#suidicidal

[depressedteensworld]

there’s literally not a single person in this world that understands how i feel, because i don’t even understand myself

[lorlen]

people swear it gets better. im only getting worse. I'm on the edge and honestly... i think I'm gonna stay on the ledge.

[a-z-140]

September 11, 2023

❗❗❗⚠️TRIGGER WARNING!!! OCCURENCE OF SUICIDE!!! ⚠️❗❗❗

You walked down the street, the rain pouring down on your body, soaking your clothes. You didn't care though, you had finally had enough. You walked across the street and onto the main bridge, climbing onto the edge. The breeze blew against your face, and taking one last breath, you jumped into the freezing cold water.

You were instantly engulfed by water, letting the feeling of long-awaited peace take over. It had finally ended, the torture, the suffering, the tears that you had endured for so long. You opened your eyes one last time, seeing an unrecognizable figure diving into the water after you. The last thing you felt was a pair of arms firmly wrapping around you as you blacked out and sunk deeper and deeper into the cold, pitch-black, darkness.

Part 2?

-Leona <3

Stay safe and take care you guys <3 If you need anything DMs are always open <3

[olivia-sallow]

Hoy pase por el lugar donde decidiste terminar con tu vida, el lugar que siempre había estado evitando en los últimos 6 meses. Había pasado por fuera, pero nunca por el túnel donde te arrollaron, sabrías que así sería pues estaba oscuro y no te verían hasta que el gran monstruo metálico te alumbró con las luces, pero iba a gran velocidad y era imposible detenerlo y en un momento ya no estabas aquí. Te buscamos durante horas hasta que dieron aviso de un joven arrollado, deseábamos que no fueras tú... Dos días más tarde fue tu funeral, tu despedida de este mundo.

Después de eso me fue difícil volver a subirme con normalidad al tren, paulatinamente lo volví a usar pero siempre evitando la estación donde había se había esfumado tu vida, hasta que inconsciente lo evitaba... Hasta hoy, supongo que fue por las prisas o cansada del camino largo y fue mi subconsciente que eligió el camino corto, no lo pensé, hasta que las puertas se cerraron, hasta que la chica habló por el altavoz, estaba en esa estación y pronto pasaría por el lugar, por el que caminas te directo a tu fin.

[3ammonologue]

exactly what i've been saying/thinking!!! like is this it???? whats the point???? esp with basically subsistence working!! fucking depressing. makes me feel that depression/suicidal ideation kinda makes sense/tracks if this 'normal' life.

[dark-place-of-the-mind]

I just wanna down a bottle of ibuprofen and not wake up

[lovelyworldfullofmisfits]

I forgot how good cutting feels.

2 years in remission down the drain.

[notmyfault03]

It’s been five years I’m still in this loop I can’t get out I need help my life is falling apart I can’t stop the suicidal thoughts I don’t have anyone to talk to

[cvrdncvts]

tw: sewerslide, panic attack, school

block don’t report plz

ahh my fam’s talking abt my grandpas $u;¢;de and i can’t take it but i cant have a panic attack in front of them help i can’t do this it’s getting bad again and school starting is making it worse. i don’t wanna be the kid who has panic attacks all the time again. i don’t wanna be a baby.

[skittledyummish]

Need someone to just listen to you for once, I know I do every now an again. Don't want to talk to your friend or family bout something were here for you. Or if you can't talk to them because you don't want them to know something or be in your business, that's what we're here for. We're here to be a open ear for you.

[depressedposbitch]

Everyone says, "don't worry, it gets better." But what do you if all its ever done is get worse for 28 years?

[ihatemyself0000]

Zajebie się zaraz, miałam napad i totalnie mi się odechciało żyć, idę po linę i krzesło papaa

[barc0debaby]

i’m addicted to slowly killing myself

[olivia-sallow]

Tu despedida

Estaba abría y dormida a tu lado, pero estabas ahí, acariciaste mi frente mientras decias "Estás cosas siempre pasan Nath, siempre terminas con el corazón hecho mierda y embriagandote en mi casa" seguiste haciendo carias y suspiraste "Tu novio es un 0, en comparación de las personas con las que haz estado antes" te escuchaba, pero no podía responder, y fue lo último que me dijiste.

Cuando te volví a ver estaba tu cuerpo en un ataúd cerrado; siempre habías estado ahí cuando me rompían el corazón y ahora, ya no estabas, pero me había quedado con mi cero.

[echoingrants]

Guys, I feel like my depression is REALLY tame today bc I had therapy and understood that it won’t go away by sitting and thinking but by making an EFFORT and taking care of yourself!! I always let myself drop (no sleeping, eating etc.) bc I thought "well what’s the point in doing it any other way?" THE POINT IS THAT YOU FEEL BETTER ABOUT YOURSELF. AND IT WORKS. YOU CAN REINVENT YOURSELF EVERY SECOND!

[dark-place-of-the-mind]

You know what's hilarious?

I asked my parents for MONTHS on this whole therapy thing and mom kept saying it's coming before pawning it off on dad and when I ask them about it again he ask no idea what he's talking about and Mom gets mad at me for looking like I'm about to cry.

I DON'T KNOW MOM WHY AM I ABPUT TO CRY MAYBE IT HAS SOMETHING TO DO WITH THE FACT I'VE THOUGHT ABOUT KILLING MYSELF MORE TIMES THAN I CARE TO REMEMBER AND YOU SEEM TO KEEP BRUSHING THIS THERAPY SHIT ASIDE LIKE ITS ANOTHER STUPID THING I RAMBLE ABOUT.

But then when Dad just has me use the insurance app to find and call a doctor that way I get myself but on a waiting list in two fucking days.