#starting this blog off right!

[littleprincerianne]

"electric car or car that runs on gasoline?" no boo, these:

[ssruis]

Nene getting angrier and angrier explaining that there are Pokémon who can harness power equivalent to a nuclear bomb and there’s a Pokémon that is literally god and a Pokémon who embodies death and and and vs an increasingly defensive tsukasa who refuses to back down and just keeps going “yeah but it’s a lot of lions”

[dailyjevil]

hello!! hope you're having a good day :D

since you're doing the pride flag challenge, I hope you don't mind me requesting the lithromantic/sexual flag!

left is lithsexual and the right is lithromantic, idm which one you pick :]

(it means to feel romantic and/or sexual attraction to someone but doesn't want the feeling reciprocated or stops once it is :>)

Day 297 of posting Jevil every day

[stuckinapril]

I’m finally biting the bullet and contacting a therapist today after being ambivalent ab it for so long… this hellsite has its many disadvantages but one thing I can say is it has truly helped me be less scared of pursuing therapy. Silver lining etc etc

[growinguparo]

It makes me feel very weird hanging out with people who are in monogamous romantic relationships. I dunno how to articulate it exactly. Some kind of combination of “I don’t want that, I don’t understand that, it’s weird to me, it makes me uncomfortable to witness and even more uncomfortable to participate in” and at the same time “I want intimacy, I don’t want all my friends to go do this thing I can’t do and leave me behind, I feel left out, I wish these gestures didn’t have romantic connotations attached so maybe I’d feel like I’m allowed to do them too even though your partner is right there”. There’s a sense of internal conflict between these two emotions; this sense of repulsion and this sense of jealousy (for lack of a better word) - cuz how can you be jealous of something you really really don’t want?

Even having been in monogamous romantic relationships myself, it felt icky to me for the same reasons, as if seeing myself become what I dislike. I always felt shame about them, I didn’t know how to be proud of having a partner. It’s just not for me.

The whole thing is very internal. My friends are cool, they’re not ditching me at all. If for any reason we are growing distant it’s because I’m not good at keeping in contact. But it’s like they’re all slowly moving into the “next stage of life” (planning their lives around each other, operating as a unit, settling down) and I’m still sitting at the previous one with no desire to follow them. It’s not just that I’m not ready yet; I don’t aspire to what they have at all, and yet I still don’t want to be left behind. And that feels very weird, and confusing, and a bit bitter.

Alienating. That’s the word I was looking for.

[wayfinderships]

I really wish Tumblr would make it so I don't have to see posts of people I have blocked😔

[vellichorom]

Do GoreGuts or their parable have a Stanley? Because I don't think rosemary is supposed to be staney anymore right?

THAT'S RIGHT!

TLDR ;; rosemary's fall into the game accidentally knocked stanley OUT of it, leading to his unintentional replacement & his corruption into " the settings person " - also known as " nobody, "

unlike rosemary - who's a flesh & blood human thrust into a digital world, stanley was created by the narrator Mostly as an AI-driven vessel for the player to take hold of & for him to toy with. BUT- now the AI's more or less just fused to the simulated complex & helps keep it running.

BUT YEAH! HE'S THERE STILL. KIND OF !!!!

( you should ask @/tomiechu more about it as they designed the guy !!!! )

[idreamofopaline]

Give u a banan

[0509-brainrot]

shake up that brain

[suddencolds]

vent//

[pokimoko]

I have had it with these motherfucking spam bots on this motherfucking site.

[bams-2]

One of my ocs cosplaying as Siffrin from In Stars And Time, since I thought it would be fun to draw

[bcbryar]

Always thinking about the Bdubs faggot clip. Tonight thinking about him calling me a fag while he rapes me.

[defiledtomb]

selene what's got you smiling so sweetly? (is it the hunter, covered in blood?) ๏˽๏

[doodlesdreaming]

To those fakers who keep sending me and other people asks for money for their 'campaigns', when there is LITERALLY a genocide happening in the world right now, I only have one thing to say to you:

FUCK.

YOU.

[tanicus-caesareth]

guarana drama, damage control