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"How is it going at home?"
"Bodya is getting quite rowdy. Dad doesn't know what to do. As for mum she tries to hide it but she isn't doing well. And Zofia just moved with her so yeah, that's a problem."
"What does Zofia do at mum's?"
"Well, she isn't at mum's mum's. She is at baba's. Because Zofia doesn't like mum's girlfriend."
"She doesn't even know Idalia."
"I know right? But even if Zofia is our best cousin, she's still our uncle's daughter. Her coming out doesn't change years of bad education. But I've heard she's getting better."
"And what do mum and dad want to do about me?"
"They're talking about a clinic. It's far away, but it's good. Like when you went in rehab, but better. Mum's a bit reticent, but she's just worried. Dad is really, really tired. He only sleeps at night because I make him."
"Family's exploding for the second time, heh. This time it's my fault."
"It isn't exploding, Czci. Jacenty and Adelajda aren't even close to realise divorce is a possibility. But yeah. Things aren't great. But not your fault; the shitstorm was coming anyways."
"You sure?"
"Heh. I'm listening at doors and reading texts and email for months now. Perhaps two years now. Since mum and dad have rekindled a friendship, in fact, for Jacenty and grandma started to get really annoying."
"Oh, the 'you don't discover you're a lesbian at almost fifty'?"
"And grandma becoming so Catholic even auntie grew wary. I didn't like how they were trying to influence dad and Bodya at the time so I had to take counter measures."
"You sound like mum when talking like that."
"I thought I was more doing the serial killer voice."
"Well, the accent does it."
"...Right."
"How's high school?"
"Boring. Like. Really boring. I'm spending the days reading and doing witchcraft at my desk, and because the teachers just love me and you're at the hospital I can do whatever I want without facing consequences. I read tarot to our philosophy teacher, lately."
"And Marek?"
"He will propose soon. I'm sure of it."
"And... Noemi? She hasn't come yet..."
"Don't you know?"
"What should I know?"
"Oh you don't know."
"Agatka, if something happened to my girlfriend, please..."
"I'm not sure of anything. Ok? I just happen to know from baba that Noemi called her for medical advice. And I hope you didn't do anything wrong for as you're back on your two feet baba's coming for you."
"Oh man, I'm screwed."
"And you laugh at this terrible menace!"
"Baba won't do anything, she loves me! I'm the favourite!"
"That's mean for your poor twin sister... I shall retire and cry now. Bye."
"Nooo, Agatushka, I love you too.........."
"But yeah. Stuff happened and Noemi isn't coming to school lately. That's. Worrying. She doesn't sound ill nor distraught on the phone, well she does be distraught because of you but that's besides the point, so I really don't know what's up with her."
"Can you investigate for me?"
"Promise. Can you do me a favour in return?"
"Sure."
"When they'll send you to the clinic... Come back sober. And stay sober. I will kill my weed to make sure of it."
"Oh no you won't."
"Oh yes I will. You better stay alive you little shit. Outliving you if you die at 17 isn't glorious, you see?"
"Hey! Hey... Agatka, don't cry, okay? I promise I'll be better."
#oc#lysara#modern au#the majak twins are my autistic babies#i just love them so much#TOO BAD THEY DEAD IN THE CANON#so they get a bit of representation now
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icl i would be at least a little happy with almost any ending for stranger things but one thing that would ruin all of it would be an epilogue (of a decade or more later)
#it would just kinda ruin the fun of imagining them doing whatever tf i want them to these days yk#like even if everyone got together the way i wanted them and got the jobs i think fit etc it would still just kill the creativity#+ even the small things would annoy me like what if i just don’t like what one of them named their kids. or dresses like in 20 years#maybe i wanted them divorced by then but that would’ve angered the fans#maybe i wanted to imagine that single person’s future spouse myself (or keep them single in my head)#what if i want them to recover from this or that or still be working on it. what if i the adult/older actors look shit#anyways point is do not do an epilogue timeskip of more than 5/6years PLEASE i am begging u duffer brothers#stranger things#byler#<- u guys get me on this yk#even if byler isn’t canon at the end i can still at least imagine they do in uni or in their 30s or whenever#as long as there isn’t some fucking scene where mike and el r old and married in 2023 or something#would just kinda ruin all of it; making us see them as old ass adults with their entire lives set it stone yk#manifesting a few month/year timeskip where everyone gets a happy ending isn’t all “and then they lived a nice life in this specific way”#and especially manifesting that we don’t get an#“i haven’t seen you guys in decades how’ve you been? sucks that erica died in a car crash last year. she was almost 40”#type epilogue (if we must have one)#like no hate to amphibia and that one 80s movie but it just kinda makes what happened before a bit pointless if it focused on their#relationships at all#like cool we spent years watching these friendships grow and adapt only for u to go “yeah and we’re strangers now soz :)” like ok so none o#that lasted#idgaf if it’s “realistic” if i wanted realistic representation of childhood friends into adulthood id think about real life and shit#idk random rant if they do any of this shit i WILL kill all of them and then myself#ryan shut the fuck up
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DRAGON PRINCE S7 DAYYYYYY
#6#The Dragon Prince#I got the song from last season’s trailer stuck in my head#So I decided to use it#Felt so nice to not paint something again like when was the last time I did that even#I’m not all the way done yet I’ve watched up til ep 5#I’ll refrain from yelling about spoilers (*gritted teeth* even though I reallllly want to)#Hrgrg anyway but like idk why S6’s trailer just got stuck back in my head#Something about it is just so grand and cool#One of the best trailers for anything ever whoever made it applause to them#I think I was just watching it bc I don’t want this beautiful series to end. I mean I know there’s a chance it might not for a bit but like#This is the precipice if we get new seasons or not#Like I was there when Aaron told the cast at 2020 comic-con that they’d get seven seasons I felt so happy for them#And now it’s four years later we’re actually here#It just has had the best story characters world and goddamn representation!! in any animated property I’ve seen#Ok I’ll make a bigger piece later probably and get sappier in those tags but for right now here is an angsty Callum
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October's coming up and it occurs to me I've bever drawn Pandora's Halloween skin from XDive. I have scenario about it in my head I want to try and draw.
#Not a big fan of ZX's ultimate representation in XDive#Only Aile Pandora and variants of them is a real shame#Having Pandora with no Prometheus is crazy#Hell there's still alts they could have done with just the two characters we did get#Like reploid form Pandora#But eh#Game's long over now#And I do still like this design a bit#So I might give a crack at it#Megaman#Megaman ZX#megaman xdive#Mmzx#pandora megaman
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Okay so basically the United States MINT of all people is going to be working with DC to make a line of coins! These coins sadly won't be in circulation (the things I would do to live in a world where I could get Batman coins from the supermarket) as they're collectors coins, but will be releasing over the course of the next 3 years, 2025-2027.
Designs haven't been released yet (the same is true for all 2025 designs) but we know there will be 9 coins in total (3 each year) with the first year featuring (of course!!!) Superman, Batman, and Wonder Woman.
Although we know the first three heroes to be featured, the remaining six have yet to be decided, and it turns out the Mint is putting out a survey on their site to gauge which of a group of culturally significant heroes people want to see most! (link to the form is mentioned in the article above)
The considered group includes: Supergirl, the Flash, Green Arrow, Black Canary, Captain Marvel, John Stewart GL, Aquaman, Hawkman, Jamie Reyes BB, Robin (Damian?), Cyborg, and Batgirl, of which 6 will be selected.
As someone who does a bit of coin collecting myself (mainly circulation coins like the quarters sets, but I also have a couple proof and collectors coins) I think this is a really cool and interesting idea that showcases the history of the comics medium and these characters and their influence on American culture. Really excited to wait and see what the designs look like for the coins already announced!
#ABSOLUTELY INSANE TO ME#sorry just. only thing that could make this crazier is if these were circulating. i would fucking die actually lmao#i mean you could buy something with one of these legally but like youre an idiot if you do that so likeeee#someone showing up with the solid gold superman collector coin and its only legally worth a dollar lmao#not that someone would do this but future generations/archeologists finding a coin in some ruins and it just has like. batman on it#amazing to me#also just the transition from us currency having all fake people (lady liberty some random native american guy etc.) and then going to real#people and presidents then expanding that to honor people that they believe should be honored (think the harriet tubman coin set right now)#and representing beauty and innovation and culture through representation of the states#only through that lens to swing back around and have fake people on the coins again in the form of the freaking dc trinity. insane to me#no one ever gets me when im nerding out over coins its okay. at least its not postage stamps (i actually do have some special postage stamps#its like 1 sheet though it was for the 2017 eclipse and the image changes from totality to the moon with the heat of your finger theyre so#cool okay) anyways i like dont really know that much abt coins lol i originally saw a post abt this on reddit 💀 lol and had to check this#was real which is insane. anyways my dad got my all my coin stuff ive got a proof set from the year i was born albums to hold the 50 states#and national parks (america the beautiful but its 90% natl park designs lets be honest here) quarter collections as i find them irl#(dont have an album for us women yet sadly but do have some of the coins) as well as a few dimes and other circulation albums i havent used#much. and then i have a few collectibles like the hubble telescope $1 coin the 50th anniversary apollo 11 one and the 2021 anniversary peace#dollar. though like not the gold ones or anything like that lol but yeah. i talk abt coins every once and a while with friends and i know#things but then my dad is in the car and its like nevermind lol.#also put a ? after damian's name bc theres a chance it could be dick and they just used the wrong picture. because some of the character#bios had names but his didnt and seemed very dick grayson (acrobatics mention “batman's partner” etc) but not so specfic exclude either one#and the pick was damian. but then the ollie pick was goateeless for some reason so who knows#culturally dick is more important but dami is current so idk#dc comics#blah#ive really been learning so much today. first all in announcement and subsequent leaks and now this. what a ride#also love how im anticipating and know future comics things lol. when did that happen haha. ive really transitioned from only reading back#issues and never knowing current events to following a lot of releases lol and somehow finding out about the freaking coin collection...#crazy how that happens#cant scroll up at that first image without losing it a bit still actually. what a world we live in. anyways take your bets who is gonna be
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this election feels so hollow even though it’s likely ostensibly gonna be a good outcome. labour really just sucks fucking ass rn huh
#if the tories lose bad enough to make lib dems the opposition though… a guy can hope#I think it’s the fact that this is the first general election I can vote in that’s making me lose my mind a little here#I have done basically nothing but read today. I DO know a whole bunch more abt voting systems and the nightmare the tories have been now tho#I’m just kinda like. okay so what happens next? bc labour WILL do some decent shit but they also. fucking suck.#planning to look into the local green party once I’m back at uni bc I could actually do stuff there#I think I’m just dealing with a little bit of whiplash going from doing a biology degree where Everything is about climate change#like unambiguously it gets brought up in every topic (I DO focus on ecology and agricultural stuff and not like genetics but still)#clear consensus from literally everyone you talk to that shit has to happen right the fuck now.#it’s not even like I’m unaware of the state of policy rn I KNOW it’s a nightmare to do anything but we at least TALK about it#and then this election where it’s barely a footnote. biggest thing is the sewage dumping everyone’s talking about and yeah fucking finally#but is that all you’ve got?? the labour manifesto is bleak. it has a section and the stuff they’re proposing isn’t bad but it’s so little#and yeah no they’ve changed the official line on the manifesto to ‘make Britain a clean energy superpower’#I SWEAR it was different a few days ago#maybe I’m being pessimistic bc their plans for clean energy if they actually do them could be huge especially if they manage it by 2030.#it’s just that I know what the targets are and they’re already pulling back on shit like EVs bc of the shift right and I am So Tired#two party politics is a curse. as much as reform is an actual nightmare them getting a decent vote share might actually be the thing that#gets people talking abt proportional representation again bc they are nothing if not good at being loud#did you know we had a fucking referendum in 2011 bc what the fuck. and it went SO BADLY even though people generally supported it#god idk I think I’m once again being naively optimistic about people and election coverage has been very good at knocking me down a bit#people generally are good. I have to believe this. but man the british public is making that really fucking hard#genuinely I think a good chunk of that is down to first past the post driving politics to be divisive and aggressive#like is it the only problem? fuck no. but it’s definitely poisoning the way this shit goes bc when all the parties do is jab at each other#what are we actually doing here#idk I’m gonna stop now but this is taking up a ridiculous amount of bandwidth rn I can’t wait for it to be over#already dreading what the next election could look like in 4 years if starmer continues to suck ass bc I don’t trust him to not like at all#luke.txt#I said i was done but I just looked at the lib dem manifesto and oh my god it’s actually pretty good on this? holy fucking shit
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it’s ok to want to feel represented by media but also keep in mind it’s just fiction and not a reflection of your reality
#i love joyland i cried watching it cuz it felt so familiar to me#spoilers#that does not mean i’m ok with the main character cheating on his wife 😭#sometimes you gotta get over the superficial and connect to the emotional truth of the story#like obvs the point of the movie wasn’t to cheat on ur spouse#it was about the different ways repression and tradition destroys ppl (women especially)#i can relate and empathise with the characters and still be ok with how the story plays out cuz it’s not about me yk#i feel like gen z western audiences just have this weird idea about representation in media and the demands they make seem a bit unfair#now obvs that doesnt applies to any show or book that’s claiming to be a paradigm of good representation like pls shut up
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im not the hugest gamer but now i have a pc to play on so ive been playing lots of games!!
#i know vr chat has a bit of a weird representation but ive been going on the games that people just hangout in#im not much of a people person but ive been working up the courage to talk to people on games and so far ive met alot of cool people#one of them even impersonates anime characters!!!#and they even did an akko and amanda impression for me!!#also sons of the forest i absolutely loved the first one and now ive been playing it mostly daily#a bit of a downer update but i may not be able to draw for a bit since i have a small desk and i dont really have room to draw on there#anymore#but ive been planning on getting a bigger desk soon so it shouldnt be too long before i can draw again
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thinking abt linebeck’s coat. something very alluring about it for some reason. so im just gonna ramble about it here instead of in the tags for once
you can probably start a fight between the people who think it’s a coat and people who think it’s a jacket but i think it’s a coat moving on
the character designs are interesting to look at due to the proportions and art style so it is hard to imagine how long his coat would be but i think it would go down to a bit above ankles because i think that’s good. it’s a bit more dramatic a bit more impressive(?) that way and would probably lead to problems tbh
based on some of the official art i imagine that the stripe at the bottom might’ve been a late addition since it’s missing in the bit of official art most used to represent linebeck. tbh linebeck is inconsistent in very tiny ways in the official art but that’s mostly if you’re gonna be nit-picky or bored enough to notice
his coat is so good it’s simple but very recognizable and stands out among the other character designs in ph and its just. yknow good character design
its also surprisingly good for headcanons and stuff and because i mostly take a lot of canon as suggestion i have a good handful of headcanons tagged specifically onto his coat (one of which is the length of it ig)
i like to imagine that he made it himself. i’ve seen stuff where people write linebeck as being able to fix link’s tunic when it gets torn and i feel like the logical extreme of that is that he made his own coat. i think that adds a layer of. importance to it? it’s unique it’s solely linebeck’s it’s tied to him because he made it with his own hands and maybe it can represent something about him that way?
i like to imagine that in addition to the normal pockets one the outside he’s got a whole lot of little pockets on the inside of the coat, like so many pockets that he hides little trinkets or tools or things he steals in either to keep or to take back to his ship for whatever reason. some of the pockets have little flaps of whatever they’re called that can be secured in place with a small button to keep stuff in
he’s got like pencils and a compass and little notes and tiny figurines and cool rocks and feathers and all kinds of little things he thought was worth keeping around and due to that his coat is uncomfortable sometimes but if he knows for certain he’s going to be busy doing stuff he’ll empty out all of the pockets and only leave the important stuff so that it’s lighter and less uncomfortable. link finds his coat lying around at some point and is caught so badly off-guard by how surprisingly heavy it is with all of the bullshit he keeps in all of his pockets
i also imagine he values it a lot, maybe to the point of being really possessive and protective of it, not letting link touch it and if it gets torn or stained he shuts down and has to fix it before he can move on to anything else, and if he can’t fix it at the time it leave him kind of overwhelmed or upset until he can fix it. he has a lot stocked-up materials specifically for his coat to avoid a situation where he has to go for while with his coat damaged
backing away from headcanon territory, his coat is just a cool bit of character design and has just been lodged in my mind for a while. its cool and never brought up within the game (obviously) and i guess a last little closing thought is that in the cutscene where oshus teleports link above linebeck it kinda looks like his coat moves when he tries to catch link and i think that’s cool
#afraid of clogging ph tag so ill just tag this as#linebeck#character development not hiding in the tags this time#salty talks#this is how i talk on discord but i fear initiating social interaction so heres this#im in some kind if weird denial ever since that last totk trailer bc i think ive been lowkey constantly overwhelmed ever since seeing it#ugh. i miss linebeck. totk scares me and so does the fact that i cant get myself to be as excited as everyone else seems to be able to be#typing this was painful bc i turned off my autocorrect on my phone a while back bc it fucking sucked and now its like#man i am bad at typing on a phone holy SHIT#coat post thinking about linebeck helps me feel good. also projection he’s my go-to for projection when like anything happens#i imagine his coat as like. a comfort item to some degree. like it’s something he made himself and he’s had it for a very long time#like i have a comfort item or two of my own so its like. yeah i get how it feels to worry about it getting damaged or lost#so within the bounds of my ideas linebeck cares about his coat in a similar manner he does his ship. hes autistic abt both of them#his scarf falls into this category too but that actually has more actual backstory about it bc i can’t be normal about anything about him#still talking in the tags. oh well. im going to snap#i have planned a 17 chapter linebeck backstory. this is not related to that but i feel like its worth just. mentioning#i could probably make his coat represent some aspect of his identity if i wanted. like. maybe its a representation of what he really wants#i keep the coat in most au designs but the two au designs that dont have the coat are where linebeck’s identity is a bit fucked
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oh man, Elga (is that how you spell her name? Or is it Helga?) and Limber Lizzie having a lifelong feud as Jon says is so freaking hilarious to me
#stinkydragonpod#stinky dragon pod#tales from the stinky dragon#im a teensy bit sad about being misgendered#but ngl that’s on me for choosing a name that’s normally associated with fem presenting people#so yeah#i kinda just hope that it gets corrected#probably not#unless i appear again#but again they probably won’t find out#i don’t wanna say something in fear of getting attacked somehow#im probably overreacting or sumn#it’s just an npc#have they ever had a non-binary npc?#if they’re looking for representation… kinda missed their chance w me LOL#ok i should stop now#i sound annoying
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(falls to the floor holding my head in my hands) i can't keep making all my ocs the same vaguely eastern european vaguely indo carribean mixed race guy i cant keep doing this
(looks up. eyes glowing red. levitating with unknown power) or can i..................................................
#sorry to be mixed on main again but im working on some rough draft ocs. i saw myself making the same dude again. i keep making him.#i know as a kid with a combination of the classic mixed kid feelings of alienation as well as being really really into cartoons#i vowed to myself that I SHALL make all the mixed race cartoon characters since i wasnt seeing much in the cartoons i loved#it was a little dire in like 2008 when i vowed this. its less dire now#maybe i can rest.....or maybe not...maybe its still more dire than i think............#im in an interesting place rn living in a somewhat diverse area attending a pretty multicultural university so i got used to#kind of blending into the crowd but recently i was in an art history class. like one of the first i had been in person in years#(you know how it is) and outside of my vaguely ambiguous situation there was like one other non white person#and everyone else was white. and it became very apparent how white the class was very quickly because as art history students#race is kinda like. a big thing in visual culture studies HJKFKJLSDJD and like they meant well but it was getting a little dire because#so many of my white peers kept centering whiteness and white discomfort in like every discussion or brushing past the topic entirely#im biased because race is one of my main interests in art history but MAN i was like. oh god. i need to. intervene#gotta be more annoying about being mixed race in class. rolls up sleeves#gotta bring up every uncomfortable topic about representation and perception and power and dehumanization and intersectionality that i can#because no one else but me the other student of colour and the professors even think about it orz#sorry i know its obvious but sometimes it doesnt quite hit me that like. oh god. do white people really not think about any of this?#at all? unless its brought up? not even a little bit? i dunno its just kinda alien to me orz but i shall keep going#i shall continue on with my deep interest in orientalism within art history and its impacts we see daily#and also making the same guy in my funny little cartoons DJSKHJKSJFKD#(jkjkjk i dont JUST make that same vaguely beige guy. i also make a bunch of other guys. who are also mostly all multiracial too HGKJDHJFR)#(its what i do. its what i do)
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god goromi really fucked my gender didn't she
#anyway i painted the world's shittiest stubble on myself today and wore the fanciest most hostess-esque dresses i have and GRGXZGRGRHZZGZXX#if i wasnt living in one of the US' finest transphobic hell states i would go out and i would get so many bitches like that i look SO GOOD#and it's so gender. god. t4t relationship WHEN!!!!! SOON I HOPE#someone come dote on this gnc emo boy please she's withering away without his proper care like a sickly tomodachi gf#when i get to college i could do little dorm dates n shit. maybe host drag practice nights or smth <33#that's the dream baby#god. goromi wasnt my genderfluid awakening character but she came right after i figured it out and i latched on SO HARD#shes literally THE pillar of my gender representation. load bearing one-off gag 80% of the fandom KNOWS is More Than A Gag (me included)#god she's so genderrrrr. i need to be her STAT#when i say thats the dream the dream is actually getting to present like that openly and unafraid regularly but uh (: not. not now#but someday. and i am confident in that#if not me then someone like me#but i still hope i can wrangle up some college queers to be funny and gay with yknow. tis only a few months away!!#i gotta take it off before i go downstairs again bc frankly im not ready for my family to realize Oh It's For Real. Like You'll Act On It#she's a fragile baby bird atm and frankly i dont want them to know yet#(they know im gfluid just. i dont talk about it with my mom and she still uses she/her only. i dont think ive had the pronoun talk with her#yet though so thats not even her fault really. but i didnt wanna come out to her when i did!!! so im taking my sweet time with this)#so im stalling a bit even though i REALLY need to do work and it's gotta be downstairs </3#anyway if people could just univerally decide to use he/she for majima interchangeably all the time so i could do that unchallenged thatd#be so cool thanks#like i know theres merit in other interpretations and i love them but what about ME#anyway. mwah i love gender sure hope nothing bad happens to it#i need to be someone's girlfriend boyfriend so badly you dont understand. ggrgrgrgrggrgrgrggrgrdbzvxzvzvzhsdhf#sorry for yearning. I'll hold it off as long as i can
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People need to fucking chill and realize that sometimes things they enjoy are not made for them, so they need to stop demanding it suddenly becomes a thing for them
people discovering steven universe in 2023 are always like "this show is really good why the hell were yall so weird about it"
#YOU decided to watch a childrens cartoon so act like it.#you dont go into a book store takin out a book about the hungry caterpillar and complain that it has not enough worldbuilding#if you want adult media that follows adult media rules WATCH ADULT MEDIA#if you come into the kids play house you play by the kids play house rules#you dont go and say ''oh dora the explorer the show just has too much direct 4th wall breaking :/ and the villain never evolves!''#it really hit me when i had my third year project where we were given fairy tales and had to make a childrens play out of it#and we had to FOLLOW RULES!!!#One of my classmates feedback was that he needs to be careful with putting too much emphasis on wordplay#bc children at that age dont get something that intelectual#they react way more to physical comedy jokes#YOU DO NOT! GO INTO A CHILDRENS PLAY! AND COMPLAIN! ABOUT IT BEING BUILT! FOR CHILDREN!!!#its so sad bc steven universe and before that Korra and i believe there was another one i cant remember-#they FAUGHT TOOTH AND NAIL for their representation#your precious heartstopper and she-ra and whatever wouldn' t have had the chance if the shows prior didn't already bleed for their crumbs#i remember when tv wasnt so diverse and when 'crossdressing' and a character being gay were punchlines.#now it's different. and we should really appreciate and honor the things that have been built before us.#the line wasnt always there. it used to be far far far way on a different side. but it was inched ever so slightly bit by bit.#i got completely off topic and i am sorry i am just upset about these things#i never likrd the sudden surges of 'UM ACTUALLY THESE LIL PET PEEVES AND THINGS THAT THE CREATORS CAN NOT CONTEOL MAKE THIS BAD :/'#Bc you know they are made by people who are just looking with magnifying glasses to find anything so their dislike has some form of weight
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Yeah, I nearly dropped it half way. Yeah, I can't be bothered to recall a majority of the cast. Yeah, I've aged up everyone internally in my head to make it less Teen...Wolfy. But, hey, Fourth Wing has been a decent, easy read.
#bone chatter#im nearly done now#there are books of its type ive definitely disliked more#but one of my closest work friends wanted me to try it and honestly? it's not awful#am i going to likely dislike the adaptation? probably#am i ever going to buy a physical copy? probably not#but i don't need every book to be the nwxt cosmere or whatever#plus it's helped get said friend into reading more so that's nice#and the representation is alright#i picked it up finally because of the lead but there have been some v light smatterings of other bits of representation#just bits#but at least they're there
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2:30 PM: SCII - Helix
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#Weekly TV Guide#Hello I hope you weren't expecting anything different lol#At this point I have Technically finished reading but I mean - there's still a lot to read actually lol#Just because it's The End doesn't mean I'm done! Haha ♪#Honestly one of my favourite/things I find most interesting about fixations is when The Means become part of the fixation#Same thing happened when I got fixated on Tamagotchi actually - Obtaining the Tamagotchis was part of the rush!#Same here ♫ Reading is incomparable of course but /getting/ to read ugh that's the intoxicating bit#Something something food tastes better if you work for it hehe#Anyway lol this week!#We're going to be taking a darker turn - if the blood is any indication haha#Y'all remember how things shake out in Defeated yeah? The path there and all that#And a bit more DAX because I can't help myself ♥#I have had a few not-Helix-specifically-exactly ideas recently but I haven't acted on any of them yet lol#For the record - Eli has been at full Red Eyes for about a month and a half now lol and Charm has been in some pretty massive Evil Time <3#[Purple Text] has been out in Full Force like wow what a return to form - my as-yet-unnamed Cherubsona has been very melty lol#Would love a visual representation just gotta y'know - pull back long enough for that lol#Outlook not so good hehehe ♪♫
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peeping the horrors (thinking abt how long this ongoing fight with body image and dysmorphia and physical health has been going on and how long it will go on!)
#always in either the deep trenches of depression or 'well it's not bothering me if i do everything i can to ignore it!'#thinking a lot lately about how much selfie cameras distort your face and are not accurate representations#but if i look into a mirror i can't see who is there. i'm looking at them but i don't see them#i don't want to be around people physically or meet anybody new because I don't know who it is they're looking at!!!!!!#brain is deeply busted as well. so even when I can muster the focus to start working on myself physically#even when i really try! i fall off#it's sad how she's so optimistic every time#like 'this will be the time! i will finally loose some weight and become more fit'#never quite made it happen#my fatigue and chronic pain are coming from something physically wrong with me but even when I make it all the way through the system#even when i get to see the specialists it's still 'ok so lose some weight and that will help'#yeah babes. so true. I do want to do that and I do try to do that#all i can do is look at pics of me at 17 when i thought i was obese and hideous and now say 'she was so cute#she was soo cute and not at all the weight she thought she was#i keep trying i always keep trying. please can it work out#i would love to feel just a little bit of peace. just a tiny bit of harmony with my own body please#please can spring begin now. please! i need to get out of the winter brain fog#sad posting ig
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