#since all I really have for it rn is vibes
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some friends and i were discussing this a couple days ago and i've been thinking about it since but like. it really is depressing how many people you see on this site (specifically in a fan/fandom context but probably also applicable in general) who will post about how no one wants to interact with them/they wish they had people to talk to etc. and you know it's because they're a huge jackass and brought it on themselves. like, yeah. i'm sure there are some people who are feeling that way for reasons totally out of their control and they're isolated through no fault of their own. but nine times out of ten you go to their blogs and find out they're one of those "i'm constantly posting inflammatory nonsense about strangers over harmless fandom opinions" or "i like to huff my own farts and think that no one is as smart as me" people and it's like. we have a thriving little discord/Heisen-centric community rn that we built because we are all nice to each other. and supportive. and even if we disagree on certain interpretations we don't try to dunk on each other or prove the other person wrong. we enjoy the diversity and we enjoy having both intense conversations about canon analysis as well as silly little self indulgent discussions based on nothing but vibes. and it is genuinely a little sad to think that there are other people who could be having fun and making connections with us but they just can't get over themselves and their weird "moral/intellectual high ground" nonsense! idk. just one of those wild "actually if you are awful to be around and super rude/mean to people you will not have friends" moments that you feel like should be super obvious. and yet.
#fortunately this stuff does seem to get less and less common the older you get but they're out there! 30+ year olds who are just flat out#dickheads who never put two and two together to realize that actually it's really hard for people to want to engage with you if you've#repeatedly shown that you believe everyone around you is an idiot and/or ~problematic.~ what if i told you it's actually not so bad to#let people have fun and that differences of (fan) opinion are often good/harmless and not a threat to you.#best of all: you can still disagree without being a cunt! crazy i know. try it sometime.
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Had yet another game idea that I lack the know-how to create the other day
(And by idea, I mean blatantly ripping off and mashing together every racing media I've ever loved, but yanno)
Uninhabited water planet, with an early human colony. Surveyed from orbit, but largely unexplored in depth. And someone's decided to host a legally-dubious race in an uncharted archipelago a little ways past the edge of settled territory.
There are no formal roads, just the waterways between the islands, and some truly crazy geography that can sorta work as a track if you're insane enough. A start point and a finish line for each race, but what happens in the middle is up to the racers.
To traverse this untamed wilderness, they pilot transforming vehicles that can shift between watercraft and hovercraft on the fly as needed. Oh, and they're all equipped with powerful, highly experimental energy weapons technology that has no place being in civilian hands.
(Something a bit shady about this whole affair, if you can look past the spectacle. Who's running this race, and why?)
Also for no particular reason other than I said so, the racers are all ladies, and their intense rivalries are only surpassed by the homoerotic overtones to their interactions. Once again, whatever happens in the middle is up to the racers, if you catch my drift.
#not a reblog#here's one to add to the backburner#since all I really have for it rn is vibes#inspired by Highway 35 & Blur & Hydro Thunder & Fast Racing Neo#all great Sci-Fi racing media#(three games and a movie series lol)#that only needed to be 1000% more sapphic to be perfect
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Just went to uni and instead of doing anything spent 3h agonising about ending my relationship. I'm sure this is good and normal
#it. idk I just don't really wanna be single rn and deal with all of that#and also I have silvester and first new year weekend plans hinging on this person and I kinda really don't want to find something else to do#but by god#I mean maybe my expectations are just too high as to how much I see my partner (doubtful)#or her lifestyle (has a shitton of things going on) and personality (not super communicative) are just not suited for polyamory#(and I have the same problems but I'm not the person who has two partners)#(and the fact that I can't really get a read whatsoever on her other partner is not helpful. like we vibe on occasion but mostly#I just do not get him at all)#but idk. like. we see each other like twice a week and those are like. during dance and for a pubquiz#and maybe going to the library#and it's just like to my expectations we are barely doing the bare minimum I need to have my emotional needs met#so whenever something falls through I am immediately devastated#but again I feel like 'I would like to see you outside of a social engagement with our friends at least once a week#and additionally also would like to sleep in the same bed as you at least once a week' are not high expectations whatsoever#and yet ....#when did we last have sex? Oh idk in october? maybe? I don't remember#which is that super important to me in a relationship? no. but like I don't think it's bc neither of us is interested#it's bc since then we have not managed to sleep in the same bed while neither of us was either on their period or extremely tired#and idk maybe I should write this to them instead of like. venting on tumblr. like this is also very much on me#but like#idk maybe it just also is a sign that maybe I don't care so much about this relationship. but also I feel like I still care more than her.#which isn't great#idk advice?#it's just. this current situation has me regularly having several hour breakdowns bc shit's not working out once again.#and that situation I really don't like
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Ive been drawing a lot of oc art for artfight references :D (my handle faetastik btw)
#artfight#artfight2023#my art#lat#oc art#oc leah#oc eri#theyre my everything i love them so much#so so silly#theyre part of a bigger friendgroup#and theyre girlfriends uvu#designing their friend gwen rn#but you also have lovi and mariana#and im kinda digging a scooby doo like vibe for them all#since their big story point is them all coming together bc of one plot point#amnesia#they forgor 💀#aka they dont really remember their life before a certain point#and while life now isnt bad or anything#they all have like this big black hole of something missing#and being together as friends makes it a bit better#so i kinda imagine in their search of memory loss they comes across other crazy shit and solve that#:D#still need to figure a lottt out from this#but its fun!!
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I’m so excited I’m like literally shaking
#so I work at like seasonal job multiple stores and shit some more far out and in the boonies than others#and like before I was at my current job I managed this shitshow camp store#literally was so horrible but only bcs my boss sucked and pushed all his responsibilities to me while I still had to do MY JOB#like darkest time of my life trying to keep that store from falling apart until eventually I was like fuck this#transferee to a different property in a different state and like stalked this lady who would come help us and she hired me as her assistant#like truly amazing I love her so much my boss is the fucking best#but now at my property we have a camp store with no manager being run to the ground#so they asked me to go manage it…#and lLIKEEEE ITS IN THE HIGH CIUNTRY#SOOO NO SERVICE LIVING IN A TENT SHARED SHOWER DORMS#IM SO EXCITEDDD#and also I’ll be at 9k feet elevation SO ILL SEE STARSS!#im at 5thoussnd feet rn and it’s just not the same#my shitty store was at 7 thousand but the year before I lived at 8 thousand feet and the stars are so magical#but everyone else I work with feels bad I ‘have to’ go up there and run the store for a few weeks#I’m like literally MY PLEASURE#working in a camp store is literally summer camp vibes#and I’m such a retail girl boss they didn’t even brief me they were like you know how to open and close a store#AND I DONT HAVE TO TAKE CARE OF INVOICESSS#that was my nightmare at the last place like they taught all the managers how to recieve and pay invoices but no one else really understood#sooo like a day before months end when invocies HAVE to be paid I’d get stacks from every store on property#and like just my store was already a lot to go through bcs we did groceries and gas and beer and retail merch#but lol I came to my current place and they have a whole office just for that lotta sweet lady’s in accounting I’m like damn??#they did me so dirty????#best part about being a warehouse girl with previous retail management experience is thissss#pray for me though I haven’t managed other humans in 2 years and they’re union employees so I just have to follow all the rules#love the union but I’m scared of breaking any labor laws since I’ve never managed humans in the state in living in#last state was horrible there was no lunch break laws
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#i have just realized i dont trust any tumblr blogs that are popular like obviously over 15k followers level popular bc#it almost always means they got their followers like pre 2014 when tumblr was kinda cool and full of people and#most of them have not updated their vibes since those days much at all and#anytime i see them posting its just like a reminder of all the shit i dont miss about early tumblr hahaha#like i specifically remember around 2010 when i would creep these incredibly mean and dramatic people with probably tens of thousands#followers and it was so lame and they were always toxic af anyways!!#this is to say that tumblr is actually way more enjoyable to me now that its quieter and getting that many followers is nearly impossible#and i love that its not really a bunch of 'tumblr famous' asshats and mostly just anonymous folks posting on their lil blogs#that is the aspect of current tumblr that truly feels like a remnant of vintage internet experience to me rn#at least in the dn fandom where i mostly hang out#like before influencers existed and everyone was just chillin#p
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finally began reading the infamous if. current mc is maverick/maeve de soto (they/she) & their band's name is VENUS' HAVEN, they are an alternative r&b for reasons unknown to me bc they have such a rock band vibes but whatever. probably a sevenmancer bc i love a good enemies to lovers and bc i can't have rowan 😔
#rena.txt#it took me under 3 seconds to like rowan. while reading his description i was already like this is my man. but okay. FINE. we ball#i still don't know what's the deal with maeve. they are cocky and arrogant but have a good heart. probably. maybe. i feel like she would#get involved in soo many scandals but idk. i will just have them flesh themself out and i'll just sit & look skfjskfsj#also i'm so not made for ifs tbh bc my attention span surely isn't on my side but i really like the vibe of the story so far :]#oh the band's first album is called far from home which i find funny (making me insane) since the name is venus haven so it's like. we are#far from that haven rn. we are going on a journey to get back there (through the albums) and idk love a storytelling through music#it has seven related reasons ofc bc i love drama skfjskdjs#also how are all my sexy mutuals pickings fcs for this like. this is the hardest job ever nothing fits as i want to HMM#also 2x. no idea if venus' haven is correct english or smth my grasp of this language sometimes it's so feeble when it comes to ' send help
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Would like to respectfully throw my uterus into the sun
#in my 8 years of having my period. I have been on time maybe. twice?#AND TODAY I HAVE TO BE ON TIME!?#I HAVE A FUCKING CONCERT TO GO TO 😭😭#like instead of vibing in the shower this morning I was almost crying thinking about how I don't have any friends#and I've never been anyone's first choice#et cetera et cetera#and I've actually got anxiety cause I'm looking forward to the concert I love the artist#but I'm going with my brother which. I don't know if we have a good relationship or not#I'm just on guard around him ever since he said I was a bad person and treat everyone horribly a few weeks ago#which made me feel v suicidal 🙃🙃#also I'm trying to get over this fact but I ordered a shirt from etsy#to wear to this concert#in MAY#and it hasn't arrived#so I requested a refund ofc#and I have a different outfit I can wear I was just. really looking forward to wearing this shirt#trying to not cry over that because in reality it's NOT that big of a deal but it feels like a big deal to me#also I don't have all the lyrics to the set memorized? which im nervous of actually?#idk guys im just. im so not fucking feeling great rn which sucks cause todays supposed to be a good day
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So, instead of writing or doing anything else remotely productive, tonight I elected to make some banners for the Vibes WIP.
(Honestly, they're really too big to be banners and too small to be, like, covers, so it's genuinely me just fucking around in order to feel productive. But hey! It's my blog so i'll cry if i want to I do what I want. :D)
So, behold! (With some additional comments, because why the hell not?)
First! Ignoring tumblr killing the quality, I like this because it's not particularly location-specific, but it still encompasses the city-feel with the railways.
Second! I think I like this one more, but the location is obvious (to anyone who lives where I do), with the added disadvantage that if you don't live where I do, the reference to the railways is not immediately obvious. 🤔 So, realistically, the first one is the better of the two, but I still like the vibe of this one a lot.
If you have an opinion, feel free to let me know! ^_^ Dunno if I'll actually use either of these, but it's killed an hour or so this arvo which is of course the main thing lmaooo
#pockets muses IRL#and IWL i guess#i dunno#Vibes WIP#i'm all jittery tonight and i have been since yesterday evening#like i want to be productive but also i don't have the brainpower to do so#so this has been a fun intermission anyway#i think i need to get out of the house for something other than work#i dunno man#life is just really ehhhhhh rn#its my own choices making it that way#but anyway
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THEY'RE DOING FUCKING WHAT FOR A CROWN OF CANDY????
#literally pissing and shitting myself rn#yall dont even know ive never said on here but d20 aCoC is literally like#the entire reason i started being more confident in my D&D games and i actually started trying character voices#like you can see a notable shift in our session recordings from when i started watching it#i mean u cant bc i dont post them lmfao#but there is a very clear line#is my voice for sorbet 'good' ??? not really but you know what i got over my fears bc of d20#literally my favorite d&d thing i have ever watched and one of the only ones ive ever been able to get through all the way#like i was HOOKED#i'm going to lose it#i hope its just as good#but also worried because what draws me to d20 vs cr is the vibes the group brings and how it's very very good but not . 'cinematic'?#that may be the wrong word#i also havent watched cr since like season 2 besides clips so i admit i may be wrong dont come for me#but i am really looking forward to this amethar was my favorite#crying screaming frowing up#im going to be so normal about this#a crown of candy#dimension 20
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Man can you imagine if one of the April Fools events they do with project sekai and have it tie in with persona
Like have the default vocaloids be Velvet Room residents and the rest of the characters are persona users but the personas are their sekai versions of the vocaloids. The leaders are the wild cards so they get three and then the other members get one each (usually the one that debuted in that character's event) and then go from there
#prince's talk tag#project sekai#i know that if they ever did a persona crossover it wouldnt be a april fools joke it would be a legit crossover but still can you imagine?#also we can get each group to cover a song from each game since theres 5 games rn and 5 groups#and as a bonus they can bring that miku version of Heaven from persona 4 dancing to the game as well#that last point is something ive been wanting for a while now#i really wanna play that song with prsk controls#as i have it rn ichika for example would get miku len and kaito#saki would get rin then honami would get meiko and shiho gets luka#im figuring out the others#for the default vocaloids im thinking miku as igor meiko as Margaret luka as Elizabeth#kaito as theo and rin and len as caroline and justine#tbh you can switch meiko and luka if thats your preference i chose meiko for Margaret bc theyre both the oldest#but i do feel Luka has Margaret vibes more#but then again the great thing about vocaloids is they can be however you want so all options are correct really#go nuts
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winxers i am asking you hand in intolerable hand please help me i know you listen to music don't pretend !!
#alhdgljahdgl#ik most people will think of the girls but suggestions for the boys would be nice too!#i especially need help with brandon and nabu because i have almost nothing for them#the girls' playlists are looking much better now but i do want all of them to be at least an hour long hopefully longer#and so far musa's is the only one that meets that#i'd also like to find happier songs for bloom since her playlist is very sadge rn#but anyway! please my loves i will wither away without music#ive already scoured my own playlists for songs for all of them and :')#im having a hard time figuring out what nabu's playlist should be like...#i feel like they all have Vibes but i can't figure his out?#should it be dancy like aisha's? bit indie like florelia's? techy even?#we know he likes the same music that aisha does but we don't really know what it sounds like :(#also is this meme too old. still gonna use it but is it ahdgjkl#also also do you guys like the edit. cause i love it and i think every meme from now on will be edited into alfea ahdgl
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Making my vs siblings? More likely than u think
#my mv is a nomad and my fv is a streetkid#as of now since I’m playing fv rn I’m gonna go from hee pov#the backstory would change a bit if it was mv yknow the vibes#basically twins separated at birth cliche i know#fv stayed in nc mv went with other parent out of city#parental death and info drop (on the death bed! the parents suck :(#makes fv go out. she tells everyone she’s going to Atlanta bc there’s stigma behind nomads#or Atlanta is the start of the search whatever#actually finds mv relatively quickl#Bc - this is where timeline and events would shift if it was from m vs perspective - the bakkers just broke up!#parent either died or joined snake nation idc. prolly died. maybe died in the process. whatever.#anyways v is radioing out to anybody bc his car broke down and he already pissed of the sheriff. he got enough juice to GET to the tower but#now hes stranded in this white ass town help.#Uhm how does v know this is her brother??? uhm. whatever. maybe she doesn’t and just decides to help who cares. maybe she thinks he can help#maybe he name drops bakkers as a last ditch effort or smth#anyways she goes to help they see eachother and it’s like that Tinkerbell scene#the two years in Atlanta are actually two years fucking around and causing trouble with her twin#but mv longs to be apart of a bigger family again and fv is dropping hints about going home :(#mv gets picked up by the aldecados (yeah! yes!) and fv goes back to nc. they promise to keep in touch.#like genuinely teary ass reunion. I usually have all my vs do suicide endings but they’d prolly both pick nomad life w/ the other in this au#unless….smth….unfortunate. were to happen to their dear sibling :(#Uhm anyways yeah.#also they’re both gay and mv is transmasc whilst fv is nb#the v is. I don’t have names for them yet so I’ll say coincidence but I don’t want it to be. they both have v names but going by v was a#coincidence? OH lmao their parents called them v shorthand they thought it was cute growing up when they met eachother they realized they#prolly didn’t care to remember which twin they had (yeah they’re that type of bad)#Uhm. last thing the way the playthroughs are going they have distinct personalities and merc styles I’ll make false promises to get into#but all that really matters is post heist fv drops off the face of the earth and avoids mv bc she can’t give him a family just to rip it#away like this but for mv the second he wakes up at Vic’s he calls her sobbing and wailing into the phone#when it’s mv he goes ‘why can’t u be nicer :/‘ when it’s fv she punches Johnny back ok that’s all
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#the idol system is such a fascinating and scary thing to me#like hearing shit over the years it's like how does anyone survive it?#(i'm staying away from all the anti-blackness of kpop & their fandoms rn so just the system)#((that was more for me bc my brain wants to go in that direction bc hooooooo. it's the main reason i cannot vibe w more than a few songs#over the last almost 15 years cause like knowing.... anyway))#like i just got groundfloored w a group rn via jbrekkie shoutout michelle like literally their debut is 24 hrs from now i've rabbitholed#since i heard their snippet on her vid and like the way ppl talk about it already like... as an outsider it's like alriiiight here we goo#they're (mgmt) pipelining another group of ppl let's be sure to support it! streamstreamvote!! oo it looks like their taking the toy/doll#route w these girls super aesthetic let's goo. & like......????? and ppl are already rabid about it. it's wild. and like this is the system#this is it. they make groups and then tease and the people who follow the conglomerate see it and are waiting to#be fed another x amount of folks doing formations and looking cute/hot open wide and consume#(like ik some (or a lot) of those accnts are bots/plants to pad the release and gain traction against algos but like also real folks too)#like not to discredit their vocal work (&dancing though some (alot) of these grps are not nearly as lit w 'dancing' as folks hype em up to#be Frfr. good movers/formations/camera motion & body rolls do not a dancer/good choreo make) but it's really secondary for a lot of#folks atp it's so strange & fascinating. and like i dug the song that's why i'm here so no knock against that but just the factory of it al#it's so damn WILD to me. but at the same time let's be real here. same dish different kitchen for a lot of western pop#they're just more transparent about it and have streamlined finding their popstars & having the public be great w it#it's just... i think it would be less strange if stan culture wasn't a thing or at least more mild than it is now#if it wasn't blown up to this unfathomably massive ever-churning industry by people in literal droves#idk idk i have a lot of thoughts on kpop it's truly a very interesting thing and to have been aware of it and into it to#an extent a while before the sonic boom in the west is an incredibly wild thing to look back on#like i wanna follow this (mostly cause i wanna hear the whole song) but also v curious but also like man the system is bad for many#reasons & here's another batch on the conveyor belt. idk :/#like as long as the participants are happy and healthy and being actually taken care of and not advantage of then great but#yk. the music industry at large is horrible (and esp to women) so like. god ide wanna think about the disparities btwn girl & boy groups#(like to start are they not referred to as 'male groups' on the reg but 'girl groups' more often than 'female'? always w the infantalizing#like given girl group has way more ring than female group but the words still conjure up different things it's just how language works#but boy group idk if i've ever really heard someone use that? and there's been a long time battle w the reclamation of 'boy band'#like it's still dirty for a lot of folks but anyway v western context but there's a large fanbase here so many fans speak as such#this is what we call our own pop groups etc. and it's just interesting and sad idk anyway it's just... huuuhhh a lot.) ok gn lol
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#thinking about finishing my 1d fics again and while with one super old wip i figured out how to write it sans heavy ot5 friendship dynamic#the two sequel fics for ‘swear i’ve known you since forever’ in ATSCO series…. oooh i fear i am Fucked#it’s not that i have beef with ot5 fic really it just feels weird for me personally to be writing it so#heavy handedly this many years on? and controversial take mayhaps but there are still plenty super involved ot5 fans out there putting out#mmm weird vibes? delusional even? not all of them ofc#but enough that i’ve seen especially on twitter and iii don’t want the association just bc i kept the dynamic in a fic i wrote lmao#(also i have some thoughts and opinions on things and people i did not have in the past too so! that doesn’t help)#i think for ATSCO i’m just gonna have to commit because i am Not rethinking a whole new plot for that series 4 years down the line#especially after i rewrote the whole plot like 5 times as well as the first fic in the series several more times as well…..#i’m not doing it again!! i’m not!! so if i DO finish either one of these fics specifically. please know if ot5 element stays in#moreso in ATSCO than the other one which has remained a secret 4 years on#know what i stand for and who i am… i know this matters to few but me but i’m putting it out there nonetheless#it’s still gonna be a hot minute before any fics get finished bc where my interests are rn and my focusing on art but! i stand by my word#and my fics are still intended to be completed!#(also sidenote i am. no longer replying to any update inquiries on here or ao3! i’ve already said why in the past that they#stress me out rather than encourage me so i’m gonna leave it at that! i honestly might even start to delete them from my inbox / comments#just because they get to me that bad like i literally avoid ao3 because of it so. yeah! pls don’t send me update inquiries <3)#alex talks
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I'm not an anime style catgirl but I'm also not a furry. I am a secret third thing (catgirl but change more of the body than usual)
#emma posts#this is why I keep saying I'm not a furry#I've been around furries since I was 13#and I'm 26 rn#I learned how to draw furries slightly after I started drawing anime fan art#furries have a certain subculture and vibe to their style and general situation#I don't think my... me? really fits that label#but I also don't just want cat ears and a tail?#I think catra is getting closer to what i mean. just to give an idea#but I still mean MORE cat than her#less than fursonas though#I feel more comfortable about it in the monsterfucker/monster body community. if that makes any sense?#it's not super monsterous. but it's also not quite as human#I wouldn't say furry though because it's not cartoon style and it's not just a cat head and anthro body#this is why I keep saying I'm not a furry. I've been around them for 13 years and I don't feel like it fits#I'm not trying to say that there is anything messed up about them and I'm sorry if it comes off that way. I just get frustrated about where#I fit in all this. Ya know?
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