummed against your lips.
it wasnât until his mouth ducked to your neck, then your collar bones, becoming harder to ignore as your head fell back, growing hot from the kisses he placed where-ever he could, that you spoke up.
âshould go to your room,â you managed to get out, watching him through hooded eyes as he simply grabbed the material of your bikini to let your breasts fall free, kissing at the skin of them afterwards.
it wasnât that you were worried on being walked in on, you had the house to yourselves for at least a couple more hours. you knew that. more so just the knowledge this wasnât your house.
his eyebrows raised as he looked back up at you, hand sprawling over your stomach as he pushed you back slightly; your body blindly following the suggestion as you leant back on your hands.
âi paid for this villa baby, if i wanna fuck you on the counter i will,â lando murmured, hands spreading your thighs further apart; putting you in no position to argue you.
how could you? his words sounded like a promise, one you could only hope he would keep.
you nodded pathetically, suddenly aware of his hands resting high up on your inner thighs; suddenly aware of your own arousal and need for him.
he discarded of your bikini bottoms with ease, admiring your frame for a few moments as his hand reached to squeeze your breast, nipple rolling through his fingers moments later.
âlando,â you breathed; almost in warning, almost a whine. your legs were still spread and you were already resisting the urge to squirm. your patience non existent.
he only grinned, a slight chuckle maybe as his hands pushed your legs further apart once more.
âi got you baby,â lando hummed. âalways so needy for me, you need me yeah? donât you?â he spoke teasingly, tone painfully sweet as his fingers traced over your soaked folds.
you wanted to curse his obvious teasing, point out how you hadnât been so cruel. but you knew itâd be no use.
you were scared to admit such thing, huffing as your hips bucked upwards momentarily.
âwant to hear you say it.â lando grunted when he realised you werenât planning on speaking; pinching your clit to get his point across, a strangled moan escaping you as your lips parted, falling into submission.
âneed you.â you whined almost shamefully, head falling back as if the ceiling would offer you refuge from his hard stare. âplease,â
your pleas were always music to his ears, so much so he debated with the idea of teasing you some more; to draw more whines and please out of you. but the way you were spread for him, so ready; he couldnât help himself any longer.
you yelped at the sudden feeling of his mouth on your clit, sucking at your sensitive bud; not expecting such feeling as your eyes rolled back.
his hands manoeuvred your thighs to place your legs over his shoulders; giving him full access to your core as sweet moans started to escape you.
âo-oh my god,â you whimpered; eyes flickering to the sight of his head between your thighs â back arching as his tongue swiped through your folds, assaulting your cunt relentlessly as if he was starved.
youâd been reminded of how good his fingers were; so much so you hadnât even considered getting his tongue again.
his large hands were squeezing your thighs, a bruising grip to keep you in place; eating you out expertly.
âlandoâ feels so good,â you moaned as if that wasnât clear by the way your hips were pushing against his hold. your right hand left the counter, moving to tangle in his curls, something to grab.
his blue eyes ventured to the sight of you momentarily, and he groaned into your cunt as he took note of the way your face was contorting in pleasure, how your body flinched with every move he made.
whimpers and moans were free falling, lando enjoying every single one â glad you could be as loud as you wanted, as loud as he made you.
you knew you were approaching your high shamefully fast, but had little room to care when youâd failed to reach it so much recently.
lando knew your body too well, could tell by the way you were tugging on his curls and creating more force against the hold he had on your thighs that you were about to cum.
he wanted you to let go, tongue flicking and nose bumping your clit â you orgasmed hard, suddenly; cumming on his tongue with what almost sounded like a squeal.
he didnât stop, letting you ride out your high â before pulling away, wiping at the corners of his mouth.
you were mistaken however in thinking you would have time to catch your breath, not getting a word out before lando was moving only one leg off his shoulder and sliding two fingers into your entrance suddenly; thumb landing on your sensitive clit.
your body almost didnât know how to react, falling back onto your hands that found the counter you sat upon once more to stabilise yourself.
âsâ too much,â you whimpered â legs attempting to squeeze shut, failing with the angle caused by one leg draped over landoâs shoulder, which allowed his fingers to hit deep within you.
lando hummed in amusement, knowing how much you could take. knowing you always said that, just to whine and cry out if he were to stop.
âtoo much?â he mocked; fingers curling and your body jerking. âwant me to stop?â he breathed; smirking oh so cockily because he knew the answer. chuckling as you shook your head ânoâ incredibly quickly.
âdidnât think so,â he huffed; thumb speeding up on your clit, rolling over the bud continuously. it was pure ecstasy, the overstimulation overwhelming your entire body.
his breaths were heavy as he admired you, the way you were shaking beneath him. reminiscent of how easily he could you like this, of the nights he made you cum four or five times before fucking you.
it killed him he didnât have the time to do so again. but he couldnât possibly complain right now.
âmaking a mess baby, all over my fingers,â lando spoke; the filthy sounds of his fingers moving in out of you filling the room, and you werenât sure youâd last much longer when he entered a third. âso greedy. gonna cum again arenât you?â
it was like he was three steps ahead of your body, leaving you to whine and nod pathetically.
âyeah? that what you want? to cum again?â lando spoke once more; watching as your head fell back, your eyes screwing shut and it satisfied him to see you feel the pleasure he was giving.
he was hard again, purely from his name sounding so fucking incredible as you moaned and moaned, from the perfection you were.
his hand grasping your cheek had your eyes flying open as lando tilted your head forwards to look at him, eyebrows raised in expectance.
âwords pretty girl,â lando reminded, chin still between his thumb and index finger â struggling to focus on him with the numbing pleasure that was causing tears to form.
you nodded, before processing what heâd said. words. right.
âplease lando,â you gasped; eyes pouring into his, pleading with his as your back arched and legs shook. you werenât sure youâd be able to stop yourself. âgonna cum,â you whined.
lando felt it had been far too long to be cruel, so he simply hummed in appreciation; smiling lazily as he pushed you over the edge as he curled his fingers once more.
your vision went white, screaming his name as you came again, all over his fingers.
landoâs bottom lip rolled through his teeth at the sight, able to take in every moment, no restraint for either of you and it felt fucking amazing.
his hands gently moved your leg off his shoulder, stood between them as his hands massaged your thighs comfortingly, giving you a few moments to come down and catch your breath.
your eyes fluttered open, and immediately you were smiling stupidly at the sight of lando; his own grin mirroring yours as he hummed quietly.
âyouâre so beautiful,â he whispered; unable to stop the compliment from escaping him, and your smile only grew; knowing youâd disagree if you caught sight of your tangled hair and flushed cheeks. ïżŒ
it had your stomach flipping, men compliment you all the time. only lando would gain such a reaction.
âgot another one in you?â his question was gentle; the sparkle in his eye daring, and you had no hesitation in nodding.
âneed you inside me,â you mumbled, causing the driverâs smirk to return to its rightful place â glad your wants were shared.
you may have gone a long time without, but your stamina hadnât faulted.
lando was tugging you to the edge of the counter at that, and you easily got lost in the kiss that he placed upon your lips; rough and messy as you melted into his hold.
itâd caught you by surprise, when he tugged you down onto your feet, spun your round and bent you over the marble surface; a gasp escaping you.
âmissed you so much,â lando sighed; ushering your legs apart as your breath hitched in your throat. you didnât know what to focus on, his words, your position or the feeling of his hands on your ass.
the confession wasnât one youâd hold onto, you knew better than to cling to words uttered during sex. but god it felt great to hear.
âmissed you too,â you assured him back, moan slipping past your lips as you felt his tip press against your folds; but he made no further movements.
your hips shook slightly, attempting to entice him â so needy despite having cum twice already. you just wanted him. all of him.
his hand moved up your back, tangling in your hair and creating a makeshift pony tail â one he tugged on immediately, your head snapping up.
âwhat did i say earlier? about using your words?â lando leant forward, lips grazing your ear; cock pressed against your entrance, causing you to cry out.
your body was overstimulated, tired; tired of his teasing. out of practice to predict his wants.
âwant you to fuck me,â you whined quickly, rushing your words out as your hips pressed backwards. âneed you lan, please,â you whimpered; sounding oh so desperate lando couldnât possibly deny you.
he entered you without any more warning, bottoming out as your walls wrapped around him; your gasps intertwining as you gripped the counter below you.
the cool surface against your front did little to cool you down, moaning at the feeling of being so full. full of him again, after so long.
too long.
âalways take me so well,â lando grunted in your ear; giving you a few moments to adjust before he was dropping your hair and standing up straight â hands finding your hips now.
his thrusts were harsh, rough and deep; not too slow or too fast, ensuring you felt every inch of him as your aching cunt squeezed him.
every move had your body jolting, moans escaping you; the counter and lando the only reason your legs were able to stay upright.
âso-so good,â you stumbled out, eyes rolling back as your body fell limp, unable to process the pleasure you were feeling. what youâd been deprived of and craving.
the driver too was losing himself in the feeling, head thrown back as he moved in and out of you â sounds of skin slapping filling up the large and empty space.
it was a mutual feeling, as to why the fuck this didnât happen sooner. how on earth you two had been in such close proximity throughout the months and not gotten to this point yet.
safe to say keeping your distance now would be difficult.
lando felt the need to be closer, as if he needed more of you despite having you already at his mercy.
his hand found your neck with ease, wrapping around your throat and guiding your head up â causing you to stand up right, back against his chest.
he didnât apply pressure, yet, but just the feeling of his large hand wrapped around the base of your neck had your legs feeling weaker; split open on his cock meaning landoâs body was the only thing holding you up now.
âfeel good?â landoâs question was just him chasing praise, knowing you were fucked stupid; but he couldnât help but want to remind you just who was the reason you could barely form sentences.
you nodded as much as you could in his hold. always nodding, he could ask or say anything and youâd find a way to say yes.
âonly i can make you feel this good hm? only i can make you cum?â lando didnât stop running his mouth, basking in the fact it was him that had the tears spilling out of your eyes. a sense of pride washing over him.
you choked out a yes, his thrusts having only gotten faster â and when his hand applied pressure to your neck you were almost certain you were in heaven.
âso perfect, so fucking perfect for me baby,â lando grunted in praise; and the kiss he pressed to your shoulder blade was a vast contrast to the treatment of your cunt.
it really was too much, the few tears and whimpers made that clear to lando; you were only moments away from cumming again and the thought alone had his own high dawning on him.
âcome on angel, cum on my cock. cum for me,â he was speaking in your ear again; and you practically screamed as your third orgasm hit â body falling limp in his hold.
the way your walls squeezed him had him cumming with you, groaning as his forehead rested on your shoulder â erratic breaths filling the room as he stilled inside you.
all his touches were suddenly delicate, pulling out of you as he moved you to lean against the counter, still holding you up slightly as you caught your breath.
it was a comfortable silence, his hands ghosting over your waist as you pressed your eyes shut for a few moments.
youâd expected some sort of regret. an immediate now what? for one of you to panic or flee.
but instead, neither of you wanted the moment to end.
âwant to join me for a shower?â lando broke the silence, a half smile that had you feeling an odd sense of relief.
one he felt too when you smiled right back, and nodded in agreement.
heâd chuckled, you would even go as far as to say he was grinning; hands grasping your thighs and picking you up with ease, carrying you off towards the bathroom.
when your friends returned you had been on the sofa, lando out by the pool â strategically placed to avoid suspicion, already under the assumption someone wouldâve brought up the fact it happened to be you two who stayed back today.
chatter filled the room immediately, lando trudging in to greet everyone. you having stayed seated, purely because you didnât trust your legs.
âburnt cookies y/n?â max had spoke across the room; having been first to stumble upon the overdone batch sat on the kitchen island youâd spent the last 15 minutes sanitising.
your cheeks flushed, purely because you could sense landoâs eyes burning into you.
you could picture the cocky smirk plastered on his face.
âyeah. my bad,â you laughed sheepishly.
and you were glad to be the only one paying attention when lando passed the back of the couch, finger grazing your shoulder as he did so.
âmy bad,â he corrected; your eyes meeting his smug ones in passing.
ââ
a/n: did yâall miss my shitty endings???
anyways idk what this is but here it is
unedited atm so apologies xox
as always appreciate feedback so so much, love u all and hope u enjoy đ«¶đŒđ«¶đŒđ«¶đŒ
#f1 smut#f1 x reader#f1 imagine#lando norris smut#lando norris fic#f1 fic#lando norris x reader#lando norris one shot#lando norris imagine#lando norris angst#lando norris#f1 angst#f1 one shot#lando norris fluff
8K notes
·
View notes