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ye-olde-trojan-horse · 2 years ago

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spine has decided to give me stabbing pains today.

smh, if you’re gonna give me the pain - at least have the guts to actually fucking stab me.

#this is how I feel #rn #like fuck off back #or let me die #not this in between bullshit #why are you doing this to me #just #fucking #kill #me #nathara is active? what.#someone please let me die #pls #ty #k bye #rambles #ouch #pain

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horsemeatluvr23 · 9 months ago

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i had a dream where etho accidentally called bdubs 'john' on stream,, and in retaliation bdubs said 'yes horace'..... and that's how we found out etho's real name is freaking. Horace.

#can you freaking imagine i think i'd die if i'd been losing my mind over a man called HORACE.#even worse than when i dated someone called gavin tbh... and that's quite hard to beat #i think the funniest part was that the internet couldn't tell if bdubs was joking or not. until etho addressed it as the comment of the day #in his lets play series.... and he was like. yes guys my name is horace. please stop being mean to me.#and he sounded like a kicked puppy #<- tbf he often sounds like that. pathetic man #horsemeatposting #etho #bdubs #hermitcraft

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gothoffspring · 2 years ago

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hi! I found another object that I'm going to overuse and decided to slap some patterns on it. Details, credits and download links below the cut.

DETAILS:

This is a recolor of 'The WhipperSnapper: Mach 10 Edition Rocker' Rocking chair from the Growing Together expansion pack.

Unfortunately, this means that Growing Together is required in order for these recolors to work. Sorry!

There are 14 various patterned swatches. You can see an unedited preview of all of them right here (edge smoothing off).

Custom thumbnail for the first swatch.

Patterns are mostly cute, baby themed patterns with some oddballs mixed in.

Also, If you're looking for more recolors of this rocker, I highly recommend checking out the Artsy Baby set by @tinysimmer!

CREDITS:

all patterns sourced from either vecteezy or freepik, thank you very much to the original creators.

DL: SFS / MF

@maxismatchccworld @mmfinds @alwaysfreecc 💖

#ts4 #the sims 4 #ts4cc #s4cc #the sims 4 cc #custom content #maxis match #ts4 edit #mycc #i literally just wanted the first swatch and now here we are lmao #hope someone else can get some use out of them i kind of dig them!#please tag me or let me see if you use these in your gp 😘 ill die of happiness x100

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metamatronic · 14 days ago

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i am both kinda surprised and not surprised at all that there is not a single phone dude/william fic on AO3

#here’s the thing. even if there were phone dude/will fics.#it probably wouldn’t appeal to me since my william acts so different from canon.#but it’s always strange to see a ship with *nothing* posted #like surely i didn’t *invent* this #right? right???#crack ship of all crack ships i suppose #i will probably delete this later #meta talks #every day i dream of someone writing something for my AU #please i would die /pos #let me consume willwasframed!content without having to make it myself

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all-too-unwell-13 · 10 months ago

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'the prophecy' by taylor swift is the most annabeth to percy coded song ever written

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s0fter-sin · 5 months ago

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ghost stares at the ceiling, chest heaving in a harsh pant; sweat ice on his clammy flesh and soaked into the sheet he restlessly kicks away.

ears still ringing, his fingertips blindly drift down to trail along his vivisection scar. he half-expects blood to smear in their wake. his own line of solomon, who ordered him split in twain; half of him given to a grieving mother and half left with the grieving to be.

just for both his broken halves to be rejected.

what did it make him that his mother grieved him more than she loved him? that she begged to be relieved of him more adamantly than she begged to receive him? why did his worth spill out with his drawn blood? why was his pain lesser than hers?

his hand flexes, digging into the raised scar like it’ll part beneath his fingertips to plunge into his mangled insides. no one knows the cruelty of reforming the halved; his name, his being, not nearly as important as his body when he was stripped from himself. no one knows the pain of healing and understanding losing pieces of yourself means losing your value along with them.

how many more pieces did he have to lose before he was halved once more? before his very presence incurred grief so strong it was better to be rid of him than cradle his bloodied remains?

did the infant fight himself? did he age always at odds with himself; his halves never truly whole? he hopes he wasn’t, that he was spared the loss of self; the fear that one may be welcomed over the other.

who will he lose when the inevitable comes? when he’s ripped apart again? simon? or ghost? is it better to be cursed with choice just like his mother or live with an aftermath chosen for him? does it matter if in the end, he convinces himself there was nothing of him left to lose?

his head lolls to the side and the wild buck of his chest slows. he watches johnny beside him, his face lax with the rare peace of sleep; his cheek squished against the pillow, his lips pursed as long breaths escape him.

johnny. soap. never torn asunder but two all the same.

he carefully reaches out and ghosts his fingers along the jagged scar on his chin. even in sleep, he presses into his bloodied touch. he’s never fled his half-flesh, never shies away from his gore as it spills unbidden from his cleaved torso. he holds on where his mother let him go; cups his stomach to hold his insides in place and never minds the blood that drips through his fingers.

simon will never let him become his own solomon and cannibalise himself. he will never let him question which half of him has more value; which pieces he can afford to lose before he’s cast aside.

ghost’s soap. simon’s johnny. his.

whole, in any incarnation.

#yall know the story of king solomon?#and the two mothers who claim a baby is theirs so he orders the baby cut in half so they can each have half of him?#well guess what woke me up out of a dead sleep and demanded to be written?#anyway roba showing simon clips of his mum on the news begging for the safe return of her boy #for the government to do something; /anything/ please she just wants her son back #just for ghost to dig himself out of simon's coffin and she can't bear to look at the man he's become #he's cold and afraid and hesitant and angry and in pain and so different from her little boy that it's just too difficult for her #he's a living breathing reminder that her simon didn't come back from the desert #and ghost has to live with the knowledge that his mum couldn't love him through anything #that maybe if he got himself out sooner if he was stronger or smarter or a better soldier... if he hadn't let simon die...#maybe he wouldn't have changed so much that she wouldn't look him in the eye and see a stranger #if you know anything about me by now you know i love the separation of the self and the person they become around others or bc of trauma #whether thats hizashi and present mic or simon and ghost its one of my absolute favourite tropes #and simon knowing hes become someone else and going home expecting to still be loved anyway?#just for this new version of himself to be rejected?#thats the moment he fractures into ghost #coming out of my cage and ive been doing just fine.txt #we’re a team. ghost team #simon ghost riley #ghost cod #john soap mactavish #soap cod #soapghost #ghostsoap #ghoap #ghost call of duty #cod mw2 #cod mwii #save post

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xxplastic-cubexx · 2 months ago

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talking to my brother about quicksilver and i was like 'ik him and wanda are twins but he exudes little brother energy so much' and my bro Without Hesitation just went 'well thats what happens when you're the least favorite in the family' and he says this to me, the youngest in our family like 🧍‍♂️

#snap chats #i screamed honestly ajeLRKERAJ LIKE OH !! VIOLENCE youve decided violence tonight brother #AND HE'S NOT EVEN WRONG. my mom dont like me i know she dont she act like she do but fundamentally she thinks im gross #youngest of four thats me .... the beef between my mom and i is definitely more one sided but thats because i refuse to forgive but anyway #'snap is this just an excuse to vent about your mom' NO i just think its very funny ok let me laugh .....#pietro ive formed a kinship with you i fear. i too have the same exact face as the mfer i got beef with jvaeRLKVJAER #PLEASE i will make a comic about that at some point. i can finally project onto someone about this cause its the worst shit in the world #people tryna be nice or cute like 'aw you look exactly like X :)' like oh so you want me to die????? you hate me ???? you want me dead.#and you just gotta smile while thinkin Wow Wanna Say It Again I Dont Think I Was Psychically Damaged Enough The First Time #anyways i just thought that was the funniest thing cause my bro really didnt even think before sayin that... is that how he really feels ..#or did he just. forget i am the youngest ...w/e im ending it here before i start gettin petty ....#point is he Again accidentally said something incredibly funny and i was taken aback jvAWLKFJWRLKJA

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buriedinmyownfeelings · 3 months ago

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I’m in trouble boys

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alltheshadesofamber · 8 months ago

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I think Jeremy Knox would absolutely help his friends hide a body. 100%. Without hesitation. No one’s even dead yet but he’s already got a shovel ready

#jeremy knox #he is so ready he is begging PLEASE let him cover up a crime for his friends #he strikes me as someone who says ride or die and MEANS it #all for the game #aftg #the sunshine court #tsc #the foxhole court #tfc #jean moreau #laila dermott #catalina alvarez

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camellcat · 3 months ago

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stray thought but why didn’t they just let giles die in spiral? like... other than make buffy miserable what does he even do in the later seasons? I feel like it would've been better to just let him go out on a good note than waste away as a character

#absolutely let me know if I'm wrong please #but I've just finished s6 and what. what was the purpose of him even being there #in fact he WASN'T there!! his bitch ass self was in england!!!!#he was RIGHT when he said he wasn't needed but he hasn't BEEN needed since SEASON 3!!!!!#like could he not have just set some firmer boundaries with buffy. completely abandoning her was so extreme #plus I think killing him would've been like scary y’know?#cause the core scoobies are always safe in this show. in fact everyone BUT the core scoobies die around here #so to kill giles? big BIG deal!!#well actually I guess buffy dies a lot but she keeps coming back so idk if she counts exactly #me when I want all everybody to die #I realize I've also talked about how spike could've died within this season hahaha they say kill your darlings or whatever #also I get it was important that he killed ben for buffy but like being fr? I think xander and willow could've done it #for buffy? maybe. maybe. but for willow? I think xander would kill someone for willow. especially cause this guy is host of the hell god #and y'know willow would kill for willow. well tara but willow's love is a very selfish love so also for herself #anyways I think they could've done it they just didn't have to #and obviously spike would if he could not a question there #rupert giles #btvs #buffy the vampire slayer

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withasideofshakespeare · 1 month ago

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Have you ever noticed that pretty much everybody in Shakespeare's histories is an awful parent? Now you can rank them according to your tastes in (bad) parenting with my tier list maker:

I probably forgot somebody (please tell me if I did) and also all of the parent-adjacent characters are included according to my personal tastes (mostly because Falstaff does a LOT of (weird) parenting and deserved a spot and then pulled a bunch of other people along with him).

Here's mine:

#shakespeare #shakespeare's histories #tier list #richard ii #1 henry iv #2 henry iv #henry v #1 henry vi #2 henry vi #3 henry vi #richard iii #king john #justifications:#john of gaunt is really nice to henry in their appearance together. it's sweet!#richard duke of york may SUCK but he is pretty darn nice to his kids. one of very few people who doesn't constantly insult richard jr #margaret got moved down to b tier for bringing her kid along to watch her torture a guy to death. but points for the unique bonding activit #owain glyndwr is a good dad. lets his daughter marry an englishman!#everybody in C tier is trying their best i think #hal didn't *mean* to die before even meeting his son but he Did. i'm sorry.#cecily probably deserves f tier for constantly insulting her son but to be fair he *is* evil #everyone in f tier directly or indirectly causes the death of their child #except for bolingbroke #he just sucks #don't tell your son you wish you could replace him with someone else's son! and don't call him a degenerate!#no wonder hal replaces him with a weird drunkard.#the yellow characters are only designated as parents because my notes say their historical equivalents were #and yes my source for that is my annotations in a book that i wrote down probably two years ago now #PLEASE correct me if i'm being an idiot #or if i forgot anybody!#also can you tell that i haven't read king john?

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mrmolmol · 9 days ago

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i watched twilight

this is an old thing i forgot to post er

i do kind of want to gauge interest because ive been in the worst artblock of my life so please let me know if you want to see more of this pairing

#kurumada yttd #naomichi kurumada #keiji yttd #keiji shinogi #kurukei #keimichi #im so ill its crazy #mrmolmol #mewhen i #please someone else draw them im going to die of thirst #if theres any fics let me know pelase

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shima-draws · 3 months ago

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Grips my shirt and tears it apart so that all the buttons go flying and SCREAMS I love Law and Cora so much what the FUCK!!!!

#Shima speaks #SLAMS MY HEAD INTO THE WALL. BREAKING THE PLASTER. LEAVING A HOLE #AGHHH. AGHHFHF HELP #Cora who saw a kid so angry and bitter at the world decided to throw away everything to save him despite the whole WORLD saying he couldn’t #Law who finally realized there’s still hope left in the world and hope left for him and there’s someone willing to sacrifice EVERYTHING #Just to save him. Just to give him a fighting chance. Just to let him be FREE #Law who came to realize how much Cora meant to him and how much love and care Cora had for him. Then losing all that in an INSTANT #The one person he cared about more than anything sacrificed his LIFE for him #And Law spent the next 13 YEARS working to avenge Cora…naming his pirate crew getting tattoos fashioning his Jolly Roger ALL after Cora #TATTOOS!!! HE GOT PERMANENT MARKINGS ON HIS BODY SYMBOLIZING CORA #I’M. GOING TO FUCKING EXPLODE AND BLOW UP. WHAT THE FUCKKKKKK #Oda writing the most epic revenge quest in history #They mean so much to me I’m GOING to die. Right here and now #Cora giving up everything for Law and Law giving up everything for Cora…THAT’S TRUE LOVE BABEY #No matter what kind of form it comes in that’s TRUE. LOVE. PERIODT #One Piece #Do you think Law still would have gotten tattoos symbolizing Cora if Cora had lived. I wonder about that sometimes.#I feel like he would. I feel like he’d wear them proudly and Cora would be SO embarrassed about it #Law’s not shy about shit like that he’d be super smug about it too #Law: You saved me and gave my life meaning why WOULDN’T I want to permanently mark my body to honor that #Cora: Because it’s embarrassing! Lawwww!!! 😭#Law: Too bad doing it anyway <3 #Cora: You know what. Fine. But I’m getting a tattoo that symbolizes YOU #Law: PLEASE???#Cora: WH. WAIT THAT BACKFIRED THAT IS NOT HOW YOU WERE SUPPOSED TO REACT #Cora you NEED to match his freak okay.#I heavily hc Law to be absolutely unhinged over the people he cares about #Like scarily possessive AND obsessive kind of unhinged #He and Cora can have an unhealthy codependent relationship. As a treat <3 #Okay shutting up now SORRY I’m just. Unwell. Sighs dramatically

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moeblob · 9 months ago

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And then she threatens to kill him if he doesn't man up and say that while looking her in the eye (and then he apologizes while looking at her in the eye because he cannot be directly rude).

#my characters #they might all be adults but really they are also children - they are my children your honor i love them #imagine right and brent to the side and right saying wow damn cant believe blondie was told what i expected to hear my whole life #and brent saying he would take his life and then there is a pause and then he says ah wait that was more threatening than i intended #and right yelling to karen HEY BLONDIE I THINK BRENT JUST THREATENED TO KILL ME #and she yells back BUT I CANT CHOOSE BETWEEN YOU TWO THREATEN TO KILL PAUL OR SOMEONE ELSE I CAN SACRIFICE #and rick just relieved the focus is off of him so fast because he doesnt want to die by karens hands #and doesnt know she actually wouldnt kill him bc she would feel too guilty bc hes too nice and she has a small conscience #thats why please threaten paul i would love to kill paul it would be cathartic actually please let me kill paul #its a dnd au and she craves the murder and violence ok let her have this its not real #thinking about right and brent a lot lately and yet i didnt even draw them ...

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buckingham-ashtray · 6 months ago

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The Invisible Clubber........................ SMILING. CAN'T STOP SMILING. LIFE SO HAPPY. LOVE. LOVE LIFE. BEAT GETTING FASTER. CAN'T STOP SMILING. NOW JUST HARMONY. NO BEAT. MELODY. STOP MOVING. SMILE TO THE SKY. ALL STANDING STILL. BEAUTIFUL. NEVER BEEN SUCH HARMONY IN ALL HISTORY. WANT TO KISS EVERYONE. THEY WANT TO KISS ME. BREATHE IN. BREATHE OUT.................

Sebastian's Story.......... Sometimes I wonder what it'll be like to die. I'll find myself drifting off, staring at something, anything and I'll stop blinking. I feel my whole body slowing down... My heartbeat... And I wonder how long it'll be broken

*Sorry that I couldn't find the source where I got this from and have no idea when this was released. If anyone has the link I will be very glad to insert it!

#warning: expand the tags at your own risk #I've been way too jolly lately.#time to break some hearts.#oh sherlock.#I could barely type out the invisible clubber I wanted to stick my head into the door frame and have someone slam the door on me #want me to drop dead on the spot? sing oh what a night #oh the invisible clubber. the only thing I could think about is sherlock being so alone and so lost at john's wedding reception #he loves dancing so much and all around him people are dancing but he is so Alone.#he was just standing there jostled by the crowd and turning in circles being drowned in the suffocating lonliness #and so he left. he returned to 221b alone and let cocaine pump his heart for him and wrote that entry in delirium.#The. Invisible. Clubber.#tell me how else could we possibly interpret this.#and please don't mention sebastian's story to me if you don't want me to die in a gory mess on you.#“Sometimes I wonder what it'll be like to die.”#“And I wonder how long it'll be broken”#don't.#please don't.#I am going to die of heartbreak and mofftiss YOU ARE RESPONSIBLE #nothing should ever be this painful and we're not even sherlock #just imagine how utterly tortured sherlock is this entire time #I'm going to stop now. my tags are getting ridiculously out of control #bbc sherlock #sherlock #sherlock holmes #john watson #johnlock #sherlock s3 #the sign of three #tsot #buckingham-ashtray

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starryroe · 27 days ago

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god please. please

#i feel bad hoping for this but please #please just let her die #and really soon #like tomorrow soon #please just let me wake up tomorrow and she's asleep and doesn't wake up #im talking abt someone who doesnt speak englidh btw so if you read this its not about you

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