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may death be kinder than man
not sure if im completely happy with how this turned out but whatevs.... maybe i'll just post the sketch in addition to this at some point
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OP: Check out. The fully-sexual charged cinematic movement design.
Cnetizens: How did the director come up with the idea to have him kneel on a playing card, adding so much aesthetic energy, is that some kind of genius?
#china#cdramas#dramas#lmao#They are siblings and they're discussing serious matters#this scene is actually rather heavy because the younger brother is involved in drug trafficking#carrying more than 50 grams of heroin will result in a death sentence in china let alone being involved in drug trafficking#the older brother is a gangster king#but even he doesn't dare to get involved in the drug business because it will bring about the demise of his family#sorry for digression I mean how did the director make this scene which has absolutely nothing to do with sex#so sexually charged?#btw there're many posts with rich information about China's crackdown on drug crimes on xhs and douyin#especially about how the four major drug-trafficking families in Myanmar were wiped out overnight#they buried undercover Chinese counter-narcotics police alive and kidnapped and brutally excuted civilians#so if you're interested you can go with the key words 缅甸四大家族覆灭 on xhs and douyin#cnetizens' views on drugs are related to modern Chinese history#the first chapter of modern history in high school textbooks is the opium wars#There's a very dark joke on xhs about which country in the world would least like China to withdraw from the P5#and the answer is the UK#because it's in the first chapter of China's modern history#the Destruction of opium at Humen in 1839#no offence but Breaking Bad can't last for more than one episode if it happens in china because of the sewer detection technology#they can detect the tiniest amount of drugs in feces in a body of water the size of a lake for up to six months#which can be quickly locked down to neighbourhoods and portals#Once a foreigner was caught smuggling and selling 222.035 kg drugs in China and sentenced to death with two other Chinese associates#his country's prime minister asked for his extradition#cnetizens commented that there was an opium war and he still dare to come to China to sell drugs be like 找死court death#All the above information is to explain the gangster king's attitude towards his brother's drug business
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also. something about palpatine being so adept at seeing into the future that all of his successes feel completely joyless by the time he achieves them because he’s just going through the motions… how fucked up and nihilistic and brutal that would make you…
#teddy talks#anakin is like the opposite of this bc he’s tortured by his future failures#so he lives in constant terror and denial#whereas palpatine is lowkey tortured in a different way though he’d never ever label it as such#but the boredom of it all. the inescapability…#in a sense of course you would long for ultimate power over the force. because you would feel so much just like a meaningless vehicle#of its will otherwise#and anakin would be a PERFECT toy for someone like that. because he is so bewildered. he’s easy to tangle up in knots#i’m just doing some character Thinking#but yeah. of course one in palpatines position might hate the force and feel a need to lash out and dominate it#and he manages his own repressed bewilderment by manufacturing it in anakin to an extreme degree#but. importantly. while also having complete control over the machinations of anakin’s experience#and by crushing the force and all knowledge of it#CHRIST i’m back sorry but all the stuff he does to extend his life. he obviously is terrified of death#and rather than face it he just creates My Apprentice: The Guy Super Fucked Up About People Dying#to punish somebody else for his own horror…. it’s giving projective identification. not to bring freud into this
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Omg ppl are finally noticing how Not Good™️ q slime is this is a real yippee moment (hes been in an obvious downward spiral) (he wanted to move on but couldnt) (and ppl keep bringing up shit that wasnt his fault) (and it takes for him to physically deteriorate for ppl to notice) (i am very normal about this character i swear)
#qsmp#quackity smp#q slimecicle#q charlie#slimecicle#charlie slimecicle#qsmp slimecicle#like. cmon man#the signs have been there each time hes logged on lmao#the best hed been recently was pre JuanaFlippa appearance during the b day stream#but its like. when will ppl stop bringing up the death of juanaflippa and tilín as a gotcha moment#its like. getting annoying (for me as a viewer who likes the character)#like idk. its just like. its been confirmed that the deaths werent his and marianas fault#and slime is also blamed like. disproportionally???#hes super unstable dont get me wrong but#other than tilíns ACCIDENTAL death#he never actually killed an egg lmao#but bc hes so. unstable ig its easy to just. ignore everything else huh?#sorry im just like. idk. the ppl that he sees most of the time are the same ppl that keep bringing it up#like. fuck man.#i just want q slime to get better 😭😭😭#and theres so much holding him back yknow?#like i said. so normal about this character. obviously
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i was too keyed up yesterday from peak content so i slept like garbage and am a little too tired to stream today lol
but i offer you a transliteration of hitoya’s solo preview lol
#this is vee speaking#and i mean transliteration lol#i’m not good enough to tl lyrics but i think having a general idea of what he’s saying will help in the long run lol#i really do want to talk about this lol i’m sorry my energy levels are always in the negatives by the time i get off work 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#hitoya is preaching this song is so GRRAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHH i can’t wait to hear what he’s teaching in the rest of his song#and like i don’t want to make too many observations about anything with a bad tl lol#but the usage of ‘curse’ and ‘sing’ in those first two verses makes me think they’re directed towards kuukou and jyushi respectively#kuukou is often in conjunction with curses bc of his occupation and the same can be said for jyushi#plus the crybaby part and how jyushi still carries a lot of guilt about his past#and the scars on your chest you wear with pride kinda sounds similar to kuukou’s verse in kaigen#where he says this flower carved on my chest is a mandala#kuukou then brings up the red spider lily a flower symbolic of death#which makes me a little more certain that sadness is a curse on body and soul you carry heartache always is directed towards kuukou#i wouldn’t be surprised if hitoya’s yapping at the both of his teammates in this song tbh#kuukou’s always compared jyushi to flowers so it wouldn’t be surprising if hitoya’s blooming flowers verse was towards jyushi#but also it could be kuukou bc hayama-san mentioned kuukou was blooming in this track lol#speculation speculations~~
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#something to be said not just about how Ibrahim aims to replace his past family with his present bond with Süleiman (and Musti and Mahi#branch off of that bond) but also how Hatice fits in all of this - the one Ibrahim leans on everytime he's likely to lose SS is *her*#she isn't just the future he wants to secure in the castle but also the past he yearns for outside of it especially in that initial period#of their relationship; and not just any past but a very particular fragment of it - the next most valuable person of his past other than#his brother: his *mother*. it's no wonder him playing *his mother's* melodies with the violin marks the beginning of their story and stays#an important motif throughout. just like Ibrahim's mother Hatice is so familiar yet so out of reach (and this unreachability accumulates in#E13 - Ibrahim leaves for Parga thus returning to his past but leaving Hatice behind but *then* finding out his mother is gone too.#*both* people he wants to be close to soo much are *gone* in that moment. there's a link between them because of this. also Hatice tieing#lbrahim's mother to “heaven” as well and her “looking at their happiness from above” Ibro responds with in E14.) Hatice will distance#more and more from that role later on until lbrahim starts to outright abandon this whole 'return to the past' idea with Hatice and#search for it through Nigar instead. but yeah anyway I feel these two scenes are the perfect encapsulation of how complicated#the past is for lbrahim; he avoids remembering it because it *hurts* to remember both because why would he remember it when he already has#an established future and because deep down he resents what he's become and established as that isn't ever permanent and he's lost all else#*himself* most of all as who is a person without his roots? he wants to forget them but can't ever do it so what's left is replacing them#*all of them*; when he finds Hatice too he wants to have *both* her and Süleiman and SS marrying Hatice off directly challanges that want#up to that point he believed in the possibility of their love more than Hatice did; now? he seems as lost as she is not knowing what to do#the only way not to lose either of them is accepting Süleiman's order convincing himself that this is how it should be no matter how much#that hurts and would bury him even deeper; he can't bear it so he searches for a solution - and when he sees Rhodes sea? it hits him#it hits him how low he's actually sunk through the losses and if he can't “fully* replace the past he'll *fully* return to the past letting#*everything else* once hidden out as well. not to mention how right before he left to Parga he was brought to fear for his literal death#and then he is given more power that also brings some uncertainty with it and that likely scared him cementing his departure for Parga#directly following Piri Pasha's advice to let power go as it won't let *you* go#(btw a big contrast between S01 and S03 Ibrahim can be drawn in his relationship with Piri Pasha and his relationship with Ebusuud)#magnificent century#muhteşem yüzyıl#muhtesem yuzyil#ibrahim pasha#(sorry for the disorganized tags but if I kept it like it was I would've exceeded the limit before I even finished 😅)#(just Ibrahim and Hatice in general are people who latch onto each other to get over their losses and ache for peace amidst their turbulent#lives and positions and that's what keeps them close and will later too)
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sorry to minecraft post on main but WHAT THE FUCK WAS THAT. IM CRYING. OH MY GOD... LUX...........
#this is my propaganda. WATCH CONTENT SMP IMMEDIATELY. GOD...#god. GOD. LUX....#spoilers if anyone gafs but genuinely i think lux's death is the hardest hitting one so far#for me at least#like oh my god. oh my god. theyre just gone? they werent even meant to die?? oh my fucking god shes just gone.#THAT AND LIKE. RATS BREAKDOWN OVER IT. THAT GENUINELY HURT SO BAD.#''ill bring you home. ill bring you home and itll all be fine'' ITS SO FUCKING OVER CHAT#I CANNOT FUCKINGGG DO THIS.#kitkat chitchat#sorry ive been an avid contentsmp watcher for likeee. god when did it start again#2 or 3 years ago now?#i mean ive been a rat watcher for longer but just. god. contentsmp has been a bit of a sleeper interest for me#i dont really talk about it but it just. god. GOD. that video deserves to be talked about.#oh man and the winsweep pov is gonna be up later today at 12. oh my god im gonna blow up#GOD FUCK NO. SHIT. WATCHING THAT FROM HIS POV IS GONNA DECIMATE ME I FEAR.#GODDDDD GODDDDDDD
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what do you fucking mean that's how charlie dies. THAT'S HOW CHARLIE DIES??? i mean i know the show has a penchant for killing off every character who's not a winchester brother or an angel of thursday but good god. what the fuck. charlie was such a good and enjoyable recurring character, and she had such a fandom impact that i've seen, and she's only around for THREE SEASONS?? (sidebar: it's amazing she has the presence she does for only being around for a couple episodes in the long run!) but: was this necessary? and she just dies offscreen after her skills are utilized to progress the plot of decoding the book of the damned?? oh my god. what in the actual fuck. i'm finding myself getting genuinely very upset at her death. she did not fucking deserve that. and i can absolutely see why the fan response to her death is what it is now. completely fucking unjustified and throwaway and useless.
#theo.txt#spn#charlie#spn spoilers#spn 10x21#almost none of the women who've gotten fridged on this show have deserved it but still#good god this one made me especially angry#why do you use this character for a plot point and then ship her off somewhere. to oz or to the afterlife. so often?#she was such a cool character with a good story that i enjoyed and related to and THIS is what they did with her?? and from my perusing she#doesn't even really come back like bobby occasionally does?? and his death. while devastating to me as somebody who really liked him. still#felt WAY better than this#sorry i ended that episode with my jaw on the fucking FLOOR oh my god. /neg#what did she have to die for? where is that post about female characters dying so male characters can feel sad but it's a gifset of all the#bullshit ass deaths of women on supernatural#i love the show fucking obviously but jesus h christ.#but also you know what. having the context that i have. still a fucked up thing to say but i see why dean says That to sam now during#charlie's funeral. it IS an interesting look into how they respond to the other one violating their wishes/freedoms and into their larger#dynamic actually! but thats not what this post is really about#wow. i am actually livid. poor fucking charlie.#if she was like a sister to the winchesters how about you bring her back huh? how about you revive her? jesus christ#i wonder what her heaven is like. i hope its dnd and movie night with the girls#i took a little break mid-typing this to see if i was just being insane and angry but no the super wiki has a whole section about the fan#outrage at charlie's death and the discussions it furthered about the show's misogynistic tendencies#and you know what? good!#ok anyway. im going to go browse charlie art and feel abnormal now.#supernatural#charlie bradbury
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kiburi x ushari but specifically doomed kiburi x ushari. more than anyone else in the army they believe with full sincerity that scar's plan HAS to work because they can't succeed without him
#they don't even have to be romantic i just think. about them a lot#bc i'm writing my sections abt them in the BFTP essay#i can't express how tragic it is to me how much they had to believe scar would give them what they wanted#kiburi is absolutely an asshole in canon and doesn't have redeeming qualities yes. but consider this#scar knew that he wouldn't give ushari and kiburi what they wanted because ofc he wouldn't. but they didn't know that#i swear to god it's not just ushari who had so much devotion to scar. sure scar scared or pissed off kiburi but#have you noticed how much kiburi brings up scar in like every battle#he puts so much into the belief that scar is the answer. as does ushari#they would turn their backs on EVERYONE if they thought scar could win#which they did#with kiburi helping to double cross janja and ushari not giving a fuck when the skinks sacrified themselves just for the plan#scar's plan was everything to them#and what happened because of it? ushari died#kiburi couldn't give less of a fuck after scar was gone but i have multiple problems with the rushed-ness of the outlanders after that#like kiburi would NOT immediately allow ANOTHER animal to boss him around y'know#sure he said that jasiri wouldn't boss his float around anyway because they'd take care of themselves but#it's just. not my interpretation of his character#kiburi x ushari is canon divergent anyway obviously lmao but. i just think there's angst in them#like im sorry but kiburi would not give up fighting makuu that easy HFHJDJ#he may not have beef with the pridelands specifically because scar isn't making him attack them since he's gone but#he hasn't got what he wants. why would he stop#completely and utterly an au idea but. kiburi wanting to take over the pridelands because their actions led to ushari's death#reptiles deserve better or something like that#oh god i've rambled so much#this is just to get my thoughts out it's not coherent at all but yeah.#there's my doomed yaoi for you /silly#rambling in tags#spinny rambles#kiburi x ushari#< i kinda love them :[
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sigyn that married loki like ages ago so when it comes out he's jotun she's like. 'well it's a bit late to do anything about that'
#''bit sad to find out about this after his death but i suppose i can't blame him for that :/''#''tell me if he ends up not being dead i think we should sit down and talk about this''#''totally not cool so hide something like this. im going to dye my hair black as charcoal and not even tell him''#''lets see how he likes it''#''the royal family sucks btw. it succ real good.''#''how does someone find out they are secretly from a different realm. how wouldn't they know. couldn't he tell?''#''im not saying it's loki's fault but i think it would be less his fault if he was less dramatic about this kind of thing''#''aaannnndd of course he threw himself off the bifrost by the end of it. do you people know nothing about him?''#sigyn just decides loki isn't dead to cope btw#it's like thor except she doesn't get depressed about it#''shouldn't she move out of the palace since her husband died?'' nah sorry no one can stand bringing up the topic#she roasts them about it#like have you no shame#there is not even a body#are you trying to kick her out? don't you know who she married?#''he's dead'' alright believe what you want but odin and frigga haven't said anything so she's sticking around#sigyn like i have more important things to do than worry about this kind of thing. like managing the vanaheim exports#she needs to make her money
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Light heads to meet L at the pick-up point for their date and is met with a surprise. Another more frustrating surprise was finding out that Sayu had followed him. She briefly meets “Hideki Ryuga,” and has her suspicions all but confirmed as far as she knows. With the delay over, they drive off to officially begin the date.
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#drawn by me#my fanart#my fancomic#Death Note#The Chain#lawlight#Light Yagami#Sachiko Yagami#Sayu Yagami#L#yeah a vehicle and helmets are what held this installment up#and it's just a transition chapter lol sorry#objects and vehicles are the bane of my existence#the bike is based on the 2006 Suzuki Katana 750#I looked up 2006 motorcycles and found that one; it looks similar to Wedy's so I decided to give L one too~#I almost had him borrow Wedy's but let him have his own instead#I've had an indulgent motor bike-riding L and him driving Light around for a long time~#I like to think that he can drive a lot of stuff except cars for whatever reason (boats; bikes; aircraft; but not a normal car)#of course bringing that vision to reality was a real challenge but there it is!#honestly he's probably more fitting on a moped but I let him be cooler here#the helmets are very very loosely based and combined on a couple of different helmets I saw#Sayu's meeting with him is brief; the scene was originally gonna include Sachiko instead but scrapped it#I may do that eventually anyways~. Mama Yagami's gotta embarrass Light in front of L too~#the bike was a enough; simple backgrounds it is
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Things that aren’t red flags but are flags nonetheless
#Chakotay & T'Pel: Why Are We Here....? Just To Suffer.....???#My jaw DROPPED when Janeway called her dad 'daddy' in that episode ...ilaughedso hard....#more power to ppl who call their dads daddy into adulthood - I'm a no dad haver so I cannot imagine#sorry Tuvok this drawing is really a prime example of 'buddy system responsible for additional death'#mutually assured destruction: If Janeway brings up that Tuvok calls his mom that he's gonna bring up that Janeway calls her dad that#Chakotay calls his parents 'mom & dad' while T'Pel calls her parents 'ma & pa' <- vulcan version of this#something I notice about watching voyager is everyone calls their parents 'mother & father' which is incorrect - sorry v_v#anyway this made me laugh todraw....hope you enjoy#bea art tag#Chakotay#T'Pel#Janeway#Tuvok#st voyager#st voyager art#DON'T @me if Janeways dad wasn't an admiral#Chakotay wants to make fun of them so fucking bad especially Janeway but he KNOWS she'll get mad HHEHEHE
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in 9 days i’ll get to be in rama’s arms again…… then everything will be fine <3333
#the end of the school year has me SOO overwhelmed#n with everything else going on. stuff ive talked abt previously. missing my bestie. love. death. death again.#remembering that i still need to take driving lessons. realizing i’m getting closer n closer to having to get a job and apartment#it’s all so scary. it’s terrifying not knowing what the future holds. but i know that even if everything goes badly somehow#i’ll have rama there with me. and that makes it a lot less scary#sorry hi btw i know i keep bringing up my awesome year so far but i’ve got nowhere else to talk abt it <3#arambles
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OK this whole Death conversation is making me feel a lot of things.
#honor reads discworld#discworld#the truth#discworld death#normally he's not NEARLY this harsh to anyone he takes#but Mr. Tulip had a lot of would-be redeeming qualities#he was a connoisseur of art#except instead of spending his life with that he killed people#and he carried a potato in the belief that it would bring him back if he was sorry for everything#in a way i think this IS death caring#because the guy COULD BE sorry for everything if he understood what he'd taken from people#unlike a lot of villains that Death ends up taking#very interesting to dive into
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most of my verses don't factor in adam's death (with the exception of his sinner verse where he returns as a demon) but if and when they do, his death was at the hands of lucifer!
#-ˏˋ ━━━ ( out of character. )#-ˏˋ ━━━ ( about. )#Those that have ever written a character whose death was handled comically will understand but like.#It's frustrating to rp a villain (...or anyone but usually villains) whose power is hyped up/their threat is hyped up. Only#for them 2 be negged by sum1 a lot weaker than them. It tarnishes their entire character and anything they are capable of. 💀#Just makes more sense if it's Lucifer. Someone who is actually stronger.#Say Adam goes to attack them again after his ramble and Luci has to put him down idk yet but like?? Anything.#His abilities and or fights with Alastor & Charlie do not matter now because people will only remember him for his comical death#at the hands of a significantly weaker character. If you were to bring up his#abilities in a positive light... People will be like 'only to be killed by Niffty' asdfghkl. I get that. But it's very comical & Too soon.#I understand they only had 8 eps to work with buuut. It's probably a bit more dramatic and a longtime coming in my canon.#Still happy to joke about it and stuff but yeah hehe Lucifer is the only one that gets dead Adam rights atm. And maybe Lilith.#And anyone else if it's actually plotted and makes sense but. Lol#N e ways sorry for the ramble. Just establishing some canon things.
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chief of the autopsy department Y/N and god of the death Matsukawa send tweet
#listen..........#he watches them working way past midnight all by themselves carefully dissecting the bodies on the table#and notices their tiny little rituals to show their respect to the dead#it pleases him and fascinates him#almost feels sacred to watch them discover all the secrets those bodies hold#as if he gave them a riddle to solve but the answer is always just fucking sad#and one night he shows himself but this human isn't scared or surprised even#bc they noticed his presence before but were just too socially anxious to say hello to a damn god LOL#they start talking through the midnight hours#it's starting to feel less lonely#they argue till they understand each other's point of view better#maybe they fall in love even#but they can never have a happy end#because they both know that one day Mattsun will have to pick up an oddly familiar soul to bring home#and he can't guarantee that it'll be gentle or kind#not that y/n wants him to be#maybe they'll be like hey i finally get to see your world instead of the same four walls and neon light#it's the day Mattsun learns he has a heart that can actually shatter#anyway this is rotting my brain and i had to get it out i'm so sorry#cw death#lale.txt
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