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eggwishing · 2 months

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More !!! Im really fond of the two stitched looking things on the right. I want to design more of them. I’m feeling super inspired by Kanotynes …..

#ocs #as soon as i stumbled upon her art i was Hooked . before i even knew she designed for UT #deltarune i mean oops #i was just scrolling on toby fox’s tumblr account and saw her art. scratched some part of my brain i didnt even know needed to be scratched #finding out she designed lancer & others was an added bonus #so much charm to her designs!!!#im talking with her on twitter … trying to learn her secrets….#i hope one day if i keep it up some up and coming indie game dev will approach me for designs too… a guy can dream!!#maybe said up and coming game dev is in the room with us…. in that case. (slicks my eyebrows and does a miles morales voice) hey.#i wish i was born earlier. the cool indie game rush that happened around the UT peak seems to have fizzled out somewhat 😢#i’m gonna draw a shitton of homestuck art till someone asks me to draw panels for hs^2 . Gnashes my teeth #SOMEONE out there. i’m itching to do SOMETHING

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rosicheeks · 5 months

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Aka Riders Lullaby from Centaurworld

Lay your head on my chest so I can sing you a lullaby and gently run my fingers through your hair until you slowly drift off to sleep 🥰🫶

#I got some microphones on a super good deal and I wanted to try it out 🥰#also I’m finishing centaurworld and I love it so so so so much #I got an ask recently #and I think it might have been the sweetest ask I’ve received #and that’s saying something #cause all of you guys are sweeties!!!#but basically they were complimenting my voice #and if you don’t know voice compliments are probably top tier for me #obviously love personality compliments and all that but voice compliments hit me fucking deep #I’m going to reply to that ask soon #just whenever I get a super sweet ask that BLOWS me away I need a little bit to recover and find the right words to say!#anywhoodedoodly #I was crying while I was driving and singing my heart out #and remembered my microphones!!#was gonna do some sort of heavy ballad but I’m too much of a perfectionist right now #gotta start small #idk if I’ll keep this up or I’ll remake it #cause I always feel like I could do better ya know??#me #mine #rosicheeks #singing

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bizlybebo · 3 months

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Dakota and Williamcore

KILLS YOU.

#EDIT:OH YEAH SPOILERS IN TAGS #gonna be thinking about this forever. especially because it could really go both ways #of course the most direct interpretation here is dakota as theseus and wil as herakles #yknow; dakota carrying williams body around in s1 and never letting go of it trying to be as gentle as possible #him hugging wil close and telling him they at least have to stick together after the events of greyscale #and him knee-deep in williams blood in the s2 finale promising to forgive him for every lie every mistake if he just came back #and i think that fits really well #but i think this could also fit in vice versa terms too #dakota being afraid to open up and not wanting to put any weight on anybody else’s shoulders; wanting to be the hero #and william seeing through that. calming him down and pulling the headphones up and over his ears and locking pinkies with him in promises-#-he knows he won’t always keep but he can at least try #william respecting dakota the most hero/ability-wise (actually said by charlie in a rolled)#like. MAN.#i’m so normal #dakota cole #william wisp #vixen rambles #vixen answers

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shima-draws · 6 months

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Sorry I haven’t been posting as much art lately, I’ve been pretty dedicated to working on my shop merch :’D But I’m totally down to do another art challenge!! If you guys wanna vote 👀

#Shima speaks #I’m a little under halfway done with my One Piece charms!#I might post a sneak peek here at some point #Polls #Also if I do the kiss meme I’ll probably combine it with a palette challenge!#But like the subtle one. Kinda like the couple I did last year #Anyway my back is causing me problems again so that’s probably a sign I’ve been at my computer too much lmao #I’m gonna try really hard to keep doing my stretches so it doesn’t flare up 🤧

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whoblewboobear · 1 month

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Chronic pain having disabled Jace with a mobility aid 💖

#his cane is so decked out #going through it so I’m projecting again 💖💖 onto my fave lil guy~~~#ily disabled Jace ilyyyyy #I imagine he found one to match his wand so it looks like a large version of it #just also purple bc it has to be his favorite color #porter offers to carry him places and he refuses bc he likes to build his strength back up after being bedridden for a week or two #jace stardiamond #personal #feel free to ignore beyond this point #->#watch this is gonna be what pushed me to get my own can bc the days that my mobility is limited are fuckin rough #these last couple weeks have been ROUGH #I had trouble making it up the stairs when I got home today trying to put all the weight onto my good leg #just for THAT ONE to start hurting too #gah #bad bad bad day man FUCK #getting in and out of the car almost fucking killed me #I had to keep adjusting on the drive bc every turn shifted me back onto where it hurts the most

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solace-seekers · 3 months

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screaming into the void <3

#my best friends boyfriend (who i’ve also been friends with for years) is just. not himself rn #we think it’s a manic episode but we don’t really know but it’s. terrifying lowkey #he thinks he’s genuinely jesus and that he’s conquered time and that he and my bsf are adam and eve #he’s been sending my bsf liek hundreds of texts per day since tuesday but it got really really bad and incoherent yesterday #and i woke up this morning to see multiple texts from gcs he created w me in them #and he keeps being like ‘because it’s 6:20 this is true’ and like ‘i know that at 9 pm everyone is gonna understand’#and he’ll text like 5 times then send a sc of what he just texted like that proves something but it’s all nonsense #i’m just really really concerned cause he really needs help but i don’t know how to ensure that happens cause he’s 19. not a minor #he’s just. not him rn. he’s called my bsf multiple times yesterday when he HATES calling normally #he had his band and his mom over in his apartment yesterday cause my bsf called his mom and h went to his bands show but was visibly not ok #and he saw nothing weird about it even tho he hates having ppl over normally and never without warning #and you can’t get him to see logic because everything you say he just twists around to work for him #to be clear it was not this bad when it started. when it started it seemed like normally maybe slightly out there conclusions he was drawing #but it just got worse and worse like exponential decay and really bad yesterday #he also didn’t sleep at all yesterday night and idk if he slept tonight #i know his mom took his phone at one point but he texted me and gcs w me in it starting at like 6:20 this morning #and my bsf and i and friends are on a trip out of state rn but we’re leaving today and i don’t wanna wake her up until i have to because #this is literally hell for her. but it’s just. scary. i don’t know what to do. i don’t think there’s any good options really for me rn #i want to warn ppl and try to explain he’s Not Him rn so they don’t get concerned but who knows if they’ll understand what i’m trying to say #i know it’s not the end of the world but it really feels like the end of my world as i know it if that makes sense #and my bsf lives with him in an apartment near their college and they just signed the lease for the next year #but she can’t stay there with him alone. not until he gets help. we’re all too scared it’s going in the directon where he thinks it’s better #for ppl to go to the afterlife. which like he never would normally. but he’s Not Him and so like. who knows #he keeps talking about all these different dimensions and how you need to travel to the 7th dimension to understand #my bsf was crying yesterday and she called her mom to explain and she keeps saying that she just wants her jake back it’s really scary #cause he will probably never be the same again. he’ll be similar but different but she wants his comfort but he’s Not Him. and can’t give it #i just. really want this to get better but it’s so hard to see that happening rn

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yourqueenb · 5 months

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Feeling another random burst of self confidence (probably due to lack of sleep honestly) so have a heavily made-up eye reveal I guess? 😂

#this is from my bridal makeup trial back in December #and tbh even though it’s not exactly what I wanted I still really liked it and the overall look looked good in my engagement photos #we’re gonna change a few things for the day of but yeah #no one asked but I actually like my eye shape for the most part #I feel like they can look kind of sleepy or a bit too small sometimes in photos where I’m not wearing as much makeup #or any at all #but I still like them especially since they look like that less often now #maybe it’s bc I’ve kind of grown out of that and I haven’t really noticed until recently #or maybe it’s just bc I’m getting a little better at taking photos lol #either way if you’re a teenage girl or a woman in her early 20s and you have these random but prominent insecurities like me #I just wanna say that you’ll get past them/grow into them #maybe it’s just those awkward teen years or maybe you’re not completely comfortable with how you look or taking pictures yet #but it’s okay you’re beautiful in your own way #and it’s okay to have insecurities too #everyone has them whether you realize it or not #I def still have other things I’m insecure about #but it’s important to talk and think nicely about yourself even when it’s hard #so that’s what I’m doing here #I’m gonna try to keep practicing that from now on #hopefully I can keep it up bc I really do think too negatively about myself sometimes

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succubuskai · 8 months

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Interview went great! Orientation is next Wednesday! 😵‍💫

#📎#literally the number one choice for me rn I’m so happy #I’m gonna try and keep up my other jobs too though but that’s like 70+ hrs a week. fuck.

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skillzissuez · 8 months

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Depression is all fun and games until your skipping school even though you’re weeks behind because you quite literally can’t get out of bed

#god I hate it here #not to mention you mother and father #SEEING this #simply decides to ignore you like your Alr dead #like damn okay 💀💀 fuck you too ig 💀💀#I don’t know how to fix this #I’m literally gonna be held back or taken to court bc I’ve missed so many days #but oh well the sillies r keeping me alive #Also I told myself I wouldn’t vent online anymore but I honestly don’t care anymore 😭#it’s so bad though #I tried to do some of my homework last night and ended up throwing up from the stress #and it’s not like my friends just forgot about me they are GOOD friends I’ve just been pushing them away; telling them I’m just sick etc.#it’s my fault so I’m not mad at them for not knowing what to do. The closest ones try to call me #sometimes I answer and we talk. sometimes I don’t and they leave me a message abt how their a good listener and they KNOW something’s wrong.#Truly I love my friends but at this point I just need to be medicated or in a mental institution ong #but again; it’s not like my parents actually care. they canceled my therapy that was court appointed to me #My support system otherwise is gone; my older siblings have moved out and I’m supposed to protect my younger ones from my parents #but deadass my entire family is well aware that I’m useless in that department #I shake scream and sob everytime my parents yell at us so I’m no help; really #I mean recently I’ve been able to keep my emotions under control but the only reason why is because I’m dead inside 💪#As I’m typing this out I’m realizing that I should be telling the world this especially not in my mental state but like. I dunno 🤷‍♂️#I know most of you don’t care or if you do your just concerned or feel bad bc you know what it’s like and I thank you.#seriously; I thank you for being human and reminding me the world can be kind #if anything im just distracting myself from whatever this is. whether it be playing a silly game or drawing about said silly game it helps #but it also makes me feel guilty bc I RLLY should be focused on trying to pass this year. but I’m pretty sure it’s too late now.#anyways; that’s why I’ve been inactive lately so I apologize #it’s funny bc I’m typing this out but I rlly don’t feel anything while explaining this to you guys #I’ll tag this properly; I don’t know why I’m posting this and I might delete it later I dunno #tw vent #tw mention of abuse

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carefulfears · 1 year

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Dying to know your thoughts on the Diana arc, especially the role she plays in his vision(?) o.o I'd seen it written down a couple places that she is emotionally abusive but...I don't really see it? Apart from the throw away line about the "first time I sleep with you" which did make her seem like a tease? She also redeemed herself, but I'm also just a sucker for Mimi Rogers xD

Also, his touchstone *sigh*

MMAnon 💙

diana was abusive for sure, i can do a real post on her maybeee tomorrow but it’s been talked about a bit here and i’ve done a couple of posts on her + her relationship with mulder here and here. but i’m definitely planning on talking more about her if y’all are interested because i find her character arc really interesting lol

the main things for me are definitely the taking her shirt off in mulder’s apartment while he was unconscious. and then checking him into a psych ward?? where he was like…locked in a padded room screaming?? and she wouldn’t let scully see him?? LIKE I CANT EVEN TYPE ALL THAT OUT LOUD SJFHHDHC

i also don’t think he called her in the first place at all, i’ve seen it posited before that krycek called her and i think that’s likely what happened. he wasn’t really in the condition to call anyone and he wouldn’t have called her first.

also, the information that TLG and scully found in one son about her collecting data on the MUFON women just leaves the worst taste in my mouth. the way scully compares it to herself and to cassandra; diana was tracking women like her, and participating in their violation. working with CSM for who knows how long on who knows what.

it’s just all the little things, kissing him in one son. diminishing scully and lying in her reports.

i don’t trust her and neither does scully lmao

i’m sure there are things i’m missing lol but like i said i’ll have to carve out some time/energy and do a real post

i can’t believe you’re on s7 ahh i’m so excited for you!! his touchstone ☹️ yeah. and scully, who never speaks when he says these kinds of things, almost lost him so just cries and says “you are, you are, you are”

💗💗💗

#i’m tireddd y’all #normally i would never answer a question like this without a fully thought out response lol #but i have some health stuff to work out and just don’t have it in me this week so i’m gonna be doing some light chatting to keep up <33 #kisses everyone #asks #oh and i’ll talk about the amor fati dream and diana’s role in it tomorrow too #there’s no point to me answering this rn sorry lol but im TRYING!!!!

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demonnstein · 3 days

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Vent shut up

#dude just fucking shoot me already #I’m so tired of trying to keep up dude I’m done #the shit hasn’t even started yet an ppl are already trying to cancel an reschedule I’m gonna fkn KILL MYSELF #like what the fuck dude I couldn’t even have 2 seconds of relief like ‘aww sick yay I get too do something’ the. EEEEEHHHHH FUCK YOU #like I feel stupid for trying to plan all this shit if nobody wants it an is just gonna cancel #I’d rather not throw a party at all then set one up an nobody’s there #I definitely can’t do that again #like if that happens again I might actually seek death #like I can barely walk don’t get me exited an make me set up a party just to not show up I will not survive that

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fuzzyunicorn · 10 days

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Tryin’ a lil experiment today but I already know my hypothesis is correct

#babe what’s goin’ on is I get harassed all the time at work by Satanists (yeah I knew the man u all sent yesterday was a henchman & he was #sooooo pissed off I didn’t rise to his bait babe lmao what a fuckin’ drama queen)#as well as mainly being harassed by Christians who in reality r Satanists (I’ve already explained this) & babe guess what? I’ve been #harassed exclusively by men more than twice my age who stand over me (I’m sitting down) & get in my face I’ll show you some of the videos #I’ve taken of me getting harasesed & babe yesterday some 40 year old man w his 60 year old dad told me god loves me & I was responded w #thank you & you too! and they got so fuckin’ pissed off 😭😂 like u men feel like real men ganging up & harassing a young woman who is sittin #down says a lot about u men… ur all big n billy bad ass when ur trying to intimidate a small young woman it says a lot!#so babe the harassment started when I was told to stop wearing black n specifically all black so now I’m gonna wear all black again & so far #satanic Christian’s haven’t said a word & r scared to even look at me. I knew a man was shot talking about me so I stopped & stared at him &#he literally scurried off like the rodent he is :)#so back to all black I am! u🖤 know how much I love to wear all black so it’s a win-win-win situation for me!#oh btw babe this made me laugh when those men said that shit to me & after my response they said we know god loves us & god told me in the #moment no he does not & he was going to directly cause them a car accident (god & the OG said the price of fuckin’ w me is death after they #r done harassing me bc they come up & give their speech then walk away THEN walk BACK to re-escalate it so they said Death will be the #penalty so a bunch of people here r getting into fatal car accidents god keeps showing me what he does to them)#he said he doesn’t allow them Healing Showers after death which is standard procedure he just perp walks them straight to Judgement & curses #their bloodlines this shit is serious & u all need to stop bc harassing someone isn’t worth dying over & that’s the point god himself is #proving he said men will face severe consequences for what they do to women & feel so comfortable doing so

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starbuck · 9 months

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i have so much love in my heart it’s unreal

#thank GOD i’m going to visit my family in a couple days - i need a BREAK it’s getting overwhelming #but also i love my coworker so much #in a platonic way - she’s like a little sister to me #she’s so motivated and she has SO much potential and i am so proud of her and excited to see her learn and grow #and i want to help in any way i can #i hype her up to my boss and our other coworkers and upper management whenever possible #because she deserves it and nobody else is gonna do it #my boss is nice enough - but she doesn’t talk us up much which is a shame #so it’s up to me to make sure my coworker is being appreciated properly #because she is doing a TON of good work and i need to make sure she knows how incredible that is #she is too hard on herself and needs to take more time for herself to rest because she doesn’t get nearly enough #me and our other coworker have made it our personal mission to ensure that she takes care of herself #and she’s actually doing meaningfully better since we took an interest and - again - i am SO proud of her #i’m currently trying to convince her not to take too much on this summer and i *THINK* it’s going well #ultimately she’s going to be limited by reality regardless #but it would be better for her to plan less rather than try to do everything and get burnt out #i think she thrives on intense pressure just like i do - but that’s also wildly unhealthy to endure for long stretches #so i’m gonna keep working at it

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floral-hex · 2 months

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One of my brothers is moving away to college today + I have to skip therapy, so it’s a lot of… a lot. a lot.

#he was just a baby! he was just a little kid I carried around and took care of!#no nope. not gonna get into it right now. I WILL cry. it’s not even 6am and I do not need that right now #and I don’t really know if therapy today would really help #if I got into it I’d just start crying in front of this nice dude for an hour #though yeah… might be nice to.. I dunno… just talk about it.#I am always simultaneously ‘therapy is good’ and ‘what’s the point in talking about it?’#so maybe I do need that person that’s like ‘this is your time. just fucking talk.’#but also right now it’s like… talking about it won’t take me back to when my brother was little and far off from leaving #blegh…#whatever. anyway. it’s gonna be a sad day. I’m gonna cry A LOT. I’m gonna be alone in this apartment and just sooooobbbbbbing #and then keep this inside for another week before I can go to therapy and talk about this bc god forbid I talk to a family member about it #ok now it’s 6am. I think he’s leaving in about 4 hours. it’s cool. it’ll be cool. 😎 I’ll just miss my bro so dang much #but maybe I’ll walk down to the dollar store and stock up on snacks and I’ll get blasted and fatter and try to stay positive #uggghhh #I’m too emotional #time just keeps moving for us all. to my dismay.#’time is the fire in which we burn’#you can ignore this #I don’t think I’ll ever have kids. I’ll never have kids. and being there. with him. with my brothers. that was the closest I’ll ever get.#and it’s over… so… 🤷🏻‍♂️… it’s just done… they’re grown. and I’m still here. I don’t know what else to say…#but that’s life. they’re doing their thing. I’m happy for them and I want them to be happy too. I’m just a big crybaby #IAN!… stop typing!#just making myself sad at this point #it’s fine. it’s fine. I’m fine. I’m cool. everything’s… cool 😎#this isn’t important #text

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bbyboybucket · 4 months

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So I think I’m gonna have to get rid of my dog bc idk what to do with him bc he tears up everything, even if I leave him alone for like 20 minutes and every time I leave he pisses or shits in the house, even if I take him out before I leave, and then I started my new job today and I thought he’d do decent but no, I came home and my entire place is tore to hell, and idk where tf to even take him or anything but I can’t do this every damn day

#and as of right now I can’t afford to get him those expensive ass anxiety meds #I don’t even get paid for 2 weeks and I’m here trying to figure out how I’m gonna pay for gas to get to work tm #and today I even gave him puppy pads and everything #but he tore those up too and pissed and shit all over the furniture #and when I say he tore everything up I mean everything #I even bought him new toys to play with while I was gone so he wouldn’t be bored but he didn’t even touch those #he literally ransacked my kitchen #knocked everything off the counters dug out all the trash and threw it everywhere got into the drawers #there’s a coffee grounds every where bc he tore up an entire new bag of coffee I bought yesterday #idk wtf to do #bc I can’t just keep him in the crate for 8-9 hours a day #and even if I did try that #he always breaks out of his crate anyways

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digitaldiseas3 · 2 months

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extremely frustrating situation

#overly long winded explanation incoming #so i’m gonna be living with two friends starting this fall #my parents bought a little townhouse and we’re renting from them #so they’re getting all of the paperwork and contracts and leases figured out #and these two friends are just. awful with deadlines. horrific. just the worst.#my dad has been flexible but he’s had to keep nagging them again and again to get these forms signed and whatever #and one of them finally finished the whole process and she’s good to go #but the other one still just needs to get the lease signed/notarized with their dad. like. asap. like within a few days.#and i’m trying my best to be like heyyyy sorryyyy not trying to nag or anything but we do need that ASAP…. it should be quick and easy…#i know you’re working double shifts every single day and your dog just died im so sorry #but my parents say you should be able to just go to the bank during a lunch break to get it notarized…..#please don’t be mad at me or my parents for saying we need this Now…… i’m sorry i know you have a lot going on but we do Need that done #right away….#anyway i don’t want you to be mad at me or think i’m just nagging so here’s a topic change! oh you didn’t respond to the topic change.#fuck me then. god. i can’t tell if you’re mad at me or not but i have the suspicion you Are. and that’s making Me mad at You #like god man just come the fuck on already you’ve missed every other deadline up to this point too. can you please just FUCKING get #everything submitted so we can stop worrying about it and just get excited to live together!! because it’s gonna be fun!!#but it’s worrying me too bc like… if this is how they’re acting before we’re even living together #and they’re missing all of these deadlines #am i gonna have to nag them to pay their rent every month?#it’s just frustrating bc it feels like they’re taking advantage of the fact that it’s my parents and not some other landlord #so they don’t think the deadlines my parents set are like. actual deadlines #meanwhile if it WASNT my parents they’d literally be out of a place to live because the housing market is so fucked there #and if you don’t get everything submitted within The Day then you’re no longer a candidate to rent the place #if you can even get to that point in the first place #so like. my parents are being exceptionally flexible and obv i can’t really know what this friend’s thought process is #but it feels like they’re just kinda taking them for granted and taking advantage of their kindness #like fuck dude just please come on

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