#coming soon

[incognit0slut]

Softcore

A collection of moments in which post-prison Spencer struggles to find the good in him.

For light was never meant to settle in a man who wears his ruin as flesh, but your mouth maps the places still tender — tracing hope in the sweetest curve of your breath.

MOODBOARD | PLAYLIST

Content: Smut (18+) | Fluff (❤︎) | Angst (⟡)

—Devil’s advocate 18+ The part where he doesn't feel any remorse, and neither do you.

—Nervous ⟡ The part where he’s concerned for your safety.

—A little death 18+ The part where you provoke his jealousy.

—What once was ⟡ The part where you realize he hasn’t changed, and remind him of it.

(More to come) Titles or parts may be subject to change :)

[sketchysubstance]

YESS FEED ME MORE EVANGELION AU JAYVIK I NEED ITTT its so rare ive only seen 2 evangelion au pieces including this one

“Come sweet death”

[piou-piou-noir]

[lovemedarkly29]

new fic vibes ✨ coming soon

• one night stand turned boss • office romance • modern au • riorgail • dc law firm •

[heeikeuu]

Prisoners of Grieve – Park Jongseong

[COMING SOON]

banner credits to loml @imaluvsj7

Main Plot: ex cop! Jay x president's daughter! (inspired by re4 remake)

Warnings: mentions of cheating, killing, gore, toxic relationships, panic attacks, suicide, angst, fluff, suggestive, death, profanity, smoking, abuse, iconic one liner Jay, drinking, addiction, HAPPY ENDING!

Synopsis: Jay who is an ex cop is assigned a top secret solo mission to rescue the president's daughter who has been kidnapped by a cult but the catch is he is also in prison for allegedly trying to kill his father who is an important business man. If he succeeds, will he finally be free and go seek revenge again? Or will he fail and stay locked? What will happen to y/n?

[In my imprisoned state of grief, I reach out to the endless clouds, your hand reaching back and grounds me. No longer a prisoner to my own misery, but to your heart and warmth.]

© heeikeuu | likes and reblogs are appreciated ♡

[saphig-iawn]

This Week with Miss Saphi - April 14

[leenathegreengirl]

Announcement...

📖✨ COMING SOON ✨📖

Something sweet, surprising, and a little bit messy is headed your way…

THE FRIEND DATE A short novella about lines blurred, feelings caught, and what happens when "just friends" isn't so simple anymore.

💌 Teaser drops Wednesday 4/16 📘 Full story launches Friday 4/18 [Cross-posted here and @legacygirlingreen]

Mark your calendars. Your next favorite almost-love story is about to begin...

💕💜Tag List💜💕

@legacygirlingreen @thora-sniper @thecoffeelorian @neyswxrld @somewhere-on-kamino @clonethirstingisreal @royallykt @morerandombullshit @burningfieldof-clover @tbnrpotato @keantha @returnofthepineapple @antisocial-mariposa @techs-stitches @resistantecho @kimiheartblade @dezgate @sunshinesdaydream @fiveofirstmuse @freesia-writes @heidnspeak @queenjiru @commanderfury @kyda-atshushi @deezlees @thebadbatchfan @aknightreaderr @justanotherdikutsimp

(Special thanks to @legacygirlingreen for everything she does, which is A LOT!)

[freneticfloetry]

traffic light game

rules: talk about something creative you're working on of any kind.🚦 green: what is it about, what excited you about it, what sparked the idea? orange: slow down and share something from it: a photo, a few words, some more background info etc. red: what is the roadblock currently? what is one thing that is a necessary evil in making it?

Thanks to @liminalmemories21 @reyesstrand @bonheur-cafe for the tags, and especially to @heartstringsduet for coming up with this one, I think it’s a great creative kick in the butt.

green

To be honest, there are so many things going on that I can’t find the time to give them all the attention they deserve. The obvious is the continuing saga of the Red, White and Royal Box — I’ve been having a ball putting the first orders together, and am giddy to get them out to their respective owners. I’ve been plugging away at the last of esta noche this weekend, and the end finally feels in sight, which is going to give way to a FirstPrince one shot that I’ve been itching to work on for a while. But up first is the second Portmanteau project on deck, and as promised, this one’s for my fellow Tarlos folks.

orange

It’s not an unhinged box of ship-inspired memorabilia, partly because procedurals like Lone Star are tough canons to draw that sort of inspiration from and partly because it will be a while before I have the energy (or the money) to put together another box like that (and when I do, it will probably be for Wicked). But I could never neglect my weewoo husbands. So, coming soon…

I still lost my mind a bit on this, however scaled back it may be. Case in point: there are 69 different charm options. That felt really fitting, somehow. 😂

red

Like I said, time. I have literally everything in house and ready to go, but it all still needs to be photographed. Plus the Google form, and the order insert, and the copy for the actual listing… And there is something special to go along with this one that I need to finish designing. Adulting sucks, y’all. Why must we toil away in a capitalist existence instead of being free of debts and responsibilities and able to do nothing but eat good food and get good sleep and fixate on our blorbos for a living? Le sigh.

At any rate, the plan is to launch on the boys’ anniversary. So, T-minus about a month, I guess!

Tagging in @paperstorm @never-blooms @rmd-writes @anincompletelist @alrightbuckaroo @carlos-in-glasses @nisbanisba @carlossreaders @carlos-tk @lightningboltreader @whatsintheboxmh @lemonlyman-dotcom @strandnreyes @walkinginland @herefortarlos @three-drink-amy @ladytessa74 @tellmegoodbye @orchidscript @cha-melodius @welcometololaland @firstprince-history-huh

(If you want to be tagged in things, drop me a line and let me know!)

[a-shade-artwork]

Coming Soon...

[why-animals-do-the-thing]

Pssst... something new is coming...

...this weekend!

Free, non-AI animal art references.

[summerwages]

p i n k c o n d i t i o n . . .

[evancelt]

A couple prototype minifigures from the upcoming Rocky Mountain Minifigs woodland creatures 6-figure initial release.

Planned figures:

Dark Tan Abbey Mouse with Sword

Orange Abbey Mouse with Sling

Long Patrol Hare Officer with Spear

Long Patrol Hare Soldier with Spear

Corsair Rat with Cutlass

Vermin Wildcat Sage with Staff

[simoneashleyworld]

Simone Ashley as Pia Jaswani in Picture This premiering worldwide on March 6th on Prime Video

[inkskinned]

so while i was writing the book, i became violently suicidal.

this was mostly due to the fact that i had a very bad reaction to some meds and my brain stopped producing any serotonin. also i was in the last semester of grad school where it's actually illegal to feel anything but dread. so it wasn't going well.

somewhere in the fog of it i became aware i needed help. nobody was taking clients or my insurance. i didn't want to do inpatient care - it wasn't right for my needs. there's not really an "in between" stage between "inpatient" and "no care," but i was trying to do the right thing. i was trying to activate the chain of command that was my emergency plan. i knew i needed help now.

i used betterhelp.

i know, i know. i'm a straight-A student and so smart and so clever, how could i ever use something so blatantly bad. to be honest with you, i didn't feel particularly keen on it from the getgo - things that seem too good to be true usually are. also, if something online is free, the price is usually your privacy.

the thing is that there was kind of a global pandemic happening at the time and i worked 5 jobs alongside of being a fulltime student and also like writing a book on the side. it is a miracle that i even thought about getting help. i would love to tell you i had the mental wherewithal to like, process whether this was the right choice for me. mostly i was desperate. i was so suicidal that i was trying to find a reason to stay inside of fortune cookies. i was the kind of suicidal that looks like splatterpaint. i hadn't been that bad in an entire decade.

they took my data. i gave them it freely. somewhere out there, they have a dossier on me. on everything i survived. my story in little datapoints, scattergraphed beautifully.

the first woman told me that really i should be grateful, because (and this is a direct quote): "at least you're not anne frank." i said that i felt that statement was antisemitic, as anne frank's life and experience shouldn't be compared to like, a nonbinary lesbian in western massachusetts. the therapist said that i should try to use lucid dreaming to try to picture myself in an actually scary situation, like running from nazis.

i applied for another therapist. i was willing to accept the possibility that there was a bad apple in the bunch. the next therapist and i even laughed about how inappropriate that statement was. and then, in our next session: the new therapist said if i was struggling with body image issues, i should just work harder on my appearance. she spent 3 sessions in a row talking about how she was grieving, and made me memorize facts about her grandmother so "she can live on through my clients."

i am a three's-a-charm kind of person. okay, so what if the last person made me uncomfortable. i figured it was just a misunderstanding of priorities - she had felt she was sharing with me, i had felt like i had to take care of her. i applied for another therapist.

the last woman asked me to help her pray. she bowed her head. i stared at her, frozen, while she said: lord, i beg you: cure her. take the pain of being gay away from her.

i spent somewhere between 2.5 and 3 months on betterhelp. in that whole time, i was not getting the professional help i so desperately needed, even though i was fucking trying.

in the end, i survived this because i finally could get off the meds that were literally killing me. a request for a real therapist finally went through. i survived because my friends saved my life. because nick let me sob myself dry in his arms. because maddie took the razors out of my room when i asked them to. because grace slept over in my bed for like 3 weeks in a row since nobody trusted me not to hurt myself when i was alone. i survived because i got fucking lucky. because even when i was desperately suicidal, i was too old and too self-aware to take "you need to be prettier" as good advice.

the thing is that there's a 19 year old me who isn't like that. who would have heard "just think about how grateful you should be" and said - oh, i see. i would have assumed that is what it means to be in therapy: the same thing my abusers used to tell me. that i am just pretending and lazy. that i am ugly and unworthy.

betterhelp positioned itself to take advantage of an incredibly vulnerable community. it preys on desperation. it knows it is serving people who are not doing well mentally. it saw that there is a huge need for real, immediate, compassionate mental health care: and then it fucking takes your money and privacy.

i still get their ads on instagram. last night i watched as a woman in a pool pretends to talk to a different woman. they discuss her anxiety.

there's a 19 year old version of me, and she didn't survive this. she was too tired, and drowning. i almost fucking died. this thing almost fucking killed me.

in the ad, the woman playing the therapist takes a note on a clipboard and then nods once, sagely.

i have to admit it's a pretty scene. the steam and light coming off the pool water lands on the actresses. like this, it almost looks baptismal, holy.

[plutomaris]

we used to beat people with hammers for saying stuff like that