#so maybe this will motivate me idk
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i was thinking id play patho 2 again after getting through this college application crunch time as a treat, but i might do it in russian this time
#only voice obviously but id love to be able to use the text one day too#ive played this game three times and i know their little dialogue start lines by heart so i wont miss anything 👍👍👍#i LOOOOVE tyomas english voice but his russian voice is so 🫨🫨🫨🫨 sexy#excited to hear the other ones hjddjjddjdj#i constantly wanna play this game but i try to hold myself back so i dont lose the magic it has even a little#but im failing very badly at getting these assignments done on time (by 15.00 on wednesday 💀) but its not too late yet#so maybe this will motivate me idk#(its not that im not doing them btw. the problem is still that i am so slow at drawing that it shouldnt be humanly possible#and yes! its very infuriating!)
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A little continuation in my Gabriella lives au that already happened here and here.
So my another little headcanon, besides that Miguel is awkwardly attempting here to sorta adopt Gwen and is trying to figure out how to convince her to go back to school, is the night routine.
So Miguel (who read too many parenting guides* to catch up quickly and not fuck up this precious child) strongly believes in leading by example. So since he wants Gabriella to have good sleeping habits after her nightly routine he also goes to sleep at sensible hour. But he can't sleep through whole night so when he wakes up at ungodly hour he does some light work not to wake up her.
Then he prepares breakfast and bento (he totally had to learn to cook, you can't convince me otherwise) and with time he started having a little fun with it and then it became kinda hobby. It helps him wind down so that after he sends Gabriella to school he is actually able to take an extra 1-2 hour nap.
(* as in parenting guides for child of Gabriella age, totally clueless what to do with a traumatized teenager but after the denial he probably will do the homework)
#spiderverse#gabriella o’hara#gwen stacy#hobie brown#margo kess#pavitr prabhakar#pawter purrker#spider gwen#ghost spider#spider punk#spider byte#spiderman india#spidercat#so yeah I guess my habit of wrapping my sad little meow meows in a blanket and feeding them cocoa has caught up to me#i mean this au is not 100% happy#universe still got destroyed#there are random people at hq that got saved with Gabi#and miguel cant go and brood in his lab about it#putting on a front adds double pressure here#but there is potential of also being more mindfull#idk where im going with it#i guess we will see#right now i have no other ideas#but the initial introduction scene#but that would be too long of a comic that isn't a quick joke#so yeah fandom is winding down and i probably wont find motivation or encouragement#but since my fixations usually last long (as you can see lol)#then maybe miracle will happen
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Last part for old GF sketches
(Actually, most of these aren't old at all, but their average is brought down by the last picture, which I drew back in August and kept forgetting to post)
#fanart#drawing#gravity falls#stanford pines#stanley pines#i wish more people talked about Ford's piano skills#and his shadow puppet skills#i forgot what i was thinking when i rushed these out#something about Ford only taking pride in his skills because of how other people (ie Stanley) appreciate them#and how he attributes everything exceptional about himself to his hands bc that's where his deepest insecurities/motivations come from#but that isn't something Stan or most people think about at all#but he also IS really talented#and so he gets this big fragile ego#stemming from his mother and brother's praise#but also filbrick's neglect#so it's like outside validation is a substitute/reminder of the people that really loved him#bht also he thinks he's different from them and better than them#but he does love them#and he likes making them proud because he likes seeing them happy#maybe he doesn't know how else to make people happy#something something#Stan being his biggest supporter is a double edged sword#because his opinion matters the most and then he's gone#and Ford doesnt have anyone to show off to anymore#OR anyone who can call him a showoff when he gets too into his own head#OR the person he was pitted against in the first place that made him feel special#because- knowingly or not- they always compared themselves#idk man#Ford is an interesting guy and his head fascinates me
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please pick up the phone
#genesis rhapsodos#ffvii#ff7#crisis core#art#sketch#my art#just thought i'd share some progression#his color scheme is so nice????#and like... his lips are plump as hell omg#i had to recall some lore to kinda get the feel of his face#idk if this came out well#it's my first time drawing him so forgive me :')#maybe i'll be motivated to keep him in the rotation#pls reach the right person lol
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save me bottle blond bass player
#bottle blond bass player.. save me...#scott pilgrim takes off#scott pilgrim fanart#spto#todd ingram#lisa miller#maybe they r cousins to me..#see im thinking and im liking how im thinking#something something lisa wanting to start a band bc she thinks todd is cool for being in a band#timeline wise that doesnt make senseee but idc i ignore that for now!#maybey he just plays bass and she thinks thats cool and awesome#something something todd wanting to act bc he thinks lisa is cool for being on tv#she is booked and busy in hollywood thats why she didnt show up obviii......#and spoiler alert for coming soon art when i have more time/motivation... lisa + roxie yuri#that one summer pool party art fuels me THEY R HOLDING HANDS 😋😋 a little#but i just realize it gets funnier now bc im imagining roxie being like 'MEET MY NEW GF (¬‿¬)!'#and todd is like 'UR DATING MY COUSIN?!!'#so saddd lisa didnt appear but also it makes sense given no scott 90% of the show#she couldve still ran into kim and made out with her or whatever happned in the comics idk#scott pilgrim vs the world#spvtw#lisa miller i love yuuoooouu#my beautiful angel#her and todd both my princesses#idk how them-being-related hc never crossed my mind til now!
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I think you like pavitr.. Don't know tho, its just a theory after all.
Idk what has you thinking that.
Interesting theory tho 🤔
Curious to know why you think so
He's an ok character I guess
*looks at my icon for a split second* anyways-
Imma go draw (not Pavitr)
#why my brain do this#it just saw him that first time I watched it and went HIM#we coming up on three months now since the movie came out and I'm still fixated on atsv and this boy#Imma draw other stuff ... trust#but you dont choose your hyperfixation ... it chooses you#and momma I'm going to embrace it this time around#because I think ATSV is a decent piece of media to be a bit unhinged about 🤭#idk maybe cause it made feel something??#thats what my sister and I joke about when we'd say we'd seen it 7 times in the theater#it gave me a very much needed/wanted spark of inspo#drive and motivation#that Ive been lacking for almost two years now#so yeah#anon#asks
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I’ve been so busy with other stuff but I really want to get back to drawing WHF art so I went and cleaned up a wip. Not sure how I feel with some of the angles but I just needed to get this out of my system
Based off of this clip
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#mcart#we happy few#whf#uncle jack#jack worthing#whf uncle jack#nick lightbearer#norbert pickles#whf nick lightbearer#is this lightfog?#yeah it is ngl so#lightfog#listen any ship art I make usually nine times out of ten it’s nothing romantic it’s usually shitposts like this#but the subtext is there#and this is toxic yaoi anyway ain’t no way they’d have a proper romantic relationship#their dynamic compels me though#it would work more in his foggy jack form but also I think it would be funny if this is how jack acts to him in his uncle jack form#just slightly unhinged#anyway uhhh if you’re still reading the tags uhh mayhaps you’d like to send me a request for a whf art idea?#gonna be honest I only have so many ideas I want to do but I feel like I need to be motivated so#it would be so awesome. it would be so cool#read my pinned post though and take into consideration for that cause there’s just some things I won’t do so I may end up rejecting an idea#would like to draw something with uncle jack cause like lately ive been trying to draw him but been having the hardest time idk why#he just looks off in my artstyle rn so maybe if i get a request id be able to lock in#anyway uhhh thats it
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hiiii ok question, are you guys still up for reading (new) stuff by me (not silently though!), if yes then raise a hand (or say anything at all pls) 😁
#asking bc i've been absent so idk if ppl still think of this blog or wait for new stuff etc#but will def work on more if you're still interested ^^#if not i might dip for now and compartmentalise my energy :') i love writing but it's not easy atm#but can use all motivation ill get#(honestly maybe that's part of me not writing so much) (fearing i might've faded here lol)#anyway love you lmk!! <3
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a lot of clipping to fix, but hey I got it moving at least! I'll get the Telvanni robe properly physic'd if it's the last thing I do >:0
#last i checked the vanilla hdt clothes on the nexus didn't cover solstheim content#but i wanted to finally learn to do proper hdt bones myself anyway so its fine :)#this was a nightmarish mess before i separated the black underskirt to its own group#now it swishes around nicely and collides without going through the red outer skirt#i still haven't figured out the crouching/sneaking problem where it'll sometimes phase through the thighs like they don't exist#but that seems to happen to other people's outfits too so maybe it's not just mine? idk yet lol#hmmm i think that back flap thing with the gold trim is gonna have to be separated too. it stretches out weirdly :/#also. should the scarf get to move? maybe just the dangling ends?#bc the rest can't really move since there's nothing under the scarf. it's just glued at the edges to the chest of the outfit#which is good bc it's optimized well so the game isn't rendering the neck part of the robes that you don't even see#but I'd have to create new faces on the mesh to fill in the unseen gaps like i did when splitting the skirts up#and also i'm too lazy to map that new fancy chest area and draw out the missing texture with all the telvanni swirls :'(#help me motivation gods#modding stuff#my posts#i want nelly to be able to swish around prettily like anyone else <3#guys deserve some physic'd outfit love too
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Raise your hand if you feel utterly behind in life 🫠
#i told my therapist that i'm tired of being lazy#sorry for the L word#i just have no energy or motivation to do much of literally anything except distracting myself from the pain#of everything that should be done#i'm JUST a guy. but also an adult who should idk know better??? but i don't i am SO unbelievably lost#and it really just feels like I'm alone in this feelind and I know I'm not but the people around me don't seem to get it#or maybe I just need to lock in and get over myself#but I really really can't lmfao#ANYWAYS-
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It will be harder for you to remember. Love is always harder. Love means weathering blows for another’s sake and not counting them. Love is loss of self, loss of other, and faith in the death of loss.
- Christopher Buehlman, Between Two Fires
#i am never going to recover from them#i will literally never get over them!!!#Between two fires#i have full scenes that i wish i had the art skill to depict but maybe this will be what motivates me to improve as an artist lol#my art#fan art#aaaaaAAAAHHHHH#Idk man#I’m *this* close to starting a reread tonight#like i already miss them so much wtf#found family?? more like… AHHHHHH
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Fr, I got so much math hw I gotta do, its not even funny The strong urge I have to drop out of college is insane guys <33 Hope you all are doing well thooo <3
#needy streamer overload#needy girl overdose#needy streamer overdose#nso#kangel#nso kangel#nso meme#meme#im so behind on hw lol#maybe i should do my work instead of scrolling#and playing games-#but i dont want to....#i have no motivation lmaooo#<3#idk why it keeps making some of the text black when im trying to make it pink#wth :c#just let me have my pink text mannn#~ : ❥ : ~ wtfuglydemon
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ok so i have mentioned it before but i've been rewriting the "i hunger to commit the act of touch" series aka the prince!gojo x knight!reader series bc i felt like my writing has improved so SO fucking much and i just knew i could make the existing chapters so much better.
anyway the question now is whether i should hold onto the chapters until i have multiple of them ready so you guys wouldn't have to wait that long for updates orrrrrrr should i just drop them as i finish them? both are still going to take time though so remember that .
i'm still me so it would still probably take me a long time before i finish ALL of them and so i thought maybe it'd be nice if you guys can read the ones that are ready in the meanwhile yk?
#i'm so impatient though lmao#i think i'd prefer to drop them as i finish them#but i've seen ppl say that it's annoying when the author just doesn't update their stuff yk#and well i do continue being slow as fuck like that is not going to change ever i fear#ngl i'm just scared that if i keep holding onto the finished ones i'll get more mmmmm unsure about them#like if i have one of them out i can maybe see some feedback and that'll give me more motivation too right... ?#ahhhh godd idk i'm getting so anxious over it lmao it's ridiculous#the last one should be ready soon i've only got like one more section to write#aaanyway whatever whatever just tell me what you think#mickey is polling
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one thing that I will criticize about Mikasa's character is that she doesn't understand Eren's (and Armin's) dream at all. The only insight we're offered into Mikasa's perspective of their dream is that she doesn't understand it and doesn't know what they're going on about. Like?? She doesn't get Eren's basic motivations?? Unless I completely missed something, Mikasa doesn't know that Eren wanted to explore an unoccupied world with Armin or that he desires 'freedom'. Which again, are Eren's base-level motivations. And she just. Isn't allowed to know??
#we'll see if i regret this in the morning#it's one of my spicier takes#cl thoughts#mikasa ackerman#it just baffles me#like. I'm sorry but I can't get behind a romance where one person doesn't know basic facts about the other#and maybe doesn't even care to know??#is that just how the author views het romantic relationships?#but no - Armin and Annie are based on having a thorough understanding of each other & motivations#so idk what the deal is#like that's the whole reason that Armin wanted to join the survey corps#and the original reason that Eren wanted to join#and she doesn't know?!??#armin arlert#eren jaeger#ema#erearu#eremin#and yes i know Mikasa fills a different narrative purpose#perhaps it was easier to keep her separate from knowing Eren in that way for plot-purposes?#and i really do like her overall arc#it's just like. damn. girly doesn't know shit about her besties apparently#idk I'll shut up goodnight
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finished my first day at work and gotta be Honest. barnaby plush is keeping me going rn
#im. so tired.#i. i dont want to do this again <3#BUT I HAVE TO! AHAHAHA!#im just a little guy. my arms arent big enough for the spoons needed#At Least I Get Free Food Out Of It.#do it for barnaby... do it for barnaby.... do it for barnaby#save me barnaby plush. barnaby plush. barnaby plush save me#absolutely unprompted#im so overstimmed idk if i want to cry or punch something or lay down in a ditch#maybe all three? lay down in a ditch... cry while punching dirt...#OH AT LEAST LETTI WAS THERE TO GREET ME AT THE END OF IT ALL#she was so happy and Enthusiastic In Her Affections#i have three hands#one is holding tight to barnaby plush. one to letti. and the last to jackie#with these three motivational spirits i will make it through my first day of dishwasher training
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ugh they make me ill
#they motivate me to draw!! so much!! i dont know why!!#maybe its the creative freedom i have to design them however i want idk but i love drawing them#sherlock and co#sherlock & co.#johnlock#sherlock holmes#sherlock#john watson#john hamish watson#jonk watson#art#johnlock fanart
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