#coming soon

[draculathedansemacabre]

Did somebody order a trailer for a new audio fiction podcast?

Hear your first official glimpse of Peter Coleman and Evangeline Young together.

Hear a bit of Alan Rodi's beautiful new score and Jeffrey Nils Gardner's incredible sound designer.

Mark your calendars. Dracula: The Danse Macabre. First episode coming... this Wednesday November 13th.

[beefrobeefcal]

What you can expect from your beef in the next bit - in poster form of course! Presented in no particular order and a few posters have already been released.

enjoy with hot with side of sin,

Beefro👌🥩💜

Colosseum Capers | for my THE GLANDOLORIAN challenge, featuring Din Djarin, Dieter Bravo & Marcus Acacius

On the Waterfront: Chapter 9 | hell to the yeah. read 1-8 here

Get Dieter Sober | for @bitchesuntitled GET DIETER SOBER challenge, yes- there's gonna be an actual fic!

the BEEF - #2: Frankie Morales | enough said. read part 1 here

Vicinia | Omegaverse with Joel & Dave. read the tagline for more info.

SHOPVAC | with my last breath, i blame @strang3lov3, featuring Joel Miller, Dieter Bravo & ShopVac

[pepeshiagent]

An orphan who became an alchemist at a very young age.

He was different than everyone he has ever met.

He was the one that, with a laugh or a smile, enlightened his day.

Lucian loved him more than anything else in the world. Still does.

Through much pain, he survived and became stronger. Magic being his greatest ally.

And thus he became one of the most powerful occults in history.

And Death became his shadow.

Thank you all CC creators. 🕸

[evancelt]

A couple prototype minifigures from the upcoming Rocky Mountain Minifigs woodland creatures 6-figure initial release.

Planned figures:

Dark Tan Abbey Mouse with Sword

Orange Abbey Mouse with Sling

Long Patrol Hare Officer with Spear

Long Patrol Hare Soldier with Spear

Corsair Rat with Cutlass

Vermin Wildcat Sage with Staff

[inkskinned]

so while i was writing the book, i became violently suicidal.

this was mostly due to the fact that i had a very bad reaction to some meds and my brain stopped producing any serotonin. also i was in the last semester of grad school where it's actually illegal to feel anything but dread. so it wasn't going well.

somewhere in the fog of it i became aware i needed help. nobody was taking clients or my insurance. i didn't want to do inpatient care - it wasn't right for my needs. there's not really an "in between" stage between "inpatient" and "no care," but i was trying to do the right thing. i was trying to activate the chain of command that was my emergency plan. i knew i needed help now.

i used betterhelp.

i know, i know. i'm a straight-A student and so smart and so clever, how could i ever use something so blatantly bad. to be honest with you, i didn't feel particularly keen on it from the getgo - things that seem too good to be true usually are. also, if something online is free, the price is usually your privacy.

the thing is that there was kind of a global pandemic happening at the time and i worked 5 jobs alongside of being a fulltime student and also like writing a book on the side. it is a miracle that i even thought about getting help. i would love to tell you i had the mental wherewithal to like, process whether this was the right choice for me. mostly i was desperate. i was so suicidal that i was trying to find a reason to stay inside of fortune cookies. i was the kind of suicidal that looks like splatterpaint. i hadn't been that bad in an entire decade.

they took my data. i gave them it freely. somewhere out there, they have a dossier on me. on everything i survived. my story in little datapoints, scattergraphed beautifully.

the first woman told me that really i should be grateful, because (and this is a direct quote): "at least you're not anne frank." i said that i felt that statement was antisemitic, as anne frank's life and experience shouldn't be compared to like, a nonbinary lesbian in western massachusetts. the therapist said that i should try to use lucid dreaming to try to picture myself in an actually scary situation, like running from nazis.

i applied for another therapist. i was willing to accept the possibility that there was a bad apple in the bunch. the next therapist and i even laughed about how inappropriate that statement was. and then, in our next session: the new therapist said if i was struggling with body image issues, i should just work harder on my appearance. she spent 3 sessions in a row talking about how she was grieving, and made me memorize facts about her grandmother so "she can live on through my clients."

i am a three's-a-charm kind of person. okay, so what if the last person made me uncomfortable. i figured it was just a misunderstanding of priorities - she had felt she was sharing with me, i had felt like i had to take care of her. i applied for another therapist.

the last woman asked me to help her pray. she bowed her head. i stared at her, frozen, while she said: lord, i beg you: cure her. take the pain of being gay away from her.

i spent somewhere between 2.5 and 3 months on betterhelp. in that whole time, i was not getting the professional help i so desperately needed, even though i was fucking trying.

in the end, i survived this because i finally could get off the meds that were literally killing me. a request for a real therapist finally went through. i survived because my friends saved my life. because nick let me sob myself dry in his arms. because maddie took the razors out of my room when i asked them to. because grace slept over in my bed for like 3 weeks in a row since nobody trusted me not to hurt myself when i was alone. i survived because i got fucking lucky. because even when i was desperately suicidal, i was too old and too self-aware to take "you need to be prettier" as good advice.

the thing is that there's a 19 year old me who isn't like that. who would have heard "just think about how grateful you should be" and said - oh, i see. i would have assumed that is what it means to be in therapy: the same thing my abusers used to tell me. that i am just pretending and lazy. that i am ugly and unworthy.

betterhelp positioned itself to take advantage of an incredibly vulnerable community. it preys on desperation. it knows it is serving people who are not doing well mentally. it saw that there is a huge need for real, immediate, compassionate mental health care: and then it fucking takes your money and privacy.

i still get their ads on instagram. last night i watched as a woman in a pool pretends to talk to a different woman. they discuss her anxiety.

there's a 19 year old version of me, and she didn't survive this. she was too tired, and drowning. i almost fucking died. this thing almost fucking killed me.

in the ad, the woman playing the therapist takes a note on a clipboard and then nods once, sagely.

i have to admit it's a pretty scene. the steam and light coming off the pool water lands on the actresses. like this, it almost looks baptismal, holy.

[888888-88]

Thank yall for so much support !!!!

I appreciate all the Ghost (Samuel ghost) fans were actually out there more than I ever expected 🥹❤️‍🔥

Currently cooking something special and it’s coming sooon 💁🏻‍♀️✨ (bits of teaser🎨 )

[slutpoppers]

Taichi vs Botamon, leads to beautiful scenery.

Digimon Adventure OVA (1999)

[celesse]

Did someone say blobfrogs throw blanket?? 👀💚

[sentate]

As much as I'm a bit gutted not to have made anything spooky this year, I feel very refreshed after my month off and I'm looking forward to sharing some new cc with you in November!

Have a gorgeously haunted evening my angels x x

[breelynnxoxoxoxo]

Are You Going To Bed With Me? 🔥🔥🔥

[thee-horny-thicky]

Finally started working on the first chapter :)

JJK x Scream, with Satoru and Suguru being the Ghostface killers, and you being their final girl. Except, you aren't a high schooler, but a single mother seeking a fresh start in a small town. You use your savings to open a bookstore cafe, which is an instant hit. You start to feel at home there, and your toddler daughter quickly captures the hearts of your customers.

Your two most loyal customers are Satoru and Suguru, college students who swing by your cafe twice a day. Once for breakfast, and again when classes conclude. They're always flirty, but you pay it no mind, seeing as they're obviously in love with each other.

Silly you, too innocent to realize they want you to be their third.

Around the one year anniversary of your arrival, you start seeing another loyal customer, one older than Satoru and Suguru, and actually single. All is going well, and you two begin discussing moving in together. Things are looking up, until you make two mistakes.

1. Letting Satoru and Suguru know you're off the market

2. Kissing your new beau in front of them

Within the week, your boyfriend is dead, becoming the first victim in a string of murders. Satoru and Suguru don't mean to become psycho killers, really. They just...didn't expect the rush of taking a life to be so thrilling. Having such a control, playing God for a moment, taking out the competition. All of it is euphoric, and the sex after makes them come harder than ever before.

When their bodycount reaches five victims, the town goes into lockdown, and a mandatory curfew is instated. A sixth victim makes the police presence ramp up, and businesses start closing well before sundown, yours included. This is when Satoru and Suguru make their move. They initiate their usual gimmick with you, calling your number and taunting you. When you hear a window shattering, you think you're about to be lucky number seven.

How wrong you are. You're precious to them. They'd never kill you, even if they'll hurt you a little. And if you're really good, they won't even treat you as a captive. They'll be great stepfathers to your daughters, and even let you keep your business as a consolation prize.

After they have their fun with you in their personas

[lackadaisycats]

The Lackadaisy short film is coming soon! Trailer premieres mid-January!

--------- Lackadaisy on YouTube Lackadaisy on Patreon - previews and early looks Lackadaisy Web Site - read the comic

[trillyke]

Ruffles and Ribbons - a mini collection! Coming very soon! 😊🎀

[jukeboxofjellycat]