#sad headcanon

[cloversplace]

another sad headcanon bc I like torturing y’all ☺️

after the Curtis parents deaths any time the gang wants to watch a movie together Two-bit, Steve, Johnny, and Dally scour around to make sure there’s no car crash scene in the movie. One time six of them were in the living room. (Darry was working late that night) watching some western movie. There was a scene about halfway through where there was a car crash, specifically one involving a train. The room went silent, when the others looked back at the Curtis brothers, Soda was sobbing. Tears racing down his face, he ended up bawling for hours in Steve’s arms. Ponyboy had an absolutely terrible panic attack, y’know the train colliding into that car he saw in his nightmare in the movie? Yea, that was the scene he saw that night. It took Johnny almost an hour just to get Pony to breathe normally, Ponyboy either did pass out or came very close to it. It got to the point even Steve and Dally were really worried. Soda cried until he passed out from exhaustion, not waking up until the next morning, and Pony had such bad nightmares he didn’t sleep for three whole days afterwards, and had paralyzing nightmares every night for a solid month. After that the rest of the gang started reading about movies before they watched them.

I’m sorry.

[twobitsblade]

“suddenly it wasn’t only a personal thing to me. i could picture hundreds and hundreds of boys living on the wrong sides of cities, boys with black eyes who jumped at their own shadows. hundreds of boys who maybe watched sunsets and looked at stars and ached for something better. i could see boys going down under street lights because they were mean and tough and hated the world, and it was too late to tell them that there was still good in it, and they wouldn’t believe you if you did. it was too vast a problem to be just a personal thing. there should be some help, someone should tell them before it was too late. someone should tell their side of the story, and maybe people would understand then and wouldn’t be so quick to judge a boy by the amount of hair oil he wore. it was important to me.”

[apollosothertwin]

Artemis might have been the only one who showed that they were happy when Apollo became a god again, but she is happy for the wrong reasons. She believes that Apollo is now safe and is happy because of that, but she also now thinks Apollo is back in Zeus’ good graces. Apollo is never actually on Zeus’ good side, but because she does not know about the abuse she thinks everything will be good now.

[mo0ns-and-stars]

I read a headcanon that our lovely sunshine James potter was actually supposed to have a little sibling that never made it into this world and that's why he's so protective of Sirius and the others.

I'm not okay

https://archiveofourown.org/works/52605949

[ahfrickenfrick]

hey did you guys know that alfred and jason share a birthday on august 16th

so don’t think about how alfred finally found a good enough reason to celebrate on his birthday, only for it to be taken away

don’t think about alfred waking up every august 16th to an over excited child, bubbling about shared birthdays and wishes, now only to be met with the cold darkness of the early morning

don’t think about alfred now spending his birthday at a grave, dutifully cleaning the headstone of a child

[missjashin]

It’s been some time and Dustin and Steve go to see Wayne. Maybe he is moving out of Hawkins and they go to help with packing or maybe they just wanna check on him and he is reminiscing Eddie. Either way he has punch of old photos out. School photos, birthdays, first concerts, various different types from different ages.

One photo really catches Steve’s eye tho. It’s a group photo from the early 70s, taken in the summer. Steve asks Wayne “Why do you have this?”, seemingly little shocked and bewildered by the photo. Wayne looks at the photo and smiles telling it was taken in a summer camp Eddie once went. “That’s my boy” Wayne tells pointing one kid among the others. Dustin also looks at the photo and smiles. It seems like a good and happy memory.

So Wayne and Dustin get little puzzled when they hear choked sob coming from Steve. He is trying to hold it together but not really succeeding, his hands in his hair pulling so hard it can’t be comfortable. Just walking away from them now, fighting the tears. Rather weird and strong reaction for a mere summer camp photo, especially coming from Steve… Till you take a little closer look at the photo.

Because yes, with his buzz cut hair and thousand watt smile there’s little Eddie. Little Eddie who has his arm over another kid’s shoulder, pulling closer a little boy with a sweet smile, chestnut hair and tiny moles dotted on his face.

[turn-my-hollow-purple]

Sad AOT Headcanons

there is no rhyme or reason to these, I'm just sad and wanted to make myself... more sad... <3

Eren: He still hears his mother’s screams in his nightmares, and no matter how much he accomplishes, it never feels like enough to make up for not being able to save her and he can never block them out.

Mikasa: She sometimes forgets that Eren is gone. She’ll turn to make a comment or expect him to be there, only for reality to hit her like a wave.

Armin: He has long conversations with Eren in his head, debating and arguing as if they were still kids. Sometimes, he wins, and sometimes, Eren's voice just fades away.

Jean: He still draws sometimes, but every face he sketches is of someone he lost.

Connie: Every time he hears someone laugh like Sasha, he turns his head instinctively, only to be crushed by the realization that she’s gone.

Sasha: She sometimes had nightmares of being back in the woods with that little girl she saved, only in the dreams, she fails.

Levi: He refuses to sleep in comfortable beds because they remind him of the ones his comrades never got the chance to rest in.

Erwin: He never allowed himself to have personal happiness because deep down, he believed he didn’t deserve it until he uncovered the truth.

Hange: They sometimes talk to Moblit, as if he’s still standing beside them, because the silence without him is unbearable.

Annie: She used to hum a lullaby to herself in the crystal, a song her father sang to her when she was little, just to keep herself from going insane.

Bertholdt: He always felt like a ghost, like no one really saw him for who he was, and in the end, he truly became one.

Reiner: He keeps a journal where he writes letters to the people he’s lost, apologizing to each one, and suicide notes.

Historia: She still wonders if her mother ever really loved her, or if she was just an inconvenience from the start.

Ymir: In her final moments, she wasn’t afraid of dying—she was afraid that no one would remember she existed.

[httpscameron]

dean who sees john in the mirror.

dean who cant sleep without a weapon nearby.

dean who finds it hard to spend too much time apart from sam incase something happens to him and he cant save him.

dean who cant look at sam for too long without thinking hes failed him in someway.

dean who doesnt allow himself to fall in love because a good hunter prioritises hunting not some silly little fantasy. especially not with a boy (destiel you have my heart)

dean who only got weapons off john growing up and assumed he cared but he was creating a solider in him

dean who wishes he could be normal but knows hes being ridiculous for thinking that could ever happen

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[archiveofthelibrarian]

One really heartbreaking concept that I have is that Elros, since he was going to be a Man anyways, grew up faster than Elrond. Imagşne this, they are together all through their lives, they shared a womb, their rooms, any food they ate yet they cannot share the same fate. Elros grows, he grows and he wisens and Elrond stays the small annd naive and angry, at the world at and at Elros, for leaving him alone. Only when Elros passes does he realize has never spent much time with his brother, always angry, always naive, and lives in regret of it for the rest of his eternal life.

[all-da-ladies-luv-leoo]

Sad Headcanon

The night after the Battle of Manhattan was the first night that there were more beds than campers in the Hermes cabin

[lawielvspd]

I'm sad as hell so I come to bring you sad stuff

- Avalon suffers from phantom pain in his wings due to Darkar's torture, it is very likely that he ripped off feather by feather just to make Avalon suffer, that is why it's very rare to see him use his wings.

- Avalon will likely be the first to die, Palladium is only 56 years old and his race is one known for living a long time, and when Avalon dies, Palladium will live the rest of his life alone. (Plus Palladium is going to be Avalon's first and last love "Till Death Do Us Part" 😕)

- Palladium suffers from constant headaches because his hearing is very sensitive and the constant noise suffocates him. (When the battle to defend Alfea ended, he had to stay in bed for at least a week due to the damage the noise caused to his hearing.)

- It is very obvious that before Palladium evolved, he had a very bad time because none of his students respected him, he constantly wondered if he was good enough to be a teacher.

-After the problem with the fake Avalon and how creepy he was (you know what I mean), the first few weeks the students distrusted and looked at Avalon badly, making him feel nervous and overwhelmed most of the time.

- Yes, Avalon has nightmares ALL the time, they make him wake up sweaty, and sometimes he cries at night.

- Palladium is a very good friend, he will never put his own problems ahead of others' problems, EVER. ( yw what that means 🥺)

Anyways, Love u guys!!!💗💗

[cloversplace]

Sad outsiders headcanon:

After few years after Dally died Darry became a cop, Pony hated him for it a first. Why would his brother choose to be a part of the same team of Socs that carelessly gunned down his friend? But Darry chose to be a cop for that same reason, to be the voice of reason on his team, to make sure no other kids ended up like Dallas. By becoming a cop he wanted to remove the bias in the police department, he wanted to have greasers trust law enforcement again instead of trying to handle everything themselves.

@staygoldspiiderrah @magefelixir @natur3sf1rstgr33n @marciavalance @sonnysimagination @polishravagingasexual

[twobitsblade]

i like to imagine that ponyboy finds and picks matching flowers for the gravestones of johnny and dallas, because he knows that johnny was the only thing dallas ever loved.

[apollosothertwin]

when apollo has visions of the possible futures his eyes flash green and he can get really bad headaches

[mo0ns-and-stars]

I like to think that Sirius saw Peter as second chance for him to be a good older brother. To redeem himself for what he felt he did wrong with Regulus. Only to ultimately be betrayed by him and loose him to the death eaters aswell.

Little did he know he actally never failed Regulus in the first place.

[jasthesilliest]

travis phelps headcanons

travis is actually agnostic, but hides it

he has heterochromia, but he wears colorized contacts to hide it

travis has dyscalculia

he has MANY fears including, hemophobia, phonophobia, claustrophobia, nyctophobia, and catagelophobia

he has a secret phone to text sal with

he bleached his hair to look less like his dad

bruises SUPER easily

he’s a compulsive liar, like sometimes can’t help it; he’ll lie over small stuff

sadder headcanons

his dad “punishes him” for small stuff like not doing his chores correctly, not getting home fast enough, etc

dad not only physically abuses him but verbally abuses him, denies him food, locks him in the basement/attic, makes him sleep outside entirely, and sometimes SA him

his mother isn’t present anymore, but when she was travis would take SO many hits for her

travis is like SUPER skinny.. like insanely skinny. you can legit see his ribs ( mainly hides it by wearing baggy clothes )

he tried self harm as a form of relief and when people didn’t notice ( mainly because of his other cuts and bruises and stuff ) it worsened it for him

was weirded out when sal was being nice to him because he’s genuinely never had someone other than his mother care for him