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dissociative-degenerate · 1 year ago

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I can't sleep cause I didn't drink much alcohol tonight. Which I guess it is good, but im the kind of person who needs minimum 11 hours of sleep to function. Like I need alcohol to sleep at this point. Ik it makes your quality of sleep shit, but i can't sleep without it.

Doctor gave me trazedone to help, but i hate it. It makes me feel like my eyes are going to pop. But that's the only one she feels comfortable perscribing because I've been on it before, and I don't have a psychiatrist anymore to give me something else :/

#my shit #like i need to drink less #my doctor is worried about my liver #bloodwork says its not doing great #so i have to go get an ultrasound #ugh

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mulderscully · 5 months ago

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ovulation pain is so annoying

#and i know what is it bc i have had a very unfun ultrasound #i get cysts when i ovulate and i used to think it was appendicitis #so i went to the er for like 7 hrs and they were like its just a cyst the size of a penny it'll go away #and offered me vicodin

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faunandfloraas · 5 months ago

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Puppychacco ✌️

#pochaccoM?#im still at the doctors its been 3 hours lmao #i let 2 old ladies go before me while waiting for blood test even tho my number was irst bc they were both complaining about being here #for such a long time and then the nurse was like Wasnt your number first and i went yeah.... but the oldies dont even have phones to occupy #their time so.... and she said i was kind for that 💪im gonna get good grades in the nurse liking me for being nice 💪#now i wait for the ultrasound 😮‍💨#she also complimented my nails for being cute so 💪#will i ever get to leave and eat lunch.....

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jaffre · 2 months ago

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doctor confirmed that 👉 this guy 👈 got pcos and i just got an implant to at the very least get my whacky periods under control and hopefully get them to stop entirely

#i also have thought about how i was cared for today #i go to a free place that has rotating doctors so i didnt see the same one that told me to get a ultrasound of my ovaries + blood test #previous one was a cis woman and she insisted me having multiple cysts on my ovary (that was double in size to the other one) wasnt enough #(for a pcos diagnosis) so she insisted i redo my blood test on the 2nd day of my period #which i didnt realise at the time is dumb as hell cause my periods are so chaotic im not even sure when they start and when they stop #the doc i saw today was a trans doctor (using iel in french! love to see it) and after i explained my situation was like #well theres no point to check your hormones here since we dont have a point of reference #and your ultrasound shows you have multiple cysts in your ovary so thats pcos #then explained to me what that does to your body & all that its not dangerous per say but its good to monitor and take hormones to help #and i said i was already considering the implant to stop my periods and they said that can be arranged today #told me the other alternatives and the risks associated with the implant but tbh my choice was already made #i mean of course idk how much cisness and transness has anything to do with this #but i had seen another cis doctor about my periods being whack when they started being whack #and he did an ultrasound saw nothing and was like “well nothing wrong with you” and that was the end of it #i definitely felt more comfortable and better cared for in the hands of a peer #(also i had to try three pharmacy to get the implant cause the other ones were out of it #walked way more today than planned but good day regardless!)

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carnage-cathedral · 2 months ago

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my fucking spleen ??? really ?? the fuck even is a spleen ????

#🫀.vents #apparently we have a slightly low platelet count #so they're making us get an ultrasound #which is not gonna be good but whatever #also heard the doctor get audibly mad at me because she wants us to go on antidepressants and I said no way #and she seems to think I'm just being petulant but in reality i have a crippling fear of medication #because ocd #which we told her about but she didn't believe #but whatever #so anyway I'm fairly certain I have cancer now #that's my takeaway

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yuukei-yikes · 2 months ago

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I also lost my cat recently. it's horrible. take care of yourself, ok? you'll be ok.

yeah dude its fucking awful... im sorry for your loss too :( i wish they could live forever with us. or at least as much as possible.... my boy wasnt even a senior, he was around 10 years old and i had had him for 8..

#like if he had been like 12... id be like okay he's an old kitty...this was gonna happen #but i wasnt prepared for it to happen like this. i was so desperate that nothing i did could help him #nothing helped. no ultrasound no x ray no cardiology check up no blood test no antibiotics. nothing could figure out what was wrong #and then it was too late. just that whole situation (been going on since june) had me so crazy #and then this last month was a fucking nightmare it happened so fast. like i wasnt prepared #u cant ever be prepared i guess... but idk i wish it wouldve been different #i wish he had died of old age instead. or at least i wish we knew what caused him to be so sick.#like if i was told its idk. cancer. and its taken over and hes gonna die #it wouldve been awful too. of course. but i wouldve known. i wouldve been told.#i wouldnt have had to watch him get to the point he got and accept that whatever he had. it didnt matter anymore. because it beat him.#it sucks so bad it sucks so bad. its so unfair.#sorry for venting in my tags ig. whatever. fuck everything this world is fucked and evil #personal

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mypeggableromance · 3 months ago

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#hhhhh I'll probably delete this later but if i don't physically put these thoughts somewhere I'll maybe explode.#but fuck man. shit sucks fr! I highkey think I can't go to work tomorrow but yknow how it goes!!!!#I'm caught somewhere between finally being taken seriously about my health issues #and having the most wretched mental health crisis #like on one hand fantastic! I'm being taken seriously now its gotten to the point where I cant fucking walk normally #but on the other hand oh my god holy shit. i had to get this bad???? and I'm worried. i know theres shit so much bigger than me rn going on #but I'm worried about my health. especially when I've been trying to deal with it for the better part of like.... 5 years #since i was 19!!!!#I'm 24 and worrying about whether or not I'll actually walk about with 0 pain ever again isn't that fucked.#so that's bittersweet. ive got physio tomorrow. blood tests next week #an ultrasound coming up #its ultimately a good thing im being taken seriously. if not a terrifying acceptance that everything ive been feeling has been real and #well. bad.#and like with this right is the crash of my mental health. just a fuckin nosedive man.#i have a relatively stressful job i felt out of my depth about and thus guilty for but now its a role that I've approached in constant pain #for the last few months.#i can't deal with that actually! lots of stress! lots of pain! lots of mental pain over my physical condition! my job grinding my soul!#aaaaa!!!!!!!#like i dont WANT to be unemployed either #I'd much rather be uhhhh employed! and able to save money towards actually getting Help™#but I've got to admit that i hurt too much. and its consuming my whole fucking brain.#but I'll go on #ive got my first trip out the country solo next week!! im heading to san Fransisco!!! im excited.#but I'm worried for the inevitable moment where my pains catch up with me #ill surpress it while I'm out there. try and remind myself to have a good time. return to the uk and feel a weeks worth of pain #and even THAT sucks to consider #but i should stop #rambles

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dravidious · 2 months ago

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After beating Trauma Team I was kinda disappointed with Twisted Rosalia because like that's it? That's the final boss? I beat it first try, no problem! Come on, give me a final boss like savato!

I just got to Aletheia in Under the Knife 2 and uh. Wish granted. This thing kicked my ass

#original #trauma center #i said i “just got to” aletheia but that's a lie i just didn't have time to make this post earlier today #i actually just got done S-ranking it lol #it honestly wasn't THAT hard... until phase 3 with those fucking bythos #bythos is the hardest neo-guilt TWICE now for completely different reasons #it's hard on its own because while its attacks are no problem extracting that core is a BITCH #but during aletheia extracting the core is super easy. but its attack... SO fucking obnoxious #it spawns a cut under the skin. you don't know where. it's barely even telegraphed so you might not even know it happened #and if you dare touch aletheia while there's a hidden cut then it bursts and you get punished #compare that to its normal fight where the cut is obviously telegraphed and you know exactly where it is #AND even if you FIND the cut there might be more! you can't tell! you just have to check everywhere!#and while you're dealing with the cuts in a 4-step process (ultrasound -> scalpel -> drain -> suture) it's PLANTING MORE CUTS!!!#i think the strat is to just race through the bythos wave and not bother going for aletheia damage #just get rid of the damn things asap and deal with the cuts after they're gone #the sige wave that comes afterward is WAY easier to deal with because you can ACTUALLY FUCKING SEE THE ATTACKS!!!#also the sige waves have a really satisfying rhythm to them. drain -> gel -> scalpel -> hit aletheia. i like it :D #AND! even when you deal with bythos' cuts properly they STILL DEAL DAMAGE!!!!!!! YOU CAN'T WIN!!!!!!#pempti is probably way worse but fortunately both of the pempti phases are avoidable if you deal enough damage lol #pempti is a punishment for taking too long on the 1st or 3rd phases #ALSO the hidden bythos cuts will burst and punish you if you take too long to find them. because fuck you #honestly still not as hard as savato

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doyelikehaggis · 3 months ago

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So far, in October, I have caught a cold that took me out for three days, gotten my period after 4 months of nothing (so extra worse than usual) and now I’m pretty sure I have a tooth infection. Oh and my sister’s fiance lost my bank card. Why does this month hate me?

#ignore me while I ramble #tw vent #just one day off would be nice #and I have to go to the doctors on thursday to get my ultrasound results #so I’m really hoping I don’t have an infection so that I don’t have to go out more than once this week #please 😭🙏🏻🤞🏻

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pilonciillo · 1 month ago

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#lmao my sibling was asking me questions yesterday and i was like yeah whatever blah and while on the treadmill i started thinking about what #they asked and my responses anyways long story short i think i’m depressed 💀#and it goes back to that god damn accident #which there was an update but it’s just that me ans 7 other ppl have to split the capped payout from the insurance 🧍‍♀️ so that’s cool they #only smashed the back of my car gave me a concussion memory problem insomnia anxiety depression slight ocd (w driving) back/shoulder pain #worse almost weekly if not daily headaches angry issues lost a lot of money from missing work and having to be part time dr bills hospital #bills an ultrasound bill that i have to pay out of pocket but couldn’t at the time but now that im finally full time again and have #finally managed my bills enough that i can this week finally pay it only x months later so financial instability money anxiety existential #crisis loss of self pushed back the weight loss progress lost a lot of money because of that over half a year of progress & money got the #weirdest sugar addiction after the accident haven’t gained weight but also haven’t lost any #lost any sense of motivation for work and hobbies lost work opportunities had to pause my going back to school but now i don’t even think i #wanna go back because what i wanted to study i can’t even be motivated about it #i thought i had an idea of who i was but now im not that i can’t be that i have to readjust my whole life to be what i can w what is here #except i’m 28 and wdym some person took everything from me and it’s been almost half a year since the accident and i still haven’t really #made any progress except for random memories that don’t really help me and honestly they just pmo because it’s not helpful #like yeah sure my back and shoulders don’t hurt as bad but now it have recurring pain while i didn’t have before so is it progress? like #in that time the most progress is that yesterday i realized that im probably depressed but i can’t afford a therapist rn so i just have to #keep repeating this nonsense until i can afford or i get the settlement money but most of that will go to said bills and the lawyer fees #again it’s capped and divided so yayyyyyyyyyyyyyyy 👍#anyways my silly little things will have to get me through this till i can actually get through this #but it’s fine it’s not like i had already gone to the therapist and had worked on these issues before and it’s not like i spent money on #that either to only be put back in that situation only worse lol def not in a cycle 🧍‍♀️

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queer-boo-radley · 4 months ago

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The american healthcare system is out to get me.

#there's a lump on my neck #first i had to see a doctor to agree there is a lump #but doctor can't do ultrasound so i have to go get it myself #to do that i have to fax papers from their office to a different office #i have no fax machine #they both do #why is this like this #in theory next the doctor will look at the ultrasound and say wow that is lumpy #and then send me to a different doctor who will figure out which lump doctor i need to see

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ishikawayukis · 5 months ago

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going to the doctor is so annoying because they'll ask you to come 20 min before the appointment, they'll make you wait 20 min after your appointment because of course they're gonna be late, and they have you in for 5 min with an order to get exams done and you are standing there feeling like you just wasted one hour of your life

#can you tell i'm back from the doctor LMFAO #i geeeeeeeeet why more couldn't be done since we do need this ultrasound #but is still so annoying that they ask you to come before the time and still make you wait #what's the point of me arriving early then!!!#besides paying!!! which took 2 min top!!!#anyways have to get an ultrasound and then make another appointment #and then another one to see how the fuck are we getting this cyst out #at least other 3 appointments and i have to go to the dentist too for an anual check up......................#this sucks #b.txt

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aastarions · 6 months ago

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i get to see the babies again tomorrow :') im so excited

#c's baby tag #i havent seen them on an ultrasound in 4 weeks!!#after this i have to go every other week though bc twins #its like yay i get to see them more but the reason being bc they're high risk is :')#but omg #my belly is getting so round and hard already #im only 16 weeks #no movement yet but im getting v visibly pregnant #LOL

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thiagodasilva · 11 months ago

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trying not to self diagnose because that doesn’t really do much good but also spending years experiencing Symptoms and relating to people who actually have been diagnosed with the things I’m afraid I may or may not have

#this goes for both mental and physical things by the way #isn’t that fun lmao #but I go to the doctor and I’m like ‘yeah all good 😀’#but being honest means going through more hell to get appointments and get people to listen to me but also means I have to talk and #make time for said appointments that feel impossible to get and it makes me more stressed than I already am #like my routine ultrasounds that I did for two years were hell on earth and I’m technically ‘fine’#everything I wanted to be tested for is so much more difficult #I have health insurance again so maybe I should but also…#I don’t want to I’m tired and scared what the fuck #anyway!!!

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whentherewerebicycles · 1 year ago

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#please know that I vent my ungenerous feelings here in my public diary so I can just get them out and they don’t seep into my real life #my parents are randomly in town after being here like last month and that’s nice but I wasn’t sure why they were coming back so soon #the reason has revealed itself they are here to do daycare tours and go to an ultrasound appt with my brother & SIL to see the baby #I am both genuinely fine and also a horrid gremlin creature seething with toxic jealousy and petty rage #like being ‘fine’ is the stronger feeling and of course I would not want my brother to not get to share these experiences with my parents #it’s their first grandkid #but also I would I think gladly punch through a wall #I just seethe with jealousy I feel like a horribly misshapen deep sea creature with too many gills and razors for teeth #seething on the pitch-black seafloor #god the last three months have just been like #so much crying and specifically the type of crying where you’re like #I must violently expel these bottled-up feelings somehow or my ribcage will burst #and also lots of feeling like a grotesquely deformed deep sea monster #rotting from the inside out with the ugliest feelings imaginable #only 1/10th of which I express here lol I’m having a fascinating time discovering how horrible & putrid my jealousy can be #and then it passes you know it always passes. but yeah.#IUI tag

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feralattentionwhore · 1 year ago

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Once again questioning if I've ever managed to cum before or if it's just me getting really overstimulated instead

#i went off bc because my body way fucking me up and now i feel kinda weird about things #i want to know if being off it will help with my “just keeps bleeding for a month straight” thing #i want to be able to have sex like a normal fucking person so i dont get sub drop after sex like 90% of the time #i was going to do a test to see wtf my hormones are up to but i cant afford it anymore so i guess im fucked #the drs have forgotten to give me an appointment for my ultrasound #its back to my nonsexual domming arc because im scared of having sex again #i don't know what im doing with sex and i just feel bad and useless because my body doesn't cooperate #scared of bleeding again too #i also found out im a test tube baby which really puts things into perspective because i literally wasn't meant to exist #i was forced to exist and im the epitome of a mistake

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