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your honor, I love him ♡
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WIND BREAKER: Special Comic (Bonus from BD & DVD Vol.1) English Translation
#melody talks (& talks & talks & talks)#i love when he does that sassy lil finger#makes me feel some typa way#he can put a baby in my oven that's all I'm gonna say#suo baby we could be great parents that's all I'm gonna say#like i would be such a doting and sweet wife and we could be dual income bc I'm stubborn and independent and i could treat you so well#honestly you dont even have to work!! just sit pretty while i work on my laptop honey that's all i ask#suo trophy husband!!! SUO TROPHY HUSBAND!!!!#suo baby all im asking for is one chance ONE CHANCE and i could change your life i just know it#the banter we would have? stfu and date me already#wind breaker (satoru nii)#oh to be 2d and fictional#hayato suo
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so has anyone figured out WHY there is the Need To Share our Artworks™ or is it just the vibes and our Soul apparently
#ive been running on “two cakes. u aren't BOTHERING people by putting art on their feed they can scroll past it/if they dont they get ”cake“”#and we love “cake”#“cake” is picture on the internet in this case#like okay the contracts and transaction format is a me problem!! i need to get rid of the “utilitarian brain worms” bc they're boring#this is supposed to be a hobby and the “get a good grade in hobby” wolf in the brain is just crying bc that's how they understand the world#the “get a good grade in x” wolf has valid pain but needs to stop controlling my life because they don't need to earn “enough value to live”#ect ect ect#and the life of minmaxxed utility is a life of trying to appeal to a “correct” that doesn't exist yaddi yadda = boring#i love you wolf. also shut up. affectionate. concerned. you get it#ok so we remove tangible purpose from act of experience art because THAT'S not “the point”#because “the point” is the joy killer eccetera ecc#but then what? “here check out this labor of love. i drew this fucker 15 times. no there's no story* there it's just a guy”#*story in this case being an emotional engagement/a situation/a context in which to ponder/other#so it's just a Draw. no further analysis. what do others Get from that?#i know i deeply enjoy art because im a fan of the process of People Making Stuff. i love when there was nothing but now there's something!!!#THAT'S what's it all about!!!!!!!!!!!!!! to me!!!! right now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#so it stands to reason that creation is purpose enough?? to be experienced???? to be known????????#idk!!#this is a nothing burger of a thought people have always liked picture on the internet stfu maiora there doesn't need to be a reason#this is just the brainworms talking!!! because god forbid “something not have a purpose”??? blegh!!!!!!!!#sounds like unhealthy rationalizing instead of letting things be out of The Fear™!!sounds like depraving urself from joy bc of BRAINWORMS!!!#so like!!!!! picture on the internet doesn't NEED inherent value. creation is enough!! (plus there's the Attachment to Character. also.)#but then why are YOU *points at you* here? gen q!!#i made an image you like and now you are reading my word babble in some tags!!! what's THAT all about???????????#it's INTERESTING!! do you see what im trying to get at??#is it empathy??? person made something other saw something other made- other2other connection???? intrigue????????#.......all this is probably explained in some book or yt essay somewhere. oh well.#in the meantime thank you for your time! we can pretend we were stuck in an elevator together and then i started rambling#i hope you have a great rest of your day thanks for stopping by!! <3#maiora garrulates
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therapy cant fix me because i will still go home and be alone after it
#yeahhhh so i just dont think therapy can fix loneliness#and shut... the... fuck... up with your 'learn to be alone' kys#im alone and lonely every single day and i have been for 10yrs stfu i CAN be alone better than most ppl ever will#i mean take a normal person w any kind of social life and put them in my situation and they'll be depressed af after a week#so just stfu i hate that fucking bullshit#i need connection and closeness. i can get years of therapy#but tbh sitting with some random bitch who only 'cares' abt me bc she's getting paid will only make me feel even more alone.#i dont fkn need therapy i need people#but im always alone whatever i dont care i cant wait to kms anyway thats all i want i'll never have anyone :)))))))
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soon i will write a meta about zatanna's traumatic responses to sacrificial characters and why she has, down the line, kept more of her cards close to her chest in hopes that the lack of knowledge will discourage people from trying to take the wheel on situations; an abstract way of forcing her own autonomy & ensuring they won't take unnecessary risks that she herself should do.
#idc if the ending of jl/d never gets rehashed again (it wont. and i lied i am forever upset about it.) but i think its so bizarre how people#and by people i mean other zee stans will look at what happened and say it was wildly out of character but like !!! idk ive been WAITING#for her to develop some bad habits in response to people constantly giving their life for her#i also dont think shes as dumb or naive as ppl are saying why would u NOT have faith in that she knows what shes doing???#did she take a WILDLY big leap at the end. yes definitely. and itll probably be bad before it gets good but all in all shes proved herself#to be a good leader & capable of defending and protecting her team...#this wont go anywhere bc they wont ever bring that issue up again so ill stfu#RAHHH!!!!
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man i love the people im surrounded with. how did this happen. youre all so lovely😭
#istg tumblr is the BEST place to find people#all my current online friends who im close asf with are people i found on here#my girl my besties hell even some of my mutuals i dont talk to bruh#almost all of em were found on here#who knew life would turn like this bro. who knew#its grateful hours rn stfu idc#like yall. i cannot put into words how much you mean to me#im finally getting out of a mental rut thats lasted me a few months (school related) (school just ended)#and the fact YALL STAYED BY ME???#its small nd yall r gonna be like dub miguel. friends do that#but i aint never had that#like the past three years around this same time i have lost people important to me and lost core support systems over and over and over#and it feels nice that im better enough/healed enough#and surrounded by people who truly care for me#that thats not the case anymore. its so liberating and god does it make me want to cry tears of gratefulness that this is my life now#i am loved in so many ways that i cannot even recount right now.#sorry maternity classes gang (group chat) im gonna lovedump later on you tonight probably#man. mann.#this is my life#like#/pos#thats so lovely man.#wanna namedrop yall so bad bc people deserve to know you all and deserve to know how beautiful and loving you are#but ik i shouldnt for privacy😭#ily all tho#even if we aint talk much ur presence is always appreciated by me#sorry sorry ill shut up now😭#indigo speaks#yapping
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ahaha you guys ever think of how hazel and frank befriended and bonded with a version of percy that doesnt exist anymore. wym no
#he didnt have his memories he didnt have his trauma his life wasnt divided in before/during/after gabe#in tlt hes hesitant to befriend ppl and always looks for ulterior motives and in son he does the EXACT opposite its INSANE#its like he was a small kid. he hasnt been that kid in years.#the gods ripped a child from his coffin and forced him to survive a world hes never met. again.#and now hes dead again! bc percy got his memories and its all back to normal and Hell Never Be That Boy Ever Again#the way percy got headaches and pains and fevers while regaining his memories. he was DYING and his body acted accordingly#whatever. i dont care.#i dont care i dont care i dont care#im just glad he at least kept his memories from that time imagine if he forgot them when gaining his old memories back lol#< stfu take that back#sorry its almost 6 am and i didnt sleep augh. anyway#pjo#percy jackson#son of neptune#hoo#heroes of olympus
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UM, ASTER/YAKUMO I ONLY *JUST* FOUND? HELLO?
I've never felt so seen. So represented. Thank u aster. Here are some of my fave lines
#after reading this i had to consult The Chart to see if it lined up with the fic and#well. yeah. guess it did 😂😂😂😂#narration in aster's voice is so wonderfully comedic and snarky i loved every second of it. u manipulative gremlin#WHY IS YAKUMO SO CUTE HE SHOULDnT BE CUTE BUT I WANTNA *knuckles turning white from my trembling iron fist*#what was that picture of yakumo with the comment like [boys with big brown eyes like a baby cow stfu]#yeah that thing. that image was pulsing throughout the fic. intrusive adoring thought#aster sees yakumo's big soulful innocent eyes looking up at him and he's all#i need to slaughter him. i need to pound him into cutlets and distribute him to the masses for insane profit#ah..... is this cuteness aggression...#I NEED TO BULLY HIM. HE IS TRYNIG SO HARD TO BE GOOD I NEED TO#hyperventilates into my pizza box#sipping tea and reading while occasionally yelling out#SO true bestie [aster]. (melodramatic sigh)#idk why it's funny that yakumo squeaks in fic. it is SO FUNNY. hey look it's a squeaky mouse#wait he's a snake? are u sure? dont snake eat mice?...........ARE U SURE HE ISN'T A TINY minuscule RODENT LIVING INSIDE A DAISY? NO???#BIG DANGEROUS BLACK SHADOWY VENOMOUS SNAKE? ok..............sounds fake..........but if u say so........................#i'm fine. i'm not still having a Time of accepting mr serpent into my life. what are u talking about. i am fine.#i am reading words and acting in ways#hahahaaha! how can you awaken something when i already know it's awake??!!#(spoiler alert: i was not truly aware of its awakeness but i've been thinking of this fic for days so i'm pretty sure the awakening is NOW)#(insert pillar men theme) (sighs wearily at my own clownery)
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Welp, when I said kill all rapists before I was kind of imagining her killing herself. Me thinking about killing her was just a fantasy to make me feel better. But now I know that one day, I'll kill her, and maybe someone who needs a little push in the right direction will hear about it and will kill their rapist, too. Repeat cycle.
Make rapists afraid again.
#honestly it was mostly just a fantasy this past year but it finally feels real.#one day im gonna kill my rapist and i dont give a shit what happens afterwards.#who knows when that day will come. but im going to kill her. and it'll be the greatest day of my life.#gonna make sure i have something to leave behind other than my tumblr though.#id call it a manifesto but that makes me sound like the fucking unabomber or smth#if i get extra lucky i might have the chance to kill more rapists than just her.#“b-but revenge is ultimately self harm!” yeah but at least thats productive#the 3 years i spent starving myself for her only got me raped and strangled#the revenge is a good thing. she deserves to die and her death might send a message to all the other rapists#or even better. their victims. maybe i can give someone the courage to kill their abuser.#trust me when its a queer teenager doing the killing people will never stfu about it#if she killed me people would care for maybe a week. but the world loves their rapists. when i kill her. everyone will care.#and the ones who know im right might get the courage to also do whats right.
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I WANT TO FEEL SO GATSBY FOR A WHOLE YEAR!!!
#ever since i was a kid i knew i wanted to be rich#I JUST WANT TO ENJOY MY LIFE IN PEACE AND DONT HAVE TO WORRY ABOUT MONEY!#'yoh just have to go to work 🤪🤪' no tf i can't and I won't stfu#I WANNA DIE /JK#rambles
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btw im open for some sketch requests ✌️
#i am fighting artblock with my life#only some bc there are some ships i dont feel comfortable drawing#mainly ky man and bu nny#nothing against those ships theyre just not my thing#it also doesnt have to be shipping or k2 related#stfu sal
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this is my rube ass old grandpa opinion but I prefer when video games keep voice acting to the "important" bits. I feel my brain shutting off so so so hard when they're slowly, mediocrely voicing every last inconsequential substory line. it draws out stuff that may not be worth paying attention to and/or would be better enjoyed at a reading pace over a speaking one. it takes very very good voice acting for me to not feel this way but so far the only game that's done this was bg3. sad
#yakuza 6 voiced substories sucked the life out of the side content in that game for me#i dunno theres clearly a way to do if#but if the actors are missing direction or suck i csn feel my brain leaking from my ears#fe engage is super guilty of this too. like stfu this is SO trite and boring#elder scrolls is good for it!!! but that's because the dialogue doesnt waste your time#Anyway i guess im just pondering. video games dont have to be movies. i like the blend of cinema + reading in lots of games. even tho it#was very definitely a budgetary thing#theres a point where - to me - it passes beyond being a nice quirk of high-budget studios and becomes almost... egotism#ykwim#like damn you reallt wanna suck your writers off sooo bad huh. like sooo sloppy style
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rant <3
#so i told my friend im thinking abt engaging more in my christian community again starting w going to church more and visiti g exchanges etc#she kniws abt basically all my other friends being more than less religious and active in their respective communities#+ my family being religious even during soviet times and she even kniws abt the orthodox side of my family#so this shouldnt surprise her this much#why is she trying to talk me out of it saying christianity is evil and she cant agree to creationism like ok bitch me too#she acting as if im gonna become some republican american blonde woman or an primitive medieval peasant wthhh#and like i get it she and her family have always been agnostic and she doesnt have any personal experience with believe and faith#but that is even more reason to shut the hell up?? especially bc i just told her as like a life update i didnt want to start a discussion#w an agnostic no less#ppl like that make me so uncomfortable and then she kept saying things like this person is godless as a joke like stfu???#and kept bringing up she csnt believe in god at random times it made me so umcomfortable#especially bc now i feel hesitant to invite her to hangouts w my more 'strict' friends like idk what she thinks abt them and i dont want to#expose my friends who have to listen to enough shit to someone like that like i want my home to be a safe space for my friends#anyways thats the same girl who keeps telling me she doesnt think im white and when i tell her her saying this makes me uncomfortable#shes argues its ok bc she is not white herself ok wth im literally german/slavic how is that not white im crying#cant really articulate what exactly makes me uncomfy abt this but feels like she wants to enable me its really weird#also with tge christian stuff like ive always been religious she kniws abt me reading religious texts its so weird to me#why are you my friend if you disagree with a foundamental part of my life#maybe she thoight i was an ok one bc me and my familys approach to believe and faith is very relaxed but wth man
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#i have multiple discord servers for vent shit but unfortanely my sister is on all of them and i dont wanna bother her so#yeah everyone ignore this i just need to fucking explode#my mother is pissing me off so fucking much rn#she never shuts the fuck up#only cares about her own damn fucking problems#shes going on about how she cant find a book and she needs my help and im like mom#i just spilled water on my laptop can you stfu#and you know what she fucking says?#well maybe if you didnt always hide in your room with your computer#first of all im a fucking adult and istg once i have enough money im blowing this fucking stand in a heartbeat#and second of al#I WAS OUTSIDE#BECAUSE FOR ONCE IN MY FUCKING LIFE I WAS TRYING TO GET SOME FRESH AIR#IM SICK OF BEING INSIDE#BUT WHEN I GO OUTSIDE SHE CAN COME TO ME WHICH I HATE MORE#so i try to go outside for once and what does it fucking get me#well the fucking water on my computer and audio issues#which thank God i fixed but ugh am i still pissed the fuck off#and my fucking “best friend” can barely give me the fucking time of day#leaves me on delivered for days at a time#and then straight up ignores my questions and wont fucking talk to me#but oh they'll call me randomly if they need my help#like is that all i fucking am to you?#UGH#trying to breathe#im going to put on headphones and writing gay fanfiction that always cheers me up
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Thinking about going to World Most Boring Bible Study Ever. Idk yall. Idk. Idek.
#the number of times i have faked a call yo leave early. the number of times ive played solitaire on my phone. i got to the potty to kill tim#like! just answer questions its not that hard!!!!!!#you dont even need to be right just throw some spaghetti at the wall and see what sticks!#also group leaders stop reading questions from a script from your phone#ALSO PLEASE CAN WE STOP GOING THROUGH THE SAME VERSES WE GO THROUVH ON SUNDAYS#this is why we have a split in our life group/church crowdm just sayin#i just. i just miss doing bible studys with people who were way smarter than me#being a church kid in a college church is just 👁👄👁#i shpuldnt be dreading going to bible study!!!!!!#so its probably a me problem right?!#and also the group leaders have had to tell me to stfu more than once (politely. which was really annoying. dont pussyfoot around!!)#also our only bible study is also our ~only space for new comers~ so i get in trouble if i get too meaty in my excitements and theology#EHICH SHOJLDNT BE MY FAULT!!!!!!!#and YEAH it IS my fault that its my only spot where im spiritually feeding. but also there is a secret eomens group people mention that..#i guess im just excluded from? but also i know most of the women dont like me bc I have interminable Doesnt Shut Up Disease l#like i understand fhat yes it is a little my fault rhat me talking about deep theology makes them feel inadequate but also THAT SHOULDNT BE#guh. i also forgot my meds today so im a little bit more mulish and hard hearted#and i KNOW its a teachable moment amd God is usimg this to temper me or something else but im feelimg grumblr#and ill probably delete this later.#and i have to got to work ok bye
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ffs stop whining and measuring your worth through tumblr notes
oh my gooooogddd a person who makes content for a website wants them to do welllll oh nooo how horrible and unexpecteeeedddd who would've ever guessed a creator wants to be shown and told their work is cool???1?1?1!1?1!1?1??11
#fuck off ur annoying#I'm not fucking measuring my worth w tumblr notes stfu#i just want stuff to do well bc its nice to know u make stuff other people like#kyle.answers#also. to make it clear. I'm being dramatic when I say i will cry or retire if smth doesn't do well. its fun.#i dont like it if smth doesn't get the attention I think it deserves but it truly doesn't bother me for more then? idk 5 minutes#its uh bc i have this thing called a life outside of tumblr its new idk if uve heard of it
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so many people on here are clearly just wannabe hipsters and it's honestly just kinda pathetic lol
#so many people like 'i dont like xyz popular thing which makes me Better than everyone else'#like babe stfu lol#personal#cant even blame it on y'all being teenagers since i mostly see 20+ y/os act this way#mainly making this cos i just saw someone make a post about how they didnt find taylor swisscheese attractive#(censoring her name cos i dont want this showing up in tags lol)#which like ???? cool ??? good for you lol???#ur literally every 12 y/o ever claiming they dont like pop music to appear badass lol#i dont even care about swisscheese but it's just so bizarre that someone would go out of their way to make that kinda post lol#idk im just ranting soz#im in a bad mood cos the neighbours have been fucking DRILLING ALL FUCKING DAY#and im hormonal so i just feellike crap#anyway stop making ur personality about how much u hate mainstream stuff and just go and fucking enjoy life ffs
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