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astarion + text posts (part 26)
#my posts#he gets this outfit in my evil run cause i let him be his sassy self with no restraints#malva encourages the self destructive behaviour because shes no better#bg3#astarion#edit#astarion ancunin#astarion bg3#bg3 astarion#baldurs gate 3#baldur's gate 3#text posts#text post meme#astarion text post#also i dont CARE that its my evil run: he aint biting araj#i might be evil but i aint a fucking monster
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Happy to announce I finally commissioned art of the deertaur that only lived in my head until now and they're cute!!
and the pfp too
Thank you so much to @sealdeer for drawing it!!!
#deerposting#hazyposting#meeeeeeeee :3#literally meee#girl#deertaur#she actually is like me and that makes me so happy#chubby kinda hairy deergirl hfdlkgihsdufg#this was the most self-care ive done in months
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#she is so real for that#photo not mine <3#it girlism ୨𖹭୧#girlblogging#it girl#wonyoungism#girlhood#pink pilates princess#girly tumblr#this is what makes us girls#girly stuff#im just a girl#girlcore#girlworld#self image#self care#self growth#self love#self improvement#self concept#jang wonyoung#wonyoung motivation#wonyoung#wonyoung ive#thewizardliz#girly girl#girl therapy#hyperfemininity#hyper feminine#divine feminine
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id + ego
#this time I just fully drew my dogself as my fursona btw. instead of just my mental self-image. that's the real lucia fur^ yayy#furry#fursona#idk I'm too tired to think of more tags rn#the artist commentary:#don't mind the candy corn horns I just added them cause they're cute and I don't care <3#lamb chop is here because she's awesome#andddd where did all that blood come from? idk. it's probably fine. these guys are normal ^_^
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The weird nerd in a labcoat that you talk to every week at the diner appears in front of your door with a rose in his hand wwyd?
#naurrr he's not a creep they already went out before and send chloe to her door before its just this time he wanted to make a cute gesture#like he just knocks on her door asking if she's up for another date lol#i feel a bit anxious about posting my art here all of sudden ngl skdjekaoa staphhhh#like partially idc what ppl thinks but also i care if ppl like me enough skdjskal stop 5 am brainnn#anyway omg i swear its only been 3 weeks since I last opened my csp and im crying i missed drawing waghsgsjqk 😭😭😭#i have a few more days to endure im so excited about resting and continuing my overdue commission wagjhsksakhq#but i do need a warm up though since i feel like im slowing down zzzzz#okay me sleep now snork mimimimimimimi#asukart#selfship#selfshipping#selfship art#selfshipping community#selfship community#self insert oc#self insert art#self insert community#oc x canon#si x canon#professor utonium#ppg professor
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Okay what if the winners got to meet previous versions of themselves through the life games.
Like grian meets no one. He didn't have any previous "versions".
Scott meets 3rd life Scott.
Pearl meets 3rd life and last life pearl.
Martyn meets 3rd life, last life and double life Martyn.
Scar meets 3rd life, last life, double life and lim life him-
This whole thing was an idea that I got just because I was thinking about ll and sl scar because they were both so lonely like wtf and I just though about a scene that would be so. Grips chair.
Ll: "We won?"
Sl: "Yeah"
Ll: "Did we have allies? Friends?"
Ll scar probably thinks sl scar won only because he had allies to support him. He knows what its like being lonely and he hopes no one has to go through that loneliness. And he wants to be optimistic for once that sl scar, future him, gets allies, gets friends.
He tries to hope and then he sees the look on sl scars face. Or maybe sl scar tries to lie- maybe he tries to say they had allies.
Ll scar sees right through him. He's him after all. Maybe he's always gonna he lonely anyway
#im being insane give me a momebt#also i forgot pearl wasnt jn 3rd life but its okay. she was in 3rd life to me <3#ALSO? THE POTENTIAL OF 3RDLIFE SCAR? AND DOUBLE LIKE AND LIM LIFE SCAR?#3rd life scar is optimistic. he thinks its okay! grian is his ally in the fjture too right? he wins with grian?#no other scar wants to look him in the eye becayse they all remember the allyship they had with grian thay crumbled in ll#and that got completely destroyed in double life.#double life scar doesnt want to tell 3rd life scar and tell him grian doesnt care. he cant do that to himself.#tell his younger and more optimistic self that grian doesnt want them as his soulmates... that he would rather sneak off with skmeone else..#and lim life scar. he was excited for the future because he did have friends! he had allies jn lim life- but seeing sl scar?#seeing how they just go back to being alone again?#its soul crushing.#(inserting my aroace angst here: is he really that unlovable? is his lack of romantic love so unappealing?#does no one want him? does no one but himself love him?#does he himself even love him? can he? seeing how miserable they all are it feels hard and lonely#lim life scar probably wants to comfort them all- but isnt it sad that the only person to comfort him would be himself?#) okay im done being insane goodbye-#stiff talk#gtws
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biblically accurate middle aged p.cakes (post-divorce) in which they:
1. don't have a child to solve their marital problems 2. both come to terms with what they really want in life
bob, a husband & a peaceful domestic life
eliza, no spouse or children, simply money and steamy one night stands with hot mediterranean men
3. only remain in contact with each other because they formed some kind of weird fucked up bond by marrying so young and being so miserable together.. they also split custody for their cats
#me lying to myself#eliza also gets therapy but she still partakes in her weird freakish behavior bc thats just who she is <3#bob is on antidepressants KWEHKFJhdj but hes also taken up meditation and yoga and#puts a huge emphasis on his own self care so hes done a complete 180!!! he feels so much better most of the time#but he does still have bad days :(#realizing i want to play with them now fkjhjfd#mysims#eliza pancakes#bob pancakes#the pancakes#sims 4#the sims 4#ts4#simblr#ts4 townie#ts4 townies#ts4 townie makeover#townie makeover#UGH
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Also ngl I kinda love the concept of Debling courting Penelope and Colin getting jealous because of it, not because I ship it (he’s barely a character) or because I’m part of the crowd that wants to see Colin ~suffer (though I’m not opposed to seeing him dramatically yearn), but because the reason Penelope specifically is going after this vegan man is so fascinating to me. Like, she obviously doesn’t love him. But she will marry him to protect LW… she’ll marry him to please Portia, that’s so funny.
Girl’s so desperate to escape her awful family life while at the same time keeping her secret, but she also wants her mother’s approval. And she’s so caught up in that toxic mindset that she completely misses the guy she’s been in love with since childhood making heart eyes at her from across the ballroom.
Pen only has her parents’ terrible marriage as a frame of reference, so she probably thinks it’s a bonus if her future husband is much older than her because that could make her a young widow. He’ll leave the country for the majority of the year to fuck off to Antarctica? Oh to be left alone by your own life partner!!!
Meanwhile Portia is enthusiastically nodding behind Penelope like yes, perhaps he’ll die at sea, and neither of them think there’s anything wrong with this outlook in life.
Hilarious.
#just to make it clear i don’t think pen wishes debling harm or anything like that#this post is not about that#but poor girl has no idea sex can be good actually#so she’s probably relieved at the prospect of having to spend very little time with her husband#portia def wouldn’t gaf if debbling died at sea though. i stan#i just love penelope making bad decisions for all the wrong reasons and self-sabotaging in the process#that’s what makes her the most relatable character to ME 🙅♀️#colin being all sad broken hearted because he missed his chance… she doesn’t love him#no dude he does lmfao she’s just too caught up in her own mother-daughter cycle of toxicity to notice#chef’s kiss A+ no notes#penelope featherington#portia featherington#colin bridgerton#polin#anti debling#kinda? as i said i don’t really care abt him enough to dislike him#in terms of narrative i think he serves the same purpose as the prince in s1 and whats-his-face guy who flirted with kate in s2#but just to be sure lol#bridgerton#bridgerton spoilers#bridgerton season 3#meta#my meta#again… kinda
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Hair holds memories
In season 1 Jinx wanted to remember everything: Vi, Vander, Mylo, Claggor, Powder
and her hair could hold those memories for her, even if her mind would forget
In season 2, after everything happened, after Silco, Isha, losing Vander again. She couldn’t do it any more. She wanted to forget. So she cut her hair but it didn’t work, the memories didn’t go away so she cut it shorter, and shorter till there almost nothing left to cut. But the memories didn’t go away
and then she died. And she found her escape from the past then, there, in death
#im coping#jinx arcane#jinx league of legends#arcane#vi arcane#mylo arcane#vander#silco#claggor#arcane season 2#im dead inside#someone tell my this is a prank#The real act 3 will be released next week and no one will die#Fortiche it is a bit early for April fools#I need professional help#Please#jinx and isha#powder#Act 3 isnt real but if it is this is a very likely reason jinx cut her hair#Also on the topic of jinx’s hair#I don’t like her final cut#The cut she had when ekko stopped her from killing her self was cute#I thought it was really pretty actually#but the hair cut she had when in piltover wasnt my personal favorite#Also i loved how jinx with long and open hair looked#Even if it was a way of showing her depression#And how she stopped taking care of herself#league of legends
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magic school au bitsydittles.... since theyre both very smart they got into an honors program that puts them in the same classes as the 18!matsus 😙
#my art#ocs#kiru#keiko#kirukei#au#also I KNOW THE TIES ARE BLACK NORMALLY but i think theyd have yellow ties to show that theyre part of the honors program#also they take care of kabosu together since the teachers didnt trust them to care for a baby dragon alone ☝#kiru has all the intelligence of her normal self here with none of the prior restraints 15!kiru had#and keiko isnt being bullied in this au so she gets to be her silly little self :3#so its a win for both of them!#and ill be designing their adult magic au selves soon too. since those are gonna be fun
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Baldurs gate 3 spoilers about gale (and rolan kinda) under the cut
If you take gale and karlach with you to the counting house in the lower city, they have a conversation about how neither of them have ever had much money and I find that for gale, that provides some fascinating context for his life.
How much did his mother sacrifice to send him to university? Of course hes a mama's boy, getting him into magic college was probably her main priority for most of his childhood. How difficult was it for him to get learning materials? Gale loves libraries, which is a standard nerdy thing but as a kid whose family might not have been able to afford the books he needed to learn about magic? Libraries would have been his one connection to the world of magic. Every scrap of magical material would have been precious and hard won.
Mystras attention would probably have been absolutely life changing for him. If he doesn't have a fortune to fall back on, like lorroakan, having the attention of the literal embodiment of the weave is probably the only way he was ever going to get anywhere in his field. Speaking as someone who works in academia, it doesn't matter how smart you are if you can't get funding. Their relationship is already deeply one sided, but man if gale feels like his opportunities for success are because of her? Fuck.
We see a sort of similar (please for the love of God bear with me) situation with lorroakan and rolan. Rolans poor, reasonably talented, and loves magic more than almost anything besides his family. He was, up until the enslaving dame Aylin plan, willing to put up with lorroakans abuse and whims because he wanted to be a wizard so bad. Now gale has several in universe advantages compared with rolans situation, but it's clear that the Wizarding profession is not a profession you can easily get into if you don't have funds or a very rich patron.
Not really sure where I'm going with this. I saw a post about gale joking about how his tower was never cleaner than after he lost the orb and I just. For a kid who grew up in a low income situation, his tower is 100% a point of pride and something he identifies with very strongly. To have had to literally devour his tower to stay alive, to have had to literally destroy everything in the life he built for himself as a result of the orb. That must have been horrifying for him.
#i have a lot of feelings about gale#as someone who just finished their graduate degree#and has filled their home with trinkets and objects that pertain to my field#the thought of losing it because of my own mistakes#damn#gale#gale dekarios#gale of waterdeep#mystra is like a famous and self absorbed graduate advisor#shes got tenure and she doesnt care if her students complete their degrees#bg3#baldurs gate 3 spoilers#baldurs gate 3#gale worked hard to get his degree#maybe his family went into debt for it#gale getting his tower was probably like a huge cause for celebration in his family
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do you think the abyss healed Childe’s scars?
realistically I know it’s stupid graphics & model “limitations”
But do you think his skin looks as normal as it did before he fell.
Cause when they’re hit, an abyss monster.
They disintegrate.
Do you think Ajax’s scars healed like that? In the abyss? After it, too?
Do you think they burned? Or was it numb, as the darkened skin faded away with little, yellow, glowing particles?
That he has no evidence of his suffering for those three months in hell (and his only companion’s silence) but dull eyes no one wants to look at?
Callouses on his hands and feet that no one pays attention to? Takes care of?
That he shows his prowess and uncanniness and abyssal hunger because that’s the only way how? Yes. he is hungry and wants a fight. Look at him. He’s off. Broken now.
Look at him.
Please.
#am I self projecting?#maybe#a little bit#Nothing like a mental breakdown from a sort of family dinner meeting new people to remind a mfer they’re fucked#it’s me I’m mfer#also abt that companion’s silence part#as much as I fucking Abhor genshin’s uwu-ifying of Skirk#and her characterization cause god fucking damn it hoyo Give him a good parental figure#She says she didn’t talk to him at all/the bare minimum cause she sees him as weak#what the fuck#How do you send your son that was missing for three fucking days Blow off his trauma And then send him to the military?#You don’t care about him.#skirk evidently doesn’t#And the tsarista is all up to interpretation and is dubious as an average#does childe have any caring parental figure? Who the fuck knows.#genshin impact#childe#tartaglia#childe tartaglia ajax#genshin ajax#tw vent#?#self projecting#it’s sad. isn’t it? to have suffered but have nothing to show for it.#Christ I’m fucked.#do u think I should go back to the social gathering?#:/#drink water#stay safe#<3
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Concept sketch of my new JJBA self insert and her stand, BellaDonna (who will eventually be known as Madonna). Inspired by the song 'Like a Prayer' by...well, Madonna! @sapphire-heart-tippy
(lore dump under the cut, TW for mentions of animal injury and religious trauma)
My self insert (who will also go by Jane) grew up in a deeply religious family and tried to be a good jehovah's witness child that made her parents proud.
One day, she comes up with the power to heal various injuries and ailments, almost to the point of being able to revive the dead. She figures she's given this power by the lord himself and vows to do good with it, but when she's found using them to heal a bird that had been wounded by a cat, her mother falls into hysterics thinking that she MUST be possessed by the devil to have such abilities.
She's punished and shunned by her community while her mother prays for a cure and though she tries to repent her power doesn't seem to go away, so eventually her mother snaps and drags her into the wilderness and attempts to throw her to the bottom of an old well.
Her Stand, which had previously not manifested physically, appears then to cushion her fall and eventually she manages to pull herself out of the well with her Stand's help, who she now believes to be a guardian angel. But not wanting to return home, she runs away to face the world alone, growing jaded and bitter over time. She loses all of her faith, and the power to heal inverts itself, becoming a sort of poison. Something that LEECHES life, rather than heal it.
When she's an adult (my age irl so 25 I guess) she's made her way by becomes a bounty hunter/assassin using her Stand and eventually catches the attention of Dio. Who takes her in and explains to her what her Stand REALLY is, promising to teach her how to properly wield those powers if she agrees to serve him. She reluctantly takes his offer, but starts to see him as a familial figure, since no one else had ever tried to nurture or even accept her gift. Dio is the one who giver her Stand the name BellaDonna, after the deadly plant!
#artfarts#self insert#self ship#self insert art#jojo self insert#jojo oc#jjba#jjba oc#jjba part 3#stardust crusaders#jojo's bizarre adventure#and of course wehehehe she meets polnareff and they eventually get together!!#so...i actually kinda forgot that polnareff actually ALSO starts off as an agent of dio 😂😂 with the mind control thing#idk just HOW influential the buds can be. he seems to retain his personality and it just sorta...dictates his morality#and also does whatever dio says. so when he DOES get mind probed by dio my s/i is already his agent#and what im saying is even when they meet THEN hes flirty as hell and immediately interested in her#cause OFC he is thats his personality 😂😂 its his nature hes french#and ofc we know he gets the bud removed and he joins the main cast so im trying to figure out how jane fits in!!#i definitely dont think she joins or turns immediately#i think they capture her first to CHECK for a bud and when they dont find it theyre like...well what now#pol wont let them kill her so they just sorta drag her along and over time she starts to have a change of heart#i think she expects dio to send someone after her or to save her himself but when other agents keep coming and trying to kill her TOO#she realizes he never really cared about her at all#blah blah angsty stuff aside she starts seeing who polnareff truly is and starts falling for him too!!#ok ive rambled enough here if u read all of this mwah im kissing ur forehead 🫶🫶🫶#🩶 just like a prayer 🩶
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YOUNG SCOTT: Where's Roxy? YOUNG MELISSA: Sweetheart, she didn't make it... YOUNG SCOTT: Where's Roxy? MELISSA: Try not to talk. Try not to talk.
#scott mccall#melissa mccall#teen wolf#twedit#teenwolfedit#mine#listen. as someone with a very similar upbringing to scott i do not think melissa is a bad mom! that being said shes kind of a shitty mom !#like scotts self sacrificing to the point of self harm tendencies come from somewhere!#he sees his mother working everyday to save livesTM and thinks i want to be like that! but being werewolf jesus is extremely different#than being a nurse#both are thankless jobs that require u to care for others yes but melissa isnt being poisoned and shot with arrows and threatened and#LITERALLY MURDERED#and its more implied than canon but shes the one who taught him to push thru and suffer in silence to help others!! she tells him to lead i#s2 which semi-kickstarts his alpha plot which leads to him putting everyones safety before his own and makes him Actively Suicidal#AND EVEN AFTER HES BEEN MURDERED SHES LIKE OK WELL UR NOT DEAD<3 SO GO HELP EVERYONE ELSE????#PARDON???????????#i had a point but i lost it so um yeah
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more characters who are technically from T$$ (lore under the cut)
So Lis/Lisbet (more commonly known as "Lu", her codename) was one of Vic's first victims when he started working on his own. At the time, Lu was a secretary at a law firm. Unbeknownst to her, her bosses owed money to a local mob boss, and Vic was hired to "apply pressure". By pure coincidence, Lu was the unlucky target. Her torture was recorded and sent to the firm, and it was roughly three weeks before the money was coughed up and she was released.
Her captivity resulted in the loss of her right hand and most of her left leg, and a pregnancy. With Lu not being in a healthy emotional or mental place, the baby was raised by Lu's sister and her husband. Meanwhile, Lu decided she was sick of feeling like a victim and began devoting her time to training, getting physically stronger, and hunting down Victor Shepard.
While her family was very supportive for the first few years of her recovery, most of them were horrified by her desire for revenge. Despite being raised in a close-knit Catholic family and being religious herself, Lu quickly became disgusted at her family's urging to forgive Vic and move on. The only relative who didn't shy away was her cousin Adrien (also known by his codename, "Uriel")
The two were close as children, and Adrien wanted revenge for Lu as much as she did. He not only listened to Lu's violent fantasies, but encouraged them, offering ideas of his own. As a former Marine, he had training to back him up, and helped Lu on her own journey, swiftly becoming her second in command and the most trusted person in her life.
Through the years, Lu tried to maintain routine visitation with her child, but the visits always felt strained, and gradually her goal took over and she came over less and less.
Years later, Lu's son (then going by Leo) sought her out. His aunt had warned him that Lu was going down a dark path, but he was desperate to form some kind of connection with her. He knew the basics of what had happened to his mother, but at her own request, he'd always been told that his father had passed away before his birth. Lu welcomed him aboard, finding it easier to foster a connection when he could be viewed as a soldier and not her son. When he came of age, she welcomed him into her group officially, granting him the codename Gabriel.
Though Vic is her target, Lu and her angels also chase after people like him, capturing and killing them in the name of avenging those who have been lost or had their lives destroyed.
In canon, Lu briefly captures Vic, but he escapes before she can do any real damage. However, in this AU, she manages to contain him, and gets the revenge she's sought for so long.
#lu does love Gabriel but she's very focused on her goal and her emotions are very tamped down#she cares but they need healthy boundaries#meanwhile his tio and tia have always supported him and went to bat against the Catholic church when he came out as trans#he's so focused on being accepted by his mother but once she does he realizes they're the ones who've always had his back#he maintains a relationship with lu that does get healthier over time#but stops obsessing over her approval/acceptance#t$$ lu#t$$ Gabriel#SO vic is a huge POS but he can be fun to explore. he had a VERY messy 3-4 years after his mentor's death and was kind of lost#spiralling and self destructive and taking shady jobs like this and even though he has no remorse about it he still hated it#his most sketchy and inexcusable acts (aside from taking ander) happened here. because he was willing and needed the money#well. i say he has no remorse but it definitely affected him. but then he just pushed that all down and kept going so. still bad lol#vic just being shitty all the time fr fr#tag lore#implied noncon#torture#whump#angst
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Has it ever been confirmed that Bayonetta has met Enzo's family? Because ngl, I would love it if Bayonetta and Mrs. Enzo were friends.
Can you imagine it?? Enzo has all these issues with Bayo and is getting caught up in her and Jeannes' constant fight with Paradiso. Meanwhile, his wife absolutely loves his new mysterious boss, who is the perfect combination of classy and sassy. Literally the best woman to be friends with.
Idk. I know most likely that they haven't met, but I just really like this idea.
(It's probably best to add; I'm only just replacing Bayonetta 2 recently after years, and I haven't played the third game, so I probably am missing quite a few details 😅)
#Bayonetta#Jeanne#Enzo#Nintendo#Sega#Mrs. Enzo#yes shes getting her own tag#also- can we talk about Bayonetta in the second game asigning Rodin the role of playing Santa for the kids?#like- considering that she was focused on rescuing her wife she could have easily just said that it wasnt important and dragged Enzo away#and yeah she didnt OFFICIALLY appoint Rodin the job- just tossed the toy jet to him and said 'someone else can play Santa'#but still. It could be that shes just naturally soft woth kids (see her past self and Loki) but can you imagine if-#she actually MET Ed and Edna?? and started to care about them??? at least a little?????#and think about it from Mrs. Enzo's POV; her husbands boss sent someone to stand in as Santa when she called him back for 'work'#granted its not so great that she took him away from Christmas. but what other boss would make sure your kids get to see Santa#in your husbands absence?!#im probably just reaching for straws here. But still. Food for thought ^^#Bayonetta 2#Bayonetta 3#Rodin
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