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TAKE ME BACK : smut
summary: you're going to a party with your cool girlfriend. When she stops paying you proper attention, you switch to a random guy in a bar. and she won't like it at all...
warnings: dom!billie, sub!brat!reader, jealousy, strap (r receiving), degradation, oral (r/billie receiving), r called a slut many times
w/c: 3,4k
a/n: eng is not my first language! enjoy this dirty shit <33
requests open!
âHey babygirl. You look upset. Can I please you with a cocktail?â
You roll your eyes once again, sitting on an uncomfortable couch in the corner of some club that Billie brought you to because her friends really wanted to see her. You were on the other side of town and you knew that you wouldn't be home until morning, because it was well past midnight, and your girlfriend didn't seem to be leaving anytime soon. Billie was drunk enough and this evening you regretted not drinking alcohol. At least you wouldn't be so bored and lonely.
You've been hanging around your girlfriend for the last two hours so that she would pay attention to you, but her attention was only on her friends, whom she hadn't seen for a whole week. You didn't know why everything turned out this way today, because usually Billie can't take her eyes off you; You put your head on her shoulder, pressed your bare thigh against her thigh, you whispered in her ear, but you only got: âBabe, later.â Later? Fine. Your patience has run out.
You step onto the dance floor; hungry glances at your beautiful curves. Billie told you to wear that fucking mini dress that hugs every muscle on your stomach, your chest and parts of your thighs. Who can blame other people for their looks when you look like a damn angel? You don't even start dancing; you walk away to someone's brazen whistle; what do these men allow themselves? It's always like with a piece of meat. You want to go to Billie, but the thought of her telling you to just sit in silence again is maddening; you go to the bar. There are a lot of men, but you carefully walk past them and sit on the bar stool.Â
âWhat?â You woke up in a few seconds. There's a guy in front of your face now, no, more like a man. He has an atypical neat outfit for a place like this. The club stinks of other people's sweat and drunk people, but it has a nice perfume. You don't know why you noticed it. His perfume? You can definitely feel it, he leaned closer, repeating his question.
âI asked if I could buy you a drink?â You heard him this time, but you couldn't answer him right away. You can't agree because you're here with your girlfriend, you're taken. But does she even care about you now? After all, nothing will happen if you just talk with someone at the club while your lover is not paying any attention to you. âPlease don't tell me you don't drink. I'm not creative for another reason to get to know each otherâ Actually, you don't drink, but you can agree, right?
âUm, could you get a mojito for me? I don't like strong drinks.â The man nods knowingly and smiles. âEverything for a sweet girl in a barâ He signals to the bartender, apparently they are familiar.Â
âDid you hear what the lady said? Mojito. And pour less rumâ He turns to you, saying that your mojito will be done in a minute. You nod and thank him, trying to fight the strange feeling in your chest. It's like you're going to be punished for talking to him.
âYou're very beautiful, but you're not talkative. I bet you don't go to places like this often?â He tilts his head slightly, as if trying to figure out what and who you're thinking about right now. You adjust your dress and look up at his face. âYeah, I don't like noisy places.â His gaze darted to your hands resting on your hips.
âI get it. Well, tell me, what's your name?â His voice echoes in your head. You want to tell him that your acquaintance shouldn't go that far, you're going to say âNoâ when you hear a familiar voice behind you. âNo.âThe smell of her perfume hits your nose, her tired face with bruises under her eyes is in front of your eyes, her hair is scattered on your bed. Her voice is usually gentle, but not now.
âI'm sorry?â He's not looking at you. He's looking at someone behind you and you know exactly who it is. Her hands are on your waist, on your hips. She's only been here for a few seconds, but she's already been able to claim you. You can't see her face, but you know damn well she's giving your new friend a murderous stare right now. âApology acceptedâ The next moment, she drags you through a crowd of drunk and stoned people right to the exit of the club. She's a little shaky because of the amount she's drunk. It's cool outside, but your body is burning because of her. Billie drags you on until you're around the corner where no one will bother you. Your body hit a cold brick wall, her voice cut through the tense air between you, you shuddered. âWhat the fuck do you think you're doing?â
Your fingertips touch the wall behind you, her drunken breath on your face. You didn't like it when she drank, but the smell of alcohol was never annoying. âI was just talking to him.â You sound quieter and more insecure than you thought you'd be. Your eyes are directed straight to her eyes, hungry and greedy, you are breathing heavily. âIs that why he's ordering you a drink and trying to find out your name? Have you even seen the way he looks at you? If he offered to fuck you, would you be so responsive?âHer voice is loud and a little hysterical. Her hands are in the pockets of her shorts, but you can feel how much she wants to touch you.
âYou're exaggerating, Billie.â You look at her, your voice is cold, but everything inside you is burning. You know that she always turns you on like that, even though you hide it. âAm I exaggerating? Are you fucking kidding me right now?â She grins, her hand on your wrist, until she interlaces your fingers randomly. She takes you to the car and you try to tell her that she can't drive, but she shuts you up. âIf you act like a slut, I'll treat you like a slut.â Billie pushes you into the car and buckles your seat belt. She's so damn angry, the veins in her arms are bulging, but she still cares about you, and this one makes your hips clench harder. It makes you wet. The air in the car heats up when she slams the door and sits in the driver's seat. Her gaze is focused on the road, but her mind has turned into your home.
The long drive home is accompanied by her rapid breathing. You can literally hear her heartbeat. You can see the different scenarios of that night unfolding in her head. All of them are ended by your face pressed against the mattress while she fucks you. Her hand squeezes her hip, she bites her lip and you feel what's happening to her. You know for sure. You gently take her hand and put it between your legs. She swallows hard, her fingers squeeze your skin and you melt under her touch. âYou're fucking driving me crazy, you know that?â She parks the car in the garage of your house, and the next thing you remember is her all over your body, when you crash into the bedroom door, Billie, dragging you inside. Your body falls onto the mattress, your breathing is knocked out, and your hair is already slightly disheveled.
âYou're going to have to apologize properly, angel.â You're breathing heavily, looking into her eyes with obvious desire. You feel completely naked under her gaze, which screams at you that you are a fucking slut. For her. Billie's movements are feverish as she pulls off her shorts, reaches for your favorite drawer in your bedroom. Your eyes widen when she picks up your favorite strap. His curves were perfect for you, hitting the right spots. You're looking at it greedily. And Billie saw it.
"Such a greedy girl for a dick, donât you?" She grins as she puts the toy down on the bed next to you. Her body hovers over yours as she devours you with her gaze. Her hand flies to your neck, squeezing tighter than usual. "I wanna destroy, babe. I wanna fucking destroy you so that you learn your lesson." Your mind is drifting because of her words, you want to push her to do it.
"It was your fault." You look into her eyes, clearly seeing something snap inside her. Her grip on your neck tightens and you feel like you're getting less air. "What?" Her voice was so threatening that you were almost sure your underwear was already soaked. You knew that no matter how mean she was, she would never hurt you more than you asked for.
"I said it was your fault. You ignored me all night! What are you-" Your words get caught in your throat when you feel a painful blow on your thigh. You swallow hard, looking into your girlfriend's eyes. You've seen her lose control when you act like this. But how can she blame you when you're so desperately begging her to destroy you?
"You dare accuse me of acting like a slut, craving my attention? Well, you'll get it." Billie's voice drips with arrogance. She knew she should have given you some attention, but she's always been too much of a bitch to admit she was wrong.
She pulls you to your feet, forcing you to stand in front of her as she attaches the strap on her hips and sits on the edge of the bed. "You wanna be a brat, babe? Then I'll have to shut you up." She looks up at you, then leans down and whispers, "Knees."
Right now, you want nothing more than to drop to your knees and take her strap so deep that tears run down your cheeks and your knees are red. "I'm not being a brat." You hiss, looking into her eyes. You know this won't turn out well.
"Didn't you hear me?" She raises an eyebrow and pushes you down, causing your knees to hit the floor hard. You whine, clutching her knees for support. âAngel, donât make me move your head on my own. I know you want this.â
You gasp at her words, tucking your loose hair behind your ears. You lean down slowly, running your tongue along the length of her cock. Your eyes lock onto her face as you slowly push the strap into your mouth. Maybe your slowness was on purpose. âCome on babygirl, I know you can do better.â
She rolls her eyes, grabbing your hair. Your head moves at an unusually fast pace. You grip her hips tighter, trying to slow her down and suppress your gag reflex. Tears roll down your cheeks as you try to keep up the pace and not choke on the silicone in your mouth. You try to moan her name, but Billie just smirks.
âGood sluts donât complain, huh, babe?â She pulls your head away from her cock, holding your hair. Your lips are smeared with your spit, your cheeks are wet with tears. You breathe heavily. âYou are my good slut, arenât you? Use your words.â
âYes, yes I amâŠâ You swallow hard, looking at your girlfriend with undisguised desire. You knew this night would be long, very long. âVery goodâŠ.â
Billie takes your hands and lays you down on the bed, her eyes wandering over your body, your mess. âSuch a beautiful angel for me. Too bad I have to ruin you.â She chuckles and you whine, squeezing your thighs together tighter. She reaches for your legs, lifting your dress up to your waist. Billie smiled at the beautiful underwear youâre wearing . âFor me?â She smiles, spreading your legs and pressing two fingers into your soaked panties. âFuck, baby, youâre dripping!â
You gasp when you finally feel her hands on you. You bite your bottom lip, watching her tease you. âDid you get wet kneeling in front of me? Or was it when I called you a slut at the club, hm?â Her eyes are playful as she looks into yours. You both know the answer, you both know that she doesnât have to do anything to you to get you wet. âAt the clubâŠâ You answer quietly and Billie bites her lip. God, she looked so sexy doing that.
"And who are you so wet for, huh?" She takes off your dress over the top, her mouth flies to your breasts. She bites it through the fabric of a lace bra. You moan, throwing your head back. "You, you, Billie⊠Please!" Your despair causes sincere satisfaction in your girlfriend. She knows that you will never want to leave her for someone else. She will make you squirm under her touch while you repeat that she is the only one for you.
âGood girl. Such a good girl for me,â Billie praises, kissing and biting down your beautiful body. She adored your body. Such a divine and only hers. You could feel the marks on your skin under her touch. âBils, I need you. I really need you...â You're whimpering, making her smile.
âDo you think you can handle it?â She bites her lower lip, tilting her head to the side. Her gaze makes your body weaken even more. She had no idea what kind of influence she had on you. âYes, yes I can, I promise!â You get up on your elbows to get a better look at her face.
âWhat a dirty girl,â Billie giggles, bending down to pick up the edge of your underwear with her teeth. Oh, you were crazy when she did that. Her every action, her every breath and look made you lose yourself in love with her. Even if she was going to destroy you right now. Your woman.
âBaby, you're so wet. Is my girl ready for me yet?â She smiles, easily sliding two fingers into you. Her palm pressed against your clitoris, adding extra friction. Her fingers slid inside you so easily that you were ashamed of how wet you were because of her. âJust shut up...âYou exhaled heavily, covering your face with your hands. She laughed.
âOh, my little slut wants to shut me up? I don't think it's going to work, baby.â Billie abruptly pulls his fingers out of you, bringing them to his lips. She greedily licks each phalanx of her fingers, moaning contentedly. You looked at her from under your eyelashes, still feeling the aching emptiness without her fingers inside you. As soon as Billie cleaned her fingers, she licked her lips, bending over your body. âYou need to learn to watch your tongue, angel.â
These words sounded more harsh than anything else. Billie grabbed your hips and turned you over on your stomach. Your face was buried in the mattress and your ass was hanging in the air when Billie left a few ringing slaps on your delicate skin. âHey!â You're whimpering, looking at her over your shoulder. âOh, spare me those pathetic sounds.â She presses your head against the mattress, burying her hand in your hair. The tip of her strap teases your entrance, making you gasp with desire.
âPlease, Bils...âYou close your eyes, praying that she will give you what you want. âNot a brat anymore? It seems you just need a dick to shut that beautiful mouth.â She grins and you feel her cock slamming into you. Silicone slides easily inside you, making you grab the sheets and whimper into the it. After making a few slow thrusts, you feel Billies's hips against yours. She entered completely. âThat's it, baby. You take me so well...â
You let loud moans fly from your lips when Billie finds the perfect angle, driving into all the right points. There are new tears in your eyes. A new pleasure. Your hair is disheveled and tangled because of your girlfriend's tight grip, and there is no trace of evening makeup left. She's always made you like this. She destroyed you with her presence, her voice, her gaze, her dick. âFaster...â
Billie grins at your plea, but obediently complied with your request, pushing into you with a new speed. You grab the sheets, looking at her over your shoulder. How sexy she looked. âWhere's my sweet angel, huh? You're such a mess, baby.â You whimper when you see how she looks at you.
âBillie... I'm so close...âYou're mumbling to yourself, praying that she'll hear. Of course she did. But she was such a bitch tonight. âWhat? Angel, I don't understand a word...âShe was teasing and playing with you. You both knew what she was waiting for.
You want to sigh, but only moans come out of you. On trembling and weak hands, you get up on your elbows and try to talk to her the way she wants. Politely. âBillie, I wanna cum... Please, can I?â You immediately fall back, burying your face in the sheets, when pornographic moans come out of your mouth.
âMm, such a polite girl... Cum for meâ You laugh hysterically, feeling your walls squeeze her strap. It was the best feeling in the world. Your eyes are tightly closed, you literally bite the sheets, arching your back as you cum on her dick. You can't see her face, but you can tell for sure that she's smiling, watching what she's did to you. Not that guy from the bar, not anyone else. She. Only she could do it.
âJesus, Bils...âYou're breathing heavily, lifting your head from the wet sheets. Her strap is still moving inside you, helping you overcome a hard orgasm. âThat's it, baby, you did so well...âShe praises you by stroking your hair. It's one step from tenderness to rudeness, huh? Her grip tightens abruptly, forcing you to look at her through tears. âGod, my poor baby. What a pity that I'm not finished with you yetâ You're breathing hard, your mouth is dry, and you're sticking your tongue out like a fucking puppy after her games. Billie leans closer, her face inches from yours, and you already know what she's going to do. You always know what's behind that look. She collects saliva in her mouth for a few seconds and spits on your fucking tongue. As if you didn't ask for it yourself. Her warmth spreads over your tongue and you close your mouth. âSwallowâ You obey and she gently kisses your cheekbone. The only thing she did gently this evening.
Billie turns you over on your back, laying your head on the pillows. She settles between your legs, devouring your body with her gaze. âOpen wide for me, loveâ She purrs and you obediently spread your weak legs. Billie runs his fingers through your folds, collecting moisture. She brings her fingers to your mouth. âSuckâ You swallow hard and take two of her fingers in your mouth, circling each with your tongue.
While you're engrossed in her fingers, Billie bends down to your pussy and runs her tongue over it, making you sigh and bite her. She hums into your flesh, looking up at you with adoring eyes. âNo teeth, baby.â She grins and continues to devour you like a hungry animal.
Your sensitivity made itself felt and you tried to pull out her fingers to tell her, but she just pressed them against your tongue, depriving you of any opportunity to speak. You instinctively raised your hips, warning her. Your legs were shaking with pleasure and pain from over-stimulation. Your heels were crumpling the fabric of her shirt. You almost choked her with your hips. But she was just getting turned on.
Billie tapped your hips, giving you tacit permission to cum again. Your eyes rolled to the back of your head, showing you the stars of pleasure. You can't help but bite her fingers again, but this time she lets you, seeing your condition. She helps you get through your orgasm and gets up to put her head on your chest.
âI'm so proud of you, dove... But we'll have to change the sheets.â She starts laughing, and you can't help but pick up on her laughter, even though you're a little embarrassed. You gently run your hand through her hair, removing the hair band that has almost come off her hair. You put the band on your wrist and hug her tightly.
âYou know you're my only one, right?â
âI know, angel.â
#billie eilish#billie eilish fanfiction#billie eilish fic#billie eilish imagine#billie eilish smut#billie eilish oneshot#billie eilish x fem!reader#billie eilish x reader#billie eilish x y/n#billie eilish x you
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fade into you, lmh
genre/tw est. relationship! suggestive, pure sugar cane fluff (like high fructose corn syrup fluff), minho only knows how to talk with his hands </3, gn!reader!! minho calls you kitty and honey <3!! seriously cavity inducing fluff be warned !! mostly uneditedâŠ
w/c 848
omg i havenât posted a fic in so long nor have i written anything in months :(( but iâm finally a lot more settled after a busy drama filled couple of months! I hope you love this fic as much as i loved writing it. Iâm not kidding when i say i wrote this in an hour on my phones notes app, donât be afraid to tell me how you feel hehe đ©”
Itâs cold outside your sleeping bag, frigid morning fog seeping into the once cozy tent. You shiver at Minhoâs nose pressing into your neck, his face as cold as a dog whoâs been outside too long.Â
Youâre not sure why you let your boyfriend convince you to camp in the middle of autumn⊠less sure why he insisted it was just the two of you, but you could never refuse Minho when he asked you so nicelyâ hands easing sighs while his mouth asked the question; the only thing you could say was yes, over and over.Â
Unfortunately, the ecstasy of being asked was not akin to the actual experience.
Insistent rain stormed down from the second you arrived to the last minute before your eyes closed, Minho in all his excitement forgot the cooler and was forced to drive all the way backâleaving you to shiver in the tent alone. No, it was not the romantic getaway your boyfriend promised, but being here nowâwarm despite the wildernessâs wishesâyou think it could be.
âAre you still cold, honey?â Minho asks, his voice just a whisper amongst the whistling trees.Â
With your eyes still closed, you can only imagine what he looks like⊠Soft with sleep, his eyelashes cascading shadows across the slopes of his skin, beautiful like hypnos after creating dreams. You can feel his breath against your neck and his hands clutching at your waist, so safe despite how strong he is.Â
âNo, min, Iâm just rightâ you say, and you can feel his laugh, rumbling through him, feel his smile against your skin.Â
You wish he knew how much you cherish him⊠how much you treasure these little moments with him. How youâll think about this moment every time heâs away from you; rolling the memory around your tongue like itâs a piece of candy.Â
Sometimes, youâre sure you can see a cord running from you to him, wrapping around the two of you like cling wrapâlike every moment youâve ever had was crafted by the fates, your story weaved by the gods themselves.Â
âJust right huh?â he says, before heâs lifting his head to look at you, eyes open and beautiful. âWell goldilocks, look how pretty you are this morning.â His smile is mischievous and if you didnât know better you may think he was joking, but his tone gives him away: too quiet to be anything but the truth.Â
âMinho!â you cry, embarrassed by compliments this early, âlay back down, I need you to keep me warm.â He smiles down at you, knowing you well enough to see that youâre flustered, itâs always too easy; one compliment, and your skin is hot, his kiss lasts a second too long and youâre pulling away shaking.Â
Minho doesnât think heâll ever get tired of making your blood rush, enjoying the chase even when he has you.Â
When his skin gets closer to yours again, chest to chest/heart to heart, you find yourself breathing his air like you share one pair of lungs. Heâs so close to you, searing your skin even as the sleeping bag pulls awkwardly around your legs, letting cool air settle around your figure.Â
His lips are so close to yours, one breath away from a kiss, so close you can feel his words flow into your open mouth.Â
âAre you warm now, kitty?â he asks, his eyes boring into yours before flitting down to look at your skin; miles and miles of it under his hands, valleys of skin that are his as much as yours.
âIâm warm, Minho, are you?â Just a whisper.
âjust right.â A smirk.Â
One breath, two breaths, three, and then heâs kissing you. Lips urging gasps to flow out of you, hands grasping at his tension filled spine. Youâve shared many kisses, sweet and sultry, frantic and lust filled, but something about this hunger is foreign to you.Â
His kiss is filled with wanting yes, but itâs almost like heâs trying to tell you something but forgot the words. His hands on your thighs urging you to listen, please please please understand, they say, clutching at the muscle like heâs afraid youâll never know.Â
But you do, and so do your lips and your hands and you try your hardest to speak his language; responding to every bite with a nip of your own, gasping when his hands ask, kissing away the sleep still in his eyes. You know what heâs saying, I love you, Iâm sorry youâre cold, Iâm sorry I made you come on this rain coated trip, I love you I'm sorry, I love you I love you.âÂ
Your boy, always so embarrassed to tell you how he feels, but never afraid to show you.Â
When you pull apart, hands locked together still, eyes gleaming with an inside joke, a shared confession; you can see he wants to say something, see heâs trying to build the courage to split his heart open. Instead he flits his eyes up to the sky and smiles.Â
Look honey, the suns coming outâÂ
And you understand.Â
© LUVTAK 2024
#k labels#stray kids#skz#stray kids x reader#skz x reader#Lee Know#Lee Minho#lee know x reader#lee minho x reader#skz minho#lino x reader#lee know fluff#lee know x gn!reader#skz fluff#skz angst#skz drabbles#stray kids imagines#skz imagines#minho fluff#lino fluff#stray kids fluff
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And thus, Vikrahm hears the name and never uses it publicly because if it took him YEARS to finally hear it AFTER THREATENING "big brother" he's not gonna just use it casually.
I did some research of words that meant "brother" though and figured that since Pops is from a ruined kingdom that no one can even read the language of where he is now, Vik would think that asking "what world would YOU use for brother" is overstepping and doesn't want to do that.
I love my dumb OCs so much ...
I think I have rambled about them before so to spare you! A tl;dr version that you can also skip:
Shilva can turn into a dragon. Vikrahm goes on an adventure and meets Pops. Pops is a famous dragonslayer who refuses to tell anyone his name and never collects reward money unless needed at that time. Shilva and Pops get married. They both do not tell Vik his name though so he resorts to a threat and is shocked when it actually works. "I didn't expect to get this far idk what to do now" kinda vibes.
#admission of admiration#also vik will hear something and its a secret ?? and oh hes taking that to his grave#he will never spill a secret so if pops doesnt want his name used around others then he wont#shilva uses it in private or when its just her and vik and pops#and she is so happy to be able to do that and when vik sees how fond and loving pops looks at shilva?#he feels happy too because he knows his sister is in good hands#even if it was hands that he actively kept away from her in fear that she would be hurt if pops knew she could turn into a dragon#so hes just like C: this is cool actually#and then he hangs out with adlyn and is like hey man its really wild to see mr silent realist be soft#and adlyn is just like dude its not like he as an ass ever UNLIKE YOU
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Side effects of wearing your Kaiju suit too often ,,,, Part 2
#narumi gen#kn8#kaiju no. 8#my art#kn8 spoilers#idk if this actually needs a spoiler tag since it's mostly AU but eh#if nothing else my tags need a spoiler tag lol#biblically accurate narumi i have created him#himm always watching#I like the idea that when all his funky 1 eyes close you can barely see them#want him to walk around like a normal little guy#and then something catches his attention and bam#suddenly eyes everywhere lookin around#I also think the sclera of his normal eyes might do a colour change depending on if he's in normal boi or 1 mode??#idk i'm still workshopping this a little lol#the hoshi10 merge i had figured out in my head weeks before i drew him but this literally just happened sdkjfhsf so ......#I would pay money for a proper reference picture of 1 because there is so much of the design i don't get sigh#will probably have reno done tomorrow as well he's almost there ehehehe just need to clean up a little#kaiju boyfriens all together <3#I wish i could have incorporated his suit more :c#i like to think of this au as the suits actually merging into their bodies + some funky kaijufication#but the 1 suit doesnt have any cool features like the 10 tail ;;#except for the spine i guess which i will defintiely use but stillll
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I just think they'd make a very cute couple as adults (/â§âœâŠ)/ âšđđ there are so many THEMES u guys
Feel free to use for whatever lol
#king clawthorn#platinum bones#toh collector#the collector#the owl house#toh#quo's art#quo's colors#RarepairNewYear#RarepairNewYear2024#colored this like a holographic sticker or something.#the braid was way harder than I'm giving it credit for#I wasn't gonna add it at first#but then I felt like this picture actually had a really cool silhouette#and that adding a braid with like the moon at the end would be cool#bc you can tell king from the horns but u can't really tell C#so now it's fully readable from just the outline#big floofy tail!!!!#King is not a pillow he is the entire bed
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#liam when i get you#đ no build up no conflict barely any talking.... it's like [redacted] all over again#like wasn't opposed to it but like...i wanted them to actually like. talk?#if he wasn't always on that damn phone#now it's like. ok Cool so we're just going whatever is popular#like#imogen and laudna had build up they have had conflict!#i don't count smth matt mostly participated in as build up? đ idk i just like#i wanted better for them#but seeing how it happened had definitely turned it stale for me#:(#sad....i really loved this campaign at the start#not just shipping reasons lol#but all of it#is it so much to ask for the campaign to actually focus on the group they're playing as?#for there to be more downtime for the characters to build relationships with eachother?#idk#i feel like everytime i read the updates on the new episodes i get more disappointed#and sucks cause this campaign truly had some of my favorite pcs#and this is mostly me whining and i get it it's their game but they're also turning a profit on it so lol i think i can say i'm disappointe#i think hearing abt this episode really solidified not wanting to catch up#like ok cool so we're just. mcu-ing this now.#and other things#yeah just sad#c hetney pock o'pea ur perfect though. the only bitch who hasn't let me down ever.#edit: everytime i get a note on this i am welcoming another little hater
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I honestly feel a lot better about having posted anything at AO3, even things I won't finish, and there's something that warms my heart about posting fic for The Borgias in 2024.
I was actually deciding between two different WIPs to represent that "phase" between my undergrad years and grad school. The other one was the prologue to a Legend of Korra/Star Wars fusion in which Noatak/Amon is Korra's father and this is revealed in S1 (I think it was going to be Tarrlok who figures it out first, lol) and it actually affects the plot and it isn't just the LOK canon plot with minor adjustmentsâthe fusion with SW was meant to be more than vague I-am-your-father inspiration. In any case, I only ever wrote the prologue about the Noatak/Senna quasi-romance that led to Korra's existence and never even got to the sheer comedy of Korra as Tarrlok's niece :(
But the Juan and Lucrezia as dysfunctional twins one-shot is closer to being a whole fic (in a side-story way) and I did like being able to add one more to my Borgias oeuvreâand getting at least some part of that AU on AO3 after all the time I spent on it!
#anghraine babbles#fic talk#i don't think senna actually ends up with tonraq in the au so there's no easy I Have A Real Dad option#and korra grows up knowing that her parents spent a genuinely wonderful year together before a ship he was in tragically sank#(this is not actually noatak's fault - he'd actually disembarked and chosen to disappear before the shipwreck happened#and just appreciated the convenience of it effectively covering his tracks after he'd made the 'mistake' of getting attached to senna#who fully believes he was in the shipwreck and is very dead)#so korra's heard all these (true!) stories of how cool the 22-y-o charismatic super waterbender noatak seemed to senna#meanwhile tarrlok discovers just who her father was and is like 'ok she's DEFINITELY getting the satomobile. but for different reasons')#the publishing au is actually incredibly involved (it's the bay area borgias fic as well!) but just focusing on juan and lucrezia#made it more possible to compress into a reasonably sized one-shot#in reality i wrote about the kids in school and how rodrigo bulldozed into their lives when their much older brother luis tragically died#vanozza is the second of his various ex-wives. also i included an adriana del milĂ expy even though it's very much borgias fic bc i love he#and yes she /is/ still the mother-in-law of the giulia expy :D#lucrezia ended up getting moved ahead a year from juan and joins cesare in befriending The New Kid#miguel aka micheletto - who thus is a high school friend of theirs and has complicated feelings about everything#but never forgot that teenage cesare and lucrezia stood by him when he was involuntarily outed in their school c. 2002.#lucrezia is the most obvious nepo baby of the company but actually fantastic at marketing while cesare is the creative one#but rodrigo has convinced himself that juan is the creative genius bc he(r) likes him(j) best and obviously has infallible judgment#but yeah it dovetails into the bay area au in which the alfonso d'aragona expy is lucrezia's boyfriend al from pleasanton#he doesn't like her living in the house her family owns outright in oakland for reasons he never manages to explain!)#political shenanigans and codependent siblings#avatar: the legend of korra
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my fav pets from cs :) [please zoom in . pl ease]
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#qkdraws#i know this isn't gonna get a lot of notes so reminder: reblogs r very appreciated#chicken smoothie#bit of an oddball here !#if anybody doesn't know what chicken smoothie is;#it's a fun little pet-collecting site :) u adopt little sillies n trade them with other users. it's nice#i've been on cs since 2013 and have thankfully collected some of my dream pets in the process :]#the velociraptor's name is valon and i love him dearly#the cool lookin purple wolf is a shima longtail and her name is mal :)#when i first joined cs she had been my dreamie for Years#and when i finally got her i was like . the happiest 12 year old in existence#anyway i still love her very much . i cherish her she'll prolly always be my fav#the pumpkin pie with a face on it IS indeed a pet#i got him very recently actually . he was also a dreamie#and i gave my trading partner like . my entire stock of rares that i had saved up over the course of my 10ish years of playing#as well as like . C$1000+#basically sold my soul for that guy GVEYAIGV#idk why i like him so much he's just . so thoughtless and silly#the other three wolves at the top aren't particularly rare or in demand i just like them#the grey one with the blue accessories and the floating crown is shilao . he is gentle and silly#the one next to him w the scarf is ren . he is jaded and withdrawn but shilao brings him out of his shell etc etc#they sit right next to each other in my pet groups and i have labeled them ''GAY LOVERS'' . bc they ARE#and the cool glowing one is just a staff pet that looked badass i love him#anyway apologies for the random doodles of a game but im assuming not many people know of#i just enjoy them :)
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#i just love this scene so much okay???#he's ready to crack some skulls and wont even bother to take names - its on sight and i thought this would look cool đ#havent done this kinda edit in a while - turned out okie me thinks c:#anyways im still here but afk like always ehehehe <33#one piece#charlotte oven#and yes i love to give my girl credit when i can cause i actually really like#charlotte brulee#one piece film red#fresh out of the oven!~ đ„§
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me when people hate on aos trek:
#starlight fandom#starlight trek#LOOK I KNOW THEY ARENâT GOOD MOVIES THEY WERE IF MARVEL HIT STAR TREK WITH A BASEBALL BAT BEHIND A CLUB#BUT AOS GOT ME INTO STAR TREK IN THE FIRST PLACE OKAY IT HAS A PLACE IN MY HEART FOREVER#AND ITâS NOT AOS!JIMâS FAULT THAT THEY WROTE HIM BAD I ACTUALLY THINK ITS REAL INTERESTING#TO SEE A VERSION OF JIM KIRK THATâS TRAUMATIZED AND FUCKED UP AND DIDNâT HAVE A FATHER AND YET HE STILL ENDS UP COMPASSIONATE#HE STILL ENDS UP A LEADER AND KIND#like fr tho thatâs a fascinating concept#how much things may be different and how Spock!prime broke the timeline by melding with aos!kirk#and Kirk still ends up kind and loving and beloved anyway!!!!!#like Iâm sorry they didnât execute well until beyond and honestly I ignore stid entirely but itâs such a cool concept to me#and Karl urban as bones was so. SO. SO GOOD. he was perfect and deranged in the best way#Quinto-Spock I can take or leave but I do love me a bitchy Vulcan and he did have that#itâs okay to not like aos I donât blame anyone for not liking it but I am so fond of it folks I truly am#and Iâm not just saying that b/c the fic Iâm writing rn for comfort and therapy reasons is projecting my current issues on aos!kirk#heâs just really to project onto and he looks like heâd benefit from ketamine treatment too and learning how to have hobbies w/o stress#anyway like I said I donât blame anyone for disliking it or erasing it from their fandom memory#but it got me into Star Trek and Iâm grateful and if ppl werenât cowards aos!kirk would be so fucking fascinating in a feral way
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#My art#Adventure Time#Fionna and Cake#Prismo#He's actually really fun to draw haha#It probably would've been easier to draw him as a vector but eh! Sometimes you gotta hand draw a lineless guy#That's actually what I did with his word bubble - turned out cool right? >:3c#I downloaded that font years ago and like never use it but it feels like it suits him#Finally I can utilize it somewhere lol#I was close to considering the Mr. Saturn font for him tho haha#He was mostly just a warmup while I worked on other stuff - a simple and fun intermit!#I'd been drawing him a bunch interacting with Simon so it followed that I had to draw him with his facial hair lol#And eyebags but tbh I kinda just draw him with those anyway lol#They're a good look! They add to his expressions quite a lot#I like leaving the eyebrows off AT characters as much as I feel I can get away with - clearly not here tho lol#He's fun I like Prismo#I still like AT!Prismo more than F&C!Prismo I think but he only got So much screentime - it's understandable#They still did a good job with him tho
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nate and trent during s3/post-canon has got to be like. a hilarious dynamic. not to mention nate returning to richmond and like. trent crimm is also here. they're like yeah he's our emotional support biographer now. yeah he's been around all season. we like him now. they make the world's most awkward eye contact before both immediately fleeing in opposite directions.
#actually i think they would get along i would like to see it#but also how do you reconcile you both did something you super regret to hurt someone you both care about a lot? and like#how exactly that happened? how trent quit about it and also BURNED NATE AS A SOURCE? how nate was the one who made the situation?#etc etc etc. but like also i dont think. like.#i get fanon of trent being all protective or whatever but i like to think he's taken enough cues from ted that he's also just like.#i get it. hurt people hurt people. and nates like what you dont hate me? you LSOT YOUR JOB but like#no. trent doesnt hate him. how could he#also this is made ten thousand times funnier in a tedependent fix it fic because nate comes back full of regret and crying and like#trent crimm--who WROTE AND PUBLISHED THE ARTICLE HE FEELS SO BAD ABOUT--is just. Also There.#vibing. everyone likes him now. how the hell--#and then when nates like [trying and failing to be casual] hey so um. why is. why is trent crimm here?#he gets the following answers:#a) he's writing a book about us! b) he's writing a book about ted! c) we think he and ted might be kissing. unclear#nate comes back to richmond and teds like oh trent? yeah hes my bf <333 and nates like hes your WHAT#also see: nate is a really sweet dorky and kinda anxious person and now hes kinda back there at this point except#hopefully with more self confidence and ability to stand up for himself#versus trent who always seemed so confident and cool. now letting himself be a sweet dork at the cost of being less confident/firm#like. i just think they'd be neat is all#let them bond over being dorks actually
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Anyway they can change between being tiny and human sized. And when they're tinier they can only be seen by the other fae or their selected humans. So if you just passed Noll on the street while Shavuli was perched on his shoulder chatting away you wouldn't see or hear her.
#my characters#a lot of the fae who are trying to get noll to pick a human take turns joining him as he wanders if he opts to be human sized#if he opts to be small and fly around none of them can actually find him to follow bc he does it precisely to be alone#and makes careful to avoid all of them when he dips#which furthers their friendly obsession with him being their void like where is he we lost him we gotta go bring him back from the abyss!#and hes just off on his own being crippled by anxiety at being a disappointment bc what if he isnt fun enough#absolutely unaware that all his friends are like we gotta go find him hes too good at this#hes going to win the game we have clearly set up to involve humans before he even recruits a human#cause he is TOO GOOD at slipping away ITS NOT FAIR we love him what a weird fae thats our lil guy!#noll really is just out there impressing all of his friends and not knowing hes impressing them bc hes too scared of being abandoned#and i was telling rae but when he does find the human he wants as his for the game#hes like ok so im gonna be honest here i turn into a big sword and you are definitely not going to be strong enough to carry me#and the human just like ok then pick someone else?#and hes like no no i cant you dont get it youre resourceful and im resourceful THEREFORE! i have an idea! just for us!#and then proceeds to shatter himself into shards basically#so that the human can have many smaller easy to control swords rather than one too big sword#and when all of the other fae see it they are absolutely delighted bc they didnt know he could do that! thats so cool! wow! they love him s#and he doesnt tell them that it actually really flippin hurts and being broken is agonizing but he wants to win so badly#anyway hello appreciate the void fae noll and his lil buddy shavuli who can turn into a spear C:#in her human form though she loves to wear hoodies instead of just like .... a skin tight suit with draping fabrics#she does wear biker shorts bc leggy.... she likes to have legs free#but she likes hoodies a lot
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i continue to be so pleased when people clock me like yes i AM a weird little lesbian thank you for noticing <3
#a coworker was asking if i was in a relarionship and he used 'she' before i did#ok the 'trans rights are human rights' shirt im wearing probably helped but STILL#him and my work mom and i think also my manager all kinds just Knew and that is the fucking best#tbf my work mom is Kinda Bisexual (though i think she said she doesn't use that label for reasons I'm not getting into here)#and my manager is either a lesbian or bi herself (i think lesbian??)#so like. same sees same or whatever#and then my OTHER coworker also was the one who i think was trying to '''subtley''' find out cus he randomly brought up like#'oh my c cousin is gay and hes cool' or whatever it was he said#but i think he's the only one who has maybe also clocked me as trans ???#anyway its a fun little thing to ME#mostly cus i dont actually hide it so its pleasabt for people to just kinda assume that way for me#shh ac
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#man i am losing my fuckign MIND like actually going clinically insane this time!#had a huge fun cry out breakdown during lunch during my therapy session today đ€Șđ€Șđ€Ș#and this bitch had the audacity to come at me exactly like iâm paying him to#iâm. genuinely distraught hahaha#heâs saying that instead of just having the longest list of diagnoses ever now PLUS c-ptsd#he thinks itâs c-ptsd causing most of the other shit#which! fine! whatever! that would be SUCH a nice way to tie everything else up and hopefully throw it away#but like i canât even get past the initial âoh babes. you have SUCH complex ptsdâ#idk idk idk idk idk idk thereâs just something so fun and wonderful about having your entire worldview upended#having lots of fun now doubling down on doubting my own perceptions and views of the world n people around me#me: listing out everything wrong with me#my therapist: yes youâve literally just handed me a list of symptoms for this. congrats#poor guy really had to recenter me like three separate times âwhy is accepting this so hard for you?â#AND iâve apparently been dissociating and not even the fun cool kind!!!#nooooooo i canât just float n leave n go somewhere else#nooooooo instead i get the super annoying barely recognizable type that feels like iâm up one and slightly to the left#SUCH bullshit#shut up sydney
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stuffâs wildinâ, my dudes
#auhxhsjahs i n c o h e r e nt rambling coming right up youâve been warned o k ie~?#so the other day i finally found out about that [redacted thing (if ykyk)]âs (thankfully outdated) mistranslator masterlist and stuff#and i googled the op of that list to see what others had to say about âem#(cuz personally i found the dudeâs tone through it all to be. pretty mean actually??)#(like h e l p tling probably isnât these peopleâs day jobs; theyâre probs just hobby tlers?? ease up my g~~~)#b u t i digress. despite having searched for the op of that post i somehow found a post by another fan tler who seemed to have vanished?#*vanished from that [redacted] tling community i mean. they just stopped uploading years ago. prolly bc their main yt channel was terminated#and they??? despite having not made a single post in almost 10 years??? seem to be alive and well in this current age?????#like yoooooooo iâve legitimately had the thought that something bad had happened to âem for y e a r s but they!!! theyâre alive!!!!!!!#they seem to have stopped tling for good but!!!!! theyâre alive!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#so i guess i can say that i went hunting for trash and found treasure instead o o o pâ#but on another note. i think gatekeeping tling isnât cool at all.#like yeah there can be some really fishy tls (including official tls a he m) but being mean about it helps no one at all#and so! thatâs why! i keep my big mouth shut whenever i see fishy tls floating about the vast open sea in front of me~~~#i mean. quite a number of those fishy tls are mine anyway. so. um. i donât have any room to say anything really ahaha~~~~#but please!!! feel free to blast my tls if youâd like!! my absolutely terrible daikirai tl is a free for all!!!!!#g o d i should really revise that soon. itâs terribly mistranslated and i cringe and wilt inside.#it is suiyoubi my dudes#well. not anymore but⊠it is still suiyoubi in my heart <3
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