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Would like to respectfully throw my uterus into the sun
#in my 8 years of having my period. I have been on time maybe. twice?#AND TODAY I HAVE TO BE ON TIME!?#I HAVE A FUCKING CONCERT TO GO TO šš#like instead of vibing in the shower this morning I was almost crying thinking about how I don't have any friends#and I've never been anyone's first choice#et cetera et cetera#and I've actually got anxiety cause I'm looking forward to the concert I love the artist#but I'm going with my brother which. I don't know if we have a good relationship or not#I'm just on guard around him ever since he said I was a bad person and treat everyone horribly a few weeks ago#which made me feel v suicidal šš#also I'm trying to get over this fact but I ordered a shirt from etsy#to wear to this concert#in MAY#and it hasn't arrived#so I requested a refund ofc#and I have a different outfit I can wear I was just. really looking forward to wearing this shirt#trying to not cry over that because in reality it's NOT that big of a deal but it feels like a big deal to me#also I don't have all the lyrics to the set memorized? which im nervous of actually?#idk guys im just. im so not fucking feeling great rn which sucks cause todays supposed to be a good day
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Another KE edition:
V's kills:
1. Favorite kill, be it the most memorable, the ugliest, bloodiest, most ruthless, most deserved...that one kill you liked best for whatever reason.
2. A kill most unlike her?
3. A kill that shocked you the most?
4. How do you think she killed her mother?
This is a fun one! Thank you, beloved Pistachio.
Favorite Kill
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Inga in the Hole. The entire sequence from the introduction of Inga to their actual fight is a favorite of mine. Vil doing her little tests and jump scares, waiting for Inga to do somethingāanything. And when it finally happens, the fight is just scrappy as hell and the audience (or at least I) was really kind of worried for Vil. And she goes fucking feral, which I adore. The brutality, the blood, the way she kind of dissolves back into Oksana at the end. <3<3<3Ā
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Runner-up is when she kills Kasia in the first episode. This is based entirely on my headcanon that Villanelle was intending to follow Konstantineās instructions and make her death look like a suicide. But she sees Eve and sheās so thrown off that she loses focus and kills half a dozen people. The fact that she even bothered with the nurseās disguise and her reaction in the next episode when she figures out who Eve is are the selling points for me.
Most Unlike Vil
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Guns. The couple of gun deaths are soā¦ lackluster. The first one in Bulgaria is used to highlight her dissatisfaction and waning enthusiasm for her job. Later on, when she shoots the accountant guy, the show tries to make it super dramatic with the framing making it look like itās going to be Carolyn who dies. But the reality is Vil just pulls them over, walks up, shoots a guy, and walks away. Yawn. Not creative, not clever, not emotional (from Vilās perspective). I know there are other times (Anton, shooting [but not {killing] Eve}), but the couple I mentioned are the ones I'm thinking of.
Shocking Kill
Iām gonna cheat and give two answers (again). For me, the kill where I personally was most shocked was Bill. He was super interesting and the story had established so much about him. We knew he was a dad, saw his kid, heard about his wife, knew he had some history with Eve, and learned about his various adventures. Such a fun dude, definitely recurring character material! It made sense when it happenedāI really shouldnāt have been surprised. In the early episodes, we have a Villanelle who likes shock value and gets a thrill out of murder. We see her intentionally luring Bill. The audienceās whole lens on her is violence and playfulness. But I was still justā¦ no way! Why Bill? Why Bill?
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The kill where I was shocked because it felt out of character was when she murdered May and the pastor. Iām counting this as different from āunlike herā because I feel like a character can still be āin characterā but execute an action that reads as āout of character.ā This felt like a completely different person to me. Season four, so, eh. I know Vil was hurting from multiple rejections (her family in the previous season, Eve, the church group, God?) and obviously in some very chaotic headspace to be having the Jesus-Nelle vision, but it didnāt play right for me. The shock of "why bother"? Sloppy and weirdly personal for people whose opinion Vil really wouldnāt have given two shits about.Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā
Killing Tatiana
You know, I wondered about this when the camera pans past her body before the explosion, but never really considered it. Iām gonna say she strangled Tatiana. Weāve seen some indicators that strangling comes out when sheās emotional. The bathroom at the club in Amsterdam. Rhian later on. I also think she wanted to watch Tatiana die. She wouldnāt have done something sweet and quick like she did for Gabriel in the hospital. Vil perceived her mother as a monster and I think she would have wanted to experience that suffering as she killed her.
And, after all, she likes the breathy ones. š
#i had to make a list of all of vil's kills to answer this#girl has killed like at least 30 people directly over the course of the series#proud of her?#thank you for the ask!#asks#killing eve#villanelle
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