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[Start ID. A digital drawing of Gabriel and V1 from Ultrakill in super-saturated, pixellated colors. It seemingly takes place during phase two of his second fight, judging by Gabe's bright yellow-cyan wings and the consequent blush shining through his helmet. Gabriel is pictured on the left, facing the left side of the screen with his head turned to V1, preparing to strike them with the bloodied spear in his right hand. Small but frequent splatters of blood dot his armor and outstretched wings, fabrics torn through in places. V1 is on the right, aiming its piercer revolver at his face. Their arms are stacked in pairs on either side, idle Feedbacker and Knuckleblaster on the left and Whiplash tucked atop their default arm on the right. Both parties are stylized to resemble insects, Gabe with beetle wings and a halo in the shape of antennae, and V1 with the four wings, four arms, short antennae and bristles expected of a dragonfly. End ID]
woah.... happy 1 year anniversary to gay people
also a couple alts (background removed, just gabe, and just v1, respectively) in hopes it'll be a little easier to understand what's going on and all!
additionally once again: special thanks to @magnumopos and @muzzleroars , neither of which I have actually spoken to in my life but both of which are credited with partially inspiring this! (dedicated section under the readmore due to the fact I do not generally tag people at all ever and wasn't sure if I should, but thought it was worth mentioning!) The former for giving me the wonderful idea of dragonfly V1, the latter for drawing V1 like a strange little creature + for the feedbacker plate, I enjoy both your works :]
(retroactively, on march 27th of 2024, assigning them a full bingo with credit to deep-space-lines. ehehehehe)
#peridots-art#gabriel ultrakill#v1 ultrakill#ultrakill#bots#bugs#drawing them more buggish now... i have a whole chart listing uk characters as bugs and it's so fun#v1 is dragonflyish for many reasons and gabriel (+ council)'s heavily bee-coded but I like drawing him more beetlelike. anyway#eyestrain#blood#gabv1el#< yes gabe's wholeheartedly trying to kill v1 and v1's actively harming him. yes this is ship art. they're having fun#not a thing that I feel I really need to clarify when it comes to ultrakill i just thought it was funny#anyway. yes yes more ultrabright ecstasy-winged gabriel with blood all over him. as to be expected of my ultrakill fanart. however#this obviously isn't my usual style but it WAS pretty fun to draw. i wanted to draw something chaotic and abnormal anyway for this#i kind of wanted it to be a successor to the nov29 gabe post and to mess around with it so. task completed đ#there definitely was more i wanted to say here (besides clarifying it's been a year since the act 2 release + that means a lot to me)#but i can't think of anything else so woe! bugs be upon ye#actually aug22 addition: if this inspires your own uk art in any way shape or form. PLEASE tag me in it :]
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ârequiem for methuselahâ crazy ass episode for many reasons. Kirk is being fully insane, like I donât actually think, even controlling for how quickly and easily and readily he seems to fall in love with anybody at the slightest encouragement, that heâd go that bonkers for that android woman he just met while everyone on the ship was this close to dying, but thatâs neither here nor there, because in the background youâve got an equally but much more subtly insane episode for Spock, who extremely uncharacteristically admits to experiencing an emotion (or nearly experiencing, whatever) and that emotion is ENVY of all things. And then spends the rest of the episode warning Kirk away from this new love interest (something that doesnât usually happen, even when Kirk has very inadvisable love interests) and is, in the end, the person who accurately identifies that Raynaâs competing love for Kirk and Flint is ultimately what overwhelms and destroys her with the most killer line in maybe history???
And then to wrap it up we get an equally uncharacteristic sort of denouement scene (TOS loooves to cut an episode off right after the actual climax, leaving little time for falling action or character reflection, or to stick a sitcom-y button on the end where the gang all smiles and laughs at their misadventures and everything resets to zero, which is not a criticism, itâs just the style of that era of tv, honestly) where Kirk is literally miserable over Raynaâs death (again, kind of unusual for a lot of his love interests, he tends to be able to move on pretty quickly) and Spock goes to see him and he falls asleep right in front of Spock (also odd) and then when Bones comes in to give the final word on Flint, Spock waves him off from waking the Captain (tender) and Bones gives him that awful speech about how itâs sadder that Spock canât even imagine the love Kirk felt for this random android woman than it is that Kirk lost her in the first place (debatable but also rude) and how his great tragedy is that he canât love at all like they can and how all he wishes is that Kirk could forget about all of this and move on. AND THEN, to have Bones leave and Spock go over to Kirk and very gently, tenderly, reluctantly touch him and put his hand to his forehead and tell him to forget and HAVE THAT BE THE END OF THE EPISODE??? What am I supposed to do with that??
#âthe joys of love made her human. the agonies of love destroyed herâ hUH. What a cool line.#hope it doesnât become some sort ofâŚthesis statement for you or something SPOCK#listen my number one beef with the way they write bones is that they just make him completely mischaracterize everything to suit the plot#this man is not an idiot he KNOWS Spock has emotions and just suppresses them#youâre going to tell me heâs been on that ship with Spock for years and thinks he feels no love whatsoever for anyone???#like even after what happened in the empath and in that episode where McCoy thought he was dying#he knows Spock loves people!!! COME ON#does he really just mean romantic love?? thatâs so boring WRITE HIM BETTER#also theyâre banking a lot on people remembering what the Vulcan mind meld is for that last bit#like I know it comes up a lot butâŚthis is 1968 or whatever. They donât have this shit on dvd to rewatch#youâre counting on really dedicated fan memory here or on people catching reruns#because otherwise it just looks like Spock waiting to be alone to touch Kirk as tenderly as possible and pray he forgets this woman#truly whatâs going on#anyway I kind of hated this episode#like quite frankly there was too much going on#are androids people? would Kirk fall in love that hard that quickly and choose it over the safety of his crew?#why wasnt the illness ravaging the crew a bigger deal??#they didnât even get into WHY flint was immortal#he was just a regular human and apparently the ONLY one who was granted immortality by the earthâs atmosphere#leaving aside the very creepy and very early born sexy yesterday trope going on throughout#but it was a really good Spock episode if you justâŚ.dont look at anything elseâŚ.#the writer for this one also did Day of the Dove and Mirror Mirror which explains a LOT#two other episodes that are interesting for the character dynamics but really chaotic plot wise#anyway imagine saying to Spockâs face that he has no idea what love can drive a man to do#one has to laugh#tos#star trek#as alwaysâŚ. Iâm sorry that Iâm Like This
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Agatha: Coven of Chaos is a better name for this series, they went with 'Agatha All Along' to piggy back of the popularity of the song from Wandavision. Agatha All Along makes sense for the song in Wandavision cus it was Agatha All Along. In the new show it makes more sense for it to be 'Agatha: Coven of Chaos' cus it's about her, her coven and the covens before that she killed to make up the story of the witches road.
#the show isnt just hers its her coven that why each episode was setting up the coven or another coven members story.#Agatha's the main character but the covens are what drives the story. Agatha got out of Wanda's spell cus Teen needed the Witches Road.#Thr Witches Road is fake made by Agatha to get power from witches. She needs a coven to fake trying to open the nonexistent door#she gathers a coven who believes in the fake witches road to get her power back. i believe if nothing happened she would have said it went#wrong and sent teen on his way. but something did happen cus teen is wiccan and if he believes it becomes true. they travel on the road and#each episode gives us a look into each coven members reason for being on the road. but some die#they die so who comes along? the og green witch and Agathas ex Rio. everything goes back to Agatha and her chaotic coven.#agatha all along#agatha: coven of chaos#agatha harkness#agatha coven of chaos#also another name AAA could have been was Agatha: The Lying Witch with Great Wardrobe#....... wtf? who thought that was a good idea#or Agatha: Darkhold Diaries or Agatha: House of Harkness but they settled on Agatha All Along
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spent the first hour and change at work deleting some old files and am having a grand ol time laughing at myself for not realizing i was a lesbian sooner
#vulnerable tag rambles ahead please be kind abt them i didnt intent to ramble this much but i dont wanna delete it eitehr#me to every single man i have ever dated after 6mo-1y: yeah hey this really isnt working out i dont really know why but i really hate mysel#and i dont want to blame you because i dont think you did anything inherently wrong here; i think this is something about me but i need#space to figure out why im feeling this way [every single one reacted by telling me No i wasnt allowed to leave btw]#i hold very complex feelings about these relationships esp bc of them ending in very violent/chaotic ways most of the time#but its interesting to look back at it all and realize ive left every man for the same reason (which is that ive hated myself Every Single#Time ive dated a man) and its funny bc i recognized the self hate pretty early on w/ cishet men but when it came to queer men it was#much more confusing (esp w/ nto knowing Any lesbians at that point in my life). im so happy im a lesbian tbh#i have a lot of issues w/ the racism fatphobia and transmisogyny present in lesbian groups#and also coming out as a lesbian really truly saved my life. before i met my wife i was quite literally in a 3yr abusive relationship that#definitely would have died in if i hadnt realzied i was a lesbian and ran from him#its also weird seeing liek the hard evidence of the things that happened to me btween 2016-2020 tbh#cause that was such a bad time of my life. i truly dont know how i survived it but im so glad i did#like the three major relationships in my life b4 meeting my wife was: guy who was in college when i was in HS who stalked me when i left;#guy who was a year younger than me who cheated on me the entire time while telling me he was being victimized (he wasnt; this was very mess#guy who saw the very messy toxic ldr i was in and helped me dump my ex then decided that meant we were in a relationship [insert 3 yrs here#and admittedly all 3 years with him werent the same level of abusive but it was definitely unhealthy from the start considering I Didnt Kno#we were together until he wanted to celebrate vday and got mad i didnt know our anniversary - and like this isnt including the other stuff#that happened between those Relatonships[tm] (cause ive never been monogamous; these were just the Major Relationships)#like i genuinely think if i hadnt come out i'd be dead rn given just how dangerous my relationships were/continued getting#i am also so tired now that ive seen all this cause like. fuck i can barely believe it and i not only lived it but have PTSD about it#i should write about my life sometime. i feel like it'd be cathartic to try and make a tangible timeline and stories from the years ang stu#anyway yeah. be nice about the tag rambles. dont message me with pity or curiosity or anything about this. i dont usually talk abt this stu#publicly bc i hate the ways ppl start tryign to baby me when they realize my life has been extremely fucked up until only a few years ago#n im still working on accepting kindness from others bc of [insert life traumas here] but its a long process so pls respect my need for jus#being heard rn w/o too much pressure< 3 (but ig if u do read this can u like it cause i feel a little crazy seeing all the evidence of the#stuff i experienced now also cause fuck ik logically it was but also i cant believe it was all real still yk)
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am i the only one who sensed some jilted lover vibes from jensen?Â
#burcon#cockles#thoughts#at the start of the panel and through a few particular interactions he seemed very standoffish#he was giving a little bitter and hurt and perhaps even resentful - maybe he only learned of misha's gf#at this con too! maybe it was news to him. on top of not seeing misha for months i can understand#if he was feeling a bit neglected and out of the loop. there's also the matter of misha's gf not being#in a poly thing with jensen and dee like vicki was ie. what she has with misha is seperate so i'm sure#that's another difficult thing to deal with knowing their time together is strictly separate#i've no doubt he wants misha to have a partner and be happy but there's an adjustment period#letting new people into your life and whoever misha's partner is now or in the future is going to#affect jensen on a personal level and moreover his relationship with misha. it's all very intriguing#and while i like what little i've seen and heard about this woman for misha i just think no matter who#she is it's going to take a toll on jensen's relationship w misha. i thought it was plain to see on jensen's face#during their panel: numerous moments where he was giving a poker face that wasn't covering a laugh#but instead like he was trying to smooth out his bitterness. or so my eyes and brain and heart tell me.#just various moments where things looked uncomfortable and jensen making off-colour jokes that didn't land#and which furthermore were barbed and snarky - not in their usual banter way but like he was lashing out#and using the excuse of chaotic panel convo to explain away his comedic pitfalls. but again maybe i'm#looking to much into it? idk. there are some lovely moments! fun and caring moments - but they#mainly came from misha's direction ngl. it seemed like misha was trying hard to keep the peace#while jensen was just running his mouth on comments and jokes that kept not landing - for me#everyone on my dash is loving their dynamic this panel - and i want to feel that love! it is possible that#learning misha has a gf has skewed my perception a little like i'm putting context onto moments#i otherwise wouldn't. but i also think i would've laughed and generally felt better watching their panel#if that was the case. idk. whatever the reason i do think something was OFF between them on stage#and it was coming from jensen from the start. misha picked up on it partway though but things felt#a little strained throughout. like jensen wasn't looking at misha as much as usual or reaching out for him#misha tried to salvage and not react to things. but both their answers to the last Q were passive aggressive af#and when they left the stage together they weren't close or touching or chatting like they usually are...
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i just love that a show as big as doctor who came out with its whole chest and said FUCK YOU TERFS YOU ACTIVELY MAKE LIFE DANGEROUS FOR TRANS PEOPLE AND YOU HAVE NO PLACE HERE
like tysm, russell t davies <3
(also finally justice for donna)
#i know rtd had some issues in the past but the new dr who ep was so good it was some growth#i wasn't sure about david tennant's return b/c as much as i love him it feels like a step backwards but this was good#i do think jodie whittaker deserved better tho#doctor who#doctor who spoilers#doctor who special#episode 1 was so cute and i also loved the meep#which i think was a puppet? i hope because it was good and looked puppety in the best way (also love a chaotic evil villain)#trans#i think my only note as a non binary person is it bugs me slightly when people try to explain non binary in fantasy/sci fi#like the âwhole you're non binary because of xâ trope but ill let it slide this once#it's just so big for something that big to come out and tell off the dangerous fascist bigots for once#doctor who special spoilers#sex education did it a bit too in s4 but that show's not as big as doctor who but i still appreciated it
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please let carmine and kieran meet the paldea trio please please i wanna witness that full group dynamic
#nemona arven and penny were chaotic enoigh but throw carmine and kieran into the mix?#the vibes have the potential to be RANCID. in the best way ever#they can all bite each other idc#pokĂŠmon#sv dlc spoilers#letâs see. nemona and carmine fight over like. custody of the main character#kieran would attack any of those three for different reasons probably#it takes 1.5 conversations for arvenâs dog to come up and carmine absolutely says something rude about it and arven just decks her#penny stays out of it but doesnât help anyone either#teal mask/indigo disk#scarlet and violet
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you know what I appreciate about the ofmd fandom? there's space for people to be analytical and critical of the story AND there's space for people to just embrace the chaos of it all
#personally I'm good with the chaos even if it's angsty as fuck#mostly because life is chaotic and trying to control it to my needs or preferences rarely ever works out for me#I've learned a lot from truly going with the flow#and labeling things as the ârightâ way to do something feels dismissive of so many other possibilities and learning opportunities#anyway grief has a way of making you realize that life is chaos so take in the moments as they come#ofmd#ofmd s2#ofmd meta
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Hrmm... put together a roommates quiz finally after years of thinking it would be an interesting idea lol.. Though obviously not meant to be taken super seriously, I just like thinking about this aspect of personality compatibility. Like yeah, maybe you could get along with someone just chatting with them, but living together is such a different thing. .. curiouse...
#Not that I think that many people would really care since I barely know anyone on tumblr in real life and would never live with random#internet strangers lol but... idk.. I made this to give to friends from time to time and thought... why not post it here too#just out of sheer curiosity if anyone takes it what the most common results would be and etc.#My initial assumption is that most people would probably fall into the 'maybe' category and that either extreme of 'best roomates'#and 'worst roomates' would be the least common#very long also since I like to be thorough I guess#THOUGH... upon second thought... tumblr is home of the like Weird Introverts Who Sit Inside All The Time.. so maybe it's more#likely to come across compatible poeple on here. given that many of the questions are about how meticulous#people are with their scehdules or how often they invite friends over or if they like to mostly stay inside etc.#(since personally I think having a roommate coming and going and bringing random people over all the time would be too chaotic#lol... I need a peaceful quiet household)#Also I kind of don't like the way uquiz seems to do results. I was hoping it would be a number tally? I used some sort of quiz making site#before where you weight the question responses with a number (so the 'Best' response is worth a 0#The worst is worth like 5 points. and all the in between are like 1 - 4 points or something). So then it is actually possible to have a#''perfect score'' category (someone who gets a literal 0 points). and also you could weight some EXTREMELY bad answers#to add like +10 to the score instead of just +5. And someone who got the MAX possible points would be the WORST compatibility. etc.#But uquiz seems to just be like ''which category did you score towards the MOST'. So someone can give some pretty bad answers#that are VERY non compatible. but as long as MOST of their answers landed in a 'compatible' category#then they would still be listed as compatible despite still actually having some dealbreakers in there. Which is also possible with the#'every answer is a number amount' ranking system too. but I feel like that one does allow for a little more customization#and accuracy (like making the dealbreakers add like...+40 to the score or something so that#there's basically NO way that someone could answer with one of those and still get a good score. Or the ability to have a literal#'perfect score' (getting a zero) etc.#BUt anyway lol... inchresting.. inchresting... curious to consider maybe making a uquiz#for the characters in the gameI'm making like.. which npc are you type quiz or something#now that I've made one and seen how it works.. hrmm hrmm....#(< game will not even be done for like another year but still thinking about nonsense like this lol)
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A while ago i listenned to "A House in Nebraska" by Ethel Cain and honestly i don't think i've moved on since. On all levels except physical, i am still in that Nebraska house.
#like those lyrics#and the way it starts lower and slower#and then ends with lyrics too big to be contained in the planned verses#so it gets chaotic and fast and unrythmic in the best way#and then that guitar???#fucking shreds#always make me think of like#when you're talking about something that hurts or make you sad#and you start trying to contain it#but eventually you get to that point where you just Cant keep it in and its messy and vulnerable#and then you get that good moment of like#taking a breathe and feeling better after letting go of all your tears#its just#its top shelf man#i love that song so much and i am frothing at the mouth#please come talk to me about that song if you enjoy it#ethel cain#a house in nebraska
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Last class involved me jokingly saying to my students that I'll break their fingers if they fail the test, encouraging them to steal the company pencils, discussing whether they should commit insurance fraud and getting offered driving lessons. By the way.
#I'm getting more chaotic with every class but hey. they seem to appreciate it#and I need a way to cope with everything. might as well get something out of it.#they're also subjected to my rambles about languages and etymology in particular btw#for the record I am masking so hard every lesson that I come out completely exhausted#so at the very least I'll allow myself a little chaos in there. it's the only way I know how to come across as sociable.
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Oh also In my mind WFA and vivs shit exist in the same sphere as people thinking itâs groundbreaking work bc itâs fanfic tropes someplace âofficialâ but itâs these same people who hem and haw for DECADES on why fandoms conveniently ignore queer women and BIPOC and think reading fanfic is the same as reading books
#the fanfic books one is more complicated in my mind but like the gist of it is#you think itâs groundbreaking bc ur the one doing it#or enjoying it#and Itâs like no u Can love shit sometimes itâs ok#and like no something Im never gonna shut up about is how fandoms are preached to be so inclusive or progressive#but god forbid you tell people to stop mischaracterizing a black character and to care about women#suddenly itâs think pieces on think pieces that boil down to âcanon only matters when it excused my bigotryâ and âi donât wannaâ#on that first point#Itâs hilarious when ppl go itâs harder to care about female characters bc theyâre not given attention by writers#like girl you ship goku and vegeta. u ship Naruto and sasuke. u ship Harry Potter and Draco malfoy#you know damn well itâs not the author stopping you#and thats old shit to remind you how prevalent itâs always been#u made up a shrimp allergy for tim Drake#AND THIS IS RHE THING#when it comes to the way female and bipoc are treated that excuse is so funny#especially in dc#Bc ur depictions of shit you made up manages to stay consistent amongst fandom as a whole#all of you can agree on shit that never happened and debate the reasons and results of shit you made up#ie tim doing the Bruce quest#âalone��� or being threatened to get sent to Arkham or carrying the batfam and being abandoned or ignored or being treated badly by Bruce bc#of Jason etc.#yâall can make METAS on all that shit but the second I say itâs weird that Duke is always the normal one or chaotic gremlin with nothing to#who he is yall get mad
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I am coming to the conclusion that my personal and emotional stances on the May and June editions of our newspaper are just the pre-choruses of Bubblegum Bitch except in reverse chronological order
#âoh dear diary I met a boy... and the hell did he ask for this is against the newspaper team's interest and I do not condone itâ#sincerely darling why. just. why.#as in I understand why but if I were you (and frankly speaking when it comes to experience with similar situations I am an expert)#I would just not ask for something that useless and problematic and just accept the state of things the way it is because it's tolerable#and it's also not as bad as he seems to put it#and also why did they ask me for help with such nonsense#TW chaotic love life venting
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#trying to whittle down my tbr#tbr#books#literature#chaotic academia#dark academia#poll#vote#count of monte cristo#war and peace#sense and sensibility#the age of innocence#vanity fair#something wicked this way comes#bradbury#austen#slay
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Hmm... Hmm... Hmmmmmm........
I don't know but... these 2 things give me the same vibes. I mean... I don't know how to put it... it's nice to see some similarities between one's past and present self.
#not me searching for past Tsukasa in his present self and vice versa.#come to think of it..Tsukasa was 'serious' in his first introduction in ch 15 & 16... not too much playful as he showed later on in ch 17..#i mean... between ch 16 & 17... he was a chaotic cat in ch 17 while in ch 16... he was much more serious...#....like the Tsukasa...... in ch 101 &102......?#anyway... i love that little pose he is making... hope to see more of it... and his 'serious' side as well#ah... you can say i still can't get over the fact that i feel these 2 Tsukasas are different from each other in some ways#i have to find the differences! need more of old tsukasa! i want to see how much they have in common and where they differ!!!#i can't STOP thinking about it!#aaaaaaahhhhhhhh!!!!!!#sometimes i feel like the need to see past Tsukasa being a playful kitten for my own sake. but all i see...#is him being serious in almost all of his shots?!#like... OK! the Tsukasa we have now has his awesome serious moments... but i don't knooooow... something is different?#ok... better stop my rambling here...#I NEED to calm down
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This is the only blog of mine that hasnât had any spam bots following it.
#not an idea#ALL of my other sideblogs get them EXCEPT this one#it's just kind of funny to me#also i know this blog has died down a LOT. not much activity here anymore#the tnbc fandom is stagnant most of the year but maybe something chaotic is gonna come from the new comic coming up#so far i dont think im gonna delete this blog it's been up WAY longer than i ever thought it would#it outlived my tnbc confessions blog#maybe some year nightmare is gonna have a fandom surge#beyond the sexyman polls#(also thank you to the recent submission ABOUT the sexyman polls!!!)
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