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another night of asking god whether i’m worth saving
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i haven’t left the house in a week. does a tree falling make a noise when there is no one around to hear it? do i exist?
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i wish someone would look at me again though. i’m so lonely
i saw a deer today. i felt like me looking at it for too long would somehow take away its innocence. maybe that’s what happened to me too, someone looked at me for too long?
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i saw a deer today. i felt like me looking at it for too long would somehow take away its innocence. maybe that’s what happened to me too, someone looked at me for too long?
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i want to get on my knees and beg him to love me but he’ll just make it inappropriate :(
#daddy issues#oldermen#older guys#girlblogging#i’m just a girl#hell is a teenage girl#just girly things#go ahead and cry little girl#i want him#i want to cry#he hit me and it felt like a kiss#girl interrupted#tumblr girls#girlhood
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drinking in the small town firelight, pabst blue ribbon on ice 🐾
Remember how we used to party up all night?
Sneakin' out, lookin' for a taste of real life
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hey so i just washed my hair and it’s super soft and smells very nice!!!! definitely don’t mean to imply that the older man of my dreams should come stroke it or anything though that would be crazy…
#daddy issues#girlblogging#i’m just a girl#hell is a teenage girl#just girly things#go ahead and cry little girl#older guys#older is better#older man <3#lana core#lana is god#he hit me and it felt like a kiss#what is wrong with me#pls god save me
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idk if any of you have read the vegetarian by han kang but me and yeong-hye would be like this 🤞
#you’re terrified of your dreams and avoid sleeping because of them AND you hate eating? me too girl#the vegetarian#han kang#booklr#books and reading#girlblogging#i’m just a girl#hell is a teenage girl#just girly things#lana core
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new year new me! (i find new flaws in myself every single day and i try to convince myself that one day there won’t be any left for me to find and i’ll be perfect and happy and everything will work out for me but i know the truth and i’m terrified of and for myself)
#girlblogging#i’m just a girl#just girly things#go ahead and cry little girl#lana core#i want a perfect body#i want a perfect soul#hell is a teenage girl#lana is god#i want to cry#im trying#what is wrong with me#this is what makes us girls#god forgive me
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when mitski said ‘if i gave up on being pretty i wouldn’t know how to be alive’ i think my life changed
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the urge to ⭐️ve myself until i see him again so he worries and tries to fix me and makes me feel loved; is it strange that i can only feel truly loved when it’s in response to my self-inflicted pain?
#i want to cry#girlblogging#tw ed ana#i’m just a girl#i want to kms#i always wanna die sometimes#tw depressing thoughts#girl interrupted#just girly things
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need
Can some older man hold me like this while I play with my bunny?<3
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ok so how insane is it if i ⭐️ve myself and generally just act very self destructive until i see him again so he can worry about me and take care of me and baby me? is it bad that i want to get worse just so he can fix me?
#i’m just a girl#girlblogging#just girly things#go ahead and cry little girl#im trying#older guys#older man younger woman#older man <3#older is better#hot older man#hell is a teenage girl#lana core#daddy issues#im gonna cry#i’m just so tired#pls god save me
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