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clubnate · 3 years ago

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i hate being in education but idk any other way for me to get out of my family house so here i am in education failing everything, too anxious to talk to my flatmates or even text my high school friends in the same city and idk what to do i’ve already dropped out of college last year but at least i lived at home but now i live 4 hours away. i dont wanna be the disappointment everyone made me feel i was gonna be

#rant #vent #tw anxiety #ask to tag ig i dunno what to do sorry #im too scared to do anything in my own home that i pay 90 quid a week to live in im so tired of being scared #its at the point where i feel like my life is over at the age of 19 and #i hate feeling like this i hate being such a bad friend #it was my friends birthday 5 days ago and i still havent texted her because im too anxious and that doesnt even make sense #and last time a friendship suffered because of my anxiety it was really bad and we talk now but its never been the same and i dont want that #to happen to this friend but ignoring her is making it worse but im just so anxious and overwhelmed by everything ughhhhhh #i need to go to a doctor and maybe therapy lmao #no need to interact i just need to get this off my chest i have no one to talk to here #here being my accomodation #or family rlly #i think thats why ive gone so hard on cobras just as a distraction to everything #and lately its gotten worse with my hw so why ive been getting really into tai and gch and hush sound #listening to new bands instead of doing my work #this is gonna look very out of place between the cobra starship pics and the sisky pic lmao

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