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quibble-auk · 1 day ago

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I’m sorry. I have not actually made anything today (writing or drawing wise) because I took them to the zoo…. Not cause I’ve been moping around all day. That would be wild.

The play date went well.

This is with @thebrokenmechanicalpencil’s OC, Comet!

Echo was just excited to hang out. Sunrazor wanted to go to the museum instead.

Comet really liked the bugs. Especially the beetles

Sunrazor did like the Rhino’s though. They’re kinda like dinosaurs.

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compulsiveobsessing · 2 months ago

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advice for getting out of christmas eve service with my parents??

last year i was too late in packing and getting to their house to go, which i was completely okay with. i didnt want to go. my sisters later told me the service, on christmas eve, was focused on a detransitioner's return to god, complete with the mother who cried saying she had her baby girl back. (apparently my mother cried at this story as well)

i tried simply refusing to go to a christmas morning service once and it started a shouting match and ended with threats to kicking me out of the house. so.

#exvangelical #ex christian #deconstruction #i actually dont remember if my attempted refusal was last year lmao but the way my mom talked yesterday haha....#'you need to leave earlier to make sure you get to church' hmmm i do not want to do that #and before anyone says 'youre an adult they dont have to make you do anything' i am currently living with my dads mom and am very grateful #for that. we're like half an hour from my parents and they talk all the time so any catastrophic thing has the potential to affect this #also any time i 'make things difficult' it's worse for my sisters. actually just me being at the house makes my mom on edge i think #she's always ready to snap in a way she apparently isn't when im not there

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robotpussy · 2 months ago

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didn't think 2024 could be worse than 2023, last year I got evicted for basically no reason and my neighbour spat on me after she falsely accused me of assault. this year my mum died and my health got worse because of my job and spent the entire time I was unemployed going to the hospital everyday for my mother. I hope I die next year because it just seems to be going downhill from here

#like i will never be able to afford to move out of here. my aunt has been pestering my sister and i to move in together #but my sister doesn't want go rent and wants to buy a house..... with what money? 😭 in this economy?#like im desperate to move out of here but shes making it so hard rn why cant we rent #in the meantime and work towards a house? there are other reasons as to why #we both need to move out from where we're currently living but yk #can't get a job. have literally been applying for work for months now and i keep getting rejected #cant even go back to university because i cant afford to pay off my debt and get my degree #and yea yea i can change the way things are im just exhausted i dont even know if i want to continue #whats the point

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lovingdabeessss · 2 years ago

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People are acting like Yang being gay with Blake while bad things are happening to ruby is Yang being a “bad sister” like Yang not being allowed to have nice things because the universe will immediately attack ruby is new???

Like it’s not either of their fault that the gods of rwby just hate Yang being gay

Back in atlas Yang and Blake going dancing? The party rubys working at gets attacked

Yang and Blake have a moment after killing Adam? Rubys getting attacked by a giant mech

Barn scene? Like minutes later they’re all attacked by the apathy which leads ruby alone to defend them

Even in the like beginning of the series this been happening

Remember when they got that SINGLE DANCE TOGETHER!?!?!? Minutes later ruby goes and fights CHILD MURDERER CINDER FUCKING FALL

They went on that one mission in the abandoned city Blake and Yang had a little “your not one to back down from a fight Blake” yeah wasn’t that nice- RUBY GETS KIDNAPPED you guys remember that??? She was so freaked out poor yang

literally the second she becomes partners with Blake they’re having a great time literally the easiest time out of any other team partners even renora in which Nora’s having a great time but rens suffering they get there first and they’re just chilling and you know what rubys doing meanwhile FLYING ON A DAMN NEVERMORE

For like the earlier stuff that happened it was a lot of ruby being a gremlin child and taking every opportunity to get away from her overprotective sister to go and be a menace to society and then later on it’s that the universe is literally trying to give ruby every kind of trauma and yang physically can’t be there to help with all of it

Like when her and Blake got together Yang was TELEPORTED AWAY ABOVE SOME MAGICAL INFINITE ABYSS and try and Yang might to be as not gay as possible avoiding with all her might saying I love you out loud she’s literally got no choice and then the next day ruby gets the worst mental breakdown of her life

It’s not rubys fault she doesn’t support yang being gay that shits a survival tactic Blake seducing her sister is gonna get her killed

No wonder Yang was so overprotective especially in the beginning of the season it starts out with ruby getting FUCKING ROBBED yeah that’s probably the last time ruby was ever allowed to go shopping by herself

#THIS IS ME JOKING THIS IS JOKEY HAHA #but like yeah I love ruby and Yang me and my sister are super similar at the exact same age currently #if I got robbed my sister probably wouldn’t let me out of the house for like a month #yang having a moment with Blake for a split second: something just happened #meanwhile ruby: AAAAAA #I loved in ice queendom when Blake was like you gotta let her do things on her own #yeah Blake you tell her cause if she doesn’t you’re not getting a girlfriend #rwby #blake belladonna #rwby bumbleby #yang x blake #blake x yang #bumbleby #rwby memes #yang xiao long #ruby rose #rwby v9

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eggmeralda · 9 months ago

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do you ever feel casually suicidal? like you're not depressed or anything you're doing fine but also it feels like a convenient option

#if you can't make connections with people or be seen by anyone then like. at least you can feel like you're helping a better cause #to like charities and gfms and anyone else #but you have to tone that down bc you're slowly losing money bc you still can't get a job #and bc you don't have a job it means you're just stuck in the house all day. which gives Way Too Much opportunity to Think about everything #and also so like. i still share a room with my sister but it was fine bc she'd stay at her bf's a few nights a week #but he's got a job that's a bit further away and basically she can't go round his as much. so now it's maybe like once a week #the room is getting messier so it gives me less energy to do anything #you can get really into an unhealthy weight loss obsession bc at least it feels like you're getting towards something #but idek is set weight theory real? bc once i get down to a certain point it suddenly resets #like honestly counting calories and donating money to every gfm i saw and writing a film script was what kept me going #but first one isn't working and second i need some sort of income and third is finished and i have no way of actually creating it #and then there's the whole lack of stable hyperfixation and ability to find new music i enjoy #and realistically what would fix me is having a good job that i enjoy and somewhere to live on my own #but until i get a job that's currently impossible. and even then it probably won't feel like enough #my entire life is lived on my phone i need more physical objects but i don't have enough space #bc i share a room with my sister. it's like all my problems are connected #and i have enough optimism that i still think it'll get better in the next few weeks. maybe i'll be able to get a job and that'll #get everything going again #but at the same time i could easily just die #I've graduated from uni. I've seen the who live 3 times. I've crashed my car twice. I've watched 30 years of corrie. I've met various dogs #what else is there to do with my life honestly #(<- joking)#but yeah like. in summer 2021 i almost got suicidal (it was just letting the occasional thought linger in my mind etc)#but that was bc i was so depressed #but now it feels like i could just kill myself. but more just out of convenience #idek. i'm not gonna kill myself. bc i have a job interview on tuesday. and just in general i won't #but there is this casual feeling of like. well i might as well. i can't describe it #ramble #suicide tw #weight loss mention

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fortjester · 9 months ago

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listening to my mother explain how she understands the trans experience and knowing she said this shit to my (trans) younger sister at some point and holding back an immense amount of rage

#fuck off lou #apparently when my sister first tried to come out she used 'tentative phrasing'#and my mother thought all trans people just 'knew' and sorta dismissed her #'the way i understand it you dont explore your gender - you just know'#MOTHER I AM EXPLORING MY GENDER AS WE SPEAK AND MY GENDER IS CURRENTLY ENRAGED #tf does she think she's doing #girl your experiences are not universal #your first step should have been support. not 'ummm that doesnt sound right to me'#it is NOT your experience it is HERS #i need to get my sister out of this house #anyway #vent #vent post #never mind how this conversation did psychic damage to my tilt-a-whirl gender exploration #i can handle it #but the damage could be irreversible for anyone else #my post

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plzgivefood · 19 days ago

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ABSOLUTELY REVOLUTIONARY DISCOVERY!!!

this is a laptop. it has a (totally not stolen 100%) portable charger.

I CAN ACTUALLY UPDATE YOU GUYS.

We've already begun making camp a few miles out in some random old lady's backyard.

She hasn't noticed us yet.

This is currently a stealth operation.

#The poisoned one is currently vomiting in the old lady's backyard #Not very stealthy of him tbh #my father is still nowhere to be seen so... that's great #One of my sisters is trying to craft weapons.#They look like they were made by cavemen but they might work....#let's hope we can reclaim our house soon!!!#Don't ask me how she's sharpening them I couldn't tell you.#tdlosk rp

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ceramicbeetle · 26 days ago

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kind of astounding how innocuous conversations with my younger siblings can make me feel like dogshit... what are the good things about being the oldest kid supposed to be again??

#N posts stuff #two of my siblings are currently in college and they both talk about it in ways that. hm.#my sister did an accelerated program to graduate high school and go to college Early so she's got kind of an...#'i am the most put together teenager on the planet' attitude a lot at the moment. so. she talks shit about her peers like #'if she'd stop spending money on Product and just Grow UP nd get an apartment and move out of her parents' house already'#and she's like. ragging on a kid who's only Maybe 20 years old and i'm sitting at the table at almost 30 still here like '......'#and my brother has been picking my brain lately about the shit i did in college and how the classes benefitted me and all #bc i went to art school for illustration and he's getting a music degree so it makes sense #but he's like 'was college challenging for you?' and i'm like. trying to figure out how to talk around the fact that i didn't necessarily #have trouble with the Classes but was trying really hard to juggle like. being in so much pain i couldn't walk or like..#trying to do homework while in the midst of a psychotic break or having meltdowns in public restaurants like. that kind of stuff #i don't really like talking about that stuff explicitly bc. idk. it doesn't really go anywhere good. not Bad necessarily #or no worse than overhearing my mom talking to them about the validity of my autism DX behind my back at least.#but i don't talk about it. no one really takes me seriously already so. no need to exacerbate that.#i might crack jokes about it in passing but i don't Talk About It. idk what any of them think about like. any of it. or about Me i guess #idk it's weird. it's Weird bc like.. in a very general sense i feel liek i'm Doing Good. not Fantastic but better than i used to.#and like. OK w the day to day of my life; like i could Keep doing it and have A Future even if i still can't figure out what it'd BE exactl #but then idk. sometimes i hear them talk and it feels like it's just. highlighting everything that i Can't do and it just. feels ugly.#like idk where to put it. idk how to reconcile feeling stupid and small for how i live my life with the fact i otherwise feel like #generally pretty Good about my life. i spent my whole life from elementary school to like. 24 thinking i'd be dead by 18.#and it's like Just Recently i'm like 'oh i actually have a Whole Life ahead of me and thats a Good Thing' but.#like idk how to phrase it. i don't feel Bad about it but it's like i guess i'm stuck wondering if i Should be. is it Bad that i'm content?#like i can't ask the question 'is there something wrong with me' in earnest bc Yes there is but. idk #it all feels like puzzle pieces that don't fit together. 'lets see you take a crack at it wise guy' idk what i'm doing or feeling rn lmao

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nerdie-faerie · 9 months ago

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Seeing what presents my baby sister gets and realising I really drew the short straw by being the firstborn

#Demon Spawn #+Extras #tell me why this three year old got a pet budgie for her birthday? she cant even spell yet #none of my siblings have ever had personal pets i wasnt allowed a hamster when i was 12 and neither was anyone else but the 3 year old??#she got her own heat pool for her birthday as well and a barbie dream house taller than her for Christmas #and what did i get childhood trauma perfectionism a fear of failure and anxiety #my mum always goes over the top with the youngest girl it happened with my middle sister in that 5 year gap before my mum got pregnant again #i didnt even make it 2 before my mum was pregnant so i never really got to reap the rewards of being the youngest #the lil ones get spoiled to hell and they get a mum with a fully developed frontal lobe and chiller parents #being the oldest sucks there are no benefits to it only responsibilities #btw im not mad at my sister or whatever its nice for her that she gets to have these things #but what do you mean i got the shtty childhood parents and i still have to argue to be allowed to bare minimal at 23 when the 3 year old #gets special treatment that the rest of us wouldnt even bother asking for cus we dont have all the things that came before that point #my issue is that the preferential treatment she gets is useless to her. she didnt ask for a barbie dreamhouse and she cant even play with it #because shes too short whe doesnt need her own pool because she cant even swim yet she doesnt need her own tablet she cant read yet #she shouldnt have her own pet when she cant understand what it means to own a living creature #especially when we dont currently have any other pets in the house #my issue is that the spoiling doesnt even make sense for her age she cant enjoy it cus it doesnt make sense yet doesnt mean anything to her #my mum wants to spoil her cus shes her littlest girl but shes had 7 kids before this she knows whats age appropriate and this isnt

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iamyounicorn · 4 months ago

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CRIMINAL

#miss blurry #youni originals #she grabbed the packet of cat treats while no one was looking and tore a hole into it!!#she never climbs the table! yet she must've!#and not only did she bite a hole into it she also left some big scratches #so it is now confined to the fridge (due to an extreme ant calamity situation currently going on in the house)#i only noticed because she went to eat her treats when she saw me sit down for dinner #criminal. evil. she will be punished with one million years of getting picked up and carried around (she hates being picked up)#the photographer (my sister's boyfriend) informs me a similar crime happened earlier this year (with a cake as the victim)#(this photo is from a car ride which is why she looks so scared. she's scared of cars and being picked up)

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a-high-femme · 6 months ago

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#personal rant below bc I don’t feel like cluttering my notes app even more and I don’t wanna accidentally find this at 3am some night #I really need my older sister and I just don’t have her #in 2 days it’ll have been 15 years since she disappeared and selfishly I need someone in the family that isn’t the golden child (brother)#and I wish I could confide in my sister in law but I just can’t because she’s an extension of my brother and I don’t want to talk to him #about how I feel like a failure because he bought his first house at 25 and he’s currently the age that my mom was when she had me #and he has his own family to worry about #and I wish I could confide in my older sister figure who I’ve had since elementary school but she stopped responding to my texts last year #and it was like losing my actual sister all over again in slow motion #and I just. I need an older sister to talk some sense into me before I fucking implode #getting high and listening to Taylor Swift only helps so much #whatever I’m just feeling really lost and behind and like I’m fucking failing #and I’m really feeling the huge gaping wound in the middle of my family this week #I don’t even know what she’d be like. I never even really knew her. but I’d like to have the option to ask her for advice #(I don’t idolize this person she’s literally a stranger I just need another girlfailure in the family so the spotlight isn’t solely on Me)#my stuff

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adelidae · 9 months ago

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how are you supposed to communicate with people who don't understand what adhd does. because i've tried to explain and i just get met with "well you just have to find a solution. tell us what we should do" i literally don't know is the thing

#🦔#sighhh #and it's gotten to the point where they just dislike me and think i'm lazy and i'm so far beyond the point of communicating anything because #it literally changes nothing #i know the answer is when i move out (its my parents) but fucking hell #really upsetting that my shitbag sister who doesn't contribute anything and constantly reminds us she hates us is considered more valuable #to the family because she happens to currently have a job #she steals my moms stuff and leaves the house filthy but i'm the one who gets warned that i won't always be allowed to live here #i'll be fine it's just annoying.

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ppulverse · 9 months ago

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it's so crazy to see strangers on the internet showing more empathy towards me than my own sister 💀 like girl ???

#she deadass asked me for money the other day #for some stationery stuff she wants to buy #and i asked ''you DO realize i've just lost literally my whole entire house and everything in it right?''#and she was like ''yea it's just dad said he'd buy this stuff for me but now i can't ask him to do that bc of the current situation''#girlie that's my current situation too.#she hasn't shared a single link or post about it on any of her socials #and it's wild to me ?? like #my older sister is going around trying to see if any of her friends can donate any clothes to me #bc winter is coming and i'm out of warm clothes #and her own clothes don't fit me bc i'm way larger than her but she said she'll still try to find smth that might fit #meanwhile my younger sister is acting as if 70% of our state isn't collapsing #and today my mom was like ''ur sister cried yesterday but she didn't tell me why''#ma'am i've been crying literally every night.#i know she has her problems but it's hard to feel any empathy for someone who's acting so self centered lately #🌙.txt

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makkie-is-screaming · 1 year ago

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I fucking can’t today

#Im tired and overwhelmed and I’m so sick of being the only responsible person in my house #I can’t even do my fucking school work because my dog needs food made everyday and my mom said she would start it #so I could finish my math test #then 20 mins later my brothers banging in my door bc my dog needs to go out so I have to stop my test to do that #then I see the dog food hasn’t been started so I need to do that but I have to do the dishes to make that #so I do the dishes then I’m doing the food and my brothers getting food and getting in my way bc he just can’t wait 30 mins #and he leave shit all over the counter that I need so I have to clean up after him while making dog food #then I finally finish the dog food and I’m cleaning the dishes I used when my brother comes over and leaves more dirty dishes #one had shrimp in it and the butters all gross and the smell alone made me want to vomit but I had to clean it #and I’m almost done when my sister comes out and sad that my cat got in my room and killed one of my plants n got dirt everywhere #Plus my dad came home early so now my mom wants me to vacuum #oh and I have to go to the store with her whenever she decided she’s ready to make sure she gets what we need #I’m currently sitting in my bathroom trying to calm down because I’m gonna snap and either kill someone else or myself if I don’t get a #break #And I still need to finish my math test #screaming

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downfallofi · 1 year ago

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I guess the reason I don't like talking about my day at work that much currently is that, invariably, when I'm at the dinner table and I get asked how my day was, my sister lectures me or provokes me saying "So have you talked to admissions about going back to school" and I'm just like trying to ease away from that, because I could use less people staring at me from across the dinner table utterly disappointed in me

#I mean ya know I am the labelled disappointment of the family but #Like for real.#Any work story #Even if its like Joe was such an asshole to me today!#Bryan you should apply to trade school and get your BA #And Im just like :l #Im vastly overwhelmed by work life balance and living in this house and IIIII #Dont think school is for me?#Currently?#BUT how do I fucking say that to you when youre looking at me like Im actually a bum?#And the fucking oldest kid wanted to jump in and be like UW Bothell has a great campus its close to your work!#Yeah kid not the point #I get them wanting good things for me #But my sisters stern disapproval #Just makes me think she just sees me and they all see me #As the failure to launch loser uncle #And I could use less of that #And less being grilled #When Im just trying to eat some soup #Sigh #I really shouldnt tell anybody work stories huh

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flippedorbit · 1 year ago

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guy who feels annoying All Of The Time for rambling gets told it’s fine to do so unapologetically…… sobs :’] <3 /pos

i shall dm you i guess????? i think that’s most comfy for Me lol??? <- is so bad at social interaction omg save me

(responding to tags again: you fucking GET IT!!!!! shakes you so much omfg dude RAHHHH!!!!!! /affectionate

your cat is so cute…… she is goals (i’m catkin lmao) she looks so cozy and warm and soft and yeah she’s just great. giving her a little kiss because what cat doesn’t deserve lil kissies?)

-gregarious anon

:D yeah i ramble constantly about whatever’s on my mind and am constantly worried about being annoying so when someone else feels that way about rambling to me i just go with it, no being annoying here, just fun and chatting about whatever comes to mind :3

and o7 looking forward to it, gregarious anon

#asks #Apollo answers #gregarious anon #do not be fooled by how cozy she looks. she can be a huge asshole when she wants to be #mostly she’s rather sweet but she has her moments. to be fair she was an outside cat for most of her life before we got her (she was my #aunt’s cat (mother’s full blood younger sister) before she moved and decided to give her to us instead of taking her on a long drive across #numerous state lines (about a 24 hour drive from here where she used to live to the state she lives in now) and Pickles already hated the #drive from my aunts old house to here. but she’s really adjusted well to now being an inside cat. we’ve had her since may i think? maybe #april at the earliest. i know we got her on my senior prom day (literally just an hour before. i was super worried about being late) so its #been about seven or eight months. she was at least relatively socialized with people before we got her thankfully so that wasn’t much of a #problem or thing to worry about. however the only like slight problem we have is that she wasn’t really raised around kittens and we #recently got two (Scamper and Eclipse) so we’re trying to train the kittens to not tear up stuff in the house and train Pickles to be nice #and be gentle with them and share toys and stuff. currently the kittens go up at night into an enclosed mesh playpen and Pickles sleeps in #my room with me like before the kittens came along. we supervise them playing most of the time. i think she’s getting a bit better at being #gentle and playing nice with them. its a slow process but we’re getting somewhere at the very least)#wow that was a lot more than i meant to type. anyway. free Pickles’ lore

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