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koszmarnybudyn · 1 year ago

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I sure love when im making vent art but get frustrated cause im not in the good head space or skill level to make it look good >:[[[[[

#anyway im not fineeee #i hate school i am overwhealmwd overstimulated angry and mean #everything is wrong and it sucks and no one gets me gets me #also having feels about being trans and queer and a teen and losing intrest in a thing i live #and i was forced to clean my room and do homework and it fucking sucks #so...yeah im not well rn #gonna get some sleep and get better but its not awesome rn #oh also existential dread of a world where i will have to work till i die or close to it with basiclly no breaks and im already exhausted rn #so it feels like its only gonna get worse with time

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hinamie · 5 months ago

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in spite of everything, I had fun <3

#my art #jujutsu kaisen #jjk #jjk fanart #jjk spoilers #jjk manga spoilers #jjk leaks #yuji itadori #fushiguro megumi #nobara kugisaki #itafushikugi #jjk 271 #well we made it :'>#im kind of ignoring a lot of the tag rn ghsdff ik people are upset #if u follow me u know th full extent of my thoughts on the wrapping up of the series but tl;dr the caption says it all #this series meant a lot to me and im working on a bigger tribute to fully express that love and gratitude #but take a redraw 2 tide u over for now #im just so happy. its bittersweet but those r my kids n theyre tgt and theyre okay #i think the return to normalcy is good fr them. i say let them rest n b together n process everything in time #/i'm/ satisfied with what i got out of jjk as a whole and that's all that matters to me #however ik that not everyone shares tht sentiment n thats valid!#regardless of how u feel abt the finale i hope that u at least take time to remember things abt the series that brought u joy #thats all i can say #oh yeah anyway i lightened up megumi's expression his face is so funny in that panel i can't believe he really said -_- until the very end #still tho i think megu deserves a content lil smile

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chatlote · 3 months ago

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Just because you don't love yourself it doesn't mean I will stop loving you.

#my art #goro akechi #persona 5 #shuake #p5r #ren amamiya #persona 5 royal #akeshu #for some reason i wrote a dif caption on all socmed #i like them all #u know me and my poetry and shuake i cant stop coming up w lines so oh well collect them all #twt tumblr and bsky #twt and tumblr are similar #oh right i have never told ppl i have either of those here #tumblr is my true home so i forget #anw enjoy my tablet pen is dying and replacement is 350 euros cause its a wacom display tablet from 2013-17 and yeah. fuck me :)#cant even say i will do comms to pay for a new one cause its maddening to draw on it rn #idk how i managed to draw this one - passion for shuake ig #ok thats too much rambling even for me oops #its been a bad week lots of expenses for someone who quit her job to do a post grad on my savings lol #im getting better though

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tzarrz · 8 months ago

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i listen to fog lake too much

#falls through the ceiling with a mighty crash hello #it's been what...8 months?#I was too busy w uni and being mentally ill #thank u everyone so much for the tags on all prev posts.. i re-read them oaccasionally 💗#they make me v happy thank u for giving me a moment of ur time #that means so much #anyway! vashwood!!#i hate them so much #i want to eat them #i want to ugly cry #i want an ideal world where they could've had something for a little bit #im eating drywall and pacing around the room in a cold sweat #so trimax-atypical overt intimacy it is #more coming...in maybe another year #It's a big project!#to me. yeah #my dream is to be put in a terrarium for a while #if only u knew how many wips I have w vashwood..#maybe i'll get tired and pile them into one post all unfinished and no less ok for it yk #whatever u r doing doesn't need to be perfect to make someone happy #didn't u experience a positive little zap from my imperfect colored doodle rn?#what a speedrun of a drawing that was #(<spent 10h on it. that's the minimum for anything ever)#hope today is treating you well! so long stranger!#vashwood #vash the stampede #nicholas d wolfwood #trimax #trigun #tzarrz

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mellohiizz · 3 months ago

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was gonna do a full post with more designs, but it's already taking me way too long to post these, so whatever. here's some of my uu designs. <3 they're very basic, and i will do a more detailed sheet with different arcs (?) in mind, but it will take me way too long, i fear. so you can have those for now. ^_^ they're all from like... a month ago? maybe more.

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synonymsfordismember · 22 days ago

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Hey gang, good morning! A quick plug for folks submitting work to magazines or wondering where to start: you need to be on The Submission Grinder.

The Submission Grinder is a search engine and cataloging system for finding mags and tracking your submissions. It is easily the single best tool for submissions I've ever come across, it's the reason I've managed to be published at all and I cannot recommend it enough.

#submission grinder #writing resources #writblr #writing tag #im being so for real rn. ill probably make a post on shunn formatting for submissions as well at some point but yeah. get on there.

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bacchuschucklefuck · 9 months ago

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gukgak specifically from my typing (man w/ three jobs & a creeping sense of dread)

#fantasy high #riz gukgak #I think u guys will learn very soon that if I see a child character Im imagining them Making It To Adulthood #I looooove doin future designs. simply what I do #(this is specifically for the fic Im writing yes but if the fic werent a thing I'd still do it lol)#(its enrichment. for Me)#truly I cherish the part of riz that is both deeply un-self-aware and A Bit Much #Im still figuring thea out as I write this but I think the star thing abt her is that shes cool with a suspicious amount of weird shit #shes kind of a pollyanna rn but also whenever anyone says something insane shes like haha me too #riz's jobs in this one are 1/city council treasurer (intentionally depowering this position by occupying it while goblin)#2/private investigator 3/[REDACTED]#yeah so uh. thats happening. slowly. Im prioritizing this gotdamg comic rn I want it Done but well. always good to have things to #fiddle with while on break

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pikhachu · 2 months ago

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girls when their issues get dismissed as anxiety for the millionth time

#futaba sakura #persona 5 #p5r #p5 #fanart #futabadoodles #chat i am SO losing it #went to get diagnosed w adhd wasnt diagnosed because and i quote “it could be anxiety” omfg #neurotypical psychiatrists especially white ones die in a hole 🥰#also because i “wasnt struggling enough”#like hi so i have this thing called emotional intelligence a good support system and access to coping skills hope that helps!#god forbid a neurodivergent person has tools to manage their condition and isnt in hell everyday i guess!#hate her ass!!!!!!!#i wasnt looking to get diagnosed for medication or support bc i already use a lot of like adhd specific supports and shit #and w accommodations my anxiety diagnosis can cover what i need for the most part so it was rlly just a validation/confirmation thing #like idk yeah. i am managing. im not particularly struggling. because ive been selfdx for a while and have implemented changes in my life #and i happen to be in a very very good place rn and im very lucky. so like. ???#rlly felt like “you have all the symptoms but youre not struggling enough with anything to be able to diagnose ypu” ok thanks fuck you #cuz ppl w adhd can manage being unmedicated by choice i js wasnt officially diagnosed before i guess its deemed “okay” to not live in hell!#dunno im frustrated. i have difficulties but i manage them well and i am very lucky to live an easy life for now so like 😭??

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arthur-lesters-spinal-cord · 4 months ago

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…well its better than the alternative

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deoidesign · 5 months ago

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My comic is so pretty...

The hiatus is letting me take a little extra time on these episodes, and I'm definitely putting it to good use!!!

#almost done with my 8th episode... which will give me. two weeks. of buffer...#id really like at LEAST a month... but to be more comfortable id like two #which means 2-6 more episodes before I come back!#I've got about 7 weeks so its possible. but i do still have to finish book 4 #so much to do ..........#I decided for my next comic im doing 3 updates a month.#having 10 days instead of 7 to make an episode is such a huge huge huge difference...#difference in quality and in my health!#anyways the comic is really pretty im really happy with the work im doing rn #the environments especially. im getting to spend a nice amount of time on them and theyre turning out so nicely #its nice to be able to write with a lot of different environments and not have to redo panels when I get to them cause of time #cause every time theres a wild angle? you need a new background...#so sometimes. often actually. there just isnt the time to make the backgrounds for those and i have to make them more flat...#which is fine. it doesnt really affect anything narratively. but. idk. it's kinda sad right?#anyways yeah! 10 days will be much better.#36 episodes a year is about what ive been uploading with my hiatuses on the weekly schedule anyways!#so might as well cut out that super stressful middleman and just commit to that #52 a year is just such a huge difference and i have to accept its not possible to me #i will hurt myself trying to do that. and i want to make comics my whole life!#so i cant push myself that hard now and sacrifice my future. we're gonna go slower after this...#anyways yeah cant wait to come back but also time. if I could get an extra week like a secret one just for me #where theres no chores no nothin just me and my work #thatd be great! so go ahead and do what you gotta do to give me a little pocket dimension #me: ugh i want to return right now...#the more logical me: NO we need the time to finish everything!!!!!! NOT right now!!!!#time and time again #ttawebcomic #comic panels #hiatus stuff #adam and steve

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sualne · 7 months ago

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you won't fucking believe what im working on again

#my art #described in alt text #crocodad au #'you need to rest' well yeah ok sure. laid in bed sick. then bored. then annoyed then incredibly pissed. i Have to do smth & fever seems #sort of down rn so i got up and stared at my laptop what do? watch smth? animate smth? write smth? saw a notication of someone #wheezing on that luffy and mihawk meeting comic and went YOU KNOW IVE HAVENT DONE YET???#i forgot how long this comic was and its the crocau 1y anniversary soon sooo #if i cant finish it im still posting it as a sketch cause fuck it. will try to clean as much as possible!!#omg i forgot to eat

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arovalentines · 1 month ago

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watch it all go by

#undescribed #bonk.png #ggg #great god grove #ggg oc #great god grove oc #<- so excited to learn these tags exist btw i like being able to view others ocs easier #oc tag #YEAH so heres most of the bizzyboy home invasion skit for their psa for the fake level (theres more i just dont feel like drawing it rn v-v)#im gonna reblog with the sketchbook doodles i did to sort of map it out in a second but its oc time rn #cooked up how to rework them into the story while i was at work n also did initial designs for them there as well (will also refrog with it)#this is NOT all the ocs for the fake level theres four i still need to redesign n draw bc i want some cleaner art n easier way to fuck with #propositions for them lacey gets to be in the post tho bc i had a lot of fun doing her design n that spread in my sketchbook 👍#also timeline that sketchbook spread was done after i got home from work at like 3 am n then i did britney spears cobbi the next day #while all the digital art was done today #caption is again line from write me letters by hot freaks

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saltyyetbland · 1 year ago

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ngl im fucking terrified of how the fandom will act when the asian ccs get added and they are confronted with asian customs such as honorifics, asian cultural norms, and the language itself (ie words that are common in one language that sounds like a slur in another) and i know most of the fandom will be open and welcoming but idk im probably being way too pessimistic as someone who is asian and has seen the bs that people can spew esp regarding things like stereotypes

#qsmp #im being really negative rn cause im just really scared #im excited to see asian representation and i really hope to be proven wrong in my pessimism #but i will dropkick anyone who purposefully tries to misinterpret or villainize or sexualize or whatever my culture #its on fucking sight for those kinds of people #even people that just associate one thing for one culture ie japan with anime or korea with kpop #like i swear these countries and cultures are more than just that so please be open to learning more and not just make assumptions #also i am so very scared when it comes to cultural norms esp because qsmp is so damn western ethics and morality focused #i have many thoughts about this in particular but theyre way too complex #but yeah i really hope this event goes well and the new members feel welcomed

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piningpercussionist · 10 months ago

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As densely packed as I could tolerate making it- Roxie doodles! (Vast majority of these are from several weeks ago I'm not gonna lie,,)

#there will be more roxie today rest assured... well. I'm INTENDING to post more roxie at least #idk why i like it so much but the top middle might be my favorite rn idk #spto #sp comic #spvtw #art #fanart #roxie richter #spto roxie #spvtw roxie #roxy richter #roxanne richter #kim pine #ramona flowers #lisa miller #(yeah i couldnt help myself...)#im not putting this in my ship stuff tag BUT:#ramoxie #roxim #lisrox #roxkimona #scott pilgrim roxie #scott pilgrim fanart #spto fanart #spvtw fanart #happy roxie day everyone!! and neil banging out the tunes day.....#(no promises but i has a silly little idea that i might sketch related to that)#((top left doodle- i think it would be funny if rammy and roxie were like ''hey kim!! skate date!!'' and kim agreed but was too embarrassed+#+to admit she has no idea how to skate... idk it's cute to me. they can teach her [unsuccessfully /j]))#(had to sacrifice a tag. L. anyway roxie is wearing Kim's stfu shirt in the kneeling doodle there. also lisa was a last second addition-)

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error-elf-206 · 15 days ago

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I'm actually kinda surprised there aren't any Grover in Tartarus fics, like obvs Percy and annabeth have had their Official stint, and theirs tons with just Percy or Percy with others and annabeths got her own (fics) for sure but? What about all three of em? The full trio mayhaps.

Just think about the art Grover could have. The Full Madness Of The Wild we could bare witness to. We've seen Percy go nuts in the depths already Give Me My Lord Of The Wild!!!!! I want to see Grover start biting of monster heads with his flat goat teeth and nobody else has even ever talked about the concept.

Would The Panic even have an effect in Tartarus? Would nature magic? Who Knows! But I Know I Want To.

MAKE. GROVER. GO. PIT. NUTS. FERAL. 2025.

#percy jackson #pjo #annabeth chase #grover underwood #tartarus #pjo hoo toa #They could go feral together!! as a trio!!!#it WOULD be awsome.#like the cruelty of the sea AND the cruelty of nature?? I. NEED. like #Empithy Link? PAH My boys Upgraded to the Cruilty Conjugate. didnt you hear? yeah yeah they eat you alive now (or sm) yeah #like grover has SUCH crypted potential and he may not want it explored but i do.#also side note annabeth should also be allowed to go more feral but in like #a 'horrifying depth of the human brain' 'knowlage beyond comprehension FOR YOU MAYBE' sort of way.#or maybe even a 'room soundproofed so well you can hear your own organs again and go mad' way. 'skyscraper madness' way.#im getting to into this rn #i guess

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gomzdrawfr · 13 hours ago

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#a cry for help /j #ITS JUST FOUR MORE DAYS OF TORTURE #IM ALMOST THERE #idk if i can pass oh my god idk how many time i’ve cried rhis week #but its my last paper #FR THIS TIME #LIKE LAST LAST U HEAR ME #AFTER THIS IF I CAN PASS MY ASS IS GRADUATED #I MEAN I’LL STILL HAVE TO TAKE FURTHER PAPERS FOR OTHER STUFF BUT STILL #its so hard god its so hard bUT I CANNOT GIVE UP #ACTUALLY CANT #EVEN IF IT FREAKING HURTS #4 hours of sleep and a whole lotta spite #I ACTUALLY CANT FAIL AND ITS DRIVING ME CRAZY #but think about it #THE FREEDOM #fuckfuckfuck #also i missed u guys #im hanging on thin thread rn and trying not to loose it all #well not really i cant lose it LIKE I CANT FAIL I CANT-#deep breath #anyways i’ve scheduled things on 14 and 15 and 16 i think #so that my blog doesnt die #the graph alr went up to flames so honestly idk if anyone will see this but yeah #im fine but not fine but fine ykyk #OKAY BYEEEE STAY SAFE YALLLLL #sobs #gummmyspeaks

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