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Screaming. Princess Luna is beloved in fandom because she represents the outcasted and the societally rejected. She represented the unorthodox, as the princess of the night in a world that revolves around the day. She represents inner desires and feelings, as the guardian of dreams. She represents being true to yourself even if it’s scary or weird to others. She’s an icon to alienated and demonised minorities.
Even in the show, the parts of her that herself and most of the world considers to be the worst, there is always that one child that connects with it. Just like how we relate and reclaim the idea of monstrosity being cool, ponies too celebrate her in their nightmare night festivals, as a symbol of the unconventional.
If fanon is filled with the rejected and outcasted and misunderstood, for those that find love in what others call cringe, then it makes sense that Luna is a fandom favourite.
#is princess Luna punk? yes??#princess Luna is a queer and neurodivergant icon#it’s like queer people reclaiming sea monsters#like in Luca#all Lunas episodes hit so much#like many villains get redeemed but hers are so good#she’s so traumatised#it’s like she had one melt down and was so traumatised by it she basically emotionally repressed it for the whole series and I’m crying I’m#crying I’m crying#she literally made a monster to punish herself with#like#what the fuck my little pony#wait I’m remembering that#and I’m crying#Istg I’m gonna rewatch all of my little pony again and be so unnormal about it#mlp#mlp Luna#my little pony
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“In that moment, she vowed that humiliation would never wrap its greedy hands around her mind again.”
About my Oc from a current WIP
#She’s so traumatised#i can’t#poor baby#me when my mean characters are mean :(#pls help#if you’re sad they’re sad#give the nice bandit lady all ur money#she’s got trauma#author#writing#wip#oc#original character#novel
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Y'all are really sleeping on Bellara's VA's performance, Jee Young Han really went all out making a neurodivergent little magical girl and we should all be greatful
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i love every interaction you show ahsoka having. she borders on artoo the way she knows the shit that’s gone down and is a little haunted by it. also massive fan of the twins. this is just fanmail
thank you!!! yes she and artoo are SO fun w the twins, even tho they have very different reasons for not talking to them abt the past
(commission info // tip jar!)
#ok i messed up bc my tl4j instincts kicked in and i drew her in her white/post-therapy-journey outfit where she WOULD tell luke#instead of still-traumatised grey outfit but the white matches w artoo better so let's pretend it was a design choice#ahsoka tano#r2d2#star wars#thanks for the ask!#my doods#askbox closed
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Doctor Who as tweets/textposts pt.6
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#doctor who#the toymaker#8th doctor#jack harkness#9th doctor#rose tyler#4th doctor#donna noble#12th doctor#remind me to do the rant about how 9 idealised Rose's innocence bc he was so traumatised and Father's Day ruined it for him#and he had to accept her as a full and complete person with flaws and faults and capable of terrible things#and yes she does need to be 19 she is literally almost a human child and yes this is pertinent to the love story eccleston said was there#it's literally every guy dating a girl under 25 and suddenly being stunned when her brain switches on properly#that she isn’t a perfect carefree being#9 wanted Rose to be his manic pixie dream girl is my point#I'll bring out the '9's great flaw is naiveté' rant another time
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tbh I think Calypso views herself as Odysseus's rest and reward. like, she's the comfort in a hurt/comfort fic. she's the therapy saga. and honestly, a lot of her actions make sense when you look at it like that.
Odysseus is traumatised and scared and hurting. and she understands that. she's so understanding that she doesn't take it personally when he yells or screams or begs -- trauma makes it hard to regulate emotions, after all. he'll calm down in a little bit.
she's so understanding that she's not even hurt when he rejects her advances. he's been alone for so long that he's scared of intimacy now. but she doesn't let that discourage her. he'll get used to the idea eventually.
she's so understanding that she doesn't give up on him, even when he talks and talks and talks about his wife and son. obviously he wants to go back to them, but what he wants isn't what's good for him. that's fine, he doesn't need to know what's good for him yet. that's what she's for.
she's so understanding that she doesn't even let it upset her too much when Ody stands too close to the edge and stares out at sea below like its calling to him. it's okay. she can catch him if he falls.
sure, they're relationship isn't what she's dreamed about for centuries -- real relationships never are that perfect. her Ody has a lot of healing to do. and she'll make sure she's with him through it all.
#I just think they're dynamic makes more sense if Calypso genuinely thinks she's being helpful#and understands that Odysseus is the most traumatised man to ever breathe#like. yeah of course he's rejecting my affections and gestures of love. he doesnt think he deserves nice things 😔 so sad#I'll just have to shower him with presents and love until he understands that he's more than earned it :)#of course he keeps trying to leave. the only hope he's had for over a decade now (a long time for mortals!) is getting back home#he doesn't understand that he's somewhere even better now 🏝️. with someone even better now 💃💃#anyway. she's not a good person but I think she'd disagree#epic the musical#epic calypso#epic odysseus#love in paradise#not sorry for loving you#<- oh yeah I had this thought partially because of 'that you're not mine to save' line#and partially the cliff scene#nuclear war speaks#also none of this applies to Homer's Calypso. she was just a really bad person
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Who's that Pokemo- I mean kaiju???
#godzilla#godzilla x kong: the new empire#kong#who is that pokemon???#i mean- kiaju#who is that kaiju?!??!#tiamat#it's tiamat#she's so cool#but also traumatised#poor her...#anyway another wip#wip#wip everywhere#ruubesz post#ruubesz talk
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Whose to say the ninja would actually recognise a living, breathing Morro when they only knew him green, see through, and dead.
I highly doubt the whole green and see through thing made it easy to see all his facial features when you can also see a chair through him.
So i personally find it likely that Morro could just wear a baseball cap to hide the green streak, maybe some makeup if he still has his under eye markings or a green glowing scar like Cole’s, and just walk freely around Ninjago.
Like maybe Wu might recognise him, that was his first student after all and technically his kid, but the last time he saw a living Morro was decades ago and when he was ten, so.
But Morro might still get away with it seeing as Wu doesn’t seem like the type to be around Ninjago city often, so all he really has to deal with is the ninja and their friends.
He actively avoids Chen’s noodle house unless he’s feeling self destructive enough, he has to hide from Jay and Lloyd at the comic book store in the isle right next to theirs, he actually does frequent Dareth’s restaurant until he almost bumps straight into Nya, he goes no where near that large tower in the middle of the city (Borg tower) and instead frequents the library where he comes face to face with Zane, and when he runs off barely making it by he almost runs head first into Cole who just picked up some cake and was now meeting up with Zane.
If this was a fanfic, Cole and Zane would end up talking to a very reluctant Morro, somehow forcefully convince him for his number from a phone he magically got, and would be stuck with two ninja trying to interact with this guy name ‘roe’
#lego ninjago#ninjago#morro ninjago#morro wu#i thoigh of teh name roe for an amnesia au#and at 4am#so#ninjago zane#ninjago cole#ninjago nya#ninjago pixal#you knwo for borg tower#ninjago wu#ninjago kai#ninjago lloyd#ninjago jay#jay walker#lloyd garmadon#kai smith#kai jiang#nya smith#nya jiang#cole brookstone#zane julien#pixal borg#ninjago sensei wu#borg tower#and then he keeps bumping into the ninaj and some kf their freinds#he accidentally meets harumi and only later finds out she had a thing going on with lloyd before traumatising him and then becoming friends#with him
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You know who they did the dirtiest in Arcane? Apart from Vander that is.
The answer is Mel. My baby girl lost her two boyfriends and I'm tired of pretending like I'm okay about it.
She gave everything to their dream.
"She wanted to use them." YES! At first! At first she thought they were a great investment. Then she came to love them with more sincerity and more care than many other relationships in the show. Sure some of the toxic things she'd learnt from her home tended to seep into the relationship, but she did everything she could to prune that away.
She loved them. She poured everything into their dream. Everything into helping Jayce get rid of Heimerdinger when he wanted to ban the research that could help Viktor, everything to help them both vote for peace and make the council decision unanimous. Everything to get back to them, after getting kidnapped! 🥺 After going through every version of hell, she immediately gravitated to where she would find them, 😭 find the only loves that had ever accepted her without necessarily demanding anything in return.
And Riot just took that away. And I'm tired of acting like I'm okay with it.
I'm tired of everyone saying Mel deserves better than Jayce and Viktor, tired of people shipping her with people she's never met (especially when the aim is just to give her someone who is not Jayce or Viktor), I'm tired of the strong independent black woman stereotype following Mel around when it's the LAST thing that she wants when she only just learnt to be soft with Jayce and open with her heart once again. I am tired of people calling her a manipulator as if her character arc ended there, as if she did not unlearn toxic love and traded it for the gentle bond she then had with her two favourite scientists.
I'm tired of people not acknowledging that she had to leave Piltover, not just because the Medarda family needed her, but also because her boys were gone. The family she had finally made for herself, the family she was willing to abandon her family name for. They're gone and I don't think Riot will ever be kind enough to give them back to her.
Everyone else, even Ekko sort of has a family to fall back to. Mel has successfully lost everyone. The fact that Lest is the closest person to Mel left says way too much about how awful this whole situation is.
And I am TIRED, I am so sick and TIRED, of people acting like she did not love Jayce and Viktor. I am so sick and tired of people acting like Jayce did not love her. It probably hurt him too to leave her behind.
The tragedy of them is that Jayce knew Mel still had the chance to refind her feet, but Viktor had only ever had Jayce, and Jayce would NEVER leave Viktor alone. And it hurts that Mel probably wished she could have gone with them, because now she has to start everything from scratch and barely anyone in the fandom acknowledges that side of her pain and I HATE IT!
(Jayce might have been created for Viktor in League Lore, but Mel was created for Jayce. 🥺😭 Mel was created to love Jayce and they took her baby away.) #HappyHare(Mel)WhereHaveYouBuriedAllYourChildren?TellMeSoISay😭
#meljayvik#meljay#jayvik#because I'm so happy for#jayce x viktor#but they did my girl Mel so dirty#literally kicked her out of the polycule#and right after they made it clear that she also cared about Viktor 😭#her reaching out for him in the cocoon#her fighting hard to protect their hextech dream to stop it from becoming weapons#and all she wanted was a hug from Jayce but by the time she saw him again...he was too traumatised#if they don't give Mel back her boys in the next season then her new love interest better be so damn green#that she'll think she got lost in a forest!#cause it is so irritating seeing y'all drag her name through the mud#because she's a nepo baby that never knew love#and finally recieved the softest version of it#just for it to get snatched away#I am NOT okay#mel medarda#mel#mel arcane#arcane mel#No#this is not dismissing Ambessa#but her tough love was not great for Mel#even Mel was horrified when she realised she was turning into her mother by asking for weapons#MelJayVik makes me so ill 😭#and y'all are busy fighting over who Jayce would pick#completely ignoring this absolute tragedy!#melvik
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homura (after a whole movie dedicated to the mechanisms of her inner psyche and set in a world that is literally her subconscious, populated by little dolls that are the manifestation of her emotions and self-hatred, after a whole movie where we get to see that she loves and cares for her friends and above all she deeply loves madoka, after the most heartbreaking scene in the history of anime where she realises madoka never wanted to sacrifice herself, after sacrificing herself to try and keep madoka’s wish alive anyway and keep her safe from the incubators, after being saved by madoka and feeling undeserving of it yet again, after finally giving up on trying to preserve madoka’s wish and creating a universe in which madoka can be happy and her friends too and the incubators eat shit, after showing how much she hates herself for it): i’m evil! i’m a demon! i’m evil incarnate!
people: yeah that checks out, homura is evil.
#people see a traumatised teenage girl who hates herself and decide she’s evil. i’ll nevet forgive people who slandered her#especially that dude who made that video with over 1mil views about how homura was never a good person…..#i watched it years ago and it still makes my blood boil. i remember making angry posts here lol#it fueled me to make my homura defense video essay tho so. one good thing#UGHHH i’ll forever be so bitter about this tho. like u have 0 media literacy skills.#madohomu#madoka magica#homura akemi#pmmm#mine
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Sorry guys she's canonically aroace now, bc I said so.
#artists on tumblr#art by goblin#yttd#your turn to die#yttd fanart#sara chidouin#sara chidouin fanart#she is my favourite little guy#so very deeply traumatised <3
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Disorderly Knights, Part 3, Terzetto, Played Without Rests
Francis... just let people love you. Let them help you like they know you need it.
Kate, absolute legend.
I think the latter half of Disorderly Knights is nigh on perfect - the dramatic climax hits and then just keeps going breathlessly all the way to the end. I always feel like this point is approaching endgame, when it's barely over halfway!
#francis crawford#beautiful messed up traumatised clever boy desperately trying to hold it together on his own#i freaking love the somervilles#at this point i feel that kate is the only person in the world - bar Sybilla - who Gets Francis#she knows he loves music and respects women and loves his country and is honourable and good#when everyone else believes he's a drunken raping mercenary lout#and philippa hates him#kate sees him and gets him and loves him#omg i love them all so much#what an absolute ride this book is#disorderly knights#lymond chronicles#dorothy dunnett
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Possible solution to the mystery of the “complicated” canoodling in the leaked Andor Star Wars Celebration ‘23 trailer ?
Back in the summer of 2023, the lucky attendees of the SW Celebration in London were treated to a short sizzle reel of footage from season 2 of Andor, which featured this shot of Cassian and Bix apparently being intimate. Adria Arjona was immediately asked about in an interview, and while being unable to spill anything said that “even that beautiful shot” was “more complicated” than it appeared. Online, there’s since been considerable debate about this comment. There have been suggestions that the shot might be a flashback, a reunion or a goodbye. But the bottom line is that it’s definitely not going to be a simple seduction scene or anything like that. Why not ? Apart from what Adria says, because Tony Gilroy is not going to waste precious storytelling time on that sort of thing. There’s going to be something else going on. Think of how complicated the story behind the Bix - Timm scenes were in S1.
I think I might have the answer, and it’s to do with the clarity of the new still released about a month ago….
Notice that Cassian is wearing a coat and Bix is wearing a tank top. The location is the apartment (in what looks very much like Coruscant) that we’ve now seen a few times in the leaked teasers, and for the first time clearly in a few new official stills including this one of Cass and Bix eating dinner…
The micro trailer also featured this shot of Cassian, blaster in one hand and something unknown in the other, standing in the doorway of this apartment as it slides open. He’s wearing a coat.
This shot is giving me the vibe of somebody who is not in a panic, but who is definitely starting to get a bit concerned. Perhaps he was expecting Bix to open the door, but she didn’t answer.
Why might she not have answered? Perhaps because something is wrong…?! Did someone get to her?? Has someone betrayed their location??? Is this safe house no longer safe???
Or perhaps… she was just asleep. Or in the shower.
So with all these clues, I think this “complicated canoodling” is a moment of relief. She’s ok!! No need to panic. This time. He’s wearing a coat because he’s just come in. (And I’ve joked before about him bringing home some takeout, but the new shot showing them eating even suggests it might be exactly that that he was carrying in his other hand). 
I think Tony Gilroy is going to be playing with us for however long Cassian and Bix are together in season 2. For very obvious reasons, it’s not going to last. I have a feeling that Gilroy the Sadist is going to have us share Cassian’s extreme concern that he could lose those last few precious loved ones at any time. So much dramatic power in this series comes from knowing the outcome. We know that there will be a “goodbye [to Bix] coming”, as Diego Luna put it in one interview. Not if, but when and how become the big questions. Just like watching a tragedy in the old sense. 
As Cassian unwittingly said to Maarva back in Season 1 , as they part ways: “ I’ll be worried about you all the time.” Her answer, of course: “That’s just love. Nothing you can do about that.”
And as Vel and Cinta are already learning: worry is a constant feature of love at a time of war. The price to pay also when commitment to the cause has to come first. “We take what’s left”. It’s why I think that Bix, just like Cassian, will be fighting to the end and prepared to give up a chance of personal happiness for the greater good.
#The sad ironic timing of Cassian finally becoming the man he always could have been#Ready for the relationship with Bix he could have had for years had he not been so fucked up#will always be heartbreaking for me#she probably has changed so much too and is herself traumatised#trauma bonding#likely to be a heavy feature of their arc I think#but they could actually take her story in a very dark direction as her trauma is not something you can ever truly recover from#so tragic#I also wonder whether Luthen knows or approves of their being together#andor#cassian andor#bix caleen#andor season 2#Andor season 2 spoilers#meta#wild speculation#adria arjona#diego luna#tony gilroy
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We built a marble sarcophagus for Brandy beside where the toxic wastepacks get stored. It's a lovely little spot, perfect for nostalgic reflections and a nice private cry.
Speaking of crying... Brandy liked to follow Mechi around while he did jobs, so I imagine he feels her loss a bit more strongly than he might have otherwise. We need a way to vent all this pent-up grief! Fortunately, Kwahu knows just how to get one...
A second diabolus is just what the doctor ordered! We need another signal chip anyway so that we can make the boys cool matching mechanitor gear.
A healthy way to vent emotions, I'm sure. Brandy would be so proud of us. Rest in peace, best girl 💔
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#rimworld#gracie plays#A Mechanitor's Message#art#my art#traditional art#rimworld art#unpolished art#poor Brandy#she deserved much better#but she was a good girl and she has a very nice final resting place#just like she deserved <3#I don't know if destroying the mechanoids you worship is a good way to process your dog being killed but hey#to each their own#and we needed the second chip anyway#so better sooner than later#anyway#I'm sure things will get much better next time#Randy wouldn't do anything MORE to traumatise the Jones boys so soon would he?#No#of course not#have a fabulous day!! <3 <3 <3
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I think one thing about erivris that is so important is the fact they made the weight on their shoulders a game. And, in some ways, Vriska hunting with Eridan meant that the trolls she would have to kill for her lusus were probably going to die anyway. Eridan's orphaning meant his kismesis would stay alive, and Vriska could help keep all trolls in general alive with him. But also. Fundamentally. They were playacting. It gave them a way to connect and cope through their trauma together. And while I'm not sure how much Vriska ever had pitch feelings for Eridan outside that make believe context, I do believe it was incredibly meaningful to both of them.
#erivris#homestuck#eridan ampora#vriska serket#this was sort of the underlying tune i was getting at for vriska pov in that erivris fic i wrote#i think a lot of the way vriska interacts with eridan in canon and thinks of him#she like. moved on fast! but she cares for him yknow? she respects it. what they had what they managed make of something that shaped and#traumatised her so badly
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Yknow what I wish had happened just. Just once. In any media related to three houses?
Edelgard is in danger, and Hubert slips and calls her El-
#They are CHILDHOOD FRIENDS#Practically SIBLINGS#(OR LOVERS IF YOU'RE INTO THAT SHIP I'M NOT PERSONALLY BUT YOU DO YOU)#AND HE DOESN'T CALL HER HER CHILDHOOD NICKNAME ONCE???#are you seriously telling me Dee the Feargus kid she met for like a week called her that.#But her personal retainer and closest friend didn't?#Be so for real.#And yeah of course he doesn't call her that casually in the modern day they're both traumatised messes-#But just. One scene.#Either with her in danger and him freaking out OR in their A Support either or I'm not picky-#fire emblem three houses#fire emblem#hubert von vestra#edelgard von hresvelg
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