#when i close my eyes
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high to death by car seat headrest :(
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from "devil on my shoulder" lyric video
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the other day i was cleaning out my stuff again to declutter again and I found a really old list of reasons why I wanted to stop smoking back in like. 2018. it was so sad. i didn't take picture and it was actually a few weeks ago but it was just so clear it had such a hold over me and still kinda does
#im getting better thooo#i only smoke a few times a day. maybe three at most#most days i forget to#esp on the weekends#i just completely forget#and also when i smoke at night now I just feel so sick#so so fucking sick#i close my eyes and it feels like Im spiraling downwards out of control#i literally live out my real username#it hurts so bad#besties i grew up with sotmach issues my whole life and with headaches and nausea all the time#i hate it#and it makes me like that#when i close my eyes#as im trying to sleep#but if i dont smoke before bed then i staay up till 4-6am#but i do that anyway#idk#it ruins yourlife actually
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Shanice - When I Close My Eyes
*haven’t heard this in so long, I had to post it - still gives me chills
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"why do i pull you close and then ask you for space? if all it is, is 8 letters why is it so hard to say?"
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new song discovered! it's from the album When I Close My Eyes by Chelsea Cutler and it's called You're Gonna Miss This. on a scale of 1 - 100 this song rates 27 in popularity.
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i don't think the theraprism is a good thing, guys
#gravity falls#the book of bill#bill cipher#comic#stump art#tbob spoilers#ford having a lovely cup of tea. thinking to himself. an angel has just sung something i believe#i shall close my eyes . and die now#< -- SAD . but it had to happen#everyone kiss your sad grandpa if you have one . you never know when bill cipher is going to blow his ass up
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showed my friend that image of david tennant chilchuck. she said the ninth doctor would be better and sent this back. i havent felt peace since
#i see this when i close my eyes#dungeon meshi#chilchuck tims#chilchuck#christopher eccleston#doctor who
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dungeon meshi as my favorite new girl scenes (and i change drawing process halfway through sshhh dont be scared its normal i swear)
#basically i found this note from 2021 where i wrote all of these and MORE i see new girl when i close my eyes#this is by me for me#i love them all so much#my art#dungeon meshi#delicious in dungeon#dunmeshi#senshi#laios#chilchuck#chilchuk tims#marcille donato#marcille#falin touden#falin#laios touden#kabru#izutsumi#senshi of izganda#dungeon meshi fanart#fanart
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Idc what anyone says I like Barbie Dreams
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#illustration#trans man#oc#milomir#yuval#im finally writing down their story for my book..#Yuval is hard to be around. Often in a bad mood and makes reasons to not like everyone he meets. Excuses to not be close to people#A paranoid depressive lost in his head..But poetic and yearning when alone.#Milomir is also rough around the edges but very loyal to those he likes. Doesn't have good boundaries. He is obsessive and goes too far.#He's the fairy the other fairies are kinda like “Uh.. Dude.. Too much..” to#yuval thinks the sea is trying to kidnap him (and he's right)#milomir spent hundreds of hours crafting the wings he wears so he would look like a more acceptable fairy. He's actually a whirligig beetle#His hood covers his second set of eyes.#anyway I thought I would arrange their panels in a nice way..
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from "devil on my shoulder" lyric video
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my fragile heart beats
#when i close my eyes#that is what i focus on#once i was in a meditation group and i was focused on my heartbeat so strongly#i felt like the who world was thrumming#but it’s also so fragile and yet it pushes me forward#it really impresses me that something so delicate can be so vital
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Posting a sneak-peak of this now because I'm about to be In The Shit school workload-wise, so this'll take me a while to finish.
Doing some character design exploration/expression sheets for Celestia and Luna. Figuring out Celestia's weird ass anatomy while I'm at it.
#mlp#celestia#fanart#my art#wip#the grand galloping 20s#delete later#look at me fucking smart guy signed up for 4 art classes in one quarter#so now i have 4 concurrent art/film/creative writing projects going on at the same fucking time#taking bets on how fast i burn out#anyways the idea behind the faces is the front face is the surface. it displays whatever emotions celestia intends when she's in control.#the two side faces––sadness and anger––are sides of her she has less control over. i drew all 3 faces active for the exploration#but in reality only 1 is active at a time. the others will either close their eyes or go catatonic like a puppet or doll#the final face on the back of the head is the deep subconscious. every ugly and violent and hateful thought and emotion#that lies buried under the surface. celestia has no control over that side of her. if she ever wakes
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