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hello! I hope this isn't a weird question, but how do you pronounce your name? ^^
Oh not at all! It’s like kinda like the name emelie or emilia but like the emi in Emilia and then elie from emelie
(Actually I forgot y’all pronounce emilia different so more like the mi in midigation)
So emilie or emi lee
Tbh tho if ur struggling just go for emil
#me#my name#is rlly uncommon ngl#so don’t worry too much#if you’re not getting it#lmfao#or at least it is in my country#i mean some ppl just call me Emily cuz it’s easier#n basically the American v of my name#or more like I have the Icelandic version#of an American name#n it’s somehow pronounced differently Lmfao
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Should anyone come looking, I am dealing with a crisis. It’s a rather mundane crisis in the scheme of possibilities, and I’m not in physical danger or injured.
I am however completely overwhelmed and unable to socialise.
I’ll be dealing with this crisis for, rough estimate, 6 weeks. Then recovery for an unknown amount of time, depending.
This is not to worry anyone, it’s to assure you that my distance is not a lack of care or want to interact.
See you on the other side, take care of yourselves until then.
#personal#not ILD#going on hiatus right before now was either amazing timing or fuckin cursed me#last year was also like one crisis after another#at least no one’s dead this time (knock on wood)#anyway I just wanted to fucking write for fucks sake and now hiatus might just be dealing with fucking bullshit while autistic and disabled#my sister was like ‘well when I’m going through it I think at least I’m not bored’#(can you tell we all have ADHD?)#and like I wasn’t fucking bored I was greatly engaged I was having a lovely time just writing and talking to people and seeing my friends#and now everything is… I mean it’s my cat and three of my friends and my housing and their housing and I ONLY SIGNED UP FOR SURGERY AIDE#and like explaining it would take more spoons than I have bc it’s complicated-ish#i am still writing a little bc if I don’t write I’ll die like a shark that needs to keep moving to breathe#just you know… on my phone which is not great or as fast but it’s something#… it’s slightly awkward to complain online now when I first started no one knew me esp no one irl#ah well#I’m pretty adamant I’m not gonna let myself fucking die until I finish this fucking fic#so don’t worry too much
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what's it like being 30?
eh, not that different from 25
worst thing is feeling like you still haven’t gotten your life in order even as the clock keeps going
best thing… honestly i dunno. my facial hair is finally coming in faster and at an even rate? 😭
i do feel a lot more mature, but i’m not sure if that’s because i’m older or just because i’ve done enough stupid shit to finally start learning from it
#wish i could give a less nebulous answer#but i’m sure it varies wildly from person to person#so don’t worry too much
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Happy Birthday Baz Pitch! Never forget you were brought to this world with love.
(Also, happy birthday to the one and only @rainbowrowell)
#Happy birthday Baz Pitch#I love you so much#memories of his last birthday with Natasha#but don’t worry#he’s not sad and lonely anymore#he has love and affection#specially from me and one called Simon I guess#natasha pitch#headcanon he used to received flowers in his birthday#why? because I love flowers and Baz too#simon snow#snowbaz#baz pitch#fanart#letraspal#carry on#illustration#book characters#carry on fanart#rainbow rowell
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Prompt 277
Danny would be pouting, but this? This is actually kind of hilarious. He’d be laughing his ass off if he could, but allows himself to shriek excitedly around the binky in his mouth. Jordan on the other hand has no such thing stopping him, letting out his own toddler cackle as something bursts into flames.
Their current caretaker- Clockwork’s nephew apparently, who is on babysitting duty for the next couple of decades- coos, and then they’re off again. Someone had apparently wanted their sort-of-Fraid-member to go to a meeting despite him informing them he’d be unavailable.
So of course he- and the three of them and Ms. Teekl the cat- just had to set the whole place on fire. You honestly can’t be that rude! It’s like, not exactly maternity leave, but something similar- don’t make fun of him he’s stuck with a toddler-brain right now!
(All three of them would’ve had completely toddler minds if not for the fact that they were partially made from ectoplasm)
Really, it was perfectly normal for them to set the building aflame and disappear into another dimension, even if maybe not for humans. Everyone knew you didn’t try to mess with a nesting Realms being! Especially if they weren’t fully Fraid yet. Honestly it’s all the idiots’ fault.
#Prompts#DCxDP#DPxDC#Deaged Danny#Deaged Ellie#Deaged Dan#Halfas are like phoenixes in the fact they have to rebuild their flesh bodies too#So off to another dimension so they don’t have to worry about their own world#Klarion with triplet children: This is going to cause so much Chaos >:3#Space Core Danny#Moon Core Ellie#Sun Core Dan#Klarion: I shall bond with my baby cousins#Realms beings have a very group-orientated idea towards care of ghostlings#The DC world is the equivalent of the daycare world for a bunch of primordial beings#JL: Okay the chaos lord is acting strange wtf do we do-#Jordan Ellie & Danny chanting Fireball in ghost speak:#klarion the witchboy#So many misunderstandings because no one asks Klarion lol#klarion the witch boy#klarion bleak#klarion
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perhaps the most important question i’ve ever asked:
does anyone have tips for people trying to stop being chronically late to everything in the world that aren’t weirdly judgmental and aggressive or flat out lies
#when i tell you every single resource i’ve ever found or tried to get through or anyone i’ve ever asked#has been just so. mean about it#not even intentionally#not always at least#but there’s so much inherent shame tied to being late to things or being a person who used to be late to things#that i don’t think people can untie that from their ‘helpful tips’#it’s all ‘i used to also be a lazy uncaring piece of shit! you don’t have to be a horrible wretched loser anymore!’ and it’s like. okay.#you see how that’s not helping. right.#making me feel worse about it is NEVER helpful. i promise you i already have tortured myself over it FARRR more than any ‘on time’ person#ever had#this has been a comic i’ve been stewing on for ages as well but. well there’s of course the shame#idk it’s something that people are always despicably mean about bc fundamentally people who have never struggled with it#see it as a personal choice to be late#and as something one needs to just ‘try harder’ to fix. and that if you don’t#you inherently don’t care about other people’s time or even other people in general#and that feels horrible! it feels really bad!!#i mean i’ve got it from EVERYONE. disability allies. other adhd folks. disability resource offices#it’s something that nobody ever cares to acknowledge or try to accommodate for#bc time blindness and exec dysfunction are NEVER taken seriously as disabilities. they’re always always viewed as a personal failing#and i’m sick and tired of it. bc all this does is make people struggling with this Hate themselves#and worry endlessly that maybe they Are selfish and actually Don’t care about anyone else#there’s a bit too much here to keep in the tags i should really do the comic for adhd awareness month
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Mikey and Leo episode centered around Mikey wanting to push Leo and Draxum together since Leo’s the most reluctant to give Draxum any grace (for good reason!) But, thinking on the spot, Leo says he’s gotta go do something for Hueso and “just can’t hang out right now 😔” (yes, he says the emoji out loud.)
Mikey calls his bluff and now the three of them (Mikey having grabbed a weary Draxum along) go to Hueso’s to find that yes, he actually does have a job for him. Said job asks for Leo to go with Hueso to deliver multiple pizzas to this giant yokai quite a distance away, and Hueso figured it would probably go better with Leo’s help (emphasis on probably.)
Well, Mikey decides that this would be a great bonding opportunity for them and basically invites he and Draxum along. Unfortunately for Leo, Hueso doesn’t care enough to wave away more help, though he does side-eye the wanted criminal Baron Draxum coming with them. But who is he to judge? (This choice has consequences.)
The journey goes about as terribly as you’d expect, but at least the pizzas get delivered on time.
#rottmnt#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#rottmnt mikey#rottmnt leo#rottmnt draxum#rottmnt hueso#listen you don’t understand#imagine mikey trying to get leo to accept draxum as a father figure only for this to push leo to purposefully turn to Hueso instead#idk I love when this accidental flaw of Mikey’s is explored and I think it meshes well with Leo’s own AND fits nicely with their dynamic#100% this ends with Leo & Hueso bonding and Mikey & Draxum bonding and Mikey & Leo bonding and even Hueso & Mikey a bit#but notably only a little Draxum & Leo - because it’s important that Leo isn’t forced to accept him imo#Leo realizing during all his denials of Draxum that oh you know who he DOES think of as family? Hueso#Draxum is trying mainly for Mikey’s sake#Hueso is too tired to care about all this family drama but is reluctantly worried about Pepino#Mikey just wants one big happy family because - that’s just easier y’know?#he tries so hard to work with everyone’s emotions that he just wants things to be easy for once#he wants love and family to be easier than it is - than has BEEN lately#gimme that heart to heart Mikey & Leo moment in this regard#by the end Leo DOES raise Draxum up a bit from ‘complete distrust’ to ‘mild side-eye’#but it’s a long ways off if he ever gets pushed into the family tier#and also#SO MUCH SLAPSTICK COMEDY and sarcastic comedy in this episode fr#and if you’re wondering-#yes they DO fight the Yokai monster they’re delivering the pizzas to#but they get paid so it’s whatever#kinda wanna attempt to copy the style of the show and make fake screenshots of this ‘episode’ ngl
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glam sisters the types to sing “she wolf” at karaoke and fight over who gets to do the howls
(commissions open)
#boys art#comic#helluva boss#mammon#glitz#glam#vivziepop#this is based off dbza dialogue#this why i don’t be writing my own so much#also I worried I made mammon too small at first but nah lol
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I’m currently hyperfixated rereading Ftfo and can barely do any drawing but I’m trying!!! ‘^’ Designs are easier to draw for some reason so might see only those for a bit T-T
anyways have my version of Lord Lunar’s Gemini! They get fun new outfits!!!
#my artwork#fnaf#tsams#tsams au#tsams Lord lunar au#tsams castor#tsams pollux#tsams gemini#laes castor#laes pollux#laes gemini#the lunar and earth show#tlaes au#tlaes#little rant incoming#feel free to ignore#bro I’m recognizing the difference between a fun interest and a hyperfication and it’s not fun#I really wanna finish rereading ftfo but i keep having to force myself to be like ‘Take a break#go draw and such’ ect#because I’m just not moving for such long periods of time and I physically have to force my brain to stop skipping lines because I genuinely#can’t focus#and#if I stop for too long I’m so worried I’ll lose interest#want to finish ftfo but hyperfication is so bad#T-T#anyways#drink some fucking water#y’all#(don’t worry to much about me btw I’m doing okay and still taking care of myself just a lil frustrated)#(oh and ftfo is an undertale fanfic btw For the Forgotten Ones by I’m_Sorry_Buddy on Ao3 it’s freaking awesome)
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Sometimes you have an idea for a story that makes you think “….That can’t be right. I’m not that fucked in the head, am I?”
#don’t worry#I’m an adult#who understands that thoughts are not actions#and I’ve read/watched way too much horror#so I know where it comes from#but people who aren’t into horror#will make the sign of the cross#even if they aren’t Christian
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dream visit (nostalgia) - a 2nd anniversary katfl comic
#wooo wooo yayyyy uayyy happy anniversary#happy birthday elfilin and elfilis my beloveds#kirby#wybs art#elfilin#fecto elfilis#idk if i should tag this as forgo#katfl#LOTS of talking abt this piece in the tags below#i wanted to do some kinda thing and I got this idea for a comic#so i just kinda went in and did it messy#not really worrying too much about how it looked#and I like how it came out I think#even if elfilin looks kinda bad at some parts#kind of a sequel to my old dream visit post?#that one I gave elfilis/forgo the tunic script but I didn’t feel like doing it this time#this one i was kinda thinking about like. ok#identity and stuff and how it differs for them#i know forgo and elfilis are 2 separate entities#but i like drawing elfilis#so i think in this dream scenario where they can kinda be whatever#they’d show themself as elfilis#because that’s what they are trying to become again anyways#and really elfilin is only a small part of the whole#so forgo IS far more ‘elfilis’ than elfilin would be#similarly they just keep saying ‘i’ whereas elfilin sees that form and thinks ‘we’#forgo being kind of self centered: they don’t need elfilin to achieve their goals#that being destruction which elfilin would inhibit#except they do to actually become elfilis again#idk whatever I should stop talking
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The fact that the Krew pretty much immediately accepted that Kremy just loves unicorns at the start of the campaign warms my little heart
Think about it. Everyone was just like “Oh! We didn’t know you loved unicorns Kremy! That’s so sweet!” and no one thought to stop and make fun of him for it. Like Gricko could have easily teased him or Frost could have made some dry yet cutting remark about it but no
They just got right on board with the fact that Kremy’s always had this deep seated love for unicorns and was too afraid to say anything until then
Kremy’s obviously embarrassed about his decelerations right at first but quickly starts saying he loves unicorns with his whole chest as they enter the Witchlight carnival like
In my headcanon, Kremy did indeed always have a love for unicorns deep down (cause even after they left the carnival, Kremy still loves unicorns) but wouldn’t ever say anything about it because god forbid he look soft or weak, but then his found family just immediately jumped on board with his love for the mythical creatures and he figured out “oh. This ain’t so bad. If they still respect me, then whatever else anyone thinks doesn’t matter” and happily declared it for anyone to hear
#legends of avantris#ouaw#gideon coal#kremy lecroux#morning frost#gricko grimgrin#the krew loves each other way too much#like they’re soul bonded somehow#in my mind anyways#don’t like it? *blows a raspberry at you and runs away*#no but fr#Kremy being worried the guys would think less of him if they knew too much about him#Kremy has a violently soft side to him argue with a wall about it?#so when they just accept his love for unicorns he realizes ‘oh shit this is it for me. this is my family’
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Ichigo: So how old are you, anyway?
Grimmjow: Hell if I know. Pretty sure I didn’t experience time the same way you do when I was an adjuchas, and fuck trying to remember anything from before I was a Gillian.
Ichigo: Adjuchas. Right. Which one is that again?
Grimmjow: Goddamn, is there anything in that head of yours, Kurosaki? Or are you really just here to look pretty and bash things with your sword?
Ichigo: I don’t just bash things with my sword, asshole. And what do you mean— *realizes what Grimmjow said* *ichigo.exe has stopped working*
Grimmjow: Yeah, that’s what I figured.
#king’s court#bleach#grimmichi#this isn’t so much an incorrect quote as it is me imagining dialogue for my latest one shot#in this house we don’t think too hard about how old Grimmjow would realistically be#ichigo is also not thinking about it too hard don’t worry about it#no but really it’s like twilight. Edward and Bella. worrying about the ethics of love interest who’s decades older than the mc but immortal#sort of pales in comparison to the vampire/hollow part of it y’know?#not that I’ve ever actually seen twilight#this is getting off track ignore me
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“Shhh.. you’re safe, Billy. The monsters are gone.”
#some calicheer to heal the soul#this is extremely self indulgent#if you don’t like it please ignore it#calicheer#billy hargrove#billy x chrissy#I’m going back to my steddie bs soon no worries#I just love them so so much and they would be perfect together#okay bye#sketchy mess#don’t look at it too long#first time drawing Billy so cut me some slack
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It’s been some time and Dustin and Steve go to see Wayne. Maybe he is moving out of Hawkins and they go to help with packing or maybe they just wanna check on him and he is reminiscing Eddie. Either way he has punch of old photos out. School photos, birthdays, first concerts, various different types from different ages.
One photo really catches Steve’s eye tho. It’s a group photo from the early 70s, taken in the summer. Steve asks Wayne “Why do you have this?”, seemingly little shocked and bewildered by the photo. Wayne looks at the photo and smiles telling it was taken in a summer camp Eddie once went. “That’s my boy” Wayne tells pointing one kid among the others. Dustin also looks at the photo and smiles. It seems like a good and happy memory.
So Wayne and Dustin get little puzzled when they hear choked sob coming from Steve. He is trying to hold it together but not really succeeding, his hands in his hair pulling so hard it can’t be comfortable. Just walking away from them now, fighting the tears. Rather weird and strong reaction for a mere summer camp photo, especially coming from Steve… Till you take a little closer look at the photo.
Because yes, with his buzz cut hair and thousand watt smile there’s little Eddie. Little Eddie who has his arm over another kid’s shoulder, pulling closer a little boy with a sweet smile, chestnut hair and tiny moles dotted on his face.
#steve harrington#dustin henderson#eddie munson#wayne munson#stranger things#steddie#it’s Steddie cuz they my star crossed lovers#used all the tissues while crying over this hc sorry about that#feel free to end me 💖✨#sad headcanon#I have something sweeter too guys don’t worry I’ve just been lazy and need to write it down#it’s just all in my brain atm#also if you don’t understand this one : Steve was in the photo with Eddie#childhood friends AU#kinda#Steve owns the same photo#remembers the summer camp and the boy he had so much fun with but didn’t realize it was Eddie until now#angst
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Lord imagine Irep taunting Peri in the early stages of him being captured. As much as I love this ship I also love the bitter enemies.
I got carried away with this one. Angst below my friends. Angst below.
Irep doing and saying anything to make Peri as miserable as possible in his final moments. Dev in tow.
Just to stop coming all together when he realises Peri is too far gone for it to even hurt him anymore. Dev suggesting they go back to rub it in Peris face somemore only to be met with a bored look and a “no point his mind is to far gone for it to really hurt him now.” Or something
Irep just bored of it. While Peris only time seeing anyone else was when Irep and Dev came by. He is just alone now. Nothing to distract him from the fact hes going to die alone in a cage. Maybe he was trying to keep it together cause Dev was present. But now fully alone, knowing himself that hes probably not even worth it to Irep. Knowing that must mean hes close to dying. Maybe he wished the pain was more blinding. More mind numbing so he couldn’t think like Irep probably thought. Maybe he doesn’t want to think about how hes never gonna see his family again.
Maybe Dev can sneak a peak at this state of complete misery? Maybe Peri having a little sob begging for it to be over. Just a nice quite little moment of loosing all hope? Curled up in on himself in the middle of the floor where Irep last tossed him about. Quietly begging for someone to come back. To not be all alone. Even if he gets hurt some more. Even if they taunt him. To just not be alone.
I wonder how a 10 year old would react to that. Probably trying to be bitter. Sneaking away again. Finding his dad. Telling himself that it’s the only way to get his dad to love him. Constantly repeating in his mind that it’s Peris fault for failing him. For his rules. Knowing deep down. In is heart that isnt true but theres nothing he can do.
#more where this came from too#if yall think I am even close to done with torturing Peri then you are wrong#I have so much more#I have written for danny phantom so be ready for vivisection and gore galore my friends#ill tag properly though no worries#I just really wanna get peri in that medical table asap but I can’t figure out if the character I picked would actually do it#I mean since when do I care about whats in character though lol but I really like this guy and his relationship potential with Peri#and no I don’t mean irep#fop a new wish#angst#fop peri#fairly odd parents a new wish#fairly oddparents#fop dev#peri fairywinkle cosma#peri fop#prompt post#fop irep#irep fairly oddparents#angst angst angst#idk how to do tw tags#tw torture#putting that cause it’s implied
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