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‘why is it, that whenever we see each other, you’re always covered in blood?’
for our boy din 🥹
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character: Din Djarin (The Mandalorian)
prompt: "Why is it that whenever we see each other, you're always covered in blood?"
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You woke to the sound of a fist pounding against your front door in endless succession. You sat up straight in bed, your eyes widened as you instinctively reached for the blaster on your bedside table. After taking a few breaths to steady yourself and gather your bearings, you dared to tiptoe out of your bed and make a slow approach towards the door.
The knocking continued. You lifted your blaster and pushed ahead, only pausing once you were close enough to reach the tiny, sliding peephole that would give you a glimpse of who was outside.
Expecting the worst, a quiet gasp passed through your lips as soon as you caught the shine of silver armor.
You lowered your blaster and opened the door. It slid aside to reveal Din's full form, his weight shifting between his feet as his visor gave you an obvious once-over.
"Are you okay?" Din's modulated voice was breathless.
You huffed and raised your brow. "I'm fine." Giving him a similar once-over, your heart rate picked up at the sight of crimson smeared upon various parts of his armor, most notably his cuirass. You kept your tone light as you spoke again. "Why is it that whenever we see each other, you're always covered in blood?"
Din exhaled, taking a step closer to lift his gloved hand to the side of your neck. "I'd rather it be on me than on you."
He glanced over his shoulder, the leather by your neck groaning as he gently tightened his grasp. Din lowered his hand to your shoulder and lifted the other to your arm, guiding you back inside your home. He paused, however, to let his visor meet your gaze.
"Can I come in?"
You chuckled and pulled him inside with you. "You don't need permission to come inside, Din."
Din didn't respond to that. Instead, he focused on making sure your door was secured closed behind him. Your chest tightened.
"What's going on, Din?"
The strain in your voice caused Din to face you again. He tilted his helmet in a slow, soft motion. "I'm sorry for scaring you." Din gestured with his helmet to your bedroom door. "You didn't answer your comm."
You raised a single eyebrow. "I was asleep." You gave the pauldron with his mudhorn signet a playful punch. "Some of us don't pick fights in the middle of the night."
Din huffed. "Right."
You gave him a more obvious once-over. "Is this your blood, or someone else's?"
Din's hands tightened into fists. "Which would you prefer?"
"Take a guess."
Din closed whatever distance was left between the two of you, cradling your face in his gloved hands as he nodded. "I'm fine." His helmet gently fell against your forehead. "And thankfully, you are, too."
Your brow wrinkled together, your voice no more than a whisper as you searched the empty void of his visor. "What happened, Din?"
Din sighed, his armored shoulders falling forward as he did so. "I don't think I've been careful enough."
You blinked at him. "What do you mean?"
Din lifted his helmet from your head and gave it an aimless shake. "In the search for my covert. Doing these jobs and giving them too much insight about what I'm looking for."
He paused. You lifted your hand to his beskar cheek, running your thumb along the curved ridge in the handcrafted metal.
"I just finished a job, and they wanted more from me that we hadn't agreed upon. I was about to leave when they..." Din took another soft breath, "mentioned your name."
Your eyes widened. After a few heartbeats, you recovered enough to speak. "How?"
Din shook his head again. "I don't know. I've never, ever told anyone about you. About us." His visor fell. "Like I said before, I must've slipped up somehow, become too careless in looking for information. But I'll stop." He looked at you again. "Because it's not worth risking you."
You clicked your tongue. "Din..."
He continued before you could finish. "I killed them all, everyone who heard your name." Din's voice wavered. "Hopefully, that means you're safe. But I didn't know for sure until I got here."
"Din." You held his helmet between both your hands, lifting your brow again to convey your severity. After a brief pause, you went on. "You shouldn't stop searching for your people just because of this."
Din shifted his weight between his feet. "But..."
"No." You remained firm. "I knew what I was risking the day we started this." You gestured with your gaze to your blaster, which you had set on a nearby table when you reentered. "And I can protect myself, too. Even if they had shown up, you know I could've put up a fight."
Din exhaled, but he ultimately nodded. "I know."
You smiled. "Good."
You lowered a hand to the lip of his helmet, your fingertips running along the exposed skin and scruff beneath until they caught on the seam of the cowl at his neck.
"Thank you for doing what you did to keep me safe." You tugged the material down enough to set a soft kiss upon the warmth of his skin. Din inhaled, a sweet breath you could hear from within his helmet. "Now, let's get your armor cleaned and get you in bed. We can figure out the rest in the morning."
Din nodded, his hand catching your elbow when you set a hand upon his cuirass.
"And next time?" You chuckled. "Please try to show up without all that blood on you."
Din also chuckled, nodding once again before he escorted you to the safety and security of a bedroom you considered to be just as much his as it was your own.
#so anyways i started screaming bc i love him!#din djarin#the mandalorian#din djarin x reader#the mandalorian x reader#din djarin fanfiction#din djarin fic#the mandalorian fanfiction#the mandalorian fic#prompts#dindjarindiaries
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he probably broke up a few fights between fitz and crozier right? probably? that's the only excuse i have for this
#the heron giveth#the terror#john bridgens#HI EVERY BODY *SCREAMS*#why does everything i draw come out so dark. oh well whatever#nobody from my little terror era was around when i was drawing hope magnusarchives drenched in blood and so nobody knows about#my weird fixation. on men. drenched in blood#and for the fact that i love bridgens so much i thought god. you know what would make him even better? blood#obviously.#so there you go i have had this rattling around in my brain for days and it finally released itself from my brain#i had so much to do today and im starting my errands so late because i had to get this out of my system so take it bc i have to LEAVE#to tell you the truth i can see myself getting better as an artist the more i draw these characters#theyre unlocking skills im proud of how this came out despite the sheer lust you can tell i was experiencing while making it#ANYWAYS . youre welcome mutuals
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twelfth night is not a Shakespeare I have read or seen but now I’m a bit terrified of ever consuming it. I definitely would never touch that audio drama with a 10 foot pole though (so so tempting. I might give in)
i was normal about twelfth night and held many normal emotions about it i really liked it for being this fun very messy queer drama until i listened to david tennant malvolio which ruined my life i cannot stress enough all of my evil derangements are because of david tennant malvolio if he had not done any of that i would have been FINE
#YOU CAN HEARRRRR the heartbreak and desperation in dt malvolio's voice#you can picture his expression so clearly whem olivia says to him 'but out of question 'tis maria's hand'#the 'i'll be revenged on the whole pack of you' line reading made me lose my fucking MIND#i guess this is the biggest weakness of the audio drama is that im too busy like actively being upset over malvolio#to even feel anything about the haha funny everything all works out ending#twelfth night#david tennant#when i read the play (esp 4.2) i pictured malvolio as being very very angry. still staying confident in the wake of#what's still happening around him. cuz it's like malvolio gave me a very 'i'm surrounded by fucking idiots' energy#and the only thing he has to rely on is his mind (which he takes a lot of pride in anyway).#also the play is a comedy and i feel like this is the only way for this scene to be actually funny#dt malvolio causes me evil derangements bc he is. the reverse of this lol#he is on the verge of tears throughout ALL of 4.2 his voice is all fucked up from screaming to be let out#when he says 'i am as well in my wits as any man in illyria' it's as much a desperate plea to feste as it is to himself#he's someone who once took pride in being the only sane one but now he's started to doubt himself n that's a whole other level#of horror for him. none of it is funny whatsoever. thank you david i love and hate you for this#idk how many other malvolios tend to give you the sense that he is straight up traumatized from being put in solitary but yeah
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Damian: Based on what I have researched, it is clear to me that I’m the one who has upheld the ideals of Robin the best-
Jason: Bullshit you have! You threaten everyone with a sword!
Damian: Like you’re any better Todd. What with your use of guns-
Jason: Not as Robin you little shi-
Tim: As the better detective out of the both of you, I think-
Jason: Did you or did you not blow up a base full of people.
Tim: As Red Robin.
Damian: I seem to recall that there is still Robin in the name-
Steph, there to cause problems on purpose: Actually I was the best Robin-
More screaming, cat yowls and an almost shattered vase later
Bruce: This is your fault you know.
Dick “parents killed by mobster at age 9, made a costume to murder a man about it” Grayson: I have no idea what you’re talking about
#Noble roars#batman#dc#bruce wayne#dick grayson#jason todd#tim drake#damian wayne#damian al ghul#stephine brown#you ever think how all of this started is bc dick was such an angry child#like its just so funny to me how dick has this reputation as a sunshine child when in actuality he was chomping at the bit to kick someone#into the fucking sun#my man has anger issues and is one bad day away from somersaulting someones spine in half#i love him so much#babygirl regularly got into screaming matches with his father figure and stormed out of the manor weekly#anyway this just proves that damian is the true successor to robin#by being an angry child that has great potential to cause bodily harm#bruce regrets dick being batman everyday because damian imprinted and now he has to deal with this shit again#at least this one listens to him. mostly#and didn't start the whole child sidekick thing and can't cave someone's skull in with a well aimed kick#so overall a better experience
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#so i have an appt. to the psychiatric department for personality disorders tmrw...#and like i tried sending a self referral to them last year lmao#and they only said that heyyy you're doing amazing sweetie you are high functioning 🖕🏻🖕🏻🖕🏻🖕🏻🖕🏻#then i've ben to the health care center and since they think they cant treat me bc it's too severe they've sent referrals to other places#which have all declined me... so they also sent one to the psychiatric who sent a referral to this pd department#who that time also said that they can't accept me#so the therapist at the health care center like idk exactly but she sent a report on how they didnt handl my case properly#which made them call on me for an evalutation appt.#but i have 0 hopes. i honestly think the entire psych care is fucking lame and bullshit#i highly doubt they're even equipped to treat personality disorders#& even if they are theire budgetis getting cut bc ppl love having rightists ruling the government .... which means no funds for healthcare#anyway. PLUS it's a man.... -_- which reducuses my chances of being taken seriously even more...#i also hate talking to male therapists/psychiatrists... no fucking thanks. but i have to </3#i just really dont wanna go. like im gonna have to put energy into trying to argue for my right for treatment. w ppl who should inferstand#UNDERSTAND* i hate typing on my ipad ffs. they should understand my personality disorders..#bit health care proffessionals are horrible ppl and dont give a fuck abt their patients lol. so they're only condescending and rude 🤢🤮#i hate being in these environments bc everyone treats u like shit. the receptionists are so fkn rude and almost outright mean and insulting#the doctors and therapists and psychiatrists are all bullies who look down on u and make u feel small and worthless#so im really dreading it... but im also at my wit's end. i am missing out on my entire life. im desperate for help#even if i wholeheartedly believe that these worthless wastes of space wont give me any treatment i'll still need to go and try#then ig i'll just have to keep pestering the healthcare system. i might wventually even have to start going to the psych. ER so they put#that on my records and like idk. that costs money tho. plus from everyone i've heard from...#being at a psych ER esp when your situation isnt dire is awful and hell#my cousin who had been ther after a sui attempt had said that it 'scared him straight'#and that it was so terrible that he did everything to get back home as soon as possible and do whatever to never end up there again#so yuh... i'd rather not!#i was supposed to (my own decision) to write a list with ALL my symptoms and bring and be like LOOK MONGREL!!!#but since i suffer from avpd...... i havent. i procrastinated and now it's too late whoopsie. i'll just have to wing it fuckkkk 🥴#ofc it also has to be 8.45 .. so early in the morning for me im so mad ahhhhh i dont wanna go i am throwing up and screaming#but atp i'd have to pay $35 myself for not going so that will motivate me enough to force myself to go
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i lied i did watch the oscars
#came into it an hour in bc i forgot they started an hour early#frustrating and alluring as always. the in memoriam part was filmed so bad like just show us the scream damn!#as much as i bitch about the current state of movies damn if the oscars dont get me every time. i want to be at that silly podium#anyway. other thoughts abt the evening#swann arlaud people i get it now. i get it .#they should have given that dog from anatomy of a fall an award too idc that the dog wasnt nominated#al pacinos fucken delivery was hysterical i love the new yorker drawing that had him like a fortune teller saying 'i see oppenheimer'#robert de niro apparently not having a good time it seemed. annette bening slayed w those glasses#oh bc im a movie nerd i of course fill out my own little ballot and somehow miraculously got 11 right (beat my dad who had 7)#my strategy is i pick the people i want to win which usually has me getting very few right#oh loved the 0.3 second glimpse of willem in the audience! love him. his crazy makeup in poor things won them that award#trust that if and when i get to the oscars sometime in the future ill be liveblogging it. i promise#EDITED TAGS the SCREEN of the in memoriam not the scream. sorry
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Me, six-ish hours ago: Yeah, I had the idea for an Avatar Suiren AU pretty much as long as Suiren herself existed, but idk if I'm ever gonna develop it, it's really hard to upkeep interest for it on my own...
Me, as soon as the concept of Suiren and Vaatu bullying Raava together popped into my head while I was typing out that long ass post: Fuck it, new strain of brain fungus acquired–
(Also yeah traditional art being posted for the first time since... 2020, probably. Don't have the spoons to transfer this to digital rn, maybe I will at some point and I'll do a fuckass Spirit World background or smth. We'll see)
First time drawing Vaatu so don't make fun of me, but honestly he's such a funky little guy and rather fun to draw. You just get that main shape down and then go nuts with the frills :) But also, credit where credit is due, scrolling through the Vaatu tag on @shadelorde’s blog really helped, so thank you for that 😊 And I really had no idea what to do with Suiren’s design here, I think I’ve used up all my character design juices on the nine previous iterations of her that exist, so for now she’s in a random dress with her hair down. I’ll probably alter it if I ever do a proper design for her in this verse
#my art#artists on tumblr#the legend of korra#original character#sotrl suiren#vaatu#avatar suiren au#I spent so long typing out tags for this post and tumblr fucking deleted them…#I’m going to go bite into a wall istg#I don’t have the energy to rewrite all of them so… quick summary#this takes place immediately after Suiren frees Vaatu during harmonic convergence#he briefly went all big and then shrunk so he could get a better look at her#while all this is going on Raava is screaming very loudly inside Suiren#Suiren is beyond caring. either Raava shuts up or she gets out. no other option#the avatar becomes balanced by fusing with Vaatu too or the avatar ceases to exist and suiren gets to live a normal life#spoiler alert: Raava does shut up but not for long#Suiren begins regretting her life decisions as soon as the two start arguing inside her#I’m pretty much stealing all the lore Kat came up with in bonded and adumbration lmao. hi Kat#oh also like 10 minutes before this Suiren killed Unalaq#his spiritfucker ass wouldn’t let her get to Vaatu that easily. but let’s be real he stood no chance against her#it’s fine though no one liked him anyway#honestly she did everyone a huge favour#anyway. yes Vaatu does have a tendril wrapped around her shoulders. bc it’s cute okay#damn Suiren how come Nia lets you be the weird lesbian daughter to TWO evil dads??#(yes I’m aware neither Vaatu nor Ghazan are evil. I’m trying to joke here but it’s almost 10 a.m and I can’t think anymore#simply everything is hilarious now)#what else did this used to say…#oh right. nia stop making LoK antagonists obsessed with your OC challenge#the Red Lotus are her parents. Kuvira is in love with her. now she’s being all buddy buddy with Vaatu#only one that’s missing is Amon bc I genuinely do not care for him lmao
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Beasties of Greenhollow soundtrack! Some tracks on this are from older projects like elphame but all of them have been reworked in some way. Most of them are entirely new. Enjoy!
#soundtrack#music#indiegamedev#Youtube#beasties of greenhollow#indiegame#chiptune#elphame#hey again gang. Another scream into the void#Things have been getting more interesting tbh#I'm starting therapy again. I have learned from this that my anxiety is in the very very high end.#And I guess the only thing that surprises me about that is that it's an abnormally high amount vs the average.#I've had more intrusive thoughts this week than in a long time. (I almost said ever but that was 2021 where they woke me up...)#It's mostly about my mistakes and ppl I've scared out of being in my life because of the actions based on my anxieties.#Like “if i could go back in time I could fix it”... girl you'd be going back in time like 100 times. At that point it's not fair lmao#I think I shouldn't talk about who I'm dating here anymore. Friends told me to stop seeing so many new people and I took that advice.#I'm exercising incredibly frequently; obsessively so. It really doesn't change much in my anxiety. I walk for like 3 hours a day.#My friend group is... difficult. One of us had a falling out with another and the dynamic is just so awkward for me now.#it just seems like everyone else has moved past it though but I still miss him. I don't think this can be reversed#we used to talk on my stream and play digimon cards n jackbox and d&d... But now they're only interested in d&d which I don't love#For god's sake I've published a game and moved to a nice new place. why aren't I happy hahahaha#work is no longer enjoyable since BoG was publised. our new project is in an iffy category but it's not my place to argue#I want to write music and animate but I have to do my hours for this new project before I can do anything like that...#I ended up siding with my current boss in that ethical dilemma I posted about and rn idk if that was the right decision.#Okay what can i talk about that's good? We moved to a nice place. I'm celebrating BoG's release with family tomorrow.#Graeme's playing Iconoclasts- one of my favourite games! He's also returning to work soon so it'll be less awkward to have a lady over#Thinking about good stuff going on just draws the mind to holidays I've had before. I treasure my memories!#Okay so I've complained for a long long time bc life doesn't feel great rn. But rest assured I already know this is 90% my fault hahaha#Oh another good thing that happened!!! My elestrals card was printed and ppl are really happy with it. I have a card in a real card game!!!#don't tell anyone but there's another one on the way. Anyway that will do for now. I'm sorry about my... self.
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It's crying about Carmen Bizêtoperacharacter hours, everyone 💃💃
#i think about her Often#...she's so tragic you don't even understand#all she wanted was to experience love in her own way#escamilo does the exact same as her#but no one villanizes him for it because he's a man (and white)#girl i'll fight don josé for you#he'll crumble like wet paper under the wrath of my fists#I'M SCREAMING SHE JUST WANTED TO BE FREE#SHE WAS FINE UNTIL SOME CATHOLIC MAN DECIDED HE DIDN'T LIKE HER FREEDOM#and like yeah i can see where he's coming from bc finding out your girlfriend cheated while you were in jail sucks#but my guy she was not your girlfriend#she briefly seduced you. you're just delusional.#i bet she would have been so much happier with escamilo#my music history teacher said they'd have a very happy open relationship#and i agree#but NO#her scary ex had to STAB HER#carmen was upfront about it from the start#she walks on stage like “my name is carmen and i hate committed relationships”#anyway i think about her so much#alto character of all time..... carmen bizêtoperacharacter.......#opera tag#ramblies#not writing#sorry for the excess of tags#operablr#carmen spoilers#i mean is that a thing????
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NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO i just woke up from a dream where mark was my bf how do i go on living like normal after this 😭😭😭😭
#i think i was like. at some sort of nct nation rehearsal and i was just listening to his parts#anton for some reason came up beside me and was like singing along and i was like omg thats so good!!! u rock!!#then hendery asked me what i was talking about bc from where he was standing he couldnt see anton so i explained it to him#i said anton rocks omg!!!! then he agreed then anton got all shy then we all ordered food (?)#WHICH WAS BURGER KING BUT LIKE ON A MEAL PLATE AND ALSO W WASABI???? anyways#mark discreetly showed up along w some of the other members and while they were all talking he came up to me tryna be all lowkey#but then i made grabby hands and kissy faces at him and he came closer so i could smooch his cheek 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭im gonna kms.#anyways. i kissed his cheek and while we were hugging he whispered smth abt asking a staff to drop me off at his house#or the other way around i cant rmbr it but i got all happy n excited bc i'd be seeing him again later#n we were like. just in a big love bubble it was so cute :( then fucking hendery and anton saw us and were like WHAT ARE Y'ALL TALKING ABOUT#we just giggled and said NOTHING MIND YOUR BUSINESS and then mark gave them his credit card to distract them like 😭😭😭 some rich men r ok#n then he went away and they started fighting over who got the card and what they should buy with it#and hendery was doing a silly dance to make me laugh and try to convince me to be on his side n say anton should give him the card it was SO#CUTEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE THE WHOLE ENTIRE DREAM IT WAS JUST SO CUTE I CANT IM VONNA DIE#screaming crying throwing up etc pls God make this a realityyyy i wanna date mark and have fun w the neos and neo-adjacent 😔#mari.txt#dreams
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I MADE MORE FRIENDS . !!
#yesterday and today aaaaaa :) i thought i was gonna be miserable but no#yesterday i arrived at drawing class and i thought the girls from last time [3 weeks ago] barely remembered me/were annoyed by me. but no#i arrived at class [packed w like 70 ppl who all dont know each other] and they scream MY NAME :D [greetinf]#like right as i stepped into the class they were in the middle of it#so i say hi to them and also these two guys who i rly like that i had met before starting class while on a trip w friends who i was hoping#i could talk to. well we all sit outside clas to work together so we talk a lot and its really cool and i love them already!#and today i was scared bc i knew only 1 girl from design class [ok actually 3 more hut 1 is more like a classmate thing and the other 2 we#talked once and i dont remember their names] b i arrived and didnt see her so i sat alone scared then i saw her and went over to her table#n i made friends with her friends theyr really cool! especially this one guy i sat next to we talked a lot it seems like we are similar#and in the other 2 theoric clases i know this 2 girls that i also shar drawing with and theyre both really sweet so its cool!#bad thing is that all of them are in diff careers than me [graphic design architecture and textile design] i havent mer anyone from mine#[<- image and sound design]#so im scared next year ill know no one again! but atill im so happy en#yesterday was so fun with these guys#and like one of the guys i knew when i met him i was like waow hes so cool i wish we could be friends but ill prob never see himagain#AND THEN I SAHRE A CLASS W HIM . i though maybe hed be annoyed but no he made conversation asked me questions + asked be to b in his group#anyway the teacher separated ghe groups and made them themselves but eitherway! hes so cool and weird. and the girls are great too like#super kind and sweet and it wa svery fun#spikeposting
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the best thing about the past 4 days was that I heard basically nothing about AI. was thinking about work tomorrow and how I have to go back to listening to my coworker rant not only about how much he loves (in a hopefully non-sexual way but we're doubtful) AI but also how he pretty much thinks our business is failing and is going to go under unless we drop everything and start using AI to do all of our jobs from project management through design and development immediately, and I started tearing up in a bad way. The future is unfriendly enough without the constant reminders that my entire industry is going to get taken over by robots and I have no viable backup plan.
#he's been saying that stuff in front of our boss lately too so i feel like he's going to get a 50th talking-to#he's a nice guy but he struggles socially and sometimes it goes beyond annoyance lol. and I'm the worst to deal with it bc I can't just#politely tell people to stop annoying me i have to stew until i start literally screaming#i have not screamed at this guy yet but only bc i 'joked' about things like his volume level enough that other people got the hint and#talked to him first. oh this is the guy who used to come in late every morning and shout GOOOOD MOOORNING 3-5 times#anyway. work. love it. i know i need to go into the office bc i get Mentally Bad working from home but...at what cost#maybe it would be better to go insane in isolation...
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Lance is a Kesha stan no I will not a) elaborate or b) accept criticism
#lance#lance voltron#lance vld#this is true and you know it#keith knocks on his door for like 5 minutes at 3 am bc he heard an ominous thud#when he forces his way in lance is standing on top of his bed whisper-screaming your love is my drug into a hairbrush#the thud was lance jumping off his bed#he never perfected the 'bend your knees upon landing to absorb the force' technique#i did a lot of dumb shit late at night when i was a kid#im good at not waking people up#anyway keith doesnt get it but lance doesnt get his mcr obsession so its even#(thats totally a lie emo 8th grade lance was all over that shit)#hes mostly grown out of it but can still appreciate a good rendition of welcome to the black parade#hed never admit it to keith tho#lance tries to get keith to do karaoke with him but poor boy doesnt even know the words to die young#lance carries the song its ok#but the moment that piano starts keith belts out 'wHeN I wAs a YoUnG bOy mY FaTheR tOoK mE InTo ThE cItY tO sEe A mArChiNg BaNd'#shiro films the whole thing#keith threatens dismemberment no less than six times#shiro is undisturbed#any time pidge and hunk see keith in the hallway rhey start singing#eventually lance convinces keith to sit down and give our queen a listen#keith gets a little too into cannibal#lance starts worrying for his own safety#but he brought this on himself#sorry for the novel in the tags i just have a lot of thoughts
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okay i had an anon who asked me which meme art post i was talking about that is licherally ravesey but couldn't see it on twitter and it also licherally just floated on my dash so here u go its dead ass this except ( i don't know what bereal is, i'm old i thought it was facetime ) and its ravenstan in the scandy outfit being obscene and kyle fucking in his ratty ass sweatshirt bc he called in the middle of a show by accident and rs thought it would be funny to answer it in the most out of pocket way possible and kenny put it on the jumbotron lmao.
#nina speaks#i'm laughing help#u know he was shook as hell and humbled#got caught simping in front of EVERYONE#and i do mean everyone so fucking funny#stan do be nervous but when he's on stage his stage presence is so ungodly and unmatched i would pass away#when girls in the audience are sad bc their boyfriends broke up with them and are crying in the audience#and he takes an instagram boomarang kissing them on the cheek like if i was that exboyfriend i would kms to be honest#he is chaotic good and i mean that i love him#ravenstan is for the gorlies he is the best#but yeah god bless it was really funny kyle did the *jk scary voice* Stanley. Marsh. so u know hes in trouble#but he loves jail he commited multiple felonies woops!#his voice did crack tho so idk rs stays winning#anyways there u go#cheers mazel#also bad bitches stan korrasami#when that went canon i FELL OUT OF MY SEAT#AND STARTED SCREAMING N FROTHING AT THE MOUTH
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really gotta assess the anger i have when it comes to my brother
#it eats me up and sits like a fucking boulder in my chest and makes me wanna cry and scream#and tbf i have a good reason for the anger this time#the last 3 days my parents and i have been extensively cleaning the house so he can have his friends over for a friendsgiving this + just#general hanging out and such#and he said he’d help clean but like always he didn’t do shit#we went away to oklahoma bc ✨ social anxiety ✨ but we came back today and the house was a mess lmao (not too much of a mess but yeah)#so we spent sometime before chilling cleaning before he came back with his friends#then we started watching a movie and it was all nice and fun till he came back#(let me be clear. i love his friends. they’re always so nice and fun and aweosme. i’m not mad at them.)#anyway so they come back and then leave again but this time seth stayed back to clean what mess they made#and then we spent another hour (even though i have to sleep at midnight and the movie is 2 hours long) cleaning and while he actually helped#this time it wouldn’t have hurt him to do it by himself after not doing anything for 3 whole days#yeah okay i’m not quite as mad anymore lmao this ranting thing really helped#i think what made me so mad is that he never ever ever helps clean and we’ll beg and all that and he barely does anything#and he’s mean too#and while i spent 6 hours on thanksgiving cleaning he watched fucking lady bird and didn’t lift a hand to help until i begged him to sweep#the entryway#bc my feet hurt and i was tired and had a million other things to do#and mind you my parents were cooking so i had two floors to clean. vaccum. and dust alone.#and idk it’s that + all the shit he’s put me through growing up that i just have inherent rage at him#there’s only so many times i can be mistreated before everything seems like mistreatment
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[ inner thigh ] as sender caresses receiver's thigh, they gently slip their hand between receiver's legs ( James 🤭 )
touch-starved muses | @cursedblessed is sneaky!
chiyo's stared at the same few manga panels for the last several minutes, finally turning the page with a deep breath through her nose. it's driving her crazy -- the warmth of james' hand upon her thigh, seemingly absentminded in its motions -- but she'll be damned if she lets it show. she's embarrassed as it is, annoyed at how easily her body wants him, how easily she wants him. it should take more than a gentle touch in the midst of a shared moment of laziness, shouldn't it? does james ever feel this way, too?
chiyo mechanically turns the page again with a sharp exhale this time and furrowed brows. her skin tingles where james touches her; the blonde bites her lip, having half a mind to put her book down and pull him closer, guide his hand where she wants it. she wishes he'd just---
a quiet gasp escapes her when james finally slips his hands between her legs, setting fire to tender skin. brown eyes flutter shut for a moment before opening to meet the demon's grey gaze and knowing smirk. " you ass, " she mutters, one hand clutching his sleeve and the other grabbing a fistful of his shirt to pull him towards her. annoyance thinly veils chiyo's desire when she kisses james, nipping at his bottom lip harder than she means to, but it's what he gets for teasing her... still, she kisses it better, gentler this time.
his fingers brush against the sensitive bundle of nerves poorly protected by her shorts, and chiyo sighs against his lips. her book is long forgotten as is her embarrassment. " you knew. "
#cursedblessed#chiyo clapping her hands between each word: why are you not touching me faster than that oh my god i'm gonna SCREAM!!!#she's done for she's a goner james can have her in the palm of his hand if he wants -- and he kinda does rn ASDFG#the only reason she ever holds off like she does here is bc she assumes touches like this start out innocently :' ))#otherwise she'd be on him in .2 seconds and not have an ounce of embarrassment about it#anyway asdf thank you so much for the asks!! i've had fun writing these two as always <3<3<3#i had to be there to be loved | interactions#to restart this heart of mine | main#shield your eyes | nsft
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