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Hey.
It's been a while and now Im starting to lay down all my unwritten sentiments ... I have always thought of going back to journaling recently and it just so happened that the worst time have been surpassed. I am at peace.. and now, I write.
My head has been a mess these days. I can't really figure out a way to organize my thoughts. Im kinda in a cognitive limbo I suppose. And for some reason, this phenomenon always happens when its that time of the year to get a year older.. So for the record, I just battled a sort of intent to make a career upgrade. Which I didn’t make by the way. That’s the thing with failure. It kinda gives you a jolt to your spine. Waking you up from the reality. I haven't had that in a while. or should I say, I needed that at this part of my life.
The thing with grieving is..(well yes, I considered it grief since a part of me was somewhat taken because of the circumstances), it changes a part of you. I dunno.. for some reason. I hate to be sentimental about it but I think I don’t really have a lot in my life right now, so I really do keep in my personal space whatever I have. Be it dreams, family, love.. of any genre as long as its mine.
I know it's my fault. I haven’t taken it seriously. Joking about it but knowing at the backend that failure is on the verge of coming. Denying reality I guess.
Lesson number one: If you want something, do it with every force and energy that you have. Don’t be lukewarm sentimental about it. Do it even if you have to fight againts the Gods.
I had to learn it the hard way I guess.
I’m warming up right now and I’m glad I had the perfect moment to write.
I always thought of writing as a Time Machine. recollecting my thoughts and making it tangible in the present. A time capsule which I could read through and remind me of a certain chapter in my life.
I’m still thankful. Though, I came to know how people differ on how they react on failure. Mine. Per se.
But come to think of it, at the end of the day, nothing else matters except for that goal. It hurt me a lot. Yes. but I still have a chance to take it with me. To hold it in my hand. To celebrate with my family and make myself proud again.
Sometimes, when you get a wake up call from reality, It would mean you get to be more mindful of your old reality. It's a humbling experience that pulls you to the ground but not to a point of decline. It just prepares you for what is yet to come. I hate to be cynical about it but these thoughts are helpful for me to get through it all over gain.
But I guess that’s the thing with life. That’s why it's called a battlefield. It just hones you one trial at a time or in simpler means, like a computer game that levels up your charcterter to be fit for the next stage. You can’t be level 1 forever, at some point, you have to deal with the big boss for you to know what it is like on level 2. Even if you loose a lot of lives in the process, the win would always be incomparable.
See you at the next level Kid.
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"he died for our wins" - 2024, LIDL Oil paint on LIDL canvas
#CAN YOU TELL I SHIFTED INTO PLANT MODE#HLVRAI#RTVS#I got so many houseplants this summer i have a serious problem#the problem is alocasias#and overpriced aglaonemas#nilryth draws stuff#orange oil paint sucks by the way#it takes forever to dry#pink sucks too#I could keep messing with it forever but i have got to paint something else before i lose my mind#it's still wet af rn#I'll post a high res scan eventually#update: thought of an equally demented 'prequel' painting to work on next#maybe a third too
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When Mabel comes out to Stan, she’s really scared that he’s going to reject her and have an issue with it, so she’s emotional and asks him if he still loves and supports her and he’s just like “??? Kid I’ve been telling you all summer I’m one of the LBTGs” and then it’s her turn to be like “wait what??” because she thinks he had never mentioned a sexuality before, and it turns out Stan had been constantly telling the kids that he’s “ambidextrous” because he thought it meant the same thing as bisexual.
#the twins just thought he was really proud of being able to write with both hands#I like to think that he suspected that Dipper & Mabel were queer all summer but he didn’t want to force them to come out to him#so he just casually drops in being ‘ambidextrous’ so they know they’re safe with him#and it was just a misunderstanding between them#they were both genuinely confused at the others’ reaction#gravity falls#gf#stanley pines#mabel pines
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#girlblogging#girlblogger#coquette#coquette angel#tumblr girls#lizzy grant#girlhood#aesthetic#this is what makes us girls#lana del ray aka lizzy grant#im just a girl#dream girl#manic pixie dream girl#girl blog aesthetic#girl blogger#this is a girlblog#queen of the gas station#coney island queen#lizzy grant aesthetic#lizzy grant summer#lana del rey aesthetic#coquette aesthetic#whisper girl#just girly thoughts#just girly posts#just girly things#tumblr 2014#hell is a teenage girl#female hysteria#female rage
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#wednesdays full of woe#dark academia#light academia#books#academic libraries#dark acadamia aesthetic#spilled ink#halloween#halloween vibes#horror#quotes#poems#poetry#literature#August#September#summer#autumn#cottagecore#dark academia moodboard#spilled thoughts#spilled words#poemsdaily#poems on tumblr#spilled poetry#spilled writing#studybrl#poetsandwriters#poets on tumblr#autumn moodboard
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Random idea I got this morning thinking about how small little things (mostly about missing important moments of the past) make the boys emotional and sorrowful.
#gravity falls#stanley pines#stanford pines#stan twins#sea grunks#comic#sketches#my art#stan pines#ford pines#stan hugs#no id#long post#it’s up for interpretation#my thoughts behind this are stan talking about the summer with the kids#and then ford getting hit with a ‘wow I missed out on so much’#and getting emotional#but it’ll be ok because he’ll have plenty of things to look forward to#plus I know he misses the kids a lot just like stan does :(#queue
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I am such a big Werewolf Stan advocate I had to jump on this particular train 🙏 (but I didn't really wanna commit to full line art, you guys understand)
Oh, and you guys aren't gonna believe this, but here's part two 🙌
#I've been really enjoying the vampire/werewolf FiddleStan#which i think.... is for some october thing? uh fiddlestantober? or uh fiddle... idk i know it's because it's october!!#and I'm very glad for it#i love werewolf stan so much 🙏#i never really thought about vampire Fiddleford but yeah I've been enjoying that part too#anyway keep making that thanks guys 😋#I KNOW IT'S NOT SUMMER but wouldn't it be funny if they met outside of the fall months#put those bozos into situations 🗣️#this is why summerween exists in this AU guys TRUST 🙏🙏#cole's art#art#gravity falls#grunkle stan#stanley pines#fiddleford hadron mcgucket#fiddleford mcgucket#fiddlestan#FIDDLESTAN ‼️‼️🗣️💯💯💯#best ship in this fandom NO COMPETITION 🙏#werewolf stan pines#werewolf stan#vampire fiddleford#fiddlestantober2024#yyeeahhhh that thing#i am not a part of it i am hijacking just this one thing 🙏#i use the praying hands emoji too much sorry guys#gravity falls halloween au
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Breakfast Sandwich
#breakfast sandwich#breakfast for dinner#breakfast food#breakfast thoughts#breakfast time#breakfast#bacon sandwich#bacon#egg sandwich#eggs#tomatoes#toast#toya's tales#style#toyastales#toyas tales#summer#september#brunch#cooking#kitchen#foodporn#foodie#food photography#foodpics#food pics#food porn#food#munchies
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VIKTOR & ROLF Couture Spring/Summer 2023 (part 2) if you want to support this blog consider donating to: ko-fi.com/fashionrunways
#viktor and rolf#viktor & rolf#fashion#runway#couture#couture spring#couture spring 2023#spring summer#spring summer 2023#2023#heheheheh#yall thought this collection was normal#sike
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Cyclops design!!!!! I'm very happy with it bc my goal was to make a design that i could see in the comics, and i personally think I succeeded pretty well [:
#i added all my inspo pics around him cause i thought that would be fun#my art [:#art#digital art#x men fanart#xmen fanart#xmen#x men#scott summers#scott summers fanart#cyclops#xmen cyclops#cyclops x men#cyclops fanart
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#this is what makes us girls#i’m just a girl#lana del ray aka lizzy grant#lana del rey#lizzy grant#coquette#girl blogger#girl blogging#girl interrupted#girl interupted syndrome#female rage#female hysteria#pintrest#angelcore#angelic#hell is a teenage girl#girlcore#this is a girlblog#girl rotting#rot daughter#thought daughter#coquette aesthetic#lizzy grant summer#live laugh girlblog#aka lizzy grant#lana del bae#lana is mother#girlhood is a spectrum#just girly things#gaslight gatekeep girlboss
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Aradia 🖤
#I was going for something that both reminded me of summer (night festivals and yukatas 👘🏮✨)#and the spooky season that is happening during summer here in Japan 👻#So I thought Aradia -my beloved spooky queen- would be perfect in a darker setting like this and I’m so happy with the result 🫶#aradia#aradia megido#homestuck aradia#homestuck#homestuck art#homestuck fanart#my art#yukata#beta trolls
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Do you think people have shit to say about mutants taking part in the Olympics? Are there mutant beauty influences who are campaigning for larger shade ranges from makeup companies, e.i, not just human skin tones?? Do you think there are some fashion trends that mutants start just to make life easier for them selves and at first all the humans called it ugly and then culturally appropriated it and rebranded it with some gentrified name? Do you think mutants get barred from entering churches or temples? Do you think 98% of mutants have faced violence at the hands of a human at some point in their lives?
Do you think?! Do you think? Do you think?!? because I do. all the time all I do is think
#ugh#social commentary#i need to know#x men#mutants#x-men#x men 97#wolverine#deadpool and wolverine#cherik#nightcrawler#thoughts#marvel#rogue#jean grey#scott summers
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there’s a place where lovers go
to cry their sorrows away
and they call it lonesome town
where the broken hearts stay
#just girly thoughts#just girly posts#just girly things#girlblogging#girlblogger#coquette#coquette angel#tumblr girls#lizzy grant#girlhood#aesthetic#this is what makes us girls#lana del ray aka lizzy grant#lizzy grant summer#lizzy grant aesthetic#farm aesthetic#farmcore#farmer’s daughter#coquette dollete#coquette aesthetic#trailer park princess#lana del rey aesthetic#lana del rey moodboard#lana del rey#queen of the gas station#coney island queen#im just a girl#dream girl#manic pixie dream girl#hell is a teenage girl
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opal pond time
#the raven cycle#trc#adam parrish#ronan lynch#opal#pynch#my stuff#i thought that someone must have done this redraw since it's so them but couldn't find any so. here's one#tumblr blurring the hell out of this. whatever#one (1) trc drawing idea crossed off my list this summer
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