#bc i am still the same gloomy sad bitch i was back then

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14, 20, 33 & 36 for "talk about" thing (◠﹏◠✿)

14: Talk about a vacation

Oh boy here we go. So we just got back from a vacation but I’d hardly call it a “vacation” cos the only one that enjoyed it was my dad and my mom and aunt made it more stressful than it should’ve been. That being said...

So we pack up the truck and drive for 4 HOURS just to get out of Florida. It’s fuckin huge and if you really tried you could probably make a trip from Tallahassee to Miami a solid 10 hours. We go up through Georgia and into Tennessee (and the whole time I’m counting the different license plates I see), and we stopped for the night at Athena Inn. Boy was that a fuckin mistake. The room was nice and the shower was fucking BOMB and there was a circle K right next to the motel where I got a Cherry Garcia but that’s about where the benefits stop. We got there at like 10:30 and settled into the room at 11 but what we didn’t realise was that there was a club next door. I was just too tired and fell asleep really fast but my mom apparently couldn’t get to sleep all night because of the people going back and forth from the club on the street and of course our room faces the street. So the inn itself was ok but it could’ve picked somewhere better to be. So then we drive another million hours the next day and stop in Cincinnati in the prettiest Embassy Suites I’ve ever seen. We went to dinner at this Firehouse Grill where we had like the best waitress ever and we kept seeing this other waiter just all grumpy and mad about something he looked like he wanted to burn the place down. That didn’t happen and I had the best chili ever. Not really but it was good chili. So then the next day WE GO TO KINGS FUCKING ISLAND. Of course my dad and sister and I went immediately to hit the Beast but it was closed so we hit the Diamondback and Mystic Timbers and THEN went on the Beast. My sister was near tears in the line but when we got off she begged us to go again. So we spent the day there and like halfway through the day we went on the log flume in Planet Snoopy which was a bad idea because for the rest of the day I walked around in soggy socks and tennis shoes. #worthit

We crashed at the hotel again and I took some of their conditioner the next morning before we left and we drove another couple hours to Tappan Lake because apparently Kings Island WASN’T the main part of the vacation. Dammit. My aunt and uncle have an RV in this trailer park in Literally Nowhere, OH so we camped in that for a week and a half. Oh and there was ZERO cell service. We did get out though, we ate at restaurants more than we ate at the RV. Father’s Day was on my grandpa’s birthday this year and since he just passed we all got together with all of the family at Tuscora Park. I saw cousins I didn’t even know I had. So I thought it was gonna be all about grandpa but nah we just kinda did our own thing. I went on this shitty roller coaster that probably could’ve broken my back if I went on it a few more times. Then the Shoe Incident.

My sister was playing with my little cousin Vivian and somehow Vivi’s shoe ends up on top of the pavilion we set everything up under. Since my sister and I are the tallest ones there probably, WE had to get it. I climb up and sit on my sister’s shoulders but I couldn’t reach it. My uncle gets an extension cord and tries to lasso it from a distance, then gives it to me to try to lasso it from up close. Nope. THEN AUNT LORI COMES BACK FROM HER CAR WITH A METAL DETECTOR. I get up on my sister’s shoulders yet again with the metal detector in my hand and I scrape the top of the roof with it and at this point my entire family has stopped whatever they were doing to watch us. I still couldn’t reach it so I tell my sister to get up onto the concrete foundation making us 2 inches taller. Let me repeat that. MY 10-YEAR-OLD SISTER STEPPED UP ONTO A 2-INCH HIGH CONCRETE FOUNDATION WHILE I WAS SITTING ON HER SHOULDERS AND HAD BEEN FOR PROBABLY A TOTAL OF 5 MINUTES. THAT BITCH MAY BE REAL ANNOYING BUT I WILL NEVER DENY HER STRENGTH. I scrape the top of the roof again and my mom yells that I got it, so I just keep doing the same motion over and over until FINALLY Vivian’s blue flip flop falls down onto the ground. You’re probably reading this and sarcastically saying “Oh sure and then everyone clapped” AND YOU WOULD BE RIGHT BITCH MY ENTIRE FAMILY CHEERED FOR US BECAUSE WE GOT THE FLIP FLOP DOWN. And after that people started leaving and then my parents took me and all my siblings to my aunt Kathy’s house where we crashed for the night and ate all of her cookies (which were fucking amazing and she gave me the recipe for them bitchhhhhh). After that it was kind of a blur, I FORGOT TO SAY the aunt and uncle that own the RV also have a houseboat which my sisters and brother and I all stayed on for like 3 days and we were on the lake the whole time and when I went back to the RV it all felt super wobbly but bitch I got to swim in a deep-ass lake so it was worth it

When we left on Friday we went to North Carolina so my sister could see her internet girlfriend like bitch I should’ve been first wait your turn. She was super cute and kind of goals and we all went out to dinner together and my sister spent the night at her house while we all went to another Embassy Suites get rekt bitch. This one had a fucking RIVER RUNNING THROUGH IT. There was a big rock fountain and a ton of koi and a bridge and everything it was beautiful. We only stayed for a night though but whatever but then we went to Savannah, GA and walked around downtown which was cool bc there were street performers and painters and tons of people and it felt really lively. We went to a restaurant for dinner (go figure) and then got back to whatever hotel we stayed in and idk what we did really but then the next day we came back home and it felt really weird and I’m still adjusting to not having to walk down the street to use the bathroom and not having to press the button 80 times in the shower for the water to come on like I did at the RV park. Anyway yeah despite everything we did it was kinda sucky but if we were in a hotel the whole time instead of Literally Nowhere it would’ve been bomb. So that was my Ohio “vacation”.

20: Talk about something that happened in high school

Last year was my freshman year so I don’t have much but I made some of the best and the worst friends ever. I had an amazing geometry teacher and he made me really love that class, I had a friend that moved schools halfway through the year so that kinda sucked, I took college classes (I still am over summer ughhhh), I was on the swim team, I passed out (not in school) when it was hot, I had a huge hoodie on, I hadn’t eaten or drank anything all day, and I stood up real fast. I was at the swim club waiting for my sister’s practice to finish when I got up to get water and as I was going up the boardwalk stairs I felt lightheaded and my vision started to go, then the next thing I knew I couldn’t see anything and I felt something hit my leg (which was really me falling on the boardwalk). Then when I opened my eyes I had like 5 moms surrounding me asking if I was okay and what happened and do I need water and of course that stressed me the fuck out because I didn’t know what happened and I didn’t see my mom hovering above me like a vulture like everyone else was so I started crying. Then my mom finally came over and took me inside and the coach at the club got me a bag of ice and a Coke and I just kinda sat there for the rest of the time while my sister swam. Also side note I was carrying my phone when I passed out and when I looked over it flew out of my hand and it was by the door like what if some bitch took it while I was laying there unconscious for 3 seconds. So that was kind of the highlight of my year. OH also someone at school died of bone cancer on a Friday and then over the weekend a senior committed suicide so that was really fucking sad but then on either Monday or Tuesday there were  tons of sticky notes all over the lockers and around the school saying things like “you matter” and “you are loved” and that kind of thing and it was really sweet.

33: Talk about what you do when you are sad

If I’m really upset about something, I’ll usually lay on my bed and cry for a bit. I don’t do anything to stop being sad I just let it happen. If I’m just feeling down for seemingly no reason, I leave my room, go downstairs, get water, do something that gets me out of my room and I would say I would take a walk but I really don’t. And sometimes I watch youtube because Shane’s giant cake videos are incredibly stupid and I love them

36: Talk about your guilty pleasures

Laying on my bed all day watching youtube or listening to music, not doing anything or getting up at all for any reason. Most likely it’s on a rainy gloomy day. Also baking. I can’t go a week without baking which was another reason the vacation kinda sucked.

Thank you for asking!!!

Talk about...

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1: when you have cereal, do you have more milk than cereal or more cereal than milk? more milk

2: do you like the feeling of cold air on your cheeks on a wintery day? no

3: what random objects do you use to bookmark your books? sheets of paper

4: how do you take your coffee/tea? i don’t drink coffee unless it is this sugary ass coffee from the super market / i drink my tea without anything

5: are you self-conscious of your smile? yes, i’m conscious of everything lol

6: do you keep plants? yip

7: do you name your plants? why would i

8: what artistic medium do you use to express your feelings? photography idk??

9: do you like singing/humming to yourself? yes 

10: do you sleep on your back, side, or stomach? side

11: what's an inner joke you have with your friends? 1. “du gute Hure” 2. “Stangentanz” 3. “Jesus M.”

12: what's your favorite planet? idk the earth lol

13: what's something that made you smile today? my friends

14: if you were to live with your best friend in an old flat in a big city, what would it look like? it would be fucking messy like really really really messy

15: go google a weird space fact and tell us what it is! your weight on mercury would be 38% of your weight on earth

16: what's your favorite pasta dish? Spaghetti 

17: what color do you really want to dye your hair? Silver

18: tell us about something dumb/funny you did that has since gone down in history between you and your friends and is always brought up. - i once managed to throw one friend of mine over my shoulders - wrestling style AND I DIDN’T MEAN TO

19: do you keep a journal? what do you write/draw/ in it? I have like a diary of a genius and i write in it once in 231423 years

20: what's your favorite eye color? blue

21: talk about your favorite bag, the one that's been to hell and back with you and that you love to pieces. - I have a love/ hate relationship with my blue Leo print bag that i take with me to school since like idk 8th grade

22: are you a morning person? i’m not that moody in the morning

23: what's your favorite thing to do on lazy days where you have 0 obligations? obsess over gayness and watch random youtube videos

24: is there someone out there you would trust with every single one of your secrets? i don’t even trust myself

25: what's the weirdest place you've ever broken into? never did that

26: what are the shoes you've had for forever and wear with every single outfit? Dr. Martens 1460 in black but they have like flowers in black on it

27: what's your favorite bubblegum flavor? peppermint 

28: sunrise or sunset? sunset

29: what's something really cute that one of your friends does and is totally endearing? my friends aren’t cute, they are Horen

30: think of it: have you ever been truly scared? yes, in 3rd grade bc of a stupid youtube video

31: what is your opinion of socks? do you like wearing weird socks? do you sleep with socks? do you confine yourself to white sock hell? really, just talk about socks. - i don’t like to wear socks

32: tell us a story of something that happened to you after 3AM when you were with friends. - it was my 16th birthday and we went outside into my garden, played a stupid song and played with glow sticks

33: what's your fave pastry? idk

34: tell us about the stuffed animal you kept as a kid. what is it called? what does it look like? do you still keep it? i don’t remember a stuffed animal that i was obsessed with

35: do you like stationary and pretty pens and so on? do you use them often? i like pretty pens, but i am to stupid to use them soooo

36: which band's sound would fit your mood right now? Queen bc queen fits always

37: do you like keeping your room messy or clean? i would like to keep it clean but it isn’t 

38: tell us about your pet peeves! - stupid people

39: what color do you wear the most? black

40: think of a piece of jewelry you own: what's it's story? does it have any meaning to you? - golden earrings that my grandparents bought for me, i love them and wear them ever since

41: what's the last book you remember really, really loving? Harry Potter

42: do you have a favorite coffee shop? describe it! don’t have one

43: who was the last person you gazed at the stars with? My friends

44: when was the last time you remember feeling completely serene and at peace with everything? i don't know

45: do you trust your instincts a lot? yes

46: tell us the worst pun you can think of. - i can’t think of one

47: what food do you think should be banned from the universe? - Brussels sprouts

48: what was your biggest fear as a kid? is it the same today? - spiders idk and no it isn’t

49: do you like buying CDs and records? what was the last one you bought? I love to buy CDs, the last one was a Freddie Mercury one

50: what's an odd thing you collect? i don’t think that there is anything odd about keeping post cards and other travel related stuff

51: think of a person. what song do you associate with them? Bohemian Rhapsody

52: what are your favorite memes of the year so far? myself, I’m my favorite meme

53: have you ever watched the rocky horror picture show? heathers? beetlejuice? pulp fiction? what do you think of them? nope

54: who's the last person you saw with a true look of sadness on their face? one of my friends

55: what's the most dramatic thing you've ever done to prove a point? i honestly don’t remember

56: what are some things you find endearing in people? their smile

57: go listen to bohemian rhapsody. how did it make you feel? did you dramatically reenact the lyrics? bitch this is my fucking favorite song of all time, i fucking celebrate it

58: who's the wine mom and who's the vodka aunt in your group of friends? why? - idk

59: what's your favorite myth? - idk

60: do you like poetry? what are some of your faves? - well i enjoy the poetry in Kill your darlings

61: what's the stupidest gift you've ever given? the stupidest one you've ever received? i once gave toilet paper with asians on it to someone

62: do you drink juice in the morning? which kind? don’t drink any

63: are you fussy about your books and music? do you keep them meticulously organized or kinda leave them be? - they are inside of a shelf

64: what color is the sky where you are right now? black

65: is there anyone you haven't seen in a long time who you'd love to hang out with? many people

66: what would your ideal flower crown look like? idk

67: how do gloomy days where the sky is dark and the world is misty make you feel? idk

68: what's winter like where you live? cold and idk

69: what are your favorite board games? Mensch ärgere dich nicht

70: have you ever used a ouija board? nope

71: what's your favorite kind of tea? peppermint

72: are you a person who needs to note everything down or else you'll forget it?kinda

73: what are some of your worst habits? saying stupid stuff that offends people

74: describe a good friend of yours without using their name or gendered pronouns. - stupid and a hoe

75: tell us about your pets! i have a bunny

76: is there anything you should be doing right now but aren't? nope

77: pink or yellow lemonade? idk

78: are you in the minion hateclub or fanclub? hateclub

79: what's one of the cutest things someone has ever done for you? existing 

80: what color are your bedroom walls? did you choose that color? if so, why? pastel pink and i choose it because i liked it

81: describe one of your friend's eyes using the most abstract imagery you can think of. - the ocean

82: are/were you good in school? i am very good

83: what's some of your favorite album art? idk

84: are you planning on getting tattoos? which ones? yes, mostly words and lyrics

85: do you read comics? what are your faves? don’t read them

86: do you like concept albums? which ones? idk

87: what are some movies you think everyone should watch at least once in their lives? Harry Potter

88: are there any artistic movements you particularly enjoy? idk

89: are you close to your parents? depends, but yes

90: talk about your one of you favorite cities. i love London, it is just really beautiful

91: where do you plan on traveling this year? Italy

92: are you a person who drowns their pasta in cheese or a person who barely sprinkles a pinch? i don’t like cheese on pasta

93: what's the hairstyle you wear the most? open

94: who was the last person you know to have a birthday? my cousin

95: what are your plans for this weekend? i’m traveling to Italy

96: do you install your computer updates really quickly or do you procrastinate on them a lot? i procrastinate 

97: myer briggs type, zodiac sign, and hogwarts house? INTP, Gemini, Slytherin

98: when's the last time you went hiking? did you enjoy it? never went hiking

99: list some songs that resonate to your soul whenever you hear them. bohemian rhapsody

100: if you were presented with two buttons, one that allows you to go 5 years into the past, the other 5 years into the future, which one would you press? why? idk, it’s difficult to answer that

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ALL OF THEM IM A NOSEY BITCH

YOU ALWAYS DO THIS

1: when you have cereal, do you have more milk than cereal or more cereal than milk? MORE CEREAL THAN MILK OBVIOUSLY I’M NOT SATAN

2: do you like the feeling of cold air on your cheeks on a wintery day? No bc my cheeks are cold as hell and I need warmth

3: what random objects do you use to bookmark your books? I fold the corners or put little mailings/postcards in them, whatever I have laying around!

4: how do you take your coffee/tea? Tea, nothing; coffee, milk only!

5: are you self-conscious of your smile? Yes :( There’s a gap in my teeth and I hate it. I wish my teeth were perfect.

6: do you keep plants? Nope.

7: do you name your plants? Can’t name the plants you don’t keep, my dude

8: what artistic medium do you use to express your feelings? Uhhhh...no?

9: do you like singing/humming to yourself? YES all the time.

10: do you sleep on your back, side, or stomach? Side!

11: what's an inner joke you have with your friends? 

12: what's your favorite planet? Pluto bc it is still a planet okay

13: what's something that made you smile today? My boyfriend’s Snapchats

14: if you were to live with your best friend in an old flat in a big city, what would it look like? Messy af

15: go google a weird space fact and tell us what it is! “In space, the skin on your feet peels off.” EW SPACE WTF

16: what's your favorite pasta dish? MMMMMM any pasta tbh I’m Italian I will eat anything

17: what color do you really want to dye your hair? I love my hair color the way it is now!

18: tell us about something dumb/funny you did that has since gone down in history between you and your friends and is always brought up. My ex never let me forget the time I was passed out on his couch, and I woke up intermittently before falling back asleep. He was watching Rush Hour. I asked him, (HALF ASLEEP MIND YOU), Oh, is this the movie with Chris Rock and Bruce Lee? (I’m awful).

19: do you keep a journal? what do you write/draw/ in it? I write my thoughts and crazy paranoia in there boyyyyyeeeee

20: what's your favorite eye color? BROWN

21: talk about your favorite bag, the one that's been to hell and back with you and that you love to pieces. Uhhhhh it’s a longchamp bc I’m a white girl

22: are you a morning person? Not really

23: what's your favorite thing to do on lazy days where you have 0 obligations? SLEEP!

24: is there someone out there you would trust with every single one of your secrets? Not sure

25: what's the weirdest place you've ever broken into? I’ve never broken into anything omg

26: what are the shoes you've had for forever and wear with every single outfit? My Uggs, because I’m a white girl

27: what's your favorite bubblegum flavor? Mint

28: sunrise or sunset? Sunset

29: what's something really cute that one of your friends does and is totally endearing? My BFF giggles sometimes when she talks and idk it’s cute

30: think of it: have you ever been truly scared? Fuck yes, have you ever seen a spider? In your shower? Without your glasses on? 

31: what is your opinion of socks? do you like wearing weird socks? do you sleep with socks? do you confine yourself to white sock hell? really, just talk about socks. I LOVE SOCKS! When I get socks for Christmas I get so excited. I can fall asleep with socks on, but at some point in the night, they’re coming off my feet lol.

32: tell us a story of something that happened to you after 3AM when you were with friends. I ate pizza while I was drunk #wowimsocool

33: what's your fave pastry? Cinnamon buns, does that count?

34: tell us about the stuffed animal you kept as a kid. what is it called? what does it look like? do you still keep it? Winnie the Motherfuckin Pooh. No :( He fell in the mud and I had to throw him out bc the washer couldn’t fix him

35: do you like stationary and pretty pens and so on? do you use them often? Fuck yeah I do!

36: which band's sound would fit your mood right now? Noooo clue tbh

37: do you like keeping your room messy or clean? Clean, but it’s always a mess

38: tell us about your pet peeves! I hate when the President sniffs into the microphone while he’s delivering some sort of address, blow ur nose next time or stop doing coke

39: what color do you wear the most? Black lol

40: think of a piece of jewelry you own: what's it's story? does it have any meaning to you? Nose ring, no special meaning I just really like it

41: what's the last book you remember really, really loving? An Abundance of Katherines bc I fucking love the shit out of John Green

42: do you have a favorite coffee shop? describe it! Not really tbh

43: who was the last person you gazed at the stars with? Probably my bf

44: when was the last time you remember feeling completely serene and at peace with everything? The other night, at the beach! So pretty :)

45: do you trust your instincts a lot? Yes

46: tell us the worst pun you can think of. I couldn’t think of any, next question

47: what food do you think should be banned from the universe? Aerosol cheese

48: what was your biggest fear as a kid? is it the same today? Bugs, yes, ew

49: do you like buying CDs and records? what was the last one you bought? Don’t remember!! I bought the first Glee soundtrack when it came out LOL

50: what's an odd thing you collect? Socks?

51: think of a person. what song do you associate with them? I associate “All Night” by Chance the Rapper w my bf

52: what are your favorite memes of the year so far? Salt bae for sure

53: have you ever watched the rocky horror picture show? heathers? beetlejuice? pulp fiction? what do you think of them? Beetlejuice was the only one, I watched a little of Pulp Fiction - they were both ok

54: who's the last person you saw with a true look of sadness on their face? My friend :( she’s ok now but I saw her the other night and she was upset

55: what's the most dramatic thing you've ever done to prove a point? Not sure 

56: what are some things you find endearing in people? Laughter and the way people get excited over things

57: go listen to bohemian rhapsody. how did it make you feel? did you dramatically reenact the lyrics? It made me feel like I’ve been having too much sugar tonight tbh

58: who's the wine mom and who's the vodka aunt in your group of friends? why? I’M THE WINE MOM!!!! I am the wine QUEEN ok that’s all I ever drink. My bff is the vodka aunt, but she lives miles apart from me so we rarely drink together nowadays 

59: what's your favorite myth? Dude? I don’t have one

60: do you like poetry? what are some of your faves? The Love Song of J. Alfred Prufrock, T.S. Eliot. 

61: what's the stupidest gift you've ever given? the stupidest one you've ever received? I got a really ugly hat once, and I gave a really ugly hat once, at the same Christmas exchange party 

62: do you drink juice in the morning? which kind? Nope

63: are you fussy about your books and music? do you keep them meticulously organized or kinda leave them be? Hell no I’m a living mess

64: what color is the sky where you are right now? Black

65: is there anyone you haven't seen in a long time who you'd love to hang out with? Yes, my bff 

66: what would your ideal flower crown look like? Mad lilies! They’re my fav flower

67: how do gloomy days where the sky is dark and the world is misty make you feel? Depressed and tired tbh

68: what's winter like where you live? Cold but not too cold bc you know global warming

69: what are your favorite board games? Scrabble!!

70: have you ever used a ouija board? Yes lol

71: what's your favorite kind of tea? ANY KIND! Right now I’m really feeling ginger turmeric from Trader Joe’s, though, soooo good

72: are you a person who needs to note everything down or else you'll forget it? YES.

73: what are some of your worst habits? Uhhh not going to bed early enough lol

74: describe a good friend of yours without using their name or gendered pronouns. This person is a HUGE JARLEY FAN and super adorbs!!! Hates Mon-El and LOVES TO RANT ABOUT IT AND I LOVE THIS PERSON REGARDLESS 

75: tell us about your pets! So I have a dog, he’s almost 12 years old which is really depressing bc he’s probably going to pass on soon :( I’m obsessed with him and love him so much!!

76: is there anything you should be doing right now but aren't? Yeah, taking my bra off why am I still wearing it

77: pink or yellow lemonade? PINK, always

78: are you in the minion hateclub or fanclub? Hate club, get them the fuck away from me

79: what's one of the cutest things someone has ever done for you? One of my old boyfriends learned how to knit for me which I thought was very sweet

80: what color are your bedroom walls? did you choose that color? if so, why? Aqua! Because I like it?

81: describe one of your friend's eyes using the most abstract imagery you can think of. “Comets.”

82: are/were you good in school? Not really

83: what's some of your favorite album art? Ohhhh I know this, I love Californication’s album art so much

84: are you planning on getting tattoos? which ones? I have seven!!

85: do you read comics? what are your faves? No

86: do you like concept albums? which ones? Wat

87: what are some movies you think everyone should watch at least once in their lives? The Lion King, BITCH

88: are there any artistic movements you particularly enjoy? Not really

89: are you close to your parents? Yes

90: talk about your one of you favorite cities. NEW YORRRRRK. Concrete jungle where dreams are destroyed you’ll never get anywhere go back to long island

91: where do you plan on traveling this year? Somewhere over the summer, not sure where yet tho

92: are you a person who drowns their pasta in cheese or a person who barely sprinkles a pinch? In the middle

93: what's the hairstyle you wear the most? Top knots bc I’m lazy

94: who was the last person you know to have a birthday? The Weeknd LOL

95: what are your plans for this weekend? Date night, then I’m not sure!

96: do you install your computer updates really quickly or do you procrastinate on them a lot? Ohhh I procrastinate so much

97: myer briggs type, zodiac sign, and hogwarts house? Not sure about the Myer-Briggs type, but I’m a scorpio + Ravenclaw

98: when's the last time you went hiking? did you enjoy it? Yes! I think in November. It was chilly, but a lot of fun

99: list some songs that resonate to your soul whenever you hear them.

One Headlight - The Wallflowers (listening now)

Home - Edward Sharpe and the Magnetic Zeroes

Love Drought - Beyonce

Under the Bridge - RHCP

Strip My Mind - RHCP

Literally anything by RHCP

Do You Realize?? - The Flaming Lips (I cry literally every time I listen to it)

100: if you were presented with two buttons, one that allows you to go 5 years into the past, the other 5 years into the future, which one would you press? why? Neither, because I am choosing to live in the MOMENT :) 

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wow, yana. i always say this but ilysm

1: when you have cereal, do you have more milk than cereal or more cereal than milk?

more milk bc i pour in the milk first

2: do you like the feeling of cold air on your cheeks on a wintery day?

i DON’T

3: what random objects do you use to bookmark your books?

business cards mainly

4: how do you take your coffee/tea?

i tend to drink my tea as is, i don’t like honey or sugar in it. i usually drink latte or caramel macchiatos. the only black coffee i’ve liked was the one at the twin peaks diner

5: are you self-conscious of your smile?

i am. i hate my smile. i tend to turn my head certain ways to make it look better.

6: do you keep plants?

nah, i want to tho

7: do you name your plants?

nah. i don’t really name things.

8: what artistic medium do you use to express your feelings?

just a page. i write.

9: do you like singing/humming to yourself?

yup

10: do you sleep on your back, side, or stomach?

side. if i sleep on my back, i get bad nightmares.

11: what’s an inner joke you have with your friends?

not exactly a joke, but gingys!!

12: what’s your favorite planet?

saturn

13: what’s something that made you smile today?

the food i ate tbh

14: if you were to live with your best friend in an old flat in a big city, what would it look like?

omg look in my room tag!! it’s my fave thing

15: go google a weird space fact and tell us what it is!

all of space is completely silent

16: what’s your favorite pasta dish?

ravioli

17: what color do you really want to dye your hair?

prob no color at all!!

18: tell us about something dumb/funny you did that has since gone down in history between you and your friends and is always brought up.

ok i asked my friends and they said when i record myself dancing & lip syncing to disney & musical soundtracks

19: do you keep a journal? what do you write/draw/ in it?

i do! i write my deepest darkest secrets. i also keep letters i’ve received in there

20: what’s your favorite eye color?

i dont really have one

21: talk about your favorite bag, the one that’s been to hell and back with you and that you love to pieces.

ok i had a favorite bag before, but my dog peed on it & completely ruined it so now I have a new favorite bag & it’s got flowers on it & i just bought it.

22: are you a morning person?

yup. i wake up incredibly early for work so i’m used to it

23: what’s your favorite thing to do on lazy days where you have 0 obligations

read, watch shows & movies. also go to the beach

24: is there someone out there you would trust with every single one of your secrets?

my sister probs

25: what’s the weirdest place you’ve ever broken into?

literally nowhere

26: what are the shoes you’ve had for forever and wear with every single outfit?

my black docs. i need to buy new ones

27: what’s your favorite bubblegum flavor?

that blue mint one

28: sunrise or sunset?

sunset

29: what’s something really cute that one of your friends does and is totally endearing?

omg i love how all of my friends have very individual laughs but one of my best friends does this thing where when i say something that’s really stupid-funny, he tries to stop himself from laughing & brings his hand up to his face, but he ends up just laughing more.

30: think of it: have you ever been truly scared?

yeah, when i watch literally any scary movie

31: what is your opinion of socks? do you like wearing weird socks? do you sleep with socks? do you confine yourself to white sock hell? really, just talk about socks.

love them. i actually ordered a lot of them a couple of days ago & i nearly cried when they came in the mail. i guess you could consider them “weird.” i’m gonna wear them with my mary janes. i don’t really sleep w/socks. the only thing that can rival my love for socks is my love for tights

32: tell us a story of something that happened to you after 3AM when you were with friends.

only thing i can really think of is the night after prom when we stayed up all night & then snuck onto a gold course which was connected to the beach…so wait, maybe I guess I have sort of broken into somewhere.

33: what’s your fave pastry?

would a nutella crepe be considered a pastry? if not, probs a muffin

34: tell us about the stuffed animal you kept as a kid. what is it called? what does it look like? do you still keep it?

i actually didnt really…

35: do you like stationary and pretty pens and so on? do you use them often?

yesss. i love them so much, but i dont own stationary. i really should buy some. i also love colored felt tip pens, which i do use for my notes and journal.

36: which band’s sound would fit your mood right now?

the talking heads

37: do you like keeping your room messy or clean?

i like to keep it clean, but it’s rly just messy

38: tell us about your pet peeves!

honestly just ignorant, dumb ppl.

39: what color do you wear the most?

yellow

40: think of a piece of jewelry you own: what’s it’s story? does it have any meaning to you?

yes, my best friend got me the most beautiful necklace with michael cera’s face on it. so yes, it has a lot of meaning to me.

41: what’s the last book you remember really, really loving?

“rubyfruit jungle” by rita mae brown

42: do you have a favorite coffee shop? describe it!

yessss. it’s very open and they have a lot of good food. it’s adjacent to a restaurant/bar. it has a hanging boat on the ceiling. it’s 2 stories. also i’m sort of in love with one of the cashiers.

43: who was the last person you gazed at the stars with?

i honestly don’t remember

44: when was the last time you remember feeling completely serene and at peace with everything?

i was a lil drunk & hanging out w/my best friend. we were playing around with a small piano keyboard he has. i guess i felt v at peace bc i was drunk??

45: do you trust your instincts a lot?

yes

46: tell us the worst pun you can think of.

what do you call a bear w/no teeth? a gummy bear

47: what food do you think should be banned from the universe?

brussel sprouts bc they almost killed me

48: what was your biggest fear as a kid? is it the same today?

i think rollercoasters or clowns? def not a big deal for me now

49: do you like buying CDs and records? what was the last one you bought?

i don’t bc i don’t have a record player. i like my person mixtape CDs, but I don’t buy them

50: what’s an odd thing you collect?

i don’t collect anything odd…?

51: think of a person. what song do you associate with them?

“go solo” by tom rosenthal

52: what are your favorite memes of the year so far?

it’s still early in the year, but i still love pull the trigger, piglet

53: have you ever watched the rocky horror picture show? heathers? beetlejuice? pulp fiction? what do you think of them?

i’ve watched all of them. i’m a massive fan of them in that order…except for maybe pulp fiction? i dont care too much for that one

54: who’s the last person you saw with a true look of sadness on their face?

i think my sister

55: what’s the most dramatic thing you’ve ever done to prove a point?

omg i really cannot talk about it here.

56: what are some things you find endearing in people?

honestly just the way they smile, or they do little quirks when they think no one’s watching

57: go listen to bohemian rhapsody. how did it make you feel? did you dramatically reenact the lyrics?

makes me feel great & of course i did

58: who’s the wine mom and who’s the vodka aunt in your group of friends? why?

oh god, can i be both? i think i’m the vodka aunt in all of my friend groups, but i’m occasionally just the wine mom

59: what’s your favorite myth?

demeter & persephone

60: do you like poetry? what are some of your faves?

i do! i wish i was better at it so i could enjoy it more tho. my faves are literally anything my best friend writes.

61: what’s the stupidest gift you’ve ever given? the stupidest one you’ve ever received?

i honestly can’t remember

62: do you drink juice in the morning? which kind?

nope

63: are you fussy about your books and music? do you keep them meticulously organized or kinda leave them be?

i sort of just leave them be

64: what color is the sky where you are right now?

blue

65: is there anyone you haven’t seen in a long time who you’d love to hang out with?

yes wah, all my friends that are off at college

66: what would your ideal flower crown look like?

67: how do gloomy days where the sky is dark and the world is misty make you feel?

very calm and warm, especially when i’m inside or driving

68: what’s winter like where you live?

cold, drizzly, if we’re lucky we get more rain.

69: what are your favorite board games?

settlers of catan, clue, life, parcheesi

70: have you ever used a ouija board?

no & i never will

71: what’s your favorite kind of tea?

general mint tea

72: are you a person who needs to note everything down or else you’ll forget it?

yes, i keep many to-do lists

73: what are some of your worst habits?

drinking starbucks every day, not hanging out w/ppl i rly care about, talking about writing but not actually doing it

74: describe a good friend of yours without using their name or gendered pronouns.

they’re incredibly smart and they do this thing where their lips are always perfectly smooth and never chapped & they run their tongue over them, so much so that i’ve taken on after them. i barely see them and i’m p sure i won’t see them much anymore bc they’re officially moving to the east coast this upcoming year.

75: tell us about your pets!

she’s a brown weiner dog & a bitch, but she’s also sweet & gentle. but she can be a real bitch. & she’s only a year old

76: is there anything you should be doing right now but aren’t?

writing

77: pink or yellow lemonade?

yellow

78: are you in the minion hateclub or fanclub?

hateclub

79: what’s one of the cutest things someone has ever done for you?

i think i’ve mentioned this before but after something shitty happened to me, my best friend made me a little letter with crayons.

80: what color are your bedroom walls? did you choose that color? if so, why?

blue & brown. i did. when i was in middle school, i wanted it to look regal & like marie antoinette’s room??

82: are/were you good in school?

i am

83: what’s some of your favorite album art?

84: are you planning on getting tattoos? which ones?

if i would, i’d get black lil doodles, but i pitched the idea to a couple of friends & they were like nah so i’m rethinking it

85: do you read comics? what are your faves?

i don’t

86: do you like concept albums? which ones?

sure, i dont really know any specific ones tho

87: what are some movies you think everyone should watch at least once in their lives?

little miss sunshine, short term 12, 500 days of summer, eternal sunshine of the spotless mind, her, juno

88: are there any artistic movements you particularly enjoy?

surrealism

89: are you close to your parents?

very!!

90: talk about one of your favorite cities.

i dont think you can fully appreciate a city until you live in it for awhile or you experience it through someone who lives there. it just feels different when you’re staying with someone or you’re staying in a hotel. i’ve loved san fran for years now, but i didn’t fully experience it until i visited and stayed with my friend who lives there. i was done seeing the typical tourist-y areas & i got to go to places that were really cool, but not many tourists would go to. it just felt different

91: where do you plan on traveling this year?

new york at the beginning of the fall!!

92: are you a person who drowns their pasta in cheese or a person who barely sprinkles a pinch?

drowns it in cheese

93: what’s the hairstyle you wear the most?

half up half down

94: who was the last person you know to have a birthday?

someone i go to school with

95: what are your plans for this weekend?

well, it’s the end of this weekend, but only plans were to work & do homework

96: do you install your computer updates really quickly or do you procrastinate on them a lot?

procrastinate until my computer can’t run without them

97: myer briggs type, zodiac sign, and hogwarts house?

infj, taurus, hufflepuff

98: when’s the last time you went hiking? did you enjoy it?

shit, it must’ve been when my friends away at college were here. i believe i enjoyed it

99: list some songs that resonate to your soul whenever you hear them.

“too late” by m83, “rivers & roads” by the head and the heart, “up all night” by oliver tank, “in this shirt” by the irrepressibles, “the promise” by when in rome, “the big ship” by brian eno

100: if you were presented with two buttons, one that allows you to go 5 years into the past, the other 5 years into the future, which one would you press? why?

shit. into the past i think. i think it’d freak me out too much to see into the future.