#self-sabotaging thoughts

[remanence-of-love]

[sl8tersstuff]

I live my life in a constant state of grief of what I did, what I didn’t do, and what I can never do.

[stuuupidthingsss]

just fucking kill me bro I’m tired now

[junipersxlies]

[x4ver1a]

pushing people away just because i want them to chase and make me feel wanted.

[maarlena]

Idk if thats a bpd or a me thing

[therecoveryquotes]

Sometimes we self-sabotage just when things seem to be going smoothly. Perhaps this is a way to express our fear about whether it is okay for us to have a better life. We are bound to feel anxious as we leave behind old notions of our unworthiness. The challenge is not to be fearless, but to develop strategies of acknowledging our fears and finding out how we can allay them.

— Maureen Brady, Beyond Survival: A Writing

[preludetomydeath]

What’s the point of living if I’ll never be loved?

[popcosmi]

me sometime during the day.

[bugbxyjunk]

i love soft intamacy like yes please gently caress my bare back in the tender hours of the night, softly hold my waist as im cooking a lazy dinner for us, sit with me and run your fingers through my hair, trace the freckles on my thighs as we laze around on a day off

[placetovent306]

I realized that the reason I can't get better is because I feel the best when I'm at my sickest

[w3brot]

[g0refre4k]

Blood as lube is the topic of conversation and I will not be changing it anytime soon.

[schizolico]

[preludetomydeath]

I hate being perceived, stop that, I want to be nothing.

[robinspinknest]