#still kinda in pain tho
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I realized I never introduced my "billsona"
So uh :3c hi this is me
here's some art i made while experiencing an awful migraine and some a really bad chronic pain flair up (wow, a sequel?!)
i survived, im such a trooper guys, im such a cool little guy
#wokecipher DRAWS#//#woke cipher#\\#billsona#bill cipher#gravity falls#book of bill#the book of bill#bill cipher fanart#gravity falls fanart#bill cipher art#billcipher#bill cipher au#alter art#plural art#wink wink#“billsona” is in quotes for a reason gang#i have DID if nobody could tell#woke moment fr#i took advil tho#so im feeling better now#still kinda in pain tho#and very loopy#i still have a bit of the headcahe too#L chronic migraine moment#you will see more bill cipher having headaches in the future bcz.#yeag#did it before#will do it again
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Ok but hear me out.
Give me a Shen Yuan that was sick in his original body, ye? Nothing too special, I know, but please stay with me on this one-
Make him transmigrate, like he does die, he does get transported into the other world, but it's not as SQQ/SJ.
He has his own original body, maybe he looks a bit more like a xianxia character to fit in, maybe he looks drop dead gorgeous, sure!
But he's still sick
His sickness is still with him, and it's getting worse
Like, SY is actively slowly but surely dying, while maybe he befriends TLJ, SXY and ZZL (if he transmigrates pre-canon) and the three are trying to help him.
Maybe he meets a child SJ and takes him with him, so the poor child watches the only person that cares for him, actively dying.
Maybe he somehow becomes a beloved friend, peak lord or anything that makes the Cang Qiong sect adore him, and therefore be willing to find any cure for him.
Heck, maybe he's a powerful yet sickly and fragile demon!
Maybe he's even apart of the northern realm with MBJ, idk!
But the one thing stays the same.
Sy is dying.
Maybe it's not noticeable at first, like you'd take one look at him and sure, maybe he a looks a bit more tired, a bit paler, maybe even a bit thinner than what's considered healthy. Maybe he let's out a caugh here and there, some completely normal things.
But then there are those small (sometimes rather big) fits where his illness acts up.
Ones where he curls up on the ground, gritting his teeth in exctruciating pain as he coughs out blood, maybe he faints, maybe he has any other symptoms.
And then it gets worse, his health escalates, maybe he can't walk anymore as he's slowly losing his motor functions, maybe he's getting much weaker, his breathing worse as he feels like he's suffocating. Heck, give him any curse marks and stuff too, while you're at it, maybe even without-a-cure!
Point being, SY is dying, and there is no cure.
His death is fated to happen, while he's just waiting and wasting away, he's not that upset either (maybe a little bit).
Give me an au where SY is the mentor, the parental figure of all the sect leaders and demons, give me an au where SY is such a sweet and kind hearted person, one who still loves beasts and demons and everyone, yet is also slowly but surely being poisoned by the very air he's breathing, his body shutting down and wasting away as he's waiting for death, while everyone weeps.
Everyone is trying find a cure, maybe make one too, yet it's all in vain.
SY dies, he no longer has to endure the suffering of his pains, his illnesses, and while he passes away, he leaves behind many mourning a precious and beautiful soul.
#i kinda just want ppl to suffer ngl#kinda why I thought about this#also because I just really want a sick SY au where he's loved but also actively dying#still a very fun au tho :D#no ships tho#sy can have a system too#tho that's debatable#I just want angst and ppl to suffer with me#i want ppl to cry and be in pain as well lol <3#shen yuan#shen qingqiu#scum villain's self saving system#scum villain#scumbag self saving system#shen jiu#svsss#mxtx svsss#svsss au
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in case of emergency, break glass
...or, uh.... maybe we should look at leon's files, first....
(the many directional scars -> when he was protecting ada from simmons)
#resident evil#leon s kennedy#mind control au#digital art#i am... so fuckin happy with this sketch#his hips kinda bother me still but mfer his left hand <3#my body pain is the inspo#upper back neck shoulder but i had to put the device in a place with the least movement for him#the idea of nodes being installed into his head just... originally his hair was supposed to cover it on the sides of his head#that was not a hair clip in the other piece it was the node things#changed the cuffs to gloves (they are still screwed into him)#sure i said he needed to be more 'aesthetic' with minimal attachments BUT LISTEN#inspired by zane borderlands' multiverse bandit skin too.... ahahehh#but yeah i think breaking the glass might actually work? not easy whatsoever tho...#a gun would be the best bet of breaking that but you think chris is willing to risk that?#throwback to his old hair -> [redacted]'s request owo#body horror#scars#surgery
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lemmquirrel brainrot doodle dump!
this is the last one for now i promise; i swear i'm focusing on artfight now.
a few of these are based on my fic (mostly future scenes but barely spoilers) -- & last image based on this fic (explicit though!!)
original canvases:
i'm making more hc designs for these two to make them feel unique <3. happy pride month everyone!!!
#hollow knight#hk#lemmquirrel#relic seeker lemm#quirrel#they are the damned Infection to me#if some of these are kinda cringe it's because 1. joint pain has taken me & 2. some are old & 3. this was mostly experimental ^^"#kris art#my fic#lemm x quirrel#the fountain is SO HARD TO DRAW like what. it took me so long & it still wasn't quite right -- idc tho#doodles
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soul gets sick of heart and minds bullshit and puts them in a saw trap, their goal is to not kill each other for six hours straight(they barely make it)
lineart+nonfiltered below:3
sawney jash
#chonny jash#cccc#chonnys charming chaos compendium#chonny jash fanart#cj mind#cj heart#cj soul#happy halloween yall. here is an insanely indulgent crossover as a treat:3#ooohh u want to zoom in and see all the detail in coloring i put so bad oooohh#i had sm more planned for this post but tbh its a halloween miracle i even finished this much of it#if you havent seen saw this doesnt make much sense#and if you have it actually still doesnt make sense. its okay tho#soul after realizing heart and mind would rather cut off their legs than be in the same room with each other for more than five minutes#minds hand is holding heart's face it gets kinda lost in there lol#i imagine through the shared pain and agony of being trapped and chained they finally get closer to somewhat caring about each other#yeah lets go with that ANOTHER SAW TRAP SUCCESS#jaggy posts
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Look what came through the mail today! The letters & ( •̀ω•́ )σ 3 little gremlins from letterstoear.
Just wanna say i adore the flower stickers on the letters too much, they are that much worth mentioning.
#letterstoear#nui#twst#twisted wonderland#sebek zigvolt#malleus draconia#twst grim#mod posting#okay but i love squishing the bears with my thumb; they just have the right thickness to be pressed on#i really like the flower stickers; they look like romantically artistic wax seal#the letters are pleasantly nice#i love the part where cheka personally request for an audience with yuu thru sebek 🥺🥺🥹🥹 too cute hnggh .......#sebek becoming our little mailman for our little invitation aw 🥹 for those who wanna know the context of the letter;#i requested a letter from sebek that he sent home while he was away accompanying malleus on other country duty#my other favorite part is just him simply opening the letter with 'My love'#i'm sealed 🥹 the first paragraph is written so sweetly#i enjoy reading the letter slowly outside in peaceful afternoon today; i ran it through together with sebek nui#this will be my treasured keepsake from now on 🥹; it seriously made me miss letters and wish i have someone to send this kind of letter to#it was a bit funny how the envelope sebek's letter came from is sticked with the guys from free! sticker fhsdsh 🤣😂#and me with the white haired guy like WHo are u?? fsjdsdjsd (´つヮ⊂); but it's a really nice service#the thank you letter came with such a cute and yummy folding paper; thank you for the stickers too#i feel like there's a bit whoopsie on grim's winky eye fshfh like i think the sharpie just blurs the separating space '<' supposed to have#and just combine it all together into one angry eye; and sebek bear's eyes are just a little bigger than i expected it to be#but the more i look at them i think they are just having a little individuality & still cute#i embraced it all together while knowing the fact none of handmade thing would always be the same one with the other; hehe sebek nui has fr#i kinda forget that there's this kind of clip earring fshd; because i always get the ones that work like screw from aliexpress#i know that the literal clip one would just be literal meaning of pain fsh; just like the magnet one my father once got me when i was a kid#it was painful but pretty; tho i lost it quickly bcs magnet easily get loosed once one part of it moves around when u touch ur hair or face#anyhow i had a pleasant day because of this; thank you very much ! sebek nui said 'thank you' too! ‧₊˚❀༉‧₊˚. ❀ ✿ 𖤣…
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Softly, slowly, I want to love you anyway (Patreon)
#Doodles#ISaT#Loop#Isabeau#Siffrin#Sloopis Sloopis Sloopis#Top tier polyship heck yes#Poor Loop :'0 Give them love now!!!#Kinda-sorta inspired by my Loop fic - that transformation had to be difficult ;;#The ones with Isabeau are deffo more Star of Your Dreams tho <3 Isa's so sweet weh#Loop honey letting people in is like The Thing that will help The Most#Always deflecting giving outs letting people off the hook at their own expense :'( Pushing others away is easier than letting them see ;;#It's why Isa's such a good boy!! He genuinely wants to know to be close to see the real them - both of them!!!#It's work but it's worth it <3#And obviously Sif understands haha#If ever a pair needed some self-love it was these two like Sheesh#Loop still wouldn't make it easy hehe <3 They're just like that#It'd be so easy for Sif to accidentally hurt them and need to backtrack and it's worse because Loop would Get It#They understand each other so intrinsically and yet Sif still has - will always have - a victory that Loop never got to ;;#Even loving each other and sharing what they currently have it's still a painful reminder of what they left behind :'0 Loooop </3#They really are fun to draw hehe Loop's eyes are so pretty ♪ And actual sparkles on the dark gradient this time! Yes!#I debated whether I wanted their tears to be visible - blotted out by how bright their head is? But went with it for expression reasons#Gods can you imagine how beautiful their tears would be tho? Little prisms splitting up their white light#Although that would imply colour lol - I mean if Anyone Would have a bit of colour it Would be Loop sooooo#Hmngh love 'em
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Your puppet gives me life
KEKE I'M GLAD YA LIKE THE DESIGN >:D I'm still insanely happy people like her!
#KEKE lil' doodle bc it HAS been months#was originally going for a chibi look but kinda gave up and somehow#she-- looks creepier?#LMAO#Nonetheless i'm glad people still enjoy her design aswell as my au in general even tho I haven't touched it in ages#my art#my fnaf au art#the puppet#the marionette#I forgot what tags I used for this character#thank you for the ask!#was trying out clip studio pain again btw#the chalk brush gives me life#fnaf#five nights at freddy's#fnaf au#five nights at freddy's au
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you say they can’t put telepaths in marvel rivals, yet we have some very credible leaks that jean grey and emma frost are gonna be in the game soon.
that being said, jean has telekinesis (and the phoenix force) and emma has her diamond form. telepathy is all charles has, lmfao. odds are pretty low for him, but maybe not zero if they give him telekinesis!
if yall have me say he got psionic blasts one more time i am going to scream HE HAS MORE THAN TELEPATHY . LIMITED BUT HE HAS IT <- he has gone against sentinels and disabled armies with it before HE CAN FIGHT I PROMISEEE
and technically they did give him telekinesis in krakoa (and very weak telekinesis sometimes before krakoa) so .... not my fave move but he does have that ...... and ig they give him a gun sometimes ........ last resort type shit but he has options ..
#snap chats#area man gets too passionate about charles xavier more at 12#also did i not say emma had her diamond form or did i delete that tag#omg no i deleted the tag fuck my life. please believe me i did say emma had her diamond form i didnt think anyoned care tho#but with charles. as i said before. he has more than telepathy ...#limited but .. it exists options exist ... he can also Arguably control machinery#i say Arguably cause im still figuring out how he controls machines he says he does with his mind#then he can Also read like ??? SOME kinda waves in sentinels ??? that was a thing im p sure#BUT YEAH NO LISTEN this is what im saying when i say he could be a support character and not a duelist#as if anyone was contemplating duelist charles ........#lol i love how i call 'vanguards' tanks and 'strategists' supports but i stick with duelist for damage. sorry duelist better#anyway let charles be support it'll never happen because this game hates me but i can dream#listen im just saying maybe charles can have a move that disables machinery or something#like punisher or iron man... maybe like a temporary lock on weapons... just one target#lmao wait im just thinking of sombras ult from ow arent i. yeah fuck it why not he can have a disable-all-skills ult idc vejRLKAERJE#sounds bout right for how sneaky he is sometimes .....#his left and right clicks could lit just be psionic blasts of varying strength and speed#doesnt even have to do physical damage ... mental damange .... what the difference right the brain sayin There Is Pain anyway..#maybe charles could have a sonar ability that lets him (maybe nearby allies too) see through walls for like. three seconds... 50M range....#like yk what i mean he can sense where people are thats my idea...#LIKE LET ME COOK MARVEL LET MEEE IN <- dont ill make him busted or horrible there is no in between
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Feel like I get a psychic attack whenever I read a romance where fmc is ‘not like other girls’
#sophie speaks#as a girl not like other girls (level 2 support needs autism)#lmao#I can say that girls are really cool and I’d like to be more like the average girl#makeup is super cool and I’m still kinda pissy I’m so sensitive towards it that it’s painful#I can still do pretty clothes tho but only sometimes and if it fits my sensory needs#sigh… jealous as always
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i took this screenshot while watching sakura yesterday bc i liked the lighting and pose, but it's been on my mind all freaking day. the reason why kara's the only one still fucking around & drinking with his biker buddies is because that phone call he ran to get was a rejection. he tried to find something to do to help out, but failed. he struggled to find work back in s1, too, so it makes me wonder if he seemed to give up bc he doubted if he could actually land a job like his brothers...
#sorry this bit has me in the same fucking pose as kara here. he's got me pondering#to be fair choro's also still unemployed in the episode but she is shown to be job hunting while kara's doing fuck all on screen#( i think he's still helping around the house at least tho )#also i felt kinda bad for kara when he was with his biker buddies and he still got called painful#yeah that's his thing but ichi going '' he gets treated the same no matter where he goes '' lowkey stung my heart idk#anyways i finished the fake screenshot so it's got the story behind it on my mind. infer what you will from me mentioning this here :)#i'll post it later today bc i'm about to pass out and idk what to write for the caption rn#hopefully this post still makes some sense despite my mild sleep deprivation#osmt#karamatsu#mj rambles
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Soukoku Height Difference —Reference
for any fic writers or artists who need it, here’s a reference for skk’s height difference at 15, 16 (according to dead apple), & 22
#Chuuya is red. Dazai is blue. obviously lol#i made this for myself but figured i’d share in case it’s helpful to anyone else#i’m sure someone else has made one before but maybe it’ll help someone#save me skk height difference. save me…#i say even tho i’m literally Chuuya sized#i had a friend in hs who was Dazai’s height#and since realizing that i have a whole new level of empathy for Chuuya lol#they didn’t even tease me that much but they did kinda tower over me so.#i can imagine his pain#Chuuya wasn’t lying in 15 when he said he was still growing#but he hit 16 & his body went nah that’s good enough#no more growing for you#bsd#bungou stray dogs#skk#soukoku#bsd dazai#bsd chuuya#bsd fanart#bsd fic#reference#height difference
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Don't mind me being very anxious about this here, thank you.
へ(❍∠❍)へ
I drew the line and signed it, before coming back over and over and over with new things I would add, and start to fcking overdo it again, 'cause that's happening to me very much lately..
VAMP AU, Y'ALL!!! <3
Wanted to think of some nice dialogue / scenery for this but..nothing quite clicked...go ahead add your ideas if you like...
I guess I just like to have them villian style destroying whole villages... c: just a common thursday for them maybe...
#kn8#kaiju no. 8#vampire AU#villian AU#kafka hibino#soshiro hoshina#fanart#I'm totally done with decent illustrations#they make me very much aware of where I lack skill#still a fun Idea tho#i always love my art till i start coloring lol#should go black/white only maybe#bg was a pain in my ass#discord buddies support helped tho thanks guys <3#also to finally notice something positive.. I kinda practiced abs#and at least I can see some progress#yay!#now moving on#icy's art
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Some college students suck man…
Old Verison
#kh#kingdom hearts#sora#larxene#elrena#Lauriam#Marluxia#Kh elrena#Sora kh#kh lauriam#kh marluxia#UGHHH I STILL DON’T LIKE LAURIAM OUTFIT!!#Elrena is cute tho so idk if I'll change that next if I ever draw this again…#This took tooo long omg…#I didn’t really change Sora outfit that much even it his ddd outfit kinda#BUT I LOVE HOW THIS CAME OUT (kinda the background was a pain in the butt lol)#Modern au#kh Au#kh com#kingdom hearts chain of memories#ok4ru draws#ok4ru art#my art
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(eyes only 4 u)
EDIT: HI IM IRRATIONALLY ANGRY AT THIS DRAWING HAVE SOME COLOUR BLORBSIFICATIONS
#crunchy ah (slightly edited for my sanity) screenshot i took from the procreate timelapse#its so different to the 'final product [linked in “+”]' cuz i kinda ended up scratching the whole thing and sketching on top at the end lol#the process of drawing this was PAINFUL (was fighting for dear life against art block at the time)#but while checking the (painful. awful.) timelapse i kinda went 'hm. the eye kinda popped right tho...'#so i took that and went beep boop to fix it just a bit and im posting this too enjoy#呪術廻戦#五条悟#gojo satoru#jjk#jjk fanart#jujutsu kaisen#jujutsu kaisen fanart#satosugu#gojo fanart#gojo satoru fanart#gojo#stsg#and yeah. i was messing with artstyles (and failing and crying-) and still am so... uh hope u like the art and that you can see details tha#make my art mine even when i cant rly see or appreciate it myself lol#that being said art is bound to improve and evolve with time and life so im not too worried ^^ (artblock still sucks tho hah)#+ the glasses are crooked / in a wrong angle and I KNEW THIS WHILE DRAWING BUT WAS TOO DARN LAZY + ratio (YEAH! RATIO!!)
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some shippers when solas has had important relationships from thousands of years ago and he can't just forgive himself for failing those closest to him then and go "okie dokie!" when his wife tells him he can come back home
#dragon age fandom critical#solavellan#im sorry some of you are not serious he literally says in the cutscene i wish ur forgiveness soothed my faults but unfortunately#hes been on this path for CENTURIES before lavellan was even born like yes he would like to apologize to mythal#AND HE LEFT LAVELLAN CLUES BC SHE WANTED HIM TO TRACK HIM SHE WANTED HER TO STOP HIM#unfortunately sometimes you kinda need your best friend turned master turned opp to say it's ok#like she literally came in went well lolz we both fucked up teehee i release u from indentured servitude PCE#and some of u are still mad#RELATIONSHIPS DONT EXIST IN A FUCKING VACUUMM!!!!!!#mind you mythal got betrayed by her own deranged husband who then got locked away and she was lobotomized#and then after she protected her people in this new world solas showed up and went well im bombing it#LIKE UNFORTUNATELY. SINCE HE KILLED FLEMETH HE KINDA NEEDED TO ATONE FOR THE NUMEROUS GRIEVANCES HE CAUSED IN MYTHALS LIFE TOO#also like even tho it was mythals choice to follow her husband and it was her own undoing#solas as a spirit of wisdom who knew better and warned her still thinks he failed her and not vice versa bc it was his Nature.#i also think it would be largely out of character for solas to just go okie after lavellan forgives him#he literally broke up w her bc he felt he was betraying this path of repentance he made up for himself#he wished it was as easy to just cast aside & get over it and adapt like mythal clearly has but#in his core he feels deeply. his regrets his losses his pain. he is a spirit#he is not a man. he is weighed down by emotions the mortal coil cannot comprehend#it is also why he did not want cole bound or inq drinking from the fountain#he made a choice and he failed and he carried that burned for centuries#he would not have that thrust upon someone else#and he also cannot wash away the guilt without confronting it. and he hasnt been confronting it until hes trapped#and even then his last confrontation w mythal b4 vg was when he gutted her to seize power and do what HE thought he must
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