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#hell is a teenage girl#girlblogging#girl blogger#this is what makes us girls#i’m just a girl#girlhood#romance#lana del rey#this is a girlblog#tumblr girls#just girly things#i want to disappear#cinammon girl#dollette#i need someone to hold me#somebody please hold me
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ok i swear i'm not going to talk about my breakup forever but the thing that just keeps bothering me:
i know that not getting what you need in a relationship is a COMPLETELY valid reason to end it but also. i feel like having a very vulnerable moment where i opened up about my struggles with intimacy and being relieved that i didn't have to keep doing things i wasn't comfortable with, then being dumped a YEAR later because of my lack of intimacy. is something i should be allowed to be very hurt by???
#ramble#sorry i'm currently in a phase of 'of course this happened' and 'oh i deserve this because i didn't give him what he wanted'#like he knew i was grey ace since the start. and he let it go on for SO long after i said i might be vaguely aro as well#if that's a dealbreaker for you bc of your love language then FINE but NIP IT IN THE BUD#he said he put it off because he didn't want to hurt my feelings but it only hurt me MORE#like you're an adult. grow the fuck up and communicate like one#holding your negative feelings in hoping somebody notices you're hiding them is what TEENAGERS do#and also i told him VERBATIM: i didn't think anyone would ever love me because i'm not comfortable with xyz. and he just confirmed that#idk i still feel like i'm being selfish because how could i expect someone to be in a relationship with me when i can't give them anything#also tmi but it's not like we did NOTHING. we still held hands/cuddled/were close. he just didn't have his tongue down my throat anymore#so obviously i'm assuming by 'missing affection' he just meant sex and as an ace person that just fucking sucks#also oh my god i HATED how much he would imply we were going to have sex. i would have to keep SAYING 'i don't like doing this'#he always spoke like it was inevitably going to happen and it didn't click how GROSS i felt about it until recently#also ALSO not to go there but i never told him WHY i struggle with it (it's sensory issues)#and like. what if something had happened to me that made it hard for me and i just wasn't ready to tell him. and then he did this#again sorry to overshare this is still just a lot for me and i have no idea if i'm being unreasonable#if you're ace and in a relationship please let me know bc i'm starting to think it'll end this way every single time
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I love it here 😭
#HOLDING IT LIKE HE'S OFFERING IT BACK#FEAR AND DEVASTATION IN HIS EYES AT THE PERCEIVED REJECTION#'you can use me just please have use of me' vibes are making me ILL#blitzø#stolas#helluva boss#helluva boss s2e8#helluva boss screenshots#helluva boss spoilers#spoilers#image id in alt text#blitz your 'please somebody want me' is showing 😭😭😭#stolitz#'if i cannot be loved let me be desired if i cannot be desired let me be used' ass man#screaming crying throwing up#you ever think about how freedom probably feels like devastation for blitz after the fire? just me?#blitz understands being used way more than he understands being wanted and it kills me#full moon spoilers
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HOLY SHIT PART 2 LOOKS SO GOOD LIKE WTF!
Violet’s reaction? CRYING
Colin sleeping on the sofa?! EVEN MORE CRYING
Colin kissing Penelope with her LW get up? DECEASED
I am grateful to have somewhere just to scream about my polin love and read other people’s reaction.
#polin#bridgerton#colin bridgerton#penelope featherington#colin x penelope#somebody hold me#if anyone would like to chat this trailer please do
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Finally managed to get some DDJ stuff on digital!! This is also kinda rendering practice for me i think that’s why im so fried rn aaaaa
#dumb dumb jocks#the things i do for this au#holy shit this took like 19 non consecutive hours#but it was so worth it CAUSE THEYRE ADORABLE!!!#tengouda au#tengouda#tengoda#mop psycho 100#mp100#fanart#art#somebody SEDATE ME#tenga onigawara#onigawara tenga#gouda musashi#musashi goda#can yall please decide if its goda or gouda i keep having to tag musashi like 4 times each post lol#musashi gouda#they love each other but#theyre dumb HAGSHAHAHAHSHA#also had to figure out how musashi cries#i think i nailed it ok?#my guy holds it in until he cant anymore oop
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someone tell me why every yorkalina fic explains away the lighter thing as york being a smoker and carolina tries to convince him to stop by taking/being given his lighter...
you're really going to tell me the girl thats hardened by war at 24, has the world's most damaging relationship with her father, and has an addictive obsessive personality ISN'T a smoker like come on...
#his whole 'if i started with a pickup line i never would have seen her again' makes perfect sense in this narrative ok#also carolina was probably hardened by war before that but w/e#i choose to believe in the timeline where she's like 23/24 by the time she joins pfl so#anyway the church's all have addictive personalities and carolina has NEVER been one to try and hold somebody accountable like that#especially since their whole relationship was YORK trying to stop carolina from doing self-damaging thing#this is no hate to anyone who writes yorkalina fanfics like this i adore your please keep doing your incredible work im in awe of you#also no need to actually tell me i understand the message of it.. the trust... the love..#yorkalina#rvb#red vs blue#agent carolina#agent york#agent new york
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Anyway I think all the yearning lesbians on tumblr should meet up and just like spend the day holding each other
#LESBIANISM HAS ME FEELING LIKE IM DYING#please somebody just hold me#im begging#sapphic yearning#lesbianism#nblw#wlw#somber.txt
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(me, crawling out of a hole in the ground covered in dirt and blood and bruises): somebody please...... talk to me about Potion Permit................
(also go read my fuckin uhhhhh self indulgent matheo/chemist oneshot)
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#potion permit#potion permit matheo#xiao potion permit#runeheart potion permit#hannah potion permit#mayor myer potion permit#the gameplay is meh but I love all of the characters so so so so much and especially matheo#I would also like to romance runeheart and dev and victor and hannah and lucke and forrest please and thank you#matheo's hair in his portrait is so voluminous....... what secrets does it hold#OKAY BUT FOR REAL I know this fandom is tiny but somebody please talk to me about this game 😭#I played it like nonstop all weekend and then I've just been sketching and writing fanfic.... I need someone to talk to lol 😭😭😭#description in alt text#my art
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#monogatari series#monogatari#monogatari oms#nademonogatari#nadeko draw#yotsugi ononoki#ononoki yotsugi#nadekodraw:tv#monogatariseries:gif#nadekkogif#ok i MUST go nuts about this somewhere so (cracks knuckles) tumblr tags let's go#first gif yotsugi is doing an attitude pirouette en dedans#second gif yotsugi is doing a demi rond de jambe á terre from fifth position#technically she’s dancing on pointe w/ her boot acting as a pointe shoe which is clever!!! her boots must have crazy foot articulation LOL#for context these are ballet moves which I LOVE!!! i am being catered to shaft looked at ME & said NADEKO DRAW HAS BALLET MOVES 4 U!!!#SO the real neat thing about this imo is the way that it is animated. probably done this way by the limitations of the animators timewise#for context in ballet a key thing when you dance is that your body should be constantly moving outwards from yourself e.g.#your arms reach as far as they can and your legs reach as far as they can etc. your back too! up and out like you are being pulled!!!#the point of this is bc dance is alive & humans who dance are alive! even when you hold a position you are thinking about moving outward#doing this breathes SO MUCH life into the dance! it is literally so important visually it makes a HUGE impact#but yotsugi doesn't do this! she doesn't breathe life into the dance bc she's not extending her body outward she simply holds a position#yotsugi is obviously very skilled to do what she's doing here like a pirouette is hard af you need crazy strength to go on pointe too#so imo she performs the moves in the correct way! she is turned out! she knows what she is doing! this is not due to lack of training!#my personal theory is that she moves this way because she is a reanimated corpse!!! she literally CANNOT dance like somebody who is alive!!#corpse baby is dancing her best and imo she's very good!!! 🥺#as a ballet enthusiast i just think it's a really neat lil touch and works well (despite the fact that it is probably accidental LOL)#anyway hi i'm noisy please enjoy my ballet ramblings lmfao! i will regif this when the BD comes out bc i want it to be extra pretty!!!#regarding the gifs. both first and second are loops!!! please enjoy ballet dancer yotsugi 🩰
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(Sanuso NSFW / Not explicit tho)
If Sanji ever caught Usopp smoking I think he'd moan on the spot and would start malfunctioning. Like. His brain would instantly stop working and it would only be filled with Usoppsmokingusoppcigaretteusoppusoppusopp- And while he's having a whole sexual crisis wondering why the hell he finds Usopp smoking so hot, Usopp has no idea what the hell is going on.
Imagine Usopp smoking just because he smokes from time to time, just not as much as Sanji because that's fucking insane for an average person like him. And suddenly he has his boyfriend stuttering and blushing and visibly shaking next to him because he's... Smoking? Usopp finds out rather quickly that for some reason that does something to Sanji.
My brain is going wild with ideas right now but... Let's say Sanji ends up sitting on top of Usopp and let's say Usopp shotguns Sanji. The cook is a whimpering mess and Usopp isn't even trying to be sexy.
#this is not me telling people to smoke please don't#or do it tbh i am not your dad i don't care but don't destroy your lungs maybe idk#that being said that colorspread with usopp smoking changed my life#i want to write this so bad somebody hold me back from doing it i have to write for sanuso week i can't do this i am gonna cry#and also i have to work this week so many hours so many stuff to do i can't handle this#but............. usopp and sanji................... smoking together and making out i am banging my head against a fucking brick wall#this is just me simping for usopp don't look at me#as a lesbian i only let one man make me feel things and that's usopp#he has me blushing and kicking my feet sanji is so real#one piece#usopp#black leg sanji#sanuso
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I TAKE IT ALL BACK
BUCK NEEDS TO CHOOSE EDDIE
AND EDDIE NEEDS TO BE CHOSEN BY BUCK
I cannot believe they've done a full 180 on me.
#911 spoilers#911 fox#buddie#eddie diaz#evan buckley#no its not gonna work the old way#ryan guzman has thrown a wrench in my plans#i love it#but literally its been flipped#pinning eddie flipped it#he cant make thw first move#because he knows buck is the type to set himself on fire to keep others warm#and eddie cant risk being one of the people who asks too much#and buck HAS to choose eddie#he has to for once make one selfish decision for himself#he has to say no more settling for people who want parts of me#buck has to go after what HE wants for once#i still cant believe they flipped it omfg#somebody hold me please#ryan guzman#ryan guzman you owe me therapy
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okay I have a question, so the website says ‘stan’s birthday the summer before meeting the twins’ and ‘the day after he met the twins’ implying that summer was the first time the twins met their grunkle, but I thought it was canon he was there for their birth and other things???? am I gaslighting myself rn????
#i SWEAR there was something about him holding the twins before their grandpa#it was in like a reddit ama with alex or something???#please somebody tell me you know what I’m talking about#gravity falls#stan pines#stanley pines#grunkle stan#gf#it me
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im going to be so annoying all week
#agghagahah HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH HYYESAAHHHH#★ arin rambles#BRO BRO PLEASLE#PELASE#my apology for everyone. I have to make it now . Sorry. If youre following me destroy that notif button you dont wanna hear how worse i will#get#actually no just Unfollow entirely#ITS THE ADHD#PLEASE. HE IS SO . COOL. his trailer is so awesome IVE REWATECHED IT 3 TIME SNOW.#I LOVE HIMMMMMMM SO MUCHHHHH#I LOVE HIM SO BAD I JUST ADORE HIM PLEASE#HES SO PRETTY. JAW DROPPING. ICONIC. LIFE CHANGING. THE TEARS IN MY EYES. GENUINELY SOBBING RITHT NOW IT S SO OVER#aventurine likers hold me. Nobody understands. Everyone is scared of me im too crazy#actually its everything wrong with me . Hes ruining my life#i dont struggle as an aventurine liker i actually excel at this its my full rime job now#‘9 to 5’ no i work 9 to 9. Every hour is dedicated to him#im glad uguys agree with me thannk uou i was starting to think i was a freak#Well i am but im glad someone else agrees hes cool#Hes so pretty im so happy#I CAMT WAIT RILL WENDENSDAY PLEASE IM GONNA FREAKIFN BLOW UP#I LOVE AVENTURINE. I LOVE AVETURINE.#i get so happy when i see him i get a little violent its unsettling .#like im like shaking my hands and jumping around my room and then u blink and im bashing my head against the floor#its carpet. Im ok. But like not but i am#DUDE. I LOVE. THIS GUY. EVERYTHING ABOUT HIM#i needto. Just. Okay brb gonna watch ir like 20 more times ill see u guys next year im going into a Aventurine induced coma#this makes me realize people read my tags. Oh dear. Sorry everypony#i apologize for my behavior. I will get so much scarier.#HES SO COOL. HES ACTYALLU SO COOL. LIKE HOW CAN SOMEBODY BE SO COOL.#oh god OH LORERDRDRDDDDDDD WHEN I GET YOU BOY WHEN I FIND YOU. WATCH OUT. WATCH OUT I WILL GET YOU.
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sometimes a guy doesnt text u all day after two whole weeks of nonstop contact and u suddenly understand those tiny nervous dogs with separation anxiety… and it sucks!
#can somebody please like hold my hand or something. he hugged me last night and i feel like im gonna throw up if he doesnt do it again soon#t
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going back home today!! which means!! finally starting my next good omens wip!!
#somebody please hold my hand and tell me writing the secret santa au wasnt just a fluke#like don’t get me wrong i’ve written stuff all my life#poems short stories novels fanfics#but somehow it’s so different and so much more meaningful for this fandom 🫣#jane’s good omens fic 2#(i need a better tag but i’m still thinking pshshsh)#foolish babbles
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HAAARRRRRRRRRR !!!! Oh my God the Lesbian Ball is real ! OAO !!!
#My hype for this Summer Special is not from this earth anymore#Aaaaaaaaah#Oh boy oh boy oh boy#IDW Sonic Endless Summer Special#Whisper the Wolf#Tangle the Lemur#Jewel the Beetle#Sonic the Hedgehog#Somebody hold me please#Le Gasp
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