#spiralling in close my eyes

[edge-oftheworld]

had a massive realisation last night. easy for you to say is an anger song

[dyke-in-crisis]

Needles peak before I post the whole thing 🤭

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[sinnbaddie]

Naruto has a multitude of characters where their writing is heavily based in queerness and queer experiences. From the devotion two characters have for one another to a point where they would trust each other with their lives, to feeling like the other one is the only person who truly to their core understands them and accepts them for who they are despite their flaws and issues they’ve done in the past.

Naruto as a series is so queer in its writing that the writer - whether intentional or not - made the main two characters always run after each other even if one of them fell into darkness, saying he’d shoulder the pain he’s holding just so he can be near him and you’re saying you think… Obito is gay?? The guy who literally lost his mind over a girl??

Edit: I’m talking about canon btw. Hc if you’d like I’ll always support that, but he’s not canonically gay or bi. His character is rooted in his love for a girl and the only reason he saved kk was to have time alone w Rin because he didn’t want him interfering. He’s in love w Rin and only Rin in canon🙇‍♂️

[nabaath-areng]

Having to micromanage your entire physical battery day in and day out is so exhausting, especially when your ability fluctuates without rhyme or reason with every single day. I'm starting to have to reframe how I view and tackle my task lists because otherwise the grief and frustration becomes so much that I get nothing done. I'd love to complete the entire list today, but I'm gonna have to limit myself to ticking off two tasks just so I don't burn myself out to the point of being unable to do anything later...

[brainworms-all-night-long]

Baby Nine AU: Has Tails ever been a little brat to Nine unintentionally while playing with him? Did he get his lesson, comeuppance, or punishment for it.

For example, Tails discovers that Nine can be scuffed and picks him up that way over and over while giggling due to him curling up or going limp. Sonic sees this and picks Tails up by his scruff after first giving him an ignored warning not to do it. So, Tails is curled up or limp in air jail for some time due to still having his own scruff reflex and Nine is laughing at him while playing.

Hmm, no. At least definitely Tails would never do such a thing, intentionally or unintentionally, since he's like one of the people to know how much distress unwanted physical contact would bring to the poor little guy. And I also don't thinks Nine would really be up to "playing" and openly giggling in like the innocent baby sense. Ik is said "baby" Nine but I actually meant like, a four year old baby. Like just a little guy, Classic Tails age. Little-er than he was in the show, but not as little that it would get him classified medically as a literal baby. I need him to already comprehend and have some of his trauma for later story purposes :)

But if someone were to roughhouse or obviously bring little Nine to distress with no signs of stopping – let's say... Renegade – who's not actually trying to be deliberately malicious or anything, but also doesn't necessarily understand Nine's trauma (cuz why would anyone tell him abt it) and just can't help it because the fox is literally just so so tiny and so so adorable with his little angry face.

Either way doesn't excuse him and he's definitely in for a stern talking-to from a certain other fox and a hedgehog pretty soon...

[tojisun]

I bet königs name is some silly shit like Karl

Cuz we got two Johns, KYLE 😭😭😭😭😭 and fucking Simon 💀💀💀

Bet König thought it was funny since they both start with the letter K

I CANT STOP LAUGHING MY GOODNESS literally on my knees heaving

(i faked moan the name karl to see if its sexy and, personally, it isnt!! no wonder he changed it to konig)

or or. imagine: kurt

ok but if his name doesn’t start w ‘K’ i think itd lean towards something biblical too atp. so i raise u konig whose potential real name could be: josef.

(on top of josef, jonathan and gabriel are my other brainworm which, i fear, im also liking)

[lightbulb-warning]

THERE ARE LEECHES IN MY EYEBALL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! grug can you hear me grugg grugg where are you grugg the DRILL grugg get the DRILL GRU-

[little-eye-guy]

my little guys ^_^

[fandom-mix-16]

It's the way Harvey closed his eyes and opened his mouth before his lips touched Donna's.

[eloquent-kitty]

im falling asleep but god i wanna be broken so bad! want someone to slip something into a drink or show me a spiral when im not prepared and watch as i get stupid for them. need someone to make me their stupid little pet just a dumb cat that needs to be fucked

someone show me spirals and erase any notion of autonomy from my mind

[pixlmonkeys]

the thanatophobia be thanatophobiaing aaaaaaaaa

[teazzle]

laying here, with my second? covid infection, mourning my life. watching instagram videos of people in crowds at festivals packed in right together and thinking about how I'll never be comfortable enough to do that. i went to two restaurants last weekend and now i have covid so im like??? am i going to stop going to restaurants?? i dont know what the rest of my life is going to be like if im too conscious of covid to go where people are. am i never going to meet new people now

[tamaharu]

bc like. sumire yoshizawa. and everyone in her life is telling her different things. ill do it for you. you dont have to do it. do it for me. then youve got mean angry akechi in the corner, who sees where these things lead, who says, not looking at her and not being nice about it, do it for yourself. if you even care.

[ghostzzy]

i miss myself.

[swagging-back-to]

the other day i was cleaning out my stuff again to declutter again and I found a really old list of reasons why I wanted to stop smoking back in like. 2018. it was so sad. i didn't take picture and it was actually a few weeks ago but it was just so clear it had such a hold over me and still kinda does