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5percentkira · 2 years ago

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Taken from @kiranatrix.I don't participate enough & thank you for the open invite to anyone reading.

Last song: Always by Erasure

Last movie: K-PAX

Last show: Alice in Borderland, s2

Currently watching: The Office (one of many rewatches & on s4)

Currently reading: The Stand by Stephen King, Death Note manga, and ready to start either The Fellowship of the Ring or Sybil.

Current obsession: FFXIV & Death Note (one might even say I’ve combined the two..)

Tagging friends & a few of numerous appreciated humans within the DN community (with zero pressure): @llawlieta @craetor @dillyfirestarter @faded-smiles @god-of-this-new-blog @mihaelkeehl @13eyond13 and to keep the vibe alive, anyone else who may be reading this & wants in.

#tag game #very last /finished/ show & movie i couldn't wholly recall #so i went with last in close mind #for my amusement

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thankstothe · 8 months ago

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#house md #gregory house #james wilson #screencap #s07e01 “Now What?”#one of the thing that bothered me about canon huddy #is it feels too close to the unrealness of s5 finale #just huddy becoming canon does not feel like it would be enough to offset all the issues house had building up in s6 finale #hes not even a bit bitter about wilson throwing him out anymore and it certainly wasn't just a cover for huddy #left unresolved #last patient's death unresolved (you can say it delayed if youre a pedant)#the overall stress from that wrecked building - unresolved #all this skipped overnight #even more of a rocky start to this relationship would be better #cuddy too #this is so ooc for both of them #like their characters got reset #i do wonder how proper huddy would look like in canon #like it wouldnt work long term either #but in s7 it just went too smooth #what does cuddy even gets out of it besides the initial thrill?#she is a freak and workaholic in a completely different way to house #literal mother #and an authoruty figure #they would clash so bad so fast it would be glorious #maybe it would be better if she didnt make it and house was already back on vicodin in the bathroom #also would give deniability to ooc moments #dont mind me *watching perfect house md in my brain*

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mer-se · 15 days ago

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First time meeting the Angel of grief (at golden hour) 🍂🪽

#didn’t know we had a replica of her in massachusetts #never mind right up the street in this gem of a little cemetery I drive by all the time #my girlfriend is actually the one who found it online then went in on a mission to find it for me #she got SO excited she found it super fast I didn’t think we would was getting dark and it’s a new spot #I was off taking pics and she ran over so excited #fucking beautiful man just stood quietly for a while looking #one of my favorite angel statues #imagine in the snow too #I wanted to go to mount auburn in the snow too and it never snows anymore #theres two so close to me that are so special now even more so #will be spending more time in there #there’s only so many replicas that’s so special to me #and so close to home #angels #autumn #mine #didn’t post these but this was from last week #went back yesterday #have so many pics 🙃#anyways love #🖤#🪽

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crossbackpoke-check · 1 year ago

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Why I Am Not Coming In To Work Today [abridged], Jess Zimmerman

part one | part two

#me when everybody is posting the maple leafs sad narratives and i am furiously generating this like HOLD ONNNN HOLD ONNNNNNN #honestly i could've been SOOOO MEAN about this because i saw this poem & alexandra got the preview on the poetry blog #where i just reblogged the first half of this poem point blank with the tags #kyle dubas #toronto maple leafs #& got yelled at aksdaksf & it literally only didn't go on this blog bc i usually write more & then it was percolating & i looked up the poe #& it was only the FIRST PART i'd reblogged i didn't know there was more & then brain immediately went brrrrr ok time for an edit.#this is a long one lol & i also have no idea if it makes sense to anybody but me but because y'all know me i will always overexplain so!!#my reasoning for the reasons obvi kyle. that's a given i hope he's doing well i hope he & his family r good but man is not coming in to wor #the second edit took me a stupid amount of time bc i am nitpicky but also i learned how to do the layers & transparency from the claude edi #that actually y'all don't know about lmao but i lost my mind when i saw how perfectly those pictures align i was scrolling getty & was like #ok december i'm gonna do a headline one (in my brain with the november/june quote about choosing to die again) w/ maple leafs playoff odds #how they say at winter break you know who's gonna be in the playoffs & who'll win & they thought they had a shot but it's mitchie overlaid #the 2003-04 team who'd last won a playoff round with the atlantic division stats from dec for 22-23 & how long it's been & dec headlines #i wanted breakup/recent/never loved to be a recent trade acquisition somebody who bounced around & somebody else so i almost had simmer #brodie & zar but then i wanted to make murray for breakup at any time &i forgot zar & him were on the pens together &it hit me like a truc #bc there's a photo of the two of them EXACTLY the same so close it's scary of this one but them as pens so they had to be it & i did always #know never loved again was mitchie. sorry. also mitchie in the penalty box the last game but i couldn't find footage of it & this one works #no i could not find a photo of tyler bertuzzi fighting a leaf for a dog looked at me yes i tried.#i almost made the bunting photo jt but instead it's 'bunting a rat etc' anyway the one i really feel unhinged about is dead pets bc at firs #i was gonna make it the handshake line & look to see if the leafs had drafted anybody on the panthers (dead pet former draft pick)#& they had & it was carter verhaeghe & i couldn't get a good pic of matthews & verhaeghe but it's fine bc i thought about the mo/luke schen #narrative (in which they are a perfect d pair long lost) & schenn was drafted by the leafs & that line fits jut trust me. also how i feel #about the kniesy luminous line that one possessed me it had to be kniesy idk why. i almost put gussy as girls are too pretty though ALSO #did u like my joke. daylight SAVINGS time on the goalie. thank u. also my photo magic on the jt (me very poorly editing in him as an isle)#OK ALSO HOLD ONNNNN there is a part two but i have to wait for the Content i want it will come out as soon as [redacted] or sooner #if i get bad at waiting &everyone will pretend like it is always the way it will be once i have the photos i want. speaking of did the leaf #simply not take a team photo this year?? it Does Not Exist for me i have tried very hard to look for it also i'm excited for part 2 #one of them is named oh you're so unhinged for this one & the finished product is you're unhinged in ways you didn't even know u were sorry #liv in the replies

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noirlipstickstains · 7 months ago

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first day of spring

#went to a cave #mine #me #first day of spring #our swords #march 19 #video post #my pov #ugh sm is on my mind rn i feel like a different person each day #can’t believe march is coming to a close #last clip is when my camera died #so perfect

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tenrose · 9 days ago

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So you're telling me in the US they put their ballot votes in a box in the streets????

Learnt that because apparently they are being sent on fire which is exactly what I'd expect with that kind of system...

#i know you guys vote online #but do you do the thing where you have to wake up a very sunny sunday (not in November i guess lmao) and walk to the voting point of #you city???#and try to avoid eye contact with the local representatives so they don't ask you to come back at 6pm to count the votes???#im very curious because i wouldn't trust the postal services to be on time here djdjdbenene #but anyway seriously #everything i know about the us voting system baffle me #you tell me a candidate can win the popular vote but lose the election????#i mean i knew that fact since like highschool but i still can't wrap my mind around it #apparently the US is the only democracy with no direct universal vote #also i did know that till very recently #i always wondered how tf some srates had more power than others #and like last week #i learnt that states with slaves used them as a one third of a voice and that's how they gained more powers #but when finally long years later they could finally vote #the same people who used them went on the streets to try to stop them to vote (which is sadly not surprising)#the whole thing is fucked up #I mean not saying here is really better at the moment #but at least one voice = one vote #im trying to imagine having ballots hanging outside in France and this would go so fucking bad omg #and the 'fun' part is that it won't be because of fascists (i mean today it would) but because stupid kids would take it as a challenge #anyway i don't want to talk about this election #im not American and shit #but it's kinda really stressful to see dumb shit like that on an election whi will have as many #if not more #consequences on the whole world #oh also what the hell are their official programs?#i mean except saying fascist stuff vs saying fascism bad and calling each other stupid #anyway case closed #but im very dreadfully curious about the voting system though

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manitapaleta · 2 years ago

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bad religion by frank ocean playing the entire time while drawing this

#dungeons and daddies #dndaddies #dndads #dndads s2 #dndaddies s2 #nark #nark nation #nick foster #nick close #nicholas foster #nicholas close #my art #my spicy art #went out last night and barely drank and took two red bulls like as soon as i got home bc i was like im gonna draaaw and deadass i only did #this as a rough warm up sketch before working on what i actually wanted to draw but then i knocked out like an hr in #which like……..tf did the red bulls do????? anyway i woke up around noon and finished lol #this concept has been in my mind so long bc of this song but i finally actually drew it woop woop

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babacontainsmultitudes · 8 months ago

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Just know the urge to rewatch the breakfast club is plaguing me and it’s entirely your fault what have you done to me /j lol

LOL DUDE I was literally just talking with one of my sisters about how I'm kind of itching to rewatch that movie now lmaooo you *should* you should actually!

#asks #(also the reason I haven't rb'd the piece yet is cause I sent you that last message then got hit with the sleep deprivation beam haha)#(and today I went out)#(aether's version too aether if you happen to see this I absolutely saw thank you love ya lol)#BUT ANYWAYS YEAH #I just showed my sister ur b.c. art (she doesn't know d&dads she's just heard me babble about the Close boys a lot lmao but she likes b.c.)#and she went ''OH SLAY'' hahaha #she was saying how she used to be obsessed with that movie but doesn't like it as much anymore #Me though? I saw that movie when I was 15 and depressed out of my absolute mind so. I think it deserves a fresh watch loool #the criminal was my favorite because I am. how you say. predictable.#but I wonder if I would feel differently now...#looking at your piece specifically though I've been thinking ''shit I kinda wanna write the au now''-#which is to say that I think *you* worsened *my* brainrot hahaha #anyways yeah you know what yeah Mack me personally I think you should fr yw for the urge jaheklfhl

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itz-pandora · 3 hours ago

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Huh. If my life was a quote, it'd be "one of those sad ones with a deceptively happy tune"

#quote from MLP:FIW #sorryyyy been kinda angry about my step family all day #sorry but im so tired of my Stepmom acting like she raised decent kids #my step brother is like 25 and living in my dads home. hes unironically an andrew tate fan and treats his very disabled girlfriend like shit #step sister always got compred to my sister who's the same age and put step sis in the light every time EVEN THO MY SIS WAS LITERALLY BETTER #<- like grades n shit #also both step sibs are gross. never cleans up ever. step brother and his gf are banned from the basement #step bro went to juvy when he was 16 and step sis had a trial last year and almost went to jail #also step sis has mono and would rather die than cover her mouth #i feel bad for SB's girlfriend because she has no other support system and sometimes it feels like SB or SS is trying to kill her?????#my dad threatened to kick out the adults if the house is dirty (adults being SB. SBG. SS. My sister. Aunt.)#My sister does SO MUCH HOUSEWORK and nobody cares and im mad #also bullshit rules recently have made my potential eating disorder worse #i don't think its healthy to rather starve than wash a dish but i actually have cried several times over this #not to mention how much i accidentally starve myself #also our food has been less and less because I don't know what I'm allowed to eat anymore because of my step family #also i have to share the smallest room with my sister. its okay tho ilh and i wouldn't want to get rid of her #sometimes it feels like my stepmom doesn't like me or my sisters because we're “weird”. childish interests and artistic #she lectured me about having missing assignments and I started crying #i said i just forgot to turn in some before the deadline and she called me lazy #<- Oops! so close. its actually THE MENTAL ILLNESS #my sisters and i feel like shit #i feel like my safe space is with my oldest sister.#and you all too! i love you guys #i just feel trapped. trapped by my step family. trapped by my own mind.#i was just starting to feel free from the burden of school and she just made me feel more stressed.#i didn't want to study because she killed the little motivation I had #Spanish exam is now “Fuck it we ball”#sorry for the personal post

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no-where-new-hero · 2 months ago

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i've been contentedly pot-boiling for most of this year and accepting the fact that now is just not the time for novels, but last night i actually had an idea for something long-form again, maybe this will be the thing that turns me around?

#storytime: the year before i went to college i wrote a novel and during college i shopped it around trying to get an agent #and i like to think i got suuuuper super close (a full request and an R&R; the agent and her assistant sounded very interested)#and then they were just like--nope sorry never mind! hope the extra work we made you do on that r&r was worth it!#and that was all the response i got after they made me wait a year to hear back which like. in hindsight i should have seen the signs #but i realize now that was a huge reason of why my confidence got so shattered subsequently because no one else was requesting #so i tried working on another project instead which i still enjoy; it's just not cooking properly and it's not debut material #so i'm glad to finally have something new to play around with #i was starting to think all my ideas were drying up and i'd never be inspired again #blake's last braincell #writing life

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ierogenvy · 4 months ago

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two messages in three days from two separate people and at this point i really do have to wonder if it’s me because. like what the fuck.

#dont mind me #am i too much? am i not fun? do they like each other more than they like me and they’re hanging out without me? is it bc they’re both skinny #and i’m fat? and they can tell i’m different?#i’m letting myself stew this time bc i’m really upset #the first one i went anyway and still had a good time #but for tonight idk that scene or that type of show v well but she does and we went to a show like this together last month #in fact when she told me about this show i requested off right away so i could go with her bc i did have fun at the first show #and yet now #turned on private session on spotify <3 #personal #ig i’ll just keep rotting my brain on tiktok idk #i was really looking forward to it #i’ve been w my family all day which is fine but i went to my room to be alone for a while and to get ready and i’m halfway through deciding #on my outfit when she texts me back she doesn’t know if she wants to go #and part of my worry about this is like. not based in reality of who these two are as people but especially to happen to close together #it makes me worry they don’t actually like me and they prefer hanging out with each other to me #the whole thing (my emotions about this) is insecurity based #but like. ouchie! ya know?

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sollucets · 6 months ago

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sigh. slaps self across face No you would have a bad time suddenly driving six hours to go to illinois for a faraway seat for a concert thats in three weeks alone. no you cant really afford it even if the ticket’s not so bad, youd still need gas and parking and food and probably to stay overnight. noooo. AUGH

#just because its Technically Possible does not make that a good idea. rowan. stop it #the problem with these is that theyre so close to being things i could do that the possibility haunts me #thinking of u last year atz chicago concert #why are things never where i live. were a huge city why do they hate us #(this is a subtweet of a certain band world tour where the closest they get to me is next month in illinois)#(augh)#i should NOT have checked to see if there were tickets. now i am melancholy #never mind that i havent been to a concert since prepandemic #and i get overstimulated #and i would have to drive Back #my heart saw tickets i could afford in my approximate geographic location and went ‘but rowannnnn 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺’ and i have not recovered #rowan chatter

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antisocialgaycat · 7 months ago

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quite interesting how someone ive never met and probably never will meet knows me better than anyone else

#just a load of garbage #really says something about me doesnt it #me and my trust issues #i mean if someone doesnt know who i am they can't judge me #the only person whos come remotely close to knowing me that well is sarah #then behind her is jade #god i miss jade #im literally seeing her on sunday but chances are she'll be the same as last time #ignoring me bc her phone is more interesting #anywho #can we just notice how the only person ive trusted since december is someone i dont know #hm what happened in december i wonder #oh yeah #my auntie got killed #and why did she get killed #cos she went to israel #which i found out when?#after she'd been dead for weeks #maybe i dont trust people cos it seems like no one trusts me #even though i know they do #or at least i think they do #god who even knows at this point #i sure as hell dont #oh did i tell yall ive started praying again #everythings gone to shit so may as well hope for divine intervention #probably wont work but gonna try anyway #maybe the big dude in the sky does care after all #dont mind me yall

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milf-harrington · 1 year ago

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i love finding old fanfic ideas in my notes app

#old like i think i wrote this one around this time last year #it's basically EMT!Robin doing a first aid demonstration at a high school #and there's a bit where everyone can ask questions about being an EMT and all that #and robin talks about how her actual dream was to study linguistics and maybe go into translating or teaching #so someone asks what made her change her mind and she talks about how her best friend (steve obvs) saved a life once #and after that realised /that/ was what he was good at and they made all these plans and he started going to school for it #and then he died. and for awhile it was the only thing that made her feel close to him again so she went into the course for him #and years later it's something she actually weirdly enjoys - if only for the routine of it all #she likes that her background in linguistics means that she can make all sorts of people more comfortable just by talking to them #she still doesnt have the stomach for it the way steve always had though - it's supposed to be a buckingham fic sorta #so eventually she was going to meet chrissy and they were going to get close and chrissy was gonna like. inspire robin to follow her dream #idk i have a couple 'robin lives' fics where she has to deal with the fallout of steve dying when vecna comes back

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medievalthymes · 8 months ago

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what was your favorite book in the rote series? :o

oh god that’s a tough one. The ending of royal assassin will always hold a special place in my heart because that’s when I felt myself falling in love with the series, but despite the pain it caused me, fools fate still holds the number one spot. It was just so elegantly crafted and the pieces that she had been building for the past 9 books all fell together so well. The dynamic between fitz and the fool in that book wrenched my heart out and then stitched it back in. Just so good. Other than that, I did like assassins fate, but I feel like there were just some conversations that needed to happen that didn’t in order for me to feel completely satisfied with the ending, despite me sobbing for like two hours trying to make it through the last 5% of the novel lmao.

Final answer:

1. Fools fate

2. Royal assassin

3. Assassins fate

#I just needed like. one good conversation between fitz and the fool before they went into the stone. that’s all #they were just at such odds the entire last trilogy and like I get it #but just one good moment of communication to staunch the wound in my heart #in my mind while they’re in the stone wolf they’re forever in the fools errand cottage era #like I guess you could say they were so close they didn’t need words and that would be fine if the last chapter had been in fitz’ pov #instead of bees #but I would have still liked their differences to be resolved in a way that the reader could have been present #i really disliked that rh made bee lie to the fool in order to go into the stone instead of actually having fitz and beloved communicate #but I digress #sarah reads rote #sorry going off in the tags lmao

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iamthepulta · 9 months ago

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I put the clothes in the washer on a whim and now I don't want to rotate them. I'm in bed with cat :( :( I have tea and I sent my last email for the night and now I want to hide and die.

I'm supposed to host a board game night tomorrow and that is like- the last thing I want to do.

#I was having a pretty good day until I went back to the uni and realized I made a mistake on the gas we had/didn't have.#Then stopped off at the store. As I was taking the groceries in I realized there was a spot free close to the apartment that ppl #have been hogging; and on the second trip I went to move my car and this motherfucker comes in and steals it.#I'm still so mad. They've been hogging it for over a month. I had a flat of cans to carry in.#But this is all an outlet for my preemptive grieving because I'm going to receive a Death Text sometime soon and... I don't know when.#I don't know if I should drive up there even though I already said my goodbyes and there's really nothing I can do.#The limbo is crushing.#You know that post about people leaving imprints on your soul even if they haven't been present for a long time?#My grandmother taught me to break up my instant ramen in the package so you can eat it easier and now I can't eat it #any other way. But she's been a shadow of herself for a really long time too and knowing that hurts worse somehow. When my dog died it #gave me a lot of peace knowing she was free from all the pain that plagued her in her last days; but the shadow is a close enough echo of #what was; that knowing the shadow too will end...#My mind keeps drifting to Miyazaki. I want to rewatch Boy in the Heron.#I miss my grandmother.#ptxt

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