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FROMSOFT GILF TOURNAMENT
Round 1 (Part B) Results
Godfrey, the First Elden Lord
King Vendrick
Andre the Blacksmith
Old Hunter Henryk
King Allant
Consumed King Oceiros
Ludleth the Exiled
Commander Niall
Master Logarius
Great Shinobi Owl
Gravelord Nito
Old Demon Kin
#fromsoft gilf tournament#round 1#CONGRATULATIONS TO THE SUCCESSFUL PEEPAWS ‼️‼️#round 2 will begin soon#it’s midnight here#so i’ll try get it sorted#it’ll be 12 gilfs facing off so 6 pairs
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some WIPs from the 80s AU i never finished
#so… hi#i think…. i might start making some stuff here soon#i’ve been gone a lot longer than i intended to be#& i feel a lil bad about it bc i really miss my boys & bein here & all that but#idk it’s just been a rough month#but i’m starting to get the itch to create again#i have a very silly idea for the mbz AU#i also just really want to draw some stuff#i miss making things. i’m going nuts. i’ve hardly done anything fun in WEEKS#i’ve sort of started working on some new OCs but ngl#doing anything that doesn’t involve dhes or kel genuinely feels like i’m betraying them#but i have a concept that i really want to explore so that’s what i’m trying to do#i have been working on a few AUs here & there too but#but mostly nothing fun#i need to do something fun while i still can bc i’m starting at uni next month#& i just know i’m gonna have shit for free time then#i’m taking all in person classes which makes me very nervous#i’m trying to be excited about it but mostly it’s just causing me anxiety lol#but anyway. um. yea. hopefully i’ll catch up on everything & reply to the tags/asks i’ve gotten since i’ve been gone#if i reply to something you said/sent to me a month ago… pls just act like that’s not weird. thanks.#rainyrambles
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Aka Riders Lullaby from Centaurworld
Lay your head on my chest so I can sing you a lullaby and gently run my fingers through your hair until you slowly drift off to sleep 🥰🫶
#I got some microphones on a super good deal and I wanted to try it out 🥰#also I’m finishing centaurworld and I love it so so so so much#I got an ask recently#and I think it might have been the sweetest ask I’ve received#and that’s saying something#cause all of you guys are sweeties!!!#but basically they were complimenting my voice#and if you don’t know voice compliments are probably top tier for me#obviously love personality compliments and all that but voice compliments hit me fucking deep#I’m going to reply to that ask soon#just whenever I get a super sweet ask that BLOWS me away I need a little bit to recover and find the right words to say!#anywhoodedoodly#I was crying while I was driving and singing my heart out#and remembered my microphones!!#was gonna do some sort of heavy ballad but I’m too much of a perfectionist right now#gotta start small#idk if I’ll keep this up or I’ll remake it#cause I always feel like I could do better ya know??#me#mine#rosicheeks#singing
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last christmas as in THE LAST CHRISTMAS WE’RE GONNA HAVE IN THIS HOUSE I’M SO SAD
#my grandma is moving next year :(#i’m gonna miss this house so much#I’ve been coming here for christmas since i was a baby and this is the last time i can’t believe it#last time sleeping on the third floor on an air mattress last christmas eve chinese food dinner in that dining room#last christmas morning opening presents from under the tree in the living room#this sort of symbolizes the end of being a kid for me since coming here for christmas was such an important part of my childhood#:((((((((#oh well things end#i’ll try to enjoy it as much as i can#and hey at least i get to say goodbye to this house. i didn’t get to say goodbye to my other grandmother’s house before she moved#solar systems posting
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Rpg maker being over 70 dollars is making me want to curl into a ball and weep ❤️
#i was gonna use renpy but I’m starting to think rpg maker would work better with the sort of game I’m trying to make#sighs heavily and buries head in hands#which version am I even supposed to get anyways 😓#from what I’ve heard I think it’s fairly beginner friendly..? I mean I sure as hell hope so lmfao#urghhh it’ll be a while till I’m able to afford it#and I’m nervous abt not being able to wrap my head around how to use it#but hopefully with enough practice I’ll get the hang of it?? everyone starts somewhere I suppose#🗣️
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my mom used to love me so much.
#i know i’ll feel a bit better once i’ve slept#i’m just having sad boy hours#missing the feeling of being best friends with my mom#she’s hurt my feelings so much recently#but i still remember watching star trek with her every sunday growing up#i still remember being 6 and her sitting on the tile bathroom floor with me when i was sick#i still remember asking for the same homemade chocolate cake for my birthday for years#i still remember her nickname for me—pooka shell#i still remember sorting thru a jar of change with her trying to find cool old coins#i still remember how excited she gets to show me her yard and garden projects#i still remember her playing piano while my dad plays viola—both of them haltingly and imperfect and wonderful#i still remember how she would let me be the first one to let go of a hug#etc etc etc#she still tells me she loves me and maybe it’s true#but will she ever want me around on her birthday again?#trans boy#transmasc#exmo#exmormon
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finished scene 18 today and it’s the first one I’m not very happy with. I think it’ll need a proper rewrite later on. Rn I’m getting a bit frazzled bc I introduced a new emotional hurdle into Carlos’ mix but I’m worried it clashes too much with what’s already established… it’s something that I can only properly address with reader feedback, so now I’m considering a beta reader call at the end of this draft… hmmmm
#I’m just worried I’m not properly conveying what I’m trying to convey !!! and it’s stressing me out lol#mdr#wasn’t planning to get beta readers until after draft 3 but it will definitely help I think#it just feels like I’m trying to combine Too Much and I know simpler is better but it relates to the spooky nature of the story#so I’d like to make it work#it’s just this one particular scene that’s driving me a lil bonkers#anyway I need to just keep moving forward for now#I’ll prob be able to sort it out when I type everything up in a couple weeks
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Nobody has stronger opinions about the state of the Canadian healthcare system than people waiting to register at the walk in clinic
#I I got here 45 minutes early and there.were 14 ppl ahead of me#and there’s only one doctor in today taking walking from 12-4#so. idk if I’ll make the cut#been chatting to other ppl in line tho…. someone this is their third day in a row trying to be seen#someone else went to a different clinic at 7:30am and was sent here bc they were booked up for the day#it’s absolutely insane trying to get any sort of medical care if you don’t have a GP
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please for the love of god. if you’re critiquing a trans person’s view on gender (especially trans women) do not call them a fucking terf. you mean gender essentialist. yes‚ gender essentialism is like the main part of their ideology and it’s quite harmful to literally every trans person. but there’s a difference. like a huge one. terfs are also BIOessentialists (you are defined by your sex) and the kind of person some of yall are calling terfs are GENDER essentialists (you are defined by your gender). you see how a trans person is very unlikely to be the former? if you call a transgender gender essentialist a terf‚ they’re just gonna laugh it off‚ and you’ve accidentally undermined your entire point
#head in my hands#so for any sane people without context#there’s a lot of blogs recently who have been pointed out to be gender essentialist in ideology#gender essentialism is just bioessentialism recycled into something more trans-friendly#and i get the line of thinking that leads to it! but when you’ve been hurt you really shouldn’t throw other people under the bus#it doesn’t fix you‚ in the long term‚ and it DOES hurt them#ok i’m off topic. where i was going is that people are calling these sorts of people out on their bullshit#except they are making the blunder of calling them radfems/terfs. which isn’t true.#and they ALWAYS reply with the “radfem??? you think i (a trans women) hate trans women??? lol lmao” gotcha.#i have seen like 7 of these posts alone on my dash today#back to how gender essentialism is bad: it harms like… so many people#from trans men who feel like their true selves are something horrible and disgusting#to young men who could have been allies to our community and instead got radicalized#and i’m pretty sure that most of it is perpetrated by cis radfems!!!#but SOME of it. is on my dash. on tumblr dot com.#siiiiiiiigh. i dunno if i should post this.#and if i’m wrong about any of this‚ it’s up for debate. i’ll try to listen as long as you read the post#i talk#discourse
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archer kaito wip 2!! & please read tags if possible ^_^ sorta important info!! !
#wip#kaito#pjsk#okay so i’m having a sort of minor surgery tomorrow so i’m going to be inactive then + a couple days afterwards most likely for recovery#so i’ll be gone for a bit#i will be back soon hopefully to finish this though!! i hope i can finish it before the event starts ;;;;#ty all for the continued support for my art#you all mean the world to me and more <3#and thank you for being so patient with me as i know i don’t post very often to begin with#but i try really hard#all the comments/reblog tags/comments and likes i get always make my day#<333
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Yes I like musicals yes I was kind of a theatre kid back in the day no I don’t particularly care about Wicked one way or the other. We exist
#you probably figured this about me from my.. everything#4 years of choir and i was in drama clubs and classes from when i was 8-16 lol#i wouldn’t have said i was Good; ever; at any point. never got a big role. just sort of used to subject people to my bad singing#as a recreational pursuit#but yeah. i think my issue with wicked is i tried to read the books first because that’s always my approach. if there is a book i’ll read it#and maguire’s writing style just scratched my brain wrong. like sandpaper#i tried and tried but i never got any further than like a quarter of the way into the first book#and if i’m being Completely honest i don’t even really care about the wizard of oz either#i wish someone had given judy garland a gun but like other than that.#so yeah. never seen the musical. don’t plan on seeing the movie but i feel like someone will drag me to it at some point#because most of my friends are also ex theatre kids#it’s probably a good story. there’s a lot about it that makes me think i’d potentially enjoy it. i like some of the songs!#it’s just whenever i see an adaptation i feel like i’m only getting half the story. so i want to read the books#but the books ~scratch my brain wrong~#i don’t even know if i still own them. i might have donated them. yes i bought ALL four; that’s how committed i was to trying to read them#i’m a fucking idiot#personal
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#^farmer’s market goat :)#vent post#I feel bad posting vent posts so I try to have good pictures/screenshots for them skskskd#disclaimer that I’m okay but also this is above tumblr’s pay grade. I just need to yell into the void about it#health stuff is taking a sudden downward turn and I’m stressed about it#I’m fine#but we’re considering getting genetic testing to check for vascular Ehlers Danlos#which is. concerning.#that’s the one you don’t want#‘half of people with this condition will live to at least 48’ reassuring. thanks.#like. I’m FINE right now but kind of having a little existential mortality crisis over having to consider it as a possibility#it might be nothing or something else. we’re just talking possibilities. but I don’t like that we’re seriously discussing vEDS#idk. hopefully in a few months I come back with an update and it’s nothing/something else#I’m not gonna just keel over but it’s not a fun time as you get older#again. I’m fine right now. it’s probably just my anxiety. but I need SOME sort of outlet#and on tumblr nobody’s pressured to respond. I don’t really want a vent discussion or anything#just need to get it out and move on with making appointments and pushing fluids#but everything is okay right now. I’ll make appointments. I’ll discuss medications and testing. I’ll make lifestyle changes where I can.#it’ll be fine
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I’m sorry, but I physically cannot see this outfit without thinking “hey, it’s Clayton!”
#also I made the main 4 + Virgil in the sims 4#Lethica is stunning but we already knew that#actually the rest of her outfits gave me some issue but she’s gorgeous all the same#Marius gave me some TROUBLE. I’m fine with how he turned out now but his face gave me some ISSUES#it took me like an hour just trying to get him all sorted out. it was like trying to sculpt with a clay consistency that doesn’t work#when you’re already unfamiliar with sculpting clay. it just leads to a lot of frustration#Briggsy gave me issue bc I didn’t know what to do for his face#and Jericho looks like a cryptid. tho it makes sense for him so.#I’ll eventually post what they look like I just didn’t take screenshots of them last night bc it was. 2am. lol.#legends of avantris#sims 4
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#full disclosure there’s a 50/50 chance I may fuck off for a while#I’ve been trying to ignore it but honestly around this time of year my mental health dips dramatically cause of ✨ trauma ✨#and I can tell it’s happening cause I’m once again unable to sleep and woke up with a nice panic attack at 4 am#so if I stop reblogging or responding to messages I apologize in advance#I’m definitely the type of person to withdraw and shut down until I manage to get things sorted out again#so if you send asks/dms do be patient with me if I disappear for a little while#I’ll get back to you when I have the mental capacity for it
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Nobody:
Me: what if child washed up on the island somehow and was amnesic and tests were done and the burns find out this person is related to them and woodrow is called to the island to do tests too and it’s found out he’s the father and had no clue he had a kid and child gains memories and their mother is awful and Charlie and Woodrow get legal rights to child and now Kade Dani Graham and Cody have a cousin to get to know
#BURNS COUSIN BURNS COUSIN BURNS COUSIN#I imagine this cousin to be a girl roughly around Cody’s age give a year older or younger#just; Woodrow is known as the ‘takes risk’ brother between him and Charlie#you know he had to get into all sorts of dating mischief when he was younger#he gets a girl pregnant by accident but he doesn’t know and she doesn’t tell him#she starts to raise the child and tells her that her father walked out on her#the mom realizes too late she doesn’t love being a mom but keeps child around to use her#I don’t know what incident would happen to get this child amnesiac and on the island but something happens#the child having good times with her ‘friends’ the burns who she’s staying with until she gets her memories back#and exploring the wackiness and tech of the island until Woodrow finally gets to the island like 3 weeks after she had showed up there#AND FINDING OUT THE BURNS ARENT HER FRIENDS BUT HER FAMILY#AND NOW SHE SUDDENLY HAS A DAD?? /HAPPY TEARS#AND WOODROW IS ALL well Charlie’s the family guy I don’t know if I can measure up but I’ll try to take responsibility; wow I have a kid!#AND THE KID IS ALL you don’t have to apologize for not being family oriented I have a dad now and your trying and that’s all that matters#SHE ASKS IF SHE CAN CALL HIM DAD AND HE JUST MELTS#She was going to travel the world with Woodrow but Charlie had a cow about her education and didn’t want her doing only online schooling#so they work it out that she stays with Charlie during the school year and goes traveling with Woodrow during the summer#and Woodrow also visits the island more for holidays for his kid#AUGHSNSAUAHABDVBADHHHH#WOODROW FLUFF#BURNS COUSIN#GIVE IT TO ME#Woodrow burns#Charlie burns#Cody burns#Graham burns#Kade burns#Dani burns#cousin burns#tfrb
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It’s almost 10PM and I’m just processing the details of the new Tumblr AI policy stuff now. Not sure what to say other then. This might effect me posting my artwork.
#man…… I literally stopped posting on twitter out of fear of ai scraping.#but Tumblr has been an alright alternative up until now. like I could sort my art properly and get more outreach.#what a punch in the stomach.#from the reading I did the ai deal is text content only (?) but I could be wrong.#not really sure what else to say. I am drained emotionally as an artist.#I’ll try and do more reading and info gathering tomorrow to plan what I’ll do next.#so this isn’t goodbye Tumblr. at least not at this stage.
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