#seriouly what is that show

[griddleharkbrainrot]

Everything I've learned about Interview with the Vampire is entirely against my will and extremely homosexual

[rat-rambles]

One thing I really like about gravity falls is the way it yalks about being childish and how that's doffrent form being a child.

In gravity falls childishness is treated like a philosophy and "maturity" is also treated that way and there both shown to have a time and place. Stan and Mable and the 2 most childish charters and in some instances this creates porblems for both of them. They'll be rash have out burst do stuff that's selfish and reckless but that same trait is also what saves them over and over. Stan saveing Ford was becuse of his childish traits becuse of not worrying about consequences and just wanting his brother back. The audacity to think no I can do anything actually that's childish it's "not realistic". Mable is the one who out thinks Bill in both the fight in dream scapers and when her and dipper buy time in weridmagon. The whole reason she can think of solutions is becuse she dosnt think in the rules of reality she is "unrealistic" and this is shown to be aspirational.

It's important to me that this trait is in both the kids and adults becuse we live in such a anti child society. As some one who is often seen as childish I've often not been taken seriouly becuse of the way I think and act people asume that I must just be dumb and this show really hammering in the point that childishness isn't bad really helped me grow into a confident childish adult.

I will also like to take a moment to point out that childless also exists in dipper and Ford as well. They both carry alot of shame about there childishness they learn to over come. Though acting "like a adult" is also shown in both a good and bad light. I think it's obvous that in tale of two stans part of young Ford's anger at Stan was him being childish litterly wanting to live out there childhood dream instead of "growing up" and supporting him geting what would be a "real job". Dipper similarly wants to stay in gravity falls becuse it would be "important work" unlike high-school witch would be "childish".

[anthonykatebridgerton]

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omg you care about EVERYONE but polin??? what a fatphobic bitch!!!!! seriouly, why you hate pen so much? and please dont said her actions because,were her actions s bad tha she doesnt deserve even you posting a singles thought about her??? and if the answer is yes, then why you support and accept kate is a cheater and ruined her sister life??? What pen did was so bad but kate cheating was okey???? double standards hits bad

I also don’t care About the Queen, Lady D and Violet and lady Ds brother storyline.

I liked book pen, show Colin gives me the ick so I don’t care for polin.

Just don’t read my posts, I’m very clearly antipolin, has nothing to do with fatphobia but I have argued too often with Polins and the result is always the same and not productive.

Ps: I don’t care what you think about my faves.

[shiyorin]

Howdy! Am biggest heretic so cpuld you please do yandere Erebus?

Inquisitor want to know your location.

Tw: Yandere

Definitely an asshole, fucking asshole!

Seriouly, every horrible thing you've ever read about in a textbook about red flags, he'd do.

This asshole is always stalking, stealing and harassing you. However, the way he shows those things is quite harmless so you don't know much until it's far too late.

Always try to play your savior but he is your main problem.

Honestly, Erebus is so weird that you can hardly tell his true intentions.

He try to take control of your life, using the a of "trying to help" as a front for it. He'd start small, and the relationship would escalate over time.

Over time, Erebus'd gaslight you more blatantly. He twist your words around against you, make you doubt yourself, blame you for the problems in your relationship… Wait, what? Your relationship? You and him?? How???

Imagine what heresy would be if the Chaos Gods promised to give Erebus his little mistress. Well, Slaanesh is chuckling.

Yes, you can be corrupt by Chaos.

And you'll be stuck with this asshole forever.

[the-firebird69]

The Untouchables 1987 Extract The Team

Max took over this a mac took over this character too it's not Dave's character it is one of the Klansmen he showed up there in Fort Myers at the Edison Mall He starts arguing and her son says you're trying to take over my role without touching my army in any way you go after him in the Midwest and you haven't done anything so the guy starts mumbling saying You'll regret it and **** so you're gonna regret coming down here you're dead i'm gonna have you killed no stick in your dumb face every time you mention this kind of **** maybe after you died at the Edison Mall and you're a rude piece of crap and then we're gonna start taking over your people to take your stuff thanks for the invitation and we really need to take most of it and there's a big huge reason why this is a mac proper and all these other people with huge armies and this guy with tons of nukes so we said this there's too many of them and you can't let him have the stuff he's taken so far so we went to town on him and he said we'll see about this so yeah right billy then we increase it. Started bawling said he knows when to his people and they said for him to shut up start telling on everyone and he is a bag of **** that guy is a walking abortion. He goes on to play his character and messes up a ton of his plans those around and says he's going to take over our sons role that's why he's doing it so he started getting hit a lot and it still is and that's what they're hitting him for

No I want this **** **** **** outta here for what he's saying but the guys say it's still intense now but it's better to have him there but having kind of an argument if it's so intense and we're not ready we have to reduce it but now his son sees why and his wife now understands we have to do this and it's probably the video that worked and we're moving on and right now. We have some things to announce and they're very big.

Thor Freya

Olympus

Zues ahhhah lol says hehas not worked  damned day in his life here on earth this rrhaeam seriouly and in an african ameircan accent ok thats why im laughing lol Hera

[dreamypisces888]

anon who can’t stand corvoidea here (seems like she deactivated?) 🤪 can’t believe one of these dummies said you were writing asks now, they’re lacking creativity- anyway i hope you’re well and that their remarks aren’t taking a toll on you or anything, astrosky has been very disappointing in this (i used to look forward to her posts), what she said about the way you look just shows how, despite being « knowledgeable » in a field like astrology where we’d expect people to be more open minded, she’s just a random teenage like minded girl who won’t miss the occasion to hate on another woman, pitiful if you ask me.

hahaha thank you for your support yes I mean I was planning to change that pic anyways it is good that she mentioned the way I look . I am 36 year old woman and I have no insecurities ilke those teenargers tbh . They all wanted to teach me a lesson in Astrology ( well I did not need to ) I never claimed to be an astrologer but I know many things and I write my own perpective and indeed people can relate to the things I write. I was minding my business because as they said I am OLD hahaha but seriously when I am attacked I know how to defend myself . Most of them called me a bully and I was like well bishhhh you missed with the wrong millennial lol Seriouly I received lot of messages like yours and I appreciate tbh she cannot attack the way I look most prolly I am way beautiful than she is hahaha and yesh they are all mean and everyone saw that !Thank you so much for your support :)

[omartinyosef]

no but seriously, duffer brothers are super observant with this shit, so meticulous, and do you really think that writters and creator dont know or realize what they're doing? I mean, if it was any other show, okay, but man, it's Stranger things, like in this show EVERYTHING is important, even outfits can foreshadow stuff. Seriouly, if this was any other show the date would have changed already, but them refering to will's bday on March 22 is just proof that it could be planed.

Or who knows, maybe it wasnt planed but saw potential and they are going to use it. Because, like really, we have this open question about what will happen with the painting, so if they have a fight about it they could talk about will bday since it will be a heated fight moment

Birthday gate anon again... As for the social media posts, they're obviously just making fun of themselves and reassuring the fans that they do love Will as a character and will try to do better (because the big thing at the time was "the Duffers really don't care about Will, huh?"). And the May thing was just something they came up with on the spot in that one interview, they never really intended to do it and probably forgot about it or decide they wanted to keep the March date for Will.

lord jesus

wishing will a happy birthday on the day they previously said wasn't his birthday isn't making fun of themselves. it's saying something.

the replies in those tweets aren't saying "haha silly us!" they're saying "we didn't forget. we'd never forget."

and i think you're severely underestimating the duffers

they didn't say "oh yeah we'll probably just change it to like may 22nd or something"

they said they were going to "george lucas it" aka go back and edit the episode. they made it sound like they had a plan of action. and if they actually made a mistake and still never intended to change it or address it at all then that throws the entire show timeline off. that's a massive plot hole they'd be leaving. and now years have gone by and they've just reinforced that his birthday is march 22nd.

there is literally 0 fucking reason to do that if they just made an honest mistake. if it was a mistake they could have it fixed in a day.

birthdaygate is real like idk why ur so against it lol

[imthepunchlord]

Ya know what I just realized? Alya claims to be a journalist, but she posts so many stuff that could be used against LB (like Feast, trying to find her identity) or not fact checking (Lila, Pharaoh and Chloé being circunstancial or available because of Stone Heart) that I genuinely wonder if anyone takes her seriously. Like she's 13-14, it's obvious is more of a hobby than an actual career. While it's shocking why nobody cares that LB is 13-14, people taking Alya seriouly is too.

It could be more along the lines of this world's "logic" as they do things that just aren't logical.

Like, Lila "falling" down the stairs, as that can be incredibly lethal, first priority should've been getting her to the hospital which would have had that lie expose.

So Alya and the Ladyblog, yeah it doesn't really work when you think about it.

Alya sets herself up as a big superhero fan and hero 101 is secrecy. If she alone just wanted answers and to unravel the mystery of miraculouses, that'd be one thing; the big issue though is her making it a public affair. She does bring risk and damage to Ladybug, it makes her out seeking attention and fame more than really getting into the heroism and trying to solve how these heroes and villain work.

You also really got to question Marinette's stance as it's out of character for her to be tolerating of it. Marinette stands that secrecy is security, for herself, her role, and her loved ones. And the last thing she wants is people in danger. So for her to tolerate and even humor Alya trying to expose miraculous secrets and putting herself in danger; it's odd. She should be wary of Alya as a person or if you stick to them being friends, do what she can to discourage Alya or redirect her.

Another big issue is that the Ladyblog is really kinda forgotten about post her dating Nino, though pops up when the writers remember it (though it seems more like a tabloid). So those issues of Alya exposing secrets and risking Ladybug's security, they're just never addressed. At least, I haven't heard anything mentioned post Alya learning Marinette's Ladybug. And I hear as full time Rena, Alya doesn't learn her lesson and makes her self all about publicity; which 4 seasons in, knowing how critical things are right now for Marinette, it's just really OOC and it just leaves your viewers unhappy about Alya knowing.

Which honestly, in itself, this is not bad for Alya if this was going to be a means of growth, but nothing is going to come about it.

Then there's also Gabriel himself. He has someone out there in this city trying to expose Ladybug. Why isn't he jumping at this opportunity? Doing what he can to fund and assist Alya? Same goes for Adrien who does use it to try and get clues on Ladybug. Why doesn't Adrien join Alya, especially as this gives him a chance to encounter Ladybug as a civilian and get closer with her. And as this would be in Gabriel's own interests, he would encourage and allow Adrien to join Alya, which Adrien would be happy and excited about as his father is encouraging something Adrien is interested in. And then we can all feel Adrien's pain when he realizes his dad was using him and his interests for his own gain.

So Ladyblog is really a missed opportunity. For calling out Alya and leading to growth with her issues, and could've been something for Adrien to get into and think his father is connecting with him. But these are good ideas and this show doesn't work off good ideas.

Honestly, you also got to wonder what's the point of the Ladyblog as, after s1, it's hardly present anymore, only showing up here and there. It could even be that it's something that could've been cut as its more of a tabloid present day.

[im-not-a-simp-i-swear]

Can you do a post where MC scares the brothers with an airhorn? Like goes around, attaches one on a chair, and waits to see their reaction?

AIRHORN PRANK TO THE BROTHERS

The plan was simple, just tape in a very descrete way an airhorn under your favorite demon's dinner chair and when they sit down there later today trigger such airhorn. The beauty would be their reaction...

💙LUCIFER

- he will jump a bit off guard by the sudden noise, and he will feel embarrassed that the rest of his brothers saw that, and boy oh boy will he start pointing fingers at who it could've been

- being you i wouldn't admit to such a crime and instead watch hell at it's most finest

- watch as Luci blaims Satan and Belphie for the prank and how he loses it for such a bad prank

- as Satan and Belphie claim that they wouldn't pull off such a basic prank on Lucifer. The oldest would start interrogating the other brothers

- seeing his siblings claiming inocence, and you being awfully quite... he will be very dissapointed in you, have fun cleaning the HoL for the remaining year.

💛MAMMON

- will also jump scared by the sudden noise

- while he'd confront his brothers about it, they all wouldnt take him as seriouly as the first born

- when he discovers it was you all along however he will get very tsundery? And will start asking why you would even do such a thing to your first man, he pretty much feels betrayed... for about 5 seconds.

- he then will try to convince you to help him out with trying to recreate such pranks with the rest of the brothers

🧡LEVIATHAN

- the embarrasment, the horror, leviathan has fallen for a normie prank... and everyone saw his scared reaction

- while he claims he was just caught offguard by the loud sound, he cant handle the embarrasment and will definetely hide in his room for a very good while

- it doesnt help that it was you who pulled such prank, we all know this boy doesnt have the best self esteem, so such case just lowers it more

- you better show the poor guy some affection to make up for the situation

- as a result he is playing more jumpscare games than usual to not fall for such a prank again

💚SATAN

- will either end up eyes wide open from the sudden honk or will fly away like cats do when they see a pickle (look that up if you dont know what im talking about please its adorable)

- after blushing embarrassed that they got scared by an airhorn, the laughing from the others will quickly die off when his rage starts to show

- start running MC before he discovers it was you, and yes, he WILL figure out who it was before everyone heads to bed, so make sure to be quick

- once he catches you its over, better beg for forgiveness and start planning for a way to make it up for him cause he is p i s s e d

- somehow this gives you an advantage for future plans in the anti-lucifer gang (idk remember the name dont @ me) so that such pranks can be done to the eldest himself

💖ASMODEUS

- will laugh it off but you can see his embarrassment, it doesnt help the laughing from everyone else towards him

- he also notices pretty quickly your silence so he will confront you about it, and by confronting i mean he will enter character and be the great drama queen asmo can be

- it will take a good moment for him to forgive you, specifically a good couple of minutes. You'll notice this by how quickly he goes from never wanting to even look at you again to hugging you

- just avoid bringing up the prank again cause he will pretend it never happened, not bringing it up will avoid an argument as you try to insist that he did get scared by your airhorn prank

❤BEELZEBUB

- is caught offguard but not in the same way as the others

- his eyes will just widen up by the sudden noise but he wont jump or scream, he'll just turn around confused as to where the sound came from

- his reaction and its originality would be enough to make the rest laugh, its too cute and funny to ignore

- he wont even bother finding out who pulled out the prank, if you want credit you'll have to tell him. This'll lead to him asking you why you did the prank

- once you explain the joke behind the prank he'll let out a cute chuckle, he finds it cute and funny that you tried to pull out such a prank on him

- go get some snacks as celebration??? He's hungy anyways

💜BELPHEGOR

- confusion 2.0

- also angy because he was half asleep when hebwas sitting on the chair, who dare wake up the avatar of sloth? >:/

- will start asking the others about who did it, not interogating because that would take so loooooooong, only to be even more annoyed that none of his brothers did it

- when its revealed to be you all along he'll claim that, as either revenge or recompensation, he must now use you as a personal pillow to make up for the wasted time that he was about to use for sleep

[mirkwoodsguardian]

I have finished “What If . . . ?” and I have THOUGHTS. 

Episode 1: Peggy upturned a tank with the freaking shield and Steve got to kick ass in a Iron Man prototype???? Also Peggy with a SWORD and SHIELD 15/10 more of this content please. 

Episode 2: Despite the fact that Marvel basically admitted that Thanos’s plot for the infinity stones was dumb (seriouly, T’Challa was able to just point out it’s genocide and turn him good??), T’Challa as Star Lord was fucking phenomenal. Make this canon please. 15/10. 

Episode 3: HAVE I NOT SUFFERED ENOUGH MARVEL YOU’RE REALLY GONNA MAKE WE WATCH ALL THE AVENGERS DIE??? AND PUT FUCKING ROSS IN IT??? -10/10. 

Episode 4: This actually had a pretty cool premise. But it felt flat to me because the Strange we get introduced to in the movies is. . . an asshole? And I think it would have been more powerful if we saw anything to make us think that this Strange wasn’t also a colossal asshole. ALSO. The point of AUs is to undo things like FRIDING THE ONLY SIGNIGICANT FEMALE IN YOUR STORY. So WHY did we have to fridge Christine like 500 times? 4/10. 

Episode 5: First off, you DARE make me watch Bucky take out zombie Steve????? Second, I SEE YOU KILLING OFF EVERY SINGLE FEMALE IN THIS EPISODE. 1/10. 

Episode 6: CAN WE STOP TORMENTING TONY STARK I ALREADY WATCHED YOU DESTROY HIS ENTIRE FREAKING CHARACTER ARC AND THEN ACTUALLY KILL HIM ON THE BIG SCREEN????? Also I feel like Killmonger in the movies was better written, and his motivations were a lot better. BUT!!! The entire concept of Shuri and Pepper taking on Killmonger is absolutely beautiful and I need more of this content please. 0/10 for plot; 10/10 for the concept of a Shuri/Pepper team up 

Episode 7: Not gonna lie, Carol beating up Frat Boy Thor was hilarious. Also at least this will give me a happy ending with Jane and Thor. Rumlow did not need to show up though. 5/10. 

Episode 8: Ultron’s voice coming out of Vision’s body is very weird. Also, this one somehow made both Age of Ultron AND Infinity War/Endgame WORSE THAN THEY WERE IN CANON (seriously if Ultron!Vision could just laser Thanos in half WHY DID NO ONE TAKE OFF HIS HAND WITH THE GAUNTLET). -3/10. (+2 points for Clint telling Zola “yeah yeah take it up with HR”). 

Episode 9: There were some absolutely beautiful moments (Natasha and Peggy kicking ass, Star Lord T’Challa), but there were also some anger inducing ones (Fucking Rumlow, SHURI AND PEPPER NOT GETTING TO KICK ASS). But Ultron/Zola and Killmonger being stuck in a pocket dimension for the rest of eternity is kind of wonderful. 

[borathae]

This my fucking breaking point. I am honest, what have I just witnessed? I don't know what to do with myself. I want to cry. I want to punch something. I want to cuddle. I am feeling so much right now. I am not okay like what?🤯😤😡🥵

And tbh this is god-tier, seriouly. I can't remember a story that made me feel like this💗 I am ripping my hair out. This is more than a roller-coaster. What are you doing to me?

But let's start from the beginning. This might be the longest review yet and I won't regret a single thing because it's so much to process.

We are starting off with Lucky trying to make herself believe that she is not head over heals for him. Like girl we all know it's not working.

The softness at the beginning. It was such a wonderful start. The flowers for Lucky, please this man. If Lucky isn't going to get her man, I am going to steal him.

And the process of Koo. Telling Lucky on his own about his achievements. We love to see him open and honest with her. Rightfully Lucky is proud. He deserves the praise. I admire him also for opening up about his painful pegging experience. What was even more impressive is how he realized how much his first anal experience hurt. At that he wanted the hurt to feel something but now he is cringing at it.

Lucky being astonished by his giggles. Like same girl.

And fuck what are you doing to me with these role plays. I don't know anymore... This whole scene is absolutely amazing.

I just knew that Lucky was deeply hurt in the past. Maybe with a rich guy too. I just fits her whole behavior. She forbids herself to feel after that. She feels like she is not worthy of love and doesn't even want to feel it. She denies herself the love she deserves. And it's one of the most painful things to read. And fuck if I find the guy responsible for this🔪 And she has a lot of work to do to heal her wounds. She lectures Koo (rightfully so) but she needs help too.

And Koo never stop the emotional bullshit, she deserves the world.

While dealing with her conflicting feelings, she still always reassures Koo. He can always speak his mind. Everything they do is build on trust (which makes the ending of the chapter more painful because their actions speak louder than words ever could).

I feel so many thing after Lucky finally kissed him. This is huge. I love it. And this is not a role play anymore. Fuck it's so sexy. And not that I expected something different but I am so glad his second anal experience was so great. The good can overshadow the bad now. There is room for more👀

What a powermove to thank Lucky for showing her lips. He can feel how big of a deal this is.

Now the talk after that. I understand her and her fragile heart, I really do. She is beyond scared. She already cares so much for him. But it hurts so much.

Btw we one couple against the world, just saying🤭

And then they are having raw sey again. This is incredibly emotional and sweet torture for what's to come.

And the quotes. I am a sucker for them.

I stop being lonely when I am with you and I can't live without you anymore.

And the way he craves water in his office. This is such a good sign. He is really really trying. It must be so painful to experience the signs of withdrawal.

And Ryujin. Just go. Leave him alone. Hopefully you will get fired😤 She can cause trouble in the future.

And now the meeting outside the club. You promised it will be worth it and it definitely was. I didn't know what to expect but I didn't see this coming. All of this because of his phone. I was on my toes when he kept comparing 'Sunny' with Lucky. She really tried her hardest to not be recognized. But woman, you can't fool him twice. I also want to know what she thought when she realized he is Bunny. She obviously was faster and more sure of it. And baby is even more scared after finding out the truth. My heart can't handle this.

Now the part I refuse to accept. Lucky, how could you (I understand her once again but fuck)? Not seeing him is not a solution. She could have known that it would break him (and me too!!). Everyone is just hurt.

I seriously don't know when she will stop lying to herself. She just straight up told him he is business when she knows it's the opposite. Why why why

And stop this bullshit with being from different worlds. We heard enough about it already. It's just an excuse to not go any further.

And his honest words are too much. Like I am already crying okay🥺 This line

Please don't force me to put my mask back on.

And I am so scared of what's happening next. I saw some reactions already that they are glad and hopeful. I am glad too but I just know she is not ready for any date. I am afraid that she will not give him a chance. Just because she is traumatized from her previous experience.

And I am begging you not to break my heart. How much angst have you up your sleeve? Those two have been through so much. And I know after what you did in ihyily😔🥺 I don't want something similar. I can't take this. I just want them happy. So please cuddle me and tell me everything is going to be alright💜

I am hurt but I am so thankful that you included this chapter. It was beautiful sad while also being fluffy. My fav so far. And I love you, Heartbreak Queen❤️❤️

🌟

This is the longest and bestest review ever :( omfg thank you, thank you, thank you!!! 🥺💜

First of all:

And she has a lot of work to do to heal her wounds. She lectures Koo (rightfully so) but she needs help too.

Honestly I love that you are mentioning this. Okay storytime with Lucky I wanted to create a character, who clearly has her own mental health issues, but who is so used to living with them that she isn't even aware that how she might see the world and think is not particularly healthy. And I love that you acknowledge that, because she clearly can't 😔

Also you acknowledging Kook's achievements. Listen, I worked so hard on making his recovery journey realistic. You know he has his good days where he drinks water instead of booze or feels strong enough to handle all the withdrawal symptomps, but he also his very bad days where it seems like he didn't make any progress. And I thank you for acknowledging his little achievements :(

Also thank you once again for such a detailed review and I can promise you that the next chapter is going to be so sOFT 🥺😔💜

[lol-jackles]

When I first heard Jussie Smollett's story back in January my initial reaction was that it sounded exactly like what someone in Hollywood thinks a hate crime looks like.  Therefore it’s no surprise that every idiot in Hollywood and Congress fell for Jussie’s hoax.

It should have been obvious to anyone over the age of 25 how stupid Jussie’s story was from the jump, but woke-social-justice-warriors put aside their common sense (as they always do) because how badly they wanted it to be true.   MAGA bro dudes recognizing a 3rd tier actor from Empire?  Lol, yeah right.  The only way the story could have been better is if Jussie claimed the guys had yelled, “Heeeeey, aren't you that incredibly handsome actor from Empire who has been tragically overlooked as the lead for his own show and should have won several Emmys by now? This is MAGA country!  But, also, you're really great on Empire and anyone who writes you off the show is a big dummy.  TRUMP2020!"  

Seriouly Jussie, you’re supposed to be an actor and what we actors do is research, research, research.

If anything Jussie just further prove that not all actors should be directors.

[sunnybergamota]

hey gurl, what happened?

(Warning, big venting text. Sorry) :(

Honestly, I don't know what is going on anymore. It's just a lot little things that make me feel like shit.

I feel like everything is changing in my life and I just can't keep up. My school is going through a makeover (reform??idk) and the place I've been my whole childhood is just gone. Also I don't even have friends anymore! I feel like Im going to a new school. My only friends, who have been with me for years, just dont talk to me anymore. They don't consider me their "best friend" anymore. The only people I interact other then my family are you guys from tumblr.

One of my friends post on that weird "End of year asks" from Whatsapp that they would come back to talk to me, but idk. This was one of my most lasting friendships, it made me as much good as it made me bad. There were days that she would make me feel amazing, and other that made me feel the worst piece of shit. They just didnt care about my interests, or how I was, as long someone was there for her. Seriouly, I was always there as a shoulder to cry, someone who would give a hug, but if I was sad??? "Don't worry, you are just close to your periods", "you are just tired", "well Im not your theraphist". It hurted so much, I didn't had anyone to hold on. And she would always push me alway that way. "Oah Gabi, Tumblr? Thats soooo lame!", "Thats super annoying, don't", "Pls stop you are just embarassing yourself", "You know that this tv show sucks, right?", "OMG, she's such a nerd, she still reads! In 2019!" (Everytime someone says something critically about me/my interests, I just push then away. It can be just "You need to do x better", but I Will take it as a personal attack and I don't have idea why! I can know that they didn't mean it, but something will be there saying "bitch, they don't like you, cant you see it?" Like, what is wrong with me?) And also her friends! They really didn't give a fuck abot me. I don't think they ever considered me a friend, we just had her in commun and we would walk together in the school break because I was still her friend. I think she would just walk with me until the last weeks of class because of pitty? Charity? Something like that. Looking back now I can see how toxic it was.

Also somethings here on Tumblr are also making me sick? Like, it is the only place I still feel safe, but everywhere I look there is some discourse. About JKR, Trump, etc. The ones that make me feel worse are the ace ones. Bro, bloggers I followed (and admired) started being ""out and proud acephobics"". They would say nasty things about how aces are ""not lgbt"" or ""disgusting virgins, we dont care if you want to have sex or not!!1!"". They don't realize how this kind of shit hurt! As someone who just figured out who I am, having some one screaming things like "not opressed enough" or "just a confused teens" is not helpful and really depressing.

Also just a general empty? Idk.

Anyway, Im really sorry for the big venting, but this had been on my back for a while and I couldn't keep it to myself anymore.

[amm-loover]

SUPER LONG KO/TKO CHARACTER ANALYSIS POST THAT NOBODY ASKED FOR (part 1)

Hey guys so can we talk about KO/TKO for a bit?

So remember when TKO first showed up in the appropriately titled episode TKO.

So  in this episode, TKO is revealed to have always been a part of KO. He was just little blob of negative energy and even then he was in a cage.

Weather KO realizes it or not, he has been forcing his negative emotions deep down inside him for what we can assume is his whole life. 

The fact the when KO was finally pushed to his breaking point by Shadowy Figure to the point where it manifested his negativity into an entirely separate being able to take control of the body speaks volumes to me.

But if we take a closer look at things, That means KO has been angry all this time and hasn’t had a healthy outlet for his frustration, all this time. Meaning, TKO hasn’t had a healthy outlet all this time, not to mention he was trapped in a cage like an animal on top of it all.

When TKO challenges Rad and Enid to a power battle, he states “I told you, it’s T.K.O.. And I’m a whole different animal now.“

Honestly, i think that line says more than what it sounds like. TKO has been trapped in that cage, like an animal, for so long, that he considers himself to be an animal, even when he is free, he still identifies as an animal, just an animal that is no longer caged. 

Now before we talk about all the violent things TKO has done, let’s talk about the non violent things he has done. 

In his debut episode, TKO finally came to be and is told to go show his friends his new power. 

When he gets to the scene Enid and Rad are obviously in deep trouble. 

TKO swoops in and saves the day, absolutely obliterating the huge Darrell. 

Even if it was for the selfish purpose of showing off, I don’t think that’s all it was. 

One of the things that caused TKO to even come out of KO’s mind was Rad, Enid, and Mr.Gar’s words. 

“Power isn’t everything, at least you’re cute”

“Good hustle kid” 

“You’ll catch up to us someday...or not”

Now with as angry as TKO gets later in the episode from simply being called cute by Enid again, why wasn’t he angry enough to attack them right there?

No seriouly. TKO was very mad and was told to go show his friends how powerful he’s always been. Not show them your power by saving them from Darrell. 

Honestly if TKO is really so hostile and careless as he is shown to be later within the same episode, why didn’t he just attack Rad and Enid right there?

After he defeats Darrell and ushers his new name, TKO goes home. With his mom. Yet another person who triggered him to even manifest in the first place. 

In KO/TKO’s words “Mom said hard work will make me strong, but it hasn’t!” 

Meaning he is also mad at her for “wasting his time” Just as he is mad at Shadowy Figure for sort of doing the same thing, saying “You said getting mad at my friends would work, but it hasn’t!” 

Like, KO/TKO was willing to believe in his mother’s advice, after all he went along with it for a while, but he became so impatient with his mother’s way of training that he was willing to get mad at his friends, which he clearly didn’t want to do in the freaking first place.

Now back to Carol, If TKO was ready to beat up his own mother at the plaza in the episode’s nearing climax, what the frick was keeping him so chill? 

Like FOR A FULL DAY!? 

TKO, an actual manifestation of negativity and anger decided against fighting his friends and mother so he could go home with his mom, presumably eat dinner with her, record a video on KO’s video channel (as shown in the episode KO’s Video Channel) go to sleep, and wake up the next morning and then the meanest thing he does then is take her eyeliner without asking. (and then he yelled at her when she was in the background of his video so i guess that’s pretty mean too)

And when Carol asks about it, TKO just calmly says “I don’t feel like talking right now” and casually turns up his metal music. And the Carol turns it down. Now you’d think TKO would get mad at that little action. Like “Ugh! MOM! I want to listen to my music louder!” But no, he just lets her turn it down and continues to look out the window while she drives him to work. 

AND THAT’S ANOTHER THING!!! WHY THE HECK IS TKO EVEN BOTHERING TO GO TO WORK AT ALL?!

Like based on the personality we have been shown so far, why wouldn’t TKO wanna stay at home and be his edgy self, maybe re-record his video diary in privacy or do his nails and make-up and dress in black and listen to his music loud and break a few things. Why is he going to work? 

And why is he like, for real doing the work? Albeit, haphazardly but doing it nonetheless. 

And honestly, it super clear that TKO not only doesn’t want to be bothered but also doesn't really wanna bother others anyway. He ultimately just wants some space. Like any edgy child/teen.

I mean, he’s not even really mean to Enid and Rad. Maybe a little rude, but not really mean. He manages to hold a conversation with Enid, correcting her on his name, answering her question, and yeah he insults her by calling her a “wage slave” but he probably felt insulted since she called his answer to a question she asked “dramatic”. TKO was probably thinking: “You insult my world view, fine, I insult who you are.”

And yeah he ignores Rad, who is obviously trying to impress him, but TKO wasn’t impressed. If you think about it, TKO could have made fun of him or something but he didn’t he chose to ignore.

And like I said, TKO clearly had no intentions of doing anything particularly bad that day. It looks like he just wants to get through the day. That’s probably why he came to work, he just wants an excuse to fight another robot. Might as well occupy himself while he waits i guess.

I mean look at him. He is 100% chill and clearly wants to be left alone.

And then Rad and Enid come in and ruin his whole little mojo.

Now I know Enid and Rad are just trying to be good friends, they think KO is in some sort of Funk™ and they wanna cheer him up. And they do a sort of good job at trying, but during this, TKO is clearly struggling to get out of Rad’s arms. (honestly in my opinion, they should've took that as a hint and really leave him alone)

But that’s yet another thing! TKO, you know how strong you are. You DESTROYED the giant bomb Darrell bot in a single slash! And he was made of metal! Surely you know you are perfectly capable of getting out of Rad’s fleshy grip.

He does know. He is 1000% aware that he can get out of that grip. But he also knows that if he does, it will probably hurt Rad.

Remember, when he was talking about his metaphorical pizza worldview thing? He said “so called friends”

Guys, TKO identifies Rad and Enid as his friends, even if they laugh at him.

KO really doesn’t wanna do anything, the upcoming outburst that he is about to have wasn’t his intention.

Eventually he even stops struggling when Enid begins to shove nachos in his face. Almost as if he’s just gonna let them be annoying. But then Enid had to go and call him....

“Cute stuff...”

Alright, so we all know what happens from this point. Enid’s final “cute” is the final straw for TKO’s temper. He finally breaks free from Rad’s grip (without a single frame of struggle.) and challenges his friends to a power battle.

As the power battle continues, TKO becomes more and more aggressive and almost like he’s a predator after his prey. And notice how Enid is his target. Both times when Rad steps in to help Enid fight, TKO gets rid of him really quickly and begins focusing on Enid again. 

When Enid tells on him to Carol, notice he doesn’t attack right away, he just scoffs/growls like an angsty child/teen.

He doesn’t even really target Carol of anyone, he just starts being destructive on things.

Then Gar show’s up and says “I love your mom”, which manages to catch TKO off guard. 

He is genuinely confused and he almost seemed ready to hear Mr.Gar out on the sudden topic but when Gar goes and changes the subject and starts spouting compliments at him. 

Now while his compliments arent really lies? You can hear in Gar’s voice that he doesn’t fully mean what he is saying and he is clearly only saying to try an calm him down. 

And we all know when people are really angry, that last thing you want to tell them is to calm down.

So then TKO just snaps, he’s had absolutely enough!

There’s a blind rush going through him right now, he’s never had the chance to let out all this pent up rage. It feels great! All his life he’s been caged and now he’s out. Who care’s if someone gets hurt! letting out these years of rage, proving once and for all that I am strong, stronger than everyone! It feels great! 

Who’s next!

“any last words”

Then the episode ends with TKO getting put back in the cage after KO save his mom. Not the best idea..

Now, im not trying to say TKO is justified for trying to punch his his own mother, he obviously never wanted to. I’m just saying he had a lot of pent up rage and frustration and he was just a ticking time bomb of destructive emotion that was waiting to explode, waiting for someone to push that last button. 

AKA: Enid’s “cute stuff” comment and Mr. Gar’s somewhat “empty praise”

This whole thing, in my opinion, was just the result of KO holing in his anger and frustration for all those years. If you do that, you are bound to become a toxic version of yourself sooner or later. And sooner or later that means you will hurt those you hold dear to you. 

This also lets us know a little something about TKO. 

He’s a person. Yes, he is a manifestation of rage, but he has interests outside of that. He enjoys his music and dark make up and he likes making video diaries just as much as the original KO. TKO is a person and deserves to be treated like one, after all he’s been through. Yeesh...

Now let’s move on to TKO’s second major appearance: 

COMING SOON IN  A PART 2 POST (honestly i can’t put all my thoughts in one post)

[ofsweetdreams]

Jooheon - Of Inspiration & Teasings

I narrowed my eyes at Jooheon as he sat sat down on the couch besides me, watching his every move as he deliberately draped himself across the couch. His eyes dark and focused on me, I felt my heart skip a few beats and I forgot to breath.

“Paint me like one of your French girls." Jooheon taunted and a smug smirk on his face.

It took me second, my mind going blank as his words were processing and I flushed, feeling flustered from his words. I stood up and and I dumped the art pad and all the colors on the floor that I had on my lap. My embarrassment getting the better of me, as the need to strangle him grew. 

“Or,” Jooheon paused as he played with a pencil that he grabbed from the floor, “write poetry about me.”

“Jooheon!” I snapped more embarrassed then anything else. Mortified, I let him seen the things that I write about or draw with him as the inspiration knowing he felt smug and proud of himself that he is my muse. 

“Now you are just teasing me,” I accused him as I bent down to pick up all the art pencils. Knowing that I set myself up for this when I showed him the art and poetry that Jooheon inspired me to create.

I chose to ignore him putting the pencils in the jar and the sketch book haphazardly on the table. I turned to him and crossed my arms, “I’m not showing you again and I’m hiding the books.”

“Why?” Jooheon asked giving me a pout with those puppy eyes that caused me to smile, “I write about you to.”

My arms dropped from the crossed position and I looked at him, unsure what to say after he dropped that on me. Me? He wrote about me?

“It’s true, you know,” he said as he sat up and grabbed my hand to pull me to him. His hands on my waist to hold me in place, “You inspire the music I make. You inspire me with your smiles and encouragement. You hype the hell out of everything I do. There’s pieces of you scattered throughout my music.”

“How come you never told me?” I asked settling down in his lap, his arms automatically wrapping around me. 

“Same reasons why you never told me about yours.” Jooheon countered as he nuzzled me.

“I won’t hide Jooheon inspired pieces any more if you do the same?” I hesitantly asked curious to see how I inspired him. I wanted to know but I also know that this was also a big step because with words you couldn’t hide and in so many ways to felt more intimate then it should. Maybe because with words you can’t hide and everything is laid bare. 

“As long as you promise to show me the pieces that you are ready to share,” Jooheon asked looking at me seriouly. It made my heart warm that he understood me without having to tell him that. 

“Okay, and I’m not ‘painting you like one of my French girls’,” I gave him a sly look, “because I already wrote my version of it.”

I stood up and kissed his cheek as Jooheon malfunctioned from that little piece of information. I walked backwards a few feet away from the door and watched as Jooheon got up and ran after me, teasing me and calI me back to him. Iturned around and ran out in the hallway, laughing because now I was the one who had the upper hand in our little game.

[literallyprentissstwin]

Week 2) Monday, May 21th to Sunday, May 27th 2018 

bonjour y´all and welcome to the second week of my reading list :) this is actually the second time i´m typing this down since tumblr actually decided that it wouldn´t save my last draft where i once had all typed down for the list (thanks for that!). i don´t remember what i wrote down to all the fics the first time, but guess i just start again :D i really hope you all enjoyed my list last week & left some love to the writers <3 

as usual, i put together a list of (this time) 19 fics which i enjoyed reading a lot the past week! please don´t take it personal if you didn´t make it to this list, it doesn´t mean that you´re a bad writer or stuff. you are all really talented and underrated. it´s just my personal opinion and taste. 

feel free to tag me in your fics or send me the links via direct message. since my notifications aren´t working properly, sending the links via message is the better option. i´m excited to hear from you:) 

so, i really hope you all enjoy this weeks list and don´t forget to leave some love and feedback to the writers since this is the only credit they will get for their work :) 

- aileen 

1) No matter what - Spencer Reid X Sister!LGBT!Reader by @infinitefandomimagines 

this is some of the cutest stuff i read all week :) spence is the perfect big brother and i really want him to have either a sibling or a child, fact. this story is everything. also the topic is so important and i´m proud you choose to write about it! <3 well done! 

2) Always by @butsomeofusarelookingatthestars 

yey, you´re back! i miss my daily dose of Luke fics bc you´re the best at writing them <3 also i´m a sucker for Dad!Luke fics and i also love these stories about Nessa and him, they are perfect! this one was amazing, i loved it! :) 

3) Time - Chapter 1: Seconds by @spencerthepipecleaner 

Okay, woow. my poor heart...wtf. this heavy angst <333 it´s heaven and very well written. but my poor spence thooo :((((( i really need to check out part 2, bc this part was perfect! great work! 

4) Article of Faith - Chapter 9 & Chapter 10 by @dontshootmespence 

okay, this is one of the most underrated series on here and shame on me that i have to do some catching up on it, but those two parts very amazing! i love spencer in it. this story is giving me life. i can´t wait to see where you´ll be going with it bc it´s perfect! go give it some love! 

5) Why? by @a-court-of-stydia 

MATT <333 okay, we def need more stories about him bc he deserves all the love and recognition he can get bc he is a pure babe and i love him so much <3 okay, back to your story: this was perfect and i´m in love. short, but sweet and i´m so glad i got to read it! thank you! 

6) The Angel in the Room by @dontshootmespence  

Eventhough I don´t like Alex, I loved reading this story a lot. I loved Alex & Hotchs relationship in this story as well as the bond between Ellie & Reid :) Perfect! <3 

7) Talk Nerdy to Me by @multifandomfanfiction 

okay this story was lit :D i´m sorry for this word, but it´s true. at the beginning i was like “ugh gideon” but then, his niece was so awesome and the tension between her and spencer and just everything about this story was so perfect and i enjoyed reading it a lot! <3 

8) Dishes by @ionlyreadfivebookslastweek 

again, short but sweet and ultra fluffy <3 cuteness overload incoming :) i loved reading it. also can we talk about your username? bc it is goals af. <3 great work! 

9) The Reaper by @trashyficsfortrashykids 

okay, wow. i´m sad i can´t remember what i wrote here the first time bc it was a pretty ass long paragraph bc this story gave me chills and everything. at first i was like “ugh another fic about this” and then when i read it I was totally speechless (this doesn´t happen often btw.): i really liked the way you wrote about the whole foyet drama happening and now i hate him even more. how can he kill an innocent little child? wtf is wrong with that dude??? i´m also a sucker for Dad!Hotch and i think you portrayed him perfectly with all this blaming himself. but OMG WTF THE ANGST WAS PRETTY HEAVY BUT I LOVED IT AND IT WAS SO GOOD AND I´M SORRY FOR SCREAMING. it´s also very well written and i´m pretty impressed (teach me how to write like this please). overall, this whole fic was a success and i´m happy that i got the chance to read it! Thank you! 

10) Secret Keepers by @illegalcerebral 

THIS would have been the perfect way to deal with the whole Doyle drama thingy. like uggggghhhhhh....it wouldn´t have made things complicated. why didn´t they let you write it? this was amazing and i loved the team <3 they are a perfect little family :) oh, and did I ever mention that i miss my Hotchner? ily btw :)  

11) Too Much On the Line by @dontshootmespence  

okay first of all, can we agree that the show didn´t pay enough attention to the Reid drug addiction story line on the show? thank you! this fic was perfect. the angst & suspense = loving it. i also love a comforting and supporting spencer and the way he tries to helpt the reader by talking about his own addiction. my heart was heavy reading this but i enjoyed every bit of it! great job! 

12) In his arms by @winchestergirl23  

again, short but sweet. it made me miss morgan even more :(((( it was so cute! i want a bf like him, thanks! 

13) Surprise. (Pt 1/3) by @crimindsaspe 

YESSSS, I LOVE IT! i love a happy spencer, he deserves all the love and happiness. do this boy some good and give him a happy storyline thanks!! i loved this part and i can´t wait for the others :) well done! 

14) Paranoid // Spencer Reid by @itsmeedee 

okay this is so so so so so so so good. like holy hell, the angst <3333 also i already read part 2 and jesus christ, i need a third part asap. could you please tag me in it?? this is a masterpiece. read it, y´all!!!!

15) Writing Prompt #4 - Spencer Reid Imagine by @multifandom-fics0904  

awwww Spencer, my poor heart <333 i just love him so much, he is so precious and kind and caring. give him a child already. this was perfect! 

16) Call Out My Name (Spencer Reid x reader) by @spencerreidreads 

omg the end....no it can not end this way. i really need a part 2, please tell me you already planned a part 2?? this was soo good! please! 

17) Guess You´re Not the One part one (Spencer Reid x reader) by @spencerreidreads  

same here....the second part was as intense as the first part and i can not wait for more. like seriously...give me more! 

18) One Wish by @captainreid  

oh G, why do you have to make me feel like this?? all i want for spence in his life is a child and then this...</3 my poor heart. the angst tho <333 perfect! ily :) 

19) The Thread That Holds by @dontshootmespence 

awwww happy Jack and Hotch <3 my heart is swoooning, tho it makes me miss them both a lot. i really wanna see them again in S14 :))) also this is kind of the life i imagine for them both right now too. like happy and together and safe. they deserve it. great job! ily :) 

20) We all Fall Down - Thirty Two by @criminal-minds-fanfiction 

okay, seriouly, how can i NOT put this serie on my list? tho i still have a lot of catching up to do but this kind of is also a reminder to myself to get my lazy ass up and reread the whole fic bc it is pure perfection and def underrated. i loved this part a lot. your writing skills are on point, i´m jealous. people, go read it! i dare you! well done, great job! ily :) 

so, this was this weeks list :) i really hope you enjoyed it and don´t forget to leave some love for the writers and their works. again, if you wanna be featured on that list, send me your fics and i´m gonna read them and maybe you´ll be on the next list :) 

hope you all will have a great week & see you next sunday :) 

- aileen