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the-blackbird-murmuration · 2 years ago

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Tw: sh, implied suicidality

Kinda just stopped sh'ing bc I lost sight of why I was doing it.

In the last two days I realised that I truly have no one but myself and that I will probably never find anyone and will just end my life as soon as I can. Think I'll probably relapse today

#toxic household #self h@rm #sh #self har #sh urge #toxic parents #tw suicidal

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hamoodmood · 8 months ago

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Just relapsed after 6 months

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fadedkat · 15 days ago

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a little human bill doodle sheet this evening based off the wonderful fanfic A Human Condition by @sapphosscribe!! this is really one of my favorite fics at the moment and I wanted to show my love for it by doing some art :DD

now on my way to read the most recent update 🏃‍♀️🏃‍♀️

aaaaand close ups!

#exorcizing some demons while drawing these fr #what can I say I connected to parts of this fic just a little too much!!#the urge to draw bill singing drunk by the living tombstone was very strong I LOVE that song #anyways gravity falls fans please please read this fic!#*stefon voice* this fic has everything. angst. in character writing. bill cipher eating a bath bomb. hedge mazes #no but seriously it's fantastic #gravity falls #gravity falls au #bill cipher #ford pines #stanford pines #a human condition #sapphosscribe #gravity falls fanart #human bill cipher #human bill au #billford #billford fanart #my art #faded kat #tw self h4rm #tw blood #tw implied sh #UHHHHH BILL MAY ACCIDENTALLY HAVE SIX FINGERS IN ONE OF THESE DRAWINGS BC I'VE BEEN DRAWING FORD SO MUCH IT'S BECOME A HABIT #UUHHHHHH WHOOOPS. SYMBOLISM I GUESS????#PLEASE IGNORE THAT LMAO

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meeb-motes · 2 months ago

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hihi I sent these reqs before u nuked ur inbox- I hope you dont mind me resending them ^^' Req #1: sh urge emojis Priority: High (we've been having issues with this a lot recently) Artist pref: Two Req #2: ED emojis (anorexia , bulima , pica , binge eating) Priority: mid Artist pref: Two

SH urge emoji !!

The ED emojis will be posted in a separate post !! :DD !

-Two !!!

#cw sh mention #tw sh related #hurt related #urge related #emoji blog #emote blog #custom emote #emoji art #emote artist #custom emoji #aac emoji #emojiblr #custom discord emoji #discord emoji #emoji #cute emoji #discord emojis #discord emote #emotes

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angxlicbliss · 8 months ago

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there’s no point in healing bc if I get hurt again ima have to do ts all over again

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thescenarios · 4 months ago

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Istg I wanna sh so bad rn but I'm trying to be clean for at least a week AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

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weirdly-specific-but-ok · 9 months ago

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oh, today was one of the worst ones. physically and mentally, awake and asleep. the dreams don't get any nicer. real life doesn't mind following their example.

but back when i used to, um, want to hit my arm, instead i'd make art all over my left forearm. write. trace over my veins.

today i think i'll write your names. every one of them that i can think of. prettier than any art. god, i love you all. i'm so tired and still scared. but the thought of you all makes me smile.

#i love you maggots #tw mention of past sh urges?#anyway #i love you #that's my point

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the-blackbird-murmuration · 2 years ago

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Ib student of 2023 - HATE THIS I HATE MYSELF - THIS IS HORRIFIC. I DROPPED SO MANY MARKS FOR THE EE AND TOK AND FOR WHAT????? I'm a NOBODY with these grades. Everyone had such high hopes and THIS???? WHAT ABOUT MY PGs???? Istg the ib is on something this year seriously is this what my 13 years of education have come to????????

I'm cutting tonight, I hate everything

#ib diploma #ib results #m23 #may 2023 #international baccalaureate #tw self harm #self h@rm #sh #self har #sh urge #hate myself

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eclaire-went-bam · 10 months ago

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tips on how to deal with cluster b rage is useful and all what like what do i do when i'm bored

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genuine question

i'm not aspd (i say that cus i know chronic boredom's usually big for that one) but i do get painfully bored extremely often. i'll be under no emotional distress and then i'll decide to self-mutilate simply because i'm bored and it's funny & i don't think that's a good thing

#“do something to occupy your time” everything here is boring i need to Feel something #tw self harm #tw sh #i occasionally stir up minor trouble when i'm bored but like i enjoy being a good creature and i enjoy being seen that way so this is the #only other way ????#often i can control the urge but sometimes it gets really bad #this may sound ableist or insensitive or whatever but i also don't like being seen with wounds of any type because i feel it makes me look #less infallible #not that i view other people that way. just me #cluster b #npd #aspd #hpd #bpd

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aled4laide · 1 month ago

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Not feeling great rn

#sh urges #dw #it’s not becoming a vent blog I promise #please don’t worry about me I’m fine

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jack-the-killler · 8 months ago

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angxlicbliss · 8 months ago

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I would be sm happier if I was skinny

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gorelesbian · 6 months ago

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one time i came home from seeing my mom and the mommy issues were making me insane but i didn't wanna relapse so instead i took a bite of my konjac face sponge. it did help yes

#i do still feel insane but thankfully i have recovered enough i'm no longer overcome by the urge to bite into my skincare utensils #kim.txt #sh mention //#sh mention #cw sh mention #sh mention cw

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purely-puppy-pawz · 13 days ago

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y'know the sh urges are bad when your limping cause it hurts

#tw sh urges #not so silly bro #moth doesn't get silly #not a silly goofy mood #migraines

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thescenarios · 4 months ago

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THE URGE TO CUT MY THIGHS WITH A GLASS SHARD IS UNBEARABLE AAAAAAAAAAAAA

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mewos-laptop · 10 days ago

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Splitter Girl they could never make me hate you

I'm actually a massive fan of her characterization. Her song makes you assume she's going to be a very outwardly violent person, but in Parallel's song you see that she's incredibly shy and nervous, and it's implied via her medical notes that she actually doesn't own any dangerous weapons herself. She keeps her violent urges to herself, and turns them inward, which is what a LOT of people do, especially those with BPD (which Splitter very clearly has at least implied if not canonically [I haven't revisited the medical records for a bit])

Splitter never wanted to hurt anyone else seriously, and most folks with violent urges really DON'T

Yes, in the moment sure, bit logistically and realistically most of the people I know with violent urges, myself included, would absolutely NEVER really go through with it, or even want to when they take a step back from the situation, and often deal with massive amounts of guilt and anxiety from feeling those urges or having those thoughts

Idk just. Splitter Girl

#mewo rambles :3 #tw sh implied #tw sh related #Tw self harm #tw self h4rm #tw violent urges

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