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Every time my mum throws yet another hissy fit although I can understand she’s being stupid and I let her yap to her hearts content cause she can never quit complaining, for some reason I’m so mildly bothered that the irritation makes me angry at every other thing.
For example : the fact that so and so hasn’t responded in 51 years, fifty more people haven’t even given so much as a single darn to ask why I haven’t replied yet or use those two brain cells of theirs currently fighting for third place to realise huh, maybe she’s going through a hard time ! Maybe you know like a decent fucking human being I could leave her a little note saying she can answer whenever she feels fit enough to do so but that I care for her, and the fact that I am irate by how care and compassion is offered on a silver platter to so many yet for me I have to beg and do the most absurd and pathetic displays to achieve even the slightest speck of kindness, and if I DONT do all of that in the one in a trillion possibility of me receiving kindness for free it makes me so disgusted and afraid because why the fuck would you do that, in fact why the fuck would anyone even do that even if I gave them my whole heart and soul anyways. All I am is less than dirt by way of reason given how I have been treated, and although I’m unsure as to why I am and that I can never fully understand the reason for why I’m not worth a single thing, and why I am worthless, i understand that that’s how the world works and I ought to adapt to my role and take it because nobody will stop for me
#‘u guys have seen how fast life can be taken from you’ well I hope it comes faster bc I have been praying for the end to come#for years yet nothing#I have not only been let down by this world#but I have been let down by God so many times it’s genuinely baffling#why can’t He just kill me already#I don’t even care anymore about the method#I don’t even care if it’s the most excruciatingly painful thing#if I get ripped in half or have my organs harvested or tortured for however many days#I think I just need to go and i need to go NOW.#practically the only real consistent wish I’ve had in my life is that I am to be something important to others#someone irreplaceable#but I am not even noticed much less replaced#and how a girl could yap on about her insecurity abt her bangs and within an hour she gets heaps of comments#yet for me ? when I write odes to death every other Tuesday it’s whoopsie who gives a fuck about her I hope she dies#that’s precisely how it looks like to me#I think everyone does wish death upon me for the simple fact that nobody asks#nobody cares and nobody tries to help#actions speak louder than words and everyone’s actions are very clear to me#clearly someone throwing a pity party over themselves for fucking bangs is definitely a cause for concern yes yes ! worthy of twenty notes#within the span of a single hour 🥺🥺🥺 but of course I don’t deserve shit so that’s why nobody gaf 🙂↕️#dora daily#my only request is for all to be blunt and clear that I am worthless in their eyes.at least my mum reminds me often.why can’t yall do the#same. at least she is honest and not mincing her words. listen I can handle much more than anyone thinks I’m not as sensitive as everyone#makes me out to be. so freaking tell me how horrible I am tell me that I am a chore to speak to that I am a burden and weigh u all down#and that I am some infinitely unimaginable list of negative attributes and that’s all I’ll ever amount to because I would send my dearest#thanks for you being so brave and saying it to my face. rather than being a coward and a fool for hiding behind flowery words and meaningles#nothings uttered just for filler. newsflash I can read intents and in between the lines well but I am not a mind reader nor does anything#imply that I can read minds. yes I can discern intents and the smallest signals but I CANNOT read minds#why you won’t catch me hold hope that anything I make will get hype so I won’t post it on this platform and if I do I won’t tag it#and why do people always get fed up or think I’m lying or smth when I insist I’m sick like wtf. or they act like I’m lying by embodying the
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when she’s a 10 but she’s a control freak
#double life… TWO!!#the way he talks like it’s an irreplaceable facet of his existence.. as long as there’s someone he must depend on he will protect them#with all his might#proceeds to lose joel ten minutes later LOL#grian#joel smallishbeans#secret life smp#secret life spoilers#life series spoilers#traffic spoilers#trafficblr#life series#secret life#art tag#my art
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Love that they have so far kept Sevika steady as a character that's committed to Zaun and Zaun alone, but also clearly showed that she's not a leader. She's a wingman, meant to work within the movement and not at the head of it. When Smeech said "a bird without a wing is just a funny looking rat" but, actually, she is not a bird without a wing—she is a wing without the bird.
#arcane#arcane season 2#arcane sevika#sevika#arcane spoilers#arcane season 2 spoilers#arcane s2 spoilers#she is the force but she is not the ideal‚ she is the right hand but she is not the head#she is that irreplaceable part of it that shows up with oil but there has to be someone to light the fire#looking forward to what looks like jinx becoming that person
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so would oikawa not swoop in as the doting step father for the reader’s biological kids??
oh no he absolutely would. he'd coo and fuss and promise that he'll be the world's best dad to your babies, regardless of their true parentage. their bio dad might as well be a figment of your imagination because as far as your little family's concerned, he's their father.
until oikawa feels you're not holding up your end of the deal as his loving wife. then those kids he swore to you he'd treat like his own suddenly present themselves as the perfect leverage to bring his unruly wife back under heel.
#they aren't exactly irreplaceable if ykwim#but also#in the scenario where you do end up having his bio kid(s)#after having someone elses#sorta like the reverse of settle/sea change#you can bet he's gonna prioritise and favour his kid over the others#in a subtle but also extremely apparent way#rhi answers
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Movie!Tails 🤝 Nine
Getting all 😳😊 when Sonic says that he considers them a friend
#sonic the hedgehog#sontails#sonine#unbreakable bond#miles tails prower#tails the fox#sonic prime#sonic wachowski#miles nine prower#nine sonic prime#nine the fox#i just be ramblin#If you know you know#The scene with Nine gets me because Sonic is like 'Only a true friend could pull off a save like that'#and Nine STUTTERS. He's like ''Friend? We're f-friends?'' all airy like and smiling like he's not sure he can believe it#And then later Sonic's like 'Mess with my best bud and you get blasted!'#And it's like the first time Sonic's referred to Nine as a best friend of his so Nine gets this soft heartfelt smile like it was touching😭#And then the scene from Sonic movie 2 man#Tails is like 'Do you really mean that? About me being your pal?'#and he places his hand over his own heart and everything‚ smiling like the implication is just touching#and Sonic's like 'Of course‚ buddy' and Tails smiles even bigger and just hugs him#Gaaaaaaaaaah they just they just get me#I spent a lot of time in the S0riku trenches in my youth waxing poetry about Riku’s feelings and like#Nine and movie Tails' reactions to being considered friends or best friends to Sonic speaks to that part of me#(that part of me who used to wax poetry about Riku not being able to believe that Sora still considers him a best friend‚ much less anythin#else he'd want the two of them to be)#And Nine specifically‚ he wants to be someone special and irreplaceable for Sonic. So especially when Sonic calls him 'best bud'‚ I think i#allows him to believe for a moment that his dream is possible and that Sonic would choose to live in a world of their own making with him
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exploding your brothers arm feels like the psychic equivalent to breaking your mother's favourite vase
this is the funniest thing I have ever hear anon ur my hero
#asks#IM LOSING MY MIND AT THIS MENTAL IMAGE#OF KURIMI REACTING TO KUSUO NO LOMGER HAVUNG AN ARNM THE WAY SOMEONE WOUKD REACT TO THEIR VASE BEJNB BROKEN#“That arm was very important kuu-kun! It’s been passed down and perfected for generations! No we can’t buy a new one it’s irreplaceable!”
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I've been thinking a lot lately about identity, culture, parody, pastiche, and empathy (which I'm aware is a very broad umbrella, but bear with me.) I think a part of the reason why post-modernism doesn't resonate with younger generations as "art" is that its core conceit has become mainstream. There's still the critique of capitalist work as fetish which hasn't been taken up in the mainstream, but the overwhelm of images and ideas both industrial and organic pared down and/or magnified past the point of comprehension then replicated infinitely has become the general stew the internet is mired in. It is, by nature, the very thing depicted as perverse by earlier artists; thus, there's no edge to it anymore, simply another smooth rock wearing away at the boundaries between our selfhood and the world (if ever there was a meaningful delineation to be made.)
Further, I think the lack of self-awareness is deadly. When one takes every element of culture, regarding depth and meaning carefully, and creates something new from it (however scathing it may be towards the source material,) that is one thing; it is something entirely different to do so without care. This... loss of care in the handling of culture is a symptom of the panoptic nature of the internet. To regurgitate everything, it must first be swallowed, and before that? Ripped and shattered on the rocks of the gaze. The only way to avoid the gaze is to hide all noticeable traits until you blend in with the scenery, and to do that, you must erase every emotion, trait, or interest; you turn into a cold mask of a human, mocking your kind and taking the teeth you hardened to avoid into your mouth, becoming a new eye on the mutated tower of our own insatiable curiosity. This is a very roundabout way to refer to irony poisoning.
That poison does exactly what I outlined. It breaks the self whole, and blended with the most pernicious mechanisms of capitalism, sells the most delicate parts to the highest bidder. Pale copies of it are then disseminated as the real thing and turned into a hollow, post-modern collage of one's most sacred parts to cover the vicious nothing underneath. Pale copies of pieces of people destroyed become a collage element alongside hundreds of others for a trendy mask, long discarded in a years time.
Even the reason for this practice has become subsumed in its mimicry, rendering the perversion of post-modernism so two months ago.
#i am thinking tboughts. that i wish to share.#and i say this all as someone IN the culture of brutality. i am very much steeped in internet culture. obviously.#but im also deeply cynical of both it and many critiques of it. they tend to be alarmist strings of runaway logic postulating the end of#humanity at the hands of our most deeply held and deeply neutral traits.#so i really do seek to avoid that particular trap of thought#i dont think this is the end. i do think this poison has an antidote and every eye can be blinded. i think this whole thing is as bad as we#make it through our belief.#but i also acknowledge that this culture is not without its scapegoats and there is a particular and irreplacable cruelty theyre treated wit#(pretend theres an h there)#just. many thoughts. apologies as always for any incoherency.#raspberry rambles
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De La Muerte speaking about Gavi at the conference today ☹️
#he ate this one thing#Gavi really is irreplaceable and its impossible to find someone like him#both as a player and as a teammate ☹️#mi Pablito please come back#why is Spain nt putting salt on my wounds today what the hell?#first Fabian now this#I appreciate his words for the most part but none of us would have to miss him if he let him rest for ONE useless game#he ruined everything#pablo gavi#baby waby
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When the writer agonies hit.
#just had a really anxious and agonized moment where i found myself hoping that every gift i have ever given someone as a writer#is one that they have deeply enjoyed and that i did a good job by making something just for them and that they remember it fondly#and not as a total disappointment or a letdown in any way#and there's no way to ever know that because you simply must be kind when you receive a gift#especially one that they made with their own two hands#so i'm just hovering suddenly in the thought loop of anxiety that maybe i have never written a thing for someone that they liked actually#which is so fucking ridiculous and i am hoping i can shock my system out of it maybe with cold air from opening my window#because i really don't want to hate my writing today#i really want to believe that i do a good job and that people like it#that i gave them something wonderful and irreplaceable that no one else could have delivered exactly like that#that they remember it sometimes or reread it and smile#that it exists in perpetuity instead of disappearing in a cloud of smoke#that i made even one shred of difference with my craft#my ramblings
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Also bonus doodle just for u Melon ;3
(Melons edit, not part of og submission: I ran out of room in tags, BUT ty ty ty ty I loved this sm 💕💕💕💘💘💘)
#if Dream had honkers Cross and Epic would definitely-#censored#beep beep beeeep beep#I think I think you know#Nightmare will get back pain#don't worry he has the MTT(mettaton)#or they're just useless and he needs someone else#Epic could definitely be the one/j#don't worry the MTT(mettaton) is irreplaceable#maybe#...?#...#so anyways-#hehe cookies in cream#Nightmare Dream was just trying to be supportive#...is complimenting honkers even considered supportive#Nightmares honkers were so big even Dream noticed#actually I should stop myself before I start ranting#who would wanna read about Nightmares honkers being big anyways...#submitted#NOT melons art#sunnymainecoon#JAGSJAHJAAUAYHHH SUNNY. I WAS JUST THINKING OF SOMETHING SIMILAR TO THIS OMFG#dw the mtt will help support nightmare so he doesn't get back pain#cross and epic : so.... dream.... can you ALSO suddenly get a huge chest...? 👀#frozen!nightmare#frozen!au#dreamtale frozen au#frozen!dream#frozen au
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I know we say this almost every day but I can't believe how much people hate mitch... even when presented with clear facts on his value they refuse to acknowledge it
#im kind of ummm sick to my stomach#like hes tied for second on the team for this series#which is the same number as willy and on less than auston and i dont see people calling for their heads so whats up with that#you just know people were drafting up their posts waiting for the leafs to lose the series so they could write their little think pieces#about how hes not good enough and needs to be traded away#i know they never would bc of media training but wish one of his teammates would say something in media defending him#thank you willy for saying he doesnt want the core to change <3#but i want someone to be like “umm actually mitch is irreplaceable so can you all stfu” lmao#talking to myself
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thinking about that time Arsay almost let herself get whacked by a blasphemy because G'raha started talking in his exarch voice....
#re that prev post about oc writing#im not not saying shes tried the whole “mr exarch what can this warrior of darkness do for you tonight”shtick with him after that either#she does kinda get off on being irreplaceable to someone though#that she can do something for someone that no one else can#shes got other things too but im not about to go through all of that
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i get evil thoughts when i drive
#someone was tailgaiting me so close behind that i couldn’t see their headlights out of my rear view mirror#and i got the most WICKED urge to just. tap the brakes.#many things i can forgive on the road#tailgaiting i cannot. because my favorite bumper sticker that is irreplaceable is on my back bumper#and i will be devestated if it gets damaged
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#my ex was from Lahaina#i spent about a month there#it's strange to think that it's gone#with it's temple and it's historical prison and its banyan tree#and the house that i stayed in#and it's all of its little shops and restaurants#and the gallery where vladimir kudh sold his paintings#and so many of its people#i'm not on speaking terms with my ex anymore#i wouldn't know how to talk to them if i wanted to#but i hope they're alright#and i hope their family is too (even though i never even liked them)#strange to see a tragedy like that at such a remove#and to know that someone that i once loved must be suffering so profoundly#i feel like it's the fate our generation to watch irreplaceable treasures be destroyed one by one
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I need a best friend or at least someone to obsess over-_-
#im bored not because i dont have things to do i just dont have who to do them with. or to talk about them with#dont even feel like doing anything i just want to be irreplaceable in someones life
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i feel like my family dog was a good model for my response to conflict. when the other pups at the dog park tried to fight him, he would simply lie down. kind of hard to fight me if i am not fighting you back
#text tag#2 days left of job… mean coworker has both snapped at me again and told me i am ‘one of a kind’ ‘entirely irreplaceable’ ‘crucial’ ‘have#such a bright future’#it’s crazy how transparently i am being used as a punching bag bc i am below them and they’re frustrated at management but couldn’t treat#someone above them the same way
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