#sorry if im being a downer

[bigbuxbolds]

cant have shit as a twins fan

[tsukasalover]

hi does anyone have any prsk fics to recommend i had like about 20 bookmarked on a browser and can’t get any of them back now because i had to delete it 😭 specifically wxs fics would be good but idm anything

[nostalgic-manatee]

I don’t know if you heard this or not but there is going to be a new larryboy movie coming out in 2026

Yes! I've known about it since the first article released. I wanted to wait until we got more info before I said anything.

After hearing Phil's side of it, I'm honestly not looking forward to it. I don't think they're gonna ask Phil to be a part of it. If they do, they'll probably just ask him to do the voices, and I know Phil would definitely decline that offer (and I don't blame him).

We know they reached out to Mike, but we haven't heard his answer yet. I'll respect whatever his choice is, but I can't imagine a Larryboy movie (or any VeggieTales movie) without Phil.

That coupled with Leslie Ferrel's stance on VeggieTales being a preschool show, you're gonna get a superhero kids movie with cheesy lines and a basic plot.

[cupiidzbow]

im doing something different for commissions this coming time

[greenfiredragonfly]

Celebrating ace week by being lonely af, as usual. Which I think is very on brand for aspec people, actually. Isolation, yippee!!! Never fitting in or having a place in society yippee!!!

[dailydegurechaff]

You don't have to reply to this, but I am very happy to stumble across a non-problematic Youjo Senki fanpage. 💖

Thank you very much!! I'll continue to do my best!

[cecilthecowardly]

the yearning is unending i just want to actually live to see the day i get to meet this guy in person and i’ll be dann lucky if i can live to see 18

[cheerfullycatholic]

So just found out my baby niece or nephew might be born on the same day my grandmother died 👍 that wouldn't be bad at all but I know a couple people in my family would rather mourn death than celebrate new life and wouldn't let him or her forget it

[anewp0tat0]

kinda spoilers for the latest kuro arc if you aren't caught up

honestly, I'm now pretty scared that the next mini arc and series finale will be emotionally disapointing.

it's already obvious that the pacing has been bad for a very long time, and engagement gets lower and lower as we go on. but for some reason, it's never really clicked for me how emotionless I feel while reading recently.

it's probably because of how grim this orphanage mini arc is compared to the last two that it occurred to me: if I read or watched this arc consecutively in the form of a single chapter or episode, well dare that I would cry for these children, eventually. I would be riding the waves of trust and fear, and there wouldn't be enough time for me to process my feelings, leaving me a sopping mess. that's how I like to consume media.

but there's too much time in between, and so I don't... really feel anything. and this arc is sad, just as sad as those orphans during the Circus arc, but I just don't feel or even care for them a lot. to put it heavily.

this isn't a commentary on how I feel in the fandom now or anything, my point here is that so many people, me included, are looking forwards to the next mini arc with Ciel and Sebastian(especially the people who left the fandom until they return) because we're expecting new dark discoveries and emotional turmoil. this applies to the finale as well. blood, death, trauma, a moment of happiness, all that awful stuff will happen! but now I'm worried that the emotional impacts won't hit me at all, and then I'll be.... disapointed.

sad thoughts, sorry. in the end, I'll still be here. it's just weird that I only realize this now.

[estradasphere]

what are todays rottel thoughts

hi forfy!!! I just got out of bed so not many! head empty. my only plans for today are to queue hyhtb polls then eat, and MAYBE clean my room tho that last one ive been saying i'll do for months and i still havent T_T executive dysfunction has been a biiiiiitch lately. i still owe someone art from christmas too but im artblocked so bad... orz

[ghoulangerlee]

trying my best to sleep but alas

I remember the last time I was down bad for a lot of money, it was a few years before I came to Georgia. I was homeless and terrified. I lost my job because I had no way to get to work (the other car I was driving, my sister and brother in law took out a title loan on it and weren't paying on it so it got taken)

And finally we caved and asked my aunt for help, after not talking to her for so long, we asked for help. And we got help of course, but at a really nasty sort of cost.

The emotional, psychological and sometimes borderline physical abuse I experienced while accepting her "help". The way she tried to turn my sister and brother in law against me.

The time I nearly had a heart attack because I was in a very unhealthy place and my aunt would tell me I was faking it.

I am not and will never ask her for help or money again but this whole situation has drudged up some really unpleasant memories of asking my aunt for help and getting fucked over in the end.

She's the reason I still flinch at the sound of the default iphone ringtone or feel anxiety bubble up in me when I see a silver kia soul.

It is. :(

[iiusia]

i think there is just something fundamentally wrong with my brain that makes it and school not mix

[blu3berrydraws]

I don't want to hear anything about the world anymore thanks

[celadonlonghorn]

running my drawings through glaze to repost them on twitter and wondering if this shit is even worth it anymore

[scourgefrontiers]

genuinely ive been lulled into a false sense of security by my carefully curated online spaces to the point of where i feel safe enough to be open about my identity like all the time. but i keep forgetting that a lot of spaces arent like that.

a lot of people, even online--hell, especially online--are just...hateful. theyre bigoted and hateful and downright evil sometimes. if i were to even Hint at being anything but a cis straight christian, these people would come for my fucking life. they'd call me names, insult me in every possible way, threaten violence, wish harm upon me, etc...and just Knowing that really fucking sucks

[kushamiqueen]

I wish I could just go back to being lonely like I used to be.

Knowing what I'm missing is so much harder.