#scared to love

[sakura-hayashii]

03.02.24 - 1:06 pm

love. its such a normal thing but still so fucked up. almost everyone is scared of death… but when it comes to love, we give our hearts away so easily. we know we are giving someone the power to literally destroy us. and when the time comes when they break our hearts… the only thing we can do is stand there as we let the power of heartbreak and betrayal slowly kill us. we are scared of weapons. scared of how fast bullets are and how sharp knives are. but to me… love is the fastest and sharpest weapon of them all. love hits you fast and hard… and often times you never see it coming. you give yourself away to the person you become infatuated with… letting yourself slowly bleed out. and when they leave, thats when the sharp pain finally hits… and it leaves you aching for longer than any pain ever could.

- S.H. // things ive never said #20 (via 2amthoughts)

[forest-illusions]

[bloominginsilence]

I crave love yet I run from it.

[exulansiscrisis]

He won’t miss me

He won’t cry rivers

It’s amazing how someone can be the world and you are but a speck of dust

I play a dangerous game

I walk a thin line between blaming the victim and blaming the perpetrator

I want him to suffer

I want him to remember me

Not as a lover but as his worst nightmare

I want to haunt his memories

And for my name to echo throughout the room in his loneliest moments

I want to hurt him

I want my voice reminding him of the monster he became

But then again, I loved that monster

I see the sky cry during a storm and I see them

His eyes

And I’m reminded that I still love that monster

And when he bleeds I bleed

The thought makes me want to dress his wounds

It’s such a disgusting and pathetic feeling

Wanting to comfort someone who betrayed you

It’s so vile to ache for his touch

To long for the sound of his voice

I have so much love and I don’t know what to do with it now

The only thing I know how to do is use it to fuel my rage

Burning the memories is better than crying until my throat closes up

[ziggymadeofstardust]

I feel like I can’t let anyone in, and because of this I’ll never experience true love. How can I take something that I don’t know how to give myself. I keep praying to god to bring me an Angel but I think I scare them away every time…🩵🪽

[queen-beees-world]

I say I hate people too much, so I’m sharing this as a reminder that I don’t actually hate people. I’m just terrified to extend my love to anyone anymore

[mychemicalbrromance]

Guys ive been reading peak

[cronchy-baguette]

double posting this comic bc tbh it deserves its own post.... thinking about how elphie was definitely crying after she runs off to hide somewhere following popular... what do the two of them think about afterwards....

[lovely-p-issues]

[majoringinsarcasm]

DONT BE AFRAID TO COMMENT ON OLD FICS DONT BE AFRAID TO COMMENT ON FICS IN A FANDOM THE AUTHOR MAY NO LONGER BE ACTIVE IN. IF THE STORY IS STILL UP LET THEM KNOW YOUR THOUGHTS IT MIGHT JUST BE THE REMINDER THAT MAKES THEIR DAY.

SINCERELY SOMEONE WHO JUST GOT A REPLY THAT MADE ME WANNA MAKE THIS POST

[eydilily]

red flags!

[arkangelo-7]

Love the idea of the Batfamily showing a serious, united front whenever they’re working with the Justice League (i.e., obeying Bruce’s orders without question or defaulting to Dick’s authority, following Bruce’s comm protocol, upholding expected field etiquette, coordinating with one another with terrifying efficiency, and generally just not fucking around), but then the minute they get back to the Cave they immediately start to throw hands over who gets to use the PS5.

[worthless-loverboy]

Please tell me the stuff worth loving about is worth it because I feel like the things worth loving about me are just a shittier version of the guy you actually want to love. I'm always going to compare myself to any guy I see with his girl. What does he have that I don't? What made her fall for him? Was it his height? Was it his smile? Is he funny? What makes him better than me and worth the love I don't believe I deserve?

[podargus-strigoides]

every image of a tawny frogmouth is perfection. i've never seen a single picture of a tawny that dissapoints.

[exulansiscrisis]

If I had pulled that trigger at 12

I wouldn’t have made it to 21

I wouldn’t have discovered myself

But that would’ve been better for everyone

Oh

Sometimes I fantasize

It’s cold earthy embrace

The comfort of my grave

I’m not sayin I’ll do it

But the lines get blurry

I’m somewhere in between

Living and surviving

I can’t promise past 21

But I promise I’ll live through spring

If I had bled out at 16

It wouldn’t have been such a bad thing

But of course someone had to intervene

Who knew the trauma life would bring?

Oh

Sometimes I fantasize

Dancing in the flames

Only ashes that remain

I’m not sayin I’ll do it

But the lines get blurry

I’m somewhere in between

Living and surviving

I can’t promise past 21

But I promise I’ll live through spring

If I had overdosed at 20

I wonder what the world would be like

Everyone would probably be angry

But some sick part of me

Hopes that for me you’d cry

Cause’ that means you loved me after all

I’m not sayin I’ll do it

But the lines get blurry

I’m somewhere in between

Living and surviving

I can’t promise past 21

But I promise I’ll live through spring

[d1strict12-peacek33per]

Kinda freaking out over what’s going to happen later today rn at 5 o’clock in the morning bc I can’t sleep. Uhm. Yeah.

Anyway, shit you need to know:

You see I.C.E?

Yell, “La Migra.” (La-mee-grah)

Be as loud you possibly can.

They are supposed to be starting Raids in Chicago on Tuesday.

You know neurodivergent or queer people?

No the fuck you don’t.

Are you apart of that spectrum yourself?

Suddenly you aren’t.

Know trans people or trans yourself?

Nuh-uh.

Do you have immigrant family?

Tell them how to answer I.C.E if they come across them. (a bunch of shit on TikTok can tell about that)

If you have birth-right citizenship, you’re at risk too.

Don’t be in usually populated areas.

Like, the mall, movie theaters, etc. it’s not safe, trust, there will be dumbasses out there today and probably the rest of the week, keep that in mind.

Anyone ask you about your political views?

Say NOTHING.

Or, “I don’t like to talk about that stuff.”

Don’t talk about them at all.

Same goes for your identity, aight?

Idgaf if he “saved TikTok” it was a stunt, they think we’re stupid. Forget that shit, don’t thank him. It’s fucking propaganda.

Stay safe,

Eat the rich,

And Deny, Defend, and fucking depose.

Ik im not popular, like at all but please reblog, share, whatever

—Atlas