#so i just had to get this out of my system rn

[revelboo]

Im laughing so much rn. Somehow the starscram blokee came in first when it shipped way after megatron and shockwave. Did this boy really speedrun the mail system? 😭

Can't wait to put him together (on my tree)

Nice! I think TC and Skywarp are supposed to arrive today while I’m at work. I almost regret telling y’all about the figures, cause the price for singles on EBay went from about $13 each to $24 or more now. 🥲 JK- buy the Blokees so they release more characters

Even If It Kills Me Pt 9

Armada Starscream x Reader

• Servos cupping over you as kick out a leg, twisting in his grip to make Runway lift his head with a tired warble. How many times does this make this week alone? When you’ve struggled, fighting against a dream. Or a nightmare and he has no idea how to fix it. How to help, but those small sounds of pain go straight to his spark, make him remember his own tormentor. Because that must be what’s haunting you. Even if it’s over and you’re safe now, the fear is still there, probably always will be. Venting tiredly, he strokes a servo against your spine. Aware of his mini-cons all watching now, upset that you’re upset. And optics shuttering, he begins murmuring at you. Singing in his gruff voice an old Seeker lullaby about bright, endless skies.

• Curling into yourself as you startle awake, you’re aware of a low humming, of guttural, strange sounds and intonations. He’s singing. Afraid to move in case he stops, you relax and listen to him, hearing an aching longing there even though you can’t understand the words. That ache calls to you and you remember the way he’d looked at you when he’d sat on the floor with you and the mini-cons. Like he’d wanted something. Wondering now if he’d wanted you to join him. Sit with him and share a meal. Realizing, you want that even if you know better. Know that hoping for a place to belong can only hurt you.

• Singing faltering when you shift on top of him and he allows you to sit up, he looks down at you. “Please,” you say, those haunted eyes making his spark ache unexpectedly. “Please, don’t stop.” Watching you reach up and scrub at your eyes, he presses the tips of his servos against your spine, feeling the beat of your heart. And even though he knows his voice isn’t meant for this, isn’t soft and soothing, he sings for you and feels you twist slightly to curl yourself against his palm. So softly, he nearly misses it, you hum along to a song you can’t understand, your little voice lifting and becoming haunting. The song becoming about loss and hope, your voices twining together.

• When the song fades, he reaches up to touch your cheek, those big hands so gentle. “You should rest. I have you,” he says, tone gentle despite how gruff his voice is. And you want to believe him. Want to hope this can last, that you’re safe. That you won’t somehow ruin this, even if you don’t deserve to have this. Standing and slowly picking your way over his chassis, aware of his servos hovering to catch you if you stumble, he frowns at you. Laying a palm on his chin, you lean against his face to press a kiss against his cheek. See his optics widen slightly as though shocked that you’d done that.

• “You’re a sweetheart,” you say, smiling at him even though your expression is still so sad. Spark warming, he watches you make your way back to his chassis and lay down again. Draping his servos over you, he lays there listening until your breathing evens out before reaching up to touch his face where your soft mouth had brushed against him. Venting softly, he stares at the ceiling and thinks about broken things. If they can ever really be fixed or if those broken edges will always remain. If you’re both too broken to even begin trying to fix each other.

Previous

But I’m too tired to go to sleep tonight

And I’m too weak to follow dreams tonight

For the first time in a long time I can say

That I want to try to get better and

Overcome each moment

In my own way

I’m not saying that I’m giving up

I’m just trying not to think as much as I used to

Cause "never" is a lonely little messed up word

Maybe I’ll get it right some day

For the first time in a long time I can say

That I want to try

I feel helpless for the most part

But I’m learning to open my eyes

And the sad truth of the matter is

I’ll never get over it

But I’m gonna try

To get better and overcome each moment

In my own way

[justtrashperson]

Could I hear that RtGame life series essay? 🥺

KSAJASKJ TBF it's not really a full essay, but just multitude ideas of what would happen if RT joins life series (in my opinion)

It's a mix between RT playing minecraft in general and My own Magistrex lore/characterization so be warned

might get long, if it is long then it's gonna be after read more lol

ANYWAY in my opinion the way RT plays games and interacts w people very much fits the gameplay of life series boogeyman gimmick, even if he had no like, skills in pvp or what not, being the boogeyman means basically hiding your identity before killing someone in any way possible to get the curse out

MIX THAT with how RT somehow has such good charm and persuasion points I feel like he'd try to be allies w almost everyone similarly how WL!Joel did it

BUT IF WE'RE TALKING VERY MUCH LORE WISE OH BOY OH BOY if we're basing this on Martyn's eyes and ears lore, RT would definitely be liked by the watchers. Why you may ask? Well it is basically confirmed that the watchers HATE positive feelings mainly love and enjoys chaos and destruction. Now, RT has multiple times be the being of chaos during a gameplay either directly or indirectly (especially if he's like, roleplaying). This said man created a revolution in a yogscast server that had monarchy. This man would kill himself if it means causing chaos. He embraces that personality so much that I feel like if he's mostly spending the series in Red life or was a boogeyman, he would try and just cause chaos as much as he can even if it risks his life. If he ever got involved into the lore, he'd definitely be someone the watchers like.

He would also probably try to make some sort of gambling system just like the heart foundation or the game Tango made in 3rd Life or if someone else made it before him, he'd gamble and probably somehow wins bc this mans luck is umatchable /silly

He could also probably do a Scar thing and try to scam people out of their stuff or money. All i'm saying this man could definitely gamble and scam his stuff away but he's probably gonna get out with profit at the end.

now if we're going at it per season, this is how i think RT/Magistrex would go:

3rd life: He's probably gonna be against dogwarts, probably trying to dismantle the "monarchy" from the inside out or as an opposition

last life: boogey gimmick introduction. he'd probably thrive a bit

double life: no thoughts rn bc idk who he would be paired up with

limited life: the season where death doesn't have that much of an impact, so i'd think he'd also thrive considering boogey system is back

secret life: probably would do almost all his task flawlessly

wild life: this is just the gambling season. let him gamble- /silly

but anyway RTgame in life series when /lh

OH ALSO EXTRA! RT seems to have quite a good character reading skills (which boost his charm and persuasion skills imo) so he definitely can pick and choose how he interacts w other players during the season

though if we're speaking realistically between you and me? he's probably gonna die first due to not having as much MC experience as the other characters /hj /lh

[ssongsboo]

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❕ : cat hybrid!reader, cockwarming

⟢ maybe you're poison to me .ᐟ

steve’s attention is split, his focus on his task while his needy kitten of a partner clings to him like her life depends on it. you’re straddling his thigh, grinding slightly, your heated whimpers muffled against his shoulder. your hands clutch at his hoodie, tail flicking erratically, portraying your desperation.

"baby..." steve sighs, glancing down at you with a mix of sympathy and amusement. "you’re really testing my patience right now. i can’t concentrate like this."

your response is a soft whine, fluffy ears flattened in embarrassment. "can’t help it, steve," you whisper, squirming. "i just need you so bad."

he sets his things aside, finally giving you his full attention, though there's a flicker of mischief in his eyes. "you’re so cute when you're like this," he murmurs, brushing his thumb over your flushed cheek. "but you know i can't drop everything just because you're feeling needy, right?"

you look up at him with big, pleading eyes, your lip caught between your teeth, and steve groans under his breath. "you’re not going to let me get anything done until i do something, are you?"

a small shake of your head is all it takes for his resolve to crumble. with a low chuckle, he pulls you closer, shifting you onto his lap. "alright then. let’s see if i can take the edge off for you."

his hands settle on your hips, guiding you to grind slowly against his thigh. the friction draws soft, breathy moans from your lips, and the sight of you unraveling in his arms is almost enough to make him lose his composure. almost.

"you like that?" he asks, his voice a low purr as his fingers trail up your sides, teasing the sensitive spots just below your ribs. "is this what you needed?"

your nod is frantic, claws lightly digging into his shoulders as you rock against him. but it's not enough- your need for him goes far deeper, and he knows it. still, he lets you chase that temporary relief for a moment longer, enjoying the way your body responds to his touch.

"you’re so impatient," he teases, his lips brushing against your ear as one hand slides down to stroke the base of your tail. the motion earns him a sharp gasp, your back arching against him. "so sensitive... i could play with you like this all day."

but the longer it goes on, the harder it becomes for steve to maintain control. your soft cries, the way you press against him, your intoxicating scent- all of it stirs something deep within him. he exhales shakily, his hands gripping your hips to still your movements.

"alright, enough teasing," he murmurs, his tone darkening. "if i don't give you what you need right now, i think we'll both lose our minds."

with that, he shifts you fully onto his lap, guiding you to straddle him, his hands firm yet gentle. the teasing might have been fun, but now, he's fully committed to making sure you feel everything you’ve been aching for.

"look at me, baby," he said softly, his voice a mix of warmth and command. you obeyed instantly, your wide, teary eyes meeting his. the vulnerability in your gaze nearly undid him, but he kept his composure, brushing his thumb gently over your bottom lip.

"you’ve been so good for me," he murmured, his voice low and soothing as his hands slid to your waist. "so patient. let me take care of you now."

your breath hitched as he adjusted you on his lap, guiding your knees to rest on either side of him. the proximity was electric, your body pressed against his as he leaned back slightly, letting his hands roam over your hips and thighs.

"you’re shaking," he observed, his tone soft but teasing. "you want this that badly, huh?"

"steve, please..." you whimpered, voice barely a whisper, your tail curling around his wrist in a silent plea.

"alright," he said, his lips curving into a small smile. "i’ve got you, baby. just relax."

one hand remained on your hip, holding you steady, while the other moved to guide himself against your heat. the contact made you both gasp, your body instinctively pressing closer, seeking more. but steve was in control now, and he wasn't going to rush this moment.

"easy," he murmured, pressing a kiss to your forehead. "nice and slow."

with deliberate care, he guided you down, your body stretching to take him inch by inch. the intensity of the sensation made you cling to him, your arms wrapping tightly around his shoulders as you started purring uncontrollably. he exhaled deeply, his jaw tightening as he fought to keep himself in check, his grip on your hips firm but gentle.

"that’s it," he whispered, his voice rougher now, his forehead resting against yours. "you’re doing so good, baby. just like that."

when you were finally seated fully on him, your body trembling from the overwhelming sensation, steve wrapped his arms around you, holding you close. his hands roamed soothingly over your back, grounding you in his embrace.

"how does that feel?" he asked, his voice barely above a murmur as he pressed soft kisses along your jaw.

"good," you whispered shakily, your breath warm against his neck. "so full, steve."

he chuckled softly, the sound laced with affection and desire. "yeah? you like being like this, don't you? sitting on me, feeling every inch of me..."

you nodded, your tail curling around his wrist again as you buried your face in his neck, your voice muffled. "feels so perfect…”

he shifted slightly, drawing a quiet gasp from you, and his hands tightened on your hips. "stay still for me, baby," he murmured, his tone a mixture of tenderness and command. "just stay like this for a while, okay? let me feel you."

as you adjusted to the fullness, your soft whimpers and the heat of your body pressed against him made his restraint waver. but steve’s focus remained on you- your comfort, your pleasure. he stroked your back soothingly, his lips finding your ear as he whispered, "i’ll take care of you. you’re mine, baby. always."

and with that he returns to his work, or at least tries to, your quiet purring feeling like white noise. earning soft whimpers and moans from you every now and then when he adjusts or just lightly thrusts up into your heat to tease you.

[bittersweet-mojo]

good kitty

[yoinkschief]

I forgot to post this yesterday lmao but anyway have this shitty doodle I did I needed to get art out of my system while I'm working on more S/M shit

[larabar]

falling star

[mc-tummy-blur]

Explaining to his next victim about The Make Believes and Nick Lightbearer to show them that he understands the music (and Nick) more than they do

Based off of that scene from American Psycho y’know

Click for better quality

Check my pinned post to see links on how you can help the people in Palestine

Bonus sketch: Aftermath

[jusiri]

Love going on long ass rambles about my thoughts on characters and stuff, posting it, and having basically no one interact with it And I mean that genuinely, it's so funny to me, because I can only imagine people checking the tag and seeing my username with a mile a text following it like "oh god not again..."

It's great, I'm having a blast, I will not stop ever, you will subjected to my thoughts, boy, there is no escape

[ilynpilled]

hi guys i was in an accident and had to be in the hospital for a while but im home now

[fox-guardian]

life pro tip: buy miniature cookware. it saves space and a lot of mini appliances come with little recipe books as well. if it's too small to cook a filling meal in one go, simply prep your ingredients so you can make more servings more quickly. i.e. mini waffle maker makes too-tiny waffles?? you will have excess batter just make more. tiny skillet makes too-small portions?? set your chicken and spices or whatever you have aside and make more servings. plus your next serving is freshly cooked oooo. mini baking stuff?? make another batch babyyyy that's half of baking anyway

*DISCLAIMER: this user keeps buying mini cookware because its cute and is also currently fantasizing about living independently and is Coping. life pro tip may not be effective for all readers.

[seventh-district]

7am, eating cold leftover teriyaki stir-fry for breakfast and crying over blorbos

[zhongrin]

I assume you got hate for that L&D ask? I'm sorry that was done. Feel better soon. Maybe say less next time.

i appreciate your kind words, thank you. however, while i'm sure you had the best intention with this, i don't think i will 'say less'. this is my blog, my space, and as long as i'm not actually causing harm to anyone or anything along that line, i think i'm allowed to have some degree of freedom regarding saying what i like/dislike and setting my boundaries. i'm sorry, but i'm not an influencer, nor a public figure who has the responsibility to spread positivity and be a role model to you all. i try as much as i can, of course, but that's not the purpose of this blog. i'm just a human being who needed an outlet for writing and wanted to connect with like-minded people.

what part was not 'right'? that i expressed, in my own blog, how i didn't want to try out a game because one of the reasons is i find the graphics of the fictional characters off-putting, when asked? that i likened a fictional game art style to a different franchise and objects you see all the time in adult site ads? that i never said anything about the people who do like the game and told them "i'm happy you found a game you like"? that i never, not even once, went to other people's posts or blog who posted that game's content to ruin their fun like a bastard? that i actively chose to use tumblr's filter instead? that even if the filter didn't work, i chose to scroll and ignore instead of bitching about it?

pray tell, what did i do wrong? why should i say less? since when am i not allowed to dislike things?

and a public psa ー i'm sorry, but bluntly speaking, if you take an affront when I expressed MY own opinion, WHEN PROMPTED, WITHIN MY OWN SPACE (and god forbid you retaliate like that anon(s?) by spamming me to shut the fuck up and kill myself), then that's really not my problem. it's an art direction, for god's sake. i adore zhongli, who gets memed and made fun of as a cockroach all the time; you don't see me screaming at people to stop.

learn that people may not like the things you like. learn to agree to disagree. learn to treat others as fellow human beings with likes and dislikes. learn to separate fiction from reality.

and seriously, if you're annoyed with my rambles or 'babblings' or the interactions with my friends, tumblr has a filter and block function. it's just a simple google away. give some peace to your own mind.

[moe-broey]

GOD SORRY. I am just SO fucking ALL OVER THE PLACE. I'm definitely struggling w like, wanting to do Too Many Things all at once. Head too full, running in circles about it.

So I'm just. Gonna drop ONE (1) very messy low-poly sketch in full, I do really wanna continue working on it bc I def feel like it'll be esp pretty in color, BUT. I'M ALREADY WORKING ON SOMETHING ELSE I'm planning on coloring.... some OTHER impulse shitpost comic............ I'd LIKE. To maybe get one thing off my chest and mind so I can exclusively focus on the other.

Okay. Slides you this.

Like it's a dumbass shitpost but this particular post has lived in my head for a while. Actually. As something Freyja would say to antagonize Moe.

Like... my idea here is Freyja is realizing her target has changed. She's trying to reach into the insecurities and fears of her new target. She has No Idea what "on-line" means. She's also an otherworldly goddess with a haughty holier-than-thou attitude and she's largely just entirely incomprehensible.

I think... for reasons you may be able to guess. Beyond the general plot points we're following, here. Freyja, on a personal level, ESPECIALLY has something she wants to "prove" to Moe specifically. She has a wounded ego and it's showing. She's just lashing out, really. And Moe happens to be a really convenient target, on top of her main goal (trapping the Order in the nightmare realm). Spoiler Alert: Her first attempt does backfire. Counter Spoiler Alert: She very quickly bounces back and, correctly this time, determines just what might be Moe's greatest weakness.

Also.

The Panic RAPIDLY beginning to set in as you realize that is NOT your brother that's your fuckass healer who's always on the back lines For A Reason who's always saying The Wrong Thing and is always just So Scareds.

Again, low-poly for now, but I esp like Sharena's pose!!! She's VERY MUCH dashing in like, ooohkay I don't know what to expect but if you're Moe now I'm worried about you fighting A Real Battle with a sword. Let me make up the difference! Please.

Inspo if I fucking. Forget to ever return to this (very possible given how I am.)

[runawaymun]

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[indigopoptart]

man i love the people im surrounded with. how did this happen. youre all so lovely😭

[stellarcobweb]

if anyone is willing to talk to me abt possible system stuff that would b great btw i have zero ppl to talk to abt it lol

(or if i can be guided to like. idk. server that helps w figuring this shit out)