#sometimes i’m girlies

[the-tortured-poets-dpt]

the way i loved you is for the girlies who still romanticize their slightly toxic teenage relationships in their mid 20s

[bruciemilf]

I’m actually really sad I have to communicate this, but yall should REALLY consume fandom media created by actual, human people, not AI.

[rosarycrime]

i so desperately need someone to stroke my hair while i cry. make me feel like i have someone to live for

[eddiesghxst]

whenever it rains, it’s ridiculously loud in eddie’s trailer, you could practically sleep outside and get the same experience (aside from getting a little wet, obviously).

eddie, however, because he’s lived there for so long, doesn’t hear a thing. he sleeps like a baby through every single noise you could imagine, not even flinching when a small hail storm blows through. at first you don’t understand, you think eddie’s insane because how could anyone sleep soundly with this much noise going on?

until one night, you’re at your own house tossing and turning in your bed for hours before you give up and drive over to eddie’s because for some fucking reason, you admittedly miss it. you miss the loud pelting of rain and the whistling of the wind with the scraping sound of tree branches against the tin-like roof.

eddie’s mad that you drove in the middle of a storm, but let’s you in either way. you don’t tell him why you came, but eddie seems to understand when you both lay down, tangled in each other and let the loud beating of rain fill out the silence of his room. eddie can physically feel your body relax into his and he immediately knows—- he gets it because he’s the same way. it barely takes 5 minutes before you’re both knocked out and snoring.

eddie definitely teases you about it at the table the next morning, makes a joke that “you should just move in at this rate,” but wayne quickly shuts that down, “save up and move in next door, kids, i don’t need to see anymore than i’ve already seen.”

[ringzgukgak]

okok LISTEN. ALL jokes aside-

i need you to really think about how you would really respond to both of these real tattoos in real life upon seeing them on two real people

(and also please explain your reasoning i beg of you but no pressure)

[your-unfriendlyghost]

it feels so…… weird… seeing a cishet dude be so chill with queer themes lmao your soda-in-drag moment, the stevepop of it all, even guys with queers in their friend circles can’t bring themselves to partake sometimes lmao 😭 but it’s cool !! refreshing even sjksksndks this is a /pos statement I promise

Thanks lol! I think it’s cos I’m fairly secure. Sorta. (I’m still prone to compensating for things and being a stupid teen boy, but like, I’m aware of it, at least when I stop to think. Yk I’ll still join in on dick measuring contests, but deep down I’ll know it’s dumb and performative.)

I guess I feel a kinship to queerness. I go to art school where I’m sometimes the only guy in a class of girls, and I’ve been the token straight guy in every friend group I’ve been in since freshman year of high school. Beyond that, growing up I was frequently mistook for a girl- I had long-ish hair (post bowl-cut era 😭) and I’m part Asian, I was pretty androgynous lol. People irl have thought I’m gay, or a trans man on testosterone (I mean fine, I guess I am pretty short and hang with a lot of trans guys.) Hell, I did drag on a dare once, back when I was even more secure. (And I was hot asf in drag lemme tell ya. It felt lousy and it’s definitely not my thing, but man if I had a clone who was a girl-) All this to say, I say I’m straight, but honestly I don’t really know. I like girls a lot, but I have seen a buddy of mine in drag, and lemme tell ya I felt something but I’m not gonna examine that rn lol. Straight just feels comfortable, safe, and it’s good for interacting with folks who ain’t so progressive, so it’s what I’m sticking with…but I’ll admit there’s a gray area.

I relate a lot to the guys in the Outsiders, and irl I like to present myself as a tough, cool, Very Masculine guy. Hell, sometimes I play dumb about stuff because it’s “feminine” and a guy like me shouldn’t know about it. I act a lot like how I write Steve Randle, he’s my guy I like to project on lol. Honestly, I’ve got a fair amount of internalized toxic masculinity. But I think because I know how silly it all is deep down, I can interact with queer themes in art without feeling like I’m not “man enough”. Idk, I suppose it’s an outlet in some ways. Who knows maybe in 2027 I’ll come out as bi or something, but don’t wait up.

idk, I guess what I’m trying to say is that I like exploring queer themes, not because they’re queer necessarily, but because they’re human and I relate to them. And that’s hard not to partake in, y’know?

[booplesnotts-art]

“𝒀𝒐𝒖 𝒍𝒐𝒐𝒌 𝒂𝒇𝒓𝒂𝒊𝒅.”

Aka Suspiria(2018) if the ending was written by mya

…I’m obsessed with them, your honour

🖤🖤🖤

Their faces were hard to draw— especially tilda swinton’s— so I hope I got those down well enough

[vryarts]

I’m gonna go through every design that baffles me and make my own version to use instead

[spooky-activity]

Sorry Himeko, you really aren’t great at single target damage and Kafka is an actual assassin

[thepunkmuppet]

god, just thinking about the fact that bandit way definitely has social media, and probably like me grew up with unrestricted internet access. and all i can say is girl. i’m sorry 🫶

[flowercrowngods]

the girlies really be out there experiencing debilitating burnout only for The Adults to come and explain how in life we all sometimes have to do things we don’t like to do, honey

[vaultnewt]

Me: Oh wow, a (F/O) x Reader post! I don’t see these very often! Let’s check it out-

The Post: To (F/O), you are the most BEAUTIFUL WOMAN in the world and they love your LONG HAIR and CURVES and the way you look in a DRESS and they are allured by your FEMININE GORGEOUSNESS because you’re a WOMAN and they love smooching hardcore on LADIES like YOU, the DAME reading this, who is a WOMANLY WOMAN that RADIATES WOMANHOOD-

My Goofy Transmasculine Ass:

[jasondeansgothwife]

i have a lot of thoughts about ian mckinley from final destination 3. i do think he sort of has an act he puts on right from the beginning, but it’s more of just a "pretends to be edgy/not care" thing to fit being goth and emo, and i’m also guilty of that hahaha. he can't even pretend to be apathetic about erin though. it’s clear how much he loves her.

and then erin dies. right in front of him. proving the death's list thing he had been cynical about. and ian just breaks wide open. he can't act uncaring anymore. and i think that here he decides if he’s going to die anyway, he might as well make himself into the villain. "erin isn’t alive anymore, so what’s the point in doing something else?" is what he thinks.

when he follows wendy to the tricentennial, when he points and yells and blames her, even the bloody middle finger he gives when he dies, it's all an act, carefully rehearsed.

and the way his voice gets high and he gestures and puts out his arms as he dies? it calls to mind jd. and we know what i think about jd and his act.

[sab-teraa]

One thing about Wi Ha Joon?? He will play a character that never gets the girl !!!!! 😩

[tetzoro]

i don’t think i’ve talked about it much on this blog because tbh it’s a really difficult thing for me to talk about in general but a year ago today, i lost my baby kitty zelda and i miss her so very much ᰔ

[tinylittlelee]

🌼☮️🌸🌻