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lisanamjoon · 2 years ago

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me, a photographer, at family gatherings listening to my siblings and cousins talk about having their family photos taken by other photographers

#it’s also funny bc #my cousin said i would always be her first choice for photos #especially knowing how the family has treated me #and then i find out through facebook she has a photoshoot with another photographer soon #so fuck me i guess lmao #idk if being hurt by all this is irrational or dumb #but #photography is the one single thing i know without a doubt that i am good at #i guess that’s why it hurts??? idk #i feel like i’m not making sense lol #anyway sorry if you read all this lmao 😅

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piplupod · 2 years ago

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i know the answer is greed and potentially also rising costs but why does anyone need to pay anything over $300 for a place to live. especially when its a studio apartment like... it doesn't make sense idk

#infuriating bc im rly trying to look at if its realistic for me to be alive dnfjdkl #and like. if i get on disability thats 1400 a month (2k is below the poverty line in canada and yet... 1400 is enough for disabled ppl 🤪)#but then most supportive living places want to charge me 70% of my wages (so disability+any money i make outside of that)#like. what am i supposed to use to survive then lol #how tf do u expect me to pay for groceries and transportation and other necessities. i can probably manage that but.#then theres no money left over for fun things. thats fucking miserable #thats 980 for rent. then 420 left over for Anything Other Than Rent #idk if the supportive living places even provide internet or if u have to pay that #so fuck me i guess lmao #i think i can manage like $50 a week for groceries if im careful #which does leave me $220 for anything else. but idk #if i had to pay for internet that'd be roughly $100 from what I've seen for the cheapest plans available... rough #so 120 left for whatever else. also the groceries isnt counting like.. anything other than food oops #so i guess i will just never be able to have any savings djfjdkl #like maybe if i keep my limit of spending to $50 a month for any clothing or ice creams or whatever else #art supplies or plushies or whatever else. doughnuts etc. then maybe i can squirrel away 70 a month #the 50 would also have to go towards bus tickets probably bc govmt doesnt always give u a bus pass for disability #i think u have to pay for it each month? i cant remember #god that sucks #like legit if it's going to be like that then I'd kind of rather kill myself dbdjdl that sounds miserable to me #esp since i have no irl friends and i dont think im going to be able to make any bc im so twitchy and jumpy and bad at socialising fhjdkl #idk. i dont think I'll even be approved for disability to be entirely honest. don't think im disabled enough for the govmt to approve me #so rest in peace me i guess maybe literally fjfjdkl #idk how anyone is alive anymore this is just a fucked up world and i think im tired of dealing w everything #suicide tw #pippen needs 2nd breakfast

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weaselmcdiesel · 7 months ago

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Do You Love The Color Of The 413?

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apostaterevolutionary · 10 days ago

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Okay but the thing about veilguard reviews is I don’t care what the gaming review sites think. I especially don’t care what some random ytuber who’s probably just grifting right wing nutjobs for easy money and has never actually played the games before thinks. I don’t even care what an unrelated but accomplished rpg dev thinks

The only opinions I want to hear are from 7 trustworthy sickos (affectionate) who had their brain chemistry permanently altered over a decade ago by critically hated yet loved by me specifically video game Dragon Age 2, and only after I hear those opinions will I decide if I’m buying it or not

#I do have. a prediction #but I don’t know if people really care to hear that right now #so I’m hiding it here in the tags: I think it will be good from a game perspective #but it will lack the secret sauce that makes a good DA experience #so it’ll be commercially successful but kind of a let down to long time fans #and I could be completely wrong I have no fucking idea and haven’t seen most pre release stuff lmao #but idk the choices thing… that still bugs me a lot ngl #idk how it can feel like DA like that #guess we’ll see soon enough though #text #dragon age #shut up nerd #veilguard

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softgothbabe · 20 days ago

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Messy

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thankstothe · 1 year ago

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One liners the sequel

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turrondeluxe · 2 years ago

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Aren't you tired of being silly?

Don't you wanna go apeshit?

#the first thing i draw in days and is angry as fuck mikey #LET THIS GUY BE ANGRY AS FUCK PLEASE #alsoi think itd be funny if he was the first one to curse #raph would be so angry lmao #i'll answer other asks soon i just haven't been feeling very motivated lately lol #tmnt #tmnt 2012 #tmnt 2k12 #tmnt michelangelo #tmnt mikey #tmnt 2012 michelangelo #tmnt 2012 mikey #my art #doodles #eye strain #i guess? its not for me but ive been told my color palette its pretty eye strainy lmao

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bacchuschucklefuck · 5 months ago

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pygmalion and galatea for aroace people

you should tell your friends what I look like, riz gukgak.

#fantasy high #fantasy high sophomore year #fhsy #riz gukgak #baron from the baronies #fh class quangle #class swap babeyy! bard!riz that's whats goin on!#I really need tags for these now I think lmao #ask to tag #I feel like this should be tagged something. but I dont know what #in my brain after the initial kidnapping class swap baron's thing is every time riz keeps his story abt them up in front of his friends #they get a little bit closer. they send him pictures of where they supposedly are n stuff #theres a scene in my brain only of kristen and riz on top of the van and kristen is like everything kinda sucks rn can u tell me abt baron #cause what you guys have is so nice and beautiful. and riz almost doesn't but he ultimately can't deny kristen a little peace #lmao I feel like dipping into baron stuff with the class swap is like showing my whole ass online again I just. I'm a #horror person before all else... I cant stop myself. canon baron is Great and Cool but that is kind of the thing. for a horror thing theyre #Too Cool. I think cool is kind of the neutralizer of scary. when a monster is a certain amount of cool it overrides the scary #and now u just have a Cool Monster #its so fucked for bard!riz this year bc he doesn't have an office (he's mooching off the school wifi from the AV club room lol)#so there's no buffer between adventure and home life. so baron just shows up in the strongtower apartment lmao #sophomore year bard!riz looks like a slasher protag so I just leaned into it I guess. he gets a mr. x if mr. x is made up by leon kennedy #well. its worse actually. they can show up where he is at any moment theyve proven this. but they dont #they choose to punish him slowly as he lies to his friends instead. baron is mr. x if mr. x is made up by leon and also a bitch #I think its gonna pop up if class swap baron ever speaks in a comic I do but their voice comes from like. inside their hollow face #it sounds like it's a lot deeper in there than that skull should be #tbh what I have rn is kinda like a bag of loose pieces that Can fit together into something great but I dont have the energy to #really sit down with them yet lol. Im doing this inbetween other things #it comes or it doesn't! it's fine. funny how today's bad comic day also. I wont say this is for bad comic day bc all my comics are #flawless and beautiful and perfect and awesome and beautiful and the best #but u should. if u havent drawn a comic today or at all ever u should draw a comic

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ded-lime · 1 year ago

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a thing from july

#the pale king #hollow knight #my art #i wonder if my last few post dont show up in search because theyre videos or because fuck me? i guess ill see now #edit: ok this one showed up right away lmao so its at least somewhat fault of them being videos #still cant completely exclude the second reason jgksklsdfg

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ratislatis · 9 months ago

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I'll find you. Wait for me.

hee hee hoo hoo AUUUUGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH PAIN PAIN SUFFERING PAIN IN ALL DIRECTIONS!!!! TO HELL WITH IT (LITERALLY)!!!!!!!!!

#oakworthy #dungeons and daddies #dndads #fanart #hermie the unworthy #normal oak garcia #The Normal AU #counterpoint: this could also be normal canon. pun intended #they're soulmates your honor #rip to everybody on a phone. this only looks good on pc #I haven't drawn or really even posted about normal a lot because #I guess my internal image of him doesn't really look like what the rest of the community draws him as #like I tried to do the fluffy haired normal in one of my first posts with him #(was also an oakworthy drawing LMAO)#but it didn't feel right for me. it didn't match what I saw in my brain #no disrespect to fluffy normal. shoutout to that guy #gotta be one of my favorite genders #but yknow. every artist has their own unique way of drawing the cast #and it can tell you so much about how they perceive them. so much about the artists themselves.#have you fucking looked at sage's willy stampler. the npcs series. have you looked at their fucking anything dude #have you fucking LOOKED at iersei's EVERYTHING. ESPECIALLY THEIR NORMAL HE IS SO CUTE #I went on a whole rant about dndads artists to my friend qrow the other day. because I could not physically #keep in how much I love these people in our community #would you guys think im weird if I made a post going into Extremely Concerning Detail about how much I love the artists here #I love so many artists here #its so insane. its SO insane #IM ALREWADY ON MY SOAPBOX. ARE YOU SEEING THIS SHIT #SOB #I have to do my homework #my art

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bobzora · 7 months ago

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various star rail doodles + a comic

#hsr #honkai star rail #acheron #aventurine #sunday #robin #black swan #stelle #welt #2.1 spoilers #<-lmao #do i tag everybody. i guess #tagged everyone in at least 2 drawings at least lol. went way over 5 tags so not all that useful but shrugs #my art #comics #(i dont actually use march in my acheron team. except when i had to fight aventurine because her ult is aoe lmao) (and he resists img anywa #so welt would be kindof not optimal lol)#this is my first time drawing like everybody here so bear with me. lmao. fuck drawing hoyo designs tbh

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deanofsam · 2 months ago

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it just occurred to me that some of you might have missed seeing american football player joe burrow’s suit this past june during paris fashion week, and it is my personal opinion that everyone see these images at least once in their lifetime, especially those of us with a shared interest in slutty clothes on men (fictional or otherwise). so here they are.

#not to assume!! i’m sure there are some tumblrinas into sports like myself who have seen these #but i’m just covering my bases here playing it safe #the perfect suit for a fictional character of your choice!!!#will this mean anything to anyone who isn’t me? not sure #i gasped when i first saw these images #number one bc i was like joe burrow is at fashion week? as i do like american football and was not expecting this move from him #and number two bc oh my GOD his BACK #sluttiest suit i’ve ever fucking seen #immediately i jotted it down in my head for later #i said i have so many fictional men i can put this on #anyways it was really groundbreaking for me #it might be in my head bc i like joe burrow personally but i hope this is life changing for u all as well #idk what to tag this??#just fictional men i think it would look good on i guess #and why not i’ll tag joe burrow bc i know there ARE joe burrow fans on this app just maybe not running in the circles i’m in #joe burrow #sam winchester #dean winchester #anakin skywalker #will graham #obi wan kenobi #obi-wan kenobi #bruce wayne #sorry bruce wayne was random lmao #idk everyone just tag hot ur own hot men #my post

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jvzebel-x · 1 year ago

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here's an update for all the "tOuRiSm iS fOr ThE pEoPlE" fucks. always remember that the second anyone steps foot on that land in the name of "tourism" or any other haole institution, that is colonizing&that person is a fucking explicit modern colonizer who made the conscious decision to be one and has spent a lot of fucking money on that trip to get their title. only that kine want more of their kin there-- don't pretend that shit is for anyone else.

drop dead of spontaneous combustion specifically, not even the sharks would want that pīlau fucking meat.

#video footage of haole families already in burnt wasteland is so fucking dystopic its almost funny #'funny' in the way of 'i might have rabies bc im foaming at the mouth lol'. bc fuck if i wouldnt literally #rip these ppl to fucking shreds. god bless whoever took the pics&vids bc i couldnt havd held my tongue.#you know we're all fucked when the governor is holding private back-chamber business-only meetings #to decide to open a fire wasteland two months after 1000+ ppl were killed&where ppl are still looking for remains to tourism #&it honestly seems so much less disgusting bc theres literally footage of haole families already disregarding any form of boundaries.#like this is what we've come to lmao.#i have so. much. violence. in me&no where to put it lmao. i want to go home. i miss home so bad. i am so fucking homesick.#i think the next person who responds to finding out im from hawaii w anecdotes of their trip there will probably get knocked out.#like i dont actually think i should be held responsible for that first hit. anything after is fair game tho i guess.#undescribed

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tangledinink · 1 month ago

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im just saying that some of the people on this godforsaken webbed site would probably not survive watching siblings/young children interact irl

#do yall realize how little boundaries a five year old has bro #especially since they literally do not even understand the conCEPt of romance or sexuality????#fun fact me and my actual real life twin brother used to kiss each other on the mouth in preschool #coz it made all the other kids laugh and they'd dare us #and omg guess what? that was... wait for it... fuCKING NORMAL AND NOT AN ISSUE #yes i am rolling my eyes at the stupid bettertwin thing lmao #i hate the extent to which internet culture tries to make everything sanitized and adhere to RULES #that... dont even apply or make sense in the real world #“their tongues touched its TCEST--”#lmao they literally burst into tears five seconds later first of all #so if it is tcest then damn theyve got some relationship issues to work out i fucking guess #and also more importantly #holy shit touch grass #vent

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rocketbirdie · 3 months ago

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