#so im gonna go on a tag rant so tw for a vent

[mily-is-a-star]

Me when I open up to someone about my personal issues and that same person starts telling everyone that, word for word, they have that issue, and it's literally only because they want attention

[transanimegirltoes]

Why do I keep looking at bunny fursonas and why is my fursona a little baby rabbit girl if literally every time I look at bunny fursonas I start having violent panic attacks

Why do I both *love* rabbits and hate them so much

[marzzthehuman]

HELLO!☆

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I’m Marzz! (the amount of Z's does not matter!! it changes every time i type it. lately i’ve been using 2!)

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I AM A MINOR!! (teenager)

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mutuals: please tell me if you want anything tagged and I will try my best to do so!! 🫶🫶🫶🫶 for me, please tag things like nsfw/nsft (not counting on it being a common occurrence, but just in case, because some things can fall into that category!), mentions of sh and similar, and child injury, thanks!

PLEASE refrain from saying things like "this isn't real" or "you're dreaming" because it makes me upset. thank you! :)

another thing is that if you are going to make a ‘im gonna kms’ joke please use ‘/j’ or something so i know you are not serious, because saying this will get me very worried, even if i can sense you arent serious, (if i can pick up on the joke depends on how well i know you) please use a tone tag anyway!

please, please, please tag posts about suicide with ‘tw suicide’ or some variation of that please. id rather it not be mentioned around me, thanks! (if we are friends and you need to vent or something, please ask first/give me a warning. tagging it counts as a warning, im just saying if we were having a one-on-one convo)

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About me!!

I can be energetic and am a positive and optimistic person!!! Along with that, please remember I have bad days sometimes, too!!

I love getting to know people and learning fun facts about them while also sharing fun facts about myself!!

the fandoms i am most active in are: Project Sekai. that's about it. i also like other things too! I also really like Lemon Demon, Doctor Who, and The Muppets (as in any Jim Henson production)!! (I am also into TBHK, Scott Pilgrim, Lucky Star, and Warrior Cats, though I wouldnt consider myself in the fandom) i am also into musical theatere and my favorite musical is Cats!

Trust me I know how to spell it's just keyboards are hard. yk what. words are hard.

i tend to use emoticons/kaomojis/emojis a lot!! i feel like they are helpful to getting my feeling across because online you can’t read tone or facial expressions!! (ó﹏ò｡) i also use hyperboles much more than i should, but they should be easy to spot!

guys guess. guess who my favorite pjsk character is. its the hardest thing to guess guys.

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I write fanfiction sometimes!! You can find me on Ao3 as MarzzzzTheHuman !!

yap posts will (hopefully) be tagged with: #marzzz's yappy yap yaps ! yap posts will include either me talking about pjsk, some sort of rant, or just sharing random things. (probably most things will be tagged with this. I'm bored and have a lot of thoughts.)

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art from after july 14 2024 SHOULD be tagged with #MARZZ ART YAAAYYY ! !

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I'm just here to have fun, honestly! I mainly post art and reblog things but when i have access to my computer for an extended period of time i just say random things. If I want to. :D

this post should update somewhat regularly, but who knows!!! (I am aware this post needs serious reformatting.. and its currently under construction. kind of. I miiigghhtt make a 'meet the artist' thing but who knows lmao)

[r3stingangel]

Jesus😭– WILL YOU TAKE YOUR RANT OUT OF THE X READER TAGS???? It's ALSO NOT an x reader. Why do you mfs who always complain, always do the same hypocritical shit you hate others seeing?

"well it's mentioned as x reader!" Is it a fic? I don't think so😭. At least the "dazai/oc" is written as an actual fanfic. Your rant is not only clogging up the tags, but you're ABUSING the tag system as well.

I also saw your last response to that other anon.

"I was actually tagging properly, I was bringing to light an issue present in those spaces. Hope this helps :3" No tf you weren't 😭. It's not actually an issue that horribly affects anybody (just an annoying trait that is passed along these platforms), hope this helps you! You're turning a small thing on fic platforms into something bigger. Like, you're in your every right to complain about stuff like these, but what you shouldn't be doing is complaining about the mfs doing something you hate- while doing the same exact shit as them.

"(Also I am a fucking hypocrite, but not about these types of things so get it right)" Nah. Nah bro the other Anon is right. ANYONE who mistags their things automatically falls into one category; tag abusers. And your rant was filled with it. A bunch of "x reader" up in there.

Exactly like the "dazai/oc" thing you saw, you just wanted attention/to note fish like the fic 😭. C'mon lil bro, you could just admit that part at least. No need to showcase a know-it-all, narcissistic act as a response. So yeah? You're not a different hypocrite by wanting to "bring light to this problem", you're the same type of person who lacks a huge amount of awareness 😭 insane honestly.

"Oh did I strike a nerve? 🤓☝️" Yeah you kinda did and I didn't wanna subpost about you, so take this rant about you in your inbox directly.

It's also the way you COULDNT tag your shit properly either. Don't just slap your mfing vent tag on there without using cw rant/tw rant or something similar 💀. "I was actually tagging properly 🤓" And you go ahead to NOT tag your shit as rants so other people didn't have to see it. Remember! Not everyone follows you- They wouldn't know that you got a vent tag! So they'll see it anyways cause they can't filter it! Oh my goodness! I hope this helps 🙏!!!!!

(Most people see it through reblogs as well, which is up to the reblogger to tag it accordingly. But hey! At least it'll filter through the x reader tag if you actually cw/tw it accordingly like you should've!)

Oh btw you can delete this little rant of mine from your inbox if you're just gonna formulate another dumbass response to me like you did the other Anon. Just tag your shit as cw rant/tw rant at least, that's the least you could do if you wanted to be "different" from other tag abusers😐.

Sometimes i wonder if people realize that I'm a teen before they get all cranky at me... I'm a dumb teenager, plus im autistic so something that might come as basic knowledge to one, might not be basic knowledge to me

I'm still learning, I'm just a teen, I'm still just in highschool, I'm going to make mistakes in my understanding of things, its human nature

Also if someone is gonna get triggered by a rant, they should gtfo the Internet/gen

Flashing lights, i get, r*pe/sa, p*dophilia, I get, but a rant? Words on a screen? Im not gonna treat the Internet like a child.

[cornballes]

big rant abt my smr dr experience??? i think??? tw; sh

tbh tho at the time i was doing that shit i WAS um.. pretty (does that twirly finger thing around my head????) at the time of making those baitposts. I dont mind ppl finding my idenity now because ik thats just another annoying fuck i dont have to talk to.. ever! i just dont send it HERE cause.. well.. thats too easy <3 I thought that ppl were gonna harass me to no end, and tbh i DID get some.. really.. fucked up anons from just being annoying back then and ig i thought itd go to my fr account too. (racism, death threats, ableism, and MORE! this starter pack rocks!) Idk why people were so obsessed with finding my fucking dragon porn game identity though. like okay ???? #69837 aint my address dumbass... I joined this fr drama server because anons kept telling my (paranoid + rude ass) to go and shit it up cause "ppl were talking shit abt me" and i was like oh my god its time to catch HANDS!!!! i still hv an archive of the super duper dm-fight but.. the owner said "whatever goes in server stays there" so well. i calmly deleted the sses </3

idk why they were upset I uh. showed off their tag when they were fucking EXCITED to tell evryone mine, though...like i went "OH OH sorry, ill add it" and this dude was fucking shaking his hands jumping for joy to fucking do it for me. calm down butthead!!!!!!

i think a huge root of my rudeness and.. assholish attitude was my paranoia...and larp-craziness. i was scared for my damn life.. when i typed that shit up i was genuinely shaking n talking to myself for hours afterward Im still upset that people decided to take my thoughts of watning to send ppl my scars etc to face value, but tbh its fr. fr ppl are stupid. I was genuinely in a fucked up place and i was using making myself a "cringe, annoying troll punching bag" as coping mech.. when it was ACTUALLY making things worse.. and well. dr+smr people realllly didnt help. literally egging me on to continue to hurt myself and stuff in my inbox... people calling me a fucking evil person who sends people things ive never sent to anyone ever and never actually would.

people used me venting fucking AGAINST me and painted me as a villain when all i wanted was.. to make people laugh. but it turned into ppl laughing at ME, and not the jokepost.. people took my stop posting abt amongus copypasta so serious, got mad abt me wanting a stinky fujo coomer dragon npc.. list goes on.. i took pleasure in making ppl mad at me, but it also hurt a fuckton

i mean.. now i can laugh abt how much of a dumb bitch i was. nothing i posted since then has ever been that successful. or cringe. or annoying... lol.. some people has asked me to post again but.. idk. i just wanna be normal now. int with the people who havent blocked me yet.. ik thye hate me but i hope that one day they restalk my blog and decide to be neutral towards me again..

until then um..

dear anti anti exalters: YOU PISS ME THE FUCK OFF. oh yeah.. YOU KNOW WHO I AMMM, KAGURAA!

bye :)

[symptoms-syndrome]

I was gossiping with a friend about a mutual friend who's throwing a tantrum abt smth silly and I said something like "when I lash out I apologize in a timely way" (this mutual friend has a thing where they'll lash out and then like? A week later be like "sorry about that :/"

But anyway they literally responded with "I don't even know what that would look like! You always keep the peace and de-escalate" and me, who has internalized the idea that I am inherently a mean and rude person, was like :O

I guess it's hard to tell when I'm lashing out and when I'm just. Not being as overly polite/diplomatic.

[orindas]

ah yes my sisters:

the supposedly straight, probably autistic science nerd who has like a hundred brain cells but they just like bounce around in her head like the windows screen saver and whose love language is middle school insults and copying my dads every mannerism and dresses like an old man but most certainly does not have the politics of one

vs.

the buzzfeed-white feminist who only gets her news through twitter and tiktok, claims she has adhd and is ace so that she can be more different and interesting even am I have both of those and every time we talk about it she always says stuff that makes it clear she has no clue what she’s talking about and has no knowledge of anything in the queer community. who likes to randomly and loudly judge people and then get mad at us when she deems we judge someone. she thinks she’s gods gift to the world and is the most woke person on this earth, even though she’s constantly doing microaggressions and making people uncomfortable. who looked at a gnc person in the store we were in earlier who was wearing overalls and whispered (super loudly) to me "omg I just noticed that guy over there because he was wearing overalls". whose favorite hobby seems to be fetishizing queer people (gay men in particular) and poc. and is gaslighting our friend after treating all of us like shit when we were on a trip and promptly ghosting her after we came back three months ago. she stopped maturing in her first year of college but thinks she did.

[helloidkwhatimdoing-0]

I need to go to sleep but i relaises i haven't played minecraft in at least 2, if not 3, weeks

Thats a long time 4 me

Anyway ill go back to it when I've finished all this school art stuff

Goodnight ppl

[astralshipper]

sam’s (practically) canon love interest: exists

me: im so glad they have a wonderful platonic relationship that is not at all romantic and is solely between two close friends

[clubnate]

i hate being in education but idk any other way for me to get out of my family house so here i am in education failing everything, too anxious to talk to my flatmates or even text my high school friends in the same city and idk what to do i’ve already dropped out of college last year but at least i lived at home but now i live 4 hours away. i dont wanna be the disappointment everyone made me feel i was gonna be

[underslept-and-overdressed]

Pretend I just posted something mildly coherent

[spurkspaint]

theres a vent under this cut tws are in the tags ig (NOTE: I AM NOT SELF DIAGNOSING MYSELF OR FAKING ANYTHING)

a chose food over my BEST. FRIENDS. MENTAL. HEALTH. they were ranting abt how they thought they were a terrible friend and my mind just said "YkW iM gOnNa GeT sOmE fOoD iLl ChEcK uP oN hEr WhEn Im DoNe" i hate myself i hate this why am i like this why do i just eat food all the time at lunch ive been eating foods with cheese even though im lactose intolerant and ive been getting the big things of salad and apples to try and improve my memory

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i told my school counselor on tuesday about what was going on. i told her two days after the activity started. its been i think five now. three days since ive told her. she told me it was probably a growing spurt and she understood that it could be concerning. but no. i dont think this is a growing spurt. im about to puke. my stomach hurts so bad. yet i just want more. tomorrow. tomorrow i HAVE to tell her that it didnt stop and i have so little time to tell my mom. i dont know how to. i have before october tenth. i have 11 days. its september 29th.

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tropical storm ian is gonna come back to america. the atlantic waters are gonna help it get stronger. ians not done yet. i dont even know what to call it. hurricane ian or tropical storm ian. at least it wont be like a category five.

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i feel so bad for people in flordia.

[gay-prentiss]

please read this before you follow <33

hi! im natalya, and while this blog is new, my presence on tumblr is not. ive been on this dump for 18 years. i got into criminal minds last year (october 2020) and i finally decided to make a blog to put everything cm all in one place.

a bit about me:

im 21

im from sydney, australia (timezone is australian eastern standard time)

other than cm, ive been known to hyperfixate on the mcu, atla/tlok, supernatural (although we dont go there in this house), hannibal, dr who etc.

i have adhd and im autistic :)

this blog:

this is just basically a place where i can reblog all the cm stuff like edits, fanfic, blurbs, gifsets etc. id be more than happy for people to send me asks about headcanons, fic recs, popular accounts etc. and we can discuss.

also: please don’t follow me if you’re under 18. that’s my preference as a 21 year old, and i’m allowed to have it.

i have one (1) fic which you can read here

tagging:

nat reads: fic reblogs

visuals: gifs that give heavy spencer vibes

nat answers: asks

nats sadposting: my personal stuff and rants about my mental health and stuff like that.

please note: i am a csa survivor. i do sometimes use this space to vent about it. i will never go into detail, but i do speak about that topic here. if you cannot handle that (which is completely valid), please blacklist nats sadposting.

important: generally important stuff people should at least see and boost

el gee bee tee: important stuff for the gays and the allies

nat rants: any rants i post, whether cm related or not

nat rambles: any original text posts i make

nat writes: my fics! (currently only two, but you never know heh)

nat watches [tv show/movie]: me being annoying every week about watching my other silly little shows.

tw tagging system:

posts that only mention triggers/a trigger is only talked about briefly in passing will be tagged as [insert trigger] mention

posts where a trigger is described/acted out/visually seen (e.g fanart, edits etc) will be tagged as [insert trigger] tw

if i ever post/reblog something and you don’t think that it’s tagged properly/appropriately chuck us an ask or dm and i’ll fix it right up!

also, here’s a list of tone indicators! i try to use these as often as i can, however my brain don’t always work right, and i am very forgetful, so if i forget to tone indicate, again, send me an ask or a dm, and i’ll adjust it! (also please im begging yall to use these when communicating with me)

i started a nsfw sideblog, @nsfwbau so any nsfw asks/recs can go to that blog💛

what i won’t tolerate:

any hate or anything like that. if ur gonna be straight up horrible about a character/ship/actor/etc. just dont bother because itll just be deleted.

also no homophobia/transpobia/racism or any of that. this blog is intended to be a safe space, so be kind or go away.

if you send me hate on anon, i will rip you to shreds because i cant control myself :)

i hope yall enjoy!