#seriously self wtf
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Okay okay okay.. but listen. What if Shen Yuan had a harsher System and was forced to convincingly play Shen Qingqiu, making Luo Binghe detest his existence, but when Luo Binghe returns from the abyss to enact his revenge and has Shen Qingqiu on trial at Huan Hua, unfortunately for everyone (and fortunately for us), they drug Shen Qingqiu with truth serum and accidentally spiral Shen Yuan into fanboy rampage of epic proportions about how great Luo Binghe is.
#I imagine a very confused lbh is like ‘if you liked me that much wtf did you treat me so bad’ and sy is like ‘have you ever told god no?’#truth serum makes sy blame everything on an unspecified god#idk it just sounds like it could make for entertaining crack treated seriously#I’m sure his rant is an exemplary example of peerless cucumbers legacy#svsss au#mxtx svsss#sqq svsss#svsss#svsss fanfiction#svsss fic#svsss luo binghe#svsss shen qingqiu#svsss shen yuan#svsss shitpost#shen yuan#shen qingqiu#scum villain self saving system#scum villain's self saving system#scumbag self saving system#scumbag system#luo binghe#luo bingge#mxtx hell#mxtx fandom#mxtx fanfic#bingqiu#bingqiu fanfic#peerless cucumber#danmei#danmei fandom
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so what you're saying is
if i want more of these stories
i have to fuckin write them myself
uggggggghhhhhhh rude
#tbh i am genuinely surprised how well they hold up#and how i can't even tell that sometimes whole years passed between updates#well done past me#but can present me continue in that vein?#precedent says yes#self-doubt says of course not#impostor syndrome says hahaha#also i seriously felt like i just updated ahod like two months ago but surprise it's been like a year and a half wtf
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pls ignore the chicken scratch of writing i went on an art rampage at 3 am to do this chart thing with these fuckers <3
#i'll never get used to writing in tablet#and i had it for like 3 years now wtf#arknights#mostima arknights#lappland arknights#lappland saluzzo#moslapp#lappmos#arknights fanart#art...i guess#i know that in difference is their age difference but it'll be other 10 years before we get their canon age so height diff will do#also do not take this seriously ty <3#moslapp posting on my bday as self care fr fr
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Saw someone who was self shipping from Judge Claude Frollo from Hunchback of Notre Dame🧍🏽♀️🧍🏽♀️🧍🏽♀️
Wtf are you people on? White people, especially. Like you do know who he is, right??? And what he's done?????? Hello???????
#peach speaks#zilla speaks#wtf is the self ship community on#like seriously#i thought i had shit taste#thanks for letting me know i dont
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I can fix him*
*bad writing, underutilized gameplay mechanics, characters with unfulfilled potential, funded by bootlickers
#ra speaks#personal#sorry I made dr phone calls and have like. ten minutes til I gotta get ready for first class of the semester. let me have this.#I think I should get every COD game ever for free. it’s MY tax dollars at work after all (actually anything produced w us military funding#should be free I think I can trap even my bootlicker tax hating dad into getting onboard w this one)#anyways. ghosts was…decent. but jfc if you give me a silent protag I expect SOME self awareness in the writing.#why are characters calling to him on comms when they know he won’t respond? why doesn’t he have an AAC device or something more futuristic?#I’m just saying if you explicitly limit a character you need to respect those limits in te writing. it’s not that hard.#like non of the characters even acknowledge that Logan never talks. esp weird when he first meets the ghosts#also. obv not a big fan of ‘all of South America has United into evil space terrorists’ but it was 2013 so ¯\ _(ツ)_/¯#wish we got to see some SDC civis y’know? get a bear on the average attitudes abt the whole. invading the US thing.#(jfc do not get me started on The Wall like this is a 2016 trump voter’s power fantasy)#also Riley was such an interesting mechanic why couldn’t they have at least substituted him w drones or something on the other missions??#you get him for like. two missions. and then he gets shot and you have to protect him (gosh I actually loved that section)#just. it was clear Logan was The Dog Guy with an aptitude for tech. honestly Hesh felt more like the MC than Logan.#and while Logan doesn’t have a ton of personality we can glean as a result of non speaking + ZERO communication at all ever#seriously he doesn’t even like. wave or give thumbs up to people wtf dude do ppl just assume he’s psychic or something???#I do LOVE the few scenes we get with him acting outside of player control/where he actually has agency (Elias’ death. the final cutscene)#and like it’s not much but it’s enough that I WANT to see what happens next#but alas. a decade old game without a true sequel (I think??? haven’t actually looked into it.)#my brother is making fun of me for being a COD gamer now like boy. I have no defense pls be nice to me T-T
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shoutout to artists that started creating later in life and feel like they’re far behind their peers. even with the positive messages ppl spread about it being okay to make bad art and not be perfect and to not compare yourself to artists online, it’s really hard to not look at the difference between what your peers create and what you create. it’s hard to be bad at art. it can feel humiliating to show things online that you know look juvenile and messy even when people receive it positively. it’s embarrassing to make art that would’ve been in someone’s freshman year sketchbook when you’re in your mid twenties or older. but i’m still gonna do that shit anyway because i want to make art that i can be proud of even if it means i gotta draw like a middle schooler for a while !!!
#every day i wish my kid self took art more seriously bc getting into it as an adult is such a pain in the ass#like i have to learn how to draw when i got a full time job wtf#anyways sorry for sappy post just been feeling down about for a while#neigh say
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#digital art#my art#art#artwork#artists on tumblr#digital artist#small artist#seriously I am very short#drawing#AAAAAAAAHHHHH#WTF EVEN IS THIS#at least the hand looks good#illustration#art on tumblr#BETTER self portrait
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i really do just walk around at the middle of the night having incredible mental breakdowns about why i act the why i do then just go to bed like nothing happened
HEY WAIT POST CANCELED I JUST CHECKED MY GADES FROM LAST TERM
HOW THE FUCK DID I GET AN A FOR THAT DOGSHIT PROJECT????
HOW THE FUCK DID HE GRADE ME AN A??? I THOUGH FOR SURE HE WAS GONNA GIVE ME A D AT MOST THE FUCK??
#WHY DID I GET AN A FOR THAT???#I FULLY EXCPETED TO GET A D OR F EVEN AND IT WOULD BE THE FINAL THAT WOULD HAVE BOOSTED ME INTO A PASSING GRADE#THE FUCK YOU MEAN I GOT AN A?????#<- hey okay i do realize this is giving massive perfectionist/high self-imposed expections#but seriously i should not have gotten an A at all wtf#talking to the air
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Our sociology professors are so nice 😭❤
#okay so blabbing ahead#so we have 4 socio professors and i like the way three of them teach and other other one's so-so but that's fine.#and also it's always so good to see professors who take their job seriously#unlike few other professors I've came across who just rush it right before exam like wtf is wrong with you#plus i self study and don't have extra tuitions (i honestly would get tired to do both together)#but honestly idk if I'd need later on#anyways it was raining a lot today and i was listening to Florence. it felt just so fucking right like perfect timing#luna blabs ☕#sociology#college diaries 🦢🌷
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Apollo yelling "I'm Apollo justice and I'm fine" is literally just him stimming ok? Ok.
#apollo justice#he is autistic ok he told me himself#hes probably not officially diagnosed tho bc he strikes me as the type to avoid going to the dr unless absolutely necessary#like how he literally almost got exploded and had rubble rain down upon him and was seriously injured... and still tried to stand in court#like. hes dumb. hes self sacrificing. he doesnt always realize when he needs yo call it quits. hes like literally everyone in my family#like trust me i know this type when i see one. im surrounded by them#my dad literally blacked out and fell and could have cracked his head open recently and hes like no its fine it only happened once#like????????? BRUH?????? HUH?????? IT ONLY TAKES ONCE FOR SOMETHING LIKE THAT TO END YOUR FUCKING LIFE MY GUY#HES LUCKY HE DIDNT HIT HIS HEAD!!!!! OR LAND ON SOMETHING SHARP????#like my dude. my guy. you are our lifeline if u croak wtf are we supposed to do#pls take care of yourself
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What if I just started sobbing
#1:42 is the worst thing to have ever happened to me#like jesus christ i know the brocedes drama was bad but i didn't think it was lewis picking neck pain over nico bad#wtf was going on behind the scenes there guys#like obviously yeah it wasn't okay but like ???????#thank god lewis goes to therapy now#thank god he goes to therapy in GENERAL considering the mess he's about to face w the tifosi#but seriously bro#neck pain over NICO????#what was going on there#you can't just say that#without a goddamn EXPLANATION#ok well yes you can#since y'know#blah blah self autonomy blah blah#but also#come ON#what about the DRAMA#also not finished w the vid yet (came here so i wouldn't forget to scream about brocedes) but#if they ask the title question and he doesn't pick chocolate#i#idk#tho then again he was like#weirdly toxic masc coded?#well no not really#but it was like he was TRYING to be#and like it mellowed out for sure#esp after the silver war and princess dress incident#but if you've seen that one interview in 2013ish where he's with nico on i think bbc you'll get what i mean#bro was trying SOOOO hard to appear as a very#uh
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I'll stop posting wips eventually but it's been five days since I've said anything and I don't want anyone to think I'm dead/dying/stuck in a ditch and withering away, so here's 10% of the reason I disappeared (the duck is stuck in rendering hell) (and my little baby laptop is screaming at me every time I open up this file)
I might still be mostly lurking for a little bit so please be patient with me in the meantime 🙏🙏
#seriously though I'm sorry for just up and disappearing like that#wanna talk to people and interact with them so bad lately but I just can't bring myself to do it#so the best i can manage is blabbing in the tags like always#i don't know wtf is going on but over the past few days I've just felt like i don't deserve to talk to anyone#tried to reblog posts from mutuals several times but something in my head keeps saying;#'yeah they don't actually care for your input at all and you're being a bother for even trying etc etc'#and i know deep down that's probably not true (i hope) but i can't reason it away you know#and i know the best solution to this is to just talk to someone#let it be known that i *did* make an attempt to#i tried texting someone (and succeeded) but i couldn't keep doing it and I'm back at square one (and now feel worse lmao)#i'm not really putting this here for anybody to see it as much as i am for myself#but i know that (hypothetically) this could be seen by a real human so it still kinda feels like I'm reaching out in a way which feels nice#makes me feel less like I'm shriveling up in my own self imposed solitude#so uh hello person who might be reading the tags (there's six of you guys here now which is crazy cause i post nothing but junk here lol)#((but thanks anyway for following and even more thanks for reading this if you did))#i'll make my way around all the posts i missed soon enough don't worry#i'm sorry i'm really not meaning to ignore anybody#i have drafted quite a few posts from moots that i couldn't finish leaving comments on but i have seen them#everyone here is super cool and talented as always <3 whether that be through art or writing or just finding neat posts to share#this wall of text is long enough and i'm very eeby so thank you again for reading this#tldr; not dead and i'll be okay eventually :)#not rb#hey look i didn't post a picture of my dog this time (a crime)#i'll make sure to share one the next time i get a good one
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TW: self harm
SO, i think y'all heard about the guy uploading songs and faking it to be joe so he can get ''a lil bit of rest'' and the guy who tried doxxing every tally member (again if you're sensible to selfharm do not keep reading)
apparently they teamed up and used The doxxing guy's selfharm guilt tripping as a picture to upload on spotify???
this needs to stop wtf
this is NOT good in any way
i just noticed today
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i got a C+. On a test. I’m so stupid. I’m such a failure. I’ve never ever gotten that low of a grade. i hate myself so much. that’s pitiful. i’m sorry. i’m so sorry.
#s3lf harn#tw self destruction#tw selfhate#help#personal vent#panic attack#self h@rm#someone help#mentalheathawareness#mentally unstable#stupid#grades#please help#pls help#seriously#what the fuck#like wtf#i’m an idiot#i’m sorry#i’m so tired#i’m so sorry#im so stupid#im so scared#i hate this#i hate everything#i’m fine#everything is fine#pls leave me alone
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Random person : You should keep your scars hidden
Me : You should keep your mouth shut
#like seriously#wtf is your problem#let people live#mental health#mental illness#recovery#self h@rm#scars
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it's about being sad your fic has more hits than kudos/reviews but then remembering yourself reading other people's fics, enjoying them immensely, and forgetting to give kudos/review
#just me?#i can't blame people because i'm so guilty but also PLEASE ENGAGE WITH ME IF YOU LIKED MY THING#i require the knowledge that i did okay or i will seriously die#honestly though my most recent fics have been SO self-indulgent i'm not surprised if people read them and just went wtf was that#eve text#writing#ao3#ao3 writer#fanfic
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