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coloriza · 2 years ago

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assassin au part one // part two here

#sasosaku #sasori #sakura #man comics are fucking difficult #someone stop me and save me from myself #assassin au #my art

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mob-choir · 2 years ago

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i’m having so many emotions about teru

that was such a fast-paced, high-stakes situation, and he was thrown so many curveballs he barely had any time to cope with, and he still managed to adjust at impressive speed and never lost his faith in mob.

specifically: that moment right before ???% grabs him by the throat, when he’s kneeling on the ground trying to catch his breath. in that split moment, that’s when the realisation dawns, that this version of mob has no qualms in hurting him even with his bare hands. mob being non-violent to the point of letting himself get choked to unconsciousness was literally how they met, it’s one of the foundations at his core, and teru was well aware of it. having that knowledge suddenly be proven wrong, and all that means for his own safety, must have been a lot to take in. i can’t quite tell if it’s fear that we see on his face for a second, but if it is, that really adds to the element of horror - that sudden realisation that you’re in so much more danger than you thought and your initial plan is not going to be enough.

and then of course: when ???% lets loose his power despite so many people still being around and unable to evacuate. the horror on teru’s face, man. i don’t think it’d really clicked for him what mob being in this state actually meant until then. sure, him attacking teru was unlike him, but teru’s still an esper. he’s in great danger but he can somewhat defend himself. but civilians are different, and you can really tell teru did NOT think mob would put them in danger like that. he’s completely shell-shocked. i think that was another huge moment where he had to very quickly reassess the situation and what to do about it, all while coping with the emotional side of it all, since this is one of his closest friends and someone he really admires. he has to very quickly reckon with the fact that despite the pedestal he put him on, mob is just as human as he is and is capable of making mistakes just like everybody else, mistakes that don't detract from his worth.

which brings me to the point of it all. that DESPITE ALL THAT, teru was still able to 1) understand that mob desperately wants someone to stop him and would never want to harm anyone like this (bc he remembered that mob cried after realising what he’d done to his school....... where he’d only really harmed one person, who had done much worse to him..... if he cried after that, how will he feel when he finds out what he’s causing now?), 2) save all the people caught up in the devastation and get them all out of harm’s way, while being in a lot of pain (his EYES were BLEEDING), and 3) never once lose faith in mob. he saw him go on a (unintentional and unwilling, but teru doesn’t know that) rampage, doing things he would never in a million years think mob would ever do, and still took all of that in in record time considering the situation, and came out on the other side still whole-heartedly believing in shigeo and his goodness, and almost dying trying to stop him. because he knew that being the reason hundreds of innocent people got injured (or worse) would completely and utterly break mob.

and while, knowing teru, he might think he failed since he couldn’t achieve his goal (stopping mob’s rampage), what he succeeded in doing was ultimately just as important. he saved all the people he could, and gave his best for the one person he couldn’t.

#mob psycho 100 #mp100 #mp100 spoilers #hanazawa teruki #kageyama shigeo #this got really long but i have so many thoughts on this #there are some things i only brushed upon but that still drive me insane. but those will be for some other post maybe #the gist of this is that i think what teru was able to do here is an incredible feat that not many people could have done #both from a concrete point of view in terms of the people he saved and attempts he made at stopping mob #but also from a purely emotional perspective in terms of coping with all the life-altering curveballs being thrown at him #while being engaged in life-threatening battle #someone please get this kid to a hospital and then to a warm meal and a comfy bed or i'll do it myself #anyway thank you to bones for doing a great job with this final arc so far. excited for the next two eps #even having read the manga i'm NOT ready #post.txt

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rudnitskaia · 4 months ago

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yay a week until my 29th bday ✨🔥😎🔥✨

#about myself #heldig life stories #birthday #it's hard to believe that a year ago in that same period of time i wrote my last will haha #the only reason i didn't make an attempt on myself was my hyper responsibility 'cause i wanted a notary to approve my last will #so my beloved ones would have no problems with my property and my corpse after i die #but i had no time to do so and then my husband led me to psychiatrist and she confirmed i'm having a suicidal depression all my life #after i described my habitual living she was shocked that i managed to go so long without any medication just on my inner will itself #just because i constantly pushed myself forward from 'you need to go everyone counts on you'#but then it was awfully worsened by my long term burnout due to constant work crunches to the point when my inner will became not enough #and i stopped functioning like a normal person completely: not eating not getting up from the bed not wanting anything except disappearing #now i'm on antidepressants and it feels like i'm awake from a living time nightmare #it would have been so much easier if someone gave me antidepressants back then when i was 14 and tried to take my own life for the 1st time #fortunately unsuccessfully #so it will be another happy birthday to me that i wasn't supposed to live haha #don't be like me pls don't ignore yourselves and your condition and instead take care of yourselves dudes <3 #go to the doctor if you need to it's neither scary nor shameful - it can literally save your life #hug you all tightly

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kawakona · 1 year ago

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#kawalaba #palia #reth #palia reth #idek anymore #someone needs to step in and save me from myself #make me stop #majiri prince #first the wolf now the prince #i.....seriously someone send help

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roseytoesy · 2 months ago

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Ok im sorry to be that person but I am not interested in Gaza funraising and stuff. Please stop sending asks. I am deleting them. I am a poor collage student dealing ith my own issues. I am sorry that these things are happening but I can't sacrifice what little I have for complete strangers.

#vent #just leave me alone #every time i see an ask i get ecited that someone wants to chat about vore #not... not asking for donations #I dont have money nor am i willing to give what little I have saved for collage #“oh youre being selfish by witholding from someone in need!”#so maybe I am #I had to block and seperate myself from all this for a reason #my mental health cant take this pressure and news #otherwise ill get into very dark places to try and escape the negative news...#so please #just stop asking me #I just want silly ask games and to chat about vore #roses ramblings #sorry not sorry #but like dont go into ask boxes asking for donations #unless someone has said they are ok with it #just stop

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sparro48 · 2 months ago

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so i said i was going to make a luo binghe cosplay.

and now i have spent the past 2 days doing nothing but that and i’m over halfway done

i made my xie lian cosplay in 3 days and i think im gonna do the same with this one

but my hands are shaking from use and i’ve been in a state of constant anxiety the past two days so maybe that’s what’s keeping me going—

#svsss #mxtx svsss #mxtx cosplay #cosplay #luo binghe #scum villian self saving system #ren zha fanpai zijiu xitong #i’m so fucking exhausted #why do i do this to myself #i’m tired #someone come and physically restrain me from doing more work #i need to stop #this is bad for me

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knotst3r1l3 · 3 months ago

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curse these wretched organs vro what the Fuck man !!!!!!!

#hes on his boyeriod #no one look at him #i love 3rd personing myself hhaha #YEEOWTCH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#if i stop posting for a week uhhh tell mick thomson i love her cause i probably died #bro thought i was newgen to escape woodstock 99 🤫🧏‍♂️#fuck my stupid baka life #this is so sick and twisted #sick and twisted #my entire spinal cord is in excruciatingly agonizing pain but that's nothin compared to literally everything else #fuck it we ball #i justr. gotta keep on roulen.....ough..#slipknot yuri save me #stanley is a crazy insane butch and stanford is just a transgender acearo autism man #the oeriod it's making me see things more clearly this shtits makin me hsve a fuckimg EPIPHANY got DAMN IS IT PAINFUL BRO AAAUGHHGJ #should I just post the words instead of putting everything in the tags am i tumblring wrong #oh my jod vro #oh.my glizzy #Dave I am so litty off this fire zaza you gave me #<==quote from a Dirk Strider ms doodle thing by someone else I literally JUST saw it I'll make sure you see the post too #FUCK #ok byebye gang #i love you vro. ❤️#I should prooobably make a tag for when I do shit like this ok fuck wai t #hmmm yapper tag what do i name it hrmm thinks really really hard #st3r1l3s YAPPIN..#Sssssssigan viendo...#ok bye fo rilly this time vro. ❤️

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james-spooky · 1 month ago

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this is a test

#i’m bored i just wanna see how many words i can put in the tags like will it just keep going on forever or will they stop me like i know th #the tag limit is 30 ok so the iindividual tag limit is 140 characters that’s actually so rude i wanted to keep going forever and see how lo #g this could be but i guess we can do this 30 times ok what the flip should i talk about hm i was playing the guitar today but i rage quit #ause the song was hard and hurting my fingers! ermmmmm it was sunny ok this is boring let’s think of more exciting things to type hmmm acco #ding to all known laws of aviation- jk i’m not doing the bee movie script but can you imagine i think that would be funny hmmmmm words i lo #e podcasts so bad that’s a fact no one has ever know before my blog definitely isn’t all about audio dramas the people are definitely not a #ready aware of this jesus christ this is only the seventh one of these this is actually quite a lot of space i underestimated how much i ha #e to type btw there’s probably spelling mistakes in here somewhere or autocorrect has been annoying but i cba to retype anything so i don’t #care lolllllllllllll how do you feel about oscar malevolent i feel a normal amount actually (lie) yk what i really miss sam and colin alrea #y like i’m actually not okay i really hope we hear from sam again in s2 and also colin ngl i hope ur in the computers soz or not dead miss #im like a bastard my paranoid it king ok erm im running out of things to say um heartstopper s3 was crazy good i cried lmao i love gay peop #e so much it’s crazy i hope it gets renewed for s4 i need to reread the comics lowkey and the books they’re all so talented for being so yo #ng it scares me ngl !!!!!! the tmagp hiatus is getting to me slightly like february in reality is soon and not that far away for how podcas #ts go but seriously how am i supposed to live until then without knowing what happened. please colin be alive. ive only just realised i can #use fills stops. sorry that’s made everything a bit messy. i should’ve been doing this before. whoops. anyways. hi mutuals i love you all s #much i hope you enjoy my rambles and shitposts cause i enjoy yours very much! never think you’re being annoying i literally don’t care be a #annoying as you want posts as much as you want i am ur biggest fan <3 im getting a bit fatigued from typing like my mind is blank basically #now it’s just turned into a. stream of consciousness but i don’t really have any thoughts to put here idk if we’re halfway ermmmm omg it’s #lmost halloween how crazy is that time is flying by i kinda forgot it was october lmao. it’s wild how it’s basically almost christmas. like #what. that’s illegal. how is it wintertime again. what the flip. i miss summer already take me backkkkkkk. i hope my phone doesn’t crash or #smth cause i’ve not saved this as a draft and i cba to do any of this again. maybe i should save it. ok i will when i reach the next tag bc #ok it stopped me but i’ve saved it and holy jesus it’s a lot of text im just sat here giggling there’s really no point to any of this other #than me being bored sooooooooooooooooo (imagine if i just did the letter o for every character wouldn’t that be crazy) so wait there’s 140 #haracters and 30 tags so what’s 30 x 140. someone hurry. i haven’t done maths lessons in two and a half years i’ve forgotten everything wai #let me get the calculator app ok im back it said 4100 characters so. i dont know how many words that roughly is but its. a decent amount. o #what the flip why am i wasting tag space with maths. i hate maths. my screen time has been actually soooooooooo bad recently like damn some #one put my phone in a block of ice please joshua gillespie style. my mind is running out of things to say. do i talk about myself. im james #im 18 which is weird cause wdym im an adult go away. ive run out of facts. i love podcasts and procedural dramas that stupid firefighter sh #w is my life unfortunately. i think chappell roan should be the queen of england instead of king charles. i dont like having a king cause #ho needs men in power not me. ok um this is the last tag equal rights for all. yolo. the time will pass anyways! thank u boredom ok bye gn:

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reireichu · 8 months ago

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me: lol i dont think im gonna write and post anymore bc everything that happened last time was an experience and the angry anons scared me

also me: i'm going to write armand and he's going to be the nastiest fugly slut you'll ever meet

#oh fuck im writing again #interview with the vampire amc #someone please stop me????#the vampire armand #daniel molloy #i saved this screenshot as “bitterafarmand.jpg” and it is accurate #oh god save me from myself #rei fic #oh look i actually finished writing it #parasite the fic

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evreeone · 4 days ago

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i feel like there's a switch in my brain that gets flipped every other day that just has flipping between "i'm okay, i can just bide my time the next (hopefully only) four years, i'm somewhere that at least state-wise is protective, i won't have it as bad as everyone else, it's going to be fine. i have my small community in the form of my friends if nothing else, and i have at least One friend irl who is pretty supportive and protective, even if the world around me is going to fall apart i won't be alone in it and it might fall apart less for me personally so maybe i shouldn't be so negative" or "i want to [----] myself, i'm sick and getting sicker, old and getting older and i can barely physically handle climate change right Now let alone how it'll worsen once environmental protection policies get cut, i'm in a city where racists are pretty bold and i'm already too afraid to leave my house, i'm going to have to watch people i love and care about and family in less safe states suffer even more, i'm going to watch the birds suffer, Why do i even Want to continue living this life because there's no Living to it as someone who is just a shut-in and now any small tentative hopes i had for a future in being more openly queer are Pretty Much Gone because i'm not strong enough to persist as myself in the current political environment"

every time i wake up. the smallest tinge of hope some mornings and then complete and utter hopelessness other mornings, and it's exhausting. i never really think about the future much because i always expect to die before i get there but it's been especially hard to grapple with the fact that the one time i started to (within the past year) it immediately went to shit.

i still really don't know what to do, for myself or for others, and i think the answer might really just be Nothing and that's. hard. as it stands though i am still clinging to rain world dlc release date as at least a Gotta Get This Far marker and just crossing my fingers something else is dangled in front of my brain like a horse and a carrot that'll help me continue to push myself forward

#negative/vent #ideation warning #jic #To Preface i am still not an active risk that tag is so people can judge if they're in a mindset to read under the cut or not #and just in case it needs to be said: these aren't for like. Attention either #sometimes yelling into a void (ie behind a read more) where maybe someone can relate or feel less alone or Whatever helps #i earnestly do not care or mind if you do or don't read my personal posts #i would journal but i found that journaling is actually just a way for me to spiral Extremely fast and a lot of the times my #personal journals devolve into 'you should kys actually' so i just Do Not anymore #like in a journal i can write myself into a pit for literal hours because there's nothing stopping me but some Read More on tumblr is just #vomit up a few emotions and then step away from the internet and if i type too much tumblr will bug out and refuse to post or save it #also too it does provide a small paper trail of sorts for like. if i seem suddenly Not Social friends that follow me can check my blog #or whatever and be like oh okay ev's Fine just having a hard time #idk! idk idk my point is These Are For Me and sometimes they can help friends understand certain things about me a bit more but ultimately #you do not have to read them! especially if you are not in a mindspace to do so!#i would hate if my personal posts ever actively bogged someone down so please do not read if that's a risk #and last note: sorry if these personal posts change the way you see me if you do read them #like if u ever had an opinion of me that was more than just Depressed Loser :')

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none-tadashi-left-hiro · 3 months ago

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I literally don’t know how to talk about and process this without sounding like some sort of weird incel but maybe that’s what’s going on

#like #I just want a support system it’s not that deep #but I hate feeling all triggered and emo and whatever abt it as if I’m some sort of tragic martyr #I’m just another 20 something living in USA with no good social support services #like this is just what happens #like I’m processing to myself in the tags and it sounds like something some drag queen would roast you for #like hi you never got enough attention from your parents and it’s obvious #like girlllll??????#I need to chill #no I do need to let myself process these emotions like I know what the healthy mindset is for this but GODD #a nerve was hit apparently #like there’s no more looking for parental figures the older you get #the people you wanted to be your parental figures are now just like your age???#what the fuck do I do with that #volunteer at a nursing home I guess #how do people stop pitying themselves forever about this and just live their lives like what the fuck #how do u do that when u still feel like u don’t have a solid support system irl like I guess really no one was coming to save me from #my parents like I’m just stuck here with no idea of where else to go #I have been getting very good at keeping myself open to change and new beginnings and whatever #but holy FUCK can someone hurry up and like let me live at their place for free and be nice to me and I will also be nice to them and maybe #I will be able to make money in a way that is not traumatizing and then we pay off our house and are friends with everyone and can handle #whatever life throws at us #like what about that huh #like what the fuck #ok I think I got all the weird ranting and being stupid and processing out

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insipid-drivel · 8 days ago

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Hello from Gaza,

My name is Waleed, and I am writing this message as a plea for help. I am a husband, a father, and an engineer who always took pride in providing for my family, but today, I face the unbearable reality that I may not be able to protect them. 💔😞

The war in Gaza has turned our lives into a nightmare. Every day, the sounds of bombs and destruction shake our home. 💥 My child wake up terrified, and I can no longer promise them safety. 😢 We are running out of time, out of resources, and out of hope. 🕰️ Our only chance of survival is to leave, but we cannot do it alone.

I have created a GoFundMe campaign to raise the funds we need to escape. Every dollar can be the difference between life and death for my family. If you cannot donate, please share our story. 📢 Let the world know what we are going through—maybe someone out there can help us before it’s too late. 🙏💔

Vetted by @gazavetters , my number verified on the list is ( #107 )✅

With all my heart, thank you for your support,

Waleed & Family ❤️

https://gofund.me/e85369a1

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i'm sorry

i'm so sorry i'm such an american pigdog fuckfaced monster i can't help more people and i'm so fucking sorry

i'm disabled and on a fixed income i can't help more than i already have i don't have any more to give and i can't handle these asks anymore

please i can't help you please stop it's killing me with you and i only just learned i don't wanna die

i don't have enough to give i don't have enough money i don't have enough resources or sim cards i'm so sorry i'm so sorry i'm so sorry i can't do enough i can't fix it i'm so sorry i can't fix it i can't fix it i can't fix it i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i didn't want him to win i want a ceasefire i want you guys to be safe i'm sof ucking sorry i'm soryy

sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry

please someone help them please i can't do it i'm broke and i can't afford my own food anymore i just can't help more palestinians there are too many i can't ICAN'T HELP PLEASE I DON'T HAVE MORE TO GIVE PLEASE I'D GIOVE YOU MY SKIN OFF MY BODY IF I COULD BUT I CAN'T PLEASE

I CAN'T SEND MORE MONEY I DON'T HAVE ANYMORE AND I'M DISABLED AND ON DISABILITY AND I DON'T HAVE MORE TO GIVE I DON'T HAVE MORE TO GIVE I DON'T HAVE MORE TO GIVE I CAN'T HELP I CAN'T HELP FUCK I CAN'T HELP PLEASE SOMEONE HELP

#free palestine #please free palestine i can't afford to feed myself i can't give anymore i'm sorry #i'm so sorry #i'm sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry i i'm so sorry i don't want this to happen i never did #please help i don't have anything left to give people i can't even afford rent this month i can't #please someone help so these asks go away from my inbox please #i gave everything i have i swear i've been donating and trying to help but i'm disabled and can't work and can't earn more to save more #i voted to stop this please i voted to stop this i can't make it stop but i tried every way i could please #please please please i can't do it anymore i can't #i can't fix it i can't please go away please please get help from someone with money and not an ugly useless faggot like me #i don't have money i barely make enough to live and i'm still spending too much and it doesn't make the pleas in my inbox stop #please i need them to stop for a while because i can't #i'm gonna hurt myself if it doesn't stop and i don't wanna die but i can't handle this

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cloudburst-ink · 11 months ago

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