#so i was just like. getting into it rn would not be worth it. but i wanted to ask So bad
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honestly i don't think sqq (jiu) would have minded the accusations of preferential treatment from yqy if they'd felt true. like as children he guarded the title of being yue qi's Favorite with teeth and claws. why shouldn't he be given preferential treatment? everyone ought to know just who qi-ge likes and trusts over everyone else. and for good fucking reason--who else here is watching out for qi-ge? as peak lords he's literally 2nd in command and chief tactician, if yqy values his word over yours, then its both what makes most sense and also what he deserves.
the thing is that to sqq, being accused of being favoured by yqy over others now just feels like a sick joke, because obviously (to him) that's not the fucking case. if he actually gave him preferential treatment you'd think he'd listen to what he has to fucking say, instead of believing what anyone else tells him about sqq. you'd think, if he was yqy's favorite, he wouldn't have left him to rot.
so i think, in a setting where they reconcile after becoming peak lords, that sqq would very much slap yqy's love for him in everyones faces as a kind of power move. a kind of, "oh, you thought that was favouritism? you havent seen yet what it looks like when qi-ge lets himself favour someone."
#svsss#shen jiu#may be related to the chapter of mott im editing rn#i mean at the end of the day what sj wants more than anything is love and security. and this soothes both of those needs#so long as sqq knows his place in yqy's heart i think he would not think twice about brandishing it to make a point#there is great power to be had in making sure everyone knows that the most powerful man in the world is your loyal dog#its just so funny to me to imagine post getting together qijiu like#other peak lord: zhangmen-shixiong is showing preferential treatment!!#yqy: yes <3#also i think sj is the kind of person who would think “if im going to be punished then at least i should do something worth punishing”#which is self-sabotaging behaviour at its core but sj is all about the self-sabotaging baby!!#at least if youre punished for something you did you know what you did wrong (get caught)#theres a kind of helpless anger in being punished for things that arent true/your fault that i think drives sj fucking insane
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✨ marco bezzecchi - assen 2023 ( twt | ig | fb )
#im not really sure if this is assen bc they posted the photo during the break but assen was the race before the break so#i also added a scorpion tatto bc why not#as a multiple neck tattoo haver i think it looks cool he needs to get a neck tattoo#you can just tell by the amount of detail on this that i have a huge fat crush on bez#gonna draw him 2 more times (bc im biased) and then ill draw the other riders that i like <3#i hate doing hair this way btw but it is my default style for it unfortunately#i complained the whole time i was doing the hair but the result was worth it#didnt think the hands would look good bc i generally suck at drawing hands thats why i didnt include them in my f1 art but well#seeing a lot of mistakes rn but i cant do anything about it now /sighs#marco bezzecchi#bezzecchi#bez#mb72#bez 72#vr46 racing team#mooney vr46#assen#assen 2023#assen gp 2023#motogp#motogp fanart#motogp art#fanart#eobsinj#my art#colored pencils#traditional art
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What if we fell in love and you died LMAOOO what then
#joke of the century fr#the real what if is like what if I made a little prologue comic for bloodlines to show the night when pepper died#jk there's no what if I'm already doing it HAHA#and NONE of you can stop me 🔫#sleep.txt#sketch tag#only I can stop MYSELF#fr tho. if I may be fr for a sec#I've written an outline just to see what the story would be like if I were to do like. the entire story of the game#the vincent & pepper TM version of the story ofc which deviates a bit from canon#and uh. the outline is over 30 pages long#and I've come to the conclusion there would be about 30 chapters#if I were to cover the entire game#and yk I'm insane bc I looked at the finished outline and went 'well it's not even that long'#LIKE BRO#is my little character obsession worth starting a 30 chapters comic. is it.#I'm genuinely wondering#bc ON ONE HAND#I'd definitely improve on my comic skills & writing skills(especially writing dialogue and structuring a story and chapters)#and probably improve a lot on my art also bc of so many different scenarios I'd be drawing#but on the other hand.#it IS 30 chapters. like. I feel like I'm delusional rn#honestly I should probably just get the prologue done first and Then we'll see fnsjjcnfncn#no way to tell how fast or slow this would be until I finish this part first
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I’ve been so busy with other stuff but I really want to get back to drawing WHF art so I went and cleaned up a wip. Not sure how I feel with some of the angles but I just needed to get this out of my system
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#mcart#we happy few#whf#uncle jack#jack worthing#whf uncle jack#nick lightbearer#norbert pickles#whf nick lightbearer#is this lightfog?#yeah it is ngl so#lightfog#listen any ship art I make usually nine times out of ten it’s nothing romantic it’s usually shitposts like this#but the subtext is there#and this is toxic yaoi anyway ain’t no way they’d have a proper romantic relationship#their dynamic compels me though#it would work more in his foggy jack form but also I think it would be funny if this is how jack acts to him in his uncle jack form#just slightly unhinged#anyway uhhh if you’re still reading the tags uhh mayhaps you’d like to send me a request for a whf art idea?#gonna be honest I only have so many ideas I want to do but I feel like I need to be motivated so#it would be so awesome. it would be so cool#read my pinned post though and take into consideration for that cause there’s just some things I won’t do so I may end up rejecting an idea#would like to draw something with uncle jack cause like lately ive been trying to draw him but been having the hardest time idk why#he just looks off in my artstyle rn so maybe if i get a request id be able to lock in#anyway uhhh thats it
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how was the great gatsby musical?
overall, one of my favorite theatre experiences. to the level that i have been looping the cast recording nonstop since it came out last week
i do have a lot of specific points that i could talk So Long about with this show, most of which i'll put under a read more, but first: casting
anyway. spoilers for the great gatsby musical (things that were changed from the book for the production)
the 'main four' being Jeremy Jordan, Noah J Ricketts, Eva Noblezada, and Samantha Pauly, were all absolutely incredible. show stopping in their own ways. i was genuinely so scared that when i saw it that any of these 4 wouldn't be on, but i got so lucky and all of them were!! i am 100% convinced that many of the songs were written just to showcase certain actors voices (jeremy jordan).
let me tell you. getting to see jeremy jordan and eva noblezada live was unlike anything i've ever seen before. i was like. genuinely honored to be there. their stage presence, their voices, their acting ability, oh man... and Samantha Pauly was just incredible, and her big number was so. show stopping. Noah J. Ricketts was amazing the whole time, but his emotion in finale as he was saying the lines that are basically quoted exactly from the book... yeah i cried.
but so many other actors were also so amazing! John Zdrojeski as Tom was so good at the role, because Tom really was genuinely awful, but not in like an evil villain way, because he's much more realistic than that. i also find that a lot of times Tom is kinda seen as stupid or whatever for not noticing a lot of things going around him but in the musical he really like. could tell what was going on. and he worked his way into finding out secrets (kinda more on this later bc of my favorite song)
another main this was just. the design. Linda Cho costumes MY BELOVED im so glad she won the tony because this show DESERVED IT. it was definitely a glorified image of what those 1920s outfits would actually be, but most musical theatre isn't meant to be an exact replica of history, it's meant to dramatize it, and Linda Cho understands the assignment when it comes to costumes. the lighting and scenic design were also just incredible, especially their use of the green light shining from across the bay...
the show started out with Gatsby onstage, reaching for the green light. a set piece is moved across the stage, passing in front of him, Nick standing where Gatsby was. within that moment i was like "if they don't end the show with Nick standing there, the set piece passing in front, and leaving Gatsby behind, reaching for the green light, then what is the POINT" and then they DID and it was just as great as i'd imagined.
there were definitely changes to the story to adapt it to the stage, which i actually enjoyed (i've read the book, but didn't love it mostly due to a bad experience with reading it in school so. yeah). it is kinda more romance-centric in the first act, which i have heard people complain about, but i kinda see reasoning for it. yes, the first act is very much centered around the various relationships (especially the romantic ones), and in the second act, while certain characters (mostly gatsby) try to keep it centered on the romance, there is a much bigger, darker story going on all around them. so i really liked that meta perspective of it.
they also gave a lot more character to mr wilson (idr his first name), effectively intertwining him with both Gatsby and Wolfsheim as he, from the very beginning, plans to move him and Myrtle away from the city (its been a hot sec since i read the book, so idr if that's there but i don't think it is).
the relationship between Nick and Jordan is also taken a lot further in the musical, to the point where they are engaged, but after Myrtle's death, it gets broken off. this is because, in this version, Jordan ends up lumped in with both Tom and Daisy, in with the old money. throughout most of the show she is much more aware of society and doesn't want any part of what her role 'should' be, but when things go south, she is just as quick as the others to abandon what's 'right' in favor of what's better for her. and ik some people might not like that change but i actually did.
Myrtles character is also taken a lot further in this, which i find really fascinating. she is given her own big number right before her death as she tried to go after Tom, saying that he'll leave Daisy and marry her instead, but then she realizes she'll become just like Daisy in that situation, and the only choice is 'love or money.' she eventually decides that she wants to go back to her husband, and the moment she turns back, she is killed. this was Such a big number and, looking back, might be one of my favorites story-wise.
while i absolutely adored most everything, genuinely, the music was by far my favorite part (besides maybe jeremy jordan and eva noblezada...) a personal thing for me was that Every. Single. Song. has SUCH a good bassline. man i need the sheet music for this show. (side note: i got to talk to the show's bass player for a few minutes after the show! i was super nervous about it but im glad i did. he was super nice)
there's def a mix of more modern showtune styles, along with bringing in a lot of jazzy elements, which was GREAT. i love jazz. like i mentioned before, certain songs were definitely written for actor's voices (Past is Catching Up to Me) which is absolutely not a bad thing because they were AMAZING
two of my favorite songs were 'Only Tea' and 'Made to Last.'
only tea is when Gatsby is stressing about Daisy coming over for tea. this was hilarious. I kid you not jeremy jordan jumped a fence at the end. it was iconic. (you can Feel the nerves in just the cast recording alone).
made to last takes place in the scene in the Plaza. it's mostly Tom, revealing the secrets he learned about how Gatsby got his fortune, then Gatsby trying to get Daisy to tell Tom she doesn't love him. there are So Many Good lines in this song (everyone kinda drags Tom a lot its great) but this is where the characterization of Tom was really just. top notch. because he really is freaking Awful. but he's also smart and not going to let go of what he owns (not good that he considers Daisy a possession though...), and he knows exactly what is going to happen to Gatsby--he's not Made to Last.
(also the song Shady is iconic. spinny tailcoats)
another just. singular line that i need to draw attention to, sung by mr wilson (he has multiple songs directed to the Eyes of God), and this line is right when he decides to go after Gatsby. "God sees everything but he's slow on his commands/You've got the eyes of God, Doc/Who's gonna be his hands?"
(this line is reprised in the middle of Gatsby's song right before the gun goes off. fun fact)
i'm sure there are So Many Other Things i could talk about (i s2g i could write 13 essays about this show) but in general like. while it wasn't groundbreaking to the theatre, it was still Such a good show and absolutely deserves better yknow. attention then it's getting. like jeremy jordan is here for a Reason this is a Good show. and mostly this is my begging people to listen to the cast recoding because its SO GOOD.
anyway. if anyone has questions about specific things i am So Happy to talk but here's a lot of my more general thoughts... (god i haven't even Talked about Eric Anderson as Wolfsheim...)
#constance answers#asks#the great gatsby#the great gatsby musical#i brought my flapper dress to new york just to wear to this show and it was Worth it#i did not stage door because i knew it was gonna be crazy but its ok because i talked to the bass player instead.#also i enjoyed sitting next to my mom during this show. because she didn't know the story pretty much at All.#so during intermission she said to me 'i don't know what but i feel like something bad is going to happen. this is too happy'#and i tried to get her to guess What would happen but she didn't.#and then watching the end... everything from myrtle dying all the way to the murder/suicide...#lets just say it took her until After that to realize that the edge of the stage was decorated to look like a pool#it is idk how late at night rn so sorry if this is not at all coherent#one more thing: the shirt i bought from this show is the best musical shirt i have Ever owned. its so pretty
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Always has been.
@the-letterbox-archives
#I'm just so silly rn#I speak EXCLUSIVELY in memes at the moment or something.#I can't get away from them.#BUT OH YEAH Tazin's been tagged “Tazin the theater kid” for forever lmao#because--guess what--he's dramatic af and would LOVE to be in theater#y'know#if it existed in his world#which it doesn't#WOOT MORE REASONS GLAVNRAN IS GARBAGE!#as though it needed another.#Okay technically “theater” does exist there but DEFINITELY not Kavo#it's like one of the poorest “cities” in all of Glavnran.#Quotes around “cities” btw because it SHOULD/used to be one by their standards but its population size has been destroyed by war and well#basically kidnapping tbh.#Like there's no better way to phrase “all of their magic users worth anything got stolen by the Jhandan Empire to be made into soldiers”.#Yeah so that's just ONE of the reasons the Glavni people hate Jhandar/Jhandans btw.#the feychild speaks in tags!#the feychild memeing#worldbuilding#i made this in paint btw lmao#the feychild worldbuilding#glavnran#glavnran worldbuilding
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MADE IT TO A BED !!!! HELLOOO SWEETIE. i have not seen a bed in 3 days good god. rly puts things in perspective
#i mean it's a nice room no matter what but compared to the cold floor in 5°c weather it's like the ritz#holy shit i am so fucking dead. ohh my goddddddd#i hope i fall asleep rn and wake up at like 3pm tmrw i dont think anything else would be enough to fix this#im so tired i stopped perceiving time correctly it just kinda skips around#im having fun AND i saved like at least 40‚000 forint by not getting hotels but jesus im pushing my own limits so hard#it's all worth it for her (<- my epic little roadtrip)#barking
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Explaining to his next victim about The Make Believes and Nick Lightbearer to show them that he understands the music (and Nick) more than they do
Based off of that scene from American Psycho y’know
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Bonus sketch: Aftermath
#we happy few#whf#uncle jack#jack worthing#foggy jack#nick lightbearer#mentioned/implied at least#also would technically be implied lightfog too since he’s describing his obsession with him so#lightfog#mcart#tw blood#also clearly didn’t draw the poster or album I was lazy but I think it adds to it#for the second sketch he puts on the mask like how Patrick Bateman#puts on the raincoat before committing murder and just like how his hair gets messy from swinging the axe#jacks hair gets messy/like foggy jacks hairstyle for swinging the cleaver#anyway uhhhh I really liked to know how other peoples thought process works#by other people I wonder if neurotypical people think like this where like#okay I’ve been really hyper fixated with whf I really feel like I can’t draw anything else#but rn I’m also currently watching live action Batman movies#get to the Nolan trilogy and see Christian Bales performance and think#man he’s a good actor then think on when I watched American psycho for the first (and only) time#remembers how good he was in that he was really funny#suddenly had the connecting out of no where thought of to draw Jack as Bateman in this scene#thought is a quick flash but doesn’t leave my brain for days#and so I had to get it out of my system and now we are here#anyway wonder if neurotypical people have this kind of mindset where thoughts virtually come out of nowhere#but there’s a connecting branch#anyway uhh now that’s done I gotta focus on other drawings
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Hydrogen bomb vs coughing baby 2: electric boogaloo
Something that will never not astound me about Full Metal Alchemist is just how tight the story is. Every scene and every character serves the story, which in turn serves the characters. There's no fluff, no detours, and no excess in cast, plot, or exposition
This comes into hyperfocus in the lead up to and on the Promised Day. Every character we've seen thus far, be they main, side, or support, has a role to play and their own reason for doing so. Each has a hand in saving the world
Even Yoki, the bumbling, self-serving comic relief, gets a moment in the spotlight when he hits Pride with a car to save Marcoh, Heinkel, and Alphonse. The best part? Despite it being a genuinely comedic moment in the midst of devestation, it doesn't destroy the tone. Not only has Yoki been a consistently silly character, but it's done in a way that serves the plot without overtaking it for the bit. That's such an incredibly tight line to walk and Arakawa walks it beautifully
Hard to say any of that about RWBY. It's extremely obvious the writers are flying by the seat of their pants towards a vast sea of nothing. That's why their characters and themes and general everything seems scattered and disconnected. Because it is. They don't know where they're going or even where they've been, so nothing is ever going to line up the way a proper story should
RWBY's story never serves the characters the way it should, and the writers are willing to break characters to force them into a role they were never meant to be in. Look no further than Weiss in V9, assigned comedic relief despite recent events, or Yang's weirdass optimism inside the whale during V8. These instances are so jarring because these characters have not been silly or optimistic since Beacon fell, and they're in the show to just... be there. Neither V8 nor V9 benefitted from these scenes, and you can pluck them out with no consequences. Hell, there'd be an improvement through lack of bathos
While both FMA and RWBY are large scale action stories, only one actually knows how to handle it
#rwde#yodeling into the void#almost done w the fma rewatch and it really is incredible to compare the two#obvs it cant be a 1:1 comparison but considering the overlap its still a helpful analysis#i cant help but think that blake is like someone tried to write Miles but gave him Scar’s backstory#itll never not boggle me that blake starts the story immediately deradicalized#where is her moment of confrontation? what is the Miles to her Scar? why does she switch?#these things are so important yet so absent#and rwby can never juggle its characters right nor can it split the party for efficiency#meanwhile ed and al are separated for literally months wo knowing if the other is even alive yet still manage to get shit done#we dive into greed and riza and kimblee and falman and grummar and-#its chaotic but it Works bc arakawa knows wtf she is doing#also smth thats worth talking abt but i aint got the time is how even the worst people get a chance at redemption#if dr marcoh had been in rwby he wouldve been killed but fma denied him that catharsis. he was given a chance to atone#had marcoh died then they never would have deciphered the notes or captured envy and heinkel would have died against pride and kimblee#hard to say how much the lack of redemption is due to the writers' beliefs and how much is due to their lack of skill#notice how the few they do grant 'redemption' to are written out immediately after?#these fools truly have no vision#no idea of what to do w the discomfort of wrongdoing. the weight of guilt. the neverending journey of thankless self betterment#also nothing in rwby is as brutal as mustang vs envy. its so beautiful in its horribleness#watching it rn and holy shit its just as amazing as the first time
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Fengcui are ridiculous. They're fully making out at this point but they REFUSE to acknowledge it out of pure spite they NEED to get the upper hand the other one must be the one to confess first!!!! Can you imagine? Sticking you tongue 5 inches down someone else's throat and still have the guts to say to THEIR FACE that they're coming onto you and you don't get it- have they fallen for you? Ooh how interesting, maybe elaborate on that? No? Well fuck you then. And then they do it again. And then they sacrifice themselves for each other MULTIPLE TIMES. Only to share the most disgustingly sweet romance that is CLEAR to everyone around them yet it remains!!!! Unspoken!!!! Even to each other!!!!
#it's like. no matter how much they progress in the relationship#the game between them never ends#it only takes on different flavor#book seven has been quite 👌 good#I think the decrease in quality in the boling and guangqian arcs were in fact real#but rn book 7 feels a lot like the initial arcs#which to me is delicious#I think either the translator or the author was lost in the transitional stage of the protag's relationship#like Cui buqu#at times#I think he showed an amount of deliberate vulnerability that wasn't worth the gains? then again this is par for the course#I wasn't yelling when they were fake kissing for the job cause it was obviously the only logical way to distract the enemy#so this actually follows the same logic but in that instance I felt like it was detrimental to the integrity of the character's personality#like it felt too indulgent I guess? as a private person myself#I couldn't help but be like 'noo girl your secrets!!!' in the boling arc#also too many characters that were there for no reason#look it wasnt very good ok the villains were all over the place#decision making skills suddenly vanished#also feng xiaolin died?? for no reason at all like why would you kill a beautiful woman.#it made no sense and fhe stalling to get feng ciao agter her body was discovered?? like as a reader#that felt like a disastrously failed mission for both cbq and fx#and then they're like 'they took all of them down!!' bro when??#all they did was run around#tell lies#and kiss#and they're so correct for that but don't go telling me this was a job well done cayse it wasn't!!#that final speech cui buqu gave yang yun? like 'you lost. I set fire to house' like they shouldn't have let him utter a word!#IMMEDIATE arrow launching. like the plot doesn't need to be complicate for me to be believe they're smart. just needs to make sense!#peerless#wushuang
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it was heartbreaking to learn yesterday that my dad’s doctor put him on ozempic… girl you’re supposed to be fat 💔
#i had to Reeeeeally bite my tongue to avoid getting into a fatness debate with 3 boomers#my aunt was also there and she’s great but she’s Very hippiecore processed food phobic and Stick thin#so i was just like. getting into it rn would not be worth it. but i wanted to ask So bad#if there was an actual reason they started him on it or if it’s just the usual Weight loss cures all ailments bullshit#but i Know the answer would have been Well losing weight will make me healthier. and i don’t have the energy or stability in my ed atm#to deal w all of that. i’m not having any ed behaviors thank god i’m just ruminating abt weight loss a lot lately#Anyway!!!!! sad stuff folks#cw weight loss
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Every so often I gently touch my screen when I scroll past my Eva prints PSDs and the WIPs I have...
I'm going to redo them like 70% but those backgrounds, and the units themselves were so GOOD. The kids just look like hot trash to me now LMAO... and the flowers need some TLC....
But like god my computer has a fucking SHIT FIT if I try to load them....
I WAS COOKIN'????
I THINK ABOUT THE SHADING ON UNIT 02 a LOT, BUT ALSO MY ARTISTIC FAILINGS OF ANGLES I COULD IMPROVE ON NOW. The fact I was redoing this and my PC shut down and that's why the right side isn't fixed :))
My ass had both a yellow and BLUE PLANNED FOR GIRLLY GIRL...
I COULD DO YOU ALL FASTER, BETTER, AND NICER IN CLIP STUDIO NOW... I could JUGGLE YOU BETWEEN PHOTOSHOP AND CLIP STUDIO SO WELL NOW... THE TEXTURES I COULD ACCOMPLISH, THE WORK FLOW I HAVE NOW??? OUGH.
UGH.
It's yearning hours, because my PC is currently still trying to save layer files on a commission piece, and it's lagging my mouse because it's apparently confused what USB ports are.
#kat life#kat talks#I have to fucking go to the dentist and hannibals surgery is gonna be like 10k and I have a huge debt I'm still paying and I'm just TIRED!!#I just wanna buy my bougie 4k computer and 3D model a Felix to print and sand and paint for my desk!!! THAT'S ALL I WANT IN LIFE#I just want to fucking finish my old Felix model!! I got halfway done with him and my program just closed and said “nope sorry”#AND I HAVE HUNGERED SINCE BUT SHIT KEEPS GETTING IN MY WAY BECAUSE I HATE THE IDEA OF EXACERBATING MY DEBT WHEN I'M ALREADY DROWNING!!!#it's late night bitching and yearning hours#like I'm SCREAMING I'M ON A LOOP#all I do is bitch about money and health and my computer!!!#I wish I had more time for art to make my patreon actually interesting and worth it and get that to actually be financially helpful#I'm grateful to my patrons I just mm wish I had more time and energy to put into it?? I wish I had more output but I'm so stupid!!#Honestly if I could just screen record and share process videos I'd LOVE THAT BECAUSE IT WOULD MAKE IT AT LEAST KINDA WORTH IT?? but le pc#in general though a lot of my old art is very HEAVY for this PC to load still... for some reason. A lot of pieces I want to revisit and red#like their colors and layer settings give such a DISTINCT look and I wanna hone back in on that?? so much NS stuff.... ;;;;#There's so many interesting little Felix pieces I wanna finish... I had a whole ZINE PLANNED back before the p*rn ban chased everyone off#the ambition of old Kat is unmatched I swear.... god damn
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yeah okay. maybe it is actually all worth it
#the fucking lights in his little eyes.....#i had to crop most of this out bc i don't want my face on the internet but unpictured is him standing horizontally against the chair#and basically laying across my shoulders and kicking his neck back like that#YOU CAN EVEN SEE THE LITTLE SPOTS WHERE HIS TEETH POKE OUT BC THEY'RE TOO BIG FOR HIS DAMN MOUTH#he LOVES to sit and watch movies w me but i don't have a couch and the chair is sort of awkward for him#so to think that one day i will be in my own apartment watching a movie on a comfy couch with this thing crawling all over me....#it'll be hard but if i get to see him like this all the time maybe it'll all be worth it#ive noticed i have a hard time sharing happy things bc im worried people will hold them against me when i become not so happy#so when i have my 30th depressive spiral of the week in like 12 hours nobody is allowed to use this post to invalidate my drama ok#not that i think anyone would but still#just bc i am happy now does not mean i will be happy tomorrow and im trying to learn how to recognize when i feel happy#but it always comes w a little hint of ''people will use this against you''#and for me remembering that i was once very happy and will be happy again does NOT make me feel better#bc who gives a shit if i was once happy and will be again! i feel like shit rn and i WILL AGAIN#anyway. i DONT feel like shit rn but you get the metaphor#edge of sleep. cool movie. my cat rubbed all over me. AND i don't have to work tomorrow#AND i wrote my cover letter today#anyway nite nite
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SOME DUMBASS HAD OPENED MY BACKPACK ON THE TRAM AND I DIDNT NOTICE IT THE WHOLE WAY HOME ARE YOU KIDDING ME
#cupid.exe#i did feel something but i thought that they had pulled a strand of hair#they were laughing at something at the guy behind me and i tried to ignore it as mich as possible#i probably have more fear of people stealing ny stuff then the average person (thanks mom) ehich is probably a good thing#so to see this happen is like nightmare level 20000 for me rn i might actually sob#thankfully i dont think anyone has actually taken anything but its still so werid#they pulled down the zipper with my pokemon keychain which is circual and thin and it probably got in the way#im tired of this school .. but i know that assholes are everywhere so id rather just be alone forever but i wont get some stupid diploma#if i go to individual classes... would save me aton of stress maybe but not worth it in the end#'u cant go without human interaction' too bad for me i guess
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