#scared to love

[sakura-hayashii]

03.02.24 - 1:06 pm

love. its such a normal thing but still so fucked up. almost everyone is scared of death… but when it comes to love, we give our hearts away so easily. we know we are giving someone the power to literally destroy us. and when the time comes when they break our hearts… the only thing we can do is stand there as we let the power of heartbreak and betrayal slowly kill us. we are scared of weapons. scared of how fast bullets are and how sharp knives are. but to me… love is the fastest and sharpest weapon of them all. love hits you fast and hard… and often times you never see it coming. you give yourself away to the person you become infatuated with… letting yourself slowly bleed out. and when they leave, thats when the sharp pain finally hits… and it leaves you aching for longer than any pain ever could.

- S.H. // things ive never said #20 (via 2amthoughts)

[forest-illusions]

[bloominginsilence]

I crave love yet I run from it.

[exulansiscrisis]

I rather bury myself six feet deep than ever hurt you like that again

I will reopen my wounds and douse them in gas if that’s what it takes to make it past

I rather spill acid in my eyes and glass in my mouth before you learn to hate me

And if you choose to leave me behind I’ll curse at the sky praying you won’t forget me

I promise to be a better man

As long as you promise to hold my hand

But if you let go I think l will just spiral until I’m left in a hole to the worms and the earth takes me home

[ziggymadeofstardust]

I feel like I can’t let anyone in, and because of this I’ll never experience true love. How can I take something that I don’t know how to give myself. I keep praying to god to bring me an Angel but I think I scare them away every time…🩵🪽

[queen-beees-world]

I say I hate people too much, so I’m sharing this as a reminder that I don’t actually hate people. I’m just terrified to extend my love to anyone anymore

[majoringinsarcasm]

DONT BE AFRAID TO COMMENT ON OLD FICS DONT BE AFRAID TO COMMENT ON FICS IN A FANDOM THE AUTHOR MAY NO LONGER BE ACTIVE IN. IF THE STORY IS STILL UP LET THEM KNOW YOUR THOUGHTS IT MIGHT JUST BE THE REMINDER THAT MAKES THEIR DAY.

SINCERELY SOMEONE WHO JUST GOT A REPLY THAT MADE ME WANNA MAKE THIS POST

[mychemicalbrromance]

Guys ive been reading peak

[eydilily]

red flags!

[worthless-loverboy]

Please tell me the stuff worth loving about is worth it because I feel like the things worth loving about me are just a shittier version of the guy you actually want to love. I'm always going to compare myself to any guy I see with his girl. What does he have that I don't? What made her fall for him? Was it his height? Was it his smile? Is he funny? What makes him better than me and worth the love I don't believe I deserve?

[podargus-strigoides]

every image of a tawny frogmouth is perfection. i've never seen a single picture of a tawny that dissapoints.

[crowleys-right-eyeball]

i lied abt only posting abt this situation once, i just saw this lovely person’s comment!! passing it on to tumblr 🫡

edit: SOMEONEE changed the password and ruined it for everybody :/ pls try this version instead!!

edit 2: WATCHER POSTED AN UPDATE

[howifeltabouthim]

But optimism could always be quashed, and her heart could be broken once again.

Curtis Sittenfeld, from Eligible

[exulansiscrisis]

He won’t miss me

He won’t cry rivers

It’s amazing how someone can be the world and you are but a speck of dust

I play a dangerous game

I walk a thin line between blaming the victim and blaming the perpetrator

I want him to suffer

I want him to remember me

Not as a lover but as his worst nightmare

I want to haunt his memories

And for my name to echo throughout the room in his loneliest moments

I want to hurt him

I want my voice reminding him of the monster he became

But then again, I loved that monster

I see the sky cry during a storm and I see them

His eyes

And I’m reminded that I still love that monster

And when he bleeds I bleed

The thought makes me want to dress his wounds

It’s such a disgusting and pathetic feeling

Wanting to comfort someone who betrayed you

It’s so vile to ache for his touch

To long for the sound of his voice

I have so much love and I don’t know what to do with it now

The only thing I know how to do is use it to fuel my rage

Burning the memories is better than crying until my throat closes up

[chloesimaginationthings]

William gives Michael a very “good” FNAF gift..

[lilislegacy]

Percy at ease

Percy calm, but a little on edge

Percy when mildly angry

Friendly reminder that Percy jackson - our beloved silly adorable seaweed brain - is absolutely terrifying. When he’s angry, when he’s scared, when he’s on edge - he’s not warm and fuzzy.

No other character gets that reaction from people. Jason (the sweetie) is perceived as calm and in control, nico (our favorite self-outcasted outcast) is perceived as solemn and creepy, reyna (girlboss queen slay) is perceived as confident and assertive, and annabeth (our girl) is perceived as fierce, clever, and formidable. They are all intimidating to an extent.

But not like Percy. No. Becasue even when he’s at ease, he’s described as wild and disobedient. And when he’s not at ease, even if just little bit, he’s perceived as powerful, dangerous, and scary. Someone who NOBODY wants to mess with. Nobody even questions his power. One look from him has literal gangs running the other way. One look from him has Leo so scared that he’s literally shaking, and feeling the same innate fright and alarm that he does when jason summons an ear-piercing, earth-shaking, deadly bolt of lighting.

like… HELLO??? can we all just sit on that for a moment?? good lord

One angry look from percy has people thinking one thing: Run.

Percy is, canonically, the character that people find the most frightening and intimidating.

And unless he’s in a good mood - which you better hope he is - the reality is that most of us would be completely terrified of him if we met him.