#she is so fkn right
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My psychologist was right. I should had take a 4 week vacation because first week is to try to let go of all the stress and anxiety of work, family, etc.
The second week is about resting and eating good. Getting multiple massages, go to the SPA, go swim
The last two weeks are about having fun, like surfing, jet ski, yoga on the beach, go to the aquarium, try to be social and less stuck up, eventually making good acquaintances and going out with them…
#I should had listened to my psychologist I just started letting go of all the stress and mental illness and family issues and I have to go#back right in there#I’m going to tell her that on word she was so fkn right#she is so fkn right#next vacations are in Asia and I Will take at least 4 weeks to enjoy my travel and resting time well#I Hope I can go celebrate my 29th birthday in Asia or my 30th one if I’m short in money for this December#I’m also going to stop giving money to my abusive family projects because I have a mortgage on my back and I need to enjoy life before dyin#that is the boundary I draw here#I’m sure my family will try to guilt trip me but I’m going to stay firm on my boundaries#text#suddenly life is okay when I think of putting up firmer boundaries with my family#personal
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jay kinda day today
#shes so fun to draw RAHHFHGGHGHHH biting the bars of my enclosure chewing on them rattling them#the composition makes it looks like she had a drink and fell apart.. uhm whoops#in my defense i drew them from right to left so#ij ust.. thinking abt 53 yknow and and idk... her realizing that she has a family with the albatross crew and they love and care for her an#i wanted to draw her with happy tears.. or crying in relief. just. damn im so AFJHSDGHASFJFDHa#n i jsut love when jay gets shitfaced shes so funny i want to draw her n liz jsut fkn going at it together that was a great scene#just roll with it#jrwi riptide#jay ferin#my art
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“I don’t support JK Rowling’s views! I just really like Harry Potter!” She just donated £70,000 to a TERF charity, that’s what she’s doing with your money. Every time you buy a “Harry-Potter-something” that money is being used to take away trans rights. But go Griffindoor, I guess!
#if that fkn boy wizard means so much to you pirate the movies#pirate the books or the audio books or get them from your library or a charity store#stop giving money to a woman that has shown she will do whatever she can with her platform to take away trans rights#human rights#trans rights#tw terf
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#so i have an appt. to the psychiatric department for personality disorders tmrw...#and like i tried sending a self referral to them last year lmao#and they only said that heyyy you're doing amazing sweetie you are high functioning 🖕🏻🖕🏻🖕🏻🖕🏻🖕🏻#then i've ben to the health care center and since they think they cant treat me bc it's too severe they've sent referrals to other places#which have all declined me... so they also sent one to the psychiatric who sent a referral to this pd department#who that time also said that they can't accept me#so the therapist at the health care center like idk exactly but she sent a report on how they didnt handl my case properly#which made them call on me for an evalutation appt.#but i have 0 hopes. i honestly think the entire psych care is fucking lame and bullshit#i highly doubt they're even equipped to treat personality disorders#& even if they are theire budgetis getting cut bc ppl love having rightists ruling the government .... which means no funds for healthcare#anyway. PLUS it's a man.... -_- which reducuses my chances of being taken seriously even more...#i also hate talking to male therapists/psychiatrists... no fucking thanks. but i have to </3#i just really dont wanna go. like im gonna have to put energy into trying to argue for my right for treatment. w ppl who should inferstand#UNDERSTAND* i hate typing on my ipad ffs. they should understand my personality disorders..#bit health care proffessionals are horrible ppl and dont give a fuck abt their patients lol. so they're only condescending and rude 🤢🤮#i hate being in these environments bc everyone treats u like shit. the receptionists are so fkn rude and almost outright mean and insulting#the doctors and therapists and psychiatrists are all bullies who look down on u and make u feel small and worthless#so im really dreading it... but im also at my wit's end. i am missing out on my entire life. im desperate for help#even if i wholeheartedly believe that these worthless wastes of space wont give me any treatment i'll still need to go and try#then ig i'll just have to keep pestering the healthcare system. i might wventually even have to start going to the psych. ER so they put#that on my records and like idk. that costs money tho. plus from everyone i've heard from...#being at a psych ER esp when your situation isnt dire is awful and hell#my cousin who had been ther after a sui attempt had said that it 'scared him straight'#and that it was so terrible that he did everything to get back home as soon as possible and do whatever to never end up there again#so yuh... i'd rather not!#i was supposed to (my own decision) to write a list with ALL my symptoms and bring and be like LOOK MONGREL!!!#but since i suffer from avpd...... i havent. i procrastinated and now it's too late whoopsie. i'll just have to wing it fuckkkk ���#ofc it also has to be 8.45 .. so early in the morning for me im so mad ahhhhh i dont wanna go i am throwing up and screaming#but atp i'd have to pay $35 myself for not going so that will motivate me enough to force myself to go
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Yuffie: You gotta admit - it's been awesome having me on the team, right?
Cloud: Hasn't been boring.
Yuffie: (fondly) You can say that again. It's been a real trip.
Cute Clouffie moment during the Jenova Lifeclinger fight.
They both have such a hard time admitting it, but they really do care for each other a great deal more than they're willing to let on (especially Cloud, with his usual too-cool-for-school attitude). Even though they might squabble like siblings at times, it's obvious that they have a soft spot for each other.
#ff7#ffvii#final fantasy 7#final fantasy vii#final fantasy vii rebirth#final fantasy vii remake#cloud strife#yuffie kisaragi#clouffie#cloud x yuffie#cloud strife x yuffie kisaragi#rarepair#rant#I swear if I hear one more fan describe Cloud x Yuffie as a “crack” pairing I'm going to start throwing things#crack pairing#“crack” pairing?#more like skill / media literacy issue#the ONLY issue with CxY is that Yuffie is sixteen in the OG setting#that's it#that's literally the ONLY issue with pairing these two characters together#and fans usually ship her with Vincent or Reno who are both older than Cloud you wanna talk about that I didn't think so#and for ppl clutching their pearls about Yuffie's age - she's 18 in AC and 19 in DoC so kindly STFU#they're already good friends who care for and trust each other so what's the fucking problem#and this coming from a fandom that thinks Sefikura is fine and normal#are y'all eating crayons or what?#one is pairing the protag with the person he hates most in the ENTIRE UNIVERSE and the latter involves pairing two close friends together#so don't ever talk to me about “crack” again you fkn braindeads#also introvert merc wolfy biker boy x bratty hyperactive ninja princess = based and hot as fuck#I'm right you're wrong just get on board with it already#Clouffie forever fuck the haters
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Fucking finally.
Jesus Christ, took her long enough. 💀
I still, still think she needed to open her mouth after the 🇵🇷 debacle. As a Latino & Hispanic who grew up with the same crap all around me for 50 years, it's a big issue for me (and anyone who reads this and immediately goes into a rage about this post is going to ignore that, I know). It's not that she didn't do enough, it's that she did nothing on that issue when all of the other famous Puerto Ricans showed solidarity against the 🍊🤡 and for Kamala. I don't want to hear any more of her complaints about being Latina in Hollywood or blah blah blah whatever other issues she's got w Latina identity. "Wannabe Puerto Rican Dakota Fanning" should've shown some solidarity.
Thanks for using that massive platform the day of to get out the youth vote with 40+ million Gen Z's now eligible to vote (that's just about as many IG followers she has LOL). It's something. 🫠🇵🇷🇲🇽🇪🇸💙✨
#jenna ortega#but when i said FINALLY i said it in beatrice harker miller's voice#voting#at least she tagged michelle obama#so we know who she's voting for#still#vote blue#vote to save democracy#vote for women's rights#vote for 🏳️🌈🏳️⚧️ rights#womens rights#vote kamala#vote harris walz#election 2024#2024 election#the day of is weak#voting takes contemplation on the issues#i'm sure some crybaby stan is gonna come along and scream at me again but idgaf#but this#this is the bare minimum#celebrity influence#celebrity#celebrities#wednesday#wednesday addams#wednesday netflix#netflix wednesday#also i just woke up not long ago bc i was up until 7AM...i still wanna go back to sleep so i don't throw up#my body has incredible trauma memory and i feel fkn sick bc my brain remember how excited we were and then how devastated we became in 2016#i am in bad physical pain rn and it's not just this it's also my trip to sf yesterday that hurt me
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ugh i forget my coworkers have somewhat different worldviews than mine,, their true natures really shine through when you hear their opinions on people living on the streets :/
bc why are you talking about a real living human being like theyre a rabid animal or smth🧍🏻♀️
not even exaggerrating my manager literally compared them to animals ‘dont give them food theyre like wild animals, if you feed them theyll keep coming back’ mf what
no need to laugh at someone just trying to find shelter to sleep at night :/ whats ur problem
#a woman started sleeping right outside my job at night and the way they talk about her is so… wild#‘im scared come check with me to see if shes there’ and ‘okay shes sleeping over there be safe’ bro shes j living shes not gonna fkn bite u#trials and tribulations of kats work life
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i feel like some people only care about breaking down gender norms when it's a transgender person presenting as their gender. "why wont you wear skirts?" im a dude. "why arent you okay with being called girlie (gn)?" im a dude. "why dont you want to wear makeup?" im a dude. "but those things dont make you any less of a dude!!" GET OFF MY DICK, CHELSEA.
#charlie.txt#why are you so obsessed with how transgender people present themselves??#in leftist circles you see the whole hijab/bikini/modest dress/bareskin thing#where its like 'neither is oppressive when the woman chooses to wear it. whats oppressive is when she doesnt'#or w/e#why cant we extend that to trans people??#trans people presenting as their gender or not their gender isnt a fucking issue unless theyre being forced#and pressuring trans men into wearing fem shit and trans women into wearing masc shit when they dont want to isnt the feminism win u seem t#think it is!!!#there is no such thing as gender conformity when it comes to trans ppl in the eyes of a cisnormative society bc youre either not conforming#to your sex or youre not conforming to your gender. so maybe go die on someone elses hill bc your rotting corpse is stinking up the place#eta: and ofc bc SOMEONES going to read this in the dumbest way possible#i am NOT saying if you do any of these things that you cant be a dude#im saying that /i/ dont want to do it BC im a dude and ive had to fkn fight for the right to present as one#youre not less of a dude bc you do any of these. but im not that kind of dude.
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uggghhhhhh god dammit i literally cant do anything but miss and lose ughhh
#had to drive my poor middle aged cat cross state for a fkn vet appt#and her health isnt in danger but her nerves and everything are Frail#and bc of stupid shithead traffic and not leaving fucking 2 hours early i wound up late#so now she's in the car w me sitting in traffic to get back up home lying so quietly panting in fear#i feel so so bad for her. and she didnt even get checked up#hate this#cant get one bit right bro. whatever.#sry to vent
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#personal#been talking again recently to someone who was once my best friend/girlfriend(?)#idk if i will continue talking to her even tho i miss her so much#she is happy in a relationship and has a toddler now#idk if i can ever move past the past even tho i need to#it was all for the best tho#i mean she is thriving now and v happy#i shouldnt mess that up#but im still so fked up and sad and embarassed#why is it so hard being happy for other ppl (including loved ones) when ur fkn miserable urself#she was so right for finding something better tbh#bc i am still the same gloomy sad bitch i was back then#idk what to do#so i will just drink more and go to sleep
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pinterest algorithm off the fkn charts never been profiled this accurately b4
#‘ideas for you’ YEAH YOU RIGHT#this has fkn killed me lmfao#she’s so fit too let me make a board#julien baker
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yall i had the most fucked up dream last night
#i was at the bathroom to change a pad and realized i didn’t have anymore on me#then randomly this girl bursts into the stall (i mean like picks up the door and takes it right off the hinges)#and she just rips my pad right outta my underwear and takes off 🤨#so i’m stuck there on the toilet with no door asking people for a pad and naturally nobody has one#my mum shows up (which is weird cuz this was happening in my old highschool) so i tell her to call my friend because#he was holding onto one for me from a few weeks ago#but he had gotten rid of it so my mum asks me what kind i want and she was going to run to the store to get me some#BUT SHE COMES BACK WITH TAMPONS 😩#(random tmi sidenote : i haven’t been able to wear internal period products for years my body just rejects them)#so i flip out like wtf this is not what i sent you i need pads#and my mum goes ohh i have something you can use !! and i shit you not she whips out a fkn sub bread 😳#cuts it in half lengthwise and expects me to use a mothafkn bread piece as a pad 🫣#anyways dont do drugs kids 😅
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actually i hate my sisters so much for making me feel like im not allowed to exist in my own home
#if they wanna play that game; i was born first. by their logic i have more right to our mom than they do#this was my home first. i was here first. i havemore right to be here than them#but for real; my mom is the only one who can decide if i can live here or not#my sisters dont have any right to freezeme out and tell me i shouldnt live here anymore#only my mom can kick me out or have opinions on that#imjust very hurt by my mom and that she doesnt say anything#and when i try to to talk abt how i feel she just always tells me that they have feelings too and that it isnt all abt me???#well im the one being iced out by my own family and spend all my days isolated in my room but yeah i guess im the bad one#maybe i am a bad person i can honestly not trust myself. why else would everyone treat me like this lik#lol*** damn fkn makes me so mad that i cant type on anything without typos#anyway.... i fucking hate my sisters so much and my mom being cold abt it makes me so sad#when i tell her that im so lonely i feel like i could die and that i need interaction#she just tells me that i need to get outside more#anyway i dont fucking know what im supposed to do#i am stuck and i have never gotten any help from theme talhealth care system either so#wtf am i supposed to do all alone in this!?!?!#wish i was fkn normal
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stuck thinking about the engagement necklaces again 🥹🥹🥹
#crystallinescreens ❅#ffxiv#wol#final fantasy xiv#gpose#gposer#reshade#xivsapphics#ff#final fantasy#original#surkukteni#surkie#ktisisposes#she and her fiancés all have the same necklace#it was aymeric's idea and he fkn popped the question right as they were headed to sharlayan#freaked estinien right out. startled ysayle. startled surkie too but her reaction was a delayed one#because she got super soft about the whole thing and wouldn't stop playing with the charm on the boat#surkie: ‘‘idk if i ever want to get married’’#also surkie: gets really excited about being engaged for some fkn reason and gets so giddy about it#ESPECIALLY at the prospect of calling ysayle her wife
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if i wasn't with my coworker istg that dumb bitch would've gotten kidnapped
#me and her take the same bus back n so 2night we both had to stay a bit later since management is visitng tmrw#so yea we go out to the bus stop like 2 mins away kinda across the st to get back right#THIS GIRL'S AWARENESS IS SO FKN NONEXISTENT SHE IS BLIND OR WHAT#bc call me isagi w the meta vision but how tf does she not see#some random guy following us after the security guard walked back into the store#we left a bit early to get to the bus and we noticed the security guard was out on call#called the police bc a wanted person was in the store; they caught him but we didn't stay bc it wasnt our problem#we were like off 30 mins ago not us lol#but basically when we were crossing the street i heard and saw from the corner of my eye that someone left the store#after the security guard went in but didn't pay attention to it bc i thot some customer was walking to their car#but then i notice the cross the street after we cross the street im like ok maybe going to the bus#but then he calls us out otw to the bus stop and ofc we ignored him and then he approached us#he asked for a cig and then offerred a ride and mf didnt get the hint until i told him my husband is waiting for me#HE LEFT and then i saw him walk all the way back to our store parking lot#and then after we got off to our station i noticed some hobo bothering a few girls in front of us#YK WHAT THIS DUMB BITCH DOES ??#UNKNOWINGLY WALKS TOWARDS HIS DIRECTION AND I AM PULLING HER SLEEVE TO MAKE HER WALK THE OTHER WAY#ISTG THIS BITCH COULD GET KIDNAPPED SHE HAS NO SPACIAL AWARENESS#anyways perks of walking like 12:30am#༊*·˚ wandering goddess
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Noooo through reading a fanfic I was forced to reevaluate a relationship in the one I'm writing and now I'm just seeing so many more parallels between those 2 characters and fuck im already putting so many characters together and now there's ANOTHER ONE
#Nooo their relationship was supposed to be humeru and light and now it's got ANGST 😭#I just wanted them to have a funny little fight and now they're gonna be bonding about cooking & taking care about everyone#And also about feeling like a monster and a weapon deep down with no chance at/right for redemption fuuuuck#Like im also keeping the fight but still#Oh god why must I love crossovers so much and why must I also be able to see so much potential in so many relationships#At least this time it's still not adding to the ever growing chaos of all the non platonic relationships#The biggest problems im having with this crossover is 1. World building bc for some reason I decided that I need to bring game mechanics#Into it as well no now I'm just making up skills and talents and stuff for the Leverage crew as well even tho it will have little to no#Impact on the story#And 2. keeping track of all the fkn relationships and character connections and all that stuff#I have a fkn sociogram for a fanfic thats really mostly just notes and half written scenes but I have a detailed sociogram like what#Honestly im probably never gonna fully write anything of it but I'm having a lot of fun with all my little notes and stuff#Just pure self indulgence#Is there even an audience for a genshin impact leverage crossover? Well I'm here so yes 😌#And my sister knows of both so she's getting dragged into me rambling if she wants to or not
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