#so im testing that out with writing

[starch1ldz]

Stucky blurb

cw for graphic depiction of Bucky's arm pre amputation + more or less canon depictions of violence

He wakes up in a snowbank, cold having seeped through to his bones long ago, it seems. As he comes more and more aware he also becomes more aware that his left arm is completely numb, and when he looks at it there isn't even much there to look at.

He's lost most of his arm, save for shreds of muscle and skin and shattered bone, everything nearly blue black from his shoulder down. That terrifies him, Bucky thought he'd seen everything. And now here he is, laying in the freezing cold snow wishing beyond wishing that he could hug Steve one last time before he dies of fucking Hypothermia.

Not blood loss, he's pretty sure his body is too cold to even try to keep blood pumping in what's left of his left arm, he can't feel his still intact fingers or his toes. He stares up at the bridge that he'd fallen from, realizing it's completely illogical that he survived the fall with just a mangled arm.

That's when he zeros in on the sound of footsteps crunching in the snow, he wonders how long he's been there, laying limp and unconscious in the snow. It looks like it's nearly nightfall, and he realizes he's been here for at least eight hours. He doesn't want to think about the fact that he might not have even fallen from the bridge today. The fact that he has absolutely no idea how long he was out.

Then there are agents dressed in all black surrounding him, little emblems of octopus on their uniforms. He realizes too late it's HYDRA, the very people they'd been trying to eradicate. And suddenly the strange happenings that have occured since Steve saved him from that wretched place that smelt damp and like his own blood make sense. They'd changed him.

He's not alive now out of luck, he's not lying there in the snow with not a scratch on him besides his arm being torn to shreds because he's lucky. No, that scientist had a plan for him. He realizes and feels sick with it as the soldiers start to get him prepared for transport, he's not completely sure he wants to know where he's going.

He wishes he had the courage to kiss Steve. Just once. To hell with the law against queers, to hell with Steve's Catholic descent. To hell with it all. If James Buchanan Barnes could go back in time, even just a day, he would take Steven Grant Rogers by the collar and kiss him so hard they see stars. If only.

No, instead he's being lifted into a truck and taken away. Taken to his imminent doom, he doesn't know what they'll do with him, but he knows it'll be nothing good, and he is rendered immobile by the frost bite that's undoubtedly nipping at his extremities. He's not ready for when he can feel what's left of his arm.

He doesn't know it yet, but he's going to get very used to not knowing. People, places, things... Himself.

[koszmarnybudyn]

Here is the slut.

[zabala0z]

Listened to 3 today instead of 2 like I planned! Worth it. Anyways, welcome back, yada, yada, I’m here again YIPEE

MAG 52: exceptional risk

Oh shit Robert Montauk is back. the guy who visited him was Maxwell Rayner and I did write down from previous episodes he was like a defrocked Pentecostal minister (hell he do???) and had that cult grow around him. Also the last name Rayner was mentioned in The Piper, Joseph Rayner tags or something. The whole, bulbs flickering and crappy water, at least my assumption, seems to be like in response. I’m assuming the thing that murdered Maxwell which then scared the shit out of his daughter in A Fathers Love and possibly killed her mom. I think Robert did something to try and get rid of that creature which is Maxwell came and did his ominous speech or whatever

MAG 53: crusader

Gertrude!!! No notes on this episode but I know eyes are like a super common theme in the magnus archives, I’ve seen some vague fanart so I’ll keep an eye for that. Sorry.

MAG 54: Still Life

Daniel Rawlings was one of the people who disappeared in Anglerfish near Old Fishmarket Close. The thing that was in his basement was also described very similarly to the thing in the alleyway. Swaying motion, a monotone voice, repeating the same sentence again, and again. Not only that Daniel disappeared the same year as Sarah Baldwin, who we were already, unfortunately, introduced to. I know he has like a completely different appearance but I dunno. It’s creepy. ALSO, there were those 2 men with cockney accents and when Jon got delivered those packages in season 1, Martin described them with cockney accents. So I’m assuming they are the same.

MAG 55: Pest Control

Jane Prentiss mention. Thought we’d be done with her when she’s now ash but I guess not 💀 (<- Jane) anyways, apparently John Amherst got an appearance. Doing some calculating, I think him in MAG 55 was before Taken Ill. I think. One thing I noticed looking back at Taken Ill was that Nicole didn’t want to touch the bell because there was this oily residue on it, the same oily residue on the door to his house when Jordan knocked on it. Also the landlord from Jane’s statement is here. Did not expect him to sacrifice himself. Clearly he knows a lot and maybe knew what that “wasps” nest was all about. He had that scar too. So far I can’t find anything connecting with that scar but everything (everyone) is going up in flames in this podcast I swear.

MAG 56: Children of the Night

I was actually going to end this post at Pest Control but I saw TREVOR was giving this statement so I had to listen. Anyways. Uh. Rest in peace that human he killed 🫡. The lady that had spiders come out was interesting. Lot of spiders in this podcast.

Also Jon seems really stressed like he needs a nice nap and maybe some like book to calm him down. I jumped and he wasn’t even yelling at me 😭 personally I would not let that slide. also Martin mentioned his mom having problems so he dropped out and I think his moms problems were based in the supernatural in some way. No basis for that.

One other thing, I saw that the title of this episode is like…slightly similar to the thing Gertrude referenced in Crusaders. “Those who sing the night “children of the night”. I guess only night is mentioned and it could be a coincidence but I’m keeping that in mind just in case.

Anyways that’s all my thoughts!! I see the next episode is something about space. It is currently 10:12 PM and it’s pitch black so I’m definitely not listening to that tonight.

[spookythesillyfella]

wanted to experiment a bit with my art today !! yaaay !!! ¥_^

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can anyone else hear those bells ominously tolling in the distance ?

★ version without text under cut :

★ lyrics : "Melancolia" – Caravan Palace

[ladyohdeath]

holy fuck guys i haven’t been this sick in ages. the amount of fevers ive had in the past three days is in the double digits

[todayisafridaynight]

whatever og text i had in mind for this post about ko shibasaki looking like sayama in this movie is completely cancelled on account of utsumi (this character)'s first name being kaoru and i only found this out cause i was looking up her name just to be sure when making this post

like jesus christ i legally have to make this post now

[paraonyx]

I KNOW I NEED TO STOP PROCRASTINATING ON ALL MY PROJECTS WITH OTHER PROJECTS BUT IVE BEEN DAYDREAMIN ABOUT THIS OTHER FIC AND I WANTED TO AT LEAST GET SOEMTHING DOWN. SOOOO UH YEAH :]

(This is still a draft btw)

[zoroshonkingbazonkadonkas]

why did i decide to read the bad reviews of tfc.... pls i'll commit hate crimes

[aerialflight]

i'm writing a gilmore girls fic that involves paris geller from our pandemic year 2020 going back to 2001, around the time jess first comes in to town. very slow burn between jess/paris. i have around 10k words of snippets all over my doc and an outline and i'm slowly becoming re-obsessed with gilmore girls again. what the fuck is up with this fandom that i keep going back to like an on-and-off again boyfriend??? anyway, i have no idea if i'll ever post this and i've been going back and forth on this for what feels like forever. if this sounds at all interesting, let me know.

[crystalkitty1220]

Man I wonder where the leader of the fear realm could've gone, it's alMOST LIKE NEVIN HAS AN

[b4kuch1n]

took a mock ielts test today

[ashton-ryder]

// open. int. atrium - night. 23 dec 2022

Another year another obnoxiously lavish party at the Wexley. If Ashton had any other excuse to be anywhere else, he'd take it. But the flights home were too expensive and he had work to do on his thesis right up till Christmas, even if the university was technically on break, the campus was still filled with students for one reason or another. Ashton had came back from the campus, having the party slip out of his mind and instead of actively avoiding it, he unconsciously walked right into it. Getting caught in the crowd at the entrance and giving in once the announcements were made and the food and drinks were flowing.

"I could use next month's rent for something else then.." Ashton murmured to himself as a sat alone on a couch in a quieter corner of the Atrium, a mulled wine in one hand and another flipping through his monthly expenses on his phone. The books he had borrowed from the school library and brought home acted as his arm rest. He only looked up when he heard someone approaching, and he raised his glass as a small greeting. "The Wexleys are feeling charitable this year, huh?"

[raggydollsscreenshots]

Posting screenshots from The Raggy Dolls every day until ITV puts it on ITVX: Day 115:

[alicornze7]

My sincere apologies to all the bubble fans out there for my previous post

As compensation have this design of my au:]

please note that the entire thing is as big as my thumb so everything's tiny

[aropride]

i really dont understand studying at all like genuinely i don't know what it is . i know about "taking notes" and "reading the textbook" and that's it . quizlet doesn't do shit for me because i don't know what to. do. with the cards. look at them ? am i supposed to just look at them . No one bothered teaching me actual skills bc i got good grades when i was 8 and now i am so hopelessly lost . why did no one think to teach me this for when stuff got harder than four plus three

[acaciapines]

maybe i start veraposting in the main tags. sosf fans if you’re out there i’d like to apply for vera fanclub leader i think about her so much ive written 40k words of fic about her she’s been in three of my dreams that i can remember and so long as she and leo survive this story intact and happy i will also be happy—