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I did it! I made a comic! A comic about my OC (Alice) and her trauma ✨️!
#tmnt#teenage mutant ninja turtles#fanart#tmnt oc#oc#donatello#alice#tmnt donatello#2003 tmnt#2003 teenage mutant ninja turtles#2k3 tmnt#2k3 tmnt fanart#tmnt fanart#tmnt comic#comic#oc comic#look at her#shes got ptsd#but thats okay so does donnie#shes gonna be okay i promise!!!
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tw: for implied past emotional abuse, im in my feels today
"What the fuck were you thinking?" Hopper growls. He's not quite shouting, but he's still loud, raised voice echoing through the living room. "She's not ready to drive yet, I forbade it, and what? You two decided that you knew better?"
Eddie rolls his eyes, but gamely keeps quiet. He knows Hopper's less upset with Ellie taking a spin through the parking lot and more upset about the property damage. Eddie's on her side though, that phone pole came out of nowhere. Must have been pretty rotted out too, to fall over that easily after a little love tap.
Ellie had done a damn good job fixing the huge dent in the bumper.
But if Hopper wants to be dramatic and chew everyone involved out, Eddie's not going to stop him. Whatever gets the guy's blood pressure back down.
"You're supposed to be responsible adults! Especially you, Steve!"
Rolling his eyes again, Eddie glances over, hoping to share a commiserating look with Steve.
Except Steve isn't looking anywhere but down, shoulders and spine ruler straight. Eddie stalls there, stuck on the way Steve's standing, tense from jaw down to his ankles, his hands balled into tight fists flat at his side, knuckles white. Hopper keeps ranting, pacing a wide circle in front of them, but Steve doesn't flinch, doesn't look up, doesn't react. It's like all the color has washed from him.
"Are you even listening?!"
"Yes, sir," Steve says tightly. He doesn't look up. Hopper keeps going.
Eddie watches as Steve's throat works to swallow, like he's choking. Like he can't breathe.
"Hopper," Eddie snaps. "Shut the fuck up."
Hopper whirls on him, livid, but Eddie's not looking at him, fixed on Steve as he reaches out. Tries to take Steve's hand, just holds his wrist when Steve can't unclench his fist, gentle as he touches him. Steve is tightly wound and trembling under his fingers.
When he looks, Eddie finds Hopper with deep regret on his face, struck silent. He doesn't say anything when Eddie leads Steve away, back out onto the porch. They sit on the swing, Eddie's arm around Steve's shoulders, rocking back and forth until the muscles loosen and Steve slumps, strings cut, into Eddie's side. They'll sit like that for a while more, watching the woods as the sun sets and listening to the dusk settle, crickets and cicadas and chats calling the moon up, filling their silence with nighttime music.
Later, Hopper will come out, temper cooled, and sit on Steve's other side. Will ruffle Steve's hair when Steve starts to stiffen. Will apologize when Steve eyes him warily.
Later, Eddie will scowl and glare, but ultimately keep quiet, unwilling to make the whole thing worse for Steve, another fight, another shouting match. Will stiltedly tell Hopper good night and take Steve home, wait patiently until Steve finally speaks, when he finally tells Eddie a little more and a little more, until Eddie's holding him tight.
That's later though. For now, he digs his heel into the porch, rocking them back and forth, and waits for Steve to breathe.
#steddie#hopper historically yelling at traumatized kids vs steve ircc i've never seen you talk to an adult male the entire series FIGHT#i love hopper tho he's got a gray morality and a temper and i like that in my dilfs#shout out to el for knocking the power out in half of hawkins and probably triggering half the town's ptsd#NOT with her powers tho#she's multitalented like that#imagine with me: her steve and eddie all screaming as she rams right into the light pole at 30 miles an hour#she had so much time to break#shush mal#my steddies
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"I'm back. Is Kroos here, too?"
#arknights#fang#kroos#dlarts#i still choose to headcanon kroos's ptsd in part involves fang#she got the scar from her#where is the fangkroos yuri
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it is funny though how kids' shows are so so so careful about death, no one's ever killed except MAYYYYBE the big bad, all those random side characters are fine, here have a quick shot of them before we leave just so you know they really did survive that 50-foot drop into a stormy sea,
and meanwhile kids' books nearly all agree that it's not an adventure until it has a body count.
#to be clear I don't mean the heroes killing people#that's frankly a separate question#but bad guys come with collateral damage#even if they're nameless extras who are never described as more than a body in the street#and quite often the friends the hero meets along the way#will not all make it to the end#edit: actually I do also mean the heroes killing people#atla being so so so careful to show random mooks surviving and having the fire nation take prisoners all the time#vs animorphs going 'yeah we kill people. yeah we've got ptsd. what of it'#vs that one vivian vande velde book I read where the protagonist is really really stressed#about creeping up on a mook with a rock to bash him on the head#bc *what if she kills him?* she's just a teenager she doesn't know how brain trauma works she doesn't want to be a murderer#to be clear animorphs and this book are on the same page
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Can't stop thinking about Gordon and Aubrey. They knew each other for years and didn't even really know it. The first time she saw him in person was when he was dying. He was her only proper point of human contact for months. She took care of his pet tortoise for 44 years. They talked like every day on the comms. She chose Warren's life over his because she knew Warren was more likely to survive. She knows all this and just has to sit with it with no resolution because he's asleep and no one knows if he'll wake up. She never even got to look him in the eyes. What the fuck.
#all that and theyre not even each others best friend#all that and theyve both got Other Shit going on#dont quote me on the years months every day thing i have no idea of the timelines of red valley#red valley#oh AND she gave the bluesky unit in her little lab base thing his voice#and she has his ptsd ridden best friend in the basement that she has face if gordon dies
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What timeline have we jumped to, my god
#alycia debnam carey#got a shot of ptsd reading that city of light but ok#i am... I looking like a harlot. a whore. a scarlet woman. i have lust in my heart#but also just omg#how is she so beautiful#I'm genuinely kinda shook
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sometimes I forget that my experience has been. um. not 'your experiences are not universal' vibes but more like 'your experiences are EXTREMELY atypical'
#red said#recent events have reminded me that my life has involved like. a LOT of other people's psychosis#like not in a way where i have been Beset By Terrifying Crazies bc that's not like. a thing.#but a lot of people in my life have had a lot of really severe psychotic episodes#and i FORGET sometimes. that actually that is an Unusual Amount Of Experience With Psychosis for someone who's not#for somebody who has not really personally ever had psychotic episodes (unless severe PTSD flashbacks count)#actually i tell a lie i have maybe had One psychotic episode but because it was very situational and i knew what was happening#i was able to ride it out. because i am literally only psychotic Inside Hospitals and so that's all fine#as long as i LITERALLY NEVER HAVE TO HAVE INPATIENT CARE. Very important to me to never ever ever require surgery i think.#i can handle the amount of psychosis i get from a 1-4 hour stopoff in hospital#as long as i know I'm leaving soon then i can just Cope with the fact that the walls are moving and reality is thin#ANYWAY that's not the point the point is i forget! that most ppl i know have experience of at most a handful of severe psychotic episodes#some people i know have experienced more for sure. especially if the episodes were mostly theirs.#but people really seem to expect me to be more freaked out by their symptoms of psychosis than i am#bc i don't think i really register it as frightening unless they're in actual danger or Currently Aggressing Actually At Me#like i WORRY about them bc it can super suck but it's not SHOCKING or WEIRD#there have definitely been times ive been frightened. one time i woke up in the night and my friend was standing over me with a knife#but also like he was still HIM he was just having a moment. and as soon as i got the knife off him he just came back and broke down.#and we were fine and he was safe and i learnt the valuable lesson that even when people seem like they wanna kill you they probably don't#tbf now I'm thinking about it it's honestly a tossup whether he was there to threaten or because he felt a need to guard us#like to be clear probably don't try and take a knife off someone having a psychotic break. i was 17 and it was 3am and i knew him very well#i probably did not make the smartest call but nobody got hurt is the point#anyway you know there's that kind of psychotic episode and my granny got very violently angry a few times. buuuut you know there's also#been plenty of other times I've been with somebody having an episode and it's been chill as hell.#my ex saw and heard monsters so much that eventually she just got sick of being scared. we used to watch TV with them#i would sometimes have to sit on a bit of sofa that wasn't haunted and we might not be able to watch certain things bc they didn't like it#most of the time she was hallucinating there was absolutely nothing to worry about we just had a few extra variables#honestly of everyone i know who's had psychotic episodes or schizophrenia the amount of times it's been a material risk#is like. low single figures? maybe low double if you include self harm but idk what the cause and effect is there.#idk why you would need to be frightened like 99.99% of the time it truly is usually just Oh No That Seems Distressing For You I'm Sorry
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*gently places angsty Twig comic in your hands*
There comes a point in healing, sometimes, where you must grieve the child you never got to be, and bury her along with the desperate hope of one day somehow becoming her.
It isn’t fair. And it never will be.
But you grieve the child, still.
#hey so do you think the PMD universe has a concept of PTSD or#I gotta admit I’m not so sure about posting this one either ;w;#i like. never make my angstier works public. so this is very new to me#man this AU really is just Twig Going Throught It huh#I promise it gets better#there’s a happy ending pending#Twig just has to get to a point where she can’t keep pushing things aside#she’s got to hit rock bottom so hard it knocks enough sense into her to ask for help#also when Young Twig appears beside Adult Twig she’s not literally there!#not sure if that was clear#Twig talking about how she feels messed up just reminded Grovyle of something she said while a human#it was a lil flashback on his end#*slips tumblr a $20 bill* please let this be less blurry than the last comic#stuff by sofie#the present is a gift AU#pmd2#pmd eos#pmd explorers#pmd sky#pmd#pmd au#pmd comic#pmd grovyle
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project sekai is crazy because literally every character is queer trans neurodivergent physically disabled or some combination of the above
#and im not talking abt hcs im talking abt actual coding#minori is very explicitly in love with haruka#harukas is less obvious but she clearly returns minoris feelings as well#shizuku is so obviously nd [likely autistic but she could read as a number of other things]#airi is incredibly trans coded [that one event + her fes card]#mizuki is canonically trans#ena has ptsd in some format due to her fathers abuse and shes also got a lot of cluster b traits#kanade has ptsd from what happened with her father and wlw and physically disabled coded#mafuyu. oh gd. the cdd coding the transmasc coding the girlkisser coding.#anhane is basically canon#touya is autistic coded as is nene and ichika#shiho is nd#everybody in l/n likes girls#ichika is aro coded#and autistic like i said#saki is canonically physically disabled#akito [like ena] has some measure of ptsd from his father#akito and touya r both mlm coded#rui literally compares himself to a famously gay scientist in jp [FUCK THE EN LOCALIZATION OF THAT BTW]#emu is VERY CLEARLY AUDHD and somewhat wlw coded#nene is also wlw#tsukasa comes across as very nd#all of wondershow is aspec coded as well#and oh gd ive been talking a while i need yo shut up#but like. MAN. man. [goes crazy]#77ngiez.txt#can u guys tell ive been thinking abt pjsk lately
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mm lestat post time
ever think about how ALL of lestat's relationships remind him no one truly loves him as a person? that he's good for his body only?
his father beats him. no love there, nor with his brothers. his mother never saved him from his father or brothers, and at the Literal First Possibility ditched her title and slept with him. nicki loved him until he was disabled (for all vampires are horrors, they are also textbook disabled. cant function properly in the human world, can only masquerade as human- they are inhuman, survive off parasiting others. for this moment, nicki is only thinking of how he lost his lover to the darkness that took them both- he hates lestat at the end. hates what lestat turned in to, against lestat's will. hates that lestat wont give up)
armand doesnt really love him, either, not then in paris before lestat flees to america. armand likes powerful, demanding blondes (thx marius). armand wants the pale mockery of his maker to adore and cherish- no, to BE cherished by (mixing book and show, when louis is his maitre. when lestat ruins the children of darkness, he tries to give the coven to lestat, to Be Lestat's, ignoring that that's not what lestat wants)
even with louis and claudia, their love was conditional. in the book, claudia choses to kill him because she wants to leave and he wont go with her, but louis will. in the show, its different, because show lestat abuses her. and still, before the townhouse (which we know we/daniel were given false versions of), claudia and louis did not love lestat. louis did not let him into their family, claudia did not want him Ever.
every relationship lestat has ever had has been burdened by the fact that no one has ever truly loved or forgiven lestat for anything. not for little mistakes or grandiose bad decisions. no one has sat with him and treated him with gentle hands or words. claudia, louis, nicki, gabrielle, they all had HIM when theu turned. relied on him, and his teachings. he had nothing. claudia relied on them as both a fledgling and a daughter, but he didnt ever have a parent to rely on
armand is the closest to truly understanding what lestat went through, given the brothel and marius and his two or so hundred years of living in mud. but even then, he doesnt have the empathy for lestat; only chasing after the images of his abusers in his relationships. he would have turned lestat into lestat's father, into magnus, before he would have understood that lestat did not want to be evil.
love lestat. girl with every personality disorder. how do u manage it girly youre so close to being suicidal yet you never really breach the line into depression cause youre too busy being manic
#lestat de lioncourt#amc iwtv#sort of#also sort of#the vampire lestat#shes got like every disorder#her biggest hitters? bpd ptsd npd lets go#girl could be most of if not all the cluster b's#love her though#<3333#btw rambles from someone with bpd
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Do I have assessments due? Yeh. Should I be studying? Probably 😂But like most things this just grabbed hold of my brain and won’t let go so here we are XD
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But on a more serious note I think we’ve all felt this at some point or at least we all will eventually feel this. Esp as you get older and your body starts to fail or for those who ever got diagnosed with a life changing condition.. things just.. get hard when it used to be so easy.Esp if you’re also at that age (eg: teens/early 20s) where it should be your golden years you just.. get so angry. If that’s you then I’m sorry.. that this is happening to you. And I’m sorry that no one save God can take this away, but if nothing else, I hope you know, Anatawa hitorijanai.
#art#digital art#procreate#save rottmnt#unpause rottmnt#rottmnt#healer cj#healer cj au#rottmnt casey jr#rottmnt april#rottmnt april o'neil#In April we Stan#big sis April we Stan#Once again April O’Neil why she is a queen#rip Cj bro got the ptsd with a capital T#he may be full anxiety but he’s also full of rage#so I think he deserved to blow up every once in a while#as a treat#hooray trauma responses said no one ever
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Ruby: Do you love me?
James: We’re literally married.
Ruby: Yeah, but as friends or—
#look she's got ptsd from the break up she needs to make sure#maxton hall#maxton hall the world between us#maxton hall die welt zwischen uns#ruby bell#james beaufort#ruby x james#incorrect maxon hall quotes#maxton hall incorrect quotes#incorrect maxton hall#bellfort
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I ❤️ Inaba Day
#I saw this I heart earth shirt and thought of Seiran#touhou project#東方project#Seiran#Ringo#tewi inaba#reisen udongein inaba#Sannyo komakusa pipe#Reisen's is actually a pin#rei'sen#I'm especially proud of the Tewi Shark Joke. I imagine she's still got PTSD#I feel bad I didn't have something funny for Ringo. But it's just the plain truth.#The Reisen Joke had to be made. It's obligatory. Shameless but necessary#March 18th
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No one gets my vision but I feel like Jolene would be the perfect horror game protag
#shes got so many built in explanations for why she does things that are mechanically necessary for a horror protag#why does she have so many guns? she used to be a criminal. ok why cant she shoot straight. ptsd and anxiety makes her hands shakey#like shes been through enough that she can survive and not snap under the pressure but also shes not some kind of badass#shed be unnerved enough to be a gopd audience surragate but also she wouldnt come off as whiny#her past also grants an aspect of mystique
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Grabs you by the shoulders. Drummer!Stephanie Brown. You Agree
#ramblings of a lunatic#dc comics#stephanie brown#batgirls#she canonically plays piano and the skills u need for piano are seen as transferrable to drums#girl drummers are cool as fuck categorically and also i feel like it'd be a good outlet for stephs aggression#like she still plays piano on a shitty yamaha keyboard she got secondhand and dragged back to her and cass' apartment#but for like. her birthday or a holiday tim/cass/babs/whoever got her an electric drumpad after she expressed interest in learning#@dc please. please let my girl play music again. she deserves it she only stopped piano bc of ptsd SHE'S HAD TIME TO HEAL LET HER PLAY#let her join black canary's band as payoff for their mentor/mentee relationship getting cut short in the 90s/2000s /j
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luz is so sad what. "the amity i know would never misquote azura!!" girlie she also wouldnt say those things about you. none of them would. you know that right. YOU KNOW THAT RIGHT
#watching and dreaming#toh spoilers#the owl house spoilers#luz noceda#lumity#'she probably got therapy during the time skip' i hate to break this to you but she has that undiagnosed ptsd look in her eyes#yeah sorry she wont confront the horrors
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