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Yeah a teaser dropping on ST day would be cool. But can we agree that a DNA board reveal would be infinitely better?
#byler#stranger things#st5 predictions#st5 dna board#yes I know a dna board reveal doesn’t qualify as like major promo since most fans want something visual and real#and so it’s likely we’ll get a teaser regardless#which is great#but I’m just imagining the rest of the day being subpar in terms of stuff for us to actually analyze outside of the teaser#they released the s4 dna board during lockdown and a couple months before they even finished writing it#so s5’s board is definitely finalized by now#and it would cost them nothing…#well i mean technically it could cost them everything 😭#it’s just a matter of how on the nose they were about some of the titles it features#and if they’re willing to risk sharing that at this time when there’s still a year until release#i could see a decent amount of films on it being incriminating on so many different fronts#but I could also see some super random stuff in the mix that would distract people from reading into the incriminating stuff#it’s just something that could actually keep us busy analyzing for a while#a teaser would be everything we need rn#but the dna list is what I actually want 😭#i’ve been working on my own st5 dna board wishlist bc I’m so impatient for this#i’m gonna post it tomorrow#it’s time#and in the case they do reveal the dna board next week I want to have mine ready to see if there are any matches#i’ve also been working on my st5vision playlist for nearly 2 years now (jesus) and it’s time to share that too#soon!!
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@nowfallc PICTURE!! FOR YOU!! PLEASE TAKE IT!! <3
#agh I’m so so nervous but I’m big and strong and you all agree with me <3#plus it’s nearly 6 in the morning and I pulled an all nighter to finish this. which I’m sure is not helping my stress levels At All!#ALSO!#I’m gonna do another one!#you will NEVER know which picture so get fuckin ready HELLLLLLLLL yeah!!!#<- as for those of you who were Present when I said which picture I was gonna do. ummmmm. shut up! say nothing!!#ALSO…..2!!#wanted to share how I did the scuff marks cuz I felt like it. and also I said I was gonna do it. anyway!#what you wanna do is get a real textured brush. ideally something pencil adjacent#and a mid grey color#and with LIGHT pressure you follow the edges of whatever metal bit you’re rendering#you can go a little heavier on the corners if you desire#from the corners you take a smudge tool and gently blend in the opposite direction of the corner if that makes sense#and then take an eraser (IDEALLY one that’s the same as your rendering brush)#and gently erase back towards the corner. but with a much smaller brush size#add little scratches and pick marks as you please#and that’s it#you know maybe this would make more sense with an actual diagram I’m so so bad at explaining stuff agh#I’m gonna shut the hell up now 🙏#trigun#nicholas d. wolfwood#trigun stampede#trigun fanart
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This being 6h behind my usual time thing is not very funny. Anyone wants some soft Dovquez lines?
#600 words post misano 1#for now#bar we were supposed to go have a drink at is privatized so now we’re waiting on someone and I’m writing a little (apparently)#the part I’m ready to share is maybe not so soft but you know
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Well, would’ja look at this? A cute Switch case!
Surely it carries a console and a handful of games, right?
Wrong.
(TW: Needles — they’re capped and packaged but still there!)
SURPRISE T KIT, BITCHEEEEEEEES
I’ve seen people make their own portable T kits with things like bento boxes, so I wanted to see if I could modify a Switch case to make one of my own, with added Mario flare! And with an X-Acto knife, some spare elastic, a bit of superglue, and a needle and thread, I did it~
In the bottom compartment, we have my syringes and injection needles! I sewed in a cross-section of elastic to the elastic that was already there for an added layer of security. Just my luck, if I didn’t, needles would go flying everywhere any time I opened it.
Top compartment! I glued a strip of elastic to separate the storage net into two parts. I’ve got my alcohol wipes and bandaids on the left and my drawing needles on the right. I’m considering throwing in some cotton rounds, but I typically do my shots in the bathroom, so I always just use a square or two of toilet paper to put pressure on the injection site before bandaging it.
Now this is my favorite part: I tested it out on my own Switch case, and I deduced the game card slots are just the right size to hold a 1ml vial of testosterone, if the bottom of the slot is cut out. And what do you know? I was absolutely correct! Oh I’m so proud. They’re nice and snug, but don’t add so much bulk that I can’t easily zip the case shut.
I wanna find some leather to sew on as a proper handle, but for now, I’m using a shoestring to keep it propped up below my actual Switch case. I suspected I’d make it work one way or another, but it worked out even better than I could have hoped, and I’m SO happy~
#and now I promise I’ll stop posting until I actually get something ready to publish 😅#but I HAD to share this I’m SO happy#invoking my man in my transition journey… my heart is so happy 🥹🥹🥹#peaches screams into the void#tw needles
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https://www.tumblr.com/zendayaimdb/755734933356658688/i-agree-with-kief-that-the-harassment-mena?source=share
oh my god so the new lie is that i doxxed women on here? im done with radblr lmao no way u fucking freaks have been sending me anons with my real name the past week and even posted my full name on here not long ago and pics of my mom u found through facebook and many other things since i joined radblr but now u decided to pretend i doxxed any of u?
#bc i said i know macroclit & radicaldumbass is the same?#i scrolled her blog. she literally shared her own face and her own info#she literally said she was on radblr and left last year she shared the whole ordeal.#i’m so done with y’all. rot in this toxic cesspit i give up my idealistic belief that this place could ever be made better#so many of u have been awful to me and despite knowing ur names or ur face or sth else u shared privately i never did shit with that#i have been around for years and have met ppl from on here n been to their homes. i dont even call ppl names or tell them to kts#but lets pretend ur private info has been put at risk by me.#whatever i’m so over y’all i’m so over the demonising. yall are always ready to demonise minority women but radio silent when ppl on here r#prejudiced and now ur gonna lie i’m somehow dangerous and sharing ppl’s private info. over it.
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Got my first meeting with a psychiatrist in over a year since the last one demanded details about trauma when I was visibly sweating and shaking! Let’s hope today goes much better and that I have the prefrontal cortex online enough to leave if necessary instead of tolerating that kind of thing again
#note to everyone: if you say ‘I experienced xyz’ to a medical professional#on your FIRST VISIT#they are NOT supposed to require further and further details before moving the conversation along#they should take you at your word and realize that’s not the important part#the important part is hearing what symptoms you have had for how long and how they impact your daily life#so they can help you#NO ONE needs the details unless you choose to share them on your own time#and if someone is pressing you for things you’re not ready to talk about#LEAVE!!!! get up and LEAVE#i know that now#personal#this isn’t about sleep I’ve been going downhill in certain areas for weeks and haven’t gotten the boat to turn around#so I’m asking to start back on meds BEFORE things get really bad#i was planning to wait for the fall#but I’m struggling so much and I shouldn’t have to be#so. SSRI and asking about nonstimulant ADHD meds it is#the good thing is that while my self worth and competency and anxiety are in the toilet again#Im at least not feeling depressed and I’m not having all the sleep trouble I used to or the void feeling#my PTSD symptom improvement is still there it’s just anxiety and ADHD kicking my ASS
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(I first started this before TotK came out and finished it after. For those new here I ship Link, Zelda and Paya together so that’s why the kids call her mom too. This is my second time having Paya in a little fic so I hope she’s not really ooc. Also, I should write something for this too, but I wanted her to be able to use Sheikah magic since she’s chief now and she’ll need to protect the village. My friends helped me decide the weapon she’d have. We love a badass Paya!)
“Are you sure you’re up to this, Rylo? You look like you’re already scared!”
“I’m not scared, I just don’t want us getting in trouble! Mom and dad told us to not go near the woods. It’s called The Lost Woods for a reason.”
“We’ll be fine, we’ll just go into the woods for a few minutes and come back out. We’ll be back before our moms and dad notice!”
Rylo gave an annoyed look to his sister, they had heard about the woods from their parents and how creatures called Koroks lived there. They were even told about how a "Great Deku Tree" resides deep in the woods as well. They were curious enough to have slipped away from their parents while they were distracted with talks about new trade routes connecting to towns.
A sly grin placed itself on Prestille’s face, looking back at her brother and pointing to the woods. “We’re literally right at the entrance. I promise, as your sister, to protect you from anything. Even though I doubt there’s going to be anything in there except those forest fairies mom and dad talked about.” She turns to face him completely, tilting her head to the side. “Aren’t you curious if those fairies are real or not?”
Rylo nods hesitantly. “Of course I am.. but who knows what punishment we’ll get if they find out!”
“They’re not going to. Like I said, we’ll just be in there for a few minutes and then go back to the stable! Now, are you coming or not? Unless.. you’re not brave enough?”
Rylo scowls, pointing his toy sword towards the woods. “I’m not a coward! I bet you won’t last one minute in there without wanting to leave!” He quickly charges towards the woods, still holding his sword forward. “Let’s go!”
“Hey, wait up!” Following suit, she runs into the woods with him. They just have to see the fairies for themselves!
Back at the stable, Link, Zelda and Paya were still immersed in the conversation with local traders. It had only felt like a few minutes had gone by, but Paya was soon to realize it was starting to reach sundown. She knew the twins would normally be tuckered out around this time, so she was quick to turn to check up on them. Except she didn’t see them anywhere. At first she didn’t expect much of it, perhaps they were playing outside? She decided to pull herself away from the group, just to confirm they were still nearby. Fear quickly set in once she realized that they weren't outside either. “Rylo? Prestille?” Panic soon took over, they were just here a minute ago!
“Kids? Where are you?!” Surely they couldn’t have gone far. She was full on panic mode now, she couldn’t think straight. All she remembered next was sprinting down the road looking for them.
The forest was not quite what they expected, it was dark and foggy, with a very eerie feeling to it.
“I feel like I’ve seen that torch before.. I think we’re going in circles.”
“We’re not going in circles, Rylo. Trust me! I know we’re going straight ahead!” Prestille points forward to emphasize her statement.
“Then why do I remember seeing that same tree?”
Prestille rolls her eyes. “All of the trees look the same, dummy!”
“That one seems very suspicious!”
“Fine.” She sighs. “Why don’t you lead the way then?”
“Maybe I will.” Rylo is quick to stand in front of her, pointing his sword again as he walks ahead. “This way!”
A sudden cracking sound stops them in their tracks. “AHHH!! I- uh.. I mean, what was that?!” Rylo tries his best to brush it off.
“S-See? You are scared!” Prestille is quick to point at him in a 'I told you so' manner.
“You’re the one who’s scared! Do you hear how you’re talking?” They’re quick to startle again as a flock of birds flew overhead.
“It’s just b-birds, dummy! Nothing to be w-worried about!”
“…. Um… Prestille, where are we?” They both look around, suddenly the atmosphere seems to have shifted slightly. Now everything seemed.. darker.
“I don’t know…”
They turn around as another noise caught their attention, this time sounding like rattling. Three skeletal creatures were staring at them with big glowing eyes, letting out a horrible screech as they waved their spears around.
“What are those?!” Rylo screamed and was quick to hide behind his sister. “I d-don’t know!”
The two were quickly cornered by the disgusting creatures and one had already pointed their weapon at the children. “I told you this was a bad idea, Pressy! Now look what’s happening!” Rylo was crying now as he tried to hold his wooden sword up at the offenders. “You don’t have to rub it in! Just stay behind me, I’ll protect you!” Truth is, she has no ideas on how to escape. This was all so sudden, weren’t the monsters spoken of by their parents supposed to be dead and gone? Were these zombies of the monsters their father had fought so long ago?
“I want to go home! I don’t want to be here anymore!” Rylo closed his eyes, hoping this nightmare would end and he’d be safe back in his mother’s arms.
Just as one of the zombified monsters started to thrust their spear at them, a sudden crack was heard. The others looked over in confusion as their comrade stood still for a few seconds. Then, slowly, the head of it fell off and turned to smoke. The fiends looked and screamed at each other as if to ask “What just happened?” Then another crack, and another. Soon both of the zombies had fallen to the ground.
“W-What’s going on..?” Prestille looked on with confusion as both the attackers disappeared into smoke as well. “Are they gone?” Rylo asked as he peeked his head over Prestille’s shoulder. “I think so..”
“Are you two alright?!” The two turned to face a very concerned Paya, who was holding a naginata in her hand. It looked to be made of Sheikah magic and disappeared quickly a moment later. “Mommy!” They said in unison and ran towards her. “Mommy I’m so glad you’re here! It was so scary and I thought those monsters were going to eat us!” Paya leaned down and hugged them tight, they were shaking. "Rylo, Prestille.. Thank Hylia you're okay. What are you two doing here? You know the woods are off limits!"
The two look up, seeing the disappointment on her face. "We're sorry.." Prestille says, wiping her tears away. "It's my fault! Rylo didn't want to, but I made him go in here with me. We just wanted to see the forest fairies.." Paya sighs and picks them up. "You know your mother and father are going to be very mad about this.." She turns and walks back the way she came from, hoping she can find the exit soon. Rylo puts his hand on Prestille's shoulder and tries to comfort her. "I'm sorry, little sis.. I was supposed to protect you like every older brother does, not go and hide." Prestille shakes her head. "No, I brought you with and we almost died!"
"You're both okay and that's all that matters. It's okay, I'm here." She gives them a slight squeeze to hug them. "Aren't you mad too, mommy?" Prestille dreads the answer. "I am, but I was more scared that I wouldn't find you." In fact, her nerves were still high from the unknown of the forest. She didn't want to think about if she didn't make it in time. Who knows what monsters or animals live here? By the time she had made it back to the stable Link and Zelda were searching frantically, calling their names. Link was first to notice them and get Zelda's attention. They both run over and hug them.
"Where were you? We were worried sick!"
"They.. went into the forest." Paya's ears lowered a little. "I managed to find them, though!" Against her best nature, she decided to keep the Stalkoblin encounter secret. They were worried enough already.
"You two are in very big trouble! You could have gotten lost, or hurt! What were you thinkin-"
"It was my idea! Don't be mad at Rylo!" Prestille interrupts. "I told him we should go find the forest fairies, but he didn't want to go!"
Zelda furrows her brows, then sighs. "Link, we're going home now. Let the stablehand know we're leaving." Link nods and turns to leave. "Prestille, you're grounded for a week. Rylo, you're grounded for two days." Rylo looks at Prestille, and then back to Zelda. "No, I'll stay grounded too. We both got in trouble!" Zelda blinks and looks at Paya, who gives a surprised look back at her. "Uh.. Alright.. Then you two are both grounded for a week. Now let's go home. It's been a busy day." They begin the journey back to the horses, talking about the business plans on the way.
"Why did you do that?" Prestille whispers. "You were going to get two days."
"You and I are twins! Where you go, I go. Even if that means dangerous and scary places! If you get grounded, it's only fair that I do too." He smiles and playfully bumps her shoulder with his hand. She smiles back, having a twin is awesome!
#Tears of the Kingdom#Post-Tears of the Kingdom#Zelda AU#Zelink fankids#Zelda OCs#My OCs#Zelink#Zelda#Link#Paya#ZeLinPaya#Ficlet#Oneshot#Red’s writing#It kept saying the post was gone when I shared it privately so I’m forced to share it normally now..#I wasn’t ready to but screw it#Still not used to making Zelda fics so don’t be hard on me
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I am the happiest person on earth right now because I just went out with a friend to grab a late lunch and it was just supposed to be a quick casual catch up thing that turned into a 4 hour conversation in the car about things that happened to us almost a decade ago 🥲
#roadie rambles#no one’s obligated to read this but y’all…you better sit down if you’re interested bc I’m feeling SO chatty tonight#for context: this is my childhood friend I grew up with then we went to different high schools and colleges#but over the years we’ve kept in touch and we see each other maybe 2-3 times a year#we have really similar personalities#okay so basically. 👏 today we learned that we had the /exact same/ traumatic experience in high school /almost around the same time/#and not only that!!! the people who caused it were the same people who were in our childhood 4 person friend group!! (we split 2-2 in hs)#now before you get worried: I’m not about to traumadump and we’re both in better wiser healthier places now#but imagine that!!!#the same exact experiences down to a T. and neither of us shared it until now#we weren’t ready to at the time and we’re not exactly the most open with our feelings#plus. different schools different lives not seeing each other every day yada yada#but with the clarity of hindsight and both of us being adults now we were ready!!! 👏👏#we had a convo in the car that naturally led into us letting it all out#and shit man. it’s not the trauma olympics here but. I thought the aftermath of what I went through was bad#venting it out was awesome for both of us and we had a lot of good laughs over it#but my friend…she went through some awful stuff#really hard stuff.#it broke my heart honestly bc she’s an amazing person and she didn’t deserve any of it#I made sure she knew that. she made sure /I/ knew that.#we were both hurt and betrayed in the same ways. but we also learned from it in the same ways. and now it’s something we share#we both wished that we could’ve had this convo years earlier#but I know that it wouldn’t have happened in the same way bc we weren’t at our current levels of maturity back then#I believe we were meant to have this convo /today/ and now we’re both better for it#that’s on growing up and having someone to heal with babey!!!! 🥹💖💖💖#if you made it this far thank you!! I appreciate it#I’m just…gonna lay here with my full heart and think about this forever now
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stereotypical barbie: i want to do the imagining, not be the idea
my desi mother who’s been projecting all her unfulfilled childhood dreams onto me since my childhood: 👁️👄👁️
#first thing that came to mind#like mother we have been over this i am a human i am not your project 🥲#also helloooo i’ve been ghost for so long#but i did watch barbenheimer on barbenheimer day and now a week later i’m ready to share my thoughts lol#barbie spoilers#barbie movie spoilers#barbie#barbie movie#stereotypical barbie#margot robbie#greta gerwig#desiblr#desi trauma
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I am never ever ever sharing a bed with my mother on a road trip ever again holy fuck
#she is snoring so fucking loud!!! for two hours now I have been completely unable to sleep!!!#I think I’m actually getting ready to lose my mind. I am so close to actually kicking her off the bed#like I’m going to cry. she is so loud. I can hear her even with my headphones.#I can’t sleep with music on but I figured I could at least drown out her snoring. no! I cannot!#I can hear her over the music! that i have way too loud bc her snoring is that loud!#if I go any louder I’ll fuck up my hearing worse!#for the rest of the road trip if there is not a space for me to not share with my mother#then I’m not fucking going this is unbearable#oh and I have sun poisoning lol. great day all around
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Fuck yes!! You have no idea how excited I am to read this fic!! 🎉🎉🎉🎉
🥹🥹 and I’m so excited that YOU’RE excited 🤗
#ask#it feels so crazy that i’ve been working on this fic for on & off almost a whole year#and now i’m finally ready to start sharing!!#i really hope ppl like it as much as i liked working on it ❤️
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#it’s grief over sharing o’clock because….#the life insurance checks arrived at my sister’s today#and i am SICK over it#because like.. we’ve known about the policy for years. and in those last few weeks she kept checking to make sure we had all the paperwork#ready to go. i know she wanted to leave us with something#but it feels so dirty now.#my sister and i just sat there after we filed and stared at eachother in silence#like?? your mother died??? HAVE A CASH PRIZE!!!#the agent that called.. while lovely… was literally like ‘i’m so sorry for your loss… where would you like the check sent?’#it’s fucking awful#🦋❤️
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it is a little wild how you can be so close to someone and have such compatible interests for a long while and then you split off at some point for whatever reason and the next time they crop up again they are like a completely different person and it’s like you don’t know them anymore;;;
#This is about my ex whose stuff sometimes still pops up on my feed on places like insta bc of shared mutuals#I bet they’d probably think the same of me too tbh lmao like they’d just see me consumed by my RD obsession#rotating a dead hologram man in my head like a Rubik’s cube I’m trying to solve and they’d be like who are you#I miss talking to them and I wish I could reach out and say I was ready for us to be friends like they wanted but it’s been too long#and also idk how much we even still have in common anymore#also someone who was a very close friend hates me now and is still close with them so that would just be awkward
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I’ve slept a total of ~15 hours over the last 3 days, and now I’m through to the other side… nothing’s unpacked, we’ve barely touched anything, and now we’re eating pizza on our unmade bed on the floor and I soso desperately want to get stoned and sleep next to my partner
#I can’t wait to share pictures when it’s actually set up and has furniture in it shehdjdjfkglg#I’m not gonna lie obviously we don’t know what the long term life will be like here#but I’m so happy w my choice !!! this place is huge and gorgeous and central and like. we’re so lucky#and now I get to finish moving out of my parents’ house for the next couple weeks#excited. tired. ready for sleep but also desperately want to shower.
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hi I’m not dead I have honestly not had a moment to breathe until right now lol
#we spent all weekend taking care of things like the car and laundry and cleaning the house and now. Monday again.#but I’m getting used to this new schedule and I’m not nearly as exhausted! yay!!#my new table stuff has started to arrive too so I’ll hopefully have some cute pics to share soon!#I’ve been drawing some vaguely sacrilegious chainsaw man art so. :) get ready for that :)
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Quick Tips for Writing Emotional Tension
They act like they don’t care, but we all know they’re just avoiding a massive emotional explosion.
One of them starts to spill their feelings, then clams up like, “Uh, never mind…” Cue the frustration.
One character throws out something super personal like it’s no big deal, but you can tell the other one’s like, “Wait, what?”
They let something slip that they were totally not ready to share, and then they freeze like, “Did I just say that?”
The “I’m fine” smile (but they’re not). One gives this shaky smile that doesn’t fool anyone, especially the other character.
They almost grab each other’s hand or hug, then they hesitate, and the moment passes. UGH, so frustrating!
One of them’s on the verge of tears but is trying sooo hard not to lose it. You can feel how much it hurts.
They talk about literally everything except the thing that’s actually bothering them. So. Annoying.
They used to be shoulder to shoulder, but now they’re standing a whole three feet apart like something big changed.
One’s suddenly acting like they barely know the other, being all polite and formal, and you just know there’s more going on.
#writing#writer on tumblr#writing tips#writerscommunity#character development#writing advice#writblr#oc character#writing help#writer tumblr#wrtblr#creative wrting
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