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So just found out my baby niece or nephew might be born on the same day my grandmother died 👍 that wouldn't be bad at all but I know a couple people in my family would rather mourn death than celebrate new life and wouldn't let him or her forget it
#to me itd feel like such a gift#the symbolism!!!!#i cant even get into explaining and rambling right now because i need to go soon but the symbolism!!!!!!#and i know my grandma would love to have something to be happy about on the day!#but the people man the people!#i can already hear it#'you know your great grandma died today'#'youll have to share your birthday with her death day for the rest of your life isnt that such a shame'#'sorry dear happy birthday i just have a lot of feelings about your great grandma today'#feelings are okay!#i have my own!!#but please theyre just a baby just a child dont be a downer#celebrate life dont mourn death in front of the birthday boy or girl#i dont know why im stressing about this already the kid isnt even close to being born yet#they may not even be born on the day#i just have feelings excuse me
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Just a girl who wants to be her mother’s daughter in the ways that matter
#Such a tenacious go getter & the smartest woman ik#Has NEVER looked back at a man twice. Knows she’s beautiful & that attention is guaranteed. Never desperate for male validation ever#The best fashion sense ik. She’s the epitome of classic & vintage#Doesn’t gaf what others are doing / is always tunnel visioned on her own goals#A mega workaholic and like. Maybe I’d rather balance but still she’s still an overachiever#I feel im becoming more and more like her by the day but still I have some work to do#Need to be more focused & to stop entertaining little boys fr#I just want to move w the unshackling confidence & elegance she seems to emanate effortlessly#I swear that woman was born that way!!!! So unfair for the rest of us mortals#Why does no one talk about the psychological torture that comes w having a naturally gorgeous genius mother#I’m dying over here I just wanna be like her but im pushing that boulder up the hill all the time#Meanwhile she’s always just On#HOW#Just an eldest daughter having a crisis about her mother who is also#The eldest daughter out of her and her two brothers#I need to journal about this I need to meditate#How to manufacture the drive that your mother was simply endowed with at birth#Not even joking I just got off my internship and now im sitting on a swing under the late May sun having a crisis about this
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I keep getting so caught up in the euphoria of so many people getting to know and love Kay Faraday for the first time that for a moment I forget that I live in a fandom that will inevitably reduce her to a prop for narumitsu.
#aa salt#ace attorney investigations#ace attorney#kay faraday#stop making her 'narumitsu's' kid she don't know phoenix from adam#also the gumshoe; badd and byrne erasure drives me insane#badd has known her since the day she was born; gumshoe was there for her even before miles was#she kicked bratworth in the shin ffs b/c he was being mean to her new friend gummy#byrne and kay's promise notebook are key parts to her characterization#i'll grant her a special familial bond w/ miles b/c it's important to both their characterizations and beautiful#but not phoenix; he already has maya and trucy to be his best girls#he doesn't need another one#and honestly shoving kay into that role kind of undermines maya and trucy as well since it treats them as the same/interchangeable#which this fandom already has more than enough problems with tbh#i just love kay a lot okay#i may project more onto kristoph and athena but i still think kay is my fave aa character overall
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#swtor#sith warrior#eralei audroti#gonna ramble in the tags real quick hope u don’t mind#six years ago today i created one of my most beloved characters of my whole entire life#and i may not really Go Here(TM) anymore but i still love her just the same#i can’t even really put into words how much she means to me#without getting too much into it…as corny as it sounds she really did help me realize so much about myself#im no stranger to putting myself in a character... i have been doing this since i was a child#but there are such sacred precious pieces of me in eralei#pieces i never even realized i planted#and i will forever be thankful for this beautiful little creation of mine#she inspired me so much#led me to deepen some friendships even#even though i don’t play swtor anymore she will always have a special place in my heart#i will seriously cherish her until the day i die#she may just be a fictional character in a video game born from my imagination#but to me she is so so so much more than that#happy birthday eralei#i love u
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One underrepresented genre in Star Wars fics seem to be individual clone-centric narratives, especially in time travel fics, which are my favorites. Not just clone culture- and I LOVE speculative takes on clone culture- but picking your favorite guy in particular, separating him out from the whole of the brotherhood of the clone army and going "okay, what will he do now?"
#star wars#tcw#it drives home the clones' individual natures while simultaneously harking back to how important cultural brotherhood has always been#also it gives a fun 'the force flows through everyone; yes including your dumb force-insensitive ass' narratives#also very: WHAT DO YOU MEAN YOU WERE BORN AND BRED AS A SOLDIER?? for outside povs. which rock my world severely#wrote this several months to a year ago and found it in my drafts so it may not be true anymore#I also want to see a random squad one day. like not just a Guy Who Got Plot Access but just like. Troopers. in a world without brothers#before the troopers were even a twinkle in Sifo Dayas's eyes
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Urgghhhh. I do not enjoy My Job.
#quailchatter#I feel so disconnected from myself as a creative these days#because I just have zero energy to create and it just makes me sad#but beyond that it's definitely not a job that's good for my mental or even physical health#legitimately had my primary doctor worry about my blood pressure after work#i hate customer service. I love people. I hate customer service#My lovely friends who may be reading this tell me to quit and I should but I keep trying to stick it out#for resume reasons. But arghh. Argh x100#Let me work with old archives at my own pace in a dusty library. I was born to do That and that exactly#sorry for the lack of posting or art. Work eating my life
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(//i don't normally do text but cw in the tags erm. i went a little off track)
#inanimate insanity#ii#ii lightbulb#daily lightbulb#scribbly bulb#god. ohh my god. im not doing so hot yall#once again i apologize for suddenly halting on posting; ive had a couple rough days recently and it's constantly crashed my motivation to#even QUEUE SCREENSHOTS. my mental health has been so messed up too and i just had to take a step back#for starters. happy birthday to my baby sister that was born yesterday. like legit. im a big sister now#it's hard getting used to it; i was never good with change#secondly; like in the 100 post i've gained a new fixation thats unfortunately pushed ii to the side#i have adhd and autism so its hard for me to keep up with such a daily routine that includes a media i may end up losing interest in#i LOVE lightbulb and i LOVE ii i just.....need a bit#thirdly; i actually havent seen inside out 2 yet. might end up watching it this week or next week though which will be fun#while waiting in the hospital inside out was playing on the room tv so i wanted to draw smth to get my thoughts out#inside out is one of my favorite. modern? disney movies. rlly means a lot to me.#sorry for ranting i shouldnt dump all my life problems on yall LMAO you just wanna see lb pics#anyways posting will try and resume! cant afford to slack off with ii 15 being so close#if anyone is reading this ty sm for liking my silly blog and i hope you have a good day/night#102
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I must say, it's pretty poetic that I've gotten to season 6 of Vampire Diaries right before another solar eclipse happens in America. I certainly didn't plan it, but it does feel like my timing is very appropriate with this one. I do have questions about the accuracy of the eclipse portrayal in the show, though. I mean, a solar eclipse did in fact happen on May 10, 1994, and it was visible across much of the country, so that much is accurate. But I don't think Mystic Falls would've had quite as good of a view as they show it having. For reference, here's a map of the May 1994 eclipse path (credit: timeanddate.com):
And, if you'll remember, Mystic Falls is like two hours from my old hometown just a stone's throw north of Lynchburg, Virginia, as seen on the locator spell map (this one's all over tumblr, forgive me for not remembering what blog I grabbed it from):
So if you zoom in on the timeanddate map and pick somewhere closeish to there:
It looks like Mystic Falls would be getting a little over 77% coverage or so. It's also worth noting that the '94 eclipse was an annular eclipse, not a total eclipse like tomorrow's eclipse. That still means that the moon went directly in front of the sun, but it does mean that it was small enough/far enough from earth that you didn't quite get full coverage of the sun (thanks to weather.gov for the nifty graphic):
So, I'm not positive whether it would've looked quite as dark as was shown in the show:
Although, I must admit, in this video I found on youtube of the '94 eclipse, (part of me is shocked to find footage from then but I know I shouldn't be like yes they had cameras in the 90s) it actually looks more similar than I expected it to look, but I imagine it was most likely filmed within the path of totality:
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But also, when Kai takes Bonnie to Portland, don't they see the eclipse again there? I couldn't find that clip on youtube just now, but Portland barely had any eclipse--only 42-43% coverage, so it would've been way milder of a visual effect, barely any dimming in the sky noticeable without eclipse glasses.
The funny thing is, the area where I live is going to be sitting right around 80% coverage tomorrow. I was lucky enough to get to travel to Missouri for the 2017 eclipse to get into the path of totality, but I'm afraid that it hasn't worked out for me to do so this year, which is immensely disappointing to me as an astronomy enjoyer, but I do still plan to go to an eclipse party and I'm going to start saving to try and get to Spain for the next total eclipse in 2026, which is going to be right around my 30th birthday (screaming). Anyways, it isn't great, but here's my best picture from the '17 eclipse:
I didn't even have a smartphone yet then, because despite it being 2017, I was somewhat of a luddite, so I had the purple flip phone I so stubbornly clung to and a point-and-click Nikon, but I still think this picture is pretty cool for what it is. Here's the zoom in so you can really see that ring of fire (and my shaking hands doubling the image):
Obviously you can find thousands of better eclipse pictures online, but that one's still special to me because it's mine. Anyways, I'll report back with smart phone pictures from whatever I see of the 80% total eclipse tomorrow to compare and contrast with Mystic Falls's 70% annular eclipse of the 90s, because from what I've heard it's going to be much less impressive than full totality was, but I've yet to watch a partial solar eclipse, so I'll just have to find out. Also, if you happen to have any vampiric loved ones trapped in a magical prison dimension who you need help freeing during the eclipse tomorrow, let me know and I'll see what I can do! ;) Hahaha. Anyways, happy eclipse everyone, and may we all possess sufficient self restraint to avoid eye damage (says the woman who has looked at the sun unprotected so many times and is probably going to go blind because of it some day. I know what I've done lol. Don't be me.)
#posts where I actually feel like I'm using my blog as a blog#Solar Eclipse#Solar Eclipse 2024#Solar Eclipse 1994#The Vampire Diaries#TVD 6x02#is where the screenshot's from specifically#Damon Salvatore#Bonnie Bennett#Eclipse History#nerding out over the eclipse in the vampire show#it's also funny to me how two eclipses in my lifetime are so close to my birthday. I think it probably means I have magical powers ;)#May 10 1994#that's two years and change before I was born#April 8 2024#I'm so tempted to ditch all my responsibilities and drive south to totality but it's an 8 hour drive and I'd have to leave at like 4am#if it was a 4-5 hour drive to totality I'd do it. but I think a 16 hour round trip would kill me and I didn't have the good sense to plan#or book a hotel in advance or anything and everything in totality will be booked up for sure. and tonight is the night I would need to be#in a hotel anyways so. missed that boat. I mean I could go now and just drive through the night. but ugh. I just. ugh. I can but I can't yk#anyways everybody says that the Vampire Diaries writing quality drops off around here but I'm still loving it so far#it's incredibly frustrating sometimes but like. it knows how to give me The Feels(tm) and so I'll let it jerk me around all it wants#I would personally prolly want to stay in the prison world for at least a little bit to get to enjoy that eclipse from a bunch of angles th#like that's a rad as heck day to get trapped on imho. Love me a good eclipse#i ramble#even in the tags I ramble#Youtube
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So somehow I managed to ony find out today that Jin Zixuan and Meng Yao's shared birthday is in fact just two days from mine which is fucking hilarious. And has inspired a new headcanon.
So I've got two younger siblings, and for some goddamn reason all of our birthdays are in a 15-day window. Something about the month of may just really did it for our parents. Anyway, since we don't officially know qin su and xuanyu's birthdays I think all the 4 known Jin kids should be born in february too, just to subject a-yao to some extra torture. Xuanyu should be, like, early-mid february, the 10th or something. But Qin su's should only be like 3 days after her husband's. They think it's cute when they're courting, and then everyrhing very quickly stops being cute. And in the days where they're married and xuanyu is at koi tower people talk about just how many birthdays zhongzu's family has in february and jgy should feel all kinds of ways about it.
#mdzs#mdzs headcanons#something about the month of may just does it for jin guangshan too i guess#ew#jin siblings#...do i need to warn for the canonical incest? even if just implied in the post itself#i do know ancient china uses a different calender but the wiki-given birthdays use the gregorian one#and the concept stays the same even with a different calendar. absurdly close birthdays is all i'm saying#... do we know rusong's birthday? for maximum psychic damage we can have him be born a few days off from xuanyu
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#‘your john mark mcmillan listening peaked in march’ GIRL I KNOW… march 4th to be exact#driving the 210 back from my sister’s house with pilgrim on repeat tears pouring down my face sun pouring through the clouds#hebrews 12:1 2 timothy 4:7 carrying the fire well done good and faithful servant type beat. all because of one hange zoe#not to mention everything else that happened the day after that. dare i even speak about what forgiveness does to a mf#also i may have streamed neon brother more than the man comes around this year but i have the man comes around on vinyl#it was number one this year in my heart and in my ears#flesh and bone by the killers is. well. a killer. because i have it on my trigun playlist AND my levi playlist 💕#my battle-born baby you will always be famous#and baby by oh wonder…. well let’s just say i’m jusy afraid that i’m washed up and dried out and the water ain’t gonna save me.#(i miss you lyss (!!!) )#personal
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I saw a video where Hillary Clinton blatantly lies and says there is a two state solution in Israel right now and Palestinians are in power and instead of using the money they have to build their country, they are using it all to attack Israel 🤢🥴🥴🥴💀💀🤡
The crazy thing is, since no one does their own research, I see the same exact theory in the comments of so many videos and posts. It really shows a few things- first that some people will not even do the bare minimum and will instead base their opinions on something they heard without having any proof, and two that politicians will blatantly lie. Just Blatantly. They are Not a reliable source of information they will say Anything to serve their ulterior motives.
#if anyone IS honestly interested in the argument#pls just Google the daily lives of Gazans- the israeli checkpoints they have to be interrogated at multiple times a day-#-sometimes to enter their own home-#the way israhell soldiers can station themselves in their homes and lock up the people in one of the rooms as they use the house#(former idf soldier interview)#the way they have walls and towers with cameras and have given bio-markers to track every palestinian#the way they can’t enter or leave as they please#there are streets designated as ‘no Palestinians allowed’#and these streets may even run infront of Palestinian houses#so they can only leave their homes thru the window#and being found on one of these roads can get u killed or arrested and tortured#literal kids are in the Palestinian prison system serving sentences for ‘crimes’ that occurred before they were born#and these are only a few of the things that prove that palestine is NOT in control of the Palestinians#feel free to research more#knowledge is power but it comes with responsibility#y’all are afraid of the responsibility so you prefer to live in ‘ignorance is bliss’#open your eyes friends. find the truth
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Hello to 10 million !!!! 💰💰💰
#wang yibo#wyb carrying the may day pre sales lol#born to fly#born to fly movie#i will update again in the evening
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celebrity worship doesn’t make sense to me
#that’s just a guy#a guy who does something or makes something but just a guy#would u do all that for the guy works at the bodega? no! then why do it over some random person just doing their job#I remember talking abt this with friends and I think it may be due to the autism#it’s so strange to me that because u see these people on a screen people become obsessed#they don’t even know you exist? what’s the point of all that?#it’d be different if they were like fictional characters tone#u can project on them all u like#but idk what do ppl gain from knowing their fav celebs birthday or what city they were born in#there’s no lore they’re just a guy 😭#chevy often says that celebrities are treated like another wonder of the world#and I just don’t get it. I think the most I can relate is when I was 12 and used to think abt my fav YouTubers saving me from getting abused#but I didn’t really like the people. I just needed characters to like project on to get me thru the day#iont even mean this in a im better than u because u have hobbies I find weird way#I just can’t really understand it
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#just wrote my first song in over 2 years#spent the entire day working on a messy demo of it in audacity and was so absorbed i forgot to eat#that's how you know haha#and i've been so impossibly depressed for so long that doing anything feels like a completely foreign behavior. a memory from a past life#and i mean Anything. going for a walk. cooking a meal. Talking to people. all as unfamiliar and wrong to me as eating a book of matches#so the fact that i did something like this today without giving up and letting myself give in to pain and rot is crazy to me#i'm now kind of wiped of energy altogether though surprised i'm even able to type this#not one thing can be predicted#i'm still depressed as shit but#maybe i'm not wholly done for just yet#i still feel overwhelmed by every breath i take but#hmm#tomorrow i might try to get out some of my long untouched musick gear and working on an actual recording of whatever this is. so it doesn't#die in audacity smothered in nasty audacity reverb it deserves a better life it's barely been born#may the circle be broken#audio#Spotify
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i saw a fuckass tiktok with an elderly israeli couple (older than the terror state itself) and all the comments just went along the lines of omg naur leave them alone how is anything their fault like ppl cant help being born there and its not like israeli citizens want a war and theyre just in love boooobooo boo boooo this cute #coquette couple makes me unable to discern the complicity in colonial violence and im really fucking brainless!!!.!.! mind you the account was run by an idf terrorist #girlboss as literal propaganda and she kept spreading her zionist crap in the comments
#stupid racists one after the other yall cant stand on business you see one staged cute video and forget the cause#may you pay on the day of judgement for your blindness in even the smallest act of an ignorant tiktok comment#listen!!!! you are right!!!!! some people were born there long after the nakba!!!!! WITH DOUBLE CITIZENSHIP!!!!!#so fucking leave then!!!! personally i do not want to live on stolen land#omg leave the old lana del rey coded spanish couple alonee like its not their fault columbus was there duh#thats what yall sound like
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